favorite color: pink (of the more red than purple-ish variety) and light blue

watching: i’m currently following watanare and bad girl. will probably start watching enigma black stage soon, also.

currently reading: … too much to list. but i just started the myth of sisyphus by albert camus and females by andrea long chu.

last song: happy lucky chappy by ano

last film: scott pilgrim vs. the world. can’t believe i didn’t watch it until now

last series: anime is takopi’s original sin, live action is the ex-morning! both really touched my heart.

last song you sang out loud: phantom of the opera for some reason?

coffee or tea: i never drink coffee but i sometimes drink barley tea

currently craving: seafood of many kinds

sweet/savory/salty: salty but i need balance for a harmonious diet!

last place you went other than home: work

earbuds/headphones: definitely the former. my partners through life

favorite chips: no opinion because i don’t like chips much, but typically a more basic flavor.

color that looks good on you: honestly no idea? probably black?

working on: a fic for a fic exchange and losing it over the homestuck animated

Thank you for tagging me @nuandia! Was a lot of fun to go through.

last song: Logged on Spotify to check, and it was Q by Siinamota/PowapowaP. It’s a dear song to my heart – rest in peace.

last book: I jump around a lot, so my currently reading list is around twenty books, lol. The last book I finished is A Short History of Transmisogyny by Jules Gill-Peterson, and the book I’ve been reading most recently is The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa.

last movie: My head totally blanked on this, but I think it was The Muppets (2011). 

favorite color: Pink and light blue! My favorite shade of pink has been tickled pink since I was a kid. As for blue, probably baby blue. Pastels!

spicy, sweet, or savory: Hmm, honestly, all three, but of those three, probably savory at the moment. Need me a savory meal later today. Love all of ‘em, though. What would we do without sweet desserts, savory dinners, and spicy foods?

last show: I’m watching The Ex-Morning, Bad Girl, and WataNare weekly. I think anyone who knows me is well aware of the first, so I won't elaborate. The other two are classified as a CGDCT comedy and a Yuri romcom anime. Though, I basically consider both of these shows Yuri romcoms.

current obsession: KristSingto, as always, of course! But I’ve also been playing a lot of Hades lately (just finished my second successful run). last search: I think I looked up angst soulmate AU ideas? I'm in writer's block and wanted some help. It did not save me from the pits of writer's block, but I had a good time looking through all of the diabolical ideas.

looking forward to: My next semester of university, actually. I’m excited for my classes. Just one more year until the end of my bachelors!

The dynamic is sweet, but you can really see where it can go wrong, and how Phi can easily be unaware of the problem.

"How could Earth survive without the light of the sun, right? So, you have to keep being the sun and shining your light for me, okay?" "Sure. I'll support you forever." "Even if everyone else is mean to me, you're kind to me, Tawan." "You see? I'll always need your help." "I have you by my side. I have nothing to be afraid of, right?" "Oh, buddy. You're the best. You really pay attention to me." "You're important to me. You help me with everything without me even asking. Thank you so much for helping me with everything." "I was really heartbroken but I feel better now. Tam helped me a lot. Mom, Tam is a really good guy. So good that I wanted to bring him to meet you and show that you don't have to worry about me when I'm in Bangkok. I feel really lucky to have Tam. So much that I think... I want to be with him. As boyfriends.”

In the majority of all cases, Tam is supporting/helping/doing things in service of Phi. Of course, Phi greatly appreciates it, and makes that clear through dialogue. And I doubt that Phi would ever want to pressure Tam into having to always help him out, but I think it makes sense that Tam felt a sense of pressure. After all, Phi's rationale in loving Tam within his words tends to highlight Tam's support of him.

Paired with low self-esteem, a relationship dynamic where he is the helper, and perhaps seeing himself as a rebound after Phi's heartbreak over a crush (Phi had been crying over Paul just the night before they got together!) it makes sense that he would feel like he has to give in, has to prioritize Phi's dreams over his own (especially if his have less passion than Phi's).

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