#soo ho

Everything hurts… He was so so so tired, all he wanted to do was rest, for a day, weekend or a month. He wasn't sure, but he knew he had to hold on.

He knew since the start that they would never be together and he was okay with that, he was following a bigger plan, seems fair nothing never happens.

But there they were.

Everything hurts, but he didn't really care anymore, all he could think about was her. She was crying, covered in blood… at least it was not hers.

He knew, at the time he recorded the tape, that he would have to leave her behind, even before that, he knew it was not safe for her to be with him.

But God, he really wishes things to be different.

Everything hurts, he is tired, but he has to hold on, for her.

They're gonna burst through that door at any moment, and she is here, vulnerable, exposed… crying for him... because of him, again.

He should have regretted it, didn´t he? Put her in this position, exposed to such a danger, exposed to so much pain…

Oh, God, he swears he didn't want this.

But how could he regret everything, if it was everything that brought her into his life?

Of course there were things he regretted, too many things, all the horrible things he had put her through, all the harsh things he had to say, all the pain he put her through… he regretted it, all of it.

But how could he regret being by her side?

They´re here.

She 's here.

They're gonna shoot without mercy.

She´s exposed.

They're going to shoot us.

She's going to die.

They don't care.

I WILL NOT LET THIS HAPPEN.

Everything hurts.

I'm dying.

But, Thank you, God, she is safe.

I can't feel the pain anymore, everything is numb.

I´m sorry, I didn't want to make you suffer anymore.

I wish we had more time.

I can't feel the pain, but I feel your hand, I feel your face, I feel your love… I really hope you listen to mine.

I wish you never have to see this.

God, is it wrong to feel relieved?

Her face is the last thing I see, as they drag her away for me.

I wish I could hold on to her a little longer.

Everything is dark, he doesn't feel a thing anymore…

He knows he has no more time.

As his conscience fades, all he can do is pray… so he does.

He prays for her safety.

He prays for well being.

He prays for her future.

He prays and prays and prays…

And before he could finally be with his sister, he pray one last time:

- Please, please, please… let me find her, please, let me be with her, please, in the next life, let me stay with her, let me love Eun Young-ru the way she deserves.