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PILE 1 🔥

YOU

[Current Energy] For your current energy regarding the connection, you seem to be focused on making bold movements and bring changes to the situation. Perhaps there are things you realized about yourself and/or the connection, or you reached a point where the current state of things doesn't satisfy you anymore and you have this urgency to shake things up. There is also a sense of this connection activating the part of you that seeks the sweetness/the thrill of love and flirtation and this is pulling you towards your person quite hard. The issue with this is that you may not have any solid plan or even the mental and emotional ability to bring stability to the situation, like coming boldly towards your person without being able to bring commitment in the long run. Could be a bit immature and wearing rose-colored glass regarding the situation.

[Feelings] Your feelings are young and full of passion. You look up to your person with excitement and a burning desire to explore them inside and out. There is an aspect of wanting to appear confident, beautiful and strong even if it doesn't match what is inside. Seducing feels incredible with your person and you're enjoying those moments a lot because of the stimulation and excitement it provides on every level. Basically I don't think you know enough about your person to really have a rooted sense of love and appreciation, but the spark is there and very strong.

[Thoughts] Your thoughts are somewhat a bit more tainted by worry as there seem to be something you know has to be left behind in order to move towards this connection and you are reflecting on this intensely. This connection requires deep change, to put an end to something and for some of you that might be a chapter of your life, a part or a version of yourself or even another connection. At the moment I don't think this change has been implemented yet, it seems still in the phase of being thought about as a necessity, a question that is being thought of.

[Intentions] This kinda reflects on the feelings like you want to match this person ''status'' in the sense that you put them on a pedestal and you want to appear like you can match them (I'm not saying you aren't able to, but you defo feel like you aren't). Like fake it till you make it kind of thing. You want to appear confident, optimistic, fun to be around and in tune with yourself. But there is an aspect of you that is watching, judging and holding off slightly, like you are ready to put some distance if things don't go as you want them to go. It doesn't read as malevolent but slightly guarded and calculating.

THEM

[Current Energy] They are in a state of non action, and if there is communication it's very surface level and they aren't investing or unveiling much. It seems they are currently observing the connection in a new angle. Perhaps they came to a new realization about you or perhaps they learned something that made them think differently, so it's like they are flipping things in their head and trying to see things differently. So while that is happening and until they find a resolution to their questions, they hold off and observe you. Basically they are looking for truth regarding what is happening and what this connection is and there is a strong need to get to the bottom of it and not push things one way or another until it's figured out. Strong wait and see what you're gonna do to draw some conclusion about you.

[Feelings] There is a feeling of frustration and dissatisfaction about the state of the connection and this is emerging on top of their feelings. Right now it's like they are worn out and lacking trust in where all of this is going. I get the feeling that it wasn't always like this but recent changes made it this way. They feel reluctant to commit and invest further but again it's paired with the feeling of someone who is observing and holding off while waiting for progress on your side of things. So the feelings they have are quite, not exactly detached, I'd say more like wounded and feeling they might be in need of a way out, but also very contemplative. It seems quite hopeless and heavy, like someone thinking they don't have a choice in the matter but have to make it through without you.

[Thoughts] RIght now their thoughts are on channeling their energy into anything that brings them a sense of movement, like work, hobbies or personal endeavors. They refuse to stay stagnant and are trying to stay strong by staying busy. There is also an element that they don't want things to stay like they are with you forever, they want movement and they want change even if that means putting an end to the connection once and for all. Very determined and very individualistic in the sense that they are focusing on themselves and their needs, and what the future might bring if they put in the work.

[Intentions] Their intentions are to stay in control of their energy/emotions/thoughts while again the idea of contemplating their options is present. However it doesn't read as having any real options, it's more a fantasy about what the future could bring at this point, and they get kinda lost in their head with all the possibilities. It seems they don't want to close the door with you but they also certainly do not want to loose themselves in the process. It can appear as being a bit tricky in the sense that they are keeping their intentions to themselves so as not to reveal their next move and having the freedom and ability to do whatever they need to do in the moment. I'm also getting someone who tries to stay calm even though they kinda want to lash out and express their view of the situation. Makes sense they want to hold off (current energy) as it seems they are a bit lost in the sauce and pulled in different directions in their minds.

THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC

[Current Energy] It seems neither of you is getting what they want, there is a sense that a lot of needs are being unmet and feeling of intense lack. Like things could be so different but they aren't and there is pain here and feeling like something is broken or not working. There is also a dynamic of holding off actions and let it up to the other person but both of you are doing that and nothing is happening due to mutual sheer apathy. Things could be different, could have been different and it's like you both think that yet none is making a move at the moment (not saying this won't happen, this is just the state of things). Also waiting for life or something to happen that brings you together not seeing what could be done if you wanted to.

ADVICE FOR YOU

If you want things to move further with your connection, you need to bring a sense of stability and dedication to the dynamic. Yes showing up is great but love bombing and disappearing after isn't gonna make your connection trust you. You want a new chapter so you have to act like it and act in a different way than you did before. Have faith in yourself and your vision but back your feelings, thoughts and actions with stable commitment. Stability isn't made in one day but built times after times of effort and care. Slow and steady wins the race. Give and give from your heart with the sweetness of someone who is not afraid of being seen and felt. They look up to you just as much as you look up to them.

PILE 2 🫧

YOU

[Current Energy] You're currently seemingly quite frustrated at the situation with your person, choosing to hold your position and avoiding making any kind of move. Stagnation mixed with anxious waiting, hoping the person is going to reach out, make a move, clarify things and bring you what you are hoping for which is to things moving off ground. There is a fear of reaching out and facing rejection or silence, and a worry about the other's intentions and thoughts regarding you. Beneath all of this there is a real desire to move forward in the connection, but feeling like you can't or shouldn't at the present time because of the other person's actions or lack of it.

[Feelings] You are deeply reflecting on what this connection means for you and coming to the conclusion that this person is someone really special that has the potential to heal you and fulfill all your romantic needs, if things were corrected. There is a desire to passionately and adventurously go toward your person but you feel somewhat lower than them, less experienced and less confident. You put them on a pedestal a bit, and I mean it's not like you don't see their flaws but more like you shut them down and don't see them as important or relevant. You feel like this connection is worth hoping and waiting for and do not want to give up on it.

[Thoughts] Big over thinker vibes, there's probably hasn't been a single thing you haven't mulled over about this connection lmao You wonder whether you should move on but refusing to do so. Also you don't feel secure in your power to seduce and please your person, wondering if there's something wrong with you or the way you appear to them. wondering if they don't like you enough to move toward you and if that's the issue. Also you're wondering whether you should try to open your heart, be direct, vulnerable, and bold, and see where it goes or if you should just cut your losses and move on. Very worried energy,

[Intentions] For your intentions, it seems you want to remain in control of your feelings, your boundaries and your thoughts, to appear calm, collected, rational and in control. Right now it seems you intend on doing nothing and stay with you are. There is also an awareness of the cycles you are trapped in when it comes to relationships and wanting to break free from them as you don't want to put up with anyone's bullshit anymore. Perhaps also leaving the fate of this connection up for the universe and disengaging from it.

THEM

[Current Energy] Your person seems conflicted and is currently choosing silence and retreat to sort their thoughts. There is like a temptation to go towards you, but it registers as something that would feel dishonest or tricky, indicating a third party situation that you may or may not be aware of. They also see you as out of reach and higher than them from a status point of view. They might think you are closed off or that what they would bring wouldn't satisfy you, and they would rather avoid the whole thing than risking rejection or failure. They also seem to try to convince themselves that what they feel is not worth it in the sense that it is not that serious and not worth pursuing and as a result they cage in their heart even more. There is also something they feel guilty about and they are aware of the wrong they did, but for some reason they don't want to make it right (could be about you or the third party).

[Feelings] They worry they are not able to provide right for you, to be stable and committed and they are in contemplative mode about that, turning ideas about the future in their heads. They seem overwhelmed at the moment, struggling to juggle between their feelings who run deep, their ego who tells them to act a specific way that could be qualified as stubborn, and their life priorities such as work. It's like they feel like they don't have the time/emotional resources to take proper care of you so they feel like it's better not to act. There is also a massive blockage with changing the way they approach their feelings and emotional stability, which they are kinda refusing to learn to do at the moment preferring escapism in what they are used to rather that embracing the change.

[Thoughts] When it comes to what they are thinking, they are suppressing their feelings hard because they feel too much, overwhelming, impossible to control. They are wondering about the choice of choosing you which would lead to change the way their foundations are laid out and completely restructure their lives which they think would lead to pain. Again it's not that they don't feel enough but they don't feel like they can rise up to the task but they also have thoughts about chasing you that feel too much and too excessive for them and they don't want to act on them.

[Intentions] It shows in their intention as well as they want to move forward with you and see where things can go and are open at the thought of having something with you, but at the same time they are not ready to let go of old crumbling structures, not ready to make changes, not ready to take risks and terrified of what it could mean. Feels like wanting to avoid the inevitable. So like they want a new beginning but without making the needed changes. They also want to keep their relationship with you on the low/as a secret.

THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC

[Current Energy] The current dynamic is at a standstill. Nothing is happening and both parties are focused on themselves. It's like there are too many things to worry about or to care about, too many energies getting into the mix, both from private lives or from other people's opinions and energies, and it's getting in the way. There is also a need to clear the air and level things, for example having a direct conversation that is honest and where both parties can express their point of view, but it's currently blocked because none want to see the other's perspective. But bellow all of that there seem to be a deep bond that feels emotional and spiritual that is hard to ignore and that maintain the bond between both parties. Both parties see the other positively and see the connection as genuine, soft and somewhat sacred.

