#spn despair

know for a fact that im going to find out about the us election results via the fucking destiel meme on my morning tumblr dash. i am resigned to this fate and will make no effort to watch the news, the results will find me the way god intended

​if your one moment of happiness is telling another man ‘you aren’t a weapon, you aren’t a tool, you’re kind and you’re caring and you changed me. I loved the world because I loved you. I love you.’ before sacrificing yourself for him.., that’s …. Well… it’s gay, it’s love. It’s such a deep expression of love that leaves Dean unable to grapple with the enormity of the loss. Completely shatters him because not only did his best friend just die, but he said it. He confirms the one thing that Dean Winchester has always known, everyone that loves him will die. Everything he touches will be lost. And he didn’t say it back. And he should have said it back.