áš synopsis đ đ đ it's hard for me to end a conversation with i love you when i know it's not true. when love has become a liable responsibility, how should it end?
áš pairings đ đ đ choi soobin x gn!reader
áš genre đ đ đ smau. angst with no comfort. miscommunication trope :]
áš warnings đ đ đ some panels are suggestive with mentions of sex and alcohol. cussing. family trauma. favoritism. attachment issues. soobin is an asshole. they are both emotionally challenged idiots who seek love (ew).
wawi's notes: is it bad that my relapse had gone too much that i really tried to pull off an angst TT... well, i really don't like sad shits but this song has been in my mind for a while. this is a new genre, and it is obvious that i am new to this, but still hope u get the gist of it... thank you for always waiting for me, lovers, mwa !!
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áš synopsis đ đ đ following the events of your pool party gone wrong, you have been in thrown into the depths of confusion as your step brother has been ignoring you after catching you sleeping with his best friend. having no clue what is happening, your parents planned a retreat to straighten things out. leaving you no choice but to spend a summer retreat with two guys you are infatuated with.
áš pairings đ đ đ step brother!soobin x fem!reader x step brother's best friend!beomgyu
áš genre đ đ đ dead dove! smut with almost no plot. gist of unrequited love. (step) brother's best friend. non!idol au.
áš warnings đ đ đ detailed explicit content. multiple sex scenes. dom!soogyu + sub!reader. heavy themes of stepcest & exhibitionism. threesome. vouyerism. p in v. unprotected sex. public sex. oral (f and m rec). masturbation. face sitting. riding. dual penetration. some slurs. lots of petnames. overstimulation. multiple orgasm. fingering. nipple play. humping. dirty, dirty talk (mostly beomgyu).
áš word count đ đ đ 11400+ (this is not proofread, pls don't judge)
IT HAS BEEN TWO WEEKS SINCE YOUR STEP BROTHER'S BEST FRIEND MESSED YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE PERFECT SUMMER. And, it has also been two weeks since that same step brother caught your just-got-fucked state after his best friend took your virginity. Between those days, you didn't hear anything from anyone. Not even to Beomgyu, who is the one who managed to bring you home after Soobin left you in that room with him.
Which is weird, considering what he just said after the door opened that day. But it is much weirder that you are still thinking about it until now.
Speaking of Soobin, he has been weirdly distancing himself from you. No more morning banters, or late night messages of âare you up?â before walking towards the nearest 24/7 store. Making you feel like you are at fault for hopping on his best friend's dick when clearly your sex life has nothing to do with him. It baffles you at most. Just like that one moment when your whole family is out for dinner and he asks his father to pass the salt when you are still using it.
You didn't know that he could be this petty. To the point that even your parents interrogate you if you have done something to your step brother for him to act like that. Of course, there is no way you could hand them a proper answerânot when you are also left with dozens of questions why he, out of all people, is ignoring you like he is allergic to your presence.
And of course, Beomgyu. The last thing you heard from him is when you overheard Soobin talking to his dad about the league he is playing on the TV. His father asked if he is playing with his friend who is a chatterbox, for which Soobin replied that he and that friend haven't been talking much these days.
Assuming that he is referring to Beomgyu, it made you more confused and left-out. You want to think that this must be the reason why he hasn't contacted you after that party incident. Because it is uncomfortable for him and Soobin that he is dicking you down when you are his step sibling. But then again, it will all come down to what Soobin had said the moment he saw you and Beomgyu sharing a bed together, with hints of sex clinging in the air.
You couldn't wait for me?
It doesn't make sense. His attitude now compared from the way he treated you before doesn't align and it is driving you nuts. Whateverâs going between you and Beomgyu doesn't help either. Hell, even your girly crush on him puts you in a deep state of doubt.
Was it all a one-time thing to him? Does he go into an after sex clarity after you two got caught by his best friend that happens to be your older step brother? It spirals your mind out of control.
Another problem is, being stuck in one place with Soobin makes you feel like you are in a prison. Your parents even feel like they are walking on eggshells whenever you two are around. So, in order to straighten things out, the best solution that they could think of is going on a family retreat.
Which is why you are now under the morning sunlight, arms crossed in your chest as you watch your step father load all the things and baggage in the trunk. You were the one helping him ever since Soobin was nowhere to be found after he was tasked to buy some chips and soda to serve as snacks in the cabin.
Your mom even asked you to text the guy since you are scheduled to leave an hour from now. For which you did, breaking your no-contact streak with him after two weeks. You could never say no to your motherâthat is why this whole fiasco started anyway. Still, it would break her heart if their efforts on reconciling their children go to waste.
06:30 | Aa Soobin
mom is looking for you.
get back home.
donât ruin this for them.
read.
That was twenty-five minutes ago. And until now, your hell-of-a-kind step brother is still missing in action. Your step father just finished packing up, now starting the car while your mother is still trying to reach Soobin. She just hit another dead end when you saw two familiar figures walking towards your garage.
It was step brother, and beside him is a person that you could loathe from afarâBeomgyu, with a stuffed bag pack hanging on his shoulder.
âOh Soobin, thank heavens!â Your mom exclaimed, walking towards the two men who took turns in giving her a warm hug. âSorry I took some time, I wanted to bring Gyu along with us.â He announced, not even giving you a single glance like your opinion about the matter is not important.
âWell, I hope you all don't mind. Soobin said that it is an outdoor retreat,â Beomgyu's deep, raspy voice felt unfamiliar yet eerily satisfying to your ears. It might be hard to admit, but his effects on your body haven't moderated, not even one bit. âYou all know thatâs my speciality.â He grinned, finding it easy to get along with your parents.
You unconsciously roll your eyes, impatiently tapping your fingers in your arms as you watch them share some giggles and adore Beomgyu's chitchats while you all soak in the sunâs early heatwave. It is obvious that they do not mind, they wholly consider that guy as their second son. Finally remembering her daughter, your mom turned to you, her hands still resting on Beomgyu's shoulder.
âYou ready to go, dear?â Your mom gently asked, sweetly smiling as she helped Beomgyu put his bag into the trunk. âSure,â You sounded too airy, clearing your throat after realizing that your voice got wobbly. âI mean, sure. Let's go.â
Silently repenting for being too affected by his presence, you quickly went to grab the car's handle but Soobin suddenly went to the other side. There he goes again. He was really testing your sanity, and you could tell that it was all on purpose. That man knew how much you loved the window seat. And now, you have to talk to the guy you want to thoroughly ignore just to make sure that you would secure the other side.
Which you failed to do so, not when your mom already gestured to you to make space so Beomgyu could enter. Leaving you stuck in between these two men who really sit like you doesn't exist in their perspective.
âAll good to go?â Your step father asked, and Beomgyu gave an exaggerated thumbs up. Squirming at your position, you could not help but subtly glare at the guy on your left.
This retreat will surely not end on a good note.
THE RIDE TO YOUR PARENTâS CABIN WAS SUSPICIOUSLY QUIET. Your mom was napping in the front seat, while your step father was listening to the morning radio as he drove calmly. Soobin, who was sitting on your right, also had his eyes closed. Head closely tipping into your shoulder the moment he dozed off.
The peaceful ambiance inside the car also made you dozy, but you couldn't possibly stay still when Beomgyu's fingers kept on brushing on your thigh. He was on his wired earphones, listening to God knows what with his eyes glued in the scenery outside. Yet, it doesn't change the fact that his fingertips glaze on your skin ever since your mom and Soobin went unconscious, giving you goosebumps every single time.
As much as you want to ignore it, your eyes flew in shock when his warm palm fully rested itself on your flesh. Your head instantly swaying to check if Soobin was awake on your other side before you squint your eyes at Beomgyu. The beat of your heart ran fast, thighs instinctively closing themselves shut as you tried to remove his hand on it. Yet, he remained persistent, even grasping on it tighter.
If you were confused before the ride started, you are now deeply and intently mystified. Because why is he touching you under no permission when he clearly disregarded your overall being for the whole two weeks.
Running out of patience, you gently tugged his earphones to catch his attention. âWhat are you doing?â Beomgyu faced you with a smirk on his lips, casually removing the earphones he was wearing to solely focus on you. âYes? You are cold?â Your brows creased at his random response, caught off guard with how tender his voice is.
âWhat? Noââ
âItâs okay, you could borrow my jacket.â
A wrinkle formed in your forehead at his out of context replies, watching him take off his jacket while you are still comprehending his words. You knew he was teasing you, pissing you off even. This is one of the oldest tricks he has that you have learned by watching him from afar.
But the question is why? Why is he doing this when he disappeared in your lives for two weeks after that thing happened in the party? Is he really trying to drive you crazy?
Soon, you found his jacket on your lap, covering your lower body that left you utterly puzzled. Cautiously, you observe your surroundings if anyone has seen your whole interaction with Beomgyu but they are still in their previous positions. With Soobin now leaning too closely to rest his head on your shoulder.
Being in a limited space, you decided that you would just confront Beomgyu later on to avoid any drama before the retreat even starts. However, the man on your left can't really keep his hands on himself. Once again feeling his palm roam into your thigh under his jacket.
For then you realized what those replies meant. He is being a sneaky motherfucker.
âGyu,â You tried to warn him, minimizing your voice as you knew that your step father can still hear your banters. Your hands also crept under the jacket, trying to unlatch his palm into your flesh but his hold on your thigh was way too firm.
âStop moving,â His low whisper tingles your nerves, anxiety starting to swarm in your chest as you try to maintain calm. âYou don't want them to notice us, right?â He then uttered, fingers slowly creeping up your inner thighs. You were about to move away from him when Soobin's sleeping head finally landed on your shoulder, locking you on that spot.
The position the three of you have in the backseat leaves you in deep contradiction. It is not that you didn't miss Beomgyu's touch, or his presence in total. Because even if you deny it or claim that you despise his sudden self-insert in your retreat, you have missed thisâhim, so much. But, you are also aware that this is not the appropriate place for his needs. Not when you two could be exposed with one harsh break and you have his best friend sleeping directly on your shoulder.
Still, you tried to remove his tempting touch on your body. But before you could even move, his fingers have already found their way to your covered cunt, turning your mind completely blank. You flinched at the contact, immediately checking Soobin to see if his sleep got disturbed at your sudden action. Your lips are in a thin line, compressing the soft sounds trying to escape you as Beomgyu continues to rub his finger on the soft fabrics of your shorts.
You cannot think straight, mind intently focused on your panties are getting damped with how his fingers played with your pussy. The hands that were trying to stop him were now gripping his wrist, nails digging into his skin for support. Beomgyu smugly turned his eyes back on the window, his index finger swiftly swaying enough fabrics of your shorts alongside your panties just to rub your pussy bare.
A soft gasp left you when you felt his rough fingertips glazed into your wet clit, lips trembling when you felt him toyed with your sticky slick. Your eyes went tightly shut when Beomgyu scattered your essence in your pussy lips, hips gradually rocking to meet his every thrust. It almost made the jacket that is covering your lap to slip out, and to your luck, you were still able to catch its hem.
Beomgyu looked at you in panic, yet it doesn't take long when a cunning smile is plastered on his lips. âCareful,â He mumbled in your ear, a finger now poking your aching hole. âThey might finally see how dirty you are, sunshine.â His words added more burning sensation into your core, breathing going unstable at the delicate movement of his fingers around your entrance.
Your mind went hazy when you heard the same nickname he gave you before, pussy clenching into nothing. You tugged your lips hard when you felt one of his fingers enter your walls, back arching within the seat. Clutching his jacket tighter, you tried to fight every urge to let any whine escape your throat. Gritting your teeth, you gave Beomgyu a solemn look as a silent pleaâbut even yourself is not sure if you want him to move his finger away or to beg him to go faster.
âShit, GyuâŚâ You breathlessly whispered, feeling your cunt leaking juices into the leather seat at every jerk of his finger. He just gave you a smirk, his finger wiggling inside your walls that made you abruptly moan. In shock, you coughed loudly as a cover up, sweats now gliding on your forehead.
Glancing at the rearview mirror, you had a short eye contact with your step father before he brought his eyes back on the road. âYou good with the temperature, kid?â He casually asked, however small whines kept erupting from your throat, especially now that Beomgyu added another finger inside your aching pussy. âUhm-hmm!â You gave him a quick nod, gulping when you subtly hear a soft squelch from your wetness.
âNot too cold? How âbout you, Beomguy?â The older man fixed his mirror before he gave Beomgyu a brief glance. âNever better, sir!â Beomgyu cheerfully replied, both fingers curling deep inside your wallsâleaving you restless on your seat with half of your brain barely remembering that you could wake up your step brother who is sleeping soundly on the other side.
Your hips began to chase his fingers, with one of your palms instinctively flying to cover your face. Forcing your head down, you held onto the jacket harder, chest heaving with Beomgyuâs slow and torturing thrust. You are silently cursing him in your mind, because how can he have a decent conversation with your step father while his fingers are deeply seated in your walls like it is nothing?
âSpeaking of cold, weâll stop over in a bit, we need to buy some ice.â
âIt would be my pleasure to help, given that I just invited myself here!â
âThat's what I love to hear,â The low chuckles of your step dad filled the car, with Beomgyu laughing with him. You could hardly bear the heavy weight hanging on your abdomen, but there is no way you would cum on the backseat and let your essence fill the room's atmosphere.
You tried to conceal every whine to a short cough, but you suddenly choked when his finger hit that spongy spot in your walls. A loud squeal came from you, loud enough for your step father to hit the breaks and for Beomgyu to panic and retreat his fingers. Soobin suddenly sat straight up as his eyes fluttered open, utterly shocked at your shriek.
âAre you okay?â Beomgyu slurry asked, playing it cool while he discreetly wipes his finger into his handkerchief. You glared at him, sighing as you adjusted your position in the backseat. The uncomfortable mess between your thighs made you wince, internally praying that none of them notice anything.
âYeah, kid. What was that?â Your step father butted in, turning his head to check the situation. The worst part is, you could feel Soobinâs burning looks at your side. So, you pulled Beomgyuâs jacket on your lap to hide any signs of the indecency you were doing while he was asleep.
âNothing,â Your tone grew small, still unable to gather your breath, âI hit my toe in momâs seat.â
The man in front huffed as he laughed at your excuse. You felt sorry for lying to your step father, but there is no better excuse for what really happened. Timidly fixing the hem of your shorts under the jacket before giving Beomgyu a short glance, only to see that he was already watching your every move with a cunning smile on his face.
He is really making it hard for you to forget who he is to you.
FLUSHED CHEEKS, SWOLLEN LIPS, AND AN AWARD-WORTHY SWEATING FACE. That is how you looked in front of the mirror. You just finished cleaning up yourself, even shuddering at the sight of your soiled panties with what Beomgyu did to you. He offered his jacket before you went into the cranked-up bathroom of a gas station, which was indeed helpful to hide the big wet patch in the fabrics of your shorts.
Leaning into the sink, you mindlessly washed your hands, still in the moment of what happened in the backseat. This doesnât answer why heâthey choose to ignore you, if ever, it even made you more puzzled on what the hell is going on in their minds. Soobin is still not talking to you, but you have that gut feeling that he is aware of what happened. Beomgyu and his blabbermouth are the worst combinations of all time.
You took a shallow exhale before you opened the door, only to find the man in your thoughts waiting for you outside. Soobin was leaning on the wall, his attention swiftly going from his phone to your stunned figure. His eyes roamed into your body, scoffing to himself when he noticed you were still wearing Beomgyuâs jacket.
âWhat took you so long?â His tone is laced with annoyance, catching you off-guard. âSorry?â You replied, not knowing how to act around him. This is the first time in two weeks that you two have interacted with talking included, of course you cannot just treat him with no indifference.
âThey are in the convenience store,â Soobin chirped, lazily walking to your back. He placed his large palms on your shoulder, making you violently flinch from how strange it feels. You heard a soft hum behind you, before your step brother began to exert enough force to make you walk. âI was tasked to fetch you.â
The position you two are in probably look dumb, but you couldn't care less. What your mind focuses on is the fact that Soobin was once again acknowledging you, and actually touching you, too. And, you cannot deny that him controlling your body has altered some thoughts in your mind. More so, his hands on your shoulders brought electrifying feelings on your tensed body. Your heart is at rapid beat, shoving away those luscious ideas about last two weeks ago.
