NPO start
Stiekem zie
ik je
al languit
liggend.
Je benen -
die heerlijke
benen - uitgestrekt
op de bank.
Je kijkt met
volle concentratie naar
Boer zoekt Vrouw
en ik kijk
eigenlijk
alleen maar
naar jou.

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seen from Germany
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Russia
seen from Türkiye
seen from China
seen from Philippines
seen from United States

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seen from United States
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seen from United States
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seen from Malaysia
NPO start
Stiekem zie
ik je
al languit
liggend.
Je benen -
die heerlijke
benen - uitgestrekt
op de bank.
Je kijkt met
volle concentratie naar
Boer zoekt Vrouw
en ik kijk
eigenlijk
alleen maar
naar jou.

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Fall Sunday.
Today I saw a leaf
caught in a web, or rather IĀ
saw its shadow
on the blinds onĀ
the library windows
when the sun broke through, and it
danced when wind
caught it yet it I
donāt think it
ever moved.
Redecorate.
I was laying on my bed,
back on my mattress,
head where my feet should have
been, then realized I had
forgotten
your smell: the one
that clung onto your skin,
hung around you like
an overcoat, one I would
take home, instead I found it
gone
like a patch of darker paint
hinting at a picture,
framed,
its place visibly
remembered on that wall,
yet the photograph itself -
impossible to
recall,
not in the least,
not at all.
Tonal.
The days pass by but make no sense I smile at my lost innocence from growing up - I add the years to my desires & deepest fears of loneliness, with all my friends I'm still quite sure how this will end: Us parting ways like nothing did - you leaving me, and here I sit, as if nothing ever came of it, the things we said simply unfit to drown the sound of what was left: both blissfully, completely deaf.
Reflection.
Two steps down the campus road I regretted carrying my heart with me, itās weight heavy on my back, loaded with questions just where I couldnāt see them, and halfway through I understood the conversation blown past me, life on hold during the break, wind on both our faces racing over an artificial lake, I said: āWelcome to the Netherlands, where everything is fakeā

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Wisdom.
We are drinking wine like friends these days. I come over and remember how I sat down awkwardly - now I know how it ends but then everything could still change - I was hoping I would be more so we spoke of the mundane, had dinner with questions burning on our tongues, or maybe just mine; they came rattling through my teeth with every cup of cursed red wine you poured me, containing line after line of my thoughts, well prepared and fine but clumsily delivered and I saw your eyes checking mine to see if I was already dying. I did. None of this I say this time, we share dinner and a bottle and a movie, then I carefully present my safest words, the ones that say ānothing, really, nothing hurts.ā
I. R.
Oh, hallo,Ā
U kent mij niet maar
ik u wel. Hoe,
vraagt u? Wel, uw
dochter heeft mijnĀ
hart gebroken,Ā
maar dat heeft ze u
vast niet verteld. Is het
u opgevallen ofĀ
ze misschien nog
stiller was dan
normaal? Is ze
onbereikbaar
ver weg?
Nee?
DanĀ
liegt ze.
Oorbel
Ik gaf je een vergeet-me-nietje
in de vorm van een oorbel.
Helemaal uit New York naar
NederlandĀ
(Het was een schot in de roos)
Later zat je, met die oorbel
in je oor, bij mij in huis,
en viel alles zomaar
uit elkaar.
Je vroeg me: Alsjeblieft, vergeet
niet hoe fijn we het haddenĀ
samen, ook al is het nu
klaar-
en ik dacht alleen:Ā
kon ik dat maar.