#spn: ruby

If we believe Ruby that most demons don’t remember/realize they used to be human, maybe that’s why Meg stops caring about Azazel after S1 - in S2 or possibly as late as S5, she found out the truth that she was not really Azazel’s “daughter”, had used to be human, and was so upset by the lies (and if Azazel was somehow personally involved in her fate, like being the one who damned her or torturing her in Hell, then what he did to her) that she stopped considering him her father. (That’d also explain how she knew she used to be human when according to Ruby, that’s rare. Maybe Alastair clued her in, either intentionally to dick with Azazel or just super casually like “oh, you mean you didn’t know?”, since she was his apprentice and in Hell after S1?)

*whispers* What if because Azazel already expected that he might die because Dean went and spilled the beans, he handpicked a possible successor to take over manipulating Sam if needed and told them what they’d need to do? A loyal demon, good at keeping secrets, as devout as he was, someone who wouldn’t abandon the plan even if he wasn’t around to enforce it. The best out of any of his soldiers.

Wait, so wasn’t the implication was that in this other world, John died as a teenager because Mary never brought him back? Because Bobby hadn’t heard of Sam and Dean Winchester, so he hadn’t lived long enough to kill children, and if John died 40 years ago as Bobby said, that’d put it in the 1970′s. (Unless Bobby was rounding and John died in the nursery in 1983 instead of Mary and this world’s Sam and Dean went by “Campbell,” but Bobby never mentioned Mary having sons, either.)

So, so far in my headcanon, Anna: