#sometimesitsucks

Post arm day suckage face I beat my goals from last week so #happyish for that but for real arms are dead, I'm sweating like a mf and its laundry day so I look like a fool. Did NOT want to come in today BUT sucked it up and did it anyways #girlsgotgoals #makeshithappen #workout #sometimesitsucks #suckitupbuttercup #drinkinbroettes #drinkinbrosfitness #drinkinbos (at Centennial Hills YMCA) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwKnpBqHSnB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1c355zrvmow0v

It's okay not to be okay. #sometimesitshard #sometimesitsucks

Ten months on T and proud to finally be me. 🏳️‍🌈 #transman #monthonetomonthten #tenmonths #transitionupdate #betruetoyourself #walkconfidently #followyourheart #dontgiveuponyourdreams #sometimesitshard #sometimesithurts #sometimesitsucks #butitsworthit

Sometimes you find someone special and everything is perfect and it all fits. They fit. Your family loves them, they love your family, and all is happy and blissful. Except for one thing... They aren't at a point in their life where things can move forward at a good healthy pace. You're then left to reason with yourself and try to decide what is best for you and for them in the scheme of things. How best to be the support they need without getting caught in the crossfire as they try and get themselves into a better place. Because you know that your feelings aren't a toy and getting involved or staying involved would mean your feelings being played with, even if it isn't on purpose. So you make the hardest decision of your life. You pull this amazing, fulfilling, beautiful relationship to a standstill. To where you are just two friends who love each other so much more than just friends because it is better that way. You cry. You miss them. You long to fall asleep in their arms again... But no matter how much you wish or how much you ache to be with them... You know you made the right decision. That you just being their friend is what they really need and that is the best way that you can love them is by allowing them the time they need to move forward and become who they want to be. No matter how much it hurts and how much you miss them in every way, you have to somehow find peace in the fact that you made the right decision. That the love you still have for each other is enough because it HAS to be.