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Premise: Platonic! Yandere! Batfamily x Neglected! Addict! Suicidal! (No specific Gender.) Reader.

Tags : Use of They/them, you/rarely first!pov, No use of Y/n, Other ways to express names, Characters might not act canon!, Slow burn but not that slow!, probably slow due to explanation of backstory and everything!

Note: thank you all for the love and likes from the former two chapters!! i will definitely continue on with updating but just for today, it is only one chapter because of my birthday party!! yay!! ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡

Former chap: your friends came to the wayne manor, and the family inside had a cold reality check on the fact you barely knew why anyone was even there besides Damian being your half brother and Bruce your father!!

important note : I would like to say that if any of these days you accidentally see me using she/her on reader, forgive me!! sometimes my mind is so focused on writing that i dont even realise it!! once again, reader is gender neutral!!

Chapter two !

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𝔸 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕘𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖.

You were never one to back down from anything.

Never backed down from arguments just because you were exhausted.

Never backed down from helping your friends.

Never even backed down to go skinny dipping in a random lake and then got a cold after.

So, why were you trying to back out of this dinner?

Were you that scared? was that it? was it the fact that you never had dinner with anyone in this family? not since you were 10. When you stopped wanting.

Your nerves were on fire, and the pill didn’t help you relax, and now you were in your room, 30 minutes before dinner, smoking a joint because it’ll relax you, make your heart stop pounding, mak—

‘Did you hear?’ Jacky said, going near you at the window.

‘What?’ you said, strained from holding in the weed to your lungs, to make it kick faster, better.

‘Stacy is fucking pregnant!’ She exclaimed, Daniel jumped up from the side of the bed, austen having been underneath him — doing gods knows what. — ‘Double SS is pregnant?!’ Daniel spoke as you coughed out the smoke.

‘Slutty stacy, yes! and theres a rumour that its Mr Handerson’s son baby!’

‘It’s Mr handerson’s son baby!’ you and Jacky both said at the same time, all laughed.

‘God, she is such a whore, no wonder her grades in math is basically the top.’

‘I feel bad, i mean, she’s what? 15?’ Austen said, pupils wide as his hands were on daniel’s waist.

‘16, and old enough to know the consequences of her actions. Ew! Austen! Daniel! stop dry-humping on my floor!’ You complain, throwing a nearby plush at their heads before leaning back.

A comfortable silence went between everyone as you and the others threw out the finished joints, cleared the smoke from the air.

And waited for a bit.

‘Oh, Nicole and Jacka were apparently got caught stealing and drug dealing.’

‘Of course they did-‘

‘____’ Alfred’s voice suddenly rang out from behind the door,, making everyone stop before starting to hide away pills and whatever weed and alcohol was around.

‘Yea?’ You said, and opened the door.

‘Dinner is ready, should you accompany the family.’ He spoke and you simply nodded, he turned and left.

‘Well..ugh.’ You groaned as Jacky pushed you out of the door, and the others following suit.

Right before you entered the diner room, you and the other shake slightly to appear sober, or as sober as someone who snorted opioids and smoked weed can act.

The doors opened as your friends walked in, Jacky and Daniel were giggling about goissp, Austen was trying to not fall down because he always trips on carpets.

The diner had a massive crystal chandelier, a candlelight dinner, and plates all around, steak was served with a side of wine or grape juice.

No one was there just yet, which made you relax.

Sitting down, you felt it, that relaxation that comes with the opioids and weed, that confidence it brings..the buzz.

You knew you were addicted, you knew it was bad.

You knew.

But you can’t stop, can’t go a day without weed, or pills, or alcohol, you just can’t.

You knew it was a problem but it was only a problem if you acknowledged it was.

And when you had fuck tons in your system, you tend to forget everything but your own happiness.

You liked it, liked the feeling that came with smoking, likes seeing the smoke drift, liked seeing pills scatter because of your shaky hands, liked toasting to one cup of shots before getting hammered.

You. Fucking. Loved. It.

You and your friends took a seat at the rear end of the table.

(Hi! for clarification, the table starts a few feet away from the door! and so you and your friends took the start at the end of the table where the doors would open! that’s the rear, i hope it makes sense!)

‘Think Mr Handerson is freaking out?’ Jacky asked, putting her phone down, her blond hair with streaks of purple and pink shining under the light, dark blue eyes fixed on the food and then you before moving on to the rest of the table.

‘I think i need to get my grades up for economics and science, Mr chen is such a bitch!’ Austen spoke, mouth filled with bread from the basket, blue hair slightly sticking out, brown eyes wide because of drugs and the food.

‘Maybe if you paid attention, you wouldn’t be failing anything.’ You spoke, not looking up from your phone as you typed something on it.

‘No, Mr chen is a bitch, she gave my paper a 57% because it had coffee spilled on it.’ Daniel finally spoke, changing his grape juice with wine as you giggled, looking up to see a brown haired, brown eyes boy staring at you with a stupid grin.

‘Since when did you drink coffee?’ You asked, head tilted slightly to the left, a stupid trait you did when you were confused.

‘I don’t, my stepdad does.’ Daniel said, just as you were about to speak, the doors opened.

They filed in, one by one.

Or more so by whoever they were with, you and your friends stopped talking immediately, looking at the family that walked in as if they weren’t welcomed.