ADVICE FOR YOU

There is a need for you to be more playful and childlike in your approach and not so determined to get to a quick win to fix your anxieties and the pressure you feel. Don't feel the need to prove anything, stay authentic to yourself and have fun as things unfold naturally. Trust your own vision, trust what you want and don't base your decisions on whatever people are telling you or based on what you think you should do vs what you actually want to do. Also, there may be another opportunity on the horizon for you and a choice will be needed between your person and the future one. In all cases it will be your calling to decide what it is you want to do when presented with this or these opportunities and decide what action is needed for you to give you the stability, commitment and happiness you crave for, opening a new chapter in your life. Again I get a feeling of choosing between two suitors and looking at it through the lens of what will bring the most fulfillment in the long run.

PILE 3🌹

YOU

[Current Energy] It seems you are just coming out of a situation that weighted heavy on you, either another connection, a life situation or simply something that happened in the connection you are inquiring about. You feel defeated and quite low, ruminating to the point where it becomes a bit disproportionate to the situation, a bit too exaggerated, overthinking in a negative spiral.

[Feelings] Your feelings for your person are fresh and budding, so it seems likely this is a new connection or someone you don't yet have a deep bond with. There is a desire to cherish and explore those feelings but also feeling carefully hopeful, because what I also see deep down is a very romantic push, with a sense that this person represents something beautiful and pure for you. Like you see the potential in this person, it's like a sense of truth within you you can't ignore, like your mind skips forward to dream about what could be.

[Thoughts] It seems you want to move the connection forward. Things are a bit too quiet or not matching your desires and expectations at the moment and you want things to change. There is a desire for communication with your person to get out of the stagnancy of the current state of things. I don't get a rushed feeling from that but rather your thought are centered around how to move things further in a stable way.

[Intentions] You intend to build something strong with your person, really putting in the work toward something stable and long lasting. There is the sense that the road to get there will take time and effort and you are at the beginning of the journey, but you are motivated to get there with patience and work.

THEM

[Current Energy] It seems this person recently encountered a loss of some kind, perhaps literally loosing someone or perhaps they experienced a breakup. Right now it seems they view the idea of moving on or moving towards you as something akin to cheating. I don't know if it means they would be cheating by being with you or if it's only a guilty feeling not attached to reality that they have, but there is a strong sense of guilt, regrets and wondering if thinking they are doing something wrong here.

[Feelings] They are deeply observing and mulling over their feelings right now. I can tell they definitely feel something for you, something intense enough to stop them in their track and ask them to think before acting. There is also the idea that a choice needs to be made about those feelings and they are not in the position to make it currently so they hold off and try to find the truth in their heart to know what should be done moving forward.

[Thoughts] They are trying to keep their thoughts contained and undercontrol. There is a feeling that right now things are shaky and they don't seem to be facing their problems but rather to keep things under the lid, is what I'm getting. Like let's keep things as they are and not change a thing for now. There is a sense of rigidity, like they have their own view of the situation and are kinda unable or unwilling to see things differently. An inability to take a step back to look at things with more distance. They don't want to be wrong, like they can't afford to be wrong.

[Intentions] It seems their ultimate goal is to come out on top of this situation, that no matter what choice they make they want to have no regret and be proud of what they did. They know this is an important moment, an important decision that needs to be made and they are trying to find their truth, a path towards long term happiness and fulfillment. It really contrast with the trickery feelings of the current energies and shows that they really want to make things right and not end up being the villain of the situation.

THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC

[Current Energy] There seems to be a push and pull between wanting a fresh start full of laughter and innocence, and a feeling that things are stuck between the two of you. There is a mutual fear that if the wrong step is taken it could mean making things more complicated than they already are. Both of you seem to know that there is a need to communicate better, explain your personal point of view and boundaries, which both feels necessary and exciting, and, at the same time, potentially tricky and scary. All in all the connection is unstable at the moment, mostly due to them being in the midst of a difficult choice regarding the connection and you being put in a position where you don't really know where you stand or what to do.

ADVICE FOR YOU

There seems to be a need to rely more on your logic and mind rather than your heart at this moment, while also needing to let the dust settle and time do it's thing. I'm getting that you should be mindful about wanting things to go a certain pace and a certain way because you are 5 steps ahead in your heart. Rushing for answer might not be the best course of action right now, as would be seeking direct confrontation. If talking happens it needs to remain light and optimistic and not push anyone further in their own corner. That also means staying true to yourself, your own sense of confidence and happiness and not abandoning yourself or letting yourself sink. But mostly I think you should avoid pushing things too much and allow things to move at their own pace even if it is slow. There probably are things in this situation that you do not know or that you do not see, either because you haven't thought about them in this angle, or because some information are not known to you, so there is a need to think about the situation more and differently which will help you gain a sense of clarity, which might mean waiting for new info to be known. Right now you don't have the right view of the situation to take the right action so it is advised to stay put. Things may be quite different once you look at them differently.

PILE 4 🦢

YOU

[Current Energy] This seems to be a case where the connection is already well established and you are about to take a next important step in commitment. Could be about making things official with your person, moving in together or even getting married or having a child. This is not for new connections, there is a history between you and them and you definitely know you love each other. Anyway, your current energy is one of harmonious partnership with your person, you feel good in this relationship and you are very motivated and driven about taking things further with them. The future looks bright and you are really confident.

[Feelings] It's super sweet because I'm getting that your feelings are stable and secure, but the spark of the beginnings is still there, still alive and vibrant. You feel fulfilled with them in your life and the emotions flow freely while also being grounded.

[Thoughts] Your thoughts are about caring for your person and the relationship, overcoming obstacles in a gentle but firm way. You are aware that not everything is always easy but you look at the difficulties with the confidence and trust of someone who knows they can overcome them. Again I'm getting that there is a history between you and your person, you've been through highs and lows and it made your relationship stronger.

[Intentions] You intend on renewing your commitment, offering your undying love and respect for your person, walking towards the future with them. Might not be the case for everyone but there is a strong idea of marriage/partnership tied to a ceremony of some kind, which seems to be something you've wished for a long time that is finally becoming real. Strong new chapter energy that is the continuation of the last. In all cases the idea of showing your love in the physical world, materializing in some tangible way.

THEM

[Current Energy] Your person seems to be a bit less glowy than you so they may just be out of a difficult phase of their lives, or they might be a bit nervous about the future. I'm not getting anything necessarily negative, just that there is a sense that they are leaving a way of living behind and moving towards something new in tangible ways and this is a bit scary. But they definitely see this change as positive, and are dedicated to have things happen smoothly and in a way that is well planned and prepared. Their energy is future-oriented at the moment and as often this can trigger nerves when one thinks of all possible outcomes without knowing which one it will be.

[Feelings] You are someone they hold deep feelings for. They chose and committed to you and they feel ready for this new chapter with you. This moment in time seems to ''crown'' an important life phase for them, the culmination of something very important. They feel like they found their match and their forever-person.

[Thoughts] Their thoughts is where things get a bit tricky, I'm getting some type of decision paralysis like they know they need to do something but they feel currently unable to do it. There is a worry that things could not turn out well for them, which seems to not be grounded in reality but in their own fear. Again might not apply to everyone but maybe this person is thinking of proposing to you and they are freaking out about that and getting stuck when having to actually do it. Or could apply to any situation where something tangible needs to be done but the person that needs to do it is getting stuck on a mental level due to a lack of optimism and confidence.

[Intentions] This is reflected in their intentions as there is a strong sense of nervousness/anxiety that they are aware of. They want to get out of that mindset and again, ''crown'' the relationship in whatever way applies to your situation, it just seems to be such a big and important thing for them that they are terrified they are going to ruin everything. They are definitely working through internal blockages, fears and illusions and overly focusing on what could go wrong.

THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC

[Current Energy] The dynamic between the two of you is stable and deeply loving. Again it's pointing at a time where things are about to get more committed in one way or another, with the added idea of making it known and celebrated with the world at large and loved ones. Things flow well between the two of you and there is a sense that you found the perfect match for each other and are happy and at home with each other.

ADVICE FOR YOU

PILE 1

YES - the result you are seeking regarding your situation will require perseverance and effort over time but will be immensely rewarding and fulfilling. You are invited to invest in this situation keeping in mind your long term goals and what you need to do to establish a solid foundation and think of what values and heritage it leave behind. Think of it as building a palace and being proud of every stone you laid down, and of all the future generations who will enjoy your hard work long after you're gone.

PILE 2

NO - Right now you need to think of your own stability and physical sovereignty. Mostly related to ideas surrounding resources (money, energy, time, and other physical aspects) but also your health. It is not time to have fun like the grasshoper enjoying summer, but work like the ant that prepares for winter. Right now things may seem easy and bountiful but a windfall is never far so take care of what you have, because you have plenty enough, but don't waste it recklessly to prepare for the hollow season.

PILE 3

MAYBE - The situation in your mind calls for a more focused way of thinking things through while anchoring your actions in the actual state of things. This is not the time to be wishy washy or lost in your dreams but to analyze things as they are and make a plan you can follow through. Be firm, rational and weight the pros, cons, and impact of your choices.

PILE 4

YES - Times call for being bold and passionate. This is a resounding yes to go after what it is you seek and do it with a fiery confidence and determination. Move forward with the trust of someone who knows they will win and who is free from fear and doubts. Do not let your dream fade away but rest assured you have everything it takes to go after what you want.

PILE 5

YES - If your question is about bringing harmony in a situation opposing two forces, or a relationship with someone, then this pile encourages you to bridge the gap and bring harmony into the dynamic. Despite the differences, there is more in common between these two things/people/you and them than you think and a beautiful exchanges is possible. A loving word or a gift of peace can go a long way to establish strong and fulfilling bonds.

