#spiritedawn

I've always been alone. Alone as a kid, and alone now. It's not a fun thing getting on the computer every fucking day wishing for friends that only understand you though the internet, who will not see your face every day and eventually rip you from the inside out.

Since we've talked you have never ONCE bothered me. Hell, I'm a weird talkative person when people talk to me. Because I am lonely, and I choose to be lonely with no one around me. I put up walls as a defense, Fuck man, I even keep my mother at a great distance.

Just. Don't be like me, Riku. Don't isolate yourself like I've done for years. You you know you can talk to me, or Sora, or anyone else in the group we are here to help you, we love you. You're a perfect Riku and I'm pretty sure I speak for everyone when I say we love you.

I've thought of hurtting myself too, but I thought about things I would be missing, people I would be meeting that could change my world -- my horrible life. I would cry, Riku. I would cry if I heard you hurt yourself. Not because I am disappointed, because I care. I care about you.

You will never waste our time.

People follow you because they like you.

I'll always be here for you, Riku. And if you need someone my arms are always open, because i know what it's like.