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Since this is Technically my sona, I humbly bestow upon them the Cybertronian t-dick and a VCH. (Mine, unfortunately, healed over because the arthritis in my hands made replacing the piercing itself. Difficult. Parlor was over an hour away, so it was not very plausible to get assistance.) Theirs is threadless or something. Spike is average length if not a bit shorter, but it's fat.

I'm trying to boil it down to this. She gets one half-good look between your spread stance before you start fumbling with your panel manually and trying to cover yourself up. Deltashock hasn't intermixed the 'high-energy activities' in her life together very much. She tries to avoid the type of scandal that comes with sleeping with a fan who could fair and well take it to some media, lie, and get her accused of something criminal.

Her red optics are still kinda- stuck there for a moment. Maybe not long for a human, but enough of a glance for a Cybertronian to pick up too much detail. Tense isn't the right word to describe things. Humiliating? Avoidant?

You're ashamed, don't want to look down and see your half-hard spike between the two of you. Whatever warmth between your legs is quickly outclassed by your engine running hotter in your panic. It feels like disengaging would be acknowledging it, but the stillness while your servos scramble doesn't make anything better.

Deltashock will try to make excuses for you in her head, not overthink it until later, but it's something that keeps twisting around in your processor, the sound of your panel clicking open stuck on repeat.

Cybertronians don't forget things so easily. She knows what color your array components are. She could focus an inappropriate, shameful amount on that glance she couldn't help but steal and guess at the shape of your biolights, draft up an image in her head of it slicked over.

Deltashock is too tense to make a similar mistake. It's easy to pretend to be composed when your face doesn't emote much in the first place. Starting up the spar again is her way of playing it casual and trying not to break a routine that has already been broken. She certainly not perfect, but she doesn't want you avoiding her.. she'll think about her reasons for that later.

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I'll be so honest I've been thinking about an older ask you did on this au where you said smtn about Delta 'fucking (you) in the aft and fingering your valve' and I'm so sad my sex drive evaporated back then because that sounds SO hot, actually.

I don't think I've played with aft stuff so far because. Dunno. Suppose I just haven't. Deltashock purposefully choosing to frag your aft instead of your valve has kind of.. a humiliation angle? Could be pain play, too. It reads as not caring as much for your pleasure as hers, but then bringing up her fingering your valve is kind of? Super hot?

Having Deltashock overwhelm you, carrying the energy from a fight into a fuck. Stuffing her servos into your valve, maybe rubbing her spike into it until you're both slick. Prying your aftport open and feeding her fat spike into it and having that aching stretch crawl up your struts. Deltashock fucking into you at her own pace, ignoring whatever speed you're shifting your hips or helplessly jerking into her servos at.