It was just Soobin, for Christ's sake.
Beomgyu was laughing with your parents when you two arrived, hands busy with the ice cooler that they probably bought. They were about to head out of the store, making you realize how much time you spent inside the bathroom. Soobin then stood beside you, getting their attention. Beomgyuâs brows creased when he saw you two standing side to side. Clearing his throat before he made a fake smile.
âSo, where should I place this bigass cooler?â He spoke, with his eyes still on you and Soobin. Your mother giggled at his use of words, âThat's the thing, the trunk is already full.â Her words were followed by silence, but then, the three of them suddenly turned to you. Clueless about what they are trying to imply, you raised both of your hands to surrender.
Your mother gave you a sweet smile, walking towards you before lowering down your arms. âHoney, you don't mind sitting on your brother's lap, right?â Your cheeks heat up at her question, instantly looking up to Soobin who looks completely unbothered about what is happening.
âDon't worry, we will arrive in thirty minutes,â Your step dad backed up, his arms wrapping around your momâs waist. âWe just need a place for the ice cooler.â He continued, which made you take a second look at the thing Beomgyu was carrying. It is indeed bigâeven wider than your frame.
âWell,â You tried to form an excuse, not wanting to turn this thing between you three more awkward than it is. âCan, I don't know, Beomgyu? Can Beomgyu sit on his best friendâs lap instead?"
Beomgyu obnoxiously chuckled at your suggestion, turning to your parents to offer his. âOr she can sit on myââ
His suggestion was cutted off when Soobin huffed beside you, scratching his brow in annoyance. âNo one will hold the ice cooler during the ride,â He reasoned out, now staring at your embarrassed state like he is studying your reaction. âIt wonât hurt a fly, come on.â Your head tilted in pure confusion, jaw dropping on the floor as you watched them head on the car one by one without seeking any further solution.
Your step brother left the door open on his side, waiting for you to enter after he assisted Beomgyu in placing the cooler between them. If you could turn the sighs you made this morning alone to cash, you probably earned enough to book a ticket far away from these two. With a grumpy face, you tentatively entered the vehicle, carefully placing yourself on Soobin's lap.
Goosebumps filled your body when you promptly felt his crotch on the plush of your ass, instinctively adjusting your position to sit on his thighs. You turned to make sure if he is still okay, but Soobin already had his eyes on the road. Then, your gaze catched Beomgyu, who was analyzing your position from head to toe with one arm wrapped around the container beside him. His eyes are dark and unreadable, even rolling back at his best friend before plugging back his earphones.
As much as you hate it, you return your attention to Soobin, âAre you comfortable?â You questioned, holding on the headrest of the seat in-front of you to maintain your balance. He replied with a short nod, his whole attention laid on the view outside. Thus, you were taken aback when his arm wrapped around your waist to pull you close.
âSoobin,â You called his name in shock, frail body melting into his warmth. In a beat, his heavy bulge brushed behind you, making you sit up straight. Truthfully, you are having a hard time squirming above him while he is firmly gripping your body. Soobin hummed as a response, one hand now resting on your thigh.
Your heart heaps abnormally at his small gesture, blinking at him as you continue to fidget on his lap, still unsatisfied with how you are placed between his legs. âAre you really comfortable?â He then shifts his attention to you, deadpanning as if you do not have the rights to question him of some sort. âYou gained some weight, but it's alright.â You scoffed at his answer, causing a small tug of smile formed into his lips.
Harsh rebuttal hangs on your lips when the car goes into a hump, making you leap and abruptly drop your whole weight into the man below you. A loud groan came from him, his hold on your flesh getting tighter.
âThe hell, dad?â He exclaimed, fixing your position above him to make sure it won't occur again. In this way, you are now perfectly seated on the shape of his length, which made your over-sensitive pussy throb. âSorry, son. Didn't notice the bump,â The older man said, putting up his sunglasses to get a clear view of the road.
The way you could feel yourself getting riled up by sitting on your step brother's cock shot a straight pang of guilt into your chest. You knew that this must be viewed with no maliceâyou two are step siblings in the first place. Plus, he was just trying to help the whole family in this situation; nothing more, nothing less.
But still, it is getting impossible for you to just set aside those obscene ideas about Soobin, especially now that he has grown into someone that you could barely recognize. And, no matter how annoying he could be, Beomgyu was right about that day when you were looking for Soobin.
You indeed like your step brother that way.
Maybe that is why you have formed a deep attraction to Beomgyu ever since Soobin introduced him to your family. Because he is the closest available person that resembles what your heart and mind truly yearns forâyour step brother.
Falling into deep thought, your body began to move on its own accords. You tugged your lips as you slowly grind your hips on his length, once again praying that no one pays attention to what you were doing. Deep inside of you knew that you shouldn't be doing this, but this might be the last time you could get this close to him.
Soobin shifted in his seat, clearing his throat before you felt his chest leaning on to your back. âCan you stay still?â He sternly whispered in your ear, making your pulse pace rapidly. You glanced at him, heedfully humping on his undeniably huge bulge. His grasp on your waist grew firmer, almost squishing your flesh as you could feel his cock pulsating below you.
âI am not doing anything,â You mumbled, voice barely above whisper to keep the conversation between you. He smirked at your weak defense, his hand on your thigh swiping upwards, separating them by force. âReally?â Your step brother taunts, leaving your whole system to shiver.
The man behind you even rested his chin on your shoulder, bringing his face closer to yours. âI can literally feel how wet you are in my shorts.â He gritted, earning a soft gasp from you as your walls clenched on air. You gave everyone a brief glance before you pressed your ass harder on his bulge.
It is too late to back out now, anyway.
You could feel how his throat grumbles on your shoulder, with his breaths getting heavier. Cautiously, you gave your hips a gentle twist, humping into his thick cock deliciously. Your grip into the seat tightens, lips parted at how his bulge continues to rub your aching pussy.
His hand helped in giving you pleasure, fingers now creeping inside Beomgyu's jacket just to reach your clothed pussy. A light chuckle came from him when he realized how wet your shorts and panties are, smugly looking at you while also checking the other people in the car.
After seeing they are still busy at their own businesses, he leaned in directly to your ear. âIs this what happens when you get ignored for two weeks, hm?â He sneered, one finger now brushing on your panties in up and down motion. âYou turn into a slut who's eager for my attention?â The tone of his voice tickles something in your brain, making you mindlessly nod at his words.
Your ears are burning from anxiety while his finger swiftly torture your covered clit, putting you back on the situation you are in almost an hour ago. Him and his best friendâwho was still hugging the cooler with his eyes closedâreally do think alike. It's no wonder why they flock together.
âBinââ Soft whimpers came from you when he began to draw small circles on your pussy, head throwing back on his shoulder as the pleasure became unbearable. âShhh,â Soobin's eyes remained on the surroundings, while his hips also started to rock itself in your back. âQuiet, you do not want to ruin dad's daily radio session, right?â You were stunned at his reminder, swallowing down the delicate moans that kept rumbling on your throat.
The slow, circular movement became frantic, clumsy motions, pushing you into the edge of his lap. One hand even flew to cover your mouth, coughing loudly just to conceal those slip-up whimpers. You could feel the sweet build-up in your pent-up abdomen when the car went into a halt.
âWeâre here!â
You momentarily sat up straight, the palm covering your mouth shooing Soobin's sneaky hand to compose yourself. After taking a deep exhale, you gave him a glance. His eyes are sharp and deep, evidently irritated at the interruption his father has made. Your sex thumped at the sight of him, unable to maintain eye contact with how intense his looks are.
Thus, your attention went to the other sideâwhere you saw Beomgyu. Who was once again already staring at you. He was wearing his familiar smug face that you now start to hate, as it makes him look like he knew something he shouldn't and he is thriving because of it.
Baffled at what had happened in the span of two hours, all you could do is ponder on what awaits you in the following days.
âTHIS IS THE PLACE WHERE YOUR DAD AND I WENT INTO A STARGAZING DATE.â
It has been an hour since you have arrived into the cabin. Your parents decided to give you an hour to adjust and fix your things into your assigned rooms, giving you time to take a quick shower to freshen yourself after that two men bombarded you with their fingers.
Now wearing a yellow summer dress, you could still feel their forbidding touch into your skin. Even if they once again do not talk to you after the ride, treating you like you are just part of the air they breathe.
Not that you mindâwell, you actually do, anywayâbut one of them literally had their fingers deeply inserted in your walls and the other one humped your ass while you were seated on his lap. So, what the hell are they even on?
After an hour, your parents called the three of you for what they call a cabin tour. Soobin even commented that it sounds too cheesy, but you all have nothing to do in this house anyway. You are all now standing on the patio, silently judging your parents as they take their time reminiscing about their old days in this exact area.
âOkay, we get it,â Beomgyu suddenly voiced out, one arm draped on Soobinâs shoulder while the taller one was staring blankly at the scene. They were standing almost a foot away from you, triggering you at most. âYou guys are the perfect couple.â Both of your parents laughed at his sarcastic remark, âOh, Beomie, of course we are!â Your mother replied, locking arms with your step father beside her.
Soon, they lead you into the kitchen. The cabin was modernly designed, but it still gives that cozy, rural-vibe feeling with the earth-tone bricks and open spaces. âOh, right, before we forgot,â Your mom faced the three of you with that sickening motherly smile, âWe need to drop by the nearby town to buy some supplies, would you three be okay here?â
You have known your mother since birth, and you knew that this trip to town she was saying has an underlying agenda. This overall family retreat even has another specific goal to begin withâto reconcile both of their children. You knew that. And, you also knew that the sweet smile plastered on her face is a trap, because she knew no one would say no to her.
âWe could helpââ Soobin tried to compromise, but his father stopped him in an instant.
âNo, you guys stay here and restâor talk about anything!â Soobin grumpily sighed at his father's obvious hints, also aware that they are planning something that unbeknownst to the three of you. Beomgyu broke the silence, faking a cackle before he clasps his hands.
âOh, sure! You guys take your time.â He cheered, nudging Soobin with his shoulder that made the older roll his eyes and defeatedly nod his head. Your arms crossed in front of your chest, raising a brow to your mom that made her smile falter for a bit.
âWe won't take long, plus there is still something for you to do! You guys are free to explore the lake behind the cabin if you want to!â Your mom ensues, pulling the man beside her to exit your questioning gaze.
âYou kids have fun!â Your step father shouted before the two of them went back to the garage. Another silence stretched into the kitchen. And, in all honesty, you do not know if you want to thank your parents for this set-up and giving you an opportunity to clarify everything or curse them for leaving you alone with these two.
Minutes passed, no one still dared to speak. You being confused in their action is an understatement, you are gone bewildered at this point. Shaking your head in disappointment, you were about to head out the scene when a hand pulled you back.
âWhere are you going?â Beomgyu asked, gripping your wrist gently. Your cheeks reddened at his question, your heart palpitating when you saw both of them rigidly staring at you. There they go again, tearing your mind apart by their questionable actions.
âMy room?â You answered, having enough of their combined bullshits. Beomgyu smirked at you, before giving Soobin a glance. He then stepped closer, going over your space like he owns it.
âBoo, that's depressing,â He jeered, walking towards your back while both his palms found your shoulder. âWhy not join us by the lake?â His low whisper sent shivers on your skin, eyes darted to your step brother who was leaning on the counter with his arms locked together.
âWe are actually going?â Soobin questioned, causing the younger to chuckle. âIndeed we are,â He cheered, hands gradually brushing your arms until his palms found your waist. âRight, sunshine?â Beomgyu has always been the best at playing the perfect tease, and your body reacts to it satisfactorily.
As if you are automated, your head turns when you hear his favorite nickname to use. âUhmâŚâ Your stomach churned when you now noticed that Soobin is looking at you from head to toe, dull eyes watching Beomgyuâs hands on your body. âYeah?â The guy behind you whispered, causing your throat to dry.
You do not know what lies ahead if you agree to come with them, but you do know that you want to get at the bottom of this mess. This gives you an opportunity, yet of course, these two men are beyond unpredictable. Leaving you conflicted on what you should do.
âYou know you want to,â Your step brother suddenly walked up in front of you, fingers finding their way to fix the strayed strands of your hair. âWe will just talk.â The beats of your heart are nearly audible in your ear, allured at how he sounded like he meant every word he uttered.
Despite the lingering hesitation, your body had betrayed you. Gesturing a small nod to the gentlemen you are with.
Beomgyu giggled before giving your waist a slight squish, while Soobin started to lead the way into the backdoor. You could almost foresee where this decision would lead you, but still, you gave them the benefit of the doubt.
The sun was already blazing when you arrived at the greenery, warm air brushing into your skin like a gentle warning. Your nose was filled with the tree's wooden musk combined with the lake's musty, grassy scent. From afar, you noticed a flourishing oak, with a picnic mat laying under its shadow.
âToo much for setting us up,â You whispered, mentally reminding yourself that you need to talk to your mother after this. Beomgyu seems to realize the situation a little too late, utterly puzzled why there was a prepared spot for the three of you to talk.
Soobin made his way into the mat, heart-shaped lips in an irritable pout as he removed his slippers. âWhat are you two waiting for?â He then asked, sitting on the mat while he rested his back on the oak's trunk. The man beside you gave you a light push, urging you to remove your flip-flops and sit from the farthest side of the mat.
Beomgyu soon followed, man-splaining his legs into the mat that took half of the space. They seemed too calm and unbothered, which is a dangerous sign that you must take note. Both of them are looking at gentle swells of the lake, giving each other short glances from time to time.
Realizing that they already did their boys talk, you blew a deep sigh before kneeling on the mat to gather their attention. âI thought we were gonna talk?â Your question made Soobin sit properly, while Beomgyu smirked within himself. There is something about their gaze that you cannot quite comprehend, but it makes you squirm in your place.
âWell,â The brown haired boy scoots over your seat, crawling to reach your figure. His lean frame managed to block out Soobin from your sight, now kneeling in front of you whilst his hand went to cup your cheek. You flinched at his touch, gulping at his unannounced actions. âWhat is there to talk about, sunshine?â
Your forehead creased at his question, feeling personally invalidated with his approach in this regard. âWhat do you mean thatââ
âWhat is there to talk about when I could just show you instead?â
The screws of your brain barely understood what he meant when he leaned in for a kiss. Lips instantly swaying on top of yours that caused you to softly whimper. The way they move is rough and clumsy, pressing on yours as if he is inhaling every breath in your lungs. Panic formed into your chest, hands finding his shoulders to pull away yet he is much stronger. He even brought you closer, arms snaking on your waist while his tongue began to find its way in your mouth.
In a daze, you cannot help but dance your lips against his. Beomgyu's hand gradually roamed into the curve of your ass, making you gasp in a strange feeling. For then, he seized that chance to suck your lower lip, a moan casually slipping past your lips. You are in the moment when you feel another pair of hands in your back, spreading sensation in your weakling body.
For then you remembered, you two are not alone. Your step brother was watching throughout the process of your drool exchange with his best friend.
Snapping back to reality, you managed to push Beomgyu with enough force, causing him to abruptly sit on the mat. You took a sharp inhale before turning back to look at Soobinâwho is glaring at the man in front of you.
âYou really need to work on your patience, Gyu.â The blonde taunts, resting his chin on your shoulder before his arms begin to hug you from behind. âThis is not what we have talked about.â
Intently lost at his words and overly flustered at what is happening, you were about to question them when your step brother's hands started to travel on your exposed legs. You tried to clutch his hands but Beomgyu managed to catch yours, hastily gripping it with one hand. There was nothing you could do when Soobin started to pull up the fabrics of your dress, heart pumping frantically in anticipation.
