đŠâąđŞ pairing: vampire!Jungkook x human!Reader (afab, she/her)
đŠâąđŞ content: 18+ explicit content, established relationship au, vampire au
đŠâąđŞ series warning/tags: golden retriever boyfriend jk, â27â jk 26 reader, oh they are so in love, modern day, vampire activities, blood drinking, fluff, silly, some angst, smut, some gore and blood, blood kink?? (Squint), Jungkook really likes your blood, my own vampire rules?? But similar to traditional vampire rules??, Jungkook is so whipped, past trauma, comedy, y/n is so sweet but also is a little bit of a brat, they are soooo down bad for each other, vampire!Jimin, vampire!Jin, vampire!Hoseok, vampire!Yoongi, other vampire characters (the girlies), these two are little freaks, unprotected sex (Jungkook literally cannot get y/n pregnant), cream pie, fingering, dick riding, oral f and m receiving, discussion of feeding on animals and people, vampire turning trauma, Jungkook is severely afraid of garlic (lmao), vampire traditions and rituals, family trauma, family death
đŠâąđŞ description: So your boyfriend is a vampireâŚItâs actually not too different than having a human boyfriend. He is kind and caring and genuinely loves you. Heâs just a touch afraid of garlic and heâs kind of cold. Other than that everything is the same and you couldnât ask for anyone better. You cannot imagine spending your life with anyone else, except⌠it would be only your life going on.
which wasnât a problem⌠right?
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This was a conversation he had meant to have for a long time. A year, maybe longer. He always found reasons to delay it, to avoid it. It wasnât going to be a problem telling you; he had gotten the go-ahead from everyone. Actually, heâd had it for over a year now, but their approval didnât matter. What mattered was what came after he told you.
Were you going to freak out? Would you believe him? Would you be mad?Â
A million different scenarios had run through his head all week about how this could go. The possibilities gnawed at him so deeply that he had unintentionally been avoiding you. Not responding to texts or calls as quickly. Avoiding hanging out or dates. It was entirely out of character. The longest the two of you had ever gone without seeing each other was five days, and that was only because of a vacation. Now, over a week had passed, and his silence was suffocating you.
You didnât think anything was wrong but this sudden distraction and silence from Jungkook was freaking you out. Had you done something or said something to make Jungkook mad? Did you do something that was upsetting? Was he just not feeling it anymore? You had broached the topic of moving in together recently and you wondered if that had made Jungkook uneasy. Everything seemed fine up until now. Almost perfect even, then suddenly Jungkook had completely distanced himself.Â
You were jumping to the worst conclusions, the biggest one, a break up. Which is what you had been emotionally preparing for. Jungkook was going to dump you and you would just have to deal with that. Easily, you could already feel this would be the biggest break up of your life. The both of you had already shared and done so much together, you couldnât imagine giving yourself to someone else the same way.Â
Thatâs when Jungkook said he wanted to come over tonight to talk about something, you were doing everything in your power to keep yourself composed. You had been shaking and anxious since you got the text.Â
Even worse when you get the knock on the door.Â
With your hands still shaking and your heart pounding in your ears. You twist the knob and pull the door open, Jungkook standing with a soft smile on his face standing in front of you. The smile disarming you slightly.Â
âHi,â you said, forcing a smile back as you tried to hide the storm brewing inside you.
âHi baby.â Jungkook hesitates a step forward, but can sense some unease coming from you. âCan I come in?âÂ
You hadnât realized that you hadnât opened the door enough that he could enter. You clear your throat, âYes⌠obviously.â You open the door and step to the side so he can come in. The pet name was a good sign but you are still on edge.Â
As he walked in, the silence in your studio apartment felt deafening. Every creak of the floorboards, every breath you took, seemed to echo. You closed the door, the sound reverberating through the small space, amplifying the tension. Jungkook paused in the middle of the room, uncharacteristically quiet, his steps heavy with unspoken words.
You moved around him, trying to read his face. He looked tired and conflicted, his teeth tugging at his bottom lip. He avoided your gaze. With your anxiety spiking, you retreated to the bed, the only real place to sit in your tiny space. Perched on the edge, you gripped the blanket beneath you like a lifeline.
âYou wanted to talk?â Your voice was a little hoarse. Feeling like your entire body was about to start shaking.Â
Jungkook nodded, his fingers fidgeting as if searching for something to anchor him. âI⌠I donât really know how to say this,â he began, pacing back and forth. âIâve been thinking about this for so long, and now that Iâm here, I⌠I donât know how.â
The growing sense of dread in your chest felt unbearable. You couldnât take it anymore. âIfâŚâ You paused, swallowing the lump in your throat. âIf youâre just going to dump me, please donât drag it out. Just say it.â
Jungkook's eyes widened for a moment, âWhat?âÂ
You look at him, seeing the visible confusion on his face. âThatâs what this is right? You wanted to talk⌠and that typically means you want to end things.âÂ
âY/N.â Jungkook starts but with a wave of your hand you cut him off.Â
âNo, itâs okay. If thatâs what this is, it's fine, just please donât make me wait to hear it.â You hadnât realized but you were digging your fingers into your mattress now. So hard your knuckles had gone white.
Jungkook paused for a second before he laughed, tilting his head. Eyes sympathetic. âOh baby.â He comes over and kneels on the ground in front of you.Â
âDonât laugh at me.â You whine, his smile felt almost mocking now.Â
âIâm not laughing at you. Iâm not breaking up with you.â Jungkook sighs, he reaches and takes your hands in yours. Lacing your fingers together, âI love you, I donât want to break up.âÂ
You stay silent, his face has returned to its familiar soft nature versus the stressed one a moment ago. He wasnât lying. âWhat?âÂ
âWe arenât breaking up.â Jungkook kisses both of your hands, soothingly. Holding them close. Watching your face morph from concern to relaxation as his words settle in. âWhy would you think that?â
You let out a heavy sigh you didnât realize you were holding in, âOh⌠We had talked about moving in. I thought I had freaked you out or something and you were going to bolt.âÂ
Jungkook laughed some more, just a quiet laugh under his breath. âYou really think asking me to move in together freaked me out? We basically live together already.âÂ
Your mouth falls into a pout, âI donât know! You were all quiet and weird! I didnât see you this week and you were barely talking to me!â You lay back on your bed, covering your face with your hands. Maybe you did jump to too many conclusions, but all the behavior this week was weird.Â
Jungkook gets to his feet but lays down next to you on your bed. âI do have something to tell you and it is serious. I just didnât know how I wanted to tell you yet so I didnât want to talk to you until I figured out how I wanted to do it.â He rested his hand on your stomach, wanting to pull you closer but letting you stay where you were.Â
You peak between your fingers to look at him. Jungkook's eyes are full of love only for you and no malicious intent behind them. âIs it going to give me a heart attack? Like the one you almost just gave me?âÂ
Jungkook shakes his head. âMight be confusing but hopefully no heart attack.âÂ
âWell tell me. I can handle basically any news you have for me now.â You both sit back up on your bed. You pull your legs under you so your legs are crossed together.Â
Jungkook paused. Now he really had to face the music. You could tell whatever it was really was serious and probably wasnât going to be easy. He just needed to do it. He just needed to rip the band aid off and say it. Get it off his chest. There was no easy way to say it, and he would spend a lifetime explaining if he needed to.Â
âOkay.â He stayed quiet for a moment, âI-... shit this is hard.âÂ
You watched as he figured this out in his mind. You could tell he was really jumping through hoops. âYouâre not pregnant right? Iâm not ready to be a dad.â
You laugh at your own joke but Jungkook just rolls his eyes with a smile. Knowing you arenât serious and just trying to break the tension. âThis is serious!â
âSorry. Take your time. You know you can say anything to me.â You say with sincerity, reaching a hand to rub his arm.Â
âI know.â He nodded, âIt just changes a lot.âÂ
âOkay now you are really making me nervous.â You shift uncomfortably on the bed, you really hoped something wasnât seriously wrong. Like he was sick or something.
He looks between your eyes for a moment, the whole nature of the relationship you two had built will change. Everything that you knew would suddenly be different. That terrified him. He couldnât predict what would happen next. He can say everything perfect and could be just right and still not know what you would do next.Â
He just needed to say it.Â
âIâm⌠Iâm a vampire.â Jungkook whispers.
Your eyebrows knit together, âWhat?â
Jungkook takes in a long long deep breath, meeting your eyes. âIâm a vampire.â
A/N: Happy New Year Everyone!!! This was one of the surprises I had for the new year! This is going to be a four part mini series that I have wanted to do for a couple of months!! I hope you all will enjoy it!! I'm not sure when the first part will be posted but I wanted to get the teaser out in the new year so you all could get a little sneak peak (I adore these two and I know you all will love them too, they are so silly).
I was really wanting to do an established relationship but didn't want to do a full story so this will fulfill that for me hehehe. Oh also every chapter is going to be very long so the updates may take some time but will be full of so much content.
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đŠâąđŞ pairing: vampire!Jungkook x human!Reader (afab, she/her)
đŠâąđŞ content: 18+ explicit content, established relationship au
đŠâąđŞ chapter warning/tags: golden retriever vampire boyfriend jk, "27"jk 26 reader, vampire activities, blood drinking, fluff, some angst, SMUT, blood kink?? Oh they are so in love its disgusting, so much domesticity in this chapter, I love them I'm sobbing, VAMPIRE NEW YEARS, big gatsby like party, this party is crazy extravagant, like blood and money galore, little bit of gore this chapter (nothing serious), drinking, swearing, intoxication, crying, reader is a librarian, vampire history and vampire war, angsty moment for yoongi and monique, yoongi history, Jungkook really likes your blood, my own vampire rules??, Jungkook is so whipped, y/n is a little bit of a brat, they are soooo down bad for each other, vampire!Jimin, vampire!Jin, vampire!Hoseok, vampire!Yoongi, other vampire characters (the girlies) unprotected sex (Jungkook literally cannot get y/n pregnant), cream pie, fingering, dick riding, so much kissing, hickies (sort of), blood drinking during sex, god they cannot stay off each other like CHILL (lmao), discussion of feeding on animals and people, this chapter is LOOONNGGG but so fun and I loved writing it
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Fumbling with your keys, you tried to wedge them between your fingers, your pocketknife a reassuring weight in your other pocket. It was late, dark, and winter had a way of making everything eerily silent.
Tonight, you were in charge of closing the library. Your coworkers lived in opposite directions, leaving you to navigate the cold streets alone. Two routes lay before you: the long way, well-lit but littered with rowdy bar-goers and men who were a little too comfortable getting a little too close, or the shortcut through the dimly lit alley but was a straight shot to the other side. One was safer but full of potential annoyances; the other was just outright stupid.
Cold nipped at your exposed skin, and you shivered. You could already hear the noise from up the street and you didnât have the energy to fight anyone off tonight. Nope. Not worth it tonight. You turned up the street and ducked into the alley, pulling your jacket tighter around yourself.
Quick and easy. No stopping. Donât look at anything.
The sound of rain dripping from pipes and rooftops was all you could hear. It masked everything else, which, in hindsight, made it even worse because now you couldnât hear what you were actively trying to keep an ear out for. Untilâ
Clang.