PILE 6

MAYBE - This situation pulls you deep into the depth of dreamy emotions, but do you know how to swim? There is the opportunity here to find real love, kindness and care, but it is also possible to get lost in it completely. Be mindful of becoming too dependent at the risk of losing yourself far away from the surface. The advice is to be empathetic of the other person involved, but to not forget to care for yourself as the situation may not be as clear as it seems and getting hurt is a possibility.

PILE 7

NO/MAYBE - Something doesn't sit right with you in this situation and you have chosen to retreat and not take any action. Opportunities are passing in front of you and you are not reaching for any of them. However, this can't go on forever and sooner rather than later you will need to make a choice and break apathy. Reflect on why you feel so reluctant to move as there may be valuables things you are missing out on here. Perhaps things aren't as untrustworthy as you make them to be.

PILE 8

NO - It is time to leave something behind in order to move toward something better. Yes it is scary and you are not leaving without pain, but where you are going will be so much better even if it seems far and abstract. It is okay to take time to mourn what you leave behind, this tender part of yourself is important too. One day you will grow and remember this moment as something that shaped you and was an important turning point that made you wiser.

PILE 9

PILE 1

The Jupiter in Leo era for you will be about lifting the veil and getting out of stagnation, finally stepping onto a new journey. The beginning might be slower that you expect, perhaps you will even feel like things are not moving at all for a while. However something is healing, correcting itself, and new winds are rising. The core of the issue for you is to move on from a place of feeling like you don't fit, don't have enough of XYZ (could be anything, money, talent, energy, various means or connections etc), and aren't able to lead your life with the radiance and power you wish you had, to a more strong and stable posture where you know your value, know you have everything you need to be successful and fulfilled, and feel secure in that. It will be a journey for you and there is a (more of less) steep learning curve for you to be able to tame your mind and keep it sharp without drowning in overthinking and obtuse-ness; you will have to learn to see things more broadly, more freely, and do that while being patient with yourself, but it will be a rewarding route.

Finally an advice for you is detach from your stiff ways a bit more. Refrain from trying to remain unyielding and instead, again, try to see a different perspective. Be more playful. Be free-er. Think out of the box. You don't need to act straight away. You don't need to move before you've figured it all out. In fact you might want to spend some time in inaction, weighting pros and cons, mapping out the path ahead. After all, the effect of Jupiter in Leo may be slow moving for you, but this transit will bring blessings at the end of the road for sure.

PILE 2

As Jupiter enters Leo, this time may be marked by a completion of some sorts for you. Perhaps you will get a diploma, a promotion or some type of reward for your efforts, or you will reach a milestone of some kind. This time marks the end of times of struggle for you, some type of culmination, hard work and everything coming to an end. I'm getting relief, celebration, and reaching a new stage, but also questions arising for what is to come after this chapter.

Basically I think there will be (a) choice(s) to be made during this transit. You've accomplished a lot. You've worked hard and you are being rewarded for that. But, what's next? I feel that a lot of people will be in your ears trying to tell you what to do, where to go. What to do with your time, how to spend your money, what and how to invest next. They don't necessarily mean wrong, but they are not you, and this is the whole point of this transit, to be able to hear your own opinion.

Because I do feel like you will grow quite frustrated with the state of your life or of whichever area you are concerned about for this transit. It seems you will be so engulfed in your work, without being particularly satisfied by it, that you will be thinking a lot about your path and your purpose. You will wonder what to do, who to listen to and whether to listen at all. You will feel a bit hesitant, stagnant and you may not even see everything that is being laid in front of you, because you will be waiting for a green light coming from the outside to show you it safe to move forward.

The advice for you, and I think it will really come forward as the transit progresses and end, will be to alchemize this need of yours to keep the peace and accommodate people and things around you, with this very expressive Leo energy that begs for self expression and a fiery confidence. It is quite complex as it does not want you to go one way or another, but find the middle ground. Can you listen to others without forgetting to listen to yourself? Can you consider things based on your experience and wisdom, without forgetting the voice of your heart that guides your forward? Can you seize the task at hand without overwhelming yourself and forgetting to take care of your needs? This is the lesson of this transit for you, so pace yourself and keep going.

PILE 3

This Jupiter in Leo transit for you arrives during a time of what I feel to be stiffness, self-inflicted stagnation, and a reluctance to let go of something and let things flow. I think you've been through hard things in the recent or not so recent past, but in all cases the pain is still lingering in your energy and influencing your behavior, making you a lot more defensive and prudent than necessary. I think this transit will bring you to let loose a little, but in a very ''seeking the middle ground'' way. I think you will go through phases where you let off steam, party, travel, have fun and celebrate in a somewhat excessive way, but that each time you will ground back down to earth in order to stabilize. I'm getting the image of an engine that's being put in and out of pressure in order to find a point of perfect balance where things can move smoothly and swiftly again. The ''balancing'' idea is very strong here and comes out 3 times in various ways, in the front of thoughts, emotions and actions, so everything comes together to find some type of harmony that allows for a more stable posture, perhaps even some type of healing or remediation of one or more areas of your life.

The main advice for you is to let go of the past, the pain, the grief, the regrets that are tying you down and embrace a playful, childlike and definitely solar energy here. Move like you are a child of the Sun learning to take your first step, without fearing to fall even if you already know the pain of getting your knees bruised. There is a lot to learn but there is especially a lot to earn here and you will be rewarded for your resilience of heart and soul. It seems you may be as afraid of success and joy than you are afraid of pain and failure, the danger being that you DO know pain and that makes it comforting. Jupiter in Leo is here to tell you that it is okay to change and not identify with the only thing you THINK you know. It is okay to expand. It is okay to welcome joy, even in the smallest things. It is okay to take space, have fun and experiment. Growing doesn't need to be painful.

PILE 4

The Jupiter in Leo transit for people in this pile feels like a time of acceleration. There is something you are chasing, something that resonates deeply with yourself, perhaps some type of dream or goal. Your feelings towards it are conflicted as one one hand it feels like it's aligned with your sense of purpose and you feel guided on this path, but on the other hand there is some type of guilt attached to it. Perhaps this path you want to walk on is not seen in a positive light by people around you, or perhaps it is your own internalized judgement that looks at it as something you shouldn't be doing. I think you are very aware of the amount of work and effort it would represent to move towards this, and I see you trying to appease those worries by planning and mapping things out as much as possible to prevent burning out before reaching the end. The whole thing leaves you quite confused and it's like you have a hard time sorting through these emotions and listening to the right inner voice. You do sense that it could bring you incredible fulfillment, but you also fear failure and there is a desire to hold back as a way to protect yourself.

So yeah this is a bit nebulous but I guess if it's your pile you will know what goal or path this is referring to, and it seems this Jupiter in Leo era will be activating that area of your life and allow you to make progress on this.

Regarding the advice to help your navigate that, there are two themes that emerge here: resistance and flow. It seems you are encourage to keep going, be resilient while facing obstacles and letting go of any resistance towards change. I'm getting again that something in your surrounding is kinda creating an opposing force on your road, and I think it is meant to change but you will have to face it first. I'm getting that the ''resistance'' thing is because you might want to avoid confronting these obstacles because it's easier, and clearly you should press ahead bravely anyway. The flow part is all about getting in touch with your intuition (your inner sense of wisdom) but also your heart (the emotions that can guide you by telling you what feels right for you). Again the idea of things being very swift and forward moving as long as you allow yourself to move with the flow. I think you will see fast progress as soon as this resistance falls off, and it will clear the way forward and the vision you have on the inside allowing you to make great progress. In other word, press ahead even if you can't see or don't trust where you're going, don't get discouraged and there will some type of illuminating moment once you broke through.

PILE 5

For this pile, the Jupiter in Leo transit is all about you reaching a point where you'll be able to lead with your heart and let it flow. It's like, for a long time you were not secure in yourself enough to let your inspiration speak and as a result you were holding back, suppressing your emotions and inspiration to be able to fit better in a social mold (professional for some). I see you sort of like graduating in wisdom and maturity and being like ''you know what? I'm done waiting for everyone else to tell me what to do and settling for something that doesn't suit me, I'm going to go after what I want". There is a lot of fire in there but it is deeply optimistic and forward thinking, and at the core of it is your creative spirit that just want to be unleashed and be able to flow freely. I think you will have to go through a process of learning to detach yourself from comparison with others and expectations others and yourself have for you, leaving all of this behind without pushing to resolve anything, just dropping it because you understand there is no answer to seek here. I think you are ready to build something lasting and welcome people in your work, but you also understand that not everyone will fit into that vision so there is no point waiting for those people to change their mind. It seems you are eager put your plan into action and this Jupiter in Leo year will allow you to leave the shore and take practical steps after a time of consideration and careful planning.

The advice is to merge your analytical mind and ability to think strategically while letting yourself follow this new path. Don't do just anything without thinking but also don't wait around because the time for bold action is now. Embrace you enthusiasm and passion but do it in a way that makes sense within the context of what you're doing. Basically let the dopamine of this new venture fuel you but act wisely and decisively.

PILE 6

For Pile 6 people, this Jupiter in Leo transit highlights an issue that has to do with something foundational in your life. I'm getting something that has to do with the people you identify with, which could be your social circles, family at large, the society you live in, or your place where you belong. There is something here that is struggling to be expressed. The cards show thoughts and feelings that are getting repressed and that you are contemplating from a vantage point, as if detached from them, unable to let them out or find a release. I feel you quite stuck in that stance, not moving in any direction, waiting for the right moment or the right call to action, but by doing so you are resisting movement and transformation. So it's not like you currently have no way out, but all that pressure definitely makes it feel that way. In other words, yes there are social or familial expectations put on you, but you have the ability to break free. Very blocked energy here and I think this transit is meant to put pressure on that to try to encourage you to move forward.