âLook at me,â The man in front of you suddenly spoke, pinching your chin to force your face. âYou will let us use you, right?â Beomgyu teased, leaving a peck on your lips before biting your lip once more. You winced at his action, but it soon turned into a pathetic moan when you felt your brother's slender fingers near your cloathed wet cunt.
Soobin chuckled at your sounds, giving your inner thigh a light slap. âCome on, answer him.â A small ouch came from you, jolting at the sting of your skin. You could have sworn that he almost sounded like a different person, and that gave you enough adrenaline rush to nod at his best friend's question.
A wide smile formed in Beomgyuâs lips, even giving you a gentle head pat. âVery good answer, angel,â He mumbled, adoration flooding his brown eyes. His deep voice plus the heavenly nickname made you twitch, clamping your thighs together as you grew uncomfortable with the growing slick of your sex. âNow, give your brother a turn.â
Your heart was nearly escaping your ribcage when you heard his command. Hesitantly, you turned to fully face Soobin, who was now sitting with his legs crossed. You didn't even notice that he already retrieved his hands with your mind being too clouded with Beomgyu's words.
The blonde extended his hand out, wearing an unreadable expression. He looked uninterested, but at the same time, you could see the spark of excitement in his orbs. It made your drenched pussy pulse in delight, biting your swollen lip before slowly accepting his hand and placing yourself on his lap.
Your heart swelled at the sight of him below you. There is no point denying that you have imagined this exact scene many timesâand, being able to finally see it just added more heat in your abdomen. His wide palm rested on your hips for support, pupils intently studying your face from your eyes to your lips.
Falling deep into your needs, you went in to kiss his plump lips. Soobin immediately accepted your advances, one hand flying to your nape to deepen the kiss. Muffled sounds came from you, hips mindlessly reacting by subtly grinding itself on his. The delicious friction that came from it made the both of you moan, tongues colliding in sync that almost suffocates you.
âFuck,â You heard a voice on your side, before you felt a hand on your shoulder, forcefully pulling you out from Soobin's drowning kisses. âI canât wait,â Beomgyu breathes before his lips once again find their way into yours. A whine escapes your throat, unable to keep up from how torrid he is moving on your lips.
Soobin didn't even bother to scold him, not when he is now busy peeling the straps of your dress. Your mind begins to feel torn at the overwhelming feelings they are giving to your body, brain unable to focus on what you should think about firstâBeomgyu's hot tongue swirling past your lips or Soobin's fingers that are on their way of exposing your tits.
The humid air hits your chest the moment your step brother pulls down the built-in pads of your dress, freeing your mounds with your nipples perked up. âFucking knew these were perfect.â
You moaned between Beomgyu's torrid kiss, giving his wet muscle more access inside your mouth. A choked-up sound left you when he shoved his tongue into you, shared drool slipping past your lips.
You haven't moved on from the feeling of Beomgyu's tongue deep in your throat when you felt Soobin's warm breath near your nipple. A surge of luscious sensation fills your nerves, one hand going to the brunetteâs shoulder and rapidly tapping it as a sign that you are running out of air.
Thankfully, he received it well, only for his lips to drop to your jaw. You tilt your head back, giving him more access to your neck. An airy gasp left you when the man below you began to roll his tongue on your bud, drawing slow circles on it before harshly sucking it. As if they always think alike, Beomgyu did the same thing on your neck, even leaving feathery kisses on the mark he just left.
It just got worse when Soobin started to move his hips below you, tripling the pleasure you are receiving from them. His other hand also went to caress your untouched mound, pinching your nipple before rolling his thumb on it.
âMhhmpph, wâwaitâŚâ One of your hands went to Soobin's blonde locks, overstimulated limbs trying to stay aware of what the two of them were doing to your body. Beomgyu cackled on your pleas, stopping for one second to remove his shirt before getting back on leaving trails of kisses on your shoulder.
âSorry, sunshine,â He mumbled between his pecks, âMom and dad will come back soon, we can't have them seeing us like thisâŚâ Worry filled your weary insides, cheeks burning at the thoughts of being caught in the act by your own parents. However, those cohesive thoughts began to disperse when Soobin suddenly bit your bud, abruptly screaming out of pain.
Your step brother briefly giggled against your flesh, peppering your boobs with pliant kisses as a silent apology. He then pulled out, for then Beomgyu called his attention.
âWanna eat her out?â The brunette suggested, talking too casually as if you are not listening in between them. This halted Soobin's hips, obviously considering what his best friend just said. âOne of the best I had, believe me.â
The heat of your body amplified at his remarks, getting more and more embarrassingly drenched. The blonde gave you a short glance, eyes as twice as determined the last time you saw it. He gave your lips a peck before guiding your body to hop out his lap.Trying to remember what you did with Beomgyu, you were about to lay down when he suddenly stopped you. Momentarily confused, you blinked at himâonly for a devilish smirk to form in his face.
âShâShouldn't I layââ
âThere are other ways to do it,â He explained, eyes darting into your plush chest that are presented in front of him. âPlus, where is the fun if he is the only one who gets his share?â
Soobin huffed at his friend's nuances, fixing his position before laying on his back. Not knowing what to do, your arm tried to cover your breast while giving them confused looks. Beomgyu fetched your hand in your chest, pulling you up so you could kneel.
âSit on your brotherâs face,â Your eyes dilated at his order, heart pounding as you gaze at the blonde who was already ready. Heart pounding, there is nothing you could do when the younger guy assisted you to place yourself in Soobin's face.
The fabrics of your yellow dress covered his head. Your mind was partly worried if your step brother could still properly breathe between your thighs, half of it unable to function anymore by how stimulated you have been for the last couple of minutes. Stings of whine left you when his breath reached your aching cunt, shuddering at the tingling feeling.
Beomgyu still has his hand supporting you, also kneeling in the mat while his hand fumbles on the button of his shorts. You want to keep yourself aware of what he is doing but your eyes inevitably close shut when Soobin's lips begin to leave tiny kisses on your cloathed pussy, nails digging into Beomgyu's palm as you also feel his tongue drenching your ruined undies.
âHaah, Soobââ Your other hand almost went to his hair but the man in front of you caught it. Lost at what happened, your eyes fluttered openâonly to see Beomgyu with his thick, erect cock whipped out of his shorts. Mouth gaping at the sight, panic clawed in your throat when he led your hand into the base of his length.
All of those directions he gave you before turned blurry as you cannot seem to focus, especially now that Soobin is constantly licking your slick through your panties. Beomgyu seemed to notice, ragged breaths leaving him as he guided your hand up and down his cock.
âRemember what I taught you, sunshine?â You could feel fire running in your skin with how sultry he sounds, getting more turned on when he spat directly on his tip which also hit your skin. Strained groans came from him the moment you start jerking his cock on your own, fist in a deliberate pace.
Beomgyu hissed when at warmth of his saliva, perfectly coating his girth with the help of your palm. He then stepped two steps backward, giving you enough space to bend your upper body and for your mouth to reach his dick. The way his veins pulsate under the brush of your hand feeds your longing ego, fixing your position above Soobin's face so that you could suck the younger without any hindrance.
Now in all-fours, you could see Beomgyu's dark eyes focused on the curve of your back in your peripheral vision. âSuch a good sister,â The brunette snickered, once again giving you a soft pat in the head. âServing me while letting her brother eat her out.â Your cunt throbbed at his words, and even shortly froze when Soobin swayed enough fabrics of your panties. Letting the humid brush into your trembling pussy lips.
You could feel your juices dripping into your thighs when your step brother starts to suck into your clit, lapping it like it is the sweetest treat he ever tried. Mouth shaping into an O in every moan you voice, Beomgyu quickly turned it into a chance to thrust his cock into your lips.
Heedless with his movement, you failed to accommodate his thick cock in one go, audibly gagging around it. The younger vilely laughed at your state of misery, pulling out his length just to check if you are still able to use your airway.
âToo much? You already got it the first time.â He joked, nastily smudging his precum into your parted lips. There is a part of you that wants to defend yourself, but your mind kept slipping up with the way Soobin is using his tongue to torture your sopping pussy. You were unconsciously grinding your hips to his face, the grip you have on Beomgyuâs cock getting tighter.
Trying to regain yourself, you gaped your lips to take his tip to give it a light kiss. You felt him shudder at your touch, getting more excited to show him more. With your tongue, you gave his cockhead a swirl, slowly taking in the salty taste of his liquid. Your hand once again moved to jerk his length, helplessly breathing through your nose as Soobinâs pace in making out with your poor cunt grew rapidly.
âBet you kept dreaming about that day, huh?â Beomgyu's tone is laced with cockiness, his hips began to follow the direction of your fist pumping his dick. You were about to push yourself deep into his inches when you uncontrollably yelped at Soobin's wide tongue rigorously swiping into your slit.
Once again failing to take him in, the brunette took charge of forcing you to swallow his entire cock. He impatiently thrust his length midway, grunting at the warmness of your mouth coating him. Even on the verge of choking, you now managed to appropriately suck his cock, tongue wiggling slightly just to add pleasure.
The coil on your abdomen went unbearable with how the both of them are treating your bodyâespecially Soobin, who is poking your feeble bud with the tip of his tongue. Your moans were muffled around Beomgyu's wide girth, sending luscious vibration into the younger who has his head thrown back.
In desperation for more friction, you also began to move your hips to ride your step brother's tongue. However, he firmly gripped your thighs, stopping you from moving your lower region. âEasy, sis,â He gritted below you, so airy and deep that it almost went past your ears. âYou can't cum just yet.â
Another set of drools escaped your mouth as you tried to form a reply to Soobin while your mouth was still stuffed with Beomgyuâs dick. You could feel the youngerâs eagerness to fit his whole size until he reached the back of your throat but he knew that you were too fragile for him to push further. Thus, he held into your cheeks, barely controlling himself so you wouldn't suffocate while sucking him.
His breaths became uneven, chest heaving as your fist started to twist around his base. âShit, angel,â He purrs, hips rattling on your face. âFuck, that is so good. Don't suck it too hard.â
The pace of his hips began to grow faster, not even minding if your teeth are grating into his veins. You could feel his hand travelling into your hair, grasping into your strands with delicate force to keep himself grounded.
With your mouth busy with Beomgyu's cock, you have failed to notice the shift in Soobin's position below you. Slowly adjusting himself to stoop lower and reach your quivering hole. You violently coughed around the dick on your mouth you felt the tip of his tongue prodding it, thighs unhelpfully clamping themselves on your step brother's face.
âYou good, baby?â The younger asked, putting finger on your chin and giving it a lift, causing his girth to slip out your lips. You looked thoroughly wrecked under his touch, tears forming into your eyes when you felt Soobin giving your tweaking hole a quick lick. The tense feeling on your abdomen went rigid, wanton moans coming out your lips before riding his wet muscle that is in an up and down direction.
Beomgyu grinned at the sight, bright eyes watching how scandalous you look while you humping your step brother's tongue. This view of you goes beyond every porn and hentai he had binge watched with the guy, even better now that they are both experiencing it first hand.
âGonna cum on your brother's tongue, sunshine?â He taunts, a proud smile resting on his lips like it is a deserving award that he had turned you into some kind of slut. His smile grew wider when you frantically nodded your head, tongue nearly lollying out like a poor dog with how much of a pleasurable torment Soobin's tongue is giving you.
The feeling of your pussy being lapped by your brother while you prettily sit on his face with his best friend stimulating you with his words is beyond what you had imagined. And, with thought of how good it must be to cum on Soobin's mouth has sent you to the edge, splurging hot, sticky liquids straight into his tongue.
Your frail body has collapsed under the intense surge of uncomfortable slick running down your thighs. Luckily, Beomgyu was there to support your figure, too weak to even remove yourself in the older's face. He guided you to rest on his lap, freeing his best friend between your thighs.
Soobin then sat up, thumb brushing in his bottom lip as traces of your wetness trails down his chin. He offered a sly smile, before sucking in the remaining essence to make sure nothing was wasted.
It made him a hundred times glorious as he already is. And, it is making your nerves hypersensitive with how your pussy began to uncontrollably throb at the mere sight of him.
The subtle twitches of your body didn't go past Beomgyu's eyes, hands snaking into your dress to completely peel off your panties. Goosebumps run through your body when the warm air directly hits your cunt, tweaking into the younger's arms.
âFuck, Bin, look at this.â He then blurted, both palms forcing your thighs to open wide. âShe is hungry, don't you think?â
Intrigued, Soobin followed the direction of this friend. And, being the one you could visibly see, you were at awe with the sudden change in his face. His tempting, dulled pupils went focused and dark, with his jaw tightening alluringly.
Before you could even focus on what Beomgyu is doing on your body, your gaze went down to your step brother's soiled shorts, with his big bulge evidently begging to be freed. To be fair, you have always known that Soobin was bigâeven bigger than his friend. Aside from catching him watching pornographic anime, you have once seen him jerking himself with his door left ajar.
He has a girth that could stretch your hole wide without filling you with his whole length. Realizing that you are obviously eyeing his crotch, his fingers began to fumble within the garters of his shorts. Your heart was rigorously hammering in excitement, hips moving by itself just to seek for any friction.
As you were sitting on his lap, Beomyu took the chance to rub himself in your leaking clit. The delicious grind felt perfect for your needy cunt, back leaning into his chest while your eyes remained to your step brother who was now slowly fisting his erect cock.
âSo wet for us, baby,â The brunette whispered behind you, subtly aligning his cock into your hole. Broken moans left you, chunks of tears sliding in your cheeks as you felt overly sensitive with how his tip teased your beaten pussy. Soobin was about to crawl his way to the both of you when his phone suddenly rang.
Your heart dropped in your stomach, instinctively sitting straight but Beomgyu went to press you closer to his body. The protest you had turned into an audible whine the moment you felt Beomgyu leisurely entering your walls, filling you up while he is looking at his friend who is double thinking if he should answer the call or not.
Soobin, who was turning impatient that the younger was once again taking charge without him, hurriedly answered the call of your mother. A loud scream scratched your throat when Beomgyu pushed you down his entire length without letting your poor pussy adjust, forcing Soobin to drop the call in an instant.
âThe fuck was that?â He howled, tightly gripping his phone while glaring at Beomgyu who was smirking at your reaction. His cock was perfectly seated inside you, momentarily twitching when you once again helplessly whined under his touch.
Not minding his pissed off friend on the other side of the mat, his hand flew in both of your hips, wholly supporting your tired body. âThis pussy hasn't changed one bit,â Beomgyu growled, strained groans leaving him when your pussy clamped his cock the moment he moved. âBut we really need to stay quiet this time, can you do that?â He added, palm diligently travelling to the curve of your mounds to give it a squish.
The phone began to ring again, but now that you are once again under the mercy of Beomgyu's thick and heavy cock, your mind was already shutting down to even care. Soobin let out an irritated huff, carelessly answering the screen while keeping his eyes on the lewd scene in front of him.
âHello?â He breathes airy, one palm still firm around his cock. Your mom's cheerful tone was barely heard from the other side, making your brother roll his eyes. You cannot deny that this situation has made you fired up, causing your puffy cunt to spill out liquids that made the guy behind you giggle.
âYou really like it when we are on the verge of being caught, don't you?â His tone was filled with mockery, hips gradually moving below you that caused his cock to reach deeper. âDoes all of this seem familiar, angel?â He grilled, busying his fingers on your nipple. You gritted your teeth, trying to keep your moans to avoid getting caught.
âYeah, the loud scream was hers, she was hanging out with us in the lake,â You watched as Soobin's fist went faster, in awe with how composed he is on the phone. The beat of your heart flourished when your eyes met, with a cunning smile sitting in his lips. âOf course she was having fun.â
The younger soon caught up with your short exchange with Soobin, using his hand on your chest to cup your cheeks and force you to face him. âOne cock is not enough for you?â He hissed, before pulling you into an aggressive kiss.
âHmmpffââ Your whines are muffled while Beomgyu swallows them, âSuch a whore for our attention,â He mumbled between the kiss, erratic breaths leaving him now that he is picking up the pace.
