So i have something that i don’t know if i am understanding this wrong or what but i feel like knowing the concept of this all being dream kinda depressed me because i feel like i have no purpose and nothing matters anymore the concept of my parents not being real makes me feel scared and isolated like what am i even doing here it is kinda giving me existential crisis like to be honest i joined all of this to be able to manifest the life i daydream about i kinda wish i never got to know about this i miss my life before this awareness it was much simpler and comfy now i feel like i am in the edge of the seat where i don’t know if the stuff that is talked about here is real or not as i never manifested something if though i knew about the law of assumption five years ago i seeked more knowledge to see what i am doing wrong for it to never work for me then i found these stuff i said i feel like i am living at the edge of the seat because what if these stuff is actually real and my way of thinking can doom my life if i am the solely responsible for it i don’t know i am very confused and exhausted i just wish some clarity maybe there is something i am getting wrong or something sorry for confusion

Thank you for your time

Hello!!! Thank you, I really hope you’re doing better than when you write this but let’s clear this up.

So to start off, it’s okay, nothing is literally a dream in the sense that your parents and people you know are “fake” or something. This is why it’s so important for people to explain what reality is, CORRECTLY.

What your thinking about is “Solipsism”, the idea that your own mind is the only thing you can trust to be 100% certain and it is what’s solely creates all that is ever experienced including other people, this is just so easily false because the moment you involve other people and how they can think the same thing it all just comes undone. Like what is the entire point of understanding Solipsism if it doesn’t benefit you because no one is real, no one else exists and none of it matters to begin with, etc. But even then, when you operate with this idea, you will spin any narrative to fit your world view, without considering any other factors as possible, it’s like a trap, don’t fall into this.

Do NOT confuse Solipsism with what reality is, which is what I describe, some people get pressed that I’m describing nondualism wrong or LOA or whatever the hell but I’m not. But when you operate from Solipsism it ends up making you depressed because you think your alone and all that you see is essentially a dream of your own singular mind, it’s pretty dangerous to adapt this if you start ignoring consequences and how the world actually operates, so please rest assured, your family does exist and aren’t just projections lol.

Alright moving forward, the rest is very simple, I do have 2 really detailed posts that describe what I “teach”, and to make a long story short, you are not learning or picking up a secret tool to use that only exists the moment you know about it. Manifestation is not something outlandish or magical, it’s quite literally the natural state of reality, all is manifestation. This did not turn on when you found out about LOA, and it’s not going to turn off if you decide to step back from acknowledging it (what you are).