On the other side of that, I'm getting that the path to your personal fulfillment may mean being vilified by your circle, as in, they will think lesser of you for daring to break free, perhaps even call you evil or at least a bad person, and perhaps that's why you held back of for so long. However, doing it anyway will make you freer, more confident, happier even. Kinda like being exiled in a way but in doing so being able to forge a life you chose, for once.

PILE 1

Cards: The Hanged Man, Death, The Chariot, Knight of Cups, The Fool, 7 of Cups, Queen of Pentacles, 10 of Swords, Ace of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles

First, let's look into your natural beauty and talents, if you will. This is easy to tap into and you might already do it to some extent, and is what people perceive from you at first glance.

I see someone with a strong, magnetic presence that might be intimidating to some people, giving the vibe of someone who is confident and knows what impression they want to give off. You have a very deliberate style and strong personal allure that might lean into darker types of aesthetic, but it would definitely be ornate, romantic (in the true, dramatic sense of the word) and as far away from minimalism as possible. I see you choosing little elements that others might not notice but that are full of meaning and symbolism for you, like a piece of jewellery, or swapping the color of your shoelace or socks to fit into a vision you have in your head. Wearing hats or headpieces might also be something significant for you. You see your clothes and other visual upgrades as some type of armor you wear to feel stronger, more confident, and make a great impression on people around you. You like being noticed and want people to find you beautiful or stylish, but at the same time have very little regard for established rules and like to bring a twist of change in the way you appear to others. It's like you're already practicing glamour naturally, funnily enough, because I see you magnifying your natural talents already and you definitely are shrouded in some type of glamourized, attractive mystery.

When it comes to your ideal archetypal beauty, what you can draw inspiration from to push yourself even further, i see you as someone who embodies the characteristics of going against expectations when it comes to style and appearances. I get the idea of playing around with gender expression (might not apply to all or be applicable to varying degrees), going against what's commonly assumed to be fitting for your perceived gender to create something unique and different, but it could also simply be about going against common taste. It's about carving out your own path, inspired by yourself and your unique perspective on life, and by extension, on your style and appearance. This is not someone who follows trends and style guides mindlessly, but someone who is not afraid of calling everything into question, in order to incorporate what they choose and add their own unique flair to it. Taste is subjective and it's something you can learn to lean even more into.

Now, for the untapped qualities, or raw power you can learn to incorporate, I see strong Uranus influence, which was already highlighted in your ideal archetypal influence.

There is an elements to finding joy and pleasure in shocking others a little bit. Letting yourself be completely free with your style expression, but keeping personal enjoyment in mind. The goal is not to shock for the sake of being an obnoxious eccentric, but going to the core of what makes you feel empowered and free and fining the graceful pleasure in it. There is also the idea of weaving some type of illusion so that people can never guess what you're going to do next. I think you have an untapped natural talent for manipulating how others see you a little bit. Right now you focus on your personal magnetism, but you could push that even further and endow yourself in whatever illusion you see fit for the time or situation. I see you being able to work on your appearance like a beautiful work of art, following the vision you have in mind.

For how you can magnify everything I mentioned, here is what I see.

First of all, it seems that despite all the great things I said about you, deep down, you feel quite inadequate and vulnerable, which is perhaps why you put so much effort into your ''armor''. I've got to tell you that these doubts are only in your mind and that the powers I describe are felt very strongly by others, they might just never say it or only give you a light compliment, which you don't even take into account. You seem to keep these worry very private and assume everyone can sense that when it's not the case. So yeah I definitely see you are already doing sooo much but it's just in your mind you don't see it, which is the first thing you need to focus on. Because I think that these doubts might influence your stylistic choices to some extent, which would be self-sabotaging your natural and ideal strengths. Therefore, you first need to clear out these thoughts and hurts in order to see yourself as others see you, in your highest potential.

Secondly and once you've done that, you definitely are advised to invest further in your appearance, and by that it could be money but also time, effort and energy. I feel like there is a new direction that is available to you, perhaps to switch things up a little or express some things more intensely. In both cases, the very strong message is to be deliberate in your vision and keep your eyes on this. I think you already do it to some extent, but here we're talking about Glamour, glamour, like, it's not enough to pick a pair of earrings or the color of your top, you need to focus on what it is the impact you want to have on others is, and how to best achieve that, keeping in mind the strong Uranian influences about being your own Icon and breaking boundaries along the way. Really, the next step involves planning and deliberate steps. Don't just throw whatever in your cart but be mindful of what story it's telling and if it aligns with your vision.

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PILE 2

Cards: Queen of Cups, 8 of Swords, The Star, The World, The Lovers, The High Priestess, Knight of Cups, The Hanged Man, Ace of Wands, 9 of Cups

First, let's look into your natural beauty and talents, if you will. This is easy to tap into and you might already do it to some extent, and is what people perceive from you at first glance.

What's actually really interesting is that there seem to be an opposition between constriction vs liberation, as embodied by Saturn in Aquarius qualities. It seems being in touch with your imagination and ideals is natural to you, you appear dreamy but in a melancholic way, a loner that people don't approach easily. People might get the sense that you are lost in your thoughts and that something else is taking your attention. You don't project a strong sun-like charisma, but rather, charm people when they get close to you and get a feel for your rich inner world. You are very authentic in the way you approach your appearance, as in, you don't seek to appear as someone you are not, up to a fault I'd say. Like, if you don't hold a high opinion of yourself that might stop you from dressing how you like because it doesn't feel true in some way. It's also like you feel constricted when you have to follow a dress code and would rather be able to wear whatever puts you at ease in the given situation, but then again it's a problem is you feel weak or stuck because it influences your choices. On top of that, I'm again getting strong ideals, so I would not be surprised if your social or political ideals influence the way your present yourself. Perhaps you have an inclination towards sustainable fashion or cruelty free beauty and it helps you feel more aligned with your inner world.

When it comes to your ideal archetypal beauty, what you can draw inspiration from revolves around the idea to let your idealistic and creative nature run free, like the waves on the ocean's shore. This hints at a poetic approach to your style and appearance, with the desire to evoke gentle feelings. Your archetypal beauty is one of a siren, enchanting and mysterious. You might benefit from beautifully ornate jewelry, nacre, pearls and shells come to mind, and I'm also getting renaissance inspired aesthetic like cherubs imagery and dramatic silhouettes, rosy cheeks and braided hairstyles. The ocean is wide and mysterious, fascinating and unknowable, and that's definitely an allure you can harness at your highest potential. Even in that configuration, you're still highly focused on your inner world but it appears on the outside as well.

Now, for the untapped qualities, or raw power you can learn to incorporate, I see a few messages.

The thing is that, despite the saturnine influences, you do have raw potential for a more radiant and inviting, shall we say, energy to you. With the Lovers which is connected to Gemini, you can really learn to actually express your rich inner world and come across as communicative and adaptable regardless of the social situation. Balancing out the coldness with warmth and being more inviting if you will. Someone people can't stop looking at, which implies you actually have to get out of your comfort zone and accept being seen by others.

Paired with you natural characteristics, this has the potential to increase your magnetism and make you mysteriously seductive because people will tap into both layers, sensing an inviting and charming first impression but also getting a feel of your deep inner world. There is also the potential to truly express your emotions through your clothes and appearance and thus sticking true to your desire for authenticity. Don't shy away from being creative and even artistic with your appearance. You have a natural inclination toward romantic styles and flowyness (sheer fabrics or silk-like textures) which can make you stand out in a crowd. Approach your style like a dream, something that is felt intensely and that you can get lost in. Play around with color combinations, and I would suggest having fun creating color palettes that evoke specific feelings rather than being minimal because you want to blend in. You can really project a striking vibe with your newfound confidence, with the help of your clothes and beauty care.

For how you can magnify everything I mentioned, here is what I see.

First of all there is a need to change you ways drastically. As we saw, there seem to be an opposition with how people currently see you vs what your potential is. Don't get me wrong, everything is present within you but it's like it's dormant. I sense you being somewhat stuck in your routine and stylistic habits and reluctant to change anything. You are being called to step up and take actions toward change. Dare to wear what makes you feel like your creative and dreamy self. You know yourself well but if you truly want to change the way people see you you have to take deliberate actions towards that. Not by wearing what you think people want but by going to the highest vision you have of yourself.

You would also benefit greatly from a more optimistic outlook on yourself and learn to communicate happiness, ease and expansion. Be more generous with your energy, which means that you don't have to hold everything in in fear of being judged or disliked, but rather learning to stand strong in your individuality and communicate it to others. Not everyone will like it obviously but those who do will be enchanted by your presence.

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PILE 3

Cards: Ace of Cups, The Magician, 3 of Pentacles, The Hermit, 9 of Swords, 5 of Pentacles, King of Cups rx, the Fool, 7 of Cups, 3 of Swords

First, let's look into your natural beauty and talents, if you will. This is easy to tap into and you might already do it to some extent, and is what people perceive from you at first glance.

I get strong Mercury qualities when it comes to how you naturally appear to others. You manage to seduce others with your quick wit and knowledge on many different subjects. It's like, there is nothing you don't have a smart or funny opinion on and people love that about you. You are highly intellectual and I think you like mirroring that in your appearance, favoring established aesthetics and proven formulas, relaying more on your personality than your clothes so to speak. And if clothes you chooses to put the accent on, I see a more traditional and refined approach. Modest and put together. You are meticulous in your choices and don't like appearing messy. Nothing comes in excess, you pay attention to color and texture harmony and like a balanced, classic look. As a result you appear serious and put together to others.