Soobin throwed burning daggers at your exposed body enveloped in Beomgyu's arms, âWe are good with anything, you two decide.â His tone went bored, poking his inside cheek as tried to remain calm as he played with his tip. This is totally one of your differences, he knows how to handle himself well while you are wholly messed up.
âYou are on your way back now?â Your hand flew to clutch Beomgyu's strands when he shifted his angle, hitting that spongy spot that made your toes curl. Despite the fact that Beomgyu is literally devouring your lips, you tried to listen to the conversation Soobin was having with your mom. The mixture of guilt, embarrassment, and neediness reigns on your chest, eyes hot and blurry with tears of pleasure.
â15 minutes? Okay, take care,â That was the last thing you heard before you the younger let go of your face, pulling out from the kiss. A raspy groan left him when he noticed how swollen your lips are, even looking at him with those glassy eyes he adores.
âI might really cum if you continued looking at me like that,â He mumbled, halting his hips before looking at his friendâwho was already killing the younger with his eyes.
âLearn how to share, fuckass.â The blonde then proceeds to kneel in front of you. His palms landed on your trembling thighs, only to see how puffy your pussy turned after being filled up by his best friend. Your heart almost stopped beating with the way he touched you, chest heaving as you cannot foresee what his next action would be.
Beomgyu cackled at the older's comment, fingers on your nipple began to give it a gentle twist that made you wince. âAre you thinking what I am thinking?â He notoriously asked, chin now resting on your shoulder. Having no clue what they are talking about, you unconsciously clutched your step brother's hand, anxiously gulping when he just gave you a smirk.
âGive her to me,â Soobin then ordered, throwing you into deep confusion. Just like an object they possess, you were passed into one lap to another. Your shaky hands are placed into the blonde's broad shoulders, still searching for an answer in his eyes.
You were still drowned in his intense stare when you felt a tip prodding on your loose hole, shivering with how sensitive you are after being pounded not so long ago. âStill good?â He momentarily assures, and after a half-minded nod, his cock begins to rip you open.
There was something about Soobin that you cannot point out, something that itches your body's needs in the perfect way possible. Your heavenly fused moans are scattered in the greenery, walls tightly hugging his cock as it was easier to take him in after Beomgyu's dick prepped you beautifully.
âShit, your cunt is suffocating me,â His words are impossibly heard by how strained his voice is. You were no better, worn out throat now only able to create mumble sounds after all the moaning. He was almost fully in when you felt another tip from behind. In instant panic, you turned to Beomgyu, who has been peppering your shoulder with weary kisses.
âWâWait, I cannotââ
âShhh, they are coming back soon so we need to hurry.â
Soft sobs left your lips, head nuzzling into your step brother's neck as the younger starts to tear your walls past its limit. Soobin huskily exhaled at the feeling of his friend's cock slowly grinding into his, yet still managed to draw small circles on your thighs as he coos at you.
Which was what you could consider as an act out of character.
âA bit more, yeah?â He whispered into your ear, cock twitching at the sounds of your sniffs. Your hole was burning with how stretched it is, whole senses and nerves working overtime just to accommodate the two huge girth thrusting themselves. Your fists are turned into a ball, nails digging into your palm as you feel helpless in between them.
âToo muchâToo full⌠PleaseâŚâ Your pleas hurt the soul of one, but feeds the ego of the other. Beomgyu lowly chuckled when your cunt uncontrollably gushed out liquids, overstimulated with the cocks pulsating inside you.
âWe'll move slow, yeah?â He then assured, hands on your hips like he is steadying you on what's to come. âTrust us.â His words and their idle heavy girth combined are enough to make you feel the familiar lewd build up in your lower stomach, sweat gliding into your temple with the thoughts of cumming for the second time this day.
You should have known better and not rely on his words, because the moment you nod your head, Soobin's thick cock began to ram his way into the depths of your cunt, earning a wrecked moan from you. Being the jerk he is, Beomgyu didn't back down as his hips snapped in the plush of your ass.
âFuck, baby, this is the best day of my life,â The younger cheered, his lips going to your neck to leave love bites and marks all over your skin. The burdening pressure on your abdomen left you uneasy, mind almost blacking out with how they started to go at a rapid pace.
âYour pussy is lovely, sis,â Soobin snickered, one palm groping your tits as his hips rocked harder. âBeomgyu was right about you.â He continued, before his other hand on your thigh traveled to play with your swollen folds. The thoughts of him finally confirming that he knew about everything that happened on that day just made you more hazy, your sobs and moan fusing together that became music to their ears.
With the build-up of your release growing faster, you made the tiniest effort to meet their hips halfway. But giving up within seconds as you cannot catch up with how eager their movements are. âCum⌠Haaaahââ You didn't manage to complete the word when the knot on your stomach snapped, coating their lengths with those hot, sticky juices.
Your whole body fluttered into Soobin's chest, fat chunks of tears dwelling in your eyes as they didn't stop torturing your poor cunt. Beyond the overwhelming feeling of cumming, you are thoroughly overstimulated with how their cockheads take turns bumping into that sweet spot that made your abused cunt gush out more liquid.
âYou did wellâShit⌠Did well, baby⌠It's our turn now.â
Ragged breaths are heard on both of their mouths, evidently trying to chase their own high. Despite the pain of oversensitivity, you tried to help them by snugging both of their girth, a woeful whimper leaving you with how the veins of their cock tingles every nerve of your pent-up walls.
âNeed to cumâfuck!â Beomgyu's curse filled the air the moment you felt a thick rope of cum pumping deep into your cunt, thighs quivering with how full you felt. The youngerâs uneven exhales were fanning your reddening skin, even leaving another set of kisses while he rode down his high.
Soobin shook his head in disappointment, still busy drilling himself to your hole as he chased his own pleasure. âImpatient shit as always,â He grunts, head throwing back as his cock begins to flood your pussy with his own seed.
You rigidly shudder at the feeling of being stuffed with different cums, eyes tightly closed while you wearily gather your breaths. Soobin was the first to pull out, followed by Beomgyu who still has his lips latched on your skin. You hissed at the contact, face contorting into a grimace when you felt the mixture of cum pouring out to the wrinkled picnic mat.
Silence prevailed between the three of you, stuck in the position of nasty three-people sandwich who are drenched with cums and sweat. Soobin sighed as he pushed Beomgyu's head away from your neck, giving you some space to stretch your exhausted limbs.
âThey are about to be back,â He announced, using the back of his hand to wipe out the scattered tears and sweat on your face. âWe need to get into the lake.â
Confused, you sat up straight with your remaining strength. âWait, why?â Your voice sounded too raw, throat too dry from everything you have done.
"They both thought that we were hanging out in the lake,â Your step brother kindly explained, yet the small tug in his lips left you restless. âPlus, you didn't think that we are done now, did you?â
wawi's notes: I'M CRINEEEEE i finally finsihed this piece and i am beyond ecstatic >< sorry for the shitty ending, i do not know how conclude a threesome in a good note... AND another apology for disappearing for almost two weeks </3 pls enjoy this compensation fic.... likes, reblogs, nd comments are appreciated >< mwa mwa mwa !!
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anti matchmaker by @/soobinsoudesu
quarter life crisis by @/kpopflowerfield
They're so fun I'm always hungry for updates for them jehdhdhdh
Anon will you believe me I am reading them all JAJAJAJSJWJJSJWJ I was in a DRAUGHT OKAY it has been so long since soobin fics appeared on my dashboard and suddenly its soobin everywhere I gođ¤đ¤đ¤đ¤ I am really happy I am eating them up like itâs my last meal
Feel free to recommend me more stuffâŚ.i am reading everything during my lunch break
synopsis: as a timid little pervert, soobin's favorite mantra is what you don't know won't kill you. but what he doesn't know is that you've already caught up with his nightly habits of watching you asleep.
pairings: pervert roommate!soobin x fem!reader
genre: pure smut (mdni!), roomies to ???, nonidol!au
warnings: detailed explicit content. sub!soobin. meanie dom!reader. heavy themes of somnophilia. subspace. unprotected sex. piv. dubious consent. thigh humping. tons of cursing. cowgirl. use of cuffs. post-nut clarity xd. premature ejaculation. slapping. dacryphilia. nipple play (m). finger sucking. degradation kink (m). pet names (bunny). pussy rubbing. multiple orgasms. soobin cums too fast n a lot hehe.
word count: 4.1k <3
THE MOON'S LIGHT DECORATED THE THIN BEDROOM WALLS. You look heavenlyâunbothered with its glow, with eyes gently closed as soft grumbles leave your lips. Your phone hangs in your hand, probably falling asleep while watching numerous contents again.
It was the same routine that Soobin had memorized by now. Once again finding himself in the entrance of the room next to him, peeking into his sleeping roommate who was innocently drifting into dreamland.
Your unguarded body was full in display, wearing a yellow spaghetti strap matched with a very classy pair of dolphin shorts that are not doing their purpose, allowing him to take a glimpse of yourâoh fuck.
You are not wearing any panties tonight.
This elevated the divine view Soobin loves to watch every night: you, deep in slumber, unaware that he is already murmuring your name in his mind. It was never new to himâit is already a forbidden hobby that he will keep to himself up to his grave.
The worst part is, he knew it was wrong. There is no universe where watching my roommate sleep in her bed while palming my cock is considered objectively correct. But, the simmering feeling of guilt combined with the undeniable pleasure on his nerves always kept him coming back for more.
Plus, where else would he see a body as perfect as yours? It was the best view he had in his everyday life.
Soobin was sweating buckets as he timidly stood in your doorway. Lips parted as he gazed at your unconscious body, palms caressing his semi-hard cock beneath his pajamas.
He was never assumed to do these types of things. He was supposed to be the best roommateâthe quiet, observant, act-of-service kind of guy that you've grown to bond with. And, he strategically used that side of him to hide this secret for over five months.
Soobin was tugging his lips hard, trying to prevent any sound that was tempting to come out of his throat. You shifted in your position, now facing his figure that made him internally panic. Your fluffy cheek was squished in the pillow, brows furrowed when the cold air hit your skin.
âHmmmâŚâ
The soft whine from you landed on his ears perfectly, sending nasty thoughts to his brain that directly went down to his now hard cock hanging between his legs. Within almost five months of him watching you sleep, the man knew almost everything about your body. Your messy hair that gets tangled every time you change your position. Faint snores that often leave you when you are too tired. And, even the subtle quiver of your limbs when the room was too cold for your liking.
Another hushed grunt left you, shivering when the air's cool humid spread into the room. It left Soobin confused, eyes gazing around the room to check for any indifference. A grimace formed on his face when he saw your window wide open, answering his confusion.
An internal dilemma started in his mind, but his legs were already walking mindlessly into your room. His heartbeat went wild, silently praying that you won't wake up as he reached for the window panel on the other side of the room.
He blew a quiet sigh when he successfully closed it, tiptoeing back to his place whenâ
âMhm, BinnieâŚâ
Soobin's whole body went into full-mode rigid.
His eyes flew wide open in shock, his panicked mind already pacing with thoughts of loosely crafted apologies and reasons why he is inside your bedroom at this time of night. With a nervous gulp, he slowly looked in your directionâwho was still sleeping heavily. Soobin sighed in relief, but his steps halted halfway.
For a moment, several assumptions came to him. If you are still asleep then you must be dreaming something. Perhaps, about a beanie? A beanstalk? A red bean paste? Or maybe⌠about him?
The reason behind his frenzy heartbeat went from anxiety to unexplained excitement. His eyes are locked into your slumped figure. Then, he saw it.
A small, lazy smile in your thin lips that almost made his mind malfunction between millions of thoughts.
What are you dreaming about? Is it him? Were you also fantasizing about him? If you are whining his name, then it must be something good.
Clouded with irresistible lust, Soobin can't help but walk towards you. Thoroughly analyzing your face to check if he had the right judgment. He could feel how his body aches to touch you, how his hard cock drips in his legs just because of his maddening thoughts about you.
Carefully, he sat down on the mattress. Intently watching you if his movements ever disturb your peaceful sleep. He tried to control his heavy breaths, his pulse getting tensed as he clutched the ruffled blanket at the bed's end.
Covering you up with the blanketsâ warmth is the only cover-up he could think of if ever you managed to catch him. He tried to get his story straight first, but his body has always been ahead of him. Under the covers, he deliberately pressed his warm body into yours, his eyes locked into your sleeping features to foresee any changes.
Your heavy breaths became his sign that you are still asleep. And before he knew it, his hips started to hump itself into your thighs, earning a soft gasp from him. The plushness of your thighs contradicts the hardness of his aching cock, giving him the satisfaction his palms never gave him.
Soobin tried to convince himself that this was not wrong. In a way, he is still helping you. You are cold, and his body radiates heat out of neediness. He is just warming you up, and you are returning the favor by helping him to get off.
His hands clutched the blanket harder, mouth hanging open as the pleasure filled his fibbled brain. Soobin cannot help but grind his hips faster, making your body subtly wobble on the mattress.
He immediately stopped his movements when he saw a crease on your forehead, pupils quivering in panic. Your eyes opened slowly, lips in a confused pout before you decided to close them again.
âWhat's happening?â You softly purred. The words that barely came out of your mouth made Soobin freeze in his position. Forgetting his script in mind, he carefully tugged the blanket over your body before mentally calming himself.
âThâThis is just a dream,â He whispered in your ear, internally scolding himself for stuttering. âGo back to sleep.â
Soobin patiently waited as he drowned in anxiety. He has no idea if it would work, but the other sweet whine that left you became his hint. Your body began to weary once more, leaving him at ease.
You have always been so good to him. This is why he cannot help but develop these kinds of feelings that must not go beyond the roommate boundary. He then again began to thrust his hips on your thigh, biting his lips just to keep himself quiet.
The sticky feeling of precum has dampened his pajamas, with his thighs overly drenched with his liquid and sweat. He couldn't care less about all of that, not when the drag of his cock on your flesh felt too heavenly. His pace went faster, unable to contain his neediness of your warmth. It is almost a wonder how you are still not awake at this point.
Soobin could feel the intense build-up on his stomach, fighting every urge to moan out your name to avoid waking you up for the second time. Sweat starts to pool on his forehead, ruining the poor pink pillowcase that is one of your favorites.
He knew everything about youâon a second thought, maybe not everything. He still doesnât know how delicious your pussy must be, and how fulfilling it might be to bury his cock between your walls.
Because if your thighs are enough for him to cum, then what more could your pussy offer?
The thought itself is enough for Soobin to cum. His body tensed beside yours, lips tightly sealed as his thighs trembled in pleasure. This must be one of the most exhilarating moments of his life, the intense feeling lingering on his chest longer than usual.
This is a thousand times better than just jerking himself in his room while he imagines how pretty your fucked up self must be.
âFuckâŚâ He whispered to himself, silently sitting up before shoving the blanket that was covering his lower region. Horror ran through his veins when he saw how drenched your bed cover is, utterly embarrassed by how much he came by humping on your thighs.
Then, it hits him. The overwhelming guilt punched him straight to the gut.
âShit, shit, shitâŚâ Soobin feels like crying, covering his face with his palms as he internalizes what has happened. He then looked at your innocent figure, making the shame more unbearable.
What the fuck has he done? This is not what it is supposed to be. He was supposed to be in the doorway, just watching you. Not grind his cock on your thighs and cum all over your mattress.
His realization barely sank in when his body started to move. He was about to escape when a strong grip pulled him back into the bed.
âWhere do you think you are going?â
Soobin fell into another level of distraught.
You are now hovering over him, knees planted on his hips to lock his body between your legs. Your hands are pinning his shoulders, staring at him intently with a hellish grin. It was almost impeccable how his face lost its color, gullible eyes in a wide state of shock as he analyzed the situation.
âWhâWhat?â
He mumbled, staring at your fully awake state above him. He could feel the warm press of your body weight against his, almost making him stupidly moan.
âDo you really think I am that stupid?â You said directly in his ears, your chest leaning into his. He meekly grunts at the contact, making you giggle softly.
âOh Soobin,â Cooing at him, your finger began to trace his face, before finally stopping at the top of his lips. âAlways thinking with his brain in his pants.â
Another chuckle erupted from you when his lips parted at your words. Something is compelling about how you said his name, and Soobin can totally feel that with his cock hardening once more.