Could have been an animal but you knew better though. You could tell, someone was definitely behind you. As light on their feet as they were, you could pick out the steps they took.Â
You reach into your pocket. Pulling out the knife. Slipping it open and gripping it tight in your hand. Not your best self defense weapon it works for a good scare.Â
âAll right letâs get this over with.â You mutter under your breath twisting around on your heel, the person was obscured, the darkness surrounding them. âMight as well show yourself.âÂ
The dark figure stepped out into the alleyway. Taking a wide stance, placing their hands on their hips. Superhero. You cocked an eyebrow before they spoke in a low rumbling tone, âIâm Batman.âÂ
Realization settled over you and all of your nerves faded away instantly.Â
âJungkook!â You whined. Folding your knife back up looking down and putting it back in your pocket. His presence appears next to you with a push of the wind around you.Â
âHi baby.â Jungkook snaked his arms around your waist pulling you into him. Kissing you on the cheek. Nudging his nose into your neck and breathing in deeply. Taking in all of your scent. âGod you smell good.âÂ
This is Jungkook, your boyfriend, and evidently a vampire.Â
âYou know you scared the shit out of me?â You hit him in the shoulder, trying to shove him away but failing. His eyes were wide and his red irises dilated with intent. He had a shit eating grin plastered across his face as well as he pulled his face away from you.Â
âIâm sorry. I seem to recall you promising me you wouldnât cut through dark sketchy alleyways anymore.â He pouts but his tone was serious, you roll your eyes. You manage to pull yourself away and continue down the alley, Jungkook right on your tail.Â
âI seem to recall you saying you wouldnât check up on me like this after work.â You cross your arms over yourself preserving the warmth you had.
 âI was out and I was going to walk with you as a surprise! Then I saw you duck into the alleyway.â His hand looped through one of your arms and around your elbow, pulling it free from its fold. âThis century has phones baby, I may be old but I know how it all works. Just call me next time you donât feel safe.âÂ
You let out an annoyed sigh, knowing heâs right. âI know I know. It was stupid and I was just trying to make it back quick tonight. I know it was stupid.âÂ
âI just want you to get home in one piece please.â Jungkook whined, sliding his hand down to wrap his hand in yours. Cold fingertips enveloping your fingers. âIâm also not the only vampire in these partsâ
âYouâre all cold.â Holding his cold fingers between both of your paths to warm them up. You tease trying to lighten the mood and it seems to work some. A small smile tugging at the corner of his lips.Â
âMmm, well I have you now to warm me up.â Not that Jungkook could tell the difference but you definitely could.Â
Vampires werenât just ice cold like in the movies. Their temperature adapted to their surroundings like bottles of water. Fresh blood warmed them up, heaters helped, but they couldnât actually feel the temperature. Jungkook made an effort to stay warm for you, though. You were hot blooded and having a boyfriend that stayed roughly 20 degrees colder, he tried to warm himself up just enough for you.Â
Because of that, thatâs how you noticed it; his fingers trembled slightly, which was definitely not a reaction to the cold air outside.
âYouâre shaky.â You frowned, the quivering clear.
"...Just a little hungry." Jungkook shook his head, rolling his shoulders, as if he could shake off the craving, bury it beneath sheer willpower.
You frowned, your gaze flicking to his hands. "You get the shakes when you push it too far. You should go get something to eat. Iâm sure there are some drunk guys back there you could snack on."
He exhaled sharply, rolling his eyes. "It's fine. I'll eat when we get home."
But you knew better.
You knew the way his pupils dilated too wide the moment he saw you. How his gaze kept flickering to your throat, your wrist, anywhere he could hear it. Feel it. The steady, pulsing rhythm of your heartbeat drumming against his restraint.
Jungkook was careful, always careful. But hunger had a way of gnawing at even the most controlled instincts. You saw it in the way his jaw tensed, how his fingers flexed, how his breath stuttered just slightly every time you moved too close.
He was trying so hard to ignore it.
Trying not to listen to the blood rushing beneath your skin.
Trying not to stare.
âJust take some of mine tonight.â Your voice cut through the noise of your own blood.Â
Jungkook perked up a little, eyes dilating further. âReally?âÂ
âDonât get too excited, just a little bit. I still have to work tomorrow.â You smirked, dragging him along behind you.
Jungkook tilts his head, âYou make it sound like I only see you as a blood bank or something.â He looks down to his feet and a pout on his lips. You stop his train of thought though and bring both of your hands to both of his cheeks.
âIâm teasing.â You rub his cheeks with your thumbs, the coldness seeping away with the warmth you present them. âTake what you need vampire boy. Are you going to sit here and act like youâre not excited about it?âÂ
He nods his head from side to side, chewing on his bottom lip. A hint of a fang peaking out. âAnything to do with you makes me excited.âÂ
âDonât be gross.â You shove him again, but he doesnât let you go. âLetâs get home and you can take what you need.âÂ
Jungkook hesitated but you had that determined look in your eyes. You werenât going to let this go so easily, âFine, but Iâm having some other blood first!â
There was a certain giddiness in your steps now.âOh Iâm gonna sleep so good tonight.â
âThat should not be the main reason to let me drink from you!â Jungkook protested and you dragged him along the streets swinging your connected hands. A small giggle falling from your lips.
You really didnât mind when he drank off of you and you really did get the best sleep after since you would be literally drained. Jungkook never understood how you couldnât really mind doing it but he didnât find much he was surprised with you anymore.Â
Your ability to just be so cool and casual about the vampire things sometimes still throws him off though. He also loved it that you were just so cool because a lot of people werenât and have not been. You had a certain curiosity and willingness to learn.Â
None of it scared you, it was actually cool to learn that vampires were real. Although you didnât really initially believe it when Jungkook told you what he was.Â
This was a conversation he had meant to have for a long time. A year, maybe longer. He always found reasons to delay it, to avoid it. It wasnât going to be a problem telling you; he had gotten the go-ahead from everyone. Actually, heâd had it for over a year now, but their approval didnât matter. What mattered was what came after he told you.
Were you going to freak out? Would you believe him? Would you be mad?Â
A million different scenarios had run through his head all week about how this could go. The possibilities gnawed at him so deeply that he had unintentionally been avoiding you. Not responding to texts or calls as quickly. Avoiding hanging out or dates. It was entirely out of character. The longest the two of you had ever gone without seeing each other was five days, and that was only because of a vacation. Now, over a week had passed, and his silence was suffocating you.
You didnât think anything was wrong but this sudden distance and silence from Jungkook was freaking you out. Had you done something or said something to make Jungkook mad? Did you do something that was upsetting? Was he just not feeling it anymore? You had broached the topic of moving in together recently and you wondered if that had made Jungkook uneasy. Everything seemed fine up until now. Almost perfect even, then suddenly Jungkook had completely closed himself off.Â
You were jumping to the worst conclusions, the biggest one, a break up. Which is what you had been emotionally preparing for. Jungkook was going to dump you and you would just have to deal with that. Easily, you could already feel this would be the biggest break up of your life. The both of you had already shared and done so much together, you couldnât imagine giving yourself to someone else the same way.Â
Thatâs when Jungkook said he wanted to come over tonight to talk about something, you were doing everything in your power to keep yourself composed. You had been shaking and anxious since you got the text.Â
Even worse when you get the knock on the door.Â
With your hands still shaking and your heart pounding in your ears. You twist the knob and pull the door open, Jungkook standing with a soft smile on his face standing in front of you. The smile disarming you slightly.Â
âHi.â You said, forcing a smile back as you tried to hide the storm brewing inside you.
âHi baby.â Jungkook hesitates a step forward, but can sense some unease coming from you. âCan I come in?âÂ
You hadnât realized that you hadnât opened the door enough that he could enter. You clear your throat, âYes⌠obviously.â You open the door and step to the side so he can come in. The pet name was a good sign but you are still on edge.Â
As he walked in, the silence in your studio apartment felt deafening. Every creak of the floorboards, every breath you took, seemed to echo. You closed the door, the sound reverberating through the small space, amplifying the tension. Jungkook paused in the middle of the room, uncharacteristically quiet, his steps heavy with unspoken words.
You moved around him, trying to read his face. He looked tired and conflicted, his teeth tugging at his bottom lip. He avoided your gaze. With your anxiety spiking, you retreated to the bed, the only real place to sit in your tiny space. Perched on the edge, you gripped the blanket beneath you like a lifeline.
âYou wanted to talk?â Your voice was a little hoarse. Feeling like your entire body was about to start shaking.Â
Jungkook nodded, his fingers fidgeting as if searching for something to anchor him. âI⌠I donât really know how to say this.â He began, pacing back and forth. âIâve been thinking about this for so long, and now that Iâm here, I⌠I donât know how.â
The growing sense of dread in your chest felt unbearable. You couldnât take it anymore. âIfâŚâ You paused, swallowing the lump in your throat. âIf youâre just going to dump me, please donât drag it out. Just say it.â
Jungkook's eyes widened for a moment, âWhat?âÂ
You look at him, seeing the visible confusion on his face. âThatâs what this is right? You wanted to talk⌠and that typically means you want to end things.âÂ
âY/N.â Jungkook starts but with a wave of your hand you cut him off.Â
âNo, itâs okay. If thatâs what this is, it's fine, just please donât make me wait to hear it.â You hadnât realised but you were digging your fingers into your mattress now. So hard your knuckles had gone white.
Jungkook paused for a second before he laughed, tilting his head. Eyes sympathetic. âOh baby.â He comes over and kneels on the ground in front of you.Â
âDonât laugh at me.â You whine, his smile felt almost mocking now.Â
âIâm not laughing at you. Iâm not breaking up with you.â Jungkook sighs, he reaches and takes your hands in yours. Lacing your fingers together, âI love you, I donât want to break up.âÂ
You stay silent, his face has returned to its familiar soft nature versus the stressed one a moment ago. He wasnât lying. âWhat?âÂ
âWe arenât breaking up.â Jungkook kisses both of your hands, soothingly. Holding them close. Watching your face morph from concern to relaxation as his words settle in. âWhy would you think that?â
You let out a heavy sigh you didnât realize you were holding in, âOh⌠is asked about moving in. I thought I had freaked you out or something and you were going to bolt.âÂ
Jungkook laughed some more, just a quiet laugh under his breath. âYou really think asking me to move in together freaked me out? We basically live together already.âÂ
Your mouth falls into a pout, âI donât know! You were all quiet and weird! I didnât see you at all this week and you were barely talking to me!â You lay back on your bed, covering your face with your hands. Maybe you did jump to too many conclusions, but all the behavior this week was weird.Â
Jungkook gets to his feets but lays down next to you on your bed. âI do have something to tell you and it is serious. I just didnât know how I wanted to tell you yet so I didnât want to talk to you until I figured out how I wanted to do it.â He rested his hand on your stomach, wanting to pull you closer but letting you stay where you were.Â
You peak between your fingers to look at him. Jungkook's eyes are full of love only for you and no malicious intent behind them. âIs it going to give me a heart attack? Like the one you almost just gave me?âÂ
Jungkook shakes his head. âMight be confusing but hopefully no heart attack.âÂ
âWell tell me. I can handle basically any news now.â You both sit back up on your bed. You pull your legs under you so your legs are crossed together.Â
Jungkook paused. Now he really had to face the music. You could tell whatever it was really was serious and probably wasnât going to be easy. He just needed to do it. He just needed to rip the bandaid off and say it. Get it off his chest. There was no easy way, and he would spend a lifetime explaining if he needed to.Â
âOkay.â He stayed quiet for a moment, âI-... shit this is hard.âÂ
You watched as he figured this out in his mind. You could tell he was really jumping through hoops. You, trying to break the tension, say, âYouâre not pregnant right? Iâm not ready to be a dad.â
You laugh at your own joke but Jungkook just rolls his eyes with a smile. Knowing you arenât serious and just trying to make this easier. Jungkook continues, âThis is serious!â
âSorry. Take your time. You know you can tell me anything.â You say with sincerity, reaching a hand to rub his arm.Â
âI know.â He nodded, âEverything⌠will be different. Everything will change.âÂ
âOkay, now you are really making me nervous.â You shift uncomfortably on the bed, you really hoped something wasnât wrong. Like he was sick or something.