When it comes to your ideal archetypal beauty, what you could embody when pushed to your highest degree, with the Ace of Cups, it is quite abstract than a given aesthetic. I see you having the power to initiate strong positive emotions towards others. Perhaps they admire you or have fond feelings for you, or they may fall in love or become friends with you easily. You make them feel easily connected to you by you presence and allure, you energy having that color that drives people in. It's like, a very friendly and gently type of charisma.

Now, for the untapped qualities, or raw power you can learn to incorporate, I'm not sure why but I feel a strong rag to riches vibe here. As in, it is possible that you have experienced mental and financial hardship in the past, a situation might have improved to some extent, but that probably isn't fixed completely yet. That left you scarred and you try your best to hide it, which is why it's in the raw power position. I see the potential to use that as a strength to add depth to your character. With the King of Cups reversed, you feel inadequate and undeserving. I'm getting the sense that when it comes to glamour, you can fake it till you make it so to speak. Don't forget we are talking about magnifying your allure and I think there's definitely an air of like, you know who you are and you are aware of your situation, but you don't want to appear that way to others. It's strange because for all pile I got strong impression and aesthetics here, but for you it looks more like something that's dragging you down, which means there's a potential to turn it into a strength in some way. You got the Ace of Cups as ideal archetype and the King of Cups is nothing but the Lord of this Ace, so if you manage to flip it you can embody its quality and empathetic, abundant authority and trigger positive feelings in others. There is also this idea that, even when you make that shift, you won't forget where you come from and will keep being highly empathetic and kind, and that will be part of your charm.

For how you can magnify everything I mentioned, I notice a strong idea of starting fresh and stepping away from the heartache that plagues you. There is a youthful carelessness to it as well, the idea of opening yourself to the world and see the richness you have within with your larger than life personality. You would benefit from letting that aspect of you loose a bit. You are a bit chaotic at heart and this is so so endearing to many.

Furthermore, don't get too focused on glimmers, as all that shines is not gold. I think you may have a tendency to seek material things to counter or hide your difficulties with money, but here it's all about character expression when it comes to charm people. But be mindful of how you interact with others as to not to appear aloof or unapproachable.

PILE 1

Cards: Wheel of Fortune rx; Justice; Death rx; 9 of Wands + Queen of Wands; Page of Pentacles rx + The Moon rx + Page of Wands; Knight of Swords rx + 5 of Wands + 10 of Pentacles; the Chariot

Let's start with where you're currently in your career to see if it resonates with you and if you got the right pile. For some of you, it seems you've recently experienced a pretty harsh turn of events in your career that was sudden and unexpected. Perhaps you got laid of or something you were hoping would work didn't. For others, it could also be that you're still waiting for luck to turn in your favor, you may be looking for the job or opportunity of your dreams and feeling quite frustrated by the constant struggle. In both case things are not exactly going well so we'll see what you can do to turn things around.

If we're talking about success, we need to define what success is like for you in your chosen field. With Justice upright, being successful for you would mean a sense of authority in your field, as in, people come to you for advice and look up to the quality of your work but also your work ethic. They would see you as someone very knowledgeable and with a form of wisdom regarding their field. Someone who's able to take hard decision where others would fail to be up to the challenge and face the dilemma. They would respect you and your position.

For the strengths you can count on in order to achieve success, with Death reversed, I definitely think you're not someone to give up easily. Regardless of the setbacks you face, you're able to stay on track and keep your eyes on the price. There is an element of stubbornness but in this position it's actually quite positive since it's what's allowing you to keep pushing where others would have given up. This determination, even in the hardest moment where all hope seems lost, is key to your future success.

Now for what's hindering you, it's quite interesting because it seems to contradict your strengths but I think it's only here to show that these weaknesses have the potential to be turned into strengths, and also bring some nuance to the reading.

What I see is that despite not giving up as we previously saw, you're also prone to feel like the underdog, doomed to be alone against everyone having to constantly fight against people richer and stronger than you for what belongs to you. You have the potential to be a leader and be fully confident in your capacities, but right now it's appearing as a weakness, showing that you haven't embraced your leader-potential just yet. You might be hesitant to take risks due to the uncertainty and you're merely reacting to events rather than taking them as an opportunity to climb higher. You need to learn to take initiatives if you want to step into your power.

3 cards popped out for you mental or emotional blockages. I definitely think that you have this ingrained belief that you're not worth the qualities I described in the previous paragraph. You feel too young, too inexperienced and perhaps not strong or passionate enough to embrace them. But it's a mental blockage and not something rooted in truth. You also have some type of trauma regarding financial abundance, as in, part of you is stuck thinking you will always lack what you need to be at ease, or that you will always miss the opportunities that arise in front of you. I would definitely work on dismantling these beliefs because they are hindering your growth. Everything is learned either from childhood or from later in life, and there is no reason for history to repeat itself unless you let it dictate the way you think and act.

As for what steps to take in order to move forward towards success in your chosen field, you need to resist the temptation to rush and be hasty in your progress. With all the setbacks you're experiencing, it can seem like a good idea to go full force but it's not what's needed in your case. Rather, you should plan ahead and take deliberate steps and building your foundations with a directed focus instead of splashing around. You also need to be mindful of your words and how you come across and keep the idea of collaboration in mind, be it through working directly with people or through networking I'm getting. With that said, you still need to be your own spokesperson so be assertive and don't let competition trample you over. Perhaps your field is very competitive so you'll have to learn to find that stimulating and bloom in that instead of feeling crushed and diminished. There is also the idea that you will be able to achieve success through the help of people around you. It can either be family, friends or work connections you networked with. Perhaps you need to team up with someone and start to make your own path. Regardless, don't look at everyone like they are a potential threat but see the opportunities that can arise when you join forces.

Finally, you need to believe in your own success and abundance. Yes things aren't so great right now but it doesn't mean it will always be the case. You need to learn to believe you're the one in control of your life and lean into that power.

PILE 2

Cards: Ace of Pentacles rx; Knight of Wands + Queen of Cups; 5 of Cups + 7 of Swords; 8 of Pentacles; 7 of Wands; King of Swords + Queen of Pentacles; the World

First of all, we need to start with where you're currently at in your journey to see if it resonates as the right pile for you. I definitely feel like you're quite early in your journey, perhaps even at the ''planting the seed'' phase. You got the Ace of Pentacles reversed in this position which to me means that the seed of your journey just hasn't landed in the soil yet. All this potential and energy is currently still in the realm of your mind.

It's underlined by the bottom of the deck being the world which signifies a world of opportunities waiting to happen in reality. You're definitely at a crossroad so we'll see what can be done about that.

I felt like it was a good idea to define what success looks like to you before looking at what to do to achieve it. So I think for you being successful entails being passionate about what you do, having the motivation to wake up every day without feeling like you're wasting your life. You want to feel in control of your life and that means spending most of your time doing something meaningful to you. I also feel like doing something that's emotionally fulfilling is important, and for some of you that might include something creative or artistic. In both cases, the financial abundance is important but it's a byproduct of doing what you feel fulfilled by.

As to what are your strengths, I think you're someone who's not afraid to take twisted path to achieve your goals. You might be ''street smart'' in the sense that you learn things on the go and in unusual ways and are able to see shortcuts where others only see the main road. I also get the sense that you're able to take a loss because you know that not everything is ever going to waste and that there's always something to learn from every defeat.

For your weakness, I definitely see a lack of experience and skills, which is good because it only take time and energy to remediate. However you need to be set on putting in the work in the long run in order to actually kick of your career otherwise it's remain nothing but a dream. I'm also getting that some of you might struggle with procrastination and feeling overwhelmed by tasks easily.

As for your blockages, and it is in line with my warning of the last paragraph, you might have a tendency to get discouraged easily and give up, where, again, success is all about being determined and working in the long run. Do not let setbacks or obstacles waver your motivation and ambition. It would be a good idea to reflect on what situation triggers such reactions and where it is rooted from.

Finally, for the steps to take toward your success, you definitely need to learn to be disciplined and structure your thoughts, and I'm getting, learning journey. Be clear with what you want to achieve, set down goals and work earnestly towards them. You also need to be practical about your goals and nurture yourself like you would a garden. You're not gonna shout at the plants because they don't grow fast enough. Instead, you research how to better care for them and you provide. Stay flexible in your mind and actions in order to react to events with grace, build onto your strengths to sharpen them, and stay focused on your goal. I'm getting drawn to the idea that the task you're trying to tackle requires many different elements of things to learn or acquire, so really focus all your attention toward one at a time, make it stable and fully integrated, and move onto the next stage of your progress.

PILE 3

Cards: Ace of Swords; Ace of Pentacles; 10 of Swords + the Fool; 5 of Wands; 3 of Wands; 5 of Swords + Ace of Cups rx + Temperance + 4 of Wands rx + the Moon rx

Let's start with where you're currently right now, so that we can make sure it resonates and that it's the right pile for you.

Right now, with the Ace of Wands, you seem to be at the very start of this venture, whether it's a new career path or your very first idea. More precisely, you're in the planning stage, using your mind to figure out what's the best course of action to take in the future, weighting the pros and cons and drawing out a path for the future. I see you gathering information and knowledge about your chosen field so that you can make your entry in the best condition possible.

As to what success looks like to you, with the Ace of Pentacles, I think it's simply pointing at when you'll be able to make money from it. Not that you don't want to aim for something more, it's almost like a symbol of making your first coin, that will lead to many more. With the Ace there's always the idea of potential to come, so I definitely see that at the moment success for you will be to get your foot in the door so to speak, in order to build on it later on. It's also possible that this venture for you is a new chapter of you life and putting the gear into motion is what success is to you.