âHow does it feel to finally cum on my bed after watching me sleep for almost five months, you sick fuck?â
Soobin felt his nerves tighten. You knew? After all this time he thought he was being discreet and careful, you are fully aware of what he has been doing? And you still managed to not move out and treat him with no indifference? He does not know whether he should be worried about it or be thankful that you havenât reported him to your landlordâor worse, to the authorities.
With a defeated sigh, he woefully gazed at you. âI am sorry,â He gently spoke, nudging a little as his lips were bumping on your finger. âItâItâs just⌠uhmâŚâ He failed to compose his words, his heart rapidly beating in its cage by how intense your stare is.
âItâs just what? You are a sick, disgusting pervert?â
Your words slapped him hard. He wants to apologize again but his brain is merely cooperating with him. Not when half of his mind is focused on your barely covered pussy, which is placed gracefully on his stomach. Soobin felt more ashamed that he was getting turned on by you finding out what he has been doing.
âSee,â You scoffed, âYou are such a turd in heat that you don't even realize that I had planned this all along.â
Soobin got snapped out of his fantasy, his mind working overdrive to comprehend what you just said. Planned? What do you mean it isâ
His thoughts got interrupted when you suddenly hopped out of his body, walking towards the nearest cabinet to fetch something that he failed to identify. You crawled back to the bed, before climbing on top of his crotch, which made him wince audibly.
âAww, sensitive?â You teased, making him nervously nod. A giggle left you before finally showing what you took. âI donât care. Give me your hands.â
âH-Huh?â Soobin gave you a confused look as his gaze went down to what you were holding. His mind immediately crumbled at the instant realization.
You are holding a black fluffy cuff.
A small smile rested on your lips as you watched the terror in his face. He never thought that you would be into something like this. Well, he didnât even assume that whatever this is would escalate further.
Running out of patience, you snagged his hand on your own. His limbs are too tense to pull out, letting you do whatever you intend to do in his body. Soobin was still lost on what was happening, but the loud snap of the lock kept him grounded for what he was about to face.
âI knew this would happen this way,â You start, now locking his hand with the black cuffs you prepared for him. âI knew that you were gonna watch me tonight.â
With a tiny effort, you lift his hands above his head. Hooking its chain into your bedframe to settle him into his place. âI knew that you wouldn't leave me feeling cold so I left the window open,â You continued, before sitting on his crotch again, earning a gasp from him.
âYou are so stupid and predictable, Soobin.â His breath hitches when your hand starts to roam under his shirt, making him shiver. âSo, you should be glad that I let you do whatever you want for five months.â
Your other hand went to cup his face, forcefully squishing his cheeks to open his mouth. Then, with two fingers, you gagged his throat, which caused him to whimper your name.
âIt's all fair if I get to do whatever I want this time, right?â
Soobin felt deeply torn with everything you just said. It is not that he doesn't want any of this to happen. It is more of a dream come true, but he is still confused as to why you chose to act now if you have known it for five months?
And, most importantly, how come you have a side like this?
You pushed your fingers deeper into his throat when he didn't give you an answer, making him cough around them. A devilish smirk is displayed on your face, letting him coat your digits with his saliva. As his tongue tangles within the gap of your fingers inside his mouth, your hand under his shirt begins to travel from his stomach to his sensitive nipples.
Soobin's eyes were tightly shut when you started to play with his bud, almost choking on your fingers when you gave it a harsh pinch. You are beyond satisfied with his reaction, his hard cock pressing on your pussy much closer when his back arched at the pleasure.
âI bet that you imagined things exactly like this,â You snarled at him. âYou love this, don't you?â The man below you starts wiggling his hips as you continue to roll your fingers on his nipple, seeking at least a bit of friction for his aching hard cock.
A soft whine left your mouth at the delicious grind of his crotch on your covered cunt, his dampened pajamas between your thighs giving your body undeniable pleasure.
âOh?â You sneered, sitting on his crotch harder to wholly feel the shape of his cock. âYou are fucking pathetic, BinnieâŚâ Your teasing landed directly in his clouded mind, and the nickname you used to call him added to the burning desire of his body.
âPathetic enough to take my bait,â You huffed, pulling out your fingers in his mouth before observing his glistening saliva around them. âDo you think that I actually moaned your name in my sleep? You even lied straight to my face just so you could hump my leg like a dog.â Your words ended with a harsh slap, and he grunted at its sting.
The sudden embarrassment weighed on Soobin's stomach, eyes once again brimming with tears as he knew he couldn't do anything about it. He despises himself for being dumbly struck by his dirty thoughts that led him up to here.
But what he despises more is the undeniable pleasure in his abdomen for every degradation and malicious action you do to his body.
âDumb bunny,â You spit at him, before giving his nipple another pinch. Soobin let out a strained groan, feeling overstimulated with everything you have given to him.
âSince you used my thighs to get off,â His pupils panicked at the pause, anxious at what else you could do. âI'm gonna fuck myself into your pathetic cock. Seems fair, right?â You carelessly retrieved your hands on his body, kneeling properly to remove your shorts and pulling enough fabric from his pajamas to free his leaky cock.
You took a second to take a proper look at his cock. It left him puzzled, trying to take a glance even though the cuffs were restricting him from moving his body. He couldn't tell if you were in awe or you were in shock at how beautifully your lips were parted.
âIsâIs there soâsomething wrong?â Soobin can't help but ask, utterly baffled by the way he stutters. But, his thoughts subsided when his gaze landed on your fully displayed pussy. All lustrous and wet for him to adore. He doesn't know if he is overreacting, but he could feel himself hyperventilating with the sight of your cunt that he thought he would never get to see.
You are perfection disguised as a sin.
âHungry for my pussy, aren't you?â You smirked as you watched him eagerly nod his head, before sitting yourself on top of his length. A sigh of pleasure left both of you when his veiny cock brushed your pussy lips tenderly, palms planting on his stomach to balance yourself above him. The slide of your wet cunt drove Soobin senseless, raffling the cuffs that are constraining him to touch your body.
A loud moan came from his throat when you started to grind your hips into his thick cock. It almost felt unreal, like he was in a fever dream where he wouldn't ever want to leave. The delicious drag of your sex on him was already sending him to the edge, and watching your pretty face contorting into pleasure was not helping, either.
You began to pick up the pace, letting your hips rock on his cock. Soobinâs eyes were rolling back, uncontrollable strings of whine leaving him with every thrust. Every sweet moan coming from you even made his cock twitch under you, giving you more pleasure.
âThis dirty cock is pretty useless, Binnie,â You wooed at him, nails digging crescent imprints on his pliant stomach that made him wince. The sight of his cock leaking precum at your every thrust made him look twice as pathetic in your eyes.
âLook at how your cock drips for my pussy.â You snickered, one hand landing on his tip which made him shudder in sensitivity.
âSoâSorry, hahââ Soobin barely made it to the first word when your fingers started to draw tiny circles on his tip, adding more flame to his abdomen.
âSorry?â You condescendingly asked, âYou are sorry that you are such a pervert?â
Soobin hummed in response, his loud moans barely containable when you suddenly pressed the hole in his cockhead. Tears fell into his flushed cheeks, breaking down as he drowned in too much stimulation that left him sensitive.
âFuck, are you crying?â A laugh emerged from your throat, edging him by slowing down your movements on his cock. âYou brought this upon yourself, and you are crying?â
Soobin was beyond ridiculed at this point, and he could not help but cum unannounced for the second time this night. Your audible gasp filled the room, momentarily fascinated by how much cum was leaking on his cock. His body trembles beneath you, chest heaving as he almost feels out of breath.
âNo fucking way,â You exclaimed, âYou are no fun!â
Without even giving him time to breathe, you kneeled to lift yourself above him, hastily aligning his tip into your hole. Soobin's faint protest went past your ears, pushing his oversensitive cock into your walls that made you abruptly whimper. His sniffs turn you even more, and you couldn't help but be proud of how vulnerable he looked below you.
âPleâPlease⌠I caâcan'tâhaaaahâŚâ
âDon't fucking start with me,â Your curse sounded a little too harsh than intended, âYou came and I didn't? What am I, your toy?â
Soobin canât do anything but shake his head in response, silent whimpers leaving him as you push yourself deeper into his cock. The view of your pussy eating his length greedily was truly a dream come true to him, but not in this way. Not when his cock is getting too numb in oversensitivity.
His cock stretching your walls began to spread luscious feelings on your every nerve, toes curling into the sheets as you took him in halfway. Soobin is undeniably long and huge, the way that your pussy can fit him without proper prep could be deemed a miracle.
He is tugging his lips hard, fighting every urge to cum again and embarrass himself for the millionth time this night. Your body shivers at every nudge of his veins on your gummy walls, hitting all the best spots without even bottoming out. But then again, he is now too drunk in pleasure to defy the reaction of his body to the tightness of your cunt.
âGonnaâhah, shitsorryâNeed toââ
You halted on your movement, deadpanning on him as your walls clenched around his cock. âDon't even think about cumming again.â You warned, before dropping your whole weight on him. Your synced moans echoed in the room, mixed with the nasty sound of the wetness of your pussy.
Within seconds, the warmth of his load filled you up to the brim, even gushing out of your stuffed pussy by how much he came. You looked at him in shock, merely pissed that he could not comply with a simple instruction.
âYou useless piece of shit,â The words slipped past his mind, his whole body combusting as he came from the tight grip of your pussy on his cock. Despite it, you lifted yourself above him, letting the sticky liquid drip down your legs to his thighs. âAre you that fucking dumb?â
Soobin weakly hummed in response, eyes barely opening as your hole kept clinging on his tip, torturing his poor cock. He knows that there is no point in resisting you, not when he is locked on your bedframe and your weight prevents him from doing anything.
He knew better than this, but at the same time, he knew that this was where he wanted to be.
A pained grunt erupts from him when you slowly sit yourself back on his cock, beyond caring if he is overly exhausted from cumming too much. Another stream of tears left his glassy orbs, and it only urged you to push him to his limits.
"Fucking take it, you sick fuck."
The length of his cock was nowhere near what you are used toâit is too much. It could reach the deepest part of you without even exerting an effort. And, it is probably one of the things you won't regret tonight.
âYou know,â Soobin tried to concentrate on your words, but his mind began to turn into mush the moment your hips began to grind on his cock. His mind was in a spiral, feeling his senses heightened to cope with his drained body.
You began to notice his loss of focus, forcing you to cup his cheeks in one grip. Soobin whimpered under your touch, doe eyes gazing at you like he is high. âAll you gotta do is ask.â
His guttural moan fused with your compressed whines filled the room, thick humid scent of sex reaching your nose as you began to grind your hips faster on his cock. In your defense, humping on him is more than enough to satisfy yourself, as his large size can already make your nerves tingle in your pussy.
âDid you hear me?â
You gritted your teeth at him, a shaky moan escaping your mouth when his tip bumped the sweetest part of your cunt. Soobin was trembling below you, bow-shaped lips in a cute pout before a faint yes left him.
âBecause with a cock this big, I would gladly fuck you up every single night.â
wawi's notes: HIIII OMFG!!! i finally got to post something after my finals week TT... i am so sorry for leaving you all behind, it's hard to juggle things when i am just a mere scholar </3... anywayyyy, here is a 4k fic filled with filth to compensate ><... thank u for reaching this far! as always, like, comments, and reblogs are deeply and truly appreciated <3
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( âËâš á° ) soobin had no idea how complicated his life would become when his biggest secret was discovered by the most popular girl on campus â and he certainly never expected to end up tangled in her sheets.
smut. enemies to lovers. blackmail. manipulation. slow burn. academic pressure. excessive use of the word pathetic. regina george inspired reader. power imbalance. online content. camming. size kink. voyeurism. masturbation. degradation. edging. ft manon katseye.
this chapter was so delicious to write, i (s)creamed
as soon as soobinâs fingers brush against your underwear, your own dig into his shoulder, clinging to whatever scraps of composure you have left.
you hate how easily he slips under your skin, how effortless it is for him. but thereâs nothing you can do about it, not when the first thing you feel is that sharp pull deep in your stomach as his fingers graze your clit through the fabric, reminding you exactly how good they felt buried inside you, drawing you over the edge.
a sensation you couldnât recreate with your own fingers.
his lips return to your neck, lavishing attention on your skin, tasting every inch as though you were some decadent dessert he could never tire of.
your eyes roll back for a moment, your head tipping to the opposite side, baring more of yourself to him. his fingers hook into your underwear, nudging it aside, brushing along your folds with two fingers, smearing your wetness over them.
âyouâre already wet,â he murmurs against your skin, teeth sinking into the spot where your neck meets your shoulder. you moan. loud, helpless, almost inevitable. âand iâve barely even started.â
his fingers are slow, teasing, finding your clit and circling it with delicate precision that makes your legs tense.
âmmh, soobinââ you murmur, his name slipping out of you like a soft purr.
your hands drift down almost involuntarily, like you have no control over them, grasping at the edge of his trousers and tugging him closer.
âfeels good?â he asks into your ear, a quiet laugh undercutting his voice. his breath sends a shiver down your spine.
youâd love to tell him noâ that heâs doing it wrong, that heâs not nearly good enough. but it would be a complete lie.
âmhm.â you barely manage, your back arching in response to the soft brush of his fingertips against your clit.
he pulls back slightly, just enough to indulge himself in the sight of your expression melting, your composure crumbling under just a few touches, and before you can say anything, his lips are on yours, devouring you.
a gasp slips from your throat when you feel his fingers slide inside you, your own walls betraying you as they tighten around them, letting him know just how much you like it.
his fingers keep a slow, deliberate pace, brushing and reaching that spot inside you with the pads of his fingers before pulling back, only to repeat it again. itâs enough to make you moan into his mouth, those soft sounds of pleasure spilling out of you but this time it doesnât feel overwhelming, it feels focused.
too focused.
âyn,â he murmurs against your lips, his voice rougher than it usually is, âlet me go down on you.â
just the thought knots your stomach, heat rushing up to your cheeks as he keeps kissing you, but he pulls back just enough to ask, softly, almost like he needs your permission.
âokay.â you whisper in return, your voice so quiet, so delicate, you barely recognise it as your own. soobin smiles against your mouth and doesnât waste a second.
he moves down slowly, lowering himself in front of you while his fingers keep sliding in and out at that same unhurried rhythm, making sure your entrance keeps tightening around them in response.
a soft whine slips out of you when his fingers leave you, but his hands tug your panties down, giving himself the space he needs to taste you.
he taps lightly against your thigh, a silent cue for you to lift your leg over his shoulder. and you do, too dazed to argue with him like you normally would.
when he leans in and you feel his breath ghost over your bare cunt, a shiver runs through your entire body, your hands finding his head almost on instinct.
soobin wets his lips, barely a breath away from you, his eyes lifting to watch you, paying attention to what you like, what you donât.
your fingers tangle into his hair when you finally feel the first drag of his tongue over your clit, your whole body trembles, like youâre not used to this.
because youâre not.
but as much as he loves the idea of watching you, his eyes flutter shut on their own at the taste hitting his tongue, his brows knitting slightly with just how much heâs enjoying it.
your fingers tug at his hair tighter, almost fighting to push him away when he starts to properly eat you out, slow licks that savour your most intimate parts, taking his time to suck at your clit while feeling you writhe in response.
âsoobinâ!â
your whine echoes through the room, a sound that tells him exactly how much you like it, urging him to keep going, even as you pull at his hair like youâre trying to drag him away.
the problem is, he has no intention of stoppingâ not when you taste like this, not when you fall apart so easily on his tongue.
for a moment, it feels like your brain shuts off completely. you donât care about the reputation you built, or whether someone might find you, or the fact that the two of you are supposed to hate each other.
all you can think about is the way heâs eating you, the sounds he makes like heâs actually enjoying your taste.