‘Hey..Remember me? i’m dick.’ Dick spoke, staring at the fact you were between your two friends, something annoyed churned in his stomach when he saw that you were sitting between them.

God, why did he care?!

‘Hey.’ Daniel said, waving at the others as they came in.

A weird, strange silence came over as they sat around the table.

You hated silence, always needed something to fill it in.

Austen poked Jacky, leaning in near her ear.

‘This is fucking awkward.’

‘Right?’ She said back.

‘Hey..____..how’s school?’ Dick asked, making you turn your head over to him, it took a moment to process what he had said.

‘Oh! uh..good.’ You managed to say before turning to start eating.

‘Are you doing well in school?’ he asked again and you nodded.

‘Oh, my god! remember stacy? double ss?’ Jacky said, looking at you as you immediately looked back.

‘Yea? what about her?’ You asked.

‘Wait..? Stacy Handerson?’ Duke suddenly asked making your entire group and yourself go quiet before immediately laughing as you and Jacky spoke at the same time.

‘Incest stacy!’

‘Incest stacy!’

You and her curling up, laughing.

‘Ew! i thought double ss was stacy Jackson?!’ Aisten blurted, cutting his steak.

‘What?! i thought double ss was..shit, i don’t know who i thought it was.’ Daniel said, and just went back to eating as you and Jacky laughed.

Who were they to you?

Why were you laughing so hard with them?

Why couldn’t you see that your family was there with you?

Why?

Why?

WHY?

The rest of the family suddenly felt out of place, like they didn’t belong here.

No one really noticed.

No one noticed how Damian’s scowl went darker, looking at his food.

“Why did you never laugh like that with him? why them?” he thought to himself, stabbing a vegetable with too much force.

No one noticed how Dick’s smile froze before it tightened and he looked at Jason, whom looked like he was ready to murder someone.

“Who the hell did they think they were? You’re ours, not theirs, you shouldn’t laugh at them, fuck! you shouldn’t even lo—..what the fuck am i thinking?’ Jason was thinking, and he looked away, running a hand through his hair as he — too quietly — ate his food.

Dick didn’t think, not with how hard he was trying to memorize your laugh, your smile, how you curl forward and then lean back slightly to breath, ho—

…

“Stop it, richard, this isn’t you.” Dick thought to himself and immediately looked down at his lap, almost ashamed at himself.

No one noticed how Stephanie had gone too quiet, staring at you like the world just changed directions, her eyes wide with..was it awe? shock? happy? she didn’t know, but she knew that she needed to hear that laugh again.

More specifically towards her and not…them

No one had noticed how Cassandra had finally — after an hour of sitting too still, too quietly — relaxed, she could clearly see you were happy! that..that you were happy with others, that you..

“Why couldn’t you just be happy with me? with us?” Cassandra’s mind went wild with thoughts that got darker and darker, she hand to pinch herself hard enough for blood to spill to even realize what she was thinking.

“…”

Not one of them noticed how Duke remained quiet, his question being unanswered as he just chuckled awkwardly and looked away, going to silently eat his dinner, his gaze landing on you too many times to be normal.

“I didn’t know they could laugh like that..was it the door incident?* was that it? why they didn’t speak to me?” Duke’s thoughts immediately went to insecurity.

No one noticed how Barbara clenched her iPad, her gaze locked on you, on the only person that she didn’t even think of.

“Who are they to you? were you always this happy?” Her thoughts continued to ramble as she looked down at her iPad, meeting Tim’s for a moment.

No one saw how tim went rigid and looked down, immediately his hands went to his phone, looking up things about your friend before he can stop himself.

“Austen..Daniel..Jacky.. fuck! what’s their last name? they surely went to your school, which means you had classes with them! bingo—…’ He froze at that moment, fingers just above your class schedule, this was wrong, he knew it.

No one noticed or saw how Bruces hand on the newspaper basically crumpled under his hands, how they trembled as he forced himself to stare at words he couldn’t make sense of.

“..Friends, why did you need friends? you have us, you have me. you—..” He let out a soft, and quiet sigh.

You were also neglected, forced to take comfort in others.

So why did they care? if anything they should be happy for you!

But should isn’t a good enough replacement for that cold feeling that settled in everyone.

You were theirs.

And surely, just surely, you’ll realize it.

Even if that thought made people disgusted.

Think about it! they were batman! robins! batgirls and other vigilantes! they fought against the law for crimes to go down!

They shouldn’t feel like this.

Shouldn’t want to feel like they wanted to keep you in a room until you complied with them..

‘Ew! stop talking with your mouth opened, Daniel!’ You complained, snapping everyone to attention from where they were as Daniel laughed and you leaned away.

Dinner ended with not a single new thing said.

But a whole lot of list needed to done.

And the first one involved you.

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something super important!!

in some of the stories, if you see * then it means to look at the after notes! it will have clarification because sometimes some people can forget the other stories besides the important parts!!

After notes!

Omg! this was a bit short because i’m exhausted from my birthday party, the next part will be longer for sure! i hope you all like it! thank you all for the support!

* When duke said “was it the door?” it referred to the door he opened and you accidentally bumped into in but didn’t wait for him to apologize so he thinks thats why you dont talk to him!

The new story will come out the next day..depending on which one you guys want me to write next!

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