As for the strengths you can count on in order to achieve success, I definitely feel like you've been through a lot and that it's taken it's toll on you, but that it actually became a strength for you since it's paired with the Fool. I was trying to express this idea when I thought about a qhote from Nitzsche which I think expresses it perfectly:

"One returns regenerated from such abysses, from such a severe self-consumption of grave suspicion, having shed one's old skin, more ticklish, more wicked, with a finer taste for joy, with a more delicate tongue for all good things, with more joyful senses, with a second and more dangerous innocence in joy, at once more childlike and a hundred times more refined than ever before." - Nietzsche - the Gay Science

So yeah, I think you are now rejuvenated and you heart is strong and you're full of desire to take on life and make something glorious and beautiful out of it.

For your weaknesses regarding your career, I think you lack a competitive mindset and that you compare yourself too much to others, thinking you're somewhat lacking in various departments. You're overthinking what others think about what you do and you overheat yourself instead of directing this energy towards your goal. Definitely something you can work on if you find the roots of this lack of self-esteem.

For what mental or emotional blockage you hold, I think you're blocked in the thinking stage of you project and you fear taking the first step. It's like, you know it's not going to be easy so you navigating the waters because you feel safer on the shore even if nothing happen. Perhaps you just need more time but really nothing is ever going to happen if you don't take the plunge so be careful with that. Putting your project into action is not going to be easy, but it will be even harder if you never leave the harbor.

For advice on how to move forward, a whooping four cards came out.

You need to recollect your strengths and prepare for the next battle. Take stock at what you've learned in the past, what has been lost vs won, and how you can build on it in order to propel yourself forward and get out of your current situation.

PILE 1 ★ blue skull

Cards: 6 of Wands, Queen of Wands, 9 of Pentacles, Bottled up, Courage, Judgement, 10 of Pentacles, the Sun, 7 of Cups, Page of Swords, the Chariot, 7 of Swords, 5 of Swords, 9 of Swords, Page of Pentacles, 10 of Wands, Hope

Hello Pile 1, This reading doesn't has a set and definite area of life, but given your cards, I think it has to do with practical matters such as job or life situations and how you are interacting with it and perceiving it.

So for your current situation, I can definitely see that there's something lying underneath that has quite a negative note, but that you are trying your best to keep your heads up, being brave and look at things with positivity. You're trying to take care of yourself, look at the future, think of the success you could achieve, and as a result, you might be bottling up a lot of darker feelings that are getting the way and that could put your progression to a stop, or at least that's how you feel. You really are in a fighting mode at the moment. You don't want anything or anyone to get in the way. You have a goal, a wish, a dream to bring things to a better state.

The good thing about the situation is that you are done with the bullshit, you are done with the lies and the illusions, and you're ready to take the matter into your own hands. You understand that this situation brought you a lot and helped you grow, but that you are nearing the end of a chapter and that there is so much more to gain if you dare to go and do something else. Despite being a difficult situation, you're definitely coming out of it in a better place than when you entered it, so it's not a loss but rather something that brought you a lot and has run its course.

For what's your struggling with, you have a hard time trusting and being carefree, because I can sense the tension and worry over it. You want to be more at ease, more playful, but you don't feel like you can do that. There is also a part of you that is still wondering if you can actually move on from this situation, and if you re not going to lose something in the process, even though you know that what you're leaving behind cannot kept because it's dead weight. You don't know where this journey is leading you, and it's creating worries and doubts.

What will be revealed to you this Fall is about finding back this sense of hope despite the heavy situation. There are three things here.

First, you may feel like a lone soldier, lost and isolated in the face of this struggle, having to face heads on what's threatening you and hide your fears not let them consume you or appear weak. Yet it's also the realization that you're moving to the sound of your own drum, that you are free to go towards a different path, one that you chose for yourself and that could bring you much success down the line.

Secondly, you might be pushed to use what you think are dishonest tactics in order to get the most out of this situation. This is definitely a messy battle but one that you can come out of it like a winner, a bitter one but a winner nonetheless, if you play your cards correctly.

Thirdly, the realization, that all that you've been bottling up, all these heavy thoughts, these sleepless nights of anxiety, they can't continue and that yeah you might get hit in the face with them a bit, but realizing them also help you seek a solution. It's just that you've been ignoring them for too long and it reached an explosive point, which is not a bad thing but just a sign that things cannot continue the way they are. A new seed will be planted, a new journey to take on.

Link to the extended reading for ko-fi members, "How to make the most out of it".

PILE 2 ★ yellow skull

Cards: 4 of Pentacles, the Chariot, 7 of Pentacles, Optimism, 6 of Cups, 2 of Wands, Worn Out, Worry, Queen of Wands, Knight of Cups, The Magician, Ambition, 6 of Wands, the World rx, Queen of Cups, 3 of Swords, Valiant a Courage

For your current situation, you want to make big changes and big moves in your life, but you're currently feeling quite restricted, stuck in the same old routine, the same old places, hesitant to let go and perhaps a bit aimless as well. There is an intense feeling that you've outgrown your current situation or environment, but a hesitation to make that move, due to fearing that you're going to lose what you have.

At the same time, there is a strong faith that things will change eventually, and that it's all about being patient and working step by step towards your goal. It's like you can see the night sky above you, you know that so much more is possible and that you can transform your life, you feel this vibrant hope that transcends your current reality, yet it's hard to know where you should go.

What is going well here is that I think you're getting over some type of exhaustion you've felt in the past, perhaps weeks, months or even years. You're finally getting out of it and finding enough resources within you to look forward. I think this is making you look back on who you were, what you valued and loved, as a way to better align with who you want to become. It seems to be a great thing for you as a way to consider your options and see what suits your own unique perspective on life, and an important step to take at the moment.

What is not going so well though, is that I see you struggling to get past the fears that are paralyzing you, to some extent. I think you struggle with seeing your own strength of character, but also your skills. You have a lot to offer to the world, from a personal point of view but also what you can do, but you fail to fully embrace it. You fear that you wont be able to take out the gift you hold within you for all to see, perhaps because you don't know how to communicate it or to make something out of it, or perhaps because you worry its not going to be received well, that it doesn't fit anywhere in this world.

What will be unveiled for you this Fall is a renewed ambition and a desire to overcome the obstacles in your way. You will see more clearly what's holding you back, the hurt and the pain you've carried and you will stare right at it in order to untangle it, because you know it is the first step toward future success. Here it is all about solving these blockages by taking actions that feel different and revolutionary for yourself. You will be aware that in order to step into your new chapter, it is necessary to sooth these sore points and to show yourself that you can overcome them. You won't be holding back anymore and you will realize that you've done the hardest part already, and that these obstacles will seem like they are melting in the sun as your resolution to move forward grows. I think an important point for some of you will be to speak your own truth with authenticity, which will heal you because I think that's something you've always wanted to do yet never totally did and it caused these blockages.

Link to the extended reading for ko-fi members, "How to make the most out of it".

PILE 3 ★ pink skull

Cards: 9 of Cups, 3 of Wands, the Emperor, Relieved, Justice, 4 of Pentacles, 10 of Pentacles, Anxiety, Queen of Pentacles, 3 of Swords, King of Pentacles, 5 of Wands, 4 of Wands, Renewal, Healing, Overwhelmed, Unknown Territory, Traveling Lightly

From the outside, it seems you currently have everything you need and seem quite stable and successful. However, I do sense some type of restlessness. Something is missing, and you don't really know what. It is possible that you fought hard to get where you are at the moment, and now that you've achieved it, you don't know where to go next. It's like you expected to be at peace by now, but the reality is that you don't feel that way.

For what is going well, I definitely think that financially, things are quite stable, you've been careful about your spendings and are in a comfortable and balanced situation. There's definitely something big, like some type of achievement or something you acquired that feels like a milestone you've worked patiently towards. Perhaps you used to have debts or fines that you've finally put behind you after carefully paying them back. In all cases, this used to cause a lot of anxiety, and while the reason for it is gone, it's still lingering.

So it makes sense that for you struggles, you are still dealing with these pains that getting out of this situation caused you. I see you struggling to find hope for the future and also struggling to take care of yourself properly. I think you put your own needs and desire at the back, that you probably didn't really take care of this anxiety of yours because it was more important in the moment to take care of this heavy situation.

What will be revealed to you this Fall is the importance of releasing steam, and by that I mean all these emotions you've bottled up previously. It will be a time of renewal and healing for you if you decide to choose yourself and an opportunity to dedicate some time for the aspects of your life you've neglected. It might feel uncomfortable at times. You may feel lost in this new era, but it will help you unburden yourself emotionally and allow you to recharge your batteries. I see a time for socializing, reconnecting with friends and family, and even meeting new people. Also a time to enjoy the fruits of your labor and splurge on yourself a little, which in your case is not a bad thing at all.

PILE 1

Cards: The Gem, The Thread, The Prayer, The Moon, 3 of Wands, the Empress, King of Cups, 8 of Pentacles, Justice, Knight of Pentacles, 4 of Wands, Ace of Pentacles, 2 of Wands

Let's start with a description of your persona, as in, the role you take on in society.

You role in society seems to be of someone who prioritize actions that assist and improve others, embodying the role of a helper. You are a path-maker and actively encourage people to follow along, and they do, because they sense that there is something you see or know that they don't. They see you as someone who has accumulated a lot of wisdom in their field of interest, that makes them some type of refined diamond that shines among common rocks. You are respected and admired for your abilities and people go to you for your specialized advice. They see you as a trailblazer, someone who is not afraid to take the lead and who people come to for their advice and knowledge.

The first impression people get from you is that you appear rather withdrawn and mysterious, secretive even. You don't seem to share a lot about yourself and they don't really get what's going on inside of your head. You might even come off as moody to some because they don't see the inner emotional tides that affect your behavior. This makes total sense after the last paragraph that highlighted that your role is someone who takes action, what you are on the inside you keep somewhat hidden and probably show that to only a few selected people. I'm getting internet persona for some, for others it has to do with work.