He looks between your eyes for a moment, the whole nature of the relationship you two had may just crumble in a moment. Everything that you knew would suddenly be unknown. That terrified him. He couldnât predict what would happen next. He can say everything perfect and could be just right and still not know what you would say next.Â
Just say it.
âIâm⌠Iâm a vampire.â Jungkook whispers.
Your eyebrows knit together not fully hearing him, âWhat?â
Jungkook takes in a long long deep breath, meeting your eyes. âIâm a vampire.â
Silence fell over the room. Neither of you said a thing, you were just staring between Jungkook's eyes. Trying to find a lie. Trying to find a reason? Because this surely had to be a joke. He had to be joking.Â
âHoney.â Jungkook places a hand on your knee for a moment. You reflexively pull it back.Â
âWow.â You say, a small shake to your head. A certain mistiness to your eyes. âIâve heard a lot of excuses but this really takes the cake.â You stand up from the bed back facing to Jungkook. His face contorted into concern watching you.Â
âWhat? What are you talking about?â Jungkook moves so heâs sitting on the side of the bed now.Â
You turn around, clear hurt in your eyes. âYou know it actually would have been kinder to just dump me versus saying something insane to get me to dump you. If thatâs what you want thenââ
Jungkook stands for a moment, pausing your train of thought. âIâm-Iâm not lying though.âÂ
âYeah, right. Iâm a vampire. Thatâs rich.â You start laughing at the ridiculousness of it. Trying to overwhelm the pain forming in your chest.Â
âHave I ever given you a reason to think Iâm lying? Have I ever given you any reason to doubt me?â Jungkook steps toward you and you stand your ground. You donât answer him but just shake your head. You looked angry and so he was thinking of anything he could do. âWhy would I suddenly make up a wild story to get you to break up with me?âÂ
You let out a noise of annoyance,âBecause you wanted an easy way out, I donât know!â A small huff trailing behind your words.Â
Jungkook places both of his hands on your shoulders, âY/N this is real. Iâm telling you the truth. I love you, I would never lie to you about something like this. I am⌠a vampire. Iâm not trying to make an excuse, this is real.â His grip was tight on you, tighter than you had ever felt before. Unnaturally so.
Nothing in the way he was speaking seemed like a lie. No malice or farce, which was the part that was confusing you the most. It was completely sincere. As far as you had known he had never lied to you. That little voice of self preservation was still ringing in your mind though, telling you to get out. To run. âIf⌠Well⌠Then⌠Then prove it.âÂ
âWhat?â
âIf youâre a vampire then there are surely ways to prove it⌠So prove it.â You look into his eyes now. If he had any chance of saving this it was now, he had to show you everything or else you would be done. Which he was more than ready to do.
Jungkookâs mouth did move but you very distinctly heard him say, Okay. Like an echo inside your mind you almost couldnât convince yourself he hadnât just said it.
He brought his hands up to his eyes, pinching something, contacts. He took them from both eyes, pulling out a contact lens case from a pocket and placing them back in respectively. Jungkook lifted his head again to reveal not the dark brown ones you were so used to but ones that were a deep crimson. Could almost look brown in certain lights, but they were definitely red. Then Jungkook opened his mouth and you watched as two sets of fangs detracted down over where his k9âs were. Two long and what you could only imagine were incredibly sharp fangs.
Jungkook just took in your reaction, you blinked a few times standing in silence. No change in expression to show what you were thinking or feeling. The sweet boy you had come to know and love had transformed in front of your eyes. Although his new features seemed to initiate a fight or flight response in you, Jungkook could sense it. He tried to reach out to you but you flinched, just enough for him to notice.Â
He wanted desperately to bring you closer, but he needed to let you take it all in.
âI know. Itâs⌠a lot. I just couldnât keep it a secret anymoreââÂ
âThis is so cool!â Your face morphed into a look of complete fascination. Voice shooting up and octave. Your sudden change in demeanor threw Jungkook off, you took quick steps toward him and suddenly you were pushing him to sit on the bed again. You fingers swiftly move into his mouth holding his lips up away from his gums, inspecting his teeth.Â
Jungkook sat dumbfounded and eyes wide for a moment, he wasnât prepared nor expecting this kind of outburst. You were gripping onto each side of his head, Moving it from side to side so you could get a good look at them. They were pretty big and seemed to just come out of nowhere from the roof of his mouth. Completely replaced where his regular teeth were. They were pretty and almost seemed to fit him more naturally than his regular teeth. Your thumbs were still pulling at his lips revealing his gums, viewing where the fangs hide.Â
âSo these just retract and detract? Do you do it on command? Does it hurt?â You say as your lean your eyes close into his mouth viewing the anatomy. Jungkook stifled a laugh because he wasnât really able to get words out with your thumbs in his mouth. You traced one of them with your thumbs, but accidentally pricked yourself on the end of it. âOkay, sharper than I thought.âÂ
The smell of your blood being so close to Jungkook's nose made his pupils dilate instantly, you watched it happen but Jungkook kept himself still. It was always a natural reaction to blood.Â
âCareful.â Jungkook pushed your hands away while holding your wrists in his hands. âThey hide up inside of my skull and I can do it on command. It doesnât hurt anymore though.âÂ
âShow me again.â You smile, a small hint of anticipation lacing your voice. âPlease?âÂ
Jungkook nods, opening his mouth. He releases one of your hands so you can push back his lip again with your thumb. As Jungkook pushes his fangs in and out of their place and you can visibly see how they move up and down. You were completely mesmerized by the action. Just watching his fangs seems to take their rightful place in his mouth. It was so weird to watch but also extremely fascinating. You let his lip go at a certain point once your curiosity had been satisfied. Jungkook traced the inside of his lips with his tongue to comfort the muscle that had been forced back.
You found your fascination had moved from his teeth back to his eyes. âYou wore color contacts this whole time?â Your hands found their way to his cheeks, looking between his eyes. Tracing, with your eyes, the new unfamiliar color that lined them. These were his real eyes.Â
âCanât exactly walk around with red eyes without some suspicion or stares.â Jungkook smiled, he could relax again, placing his hands on the side of your body as you just observed him. No, inspected him, like you were in a lab. He didnât mind, you could ask him anything and he will tell you whatever you want.Â
You were still stuck on his eyes. They were such a dark red, velvety. They suited him well. The same ones you had looked at so many times but now you were actually seeing them. âTheyâre beautiful.âÂ
âReally?â His heart felt like it skipped a beat in his chest, your first complement of his true appearance.
âI love them. Theyâre⌠I donât even have the words. Theyâre⌠you. This is you.â Because this is the first time you really were seeing him, seeing him for everything. You thought you knew him before but it was all complete now.Â
âThis is me.â Jungkook whispered, a weight finally being taken away from him. No more hiding.Â
You just stand there quietly staring at him, imprinting this moment in your memory. Taking in every detail. But you couldnât help but have a million different things also running through your mind. A million different questions and a million thoughts about what this means now.Â
Jungkook could see you running through every question in your mind, just waiting for you to ask. He had nothing in his head though, nothing he wanted to think about. You were here, and you werenât mad. You were here and you were excited. You were still here and you werenât sending him away.Â
âI have just⌠so many things I want to ask.â You rock a little bit on your feet. Anticipation eating you from the inside out.Â
âAsk anything. Iâll tell you whatever you want.â Jungkook jumped on the end of your sentence, eager, insistent. He wanted to give you every answer. He would give you everything.
âWell⌠uhh⌠I donât know. Um.â Your mind flipped through every vampire story you had ever heard, sifting through myths and legends, trying to figure out where to start. âOkay. Speed? Strength? Is that real, or just a fairy tale?â
âThatâs all real.â Jungkook said without hesitation. âIâve actually been faking straining when I pick up heavy things for you. It doesnât feel like anything.â He shrugged, as if admitting to a harmless prank.
âReally? Show me!â Excitement bubbled up in your chest, making you bounce slightly on your heels.
Jungkook grinned, standing from the bed with a casual ease. He turned, scanning your apartment, his sharp gaze flicking over every object. His eyes landed on your massive wooden dresser. The one that had nearly killed you when you first moved in, requiring the help of two friends and a ridiculous amount of cursing just to get it through the door.
Without hesitation, Jungkook strode toward it. He crouched slightly, slipping both hands beneath the base, but there was no visible effort. No tensed muscles, no grunt of exertion; just an easy, almost lazy movement as he lifted it clean off the floor. The dresser, heavy enough to crush a human, might as well have been a stack of pillows in his grip.
âSee?â He turned his head toward you, lifting it up and down a few times as if he were curling a dumbbell at the gym. He even tossed it lightly into the air, barely an inch, just enough to make your stomach lurch with the thought of it crashing down, before catching it again.
Your mouth fell open.
"Holy shit.â
Jungkook grinned and set the dresser back in place with an almost exaggerated gentleness, as if it were made of glass. His hands lingered on it for a moment before he turned back to you, his eyes gleaming with amusement.
âThis is so cool! I never have to lift anything ever again.â You said, your mind still struggling to process what you had just seen. âIâll just have you do it.â
âOh yeah?â He was suddenly in front of you, closing the space in an instant, his presence comforting despite what you thought vampires were supposed to be. âAm I your pack mule now?â
âOnly for the really heavy stuff.â You teased, tilting your head up at him.
Jungkook chuckled, his fangs barely flashing as his smile grew. Then his hands came up, cupping your face with a gentleness that contradicted the sheer, terrifying strength you had just witnessed. His thumbs brushed over your cheekbones, grounding you in the moment.
âAsk me more.â He said, his voice softer now. âPlease. I want to answer all of your questions. No matter how long it takes.âÂ
Your heart pounded against your ribs.
âThis is just so insane. You really are⌠a vampire.â The words left your lips like an exhale, the weight of them heavy in the air.
Jungkook just smiled, his hands never leaving your face. âYeah,â He murmured. âand youâre not scared.â
It wasnât a question. It was an observation, one that made something deep inside you shift.
Because he was right. You werenât scared. You were fascinated.
âFor how long?â You asked, studying him carefully. âAre you actually twenty-seven?â
Jungkookâs lips pressed together for a moment. Then he shook his head, his eyes briefly flicking away before he forced himself to meet your gaze again. âIâm⌠much older.â
You tilted your head, narrowing your eyes. âHow much older?â
âFive hundred and twenty-three.â
Silence.
Your mouth parted slightly, your mind struggling to wrap itself around the number. Five hundred. And twenty-three. Your eyes widened as the realization fully sank in, and before you could stop yourself, a small, disbelieving laugh bubbled out of you. You clapped your hands over your mouth.
