#solars stuff

Sapphire - Pokemon

- 0% Naegi Makoto - Dangan Ronpa

- Wig (ordered, hasn't arrived) - Hoodie (Needs red spraypaint and stensil)

- Blazer

- Black jeans

- Red converses are needed, check primark

it's making me want to cry myself to sleep b/c sometimes I worry ive complicate dmy world too much and now half the time im literally indifferent to things as I boil them down to very simple interactions or points AND. YEAH??? sorry I am. tyring to make sense of it?

I want to forget everfything I know or learnt b/c its creeping in the back of my mind and I cant erase my feelings toward a certain thing and... yeah...?? this prolly doesn't make sense but the sound of the keyboard is soothing to me oddly enough and I hope that someone may feel the same... hm sometimes I juyst? want to know how to be a good friend tho. what does it mean to be a good frined? I try to be nice and help out wherever I can but to some it comes as me.. trying to display wealth and just boast when I really? just want to help and when I compliment someone its me... being truthful? or speaking my mind and that seems to uopset people and ttheres SO MANY WAYS to handle things but I seem to do them wrong and ntry to consider all angles and be calm but. sometimes I feel like I should just.