For the perceived qualities, people can see that you're someone who is a visionary, someone who has a higher perspective on things. They see you as driven, ambitious and a force to be reckoned with. You are able to communicate your energetic curiosity to others, which makes you a great team leader. Someone who's able to plan ahead and make the right decisions at the right time.

As for your flaws, they see you as someone who has a hard time enjoying the simple pleasures of life, because you're so dedicated to your cause. All work and no play, so to speak. You are very action-oriented and the drawback of that is that you seem rather unreachable, someone who is affected by nothing and that people have a hard time connecting with on a deeper level. They have a hard time getting to know you on a friend or romantic level because you are so focused on your own path that you don't let people in easily.

What others think drive you in life is your desire to be a positive influence on people around you and your dedication to whatever career or cause you are involved with. To lead with compassion and fairness with your greater understanding of things. They also see you as driven by the desire to better your craft and work for your community tirelessly and almost egolessly. So I think despite your withdrawn nature, you still come off as empathetic, it's just very neutral and it doesn't seem to affect you personally.

Above all, as someone who values integrity, you seem to fear unfairness and facing unjust repercussions. There is a fear of being attacked for the wrong reason or by the wrong people and not being able to defend yourself or the people you protect. I'm getting that in our world, things are not always just, in social settings, or even and especially on the political and executive level of things, which makes you very wary of that and you do your best to shield yourself or others from that. There is also a fear of losing control over the situation, again for reasons that would be unjust and outside of your control.

Now getting back to you, your persona has developed within you with the goal of being a link to your community, to bring you together and create a fairer and happier society for you and the people you care about. To bring forward the ideas and values you hold dear to your heart. It allows you to be someone people can rely on to have a positive impact on them. A solid foundation people can go back to when they need to. I'm also getting the word armor, as in, your persona protects yourself.

And it seems its quite aligned with your relationship with your persona, which I intended as a way to see its level of healthiness in your psyche's landscape. I think you're quite happy with the way you work in society. You persona does allow you to grab greater opportunities and makes things happen for you and your community. It's also a way to protect yourself by giving you some type of distance between your core-self and the way you are among others. It brings you a sense of control and security (which I was getting in the previous section), which is the goal of the persona.

I would say, however, that it might feel a bit lonely at time, so make sure you do share who you are on the inside with your chosen people and don't stay trapped in your persona at all times. I really think you're a great person who does amazing things, but don't forget that you also need deep connection and authentic exchanges to remain balanced and happy. You just need to find the right context to allow yourself to do that.

PILE 2

Cards: The Vow, The Lover, The High Priestess, 5 of Swords, 6 of Wands, 4 of Swords, 6 of Swords, Death, the Magician, the Chariot, Judgement, 7 of Swords, the Fool

First let's look at the description of your persona, as in, the role you take in society and how you appear.

You're someone who appears to others as having a rich inner world that they can't quite understand, as if they could sense the ties that bind you to the realm of the mind and the spirit. On the outside, they can tell that you seek living things deeply and experiencing reality with all senses, but that it's not superficial but rather a way for you to reach the meaning of life, in the way of the poet. But there's also some type of almost ascetic vibe to you, as if you indulged in excess in a serious manner. I don't think you appear very grounded or emotional, as if you explored your social settings in an almost disembodied, experimental way; gathering information for a purpose people cannot comprehend because you just don't talk about it and keep it to yourself. They can tell you have secrets and they might not dare asking. You also appear fully committed to your individuality and unapologetic about who you are. It's like you are not grounded in reality/society but rather grounded in your inner world. I will develop more further but I just wanted to give a heads up that this persona is quite complex and layered.

The first impression you make on people is of someone who is proud of the battle they fought and openly talks about their past struggles. They can sense that you are strong and confident even if you haven't exchanged any words yet. They can sense you are a very resilient person who will not let anyone belittle them. You might come off a bit strong though for those who do not resonate with your vibe. However I do think you are aware of that but just don't care.

For your perceived qualities, you appear rather calm and composed, as if nothing and no one could break your peace. They see you as easy going and not someone who will create needless drama with others. You keep to yourself and if there's mayhem around you, you just don't engage. There is again this idea that you're very connected to your inner self and have a lot of personal integrity and always try to align your words and actions.

For your perceived flaws, people can sense you still have some baggage you are dragging with you. You may have had your heart or mind broken a few times and it's making you lacking trust in social interactions and it's blocking you from forming deep connection. You have a vibe of someone who's always a foot in the door, as if you were just passing by. It's like, they can sense your authenticity and you do share who you are on some level, but you're also metaphorically facing away from others, not letting anyone close to your heart. There are no cups in this reading at all, so, again, you don't really show any emotions publicly and would rather show the way you think and your philosophy of the world rather than being emotionally vulnerable. You are very guarded in that sense.

As to what you show as driving you in life, you display the fact that you are here to keep changing and evolving, mastering your self completely and not letting any setbacks get in your way of doing so. You take the saying that one must change themselves in order to change the world at heart and make it a core principle. I keep getting this feeling that you're always pushing and pushing forward without rest, all consumed that you are by your what you desire to transmute.

So it makes sense that your fear would show up as the fear of losing control. Sometimes, it's like the mask of your persona slips for a second and that people see you are terrified of losing agency over your own world. You are afraid of getting lost or trapped in a situation that you do not like and it can make you quite rebellious in sudden outburst, when that mask slips. You don't like when people put into question your way of living and are very protective of your life choices and your personality. You may snap back at people who try to break your balance by attacking your personality, or at least that's what you perceive it as.

Your persona developed as a way to help you communicate the deep and intense person that you are on the outside. I also get the idea of showcasing some aspects of your personality in a way that is intentional and powerful. I think you may have been rather shy and withdrawn in the past, or even as a child, and this persona allows a safe way for you to exist in society with as much authenticity as possible. You have a very soft heat on the inside and you want to protect it.

Finally, for what's your relationship with your persona, which one could also read as how healthy it is, I'm getting that you are fully aware of the mask you wear or the trick you play on people so to speak. Not that you are lying, but you're forging a very specific image and I think you're stealing yourself a bit here because you are not communicating the full depth of your feelings to anyone unless you are 100% sure of their intentions, and it's shooting yourself in the foot because some people will just not connect to you at all because they feel that they can't since you won't allow them in.

However, I do get that your persona is prone to evolving and shifting easily, so I don't think you are stuck in that, at all. I think your persona will naturally evolve as you transmute things within yourself and feel safer expressing other facets of yourself. You do have a deep poetic heart and it would be a shame to hide it behind a wall of spikes at all times.

PILE 3

Cards: the Tear, the Prayer, 3 of Cups rx, 2 of Pentacles, the Tower, Knight of Pentacles, the High Priestess, Page of Pentacles, 8 of Pentacles, 9 of Swords, the Devil, 10 of Swords, King of Cups, the Hanged Man, 8 of Wands, 4 of Cups, Page of Wands rx

Right off the bat I get the sense that you are quite young or at least not fully developed yet and that your persona is not fully formed and is some type of unintentional byproduct of what happens on the inside of yourself. You are probably struggling with mental health issues which may also be why you are appearing in such state, because you got pulled back a bit.

But let's start by describing your persona, of the role you take on and how you appear to others.

You appear as rather closed-off, quite disconnected from the people around you. You may be shy, reserved or even socially anxious. People get the sense that you are quite vulnerable and easily overwhelmed and not at ease at all in social settings. A bit of an antisocial personality as well that make you withdraw and dislike connecting with others, perhaps because you just don't have the spoons although it's hard for other people to understand.

The first impression you make on people is that you are quite unbalanced in the way you behave and react. I get the sense of a past traumatic event that affects your personality greatly and that you're trying to balance by trying to be composed and grounded but it's like you keep shifting between those two opposite sides of the scale. You might appear erratic and unpredictable or the complete opposite depending on the day. But on the good days people can tell you are trying to move forward steadily and carefully.

For your perceived qualities, people can tell that you have gained some type of inner knowledge on life and its pain and that you are committed to rebuilding yourself with hope and dedicated, even if it's in its state of infancy. They can tell you hold some wisdom about human nature and you might be quite intuitive. It's like you're holding this treasure close to your heart and you sometimes show it to others very briefly.

For your perceived flaws, the idea of being disconnected from others show up again, this time to show you are not invested in your community and are very centered on yourself. Can't blame you as I think you have your reasons, but that's definitely something people see. I really think you're just very focused on rebuilding yourself and you don't have the energy to invest in others.

As to what people think drives you in life, it seems you are dead set on overcoming your deep anxiety and just get better and get out of the hole you are in currently. You have your own demons to fight and you are determined to slay them, so to speak. Again, I think you are definitely struggling with mental health issues or substance abuse, perhaps you're even hospitalized (or have been), or are in a time of recovery and that's what's being shown out: this desire to get better and to break the chains that hold you mentally and emotionally.

So it's interesting that for your perceived fear, getting worse and losing mastery of your emotions come forward. You are afraid of losing your stability and not being able to ask or reach out for help. There is a deep rooted fear of further isolation and losing grasp of anything good in life.

Why you developed this persona is because, well, it seems you just didn't have a choice and it happened as a way to survive in some way. You felt stuck as a result of your past struggles and it got pushed outside of you for others to see, so that you could communicate your inner issues and perhaps communicate your need for support in an indirect way. It all came with a sense of urgency like you suddenly had to shift the way you appeared to others in an emergency reaction of sorts.

PILE 1

Cards: 7 of Pentacles, 7 of Cups, Judgement, the Tower, Knight of Wands, 8 of Swords, the Sun, 4 of Wands, Ace of Cups

We'll start by looking at your current situation regarding your love life.