âOh my god.â Another breathy laugh. âYouâre so old!â
Jungkookâs expression immediately twisted into one of betrayal, his brows knitting together. âHey!â
You dropped your hands, grinning at his wounded look. âCradle robber.â
âStop.â
âSorry, I just didnât realize I was dating a man with both feet literally in the grave!â
âY/N!â Jungkook groaned, his head dropping forward in exaggerated defeat. He pouted, lips forming the perfect shape of a complaint. You giggled, the sound light and unbothered, before reaching up to pull his face closer. You pressed small, playful kisses along his jaw, his cheekbones, the tip of his nose. Each one chasing away the wounded puppy look on his face. Replaced with a crooked smile.Â
âI just needed to get it out! I promise itâs fine!â You laugh some more to Jungkook's dismay, but you settle for a moment and another thought creeps in. âIs that strange? Youâve seen the world change so many times.â You rub your hands up and down his arms in a soothing motion.
Jungkookâs hands found your waist, his thumbs brushing absentmindedly along your sides. âItâs funny⌠itâs just normal now.â His voice softened, more thoughtful. âI think Iâve liked this century the best so far. I miss certain things about the past, but I also donât.â His dark eyes searched yours, as if debating whether to say more. âItâs exciting to see what will become of humans.â
A strange, quiet feeling settled over you. You couldnât even begin to imagine it. Seeing wars begin and end. Cities rise and fall. Watching humanity evolve and adapt, century after century, while you remained unchanged.
You swallowed. âAre you the only one?â
Jungkook shakes his head, âNo.â
You leaned in a little, your fingers tightening slightly on his arms. âHow many are there?â
âIn the world?â He tilted his head, considering the scope of your question.
âSure.â You shrugged, though that wasnât exactly what you meant.
He exhaled, brows furrowing as he thought. âUhhh, maybe a few thousand? Not an exact number, but there are more than youâd think.â
âHuh. Anyone we know?â You narrow your eyes, already suspecting the answer. Thereâs no way Jungkook is the only one in your friend group.
He hesitates for a moment, then nods. âYes.â
âWho?â You demand, your voice rising slightly.
âJimin⌠and Jin⌠and Hobi.â Jungkook starts, then hesitates again, as if debating whether to continue.
âI knew it!â You leap to your feet, nearly toppling over in your excitement. Jungkook reaches out to steady you, his hands firm on your arms as you wobble on the uneven mattress. âThe first time I met Jin, I was like, âIf thereâs anyone in this world whoâs a vampire, itâs that guy!ââ
Jungkook chuckles, his eyes crinkling at the corners. âI think he told me about that.â
Your enthusiasm falters for a moment. âWait, told you? I donât think I told anyone that.â
âYeah⌠He read your thoughts.â
âWhat!â You exclaim, your voice jumping an octave.
âYeah⌠we can read thoughts.â Jungkook admits, scratching the back of his neck sheepishly.
âOh my god.â You collapse back onto the bed, your hands covering your face. âThis is so embarrassing.â
âWhy?â Jungkook leans over you, his face hovering above yours, a playful smirk tugging at his lips.
You sit up on your elbows, glaring at him. âIâve⌠not exactly had the purest thoughts about you⌠in the presence of our friendsâŚâ Jungkook lets his head drop with a laugh, his shoulders shaking. You groan and push him away with your foot against his chest. âThis is mortifying! If any of them read my thoughts, they know what a freak I am!â
âI donât think they need to read your thoughts to know that.â Jungkook teases, dodging your half-hearted kick.
âJungkook!â You shout, grabbing a pillow from on your bed, throwing it at him.
âWhat!â He laughs, catching the pillow effortlessly. Then let it fall to the floor.Â
âThis is the worst part about all of this!â You wail, flopping back onto the bed. Your melodrama filling the room but it seems to not phase Jungkook whatsoever.
âNo one cares!â He reassures you, sitting down beside you.
âI do!â You insist, covering your face again.
âIf anyone would care, it might be Monique.â Jungkook adds casually, as if he wasnât dropping another bombshell.
âWhat?â You bolt upright again, your eyes wide.
âYeah⌠uhh, that was the other thing. Monique is a vampire too.â
âWhat?â
âOh and your friend Rehna⌠also a vampire. Young but sheâs one too.âÂ
âI think this may literally be too much information.â You mutter, staring aimlessly up at your ceiling. Your voice quieter now. âSo has everyone just been laughing at me for not knowing?âÂ
âNot at all.â Jungkook says quickly, his tone soft. He lays down next to you and reaches an arm over you, pulling you into him. âThey all love you. Itâs just in our nature to hide what we are. It doesnât always go well when humans find out.â
âAm I going to get in trouble for knowing?â You ask, turning your head to face him. A sudden worry creeping into your voice.
âWhat do you mean?â Jungkook frowns.
âWell, okay, not to reference movie vampires, but typically there are rules for telling humans. You either have to turn me, or kill me, or something. I donât know.â
Jungkook blinked. Then, to your surprise, he laughedâa soft, rich sound that made the knot in your chest loosen just a little. He shook his head, âNo. There are no rules or laws for what we do or who we tell. We have traditions, but no laws.â
âOkay, so Iâm not going to get hunted down by, like, a vampire government now?â you ask, only half-joking.
âNo. Maybe by other vampires, but thatâs for food. You probably stink like me anyways, so no one will touch you.â Jungkook said it so casual as if he didnât need to explain what that meant.
âI stink?â You pushed yourself up onto your elbows, glaring at him.
âItâs more like a scent.â Jungkook explains, his voice softening. âVampires have their own, and humans have their own.â
âDo I smell bad?â You ask, suddenly self-conscious.
âNot at all.â Jungkook says, his voice dropping to a low. âTo me, you smell amazing.â He wiggles his eyebrows up and down and you shove his shoulder away from you in annoyance.
âIs that because Iâm food? Technically?â You ask, raising an eyebrow.
âYes and no.â He admits. Rolling back your direction. âIâm in love with you, so I always want to be around you and near you. You also have the same blood type I did when I was human, so that draws me to you.â
âWell, at least I donât smell bad.â You mutter, crossing your arms.
âWell, Hobi thinks you smell bad.â Jungkook adds with a grin. âYou have his least favorite blood type.â
âOh, well, thatâs just great.â You reply dryly.
âItâs not a bad thing.â Jungkook reassures you. âIt just means heâs less likely to snack on you.â
âOkay, wait.â You say, holding up a hand. âSo you can smell blood, read minds, and have super strength and speed. Do you guys have other powers?â
âThatâs where the differences start to come in.â Jungkook explains. âEvery vampire has different skills beyond those. Some develop early, some with age and time, and some with practice.â
âWhatâs yours?â You ask, intrigued. He had to have something and you knew it had to be good.
âMine is⌠sort of similar to a siren.â He says, his voice taking on a mysterious edge.
âAre sirens real too?â You press, leaning a bit too close, âNot the point, continue.âÂ
âI have to sing for it to work.â Jungkook hesitates for a moment but then explains. âIt sort of casts a spell on the person Iâm targeting. Itâs mostly for luring in easy prey, but I can use it for other reasons tooâalter memories, issue commands, or access knowledge about the person and their body. The person never remembers theyâve been affected by it afterward.â
You pause, a thought occurring to you. âHave you ever used it on me?â
Jungkook nods, his expression turning serious and he chewed on his lips for a moment.. â...Just once. It was on that trip we took months ago. I had to bring food for myself, and it was more than usual. More than would be easy to hide or explain. So I⌠used it to alter your memory of the food. Instead of blood bags, you remember regular food.â
You paused realizing the weight of what he was just telling you. Although a small occurrence, he had to alter a part of your memories. You think back on it and try to see if maybe you did remember anything different, the only other thing you really remember from that trip is Jungkook getting extreme food poisoning.Â
âI wasnât ready to tell you yet.â Jungkook continues, his voice tinged with guilt. âI wanted to stay⌠us a little longer because I was so afraid of how it would change things. I got so sick the night I did it because I felt so guilty. I promised when we started dating I would never use any of my powers on youâŚâ
âHow come?â You ask softly.
âBecause⌠I knew whatever this was, it was⌠I donât know. What we have is good⌠and is like one of the only good things Iâve found in a long time.â He says, his eyes locking onto yours. âI wanted it all to be realâno powers, no manipulation. Just me⌠and just you. No tricks.â
You both sit in silence looking at each other, before you completely breeze by his small moment of vulnerability. âYou said you had food poisoning.â You recall, your voice barely above a whisper.
âIt felt like it at the time.â Jungkook nods, thinking back on it. He really did get sick to his stomach. The guilt ade bringing all that blood almost a complete waste. âI felt so guilty because I never want to hide things from you. Ever.â
âIâm sorry you had to do that.â You say, reaching out to take his hand.
âNo, you donât need to apologize.â He squeezes your hand gently. âI just wish Iâd told you sooner. If Iâd known it would go this well, I probably would have told you in the first month.â
âI might have been scared in the first month.â You admit with a small laugh. âMight have run away out of self preservation.âÂ
âThatâs why I waited.â He says, smiling softly. âBut then I kept waiting and waiting for the right moment and I got more anxious.â
âWell⌠now I know.â You say, laying on your side next to him again. Your faces so close together,Â
âNow you know.â He echoes, wrapping an arm around you.
âHow do you eat? What do you eat? Human? Animal?â You ask after a moment, your curiosity resurfacing.
âHuman blood and animal blood. Animal blood more often.â He explains. âLots of vampires work at blood banks.â
âWow, shocker.â you say dryly. âVampires working with blood? Insane.â
âI know, news of the millennia.â Jungkook replies, his tone dripping with sarcasm as you both burst into laughter.
Since then, youâd learned practically everything there was to know about vampiresâthe myths, the truths, the strange little quirks no one ever talked about. The things that were never written in books, never whispered in horror stories. Jungkook had been an open book from the moment he told you. Just the truth, plain and simple, dropped into conversation like he was telling you his favorite color.
At first, it had been surreal. The idea that vampires werenât just creatures of fiction but real, living. Well, undead, beings who walked among humans undetected. That the man you had been falling in love with had walked through centuries, watched history unfold firsthand. It made your head spin. But never scary. Jungkook was still Jungkook. He still left wet towels on the bathroom floor. He still made the worldâs worst coffee. He still held your hand in crowded places and kissed your forehead when you were too tired to function.
The only big difference in your relationship was that you couldnât really eat together. For obvious reasons.Â
Also the sun thing, not a huge problem like people think. They can be in the sun but if they donât eat the same day they will die. They can be out longer the older they get. They donât immediately disengage though.
You had barely scratched the surface even after all this time.Â
After too long in the cold, the two of you finally reached your apartment. The moment you stepped onto your floor, you spotted something taped to the front door. Your name and Jungkookâs were written in elegant, swirling calligraphy, the gold ink shimmering under the hallway light.
âAlready that time of year.â You plucked the envelope from the door, holding it up as Jungkook unlocked it.
He barely glanced at it before sighing. âWe should ditch.â
You snorted. âOh, Iâm sure thatâll go over great. Centuries of tradition thrown out the window.â
âWe could start our own tradition.â He offered, wiggling his eyebrows as he pushed the door open.
You shook your head, already slipping inside. âAnd when Jimin hunts us down and drags us there himself, then what?â
Jungkook grumbled something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like, We run faster. More like heâll run faster.
You ignored him, already peeling the envelope open. The paper was thick and luxuriousâthe kind that felt expensiveâand it smelled faintly of pine, because of course Jimin thought of every last detail. The invitation itself was beautiful, decorated with intricate gold and green accents, the lettering impossibly flawless. Jimin never just sent invitations. He crafted them, turning them into little works of art.
