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// *i have lost a major chunk of my empathy since January. i have had to deal with so much shit that i have changed in so many ways that i genuinely dont know if itโs good or bad. iโm more prone to being angry and getting my thoughts out there, but ive also learned to just not give a shit if something is bothering me, and i enforce that for myself. itโs a skill iโve learned with living life under the radar.
// *and i dont know if ill ever get my emotional energy back. i probably wont or it hits me in the face later on in life, but i just have no energy to constantly fit as an extra leg for support. i dont mean it in a way of, โoh look at me, iโm suffering with no help--โ no. i know iโm suffering, iโm getting help for it. im in therapy every week now, iโm learning to just deal with shit on my own, but itโs hard. independence is really fucking hard.