It seems something has been growing in your love life for a while now. I'm thinking the early stages of a relationship or a crush situation. Zooming out, the growth seems steady, but it's possible that it wasn't so smooth when you look at it on the day to day. Some days might have felt like take 2 steps backward, and the next day you would move forward again. As a result you might be loosing your patience a little, ignoring the fact that things are indeed moving forward, even though not as fast as you want them to, or not exactly the way you want them to. You're eagerly waiting for things to take up speed and finally reach some type of harvest that you've been craving for. I also see you as somewhat passive, waiting for something to happen on its own. You're not necessarily taking any decisive action, but rather going with the flow of things and observing your relationship build slowly. Overall you feel quite impatient.

With the 7 of Cups in the position of things going for you, I think you have a tendency to get lost in your daydreams and illusions, regarding love and love interests. However, you're fully aware of that and actively de-fogging the whole thing. I see you trying to remain realistic and not too much in your head. I think that's a process that you had to learn the hard way. You're learning to pick up on the truth and discard the lies, which is quite painful and not a growth that happens in a straight line. Inside all this mess, there are nuggets of wisdom you're determined to find. It's like, either it helps you clear the way for this specific relationship, or it just makes you a healthier human, which is a win win situation.

However for what's going against you, I think you still have a tendency to put the blame on others instead of understanding that the current situation is your doing. If you're unsatisfied with the pace of things, you have choices. You can either wait and find peace in that, or move on to pursue something else. Whatever it is, don't wallow in misery because you feel frustrated and let resentment boil within you against your person, yourself, or the situation. What I'm trying to say is that you're refusing to make the call and pick a path to follow with determination, and instead you keep going back and forth in your head and creating a terrible emotional state for yourself. If you keep waiting for a sign in a passive and hopeless way, things will not change.

For what to take in in this situation, I see the need for a big wake up call with the Tower. I know this card has a bad rep but I think here it's mostly an indication of the intensity of the shift you need to do. It is paired with the Knight of Wands which is a clear indication that you need to take the reign and pursue what you want, taking a risk that things might collapse as a result. Welcome illusions being stripped away, let go of lies and take the risk to reveal your true self.

I asked for a clarification and got the 8 of Swords, which shines light on this state you need to wake up from: the fact that you keep yourself in a state of powerlessness when you have the means to cut your bonds. Really, this state of stagnancy is your doing and you need to own up to the fact and get out of that hole. Whatever you decide to do, you need to shake things up drastically and take a more active part in your love life.

What you need to release with the Sun, I get the idea that you're a bit too childish and immature when it comes to love matters, or at least in this situation. The card shows a child on a horse, but unlike the knight of wands who is in full control of his mount, the sun-child is merely waving his arms around and not doing much. It looks quite comical and does not embody a serious partner one might want to pursue. So I'm getting again the idea of the need to be more serious and committed, and releasing this naive mindset that things are going to fall on your lap without you doing anything at all.

For the most probably outcome in this situation, with the Four of Wands I was drawn to look up the astrological correspondence of the card and I got Venus in Aries, which is quite funny since Venus is currently in Aries until April 29th 2024 (writing this on the 23rd). I don't necessarily think this means everyone will find an outcome within the next few days, however, it does point out at changes happening presently, or as a direct result of this Venus in Aries season. Which again puts the idea of acting and stop wasting time.

It's also fun because it points at a very fiery approach to love, much like what the Knight of Wands was suggesting. Instead of worrying whether they love you or not, whether you should move on or not, you're being advised to go and find out. With the 4 of Wands as this placement in the tarot, there is an idea of celebration and coming together. The characters on the card are inviting, as if to welcome you in their circle, or hinting at a festive event or a gathering. A positive outcome is definitely possible, and if not, it's the opportunity to move on from heartache and find a better future with your heart unburdened.

The underlying energy is presented by the Ace of Cups, which definitely speaks of an exciting time for romantic feelings, where feelings are being birthed and coming to light. There is opportunity for a renewal in this connection.

PILE 2

Cards: The Devil, the Lovers, the Queen of Swords, Ace of Swords, 8 of Wands, 9 of Cups, the Fool 10 of Cups, 2 of Wands, 6 of Swords, 3 of Cups, 3 of Wands

We'll start by looking at your current situation regarding your love life.

With the Devil as you current situation, it is possible that you're crushing on someone or are in a non-committed relationship with someone that is loaded with sexual energy. However, it also points at an obsessive dynamic in the relationship which fosters an unhealthy atmosphere. It is clarified by the Lovers and the Queen of Swords, so I think there might be someone in this relationship hoping for love, and someone with their walls up, appearing cold and distant, even if there is physical intimacy at play here. It's also possible that the one interested in committed love doesn't respect their own boundaries and let themselves being stringed along.

As to what's going for you, I see you embracing clarity and the desire to cut through bullshit at this point. A part of you wants to reach the truth of this situation and is willing to think about it deeply. Get your sense of agency back by either communicating your needs and fears or by taking the time by yourself to work on that. It's clarified by the 8 of Wands so I see quick communication, heated arguments perhaps but it's for the best because you need to get to the core of the issue.

For what's going against you, I see you clinging onto the good aspects of this relationship, as in, it's not perfect but there's enough pleasurable aspects to it that you don't want to let go of that. You're protective of what you have and I also see you being a bit too carefree by pretending the negative aspects of this situation don't affect you that much, that everything is find and good, even though it isn't. You might be a bit of a hopeless romantic and you just don't want to see that this situation is not bringing you the true happiness that you seek but rather putting you in a unstable and potentially threatening situation. I don't know how to put it but with this + the Devil as significator for this relationship I get toxic vibes from this, but that you're too addicted to it to really snap out of it.

What you need to take in is shown by the 10 of Cups, and I think here it means that you need to find hope again that you're deserving of true and untainted happiness in matters of love. This card is about commitment and romantic, even familial fulfillment, and I think it's important to remember that if that's what you want then you can't settle for less because then you'll never get what your heart truly desires. This card is here to remind you of your dream, stop settling for less and suffocating your true wish.

You need to release your hope that the situation will solve itself without making a choice. I get the idea that you keep imagining how things could be, or would be if X or Y happened, but you're not taking the necessary step towards your wish.

All of this is highlighted by the general energy of the reading, which is all about going back to decision making after a time of hesitation. It's going to be your role to know which decision you need to make and how though, but you need to leave the harbor at some point.

For the outcome of this situation, I see you moving on to better days, letting go of this situation that doesn't fulfill you and going through a very social phase where you're going to either form new connections, or get back in touch with friends and celebrate your newfound freedom. It seems this decision of moving on will bring you a lot more happiness than sorrow. Yes it is painful to let go, but you have much to gain, and seeking different social interactions will help you feel better and get back on track. Perhaps it would help to find the humor in the situation and have fun gossiping about this relationship with your friends in order to vent and get another perspective.

PILE 3

Cards: Wheel of Fortune, the Fool, 3 of Cups, 9 of Cups, Ace of Swords rx, 9 of Pentacles, 6 of Pentacles, Temperance, 10 of Swords, the High Priestess, 9 of Swords

First off, let's look at your current love life.

For this pile, I don't think there is anyone specific in the picture for you. I see two possible situations depending on the people. Some of you might have experienced a breakup and are now in your new chapter, having left behind that situation and being past that; for others, I see you waiting for a relationship to show up eventually like some big turn of events. In both cases, you have a very open and carefree attitude right now, enjoying the moment and I get the idea that you might be enjoying casual sex as well, for some of you at least. In any case, you are currently not bound to anyone.

For what's going for you, I see you being social, meeting new people or enjoying time with friends. You're just enjoying yourself and your freedom and it's what you feel called to do right now. It seems you really needed to go through that phase in order to feel happier with yourself and find your balance again.

For what's going against you, I see the idea of casual, or at least, superficial connections showing up once more. You might also not be super ready to get into a committed relationship at the moment because you still feel the need to enjoy your freedom and have either multiple partners, or you just want to enjoy your social life without having to compromise or divide the limited time you have in your hands for one person only. I also see that you lack clarity on what you want. Is a committed relationship really what you want, or do you want to keep what you have right now? And if a relationship is what you want, what would it look like? I think you need to take some time reflecting on what romantic happiness looks like to you to see if it aligns with what you're doing.

For what you need to welcome in, there is a message here of reminding yourself that love is not just about sex and intensity, but also about sweetness and complicity. Looking up to your partner because you find them incredible, because they make you feel like a giggly child you can be your true self with. I also see the need to value true and deep emotional connection. There is a need to be the guardian of your fulfillment, not in a warroir-like way, but rather, in a nurturing way. Be the gardener that takes care of their blooming plants with love and care, and by that I mean that you need to put in the energy of what you want to harvest in the future, not just what's easily available in the moment. You also need to be more independent and advocate for your needs.

It's is very important to make way before you can receive anything new. Which means that you need to get clear on what it is that you truly want and release what doesn't align with that. Perhaps you're also quite detached and would benefit from getting in touch with your deeper emotions again. I think you've somewhat been hiding your heavier emotions inside and ignoring them for a while now and that might be what needs to be released.

For outcome, I think there is a deep need for realizing the options you have to choose from regarding your love life, and really take a look at what you truly want. I think this very social phase will come to an end for now, that you will be more focused on yourself and your inner world. This may trigger intense negative feelings that you were ignoring up until now because you were distracting yourself from them. You may need to hit the bottom before you can rise again, but fear not because from there, the only way to go is up. Learn to look for answers within, I think this time has the opportunity to teach you a lot about yourself and help your grow as a person and to gain clarity on your life.