When someone embodies vitality and energy, it cannot be transferred or purchased. Those who lack it cannot simply imitate or acquire it; their attempts to “catch up” fail. The natural reaction, then, is hostility: to diminish, sabotage, or punish the person who manifests what they cannot have.

Envy here functions as protective aggression.he observer unconsciously perceives the other’s surplus as a threat to their fragile sense of self. By undermining the vital individual, they attempt often unconsciously to restore equilibrium between themselves and the “threatening” presence.

Carillon/Solivagant

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Nadia J. Clemens (She/they) Trans Lesbian - 18: summer of ~1987-88 - 5'7" - curly brown hair, dark brown eyes, cool toned and dark complexion. quick witted and a bit impulsive. fan of big weapons.

Born in Wisconsin, her parents moved to join the Saints in her early childhood. As open-minded as she is, she never bought into the religion. Instead, they chose to make a better use of their time by chatting up the local misfits and learning to fight. When their highschool best friend Aires begins to drift away, they need something new to distract from the loneliness.

When Martin shows up, he doesn't show up alone. Stefan, having been dragged along out of habit, finds his own answers in Nadia's strange childhood. Though, she may not be as welcoming to strangers as he's warranted to thinking.

She falls in love too easily and solves problems without consulting any code of ethics. Her hope for change is threatened by the approaching blade of revenge, and she isn't too keen on playing spectator. Little do they know that they may be the final piece of this impossible puzzle, one that they were never really meant to be a part of.

But hey, who ever was?

She realizes her place far too late into the game. After losing an eye and an arm to misplaced trust, she becomes determined to weaponize her own knowledge, unknowingly perpetuating the cycle of revenge that she had scoffed at in her youth.

It's not too late.

my firstborn daughter. this oc is like 5-6 years old now.

as always, art below

The Great Jack O’ Lantern Blaze 2024

It’s good to be back :)