Jiminâs Annual New Vampire SoirĂŠe.
The famed New Years party.Â
You shrugged off your jacket, letting the day slip away with it, andâwithout needing to askâJungkook took it from you, hanging it neatly in the small coat closet by the door.
âIâve attended just about every single one of these things.â He groaned, toeing off his shoes and trailing behind you. âI think he can live without us for one year.â
By every single one, he meant a few hundred.
âOh, come on.â You teased, skimming the details. âItâs the only time we get to really dress up. I like you in a suit.â
Jungkook raised an eyebrow. âThatâs your main selling point?â
âDuh.â You smirk, it also gives you an excuse to wear something nice which is rare these days. âBecause then I get to take it off after. Sounds like a pretty good deal to me.âÂ
Jungkook sighed, scrubbing a hand down his face. âFine. But if Jimin ropes me into another game of charades, Iâm taking you down with me.â
âDeal.â
You both round your way to the kitchen. Your place together was very nice, mostly funded by Jungkook. You had two bedrooms that stretched up a hallway, one for the two of you and one for a small office the two of you curated. A large and beautiful kitchen that is really only used by you. In a high building with beautiful views.Â
You pull out a stool at the island. Jungkook pulling out a few bags of blood. They were donation bags like you would see at a blood drive. Which means he had elected to have human blood tonight vs animal. Jungkook didnât really mind eating in front of you anymore. The first few weeks you two lived together you couldnât stomach it, but now it was normal.Â
Youâd asked him before what it was like. Vampires could still eat real food but it doesnât fill them up or provide the same benefits it does for humans. They need blood or they wonât survive. Itâs food, like anything you eat. They have cravings for it and some taste better than others. Sometimes they needed it more often and sometimes they could go without it. Jungkook had recently been trying to go longer and longer without it but it had been proving difficult. He could usually feed once a week and be okay, but heâs been trying to push for two weeks.Â
Who would have thought that having a human partner would make that difficult?Â
Jungkook opened one of the pouches and he just sucked on the dispensing tube like it was a fruit pouch of some kind. The way he reacted made him act like it was delicious, you were always curious but knew it would not have the same effect for you. Would probably be gross or your body would naturally make you throw it up. Still, your curiosity always lingered.Â
Jungkook noticed you staring at him out of the corner of his vision as he was looking at his phone and eating his meal. âYouâre next, be patient.â He teased.Â
âThatâs not!⌠thatâs not why I was staring at you. Canât I just look at my boyfriend?â You cross your arms, putting up your fake defenses.Â
âAlways. You just look like you want to ask me something.â He turns his focus to you, still drink from the pouch.Â
You pause for a moment, âWhat was it like the first timeâŚ?âÂ
âEating?âÂ
âYeah, I donât think Iâve ever asked.â You lean on your elbows on the counter.Â
Itâs been quite some time but Jungkook does remember it. âIt was warm⌠but sweet. Like candy but if the sugar high hit instantly. It was like I was taking my first breath.âÂ
âWas it weird?âÂ
âNo⌠Strangely. It felt completely normal. Weird as it sounds. It was like my mind had completely rewired itself away from regular food. Blood was all I needed.â Jungkook shrugged, it really was night and day. One day he wanted human food and the next he couldnât care less about it.Â
âYou werenât afraid of it?âÂ
Jungkook nodded, âOf course⌠but unfortunately because of our nature you have to move past it quickly⌠You had to kill to eat. We didnât have the convenience of having blood banks so we didnât have to kill.âÂ
âI didnât think about that⌠no preservation.âÂ
Jungkook eyed you for a moment. âWhat? Thinking about trying it?â He waved the pouch in your direction, the blood sloshing around in the bag making your stomach turn.
âWell most of the time you make it look good, so my mind wanders. I know itâll be shit for me.â You rest your chin on one of your palms. Jungkook finished off one of the pouches. Teeth stained red and his pupils were no longer dilated like before. Which was the usual once his hunger had been satisfied.
Jungkook smiles, swiping his bottom lip to catch a drop of blood. He starts on the second one, drinking this one much faster than the first. You can tell he doesnât like it very much from the face he makes. He rounds his way around the counter, to you. Behind you, resting his head on your shoulder as he drank. One of his arms snaking around you. Your back pressed into his chest.Â
Although the packs were cold, Jungkookâs body heats up just a little bit when eating. Making him almost feel human.Â
âBad?â You ask as he sets down the second pack on the counter. His tongue poked out his cheeks as he wiped his teeth clean of the bitter taste.Â
âJust bitter. Not great.â Jungkookâs sighs wrapping his other arm around you now. His nose is buried into your neck now.Â
âYou know where I know there will be really good blood?â You muse and Jungkook just rolls his eyes. âJiminâs party.âÂ
âIâd still rather spend my time with you.â He places a kiss right on your jaw where your neck meets. âAlone.âÂ
âHmm maybe next time.â You rest the side of your head against his. You both rocked from side to side slightly. âPlus you get to have me all the time.âÂ
âI know I know.â He places another kiss further down your neck. His grip is tightening around you.Â
Jungkook was barely listening though, your steady heartbeat was pounding in his ear. Yes he had quenched his thirst quite a bit but he still needed yours. The fact that you had his same blood type made it incredibly difficult to resist on days when he was especially hungry because your blood is all he would want. If only he could feed off of you whenever he wanted and it wouldn't kill you quickly. Still, he could hear the pulsing vein in your neck calling out for him. He was usually pretty good about blocking out this kind of thing around you but tonight was especially difficult. Â
âJust do it.â You whisper, you can feel him getting anxious and a little twitchy. You knew he wanted to eat. âGo ahead.âÂ
Jungkook shakes his head, âNot yet.âÂ
âJungkook, you and I both know you havenât eaten enough.â You pull out of his grip and twist around in your seat to look at him. âFree meal might as well be written on my forehead.âÂ
âBetter not be. Iâm the only one allowed to eat from you.â He smiled, both of his hands running up and down your thighs now.Â
Before you could get a word in, his lips were on yours. One of his hands coming up to cup your jaw. The kiss has a certain intensity to it and you match Jungkookâs energy in kind. His tongue sliding into your mouth and your taste buds being met with a iron like flavor. A little off putting at first but you push past it. It wasnât the first time you had tasted the aftermath of a feeding before.Â
When you were first dating Jungkook would wash his mouth out pretty good before he would see you so that it wouldnât happen. Not exactly easy to explain why he tastes like his mouth was bleeding when making out.Â
Your hands found their way to the bottom of his shirt and your hands glided up his abdomen. Warm hands meeting cold skin. Your legs widen to let him stand between them. You were leaning back against the counter, the corner digging into your back some but you didnât mind. Jungkookâs hand on your jaw moves itâs way to the back of your neck and into your hair. He gives it a light tug which elicits a small sound from you. A small whine which is exactly what he wantedÂ
You break away from him for a second, breathless. âJungkook⌠You have to eat.â
Jungkook kisses you again, a little sloppier this time. Before pulling back, âNot yet my love.â He mumbles against your skin kissing his way down your throat, his other hand tracing the inside of your thigh.
You sigh in content leaning into him, âY-You get a little intense when youâre like this though.â
 Jungkook pulls back away from you, kissing you again. Soft and sweet. Before breaking away. âIâm alright. I just missed you so I want to have my way with you now.âÂ
âOh is that right?â You tilt your head to the side, a playful smile tugging at the corner of your lips, âYou know you see me everyday?âÂ
âItâs not enough.â Jungkook whispers, and kisses you again.Â
You bring your hands up to either side of his cheeks and drink him in. âYouâre cheesy.â You mumble against his lips.Â
Jungkook brings both of his hands down and tucks them underneath you to lift you from the stool. The sudden motion makes you yelp. âYou love it.âÂ
âYeah, I guess.â You say nonchalantly like you were trying to play it off. Jungkook just rolls his eyes, keeping a tight grip on you.Â
Before you could think, your body was pressed into Jungkook's. As the kitchen and hall blurred past your vision as if you were in a car. Jungkook ran the both of you into your bedroom. Your hair instantaneously a mess around your face.
âJungkook!â You whined, he let you fall from his grip onto the bed. You immediately smoothed your hair away from your face. âI hate when you do that.âÂ
Jungkook is standing at the end of your bed, pulling his shirt over the top of his head. âI have a few ways I can make it up to you.âÂ
âI hope so.â You bite down on your bottom lip but a huge smile still on your face. Jungkook couldnât help but find you absolutely intoxicating.Â
Jungkook kneels in front of the bed, âGod youâre beautiful.â
His hands climbed their way up your thighs and under your shirt to help lift it over your head in a swift motion. Discarding it to the floor. Your hands come down to unbutton your pants and Jungook slides them off of your legs. Jungkook with ease, pulling your hips to the end of the bed. Although to Jungkook it felt like nothing. Anytime he moved you you could tell the strength he held. It was clear that he was intentionally holding back.Â
Jungkookâs face came down between your legs, kissing his way up your left thigh. You watch him for a moment, you could see his eyes dilate for a second and a hint of his fangs grow from his mouth. In that instant one of his fangs punctured the skin of your thigh.Â
You gasp in surprise. A little blood escaped before Jungkook licks over the wound, closing it again. Jungkook's eyes closed and his breath raged. Your blood is like ecstasy on his tongue.
âHoney, a little warning next time.â You pout.
âSorry baby.â He looks up to you with this puppy dog expression. âI just needed a taste.âÂ
âOkay, it just hurts. Easier on the neck. Iâm used to it.â You bring your hand down to rub his cheek. He turns his face to kiss your palm.Â
âSo youâre saying I need to bite you more places more often.â He smirks and you just hum.Â
âSounds good to me.â You giggle and Jungkook's face softens. A look more of adoration.
âWhatever you want, pretty.â His head dips back down between your legs. You lay back on the bed. Jungkook hooking your underwear in between his teeth and pulling it down your legs.
He presses a feather light kiss to your clit before kissing all the way up your stomach, then chest, and then kissing you on the mouth. Sliding his tongue into your mouth with ease. Jungkook's fingers were wasting no time before he was rubbing your clit with one of his hands. Slow and tantalizing circles. You bit down on Jungkookâs lip pulling it back before letting him fall back into place.Â
âIâm supposed to do that.â Jungkook fake whined, his fingers tracing the outside of your entrance which was dripping. Waiting for him to touch you.Â
âWhoops.â You bring your arm to rest above your head. âInstructions unclear.âÂ
He kisses you again, before pulling away to kiss and then suck on your neck. Not feeding, just sucking to give you a regular old hickey. Taking two of his fingers to and sliding them deep into your dripping pussy. Reaching and curling his fingers to touch that spongy spot inside you that can easily make you cum.Â
âFuck just like that.â You moan, your eyes screwing shut. Your knees coming up in reaction to the pleasure. Jungkook moved to a different spot on your neck and left another barely visible mark. He had seen you cum and had you exactly like this hundreds of times now but he still could not get enough. He pulled away from you to look down at you again.
