#snarkshipping

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So if you're someone who regularly pisses him off (Hoffman, Adam), I think he would fucking hate how much he enjoys subbing for you lmao. He'd hate how much time you occupy in his mind (both positively and negatively), and the fact that he's even into you at all. He'd hate knowing just how wound around your finger he is, and the fact that he put himself there, and wouldn't change this for the world. Like it would take a real long time for him to outright admit to any of this

I can imagine him being all huffy and ashamed when it comes to the intimate encounters that involve power play, even though being put in his place never fails to get him flustered and aroused. He'd just still be acting super bitchy HRKSKGS... Like it takes a whole lot to get him to beg, but even then there's an air of annoyance to it. And even if you were to say "if you want to leave, you can leave," he just. Wouldn't,

If you were to say "if this is pissing you off that much, we can-" he'd cut you off, and shamefully mutter something like "no, keep doing it,"

Like he's never NOT consenting. He just has a hard time grappling with his 'weird' kinks + the fact that he wants to do them with you, the person who regularly drives him up the fucking wall.

But as you get deeper into foreplay/The Sex Itself he starts to let his stubbornness down, and actually like. Act more shameless, desperate, whiny, etc

Afterwards and/or the next morning he's right back to square one and is like "You will not tell ANYONE ABOUT THIS,"

But then if you're someone he gets along with + doesn't get on his nerves (namely Perez), I think he's much more open about wanting to be submissive to you. There's definitely still that level of shame, but it's less I'm gonna be a bratty piss baby about this and more... He kinda just gets flustered super easily, especially about wanting 'unconventional' things!! And even if he has a hard time admitting it, he loves your praises, and being a good boy for you. He's absolutely desperate for it. He'd still want his desires to be kept between the two of you off course, and would still be his brash, headstrong self in public- but behind closed doors, he is yours, and loves pleasing (and being pleased) by you.

And curiously, despite his grumblings, he always just keeps coming back for more and repeating the damn cycle 😩 Strange !

I think he'd gradually grow less ashamed of his desires though, and generally act less stubborn/irritable about it all. But I think you're always gonna get at least one annoyed reaction from him lmao