Don’t get attached to versions of me that only exist at night. 😏🌙

i have the ability to build worlds in my head

it’s a natural ability 

the more time on earth 

the more that i input

the more i am able to create 

the problem with having this ability 

without having the means to take these worlds from imagination to reality is 

frustration 

this will then lead to anxiety 

and then doubt(no)

after that cycle 

boredom 

boredom then breeds things such as over thinking and wanting to leave everything behind and start over

this is the pain of being broke in america 

this is the biggest hurdle you have to jump 

it is why you can not group yourself with others who clearly have a different life 

it is not an excuse to be hostile or irritated with the people who love you 

sometimes i measure it against outbursts i have experienced with those close to me 

and i allow it to weigh on my soul 

to reframe i leave that moment to that day and focus on being well in the moment 

too many bright stars die due to the lack of mental control

and i am a life liver

no matter how sad i get that i cannot just pop out how i want 

i pray and push forward

can’t nothing stop a bad bitch 

not today not yesterday not neva! 

be well 

alway know that tomorrow will come