âshitââ you tug harder at his hair, trying to pull away just enough to get a break from the overwhelming sensation. itâs too much.
but his hands grip your hips, holding you in place, keeping you right where he wants you, even if youâre not really hearing whatever heâs mumbling against you, too lost in the brush of his breath against your skin.
âwait, soobâ waitââ your whines turn more desperate, soobinâs tongue tracing patterns all over your cunt, keeping a rhythm that makes it impossible to pretend heâs not undoing you.
he smiles against your cunt, not once stopping the way his tongue teases you, tasting the slick your body keeps giving him the closer you get to the edge.
itâs not hard to notice. not when youâre clutching at his hair like you need something to keep you grounded, when he can feel your leg trembling over his shoulder. and your moans⌠theyâre loud, echoing through the entire music room.
youâre lucky the walls are soundproof.
one of his hands leaves your hip to push two fingers back inside you, joining in on driving you right to the edge. your hips arch involuntarily, and his eyes flick open just to watch you lose control of yourself.
the sight is beautiful to him, though heâd never admit it. your brows drawn together, your lips parted in broken moans, your cheeks flushed, even the outline of your hardened nipples pressing against the fabric of your top.
his mouth waters, sucking at your clit while his fingers curl in that come hither motion, pushing you exactly where you need to be.
or⌠almost.
because just as your body tenses, when youâre a split second away from falling apart, his fingers slip out of you and he leans back, pulling his mouth away completely.
a frustrated moan spills from your lips, your eyes snapping open as you feel your orgasm slip away somewhere deep inside you, out of reach, like you wonât be able to get it back. you look down, annoyed, in disbelief, ready to blame him for every bad thing in the world.
âi wasââ you try to speak, but youâre so breathless, your thoughts so tangled you canât form anything coherent. âyou fucking bastard, i was so closeââ
soobin laughs, cutting off your threat, wiping your slick with the back of his hand.
he rises to his feet, never breaking eye contact with you. until your gaze is the one that drops, drawn to the movement of his hands.
unbuttoning his jeans.
âif youâre gonna go all dumb like this,â he says, freeing his erection from his underwear, âitâs gonna be on my cock.â
his arms slide beneath your legs to lift you, holding you by the thighs as he presses your back against the door. your eyes widen in surpriseâhe still catches you off guard with how easily he handles you, like you weigh nothing at all.
you feel the brush of his tip against your entrance, and your legs tense.
âwait,â you say, looking up at him, âdonât you have a condom?â
he blinks. âa condâ no, yn, i donât have one.â
your chest rises and falls, breath uneven.
âis that a problem for you?â he asks, brows lifting with genuine concern.
you shake your head. âno, no. forget it.â
âwe can stop if you wantââ
âsoobin,â you cut in, firm, almost pleading, âjust do it.â
his lips curl into a mocking smile. âwhatever the princess wants.â
despite the urgency between you, soobin guides his hips carefully as he pushes into you. your walls tighten around his tip, drawing a deep breath from him, his brows knitting together as you try to hold his gaze.
âtell me if it hurts.â he murmurs, husky, easing his hips forward while lowering you slowly, helping you adjust to his size, his thickness. soobin knows heâs big, knows it might be difficult for you at first, and heâd rather be gentle than think only of himself.
but donât forget, he still hates you. of course.
âit hurts,â you whisper, letting out a soft moan as you bite your lip to ground yourself through the feeling, âbut i like it like this.â
he smiles, rolling his hips forward and back at a slow pace, giving you the chance to decide if you want to keep going. even so, rough sounds slip from his throat, low with pleasure.
and from your lips spill moans you canât hold back, his tip hitting exactly where you need it, just like his fingers did before.
âfuck⌠you feel so good.â slips from his lips as his hips start to pick up their pace, slowly, feeling the way your walls tighten around him like youâre refusing to let him in any further, making the friction that much better for him.
and for you.
his hands grip firmly under your thighs, keeping you lifted as your body rises and falls with the rhythm he sets. your arms wrap around his shoulders, nails pressing into them while your moans grow freer, louder. forgetting where you are, forgetting the risk of what youâre doing.
your body starts to move along with his thrusts, your legs wrapped around his hips as you bounce against him with every motion. each deep push pulls a loud, pleasured moan from your lips, dragging you closer to another orgasm.
your walls tighten around his thickness, drawing rough, low groans from him, just as affected as you are.
âif you stop againâ i swearââ you try to speak, breathless, your voice breaking between gasps and soft whines, barely managing a threat.
âbe quiet.â he cuts you off, pressing his lips against yours, swallowing both your moans into the kiss.
soobin has a particular way of kissing, one that throws you off balance every time. his lips are soft, deep, intent on tasting every part of your mouth, but he uses his tongue just as much, seeking yours out, playing with it. and from the sounds he makes, you can tell heâs melting into it, just as much as you are, even if heâs the one still in control.
you force your hips to move with his rhythm, and push it just a little further, as much as you can in this position, where heâs the one pinning you against the door.
your legs tighten around his hips, your own lifting and pressing down against him in uneven, messy motions. purely desperate. you refuse to let soobin be better than you, refuse to let him lose the image you have of him as a loser. partly because you know he is, and you like that.
yeah, you like that.
but before you can keep going, even as you hear the way his tone starts to slip, his hands grip you tighter.
and his hips start snapping into you. fast, deep, merciless now.
âare you seriously trying to compete right now?â he says, breathless, watching you fall apart into a mess of sharp moans and desperate cries, his cock hitting that spot inside you over and over until your head goes hazy, your thoughts narrowing down to nothing but how good it feels.
âsoobinâ wait, slow downââ you plead, even though you know you donât want that. and for your bad luck, he knows it too. thatâs why he doesnât slow down, only speeds up, driving himself deeper into you, pulling louder cries of his name from your lips. âjustâ give me a secondâ soobinâ pleaseââ
he smiles against your mouth, barely letting you pull away from the kiss long enough to speak, your body rising and falling, the door rattling softly with each impact, your legs trembling around his hips. and even with how tight you feel, how loud you are, how you cling to him, he still notices them.
âis this all youâve got?â he murmurs against your lips, breathless, voice rough, feeling the way you tighten around him, drawing a strained groan from deep in his chest.
youâd love to answer, but your head is a mess. no thoughts. no words. no responses, no attitude, nothing. you canât even think about how it feels anymore, only feel it. blinded by the way he keeps pounding into you. cockdrunk.
âcome on, yn,â he groans against your mouth, shifting just enough to press his lips to your ear. a shiver runs down your spine, your legs tightening around his hips, that knot in your stomach pulling tight, warning you how close you are. how hard youâre about to cum. âtell me you can take it.â
âi⌠i canâtâshit, soobinâsâgood.â you barely manage in response to what he asks, moaning loudly, lost, digging your nails into his shoulders and closing your eyes tight, begging to be let go alreadyâbecause it feels so good you canât take it anymore.
âthought you could handle me better than this.â he laughs against your ear, earning a frustrated moan from you this time.
âstop being mean.â you whine, a real whimper, like you truly canât take what heâs saying.
and that makes him shift focus.
his firm hands stay under your thighs, plunging fast and deep into you. he throws his head back to look at you, so stupidly sensitive.
âyouâre taking me so well.â he says, voice rough but tone soft. the softest he can manage while so worked up.
his balls tighten, warning him that his orgasm is about to blow, but he wonât let go until you do first. he wants to see you at your peak.
your eyes open, looking at him, confused by the sudden change, for the first time not arguing with him. but his sweet voice pulls you closer to the edge.
you part your lips to respond, but nothing comes out, just desperate moans.
âdonât⌠stopâŚâ you moan, feeling your body tense completely, bracing for an impact youâre not ready for.
you look at him, frowning, heart hammering, mind consumed only by how good it feels.
soobin leans in to whisper in your ear again, his hands gripping tighter as he feels you clench around him, drawing him even closer while youâre doing the same.
âthatâs it, donât stop,â he murmurs in your ear, voice rough, breath sending shivers down your spine. âlet go.â
your back arches, as if his words were the final drop to overflow the cup. his name spills from your lips in a loud whimper, the shudder of your orgasm pulsing through you violently.
at the same time, your voice hits his ear and itâs enough. he releases inside you too, groaning, digging his fingers into your skin. he slows the movement of his hips, rocking you gently so you can both descend from climax with pleasure.
your walls still feel him sliding slowly in and out, prolonging the bliss far longer than you expected.
finally, you collapse, your body spent.
soobin presses his sweaty forehead against your shoulder, calming his breath as he stops moving.
your hair is a mess, your clothes a wreck, and yet itâs nothing compared to the chaos in your head.
one of your hands drifts up to his hair, caressing it almost unconsciously.
âwe should stop doing this,â you murmur, breathless. soobin lifts his head, looking almost as wrecked as you. âit doesnât suit us.â
he laughs, still worked up. âyouâre still pretending youâre not affected?â
âiâm perfectly fine, actually.â
soobin tilts his head, narrowing his eyes. âsure you are, look at you. your face says otherwise.â
your lips curl in a smile, involuntarily. âshut up.â
when he finally lowers you and you fix your clothes, you try to run your hands through your hair, but it seems impossibleâ the mix of sweat, the mess, even the scent of sex is clinging to both of you.
soobin buttons up his jeans again, clearing his throat. âso⌠coffee or not?â
you adjust your top, trying to hide your nipples through the fabric, rolling your eyes at him.
âwhatever⌠youâre paying.â
the walk to the campus cafĂŠ is quiet, maybe a little awkward. because outside of how good it feels to kiss soobin and how he makes you cum, it doesnât change the fact that, aside from that, youâre still two people who can barely stand each other.
âan americano?â he asks once you step into the empty space, wooden chairs and the delicious smell of coffee in the air.
you shake your head. âi prefer a latte.â
ânoted.â
you cross your arms next to him while he speaks to the barista, a little shy, trying not to show that minutes ago heâd filled you with his cum. though anyone could tell just by looking at you both.
the girl nods at the order, but her eyes flick to you beside him. because everyone knows you. because theyâve never seen you with anyone, much less someone like choi soobin.
âdo you need my name for the coffee?â you ask, raising an eyebrow.
she shakes her head. âno, i already know it.â
you dodge her gaze, nodding. âthought so.â
with both coffees in hand, soobin and you find the table closest to the window, sipping in silence.
âwhat time is it?â you ask, glancing at him, though you know if you keep looking youâll have to start admitting things you donât want to.
soobin looks down at his phone. â10:17.â
âmmh,â you murmur, stirring your cup, âearly.â
soobin chuckles quietly. âvery early.â
this time you join in, your lips curling into a smile.
âso⌠weâre just going to pretend none of that happened?â soobin asks after a silence, hands wrapped around his coffee.
your gaze stays on the window. âyep.â
âso itâs not going to happen againââ
you look at him. âdo you want it to?â
âdonât you?â he puts his cup down, lowering his voice as if feeling watched. âi think we⌠got along⌠pretty well.â
âpretty well is one way to put it,â you murmur, almost sarcastic. and take another sip. âiâll consider it.â
his lips curl. âconsider it?â he leans in, speaking softly. âyou donât think you can handle it?â
you roll your eyes, looking at him again. âdonât start.â
âwhat?â he raises his hands, innocent. still smiling. âwho handled who better?â
âyouâre being unfair,â you point out, setting your cup on the table. âyou canât compare yourself to me, you do this every week.â
soobin frowns. âevery week?â
âthe streams,â you murmur, like you donât want anyone else to hear. âyouâre used to it.â
âused to it? itâs not even the same,â he huffs. âitâs different using a⌠you know, itâs different.â
âyouâre still used to it,â you raise an eyebrow, âiâm not used toâŚâ
he notices itâs hard for you to find the right words. âtoâŚ?â
âshut up,â you shake your head, smiling. âbesides, you had me cornered.â
âoh,â he laughs, taking another sip of his americano. âand in another position you think you could handle it better?â
âweâll see.â
soobin chuckles softly, enjoying how hard it is for you to admit it. his eyes drift to the window, watching students walk across campus.
âi know you wonât admit it, but⌠i wouldnât mind if it happened again, manon.â
your body tenses at that name. âmanon?â
soobin quickly looks down, back to you instead of the girl he just watched through the window.
âyn. sorry, yn. i meantââ
but the campus bell rings, and you stand up before he can stop you.
âi gotta go.â
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( âËâš á° ) soobin had no idea how complicated his life would become when his biggest secret was discovered by the most popular girl on campus â and he certainly never expected to end up tangled in her sheets.
smut. enemies to lovers. blackmail. manipulation. slow burn. academic pressure. excessive use of the word pathetic. regina george inspired reader. power imbalance. online content. camming. size kink. voyeurism. masturbation. degradation. edging. ft manon katseye.
youâd love to be able to find an explanation for your actions, but doing so would mean understanding things you honestly donât want to.
when the echo of soobinâs words reverberates against your mouth, your body moves on instinct, not rationally like it usually does.
your whole life, youâve moulded yourself to act like the image everyone has of youâimpossible to break. untouchable. almost to the point of something divine.
someone who doesnât allow themselves to fail, and thatâs why you analyse every step, even if everyone else believes itâs simply your diva nature.
but all of that fades the moment you lean in to press your lips against soobinâs.
you both let out a sound that makes it clear youâre just as surprised as each other, and that the tension building between you had to break at some point.
your chest rises and falls in the same rhythm as soobinâs. glances that say far more than either of you are willing to admit; you shouldnât be doing this, not because you canât, but because you both agree on the same thing.
you canât stand each other.
then⌠why do you want each other this badly?
he leans in this time, not giving you a second to recalculate, to analyse, to pull away. his hands find your thighs, sliding up just enough to make your skin prickle, his fingers pressing into it.
you breathe heavily against his mouth as his hands slip beneath your skirt, and in a movement you donât expect, your body is pulled flush against his, your knees on either side of his hips, his fingers brushing the elastic of your panties.
âfuck, soobin.â
you murmur against his lips when the erection straining inside his sweatpants presses against your centre. so hard, so big, it sends a tingle through your lower stomach.
soobinâs fingers dig into the skin of your hips, travelling until they grip your ass cheeks firmly.
you hear him let out a low growl. âdonât stop kissing me.â before he crashes back into your mouth with hunger.
his lips feel soft against yours, so desperate it almost feels like heâs devouring you, and though you hate to admit it, it makes your head spin.
you respond, your tongue finding his, though you donât match his intensity. you kiss him like you own him, but he kisses you with desperation.
just that is enough to make his cock harden even more inside his boxers.
you sweep your hair to one side so you can lean in closer, placing your hands on his cheeks to pull him nearer. his grip on your ass tightens further, his hands so large they feel like they were made to touch you.
you try to guide your body to grind against him, chasing friction like you need it to breathe. when you feel it, your legs part a little more so you can press yourself deliberately against the bulge beneath his clothes.
the kiss is broken by him this time, lips swollen, parting, a groan slipping out sharper than he meant it to, but you pull him back so he canât pull away.
âyouâre so needy.â you say against his lips, rolling your hips. his cock is so hard it drags against your folds through the fabric of your panties, brushing your clit, enough to make you wetter.
âsay it again.â he murmurs, breathless, his hands roaming your hips, your ass, your thighsâanything he can touch.
the tone of his voice sends heat curling low in your stomach, just as aroused as he is. the difference is; you enjoy pointing out those flaws in him, and he seems to enjoy it.
âso needy,â you murmur between kisses, going back to his lips only to pull away seconds later, just to make him ache for it. âso needy beneath me⌠who wouldâve thought?â
soobin moans against your mouth, his hips trying to lift, chasing more of that delicious, torturous friction against his dick.
his hands grip your hips firmly, fingers already slipping beneath your underwear, guiding your movements with intent. heâs big, much bigger and taller than you, and thatâs why he moves you like you weigh nothing, like something he just picked up off the floor.
you hadnât expected him to be this strong, and it only turns you on more.
you pull back slightly, noticing how he leans in so you wonât stop kissing him. his brows knit together, like somethingâs missing, and he opens his eyes to look at you with those wide, pleading eyes, his lips pouting without meaning to.
