Unplanned Consequences (Part 5: Patton) [Sometimes Labels Shift Series-The End]
Fandom:Â Sanders Sides
Relationships:Â Patton/Logan
Characters:Â Patton, Logan, Virgil (mentioned), Roman (mentioned)
Summary:Â Sometimes... things change.
Notes: This takes place after Best Laid Plans
Part 1Â Part 2Â Part 3 Part 4
âHey Lo,â Patton said as he walked into the living room. Virgil had officially moved into an apartment with Roman a few days ago as the spring semester was starting tomorrow. This left Patton and Logan living alone together in the house for the first time since⌠The Incident.
Patton had just finished cleaning up dinner after getting Logan settled on the couch. The TV was on, but Logan was currently staring past it into space, something he never used to do, but had become a frequent occurrence since getting injured. It worried Patton a bit, but he tried not to think about it.
Logan looked up at him as Patton said his name. He didnât smile softly at Patton like he usually would have. It made something clog in Pattonâs throat.
âHello,â Logan said.
âI⌠made us both some tea,â Patton said, holding out the tea mugs as though for his approval.
âThank you, love.â He still seemed distracted and distant. He turned back towards the television.
Patton nodded and then walked over to set the mugs on the coffee table. Then, he sat down on the couch next to Logan. Years of instinct told him to scootch over closer until their arms and legs intermingled, but he hesitated.
Logan either noticed his hesitation, or noticed his deviation from the norm, because he glanced over at Patton. He lifted the arm closest to Patton and Patton instantly took the invitation, moving closer to curl up under his arm.
Logan pressed a kiss to the top of his head.
It was silent between them for a long moment, only the sound of the television droning on breaking the quiet. The news was on, Patton noted. There was coverage on a supervillain attack Prince had stopped the night before.
âI think I need to retire,â Logan said out of the blue.
Patton drew back to look at him in surprise. âWhat?â he asked. âYouâve been given medical leave until next fall. Youâll be more than recovered enough to go back to teaching by then.â
Logan looked at him for a moment and then gave him a wry smile. âI wasnât talking about teaching, my dear.â
âOh,â Patton said blinking at him. âOh.â He took a moment to process that statement. âBut you⌠you want to retire?â
âI wouldnât say want,â Logan said, âbut I think it may be the most responsible course of action.â
âYou⌠I know youâre struggling with the leg and everything right now, but youâll get better.â
âPatton,â Logan said, âyouâre a doctor.â
âExactly!â Patton said, feeling oddly defensive for a reason he couldnât place. âSo, I know exactly how people heal from injuries like yours. Youâll need time, but with physical therapy andâŚâ
Logan cut him off. âWith physical therapy,â he said, âI will get much better. I will perhaps walk again, maybe even without a mobility aid eventually, but Patton, Iâm 57-years-old. This severe of an injury is not going to heal quickly or completely.â
âYou donât know that.â
âIâm getting old,â Logan said. âIâve been slowing down, and this will not help me speed up. Being Bluebird is physically⌠and mentally demanding. I wonât be able fully meet those demands again after what happened.â
âThatâs not true,â Patton said even though he wasnât sure of that himself.
âIt is,â said Logan. âItâs always something that would happen eventually. This has just⌠sped up the process.â
âYouâre catastrophizing,â Patton said. It was probably an ironic statement to make when Pattonâs words sounded so much more upset than his husbandâs. âYouâre making a rash decision because you feel bad now, butâŚâ
âThis isnât rash,â Logan said, evenly. âIâve been thinking about it a lot in the last months.â
Patton didnât know what to say to that.
âBesides,â he said, nodding at the TV. The news had cycled around again while they talked, back to Prince, back to Roman. âIâm not the cityâs only long-term hero anymore. Roman had been doing well before and is doing even better now. I will continue to help him on his journey, and it wonât be an immediate transition. Bluebird will still make a few appearances, but I do think itâs time. For my own sake and ultimately for this cityâs too.â
Patton hesitated. Logan was right, of course, that this was inevitable. Itâs just that Patton had never really thought about it. He didnât want to think about it, especially now when Logan was still so hurt in multiple ways. Heâd been telling himself that eventually things would go back to normal, but Logan had just confirmed Pattonâs greatest fear: they wouldnât.
It felt selfish to be upset, but Patton really couldnât help it. Patton felt himself gripping onto Loganâs sleeve for support even though support was Pattonâs job right now. He felt tears in his eyes, but he resisted letting them fall.
âAre you okay?â Logan asked.
âIâŚâ Patton said. A couple of the tears escaped. âItâs just⌠Iâve never known a Logan that wasnât also Bluebird.â
Logan sighed softly. He gently removed Pattonâs grasping hand from his shirt sleeve to hold it in his own. âThings change,â he said, doing that thing where he stared into the distance again, âlabels shift.â
A/N:
And that my friends, is the end of Sometimes Labels Shift.
It's been a long time coming and I'm feeling a bit emotional even though it's not the end of the Labeled Universe. We're just moving on to the next chapter.
All of our favorite Labeled characters will return in the new sub-series named Envisage. I hope to see you there.