But sex was always a little complicated. Your blood moving and your heart pounding is almost deafening. Especially today he was still hungry and his mind still reeled with needing your blood. Spinning as he could hear the blood in your body pumping quickly with every quickened breath you took because of every touch he gave you. He hadnât even realised, his fangs had reappeared in his mouth. He was beginning to drool.Â
You open your eyes again and you see it. He was dazed, eyes completely dilated again. âJungkook.â You say, tracing in line down his face. âCome back here.âÂ
Jungkook closed his eyes, shaking his head. His fangs returned back in his mouth. Eyes returning to normal. âSorry baby.âÂ
He pulls his fingers out and begins to rub your clit from side to side. You were getting close quickly, but you needed a little more.Â
âYou didnât eat enough.â You raise an eyebrow to him.Â
âI thought I did.â He rests his forehead against your, your breathing mingling with your lips so close together. âNot enough I guess.âÂ
You give him a quick peck on the lips before pulling back slightly. âJust a little longer honey.â You moan. You both knew if he drank from you now, the night ends here because you will be too dizzy and too tired to continue.Â
âIâm fine, my love. You just focus on cumming on my fingers just how I like.â Jungkook leans up and away from you, connecting his mouth with one of your nipples. Licking around the bud, sucking and slowly pushing you closer to the edge.Â
âJungkook.â You moan, and Jungkook dips his fingers back between your legs. Pumping them in and out of you relentlessly. Wanting to get you over the edge, and blocking anything else out.Â
Jungkook pulls his mouth away from you. His teeth chatter from hunger instinctually and he has to shake his head back to a normal state. He was so hard inside of his pants he could have cum just like this. âOh youâre doing so good.âÂ
âGod I need you to fuck me.â You whine, grinding your hips into Jungkookâs hand. He follows along with your rhythm, and continues to fuck you with his fingers. It really was not enough for you.
âOh yeah? How bad?âÂ
âIâm serious please fuck me Jungkook.â You bring your hands up under his shoulders and around his back, digging your nails into him.Â
âFuck.â He exhaled, âI really want to make you cum like this though.âÂ
âPlease baby, I need it. Please please please.â Between each please you kiss him. Jungkook chasing after your mouth after every kiss. Both of your hearts pounding in his ears, dancing together as one.Â
âYes⌠Yes, whatever you want.â Jungkook, with some hesitation retreats from you. His hand pulls out of you and you let out a small moan but know itâll be replaced soon. Jungkook stands and begins to discard his pants and then his boxers with little time.
You stand up and kiss him again, before spinning the both of you around and sitting him on the bed. He was fully erected and you honestly needed to fuck him badly. You wanted him to fill up every inch of you. Your eagerness surprises him a little as you rest your hands on each of his shoulders. Adjusting your hips on either side of his.Â
Jungkook just watches you eyes wide. His red eyes were dilated almost to black. You waste no time lining up your entrance with his tip, sinking down onto it slowly. Letting him slowly fill you up. Jungkook takes in a sharp breath leaning back on his hands while you sink down onto him. The two of you had no need for protection, from what it sounded like from many accounts. Jungkook couldnât get you pregnant no matter how hard you tried.
Jungkook's eyes close tight, and his grip on the blanket next to him was evident. One of his hands comes to grip on your hip forcing you to bottom out on him. His grip was too tight, âEase up.â You place your hand on top of his like you need to pull him back to earth.Â
âSorry.â He moans, his head falling to the side. His dick tucked perfectly inside you and his head twitching slightly almost driving you insane. âGod you feel so good, fuck.â
You hum, and lift your hips on top of him. A moan falling past your lips, âOh yes.âÂ
You create a slow rhythm between the two of you. Your hips rising slowly up and down on his cock. His dick rubbing up against that same spot inside you and your high building all over again. Jungkook is now able to get some relief. He was still having a hard time though. He was still just focussing on your neck.Â
You could see it all over his face, his fangs were slowly peeking out again. His mouth was slack and eyes all fucked out. He was hungry and you were mostly just teasing him at this point. A small punishment for not eating enough.Â
âOh are you hungry?â You lift yourself up and sit yourself back down onto him again.Â
Jungkook letâs out a gasp as he nods, âYes.âÂ
âHmm,â You sit up, Jungkook's dick dragging inside you tantalizing. âYou lied to me. Said you were fine, but look at you.âÂ
âIâm sorry baby. I⌠I just⌠please.â He begs, a cross between desire and ferality written on his face. You sit your hips back down onto him, a moan falling from the both of you. You needed to toe this line carefully, but it was always a little fun when you got too.Â
You loved seeing Jungkook getting so desperate for you, in more ways than one. He did it to you all the time and so you reveled in the time you got to do it to him.Â
You continue to tease, you tone playful, âI donât think you deserve my blood now.â
âOh god please no.â Jungkookâs hands come up to either side of your face, desperation in his voice. Trying to pull you closer but enough slack given so you can hold yourself away. âBeautiful thatâs not funny, donât play with me right now.âÂ
âNo. You said you were fine and youâre about to lose it.. All over my blood.â You lift your hips up and sit back down onto him again. âShame.âÂ
âPlease let me drink from you. Please just a little bit.â Jungkook's voice became slightly hoarse and he was fidgeting under you in desperation. Making his dick move inside and you had to do your best to not just cum all over him right now.
You place your hands on top of his that are rested on either side of your face. Pulling them away. âAsk nicely.âÂ
âPlease. Oh my love please let me taste you.â He conceded, he was totally out of it. You had gotten what you wanted and it was so hot.Â
His eyes sparkling under the light that only creeps in through the window of your room. You donât move anymore. You kiss both of his hands before letting them go. You tilt your head to the left side to present your neck. Jungkook, although starving, takes gentle care of you. One hand coming back to hold your opposite cheek, the other around your back. Keeping you in place. You close your eyes waiting for him to make his move.Â
Jungkookâs fangs were fully exposed, his senses were completely filled with you. He licks a line over the spot where he is going to puncture before he sinks both of his teeth into your neck. Straight into the vein. The pain is cold and needle-like before it is gone but the side of your face and neck feels completely numb. Then Jungkook starts to drink, you can feel your heart begin to quicken. As the blood seeps out from you through the new holes in your neck. Jungkook drinks slowly to make sure he can tell how much he is taking.Â
You remember the first time it happened, it hurt a lot. You felt like you could feel life draining out of you. Now it no longer hurts and has become more of an intimate act for the two of you. Jungkook was always endlessly careful about how much he took. Never more than a blood bag's worth. It was difficult because of how good you tasted, you werenât only the love of his life but the best meal he had in his time of being a vampire.Â
Jungkookâs grip on your head was tight so you couldn't easily slip away, but after a moment, Jungkook loosened his grip and you could tell he was done. You had kept your eyes closed. Usually you got pretty dizzy during this so you always closed your eyes. Jungkook with some force pulled himself away from you. His face came into view. His mouth was covered in your blood and it was dripping down his chin, teeth also stained red once again. His fangs detract back into his mouth. He was out of breath.Â
Your eyes were tired, as you leaned forward on his shoulder. âFuck me. That never gets old.â Jungkook sigh. Jungkook leans back in to lick over the spot to close the wounds. A stray drop of blood had made its way down your neck and collarbone. Jungkook wasted no time in licking itâs trail back up your neck. Cleaning it away for you.Â
You kiss his forehead because it didnât really do it for you to taste your own blood. âIt canât be that good.âÂ
âOh trust me, it is.â Jungkook shifts his hips under you, his dick nudges slightly inside you. You gasp and Jungkook is finally actually able to enjoy your pleasure instead of hearing your blood pound in your ears.Â
You lift our hips up and down on top of him again, his cock bottoming out inside your again and you both moan. Before you can continue though, Jungkook lifts you off of him and flips the two of you back over so youâre on your back. He does this to your surprise.Â
âNow I can fuck you like I want.â Jungkook leans away from you and strokes his cock a few times before pressing it to your entrance. Swirling it around. You widen you legs so that he can have better access, you needed him to fuck you bad. Before you got to tired to do so.Â
Jungkook guides his dick inside of you again.Â
âYes!â You groan, wrapping your arms around his neck, as Jungkook picks up his speed and he rocks his hips into your. The slapping of your skin echoing in the room.Â
âThatâs right baby. Cream my cock.â Jungkook groans as he continues to rock into you. The dizziness was hitting you but you didnât care, you could feel your climax coming.Â
âFuck Iâm so close Jungkook.â You groan, grinding your hips into his each time he makes contact with yours. Jungkook was kissing all around your neck, encouraging your high. He wanted you to cum so bad, getting to eat from you and then make you cum. He couldnât think of anything better.Â
Jungkook's body had become warm again, eating straight from you had that effect. You loved it when it happened, made you wonder if he was this warm when he was human too.Â
âCum for me baby, please please cum all over me.â Jungkook begged into your ear. Jungkook thrusted a few more times, his tip dragging against your g spot and you were cumming undone. Walls squeezing his cock as your cum began to cover him.Â
Your walls squeezing around him as he fucked himself into you. âOh fuck yes. God you feel so good.âÂ
With a few more pumps Jungkook was coming undone and cumming inside you. His cum filling up your cunt as he continued to fuck into you. Your cum and his mixing together. Jungkook thrust a few more times before coming to a stop. He slid himself out of you and his cum spilling out of your throbbing pussy. He wanted to kiss you but he had your dried blood all around his mouth.Â
You were pretty dizzy, having an orgasm in the midst of losing a pint of blood wasnât a super easy combination. Jungkook slid into your bathroom, closing the door so he could flick the light on. You covered your face with with your arms anyways, not sure if you would really be able to sit up without difficulty. After a moment Jungkook returned, he had gotten a new pair of boxers and his face was all cleaned up now. With a blink of the eye he had zipped out of the room and then zipped back in, you could feel the air shift with the speed he was going.Â
He removed one of your arms from your face. A smile on his face as you open your eyes to look at him.Â
âCome on letâs get you cleaned up.â He kissed you, his skin was cold again. Taking one of your hands and helping you sit up. What you hadnât noticed is he brought back with him some juice, and another towel that was warm to clean you up. What you didnât really notice was how you were also covered in your own dried blood. Jungkook may have taken a bit too much since he was a little sloppy with it.Â
âIâm really dizzy.â Which was mild but was almost headache inducing.Â
Jungkook nods, grabbing the juice he has placed on the ground next to him. âI know. I got you this and you need to drink it.âÂ
He places the cup in your hand. You drink it all down pretty quickly, you probably should have also eaten something when you got home. Would have made this a little easier but whatever. Wasnât your first rodeo but Jungkook worried every single time. He helped you clean up after you are comfortable moving.Â
Your next day at work was alright but you were, in fact, exhausted.Â
You were filing books away, running on two coffees, but you still felt like you were going to need another. You worked as a librarian with one of the largest Libraries in the city that had some of the oldest works, so this was your typical day in and out. You had spent a good part of your morning also restoring old books. Now you were doing some mundane tasks that needed to be finished. Luckily you would be leaving soon and early.
Your friend, Rehna, who was also your colleague, had rounded her way around the corner in your aisle to find you. She had roped you into an afternoon of shopping to find a new outfit for Jiminâs party. It was only two days away, the invite was fresh but Jimin had confirmed with you months ago that you and Jungkook would be in attendance. Much to Jungkookâs complaints.Â
Rehna is also a vampire.