âlook at you,â a soft, mocking chuckle slips from your lips, his hands digging even deeper into your skin. you roll your hips just right to make him suffer. he whimpers, flushed with how embarrassing it is to be this needy. âis this what you wanted?â
you can feel his cock throbbing insistently beneath the fabric, so much it must hurt.
âsay it,â you raise your brows, âtell me this is what you wanted.â
soobin looks straight into your eyes, brows furrowed. âjustâ donât stop, yn, please.â
you grind against him again, his hips twitching. a tight knot coiling in his abdomen.
âare you really this pathetic?â
his cock pulses hard beneath you. he tries to look away, but you grab his cheeks, forcing him to face you.
âlook at me when iâm talking to you, soobin, youâre not in a position to pretend right now.â
his lips part, a deep moan spilling out.
âsayâ say it again.â he murmurs, his voice thick with arousal.
you smirk, moving your hands back to his shoulders as you grind again. your clit brushes right against the tip of his cock.
âdo you like this? being reminded what a loser you are?â
his hands leave your hips as he leans back slightly, both palms pressing into the mattress, fists bunching in the sheets.
the position gives you more space to grind yourself against his erection.
he throws his head back for a few seconds before looking at you again, breathless, his legs tense beneath you. âynââ
âwhat?â you scoff, âdonât you like it now?â
âwaitââ
âyou like it when i tell you how pathetic you are, donât you?â your hips roll again, dragging your clit against his tip, forcing your own moans to stay caught in your throat becauseâhonestly? seeing him this wrecked is enough.
soobinâs lips part to let more rough moans spill from his throat, his hips lifting every time you grind torturously against his tip.
he looks into your eyes like he needs more, but canât bring himself to say it.
âyouâre so used to everyone praising you,â you say, pressing yourself against him. âthat what you really needed was this, wasnât it?â
you lean in, his hands returning to your hips to hold you thereâthis time over your skirt. your lips brushing against his as you hold his gaze.
âyouâre so pathetic itâs embarrassing.â
you murmur against his lipsâ but his hands dig into your hips and his own buck up suddenly, a choked, almost frustrated groan tearing from his throat as his eyes squeeze shut.
out of instinct, you freeze, eyes widening, blinking in surprise.
you feel a dampness between your legsâbut this time it isnât yours, itâs the one spreading through soobinâs sweatpants after he finishes.
his chest rises and falls unevenly, his cheeks flushed just like his earsâfrom the intensity of his orgasm and the embarrassment that follows.
âdid you just cum in your boxers?â is all that leaves your lips, and itâs enough to pull him out of it; with his grip still on your hips, he lifts you off him and sets you aside before getting up from the bed, frustrated.
âugh, fuck.â he mutters under his breath, almost through clenched teeth, leaving you alone in his room as he disappears through the door towards the bathroom.
you stay there for a few minutes, sitting in silence, trying to process what just happened. the mix of sensations. the intensity of what it all means.
and thatâs when it hits youâwhat are you even doing?
did you really just grind against choi soobin until he came?
you shoot up from the bed, as if that could change anything, as if putting distance between you and the sheets could undo it, taking a few steps towards the mirror hanging on the wall.
you fix your skirt, your crop top, painfully aware of how wet you are and how uncomfortable it feels.
you turn with the intention of grabbing your stuff, leaving the dorm, pretending none of this ever happenedâthat you didnât just kiss choi soobin, that he didnât just cum right beneath you.
but before you can make your escape, he walks back into the room, a different pair of sweatpants. clean.
you both look at each other in silence for a second, soobinâs cheeks burning just as much as the heat pooling in your stomach.
âabout thatâŚâ he starts, but doesnât quite know what to say. what excuse could he even give?
âi donât know what youâre talking about,â you reply automatically, slipping back into that toneâthe one youâve used your whole life. âweâre not studying anymore. i should go.â
âno, waitââ he grabs your arm before you can pull away. you glance down at his grip, then back at him, but he doesnât let go. âwhat just happenedââ
ânothing happened,â you cut in, almost defensive. âyou had a problem. one that has nothing to do with me.â
you see his eye twitch. âyou were⌠on top of meâŚâ
âsoobin,â you give him a look, âi know how this works, and i know thatâs not why it happened,â you clear your throat, and he does the same. âthis was becauseââ
âi donât know,â he cuts in, frustrated, âi donât know why every time you start insulting me, i feelâŚâ
âwhat?â you canât stop the mockery slipping into your voice. âlike youâre going to cum?â
he rolls his eyes, still not letting go of you.
âdonât act like you werenât kissing me two minutes ago.â
âtwo minutes?â you raise your brows, âiâm pretty sure you lasted a lot less than that.â
you see his jaw tighten, but a frustrated laugh slips past his lips.
âyou do this to me,â he says, his voice slightly rough, âyou and your damn habit ofââ
âshut up,â you cut him off, âdonât blame me for your weird kinks.â
but thatâs what truly pushes him over the edge, because in a swift movement your back meets the now closed door, soobin caging you in against it.
âweird kinks? are you sure?â he says, just as certain as he is frustrated. you feel his hand trail up your inner thigh, and when you glance down, you know exactly where heâs headed. âare you really going to tell me youâre not wet from insulting me?â
âitâs not a kink,â you murmur, avoiding his gaze, yet making no effort to stop him. âitâs not my fault your misery happens to be enjoyable to me.â
âenjoyable,â he mocks, repeating your words. your legs tense when two of his fingers brush against your underwear. âare you sure thatâs all it is?â
you donât need to answer for him to know itâs more than that, and you donât want to say it out loud either. you deny it, even though the damp fabric already gives you away.
âyou have no idea how much i dislike you, choi soobin.â you say just before he leans in to kiss you again, this time with more force, his fingers tracing circles over the fabric where your clit aches for attention.
his lips take over yours, his tongue finding yours like itâs already a habit, while he pushes your panties aside.
âyouâre soaked.â he taunts against your mouth, his fingers sliding to your entrance, meeting your wetness.
âat least i didnât cum in my clothes,â you shoot back against his lips, but it only seems to amuse him.
âyet.â
you moan against his lips when his fingers slide into you, your walls tightening instantly, the tips reaching deep enough to make that familiar knot form far too quickly.
âahââ slips from your mouth despite trying to hold it back when the movement of his fingers brushes that spot your body aches for. you canât remember the last time you were with someoneâbut they definitely didnât have fingers as long as soobin.
âcanât you even kiss me properly?â he murmurs against your lips, amused by your reaction.
you hate him for it.
but godâhis fingers feel too good.
you feel a shiver run through your entire body as his fingers move in and out of you, brushing every spot that needs to be touched to pull you towards a climax. your vision blurs slightly, and the only thing you can think to do is rest your head back against the door and close your eyes.
âyou like this, donât you?â soobin says, finding a spot on your neck that makes a loud moan slip out when he nips at it. âdidnât know you could be this loud, yn.â
his tone is almost as mocking as yours had been, and even though youâd love to tell him to fuck off for bringing you down like that, the only thing you can think about is his fingers thrusting inside you.
and how your climax is approaching dangerously fast.
âsoobin.â you warn, feeling his lips suck at that sensitive spot on your neck, your skin prickling, your legs trembling.
you canât finish this quickly, but soobin has no intention of giving you a break.
âyouâre not close, are you?â he says against your ear, his fingers pushing deeper into you. he keeps the same paceâ the exact one you need, and with every thrust, the heel of his hand presses against your clit, driving you closer to the edge.
âsoobinâ iâmââ
âwhoâs pathetic now, hm?â he purrs into your ear, not slowing down because he knows itâs exactly what you need. âall that attitude just to fall apart in, what, less than two minutes on my fingers?â
you squeeze your eyes shut, feeling your walls tighten more and more around him, your heart racing, his breath against your skin, and your hands⌠you hadnât even noticed your nails digging into his biceps, clinging to him just to keep from losing yourself completely.
but when your body reaches its peak, you do. your vision clouds over, your legs tremble, his name slipping from your lips in a way that sounds far too desperateâsomething that might embarrass you if your mind wasnât completely consumed by the feeling of his fingers inside you, dragging your climax out for as long as he can.
until you finally come down, breathless, shaking, spent.
and soobin leans in to look at you, bringing his fingers to his mouth to clean them.
your gaze drops unconsciously to his lips, watching as he tastes you like youâre something sweet, something indulgent.
but before either of you can say anything, the front door of the dorm swings open.
soobin frowns.
âiâm back!â taehyun calls out, shutting the door behind him.
you look at him in panic, and although he seems amused, his gaze gives away a flicker of panic in his expression too.
âsoob? are you there?â
he reaches for a damp towel to clean his fingers while you fix your underwear, and just as taehyun knocks on the door, you open it.
he looks at both of you with wide, startled eyes, as if heâs witnessing something extraordinary.
âare you twoâ fucking?â he says, his voice barely slipping out.
you turn to soobin with a frown, he hands you your bag, and then you look back at taehyun.
âew, no,â you reply, slipping back into character, âheâs just my japanese tutor.â
soobin bites the inside of his cheek to hold back a smile at hearing you.
and after that, you leave the dorm as if you hadnât just made choi soobin cum in his pants. or as if he fingered you, making you cum in record time.
âjust his japanese tutor?â his friend presses, after following him towards the kitchen.
âwhat?â soobin shrugs, as if taehyunâs gone mad. âhow would we be fucking? have you lost your mind?â
âyour room smells like sex,â he raises his brows, leaning against the kitchen counter. âactually, the whole dorm smells likeâ fuck, did you do it on the sofa?â
soobin rolls his eyes. âno, terry. we didnât do anything, anywhere. we were just studying.â
taehyun holds his gaze for a few seconds, knowing somethingâs off. âyou like her.â
soobin looks away, shaking his head, washing his hands in the sink before reaching for a glass of water. âare you even listening to yourself? i totally dislike her,â he sighs, looking back at his friend. âsheâs a pain in the ass.â
âyouâre not fooling me, soobin,â he insists, âi know you better than you think.â
your eyes close slightly as the class begins to sound far away, but you refuse to fall asleep.
the night before had been a disaster. after leaving soobinâs dorm, you could barely shut your eyes in your own bed, the image of him beneath you clawing at your mind.
and your clit demanded attention, again.
so after a long night, the only thing you could think about in class was close your eyes and rest.
at least until a small note drops onto your desk, and you turn to look in the direction it came from.
and soobin is watching you, trying not to let the professor notice.
you blink, still half asleep, but compose yourself and sit up straighter, glancing at the note and then back at him. he gestures for you to read it, you roll your eyes.
how old is he? twelve?
âdo you want a coffee?â
you read the note a couple of times, mostly because your brainâs still too foggy to properly process it.
you lift your head to look at him, frowning, and shake it. soobin tenses his jaw, mouthing, âyou look tired.â
ânone of your business,â you mouth back, but his expression pinches in confusionâ he doesnât get it. so you repeat it.
but soobinâs terrible at reading lips.
âwrite it.â he points at the paper on your desk heâd thrown earlier. you let out a quiet huff through your nose, grab your pencil, scribble something down and toss it back.
soobin opens it, letting out a scoff when he reads âfuck youâ in your handwriting. he looks up at you, youâre not even looking at him anymore, but thereâs a smile on your face, that smug little smile he hates.
or at least, thatâs what heâs supposed to do.
minutes later, another note lands on your desk.
âcoffeeâs 2x1.â
you roll your eyes again, tensing your legs beneath the desk as you write back on the paper. âdonât want your stupid coffee.â
but when you toss it back, a voice catches your attention.
and not just any voice.
the teacherâs.
âyn. choi soobin,â you both turn, as if youâve been caught in something meant to be secret. âout of my class.â
âwe were justââ
âout.â
the two of you step out of the classroom in silence, hearing the door shut firmly behind you. soobin sighs, turning to look at you. âsomeone wasnât in the mood.â
you roll your eyes. âfirst time iâve ever been kicked out of a class, thanks for that.â
âhey, not my fault,â he lifts his hands innocently. âyou were the one being obvious.â
âi wasââ you start, but decide to take a deep breath instead. âi donât know what you think is going on, but weâre not friends or anything.â
âi know,â he says, glancing down at you, shrugging. âyou just look tired, the coffeeâs on offer. i thoughtââ
âthatâs your problem,â you cut in, turning to look at him. âyou donât have to think. it doesnât suit you.â
soobin lets out a soft laugh, shaking his head. âare you like this even when youâre tired?â
âiâm worse when iâm tired,â you shrug. âi donât need your concern, soobin. donât get things twisted, if you came thinking about me, thatâs not my problem.â
soobinâs jaw tightens. âi know you think youâre untouchable, yn, but the last thing iâd do is think something changed between us because of yesterday.â
ânothing happened yesterday,â you mutter, eyes fixed ahead in the hallway as you walk. âprobably just your imagination.â
soobin laughs, but says nothing.
until he picks up his pace and you watch him push open the door to the music room, the one that only gets used when a band needs to practiseâ and considering no one on campus seems to have any talent, itâs usually empty.
you should keep walking, but curiosity gets the better of you, and you step in after him, closing the door behind you. soobin smiles, arms crossing.
âlooking for something?â
âitâs rude to leave a conversation unfinished.â you say, scanning the room for a moment.
soobin takes a step forward, pinning you against the door. he plants a hand beside your head and leans in close enough that his warm breath brushes your face.
âyouâre the one whoâs going to lecture me about being rude? seriously?â
you meet his eyes, even though you can already feel that heat pooling in your stomach every time he gets close.
âdrop this confident act, it doesnât suit you.â you raise your brows.
soobin lets out a quiet laugh, like youâve hit a nerve.
âwhat? want to cum in your pants again?â
he shakes his head, leaning in close enough for his lips to brush against your jaw. âi think iâve got a better plan.â
your hands come up to push him awayâ or at least, thatâs what you should want to do, but his lips are so soft, so deliberate against the skin of your neck that all you manage is to rest your arms on his shoulders, pulling him closer instead.
no oneâs going to see you anyway.
âyouâre so easy,â he murmurs against your neck, giving a soft bite to that sensitive spot that makes you moan. he smiles against your skin. âsee?â
âdonât get me started,â you say, your breath already a little uneven. âif i answer back, you might ruin your underwear again.â
his hands grip your waist, holding you firmly as his body presses against yours.
âkeep talking,â he murmurs, sucking at spots that make you melt. âi want to hear you fall apart.â
you let out a quiet laugh, lifting a hand to take hold of his hair, tugging lightly. âyou think you have that much of an effect on me?â
âmhm,â his nose brushes along your neck as he slowly moves up to your ear, âbecause iâm not the only one who likes being told how pathetic they are, right?â his lips press against your ear, making your nails dig into his shoulder. âwhich one do you like more? pathetic? loser? stupid?â
âiâm not like you,â you let out a soft laugh, almost a purr. your eyes stay closed, enjoying this more than you want to admit. âyouâre not getting a reaction out of me.â
soobinâs hands slide down to your hips, giving them a firm squeeze, almost digging his fingers into your skin through the fabric of your skirt. âyouâre all talk until i get this close, yn.â
âas if.â you murmur, wetting your lips.
âi wonder how long you can keep up this act of yours,â he whispers against your ear, as you feel one of his hands slipping beneath your skirt. âletâs find out.â
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( âËâš á° ) soobin had no idea how complicated his life would become when his biggest secret was discovered by the most popular girl on campus â and he certainly never expected to end up tangled in her sheets.
smut. enemies to lovers. blackmail. manipulation. slow burn. academic pressure. excessive use of the word pathetic. regina george inspired reader. power imbalance. online content. camming. size kink. voyeurism. masturbation. degradation. edging. ft manon katseye.
if there was one thing you both could feel, it was that something between you had shifted. you didnât know what, you didnât know how, but you could feel itâslowly consuming both.
on the following monday morning, your eyes stayed fixed on the board as you listened to the lesson. a couple of times, you felt soobinâs gaze from across the room, but your jaw only tightened and you kept pretending he wasnât there.
even though eventually youâd have to run into himâlook at him, listen to him give you that tutoring session and pretend your stomach didnât twist itself into knots whenever he was close, not after friday night.
your legs pressed together beneath the desk at the mere memory of how⌠inappropriate it had been.
your heels echoed as you made your way towards your locker, hips swaying with each assured step and, even without turning to look, you could feel everyoneâs eyes on your low rise jeans. it was something you were used to by now, though it never quite stopped feeding your ego in some way.
you grab your books from your bag, letting out a quiet sigh when you managed to hide for half a second between the locker door and its frame, trying to distract your thoughts.
what is it about choi soobin that your mind seems to fixate on him today?
you tossed the books for your next class into your bag, shut the door and, as you turned to carry on, you were met with the chest of the last person you expected to see standing right in front of you.
âhey, you alright?â
his question catches you off guardâyou raise your brows, unsure what sort of look you give him for him to start explaining himself almost immediately.
âyou didnât seem that present in class today.â
soobin, paying attention to what you do in class? as far as you could remember, you were the one who watched his every move.
not out of interest, of course, but because of that quiet, internal competition you held against himâjust to be the best in every class.
he regrets it the moment the words leave his mouth, giving his head a small shake.
âjust⌠is the tutoring on today?â
âuhâyeah, i suppose so,â your eyes meet his only for a moment before drifting off somewhere else, as if it doesnât matter, âi donât see why it wouldnât be.â
he hums in response, nodding even though youâre not looking at him. it isnât hard to notice youâre avoiding his gaze, considering itâs usually everyone else who looks away when you look at them.
because you never hesitate, never falter, and no one ever gives you enough reason to feel nervous.
right?
âthereâs practice today,â he says, as if reminding you of something he knows you already know but have somehow forgotten. you turn your head, âi assumed weâd both be busy.â
your eyes meet his and an uneasy feeling crawls up your spine, tightening your stomach like a faint echoâa lingering trace of the orgasm you had on his name nights ago.
the memory repulses you, and you feel your cheeks burn with embarrassment. once again, you look away.
âyouâll be on the bench anyway,â you reply, not quite intending to be cruel, yet sounding that way regardlessâalmost mocking. âonce iâm done with practice, iâll see you in my room.â
âwhy donât we go to mine?â you turn to look at him again, your stomach tightening all over.
âyour dorm?â you raise a brow.
soobin shrugs, adjusting the strap of his bag over his shoulder. âmy roommate wonât be there.â
you hate how his words stir something in you that wasnât there before.
âfine, whatever.â you say, ready to get out of the conversation.
but soobinâs voice stops you in your tracks. âsee you there.â
training with the cheer squad was never difficultâat least, it never used to be for you.
that was before your brain decided to unlock the ability to notice soobinâs presence on the other side of the gym, sat on the bench with his chin resting on his fists, the sun catching against his face as he watches manon as if he were being subtle about it.
because of course, noticing soobin also meant noticing the stupid fixation he had on that stupid girl, manon.
âyouâre doing it wrong,â your voice comes out sharper than you intend, arms crossing over your chest. âi need you focused if this is going to come out right, manon.â
she nods, though she shoots a quick glance at her friends as if asking what sheâd done wrong.
the count starts in your head as the music kicks in again, your body falling into positionâcentre, always at the front.
itâs muscle memory now: where to step, when to turn, when to jump, when to switch. your arms lift in sync with the others, feet striking the floor at the same timeâthe echo clean, precise. itâs always been perfect. you made sure of that.
but this time, it doesnât feel enough.
maybe itâs a second too early against the music. maybe your hair is getting in the way today. maybe the skirt isnât moving the way it should.
or maybe itâs soobin, turning his head just enough to keep looking over.
heâs supposed to be looking at manon, like he always does. watching the way her skirt bounces, the way her curls move with their own rhythmâ
but your eyes keep finding his as the routine carries on.
and as much as you hate to admit it, you feel it againâthat shift.
youâre not nervous, there are no butterflies, this isnât some stupid romantic filmâno, itâs worse.
because the brush of your thighs, this time, feels intimate.
and you canât look away. because that would mean losing, even if youâre not in class today, even if youâre not sat across from him in your dorm, studying japanese.
this isnât that kind of game, and yet it feels exactly the same.
soobin isnât even looking at you with that usual edge this timeâno tension, no bite. just curiosity. just watching.
or maybe not just the routine.
maybe the way your skirt rides up with every spin, just enough to show more than it should, fabric clinging before falling back into place.
maybe the way your chest moves under the tight pink topâevery jump, every landing making them bounce, impossible to ignore, the material stretching with each motion.
your breathing picks up, and you feel the brush of your nipples against the fabric of your sports bra, a familiar knot tightening in your stomachâa tingle that shouldnât be there. your lips part, chasing air you suddenly canât seem to get enough of.
and soobin? he canât look away, even if he wanted to, and he hates that.
he shifts on the bench, straightening his back slightly, wiping his damp palms against his sweatpants, yet his eyes keep drifting back to the routine. not to manon.
to you.
when the routine ends, your chest rises and falls more heavily than usual, and your panties start to feel uncomfortableâdamp, sticky.
you hate it.
âagain,â you say before any of the girls can even think to protest. âletâs run the tumbling passes.â
you hitch your skirt up slightly as you adjust the shorts beneath it, ignoring the way your clit suddenly feels⌠needy, as you take your position.
you let out a heavy breath, the music starts.
five, six, seven, andâ
âchoi soobin!â
you turn your head, while the rest of the girls do start the routine, only to falter when they realise you havenât moved.
âget on the pitch!â
the coachâs shout is so sharp, so demanding, that soobin doesnât even have time to reactâhe just gets up, eyes wide, and heads towards the team.
his friend, taehyun, is the only one who throws his arms up in celebration. because for the first time, soobin is actually going to train with them. meanwhile, the rest of the team groan, a few of them even snickering under their breath.
everyone knows soobin isnât exactly athletic.
but itâs not the laughter from the other players that makes your blood boil. itâs the ones coming from behind you.
âwhatâs so funny, manon?â you say before you can stop yourself, though your tone remains exactly as it always is.
âi justââ
âoh? what was that? youâre responding me?â
manon falls silent immediately.
âweâre not here to laugh at the players, darling, weâre here to support them,â you tilt your head, that same cynical smile pulling at your lips, âor have you forgotten?â
âno, yn.â she says, shaking her head like a child being told off.
âfrom the top,â you clap once, stepping back into position, your eyes still following soobin unconsciously. âmanon, back of the line.â
âbutââ
âback.â
the routine comes out flawless; jumps, turns, the music slotting perfectly into every movement. this time, you donât feel that same discomfort of being watched, because soobinâs attention is elsewhere now. on not messing up, on not giving anyone a reason to laugh at him.
and soobin isnât exactly someone people make fun of. heâs known for being nice, for getting good grades. not popular, just⌠average.
but he knows this is where he falls short.
and he hates the way it feelsâto be laughed at for something he canât quite get right physically.
at the back of his mind, thereâs that voice; the one that takes over when the doubt creeps in, telling him just how much he sucks as he tries to chase after the ball.
ânice one, soobin!â taehyun calls out, clapping a hand against his shoulder as he runs alongside him.
he knows his friend is only trying to keep his thoughts from getting the better of him. he appreciates it, even if it doesnât help much.
at least thatâs what he thinks until he scores his first goal, and a few of the lads come up to congratulate him. a smile slips out before he can stop it, taehyun cheering him on like always.
his head turns almost unconsciously towards the cheer squad, where shouts of support are actually directed at himâfor once, maybe heâs not that bad at this, he thinks.
until his eyes land on that bloody mocking smile of yours, and it gets right under his skin.
you spin, your skirt lifting just enough for his gaze to drop to the shorts underneath, but when your eyes meet again, your lips moveâjust enough to wind him up like you always do.
âloser.â you mouth, and he rolls his eyes at how easily you get to him. but thereâs a smile tugging at his mouth as he turns back to the game.
âyou did well!â taehyun catches soobinâs attention as practice comes to an end, jogging up beside him to help bring their bodies back down.
âyou think?â soobin says, almost mocking himself, considering the highlight of his day had been that one goalâand then chasing after the ball without much success.
sweat runs down his temples, his calves burn from the unfamiliar strain, and his chest rises and falls as he tries to steady his breathing.
on the other side of the pitch, as you adjust your top and head towards the showers, you hear the other girls, still breathless, some of them commenting on how intense practice had been.
âyn,â manonâs voice makes you turnâsoft, almost too quiet. you raise a brow, looking at her as you wait for her to continue. âare you alright?â
you run a hand through your hair. âpardon?â
she steps closer, just enough so you can hear her without the others catching on. âyou seem a bit⌠distracted.â
you scoff. âi appreciate the fake concern, but youâre wrong. iâm fine.â
fine for someone who could barely focus on training while watching choi soobin sweat his way across the pitch, that shy smile slipping out whenever taehyun cheered him on.
fine for someone whose panties felt damp without fully understanding why.
fine for someone who feels a quiet, internal competition with someone you shouldnâtâand you donât mean soobin, but her.
as if she has something you donât, and it frustrates you.
the shower helps, the water easing your muscles, letting you peel yourself away from thoughts that donât feel like your own, finishing with cold water as a sort of punishment.
and once your whole face, body and hair routine is done, you step out of the now empty gym with the idea of heading back to your dorm. maybe skipping one of the tutoring sessions might finally get soobin out of your head.
especially with the image of him still lingeringâdamp hair clinging to his forehead, his shirt sticking to an abdomen you remember far too well, his lips slightly parted as he tried to steady his breathing, even the sounds of his exhaustion.
you curse under your breath, shaking your head and straightening your posture as you keep walking. your steps echo down the corridor.
âhow long does it take you to get ready?â
your brows knit in surprise when you find him standing right in front of you, dark circles under his eyes as if he hasnât slept in years.
âlong enough,â you reply as if itâs none of his concern. âwhat are you doing here?â
âwaiting for you?â he answers, obvious, almost as confused as the look on your face. âyou said we were going to study in my dorm after practice.â
did you?
you shrug, like it doesnât matter. âi forgot.â
his eye twitches. âyou forgot the tutoring session we have monday to friday?â
âi have more important things on my mind, soobin,â you roll your eyes. âi didnât ask you to wait for me.â
âi didnât expect you to take two and a half hours in the showers,â he follows after you as you walk down the corridor, his voice echoing behind you, almost whining. âand you donât even know where my dorm is.â
âiâd find it anyway,â you stop short, remembering you are now, apparently, heading to his stupid dorm. âcome on, iâve got things to do.â
eventually your steps have no choice but to fall in line behind his, remembering that soobin is the one supposed to lead you to his room.
though you donât understand why. you donât understand the shift. whatâs the difference? either way, heâs going to teach you, so the change of place makes no sense.
and yet, it makes no sense that it irritates you so much.
your steps are quicker than his, given the height difference. his legs are longâobviously much longer than yoursâbut what really stands out is the length of his torso.
your gaze drifts down to the waistline that forms even under his loose shirt, before sliding back up to the breadth of his shoulders.
you roll your eyes at yourself when you catch your thoughts drifting somewhere they shouldnât, and soobin opens the door to his dorm, stepping in before letting you follow.
such a gentleman, soob.
âthereâs no space to study in here.â you say as you walk in, taking in how small his dorm is compared to yours. considering he shares it with taehyun, that yesterdayâs pizza boxes are still sitting on the sofa, a few online delivery packages cluttering up the space, andâeven soobin lets out a sigh at the sight of taehyunâs weights scattered across the carpet.
he bought them a month ago, when he started seeing a girl from campus, and whenever he gets the chance, he leaves everything lying around just to spend time with her.
âyeah, youâre right.â soobin scratches the back of his neck, a bit embarrassed by the mess.
usually taehyunâs the one who keeps everything spotless, but well⌠heâs been a bit distracted lately.
âbut we can go to my room.â
your gaze shifts from the clutter back to soobin, lifting your chin slightly because of the height differenceâand the proximity.
since when had you started noticing just how tall he was compared to you?
âyeah, whatever.â you reply, trying to ignore the nerves creeping under your skin when you know exactly what it means to go to his room.
you follow him down the corridor, he opens the door, and your eyes take in every familiar detail, landing on the gaming chair and his desk.
the image flashes uninvited; his hips stuttering, his breath breaking into desperate sounds, his fist wrapped tight around himself, release spilling overâ
âfamiliar?â soobin half-jokes, dropping his things onto the bed and stretching his arms. for some reason, he seems amused that your attention is fixed on his streaming setup.
and you hate him for it.
you walk over to his bed, dropping your bag onto the unmade sheets before sitting down as if the whole place disgusts you.
âew,â you reply almost automatically, âfor your information, iâve never watched one of your lives.â
soobin turns his head so fast it looks like he mightâve snapped something. âthen how did youââ
âthatâs none of your business,â you shrug. âmy sources are confidential.â
soobin rolls his eyes, âi donât believe you.â and sits down beside you.
âdo you really think iâd go out of my way to watch you?â you laugh, mocking, almost repulsed. your legs tense beneath your skirt, that familiar feeling creeping backâbut you ignore it. âiâd never stoop that low.â
resting his weight on one arm, he leans in just enough to look at you, something almost challenging in his expression.
or as close to challenging as he can get without losing.
ânever?â
your eyes meet his, and the fact that heâs this close makes your body prickle despite yourself.
you hold his gaze for nearly a minute. âdo you really think iâm interested in seeing your pathetic cock?â
his jaw tightens. âcan you stop using that word for once in your life?â
âno,â you snap automatically, âi associate it directly with you.â
he scoffs, somewhere between amused and annoyed. âwell, i associate it with you, yn.â
you frown. âiâm not pathetic like you.â
âno, itâs theâ the way you say it. just stop using it, itâs ridiculous.â
you hold his gaze for another half a minute, your eyes dropping without meaning to, drifting to his legs and the way they shift with a certain restless tension.
you donât know why it slips out again, rolling off your tongue without much thought. âyouâre pathetic.â
you watch him shift, trying to be subtle about it, unable to pull his gaze away from yoursâas if he truly doesnât care about losing this time.
âi bet you donât even know what being pathetic means.â
âiâve got you for that,â you shoot him a look, almost disgusted by his mere existence, âyouâre a complete loser, soobin.â
âam i?â he raises his brows, something almost threatening in it. you catch the way his ears flush, betraying him despite himself. âyou think iâm a loser?â
âi know you are,â you reply, leaning in without quite realising it. your gazes never break. âi donât care what everyone else thinks of you, youâre not even worth the effort.â
soobin nods slowly, his fist tightening in the sheets as his legs grow more tense the longer he listens to you speak.
âgo on,â he says, voice low, almost threatening, even if his position isnât truly so. âis that what you think of me?â
a shiver takes hold of your body, trailing down your spine, and you canât quite understand why his gaze suddenly feels darker, or why his body is so tense yet he doesnât react. he isnât arguing, even as you humiliate him. doesnât even seem affected.
at least, not in the way you expect.
âdonât act so confident in front of me.â you tilt your head, almost venomous, laced with a false sort of pity.
your legs press together, soobinâs gaze far too intense for your liking.
âyou done?â this time, soobin leans in enough that your back meets the headboard of his bed.
his breathing seems to grow heavier in front of you, and though you donât notice it yet, yours does too. his closeness is dangerous, threatening, his eyes piercing into yours.
he leans close enough to speak near your ear. âor do you have more?â
his voice drops just a fraction lower, the hairs at the nape of your neck rising.
even then, you refuse to acknowledge that this is affecting you more than youâd like. you refuse to admit that your panties are wet again because of him.
you lean forward to meet his gaze once more.
âi could ruin you without even trying, choi soobin.â
your eyes drop, catching the warmth of his hand settling just beside your thigh, and instinctively, your legs press together a little tighter.
you look back at him when it hits you all at onceâyour underwear damp, your skirt slightly pushed up, soobinâs thumb brushing slow against your skin, his eyes fixed on your lips.
heâs almost on top of you.
a breath that sounds almost like a quiet laugh leaves his mouth, ghosting against your face.
âthen do it.â
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