She was the youngest of the group. She was only turned 8 years ago. Sheâs technically 30 but she was 23 when she turned. Sheâs told you her story before, she was turned on accident. She was attacked by a vampire, she ended up biting him back and she swallowed enough blood to make her turn. Apparently it didnât take much. You actually met her before you met any of the others. She was a vampire then but she was running around on her own. She only knew of Jungkook and the others through Jiminâs parties but never hung out with them until you and Jungkook started seeing each other.Â
âPlease tell me youâre almost done. Iâm bored and Iâm ready to find something perfect.â
âI would have thought you found something already.â You say, the theme was Bejeweled. Which was incredibly vague but you think you had the idea. âHonestly anything shimmery or shiny will probably work.âÂ
âYeah but you know these parties are basically red carpet events.âÂ
âYou just want to win the outfit contest this year.â She had entered and had yet to win the competition for the last few years you were in attendance.Â
Her smirk turned wicked. "Damn right I do. This is my year." She lifted a finger in a dramatic flourish. "Now hurry up."
Before you could argue, the stack of books you were holding suddenly lifted out of your arms and flew onto the shelves, slotting themselves into place with eerie precision.
"Rehna." You groaned.
She grinned, brushing imaginary dust off her hands. "Oh, look at that, youâre done! Time to go!"
"Damn vampire powers." You muttered, crossing your arms.
You were annoyingly jealous that she could move things with her mind. Would make your life much easier as it certainly makes hers. She usually wouldnât use it so openly but she really wanted to get out of here.
âI have a feeling you wonât have to complain about them for too much longer.â Rehna jokes but realizes her mouth was getting ahead of her mind.Â
âWhat?â You say, luckily you were a bit distracted and didnât hear what she said.Â
You blinked, but before you could question her, she quickly threw an arm around your shoulders, steering you toward the employee room. "So, howâs Jungkook? Still annoying?"
You roll your eyes, âJungkook is fine.âÂ
âHe doesnât come around here as much as he used too.â She sighs. She was actually glad.Â
âHeâs been busy lately, thereâs always some new business with Jin these days. Today Jimin has roped him into something for the party.â You both enter the employee room and you both begin to gather your things.Â
âOh how exciting. To be honest Iâm fine with him not coming around. He always leaves his stink all around here.â She shivers at the thought, Jungkook and Rehna werenât enemies by any means. If anything they were basically like siblings at this point but if he was the annoying brother she only cared to see at family gatherings.Â
âHe canât smell that bad.â You throw your bag over your shoulder.Â
âBelieve me. He does.â She groans, it was a vampire thing. From how Jimin has described it to you itâs not very strong, itâs just subtle but some vampires donât like others smell. Rehna really did not care for Jungkookâs scent.
âAnyways, Iâm assuming Jimin will have him roped into party prep all day. Makes it easy since itâs just at Jinâs manor and not like in a cave on the side of a mountain or something.â You explain, which is exactly what he had done last year.Â
âUgh but the best parties are always the ones he throws in some random obscure place.â She pouted.Â
âI almost lost my toes because of the cold, and none of you produced any body heat so you were no help.â You moan, thinking about it. Most of the night was very fun but by the end of it you felt like your feet were going to fall off because the cold hurt them so badly. Evidently when vampires hold a party inside a mountain in the middle of winter, cold doesnât factor into their plans.
As you grabbed your bag, you couldnât shake the feeling that there was something she wasnât telling you. But with Rehna, that wasnât unusual.
And honestly? You were too tired to press her on it.
âWell itâll still be grand no matter where itâs at. Jimin will make sure of that.â Â
Because this partyâthis eventâwas the biggest night of the year.
Not just for vampires. For everyone.
Jiminâs soirĂŠe was a spectacle, something out of a gothic dream. It was more than a partyâit was a gathering of the undead, an annual tradition that had carried on for centuries. Carried on because of Jimin. A night of indulgence and excess, of laughter and celebration. Vampires from all over the region attended, their grudges and rivalries put aside in favor of revelry. A silent truce held for one evening, upheld by nothing more than ancient tradition and the promise of a damn good time.
The venue changed every year, always extravagant, always hidden in plain sight. An old mansion, a repurposed cathedral, a secret ballroom tucked beneath the city. Chandeliers dripped with candlelight, casting golden glows against dark velvet walls. Music floated through the air; classical waltzes and modern remixes alike, played by musicians who had honed their craft for centuries. The scent of aged wine and fresh blood filled every corner, mingling with the faint traces of perfume and cologne.
But the real attraction, the thing that drew vampires from all over, was the blood.
It was a feast unlike any other.
Vampires brought their finest. Aged blood, stored in crystal decanters like fine whiskey. Fresh blood, bottled and sealed, each one labeled with its origin. Rare types, unique flavors, collected over years. Some brought exotic blends, infused with herbs and spices, creating something akin to mulled wine but richer, more intoxicating.
And it wasnât just about drinking. It was about history. Vampires exchanged stories, sharing memories of the humans they once knew, the lives they once lived. They brought gifts, rare artifacts, and trinkets from centuries past. Some fought for sport, showcasing inhuman strength with friendly duels that blurred the line between violence and performance art. Others danced, moving with a grace that defied physics, their bodies fluid and weightless.
It was decadent. It was breathtaking.
And you got to witness all of it.
Humanâs being in attendance wasnât unusual. The situation that you and Jungkook had was not unusual. There were other vampires that had human partners and they would bring them along as well. Not all of them stayed human, the first year you went just about every human there you had met was either turned or had broken up with their vampire counterpart by the time the next party rolled around.
Humanâs who werenât the partners of vampires werenât permitted though, or those who werenât deeply entangled in their world. There is one man who is a sixth generation banker who is invited to these parties because he is in charge of the finances of a handful of wealthy vampires. His name is Larry. Nice guy.
Your continuation in being a human, although you and Jungkook had seemed to be attached by the hip, had brewed a curiosity in everyone. Although it wasnât frowned upon or strange, it did feel like it to everyone else. Especially amongst Jungkookâs own coven.Â
âJungkook, to the left! How many times do I have to repeat myself?!â
Jiminâs voice rang through the grand ballroom, exasperation thick in his tone. The cavernous space was in chaosâdrapes of deep sapphire, shimmering crystal fixtures, and layers upon layers of bejeweled decorations yet to be placed. At the center of it all, precariously balanced on a tall ladder, was Jungkook, attempting to hang a string of decorative jewels exactly where Jimin wanted.
Or, at least, close enough.
âI canât go any more left!â Jungkook snapped, gripping the ladder with one hand and holding the jewels with the other. âIf you want it so precise, why donât you climb up here and do it yourself?â
âIâm busy!â Jimin shot back, crossing his arms as if he were personally burdened by the weight of this entire production. âI have a million things to oversee, and youâre up there messing around!â
Jungkook let out an aggravated sigh and simply hung the jewels where he stood, ignoring Jiminâs frantic gesturing.
Jimin flailed. âThat is not where I told you toââ
âToo bad! Iâm getting down.â Jungkook climbed down the ladder, dropping to the floor with ease. âIf you care that much, do it yourself.â
Jimin threw his arms in the air. âI swearââ
âIf you two are going to fight, at least take it to the living room.â Jinâs voice interrupted, smooth and composed as ever. He strolled into the ballroom with a book in one hand, scribbling notes with the other. âI donât need you breaking another chandelier.â
âHeâs ruining my vision.â Jimin huffed. Jungkook leaning against the ladder, annoyance all over his face.
Jin barely looked up. âIsnât there an actual decorator running around here somewhere? I thought you hired someone?â
Jimin scoffed. âI did⌠But Jungkookâs here, so why not make him useful?â
Jin chuckled, thoroughly entertained, while Jungkook remained unimpressed. He had come here to talk to Jin about something else entirely, yet somehow, he had been roped into helping Jimin with decorations. The entire house was alive with movementâhired help rushing around, carefully placing extravagant decorations that now stretched through every corridor.
âI wouldâve rather helped with literally anything else.â Jungkook muttered, stepping beside Jimin and bumping his shoulder.
Jimin huffed, shoving him back just slightly. âWell, too bad, because I needed you.â
Jin finally took a good look around the ballroom, his sharp eyes scanning the shimmering spectacle before him. It was hard to surprise Jin, but even he seemed impressed. âDamn, Jimin. Youâve seriously outdone yourself.â
Jungkook had to admitâthe room was stunning. Sparkles in every corner, a perfect blend of opulence and elegance. Everything dripped with wealth, which, knowing Jimin, was always the plan. You were going to eat it up.
âThree hundred-plus of these gatherings, and you still manage to come up with new ideas.â Jungkook teased.
Jimin shot him a smug glance. âIâve only gotten better at it over the years. Trust me, Iâve got plenty more party ideas left in me.â
Jungkook smirked. âGreat. You can plan any party I ever throw.â
Jiminâs eyes lit up. âPromise?â
Jungkook rolled his eyes. âYes. Not that thatâll happen anytime soon.â
Jin, who had been silently observing, suddenly looked intrigued. âOh? That sounded like a hint at something.â
Jungkook frowned slightly, glancing between the two of them. âA hint at what?â
âOh, please.â Jimin rolled his eyes. âWeâre all counting down the days until you and Y/N finally get hitched.â
Getting married to a vampire was a little different. A vampire marrying another vampire was more about declaring a companion. Some vampires do have the traditional ceremony but it wasnât like the celebration that a human marriage was because vampires who wed other vampires is more of a casual affair. âGetting Marriedâ was usually a term for vampires with human partners.Â
Jungkook choked on his own breath, âWe arenât getting married.âÂ
âWhy not, itâs been years. I figured it would have happened after you told her about us. You basically kiss the ground she walks on anyways.â Jimin smirks, trying to poke fun but a tone of seriousness was behind the remark.Â
âYouâve been together for five years now and you havenât asked?â Jin asked, he couldnât help himself. He too was curious when the two of you would be getting married.Â
âWe havenât talked about it.â Jungkook admitted, quietly. Almost looking like a kicked puppy or that he was going to get in trouble.
Jin and Jimin both pause for a moment, Jin raises a brow to Jungkook. âSeriously?â
Jungkook shakes his head. It actually never really came up, Jungkook was actually quite nervous to broach the topic. It was very serious and itâs not that he hadnât thought about it, in fact he did. Just not in the way everyone thinks he would be thinking about it. He was more waiting for you to bring it up.
Jimin suddenly grabbed Jungkook by the ear, dragging him down to his level. âI cannot believe you havenât talked about it. How could you not?â
âOwâJimin!â Jungkook swatted him away, freeing himself from his grip. He rubbed his ear with a glare. âI have thought about it, but itâs not that simple! Weâve talked about, like⌠regular marriage, but not about this.â
Jin tilted his head, his expression unreadable. âWhatâs the big deal? Itâs completely normal. Happens all the time.â
Jungkook clenched his jaw. âBecause I have no idea if thatâs what she even wants.â
Jimin sighed dramatically before smacking Jungkookâs shoulder. âSeems like something you should talk about!â
Jungkook shot him a look, but Jimin just grinned. Ever since you had come into their lives, Jimin had immediately taken to youâhe adored you. And whenever Jungkook did anything that seemed remotely questionable, Jimin was always the first to go to bat for you.
Jungkook exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. The weight of their words settled uncomfortably in his chest. This wasnât just a marriage proposal. This was forever. Asking you to marry him wasnât just about rings and vowsâit meant asking you to give up your humanity.Â
To turn. To be like him.
The thought alone sent a storm of memories crashing through Jungkookâs mind, memories laced with pain, fear, and the irreversible consequences of a choice that could never be undone. He had buried them deep, locked them away where they couldnât touch him. But now, under the scrutiny of his closest friends, the weight of it all pressed down on his chest like a boulder.
âThe time isnât right.â He muttered, voice tight.
Jimin stopped mid-step, turned on his heel, and without a second thought, kicked Jungkook square in the ass.
Jungkook stumbled forward, catching himself before he could completely lose balance. His glare shot daggers. âHey!â
Jimin didnât even flinch. âYou deserved that.â
âIâm with him on that one.â Jin chimed in, arms crossed, a smirk tugging at his lips. âRight time? What kind of answer is that? You love her. I donât even need to invade your thoughts to know that.â
A sly grin spread across Jiminâs face. I am invading your thoughts, his voice echoed smugly in Jungkookâs head. âAnd I know thatâs a bullshit answer.â
Jungkook tensed, jaw clenching as he focused for a split second and then shut Jimin out of his mind. The vampire in front of him blinked, looking mildly offended before pouting.
Jungkookâs voice came out flat. âCome on. Is it really that hard to guess why Iâm hesitant?â
Jin and Jimin exchanged glances before answering in unison. âYes.â
Jungkook exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face. âUnbelievable.â
The air in the room shifted. He glanced around at the staff still buzzing through the ballroom, adjusting final decorations, moving chairs into perfect alignment. Not here. Not where curious ears might overhear things that didnât concern them.
So instead, he let his thoughts slip past the surface and invaded theirs.
A beat of silence.
Jin and Jimin went still as the realization settled in, Jungkookâs memories bleeding into their awareness like ink spilled across a pristine surface. Their postures changed and Jinâs amusement faded into something serious, Jiminâs cocky demeanor softened.
Jungkook. Jin projected, his mind brushing against his friendâs like a whisper in the dark. Thereâs such a slim chance of that happening.
Jungkookâs gaze dropped to the polished floor beneath him. You canât promise that. You remember how bad it got.
A flicker of something unreadable passed through Jinâs face.
Jimin cut in, his mind pressing against theirs like a sharp rod. That was a special case. This is different.
Jungkook shook his head, tension crawling up his spine. None of us know that. It would be my blood this time. It could have the same effect⌠or worse.
Jimin stepped forward, placing both hands firmly on Jungkookâs shoulders, his touch grounding, his presence warm despite the centuries he had spent as something cold. His voice was softer now, even in Jungkookâs head. Alright⌠I feel bad for giving you a hard time. But, Jungkook, everything is fine now. This could be something beautiful.
Jungkook swallowed thickly, flexing his fingers, trying to shake out the unease tightening in his chest.
Every time he let himself think about turning you, the same anxiety gripped him like a vice.
Jungkook's mind brushed past there's one more time, Or it could all be for nothing.
Jungkook had done everything in his power to shove the topic out of his mind, burying it beneath the routine of everyday life. He convinced himself there was no need to bring it up, not until you did first. It had to be something you wanted, so he saw no need for him to have that conversation until you wanted too.Â
And Jungkookâtrue to his wordânever invaded your thoughts. Never once slipped into your mind the way he so easily did with the others.
But right now? God, how he wished he could.
Because as he sat on the edge of the tub, watching you flit between the closet and bathroom, he had no idea what you thought about any of it.
It was New Yearâs Eve.
The scent of your perfume lingered in the air, mixing with the faint traces of soap and fabric softener from your clothes. You were wearing nothing fancy yet, just sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt. Your hair half-done, your makeup barely started because you kept getting distracted. One minute you were digging through your jewelry, the next you were redoing your eyebrows, and now you were standing in front of the mirror, testing two different pairs of earrings.
Jungkook hadnât even started putting himself together. He sat there, in slacks and a button-up with the top few buttons left open. But he wasnât thinking about the party.
He was thinking about you.
And apparently, he was staring too hard because you turned toward him, arching a brow.
âWhatâs going on inside there?â You took a step closer and poked his forehead, snapping him from his daze.
Jungkook blinked, tilting his head up at you with an easy smile. âIâm thinking about you.â
Your face lit up, playful and teasing. âOh yeah? What about me?â Turning back to the mirror to continue what you were doing.
Jungkook leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he watched you through the mirror. âHow much I love you.â
Your expression twisted into disgust. âGross.â
Jungkook snorted, shaking his head as he stood up and closed the space between you. âYouâre gross.â
Before you could retort, he draped himself over you, resting his chin on your shoulder. Watching as you meticulously filled in your brows. You let out a small huff of concentration, your bottom lip caught between your teeth as you tried to finally get them right.
Jungkookâs hands found your waist, wrapping around you with ease, pulling you flush against him.
âJungkook.â You warned as you reached for your mascara. Unable to reach it as Jungkook pulls you a step back. You hand pathetically waving in the air for it. He started to sway you side to side, his grip tightening just enough to throw you off balance. âJungkook.â
âWe can be a little late.â He murmured against your neck, pressing a slow kiss to the spot where your shoulder met your neck.
You exhaled sharply. âNo, no, no. You do this every time.â Laughing, you pried his arms off of you and spun around, poking him in the chest. âI donât want to miss anything! I like these parties, you know.â
Jungkook just grinned, all mischievous and smug, before leaning down and stealing a quick kiss from your lips. âYou always fall for it, though.â
You turned back to the mirror, rolling your eyes as you reached for your brush. âYeah, like a sucker! Not this time.â
Jungkook stepped in close again, this time pressing a kiss to the top of your head. His hands landed on your shoulders, thumbs rubbing slow circles as he watched you apply your mascara with careful precision.
âYouâre just so cute.â He hummed, his voice a soft murmur against your ear. âI canât help it.â
âHow about you finish getting ready or something?â You quipped, flicking your gaze to him through the mirror. Waving your hand to shew him away.
You knew what he was trying to do. You also knew exactly what would happen if you gave in; your makeup smudged, your hair ruined, a twenty-minute delay at best. This year you were determined to get there at a reasonable time.Â
âFine. We both know itâs going to take me like five seconds to get ready though.â Jungkook strolls away from you, you could hear some frantic shuffling in the closet, before Jungkook appears seconds later.Â
Dark green, nearly black, pinstripe three-piece suit hugged his frame perfectly, the crispness of his dress shirt stark against his inky tattoos. His hair somehow effortlessly tousled yet perfectly styled, made it seem as if heâd walked straight out of a magazine spread.
Jungkook threw his arms out with a smug grin. âSee? All done.â
âShow off.â You pout, as you continue what youâre doing.Â
Jungkook just chuckled, sauntering over and perching himself back down on the edge of the tub, legs spread, shoulders relaxedâtaunting. He didnât say anything, but the amusement in his eyes told you everything. Suddenly his voice invades and echoing through your mind.Â
Am I distracting you yet?
You pointedly ignored him.
Though, you could still feel him watching you, and if you let yourself think about it too much, you knew youâd never finish getting ready. Because deep down, you knew heâd rather spend the night tangled up with you, alone, than go to this party at all.
After a little while, you finally finished your makeup and got dressed emerging in a similarly colored dark green silk gown that was beaded intricately with some beads that dangle off the gown like droplets. With some movement of the dress you sparkled under the light. An off the shoulder classic, very old hollywood.
As you stepped out, Jungkookâs head snapped up.
His gaze slowly dragged over you, taking in every detail, his lips parting slightly before he let out a low whistle.
You grinned, twirling slightly to show off the full effect.
Jungkook stood again and crossed the space between you in a few strides. He leaned back against the bathroom sink, looking you up and down with something just shy of awe.
 âHey you got something right here.âÂ
You look at him confused, then back in the mirror, âWhat? Where?â You frantically look over your face.Â
He reached out, with his pointer finger and thumb, tilting your chin toward him. âHmm⌠right here.â
Before you could react, he leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss to your cheek. You let out a soft laugh, narrowing your eyes at him. âWow.â
Jungkook merely shrugged, feigning innocence. âOhâwait. One more.â
Before you could question him, he leaned in again, this time pressing an equally slow kiss to your other cheek.
âHad to get that one.â He murmured, lips brushing against your skin. âOr the whole outfit wouldâve been ruined.â
âOh Iâm sure.â You nod, your eyes racking over him now. A familiar glow filling your whole chest. Jungkook took your hand in his. Pulling you out of the bathroom.
âCome on, sucker, weâve got a party to go to.â
âAwe come on. Youâre the one who said we could be late.â You tease with a small laugh falling off your lips.Â
The two of you wasted no more time leaving, knowing full well that if you lingered any longer, you wouldnât be stepping foot outside the apartment for days.
Jinâs manor was a short drive out of the city, nestled beyond the reach of streetlights and skyscrapers, surrounded by acres of untouched wilderness. The grand estate stood like a relic of another timeâimposing yet elegant, its dark stone exterior bathed in the silver glow of the moon.
Despite its remote location, the manor was alive with energy. As Jungkook pulled up the winding driveway, you could already hear the faint hum of music drifting from within, an undertone to the laughter and clinking of glasses.
Jinâs home was more than just a lavish estate; it was the heart of their coven, a sanctuary that housed centuries of history. Ancient relics, preserved documents, and books bound in timeworn leather lined the vast library that stretched across one wings of the house. Jin had graciously allowed you to explore it before, though even after countless hours buried in those tomes, you had barely made a dent in its secrets. Centuries of vampire lore lived here, and it was precisely that allure that had made Jimin so adamant about hosting the party at the manor this year.
When you and Jungkook arrived, the massive double doors were already open, held by two eerily still gentlemen dressed in midnight-black suits. Their expressions were unreadable, their gazes sharp but unmoving.
You barely spared them a glance before stepping inside, though a part of you wonderedâwere they vampires? Or just illusions, elegant puppets crafted by Jiminâs magic? It wouldnât be the first time he had conjured something like this for dramatic effect.
The moment you crossed the threshold, you were swallowed by opulence.
The vast entrance hall was bathed in a dazzling glow, every inch of the ceiling and walls adorned with sparkling gemstones, strung together like constellations. The light from the grand chandelier refracted off the stones, casting glittering reflections across the marble floors, creating an illusion of stardust swirling through the air.
It was breathtaking.
The energy in the room was magneticâguests, both vampire and human, dressed in the finest silks and velvets, mingled effortlessly. Laughter and music wove through the air like silk threads, wrapping around you as you took it all in.
You leaned into Jungkook, who had an iron glad grip on your waste since entering the house. âRemind me to tell Jimin there could have been more glitter.âÂ
Jungkook laughed, âI know he really over did it this time.âÂ
âNo!â You wave your hand dismissing him, âIt's fantastic this is stuff you really only read about.âÂ
And it was.
The sheer extravagance of the event was unlike anything you had ever seen. The caterers, gliding through the crowd, were dressed almost as exquisitely as the guests themselves, adorned in dark silks with golden accents, carrying trays of crystal glasses filled with deep, crimson liquid. Blood. Some trays held what you assumed was champagne, meant for the few humansâlike yourselfâwho had been granted entry to this ethereal gathering.
The walls shimmered with illusions, flickering images of dazzling courtiers and celestial phenomena. The ceiling above transformed into a starry sky that seemed almost real, galaxies swirling and constellations twinkling in slow, mesmerizing motion.
Jungkook dragged you along as you basked in every intricate detail, his hand firm yet patient as he guided you toward the grand staircase that led up to the main ballroom.
At the foot of the stairs, Jin and Jimin stood poised like royalty, greeting each guest as they arrived. Jin was immaculate in a deep burgundy ensemble that complimented his yellow eyes, exuding effortless authority, while Jiminânever one to be outshinedâwas a vision in icy silver, his entire look designed to catch the light and demand attention. Jimin had also bleached his hair back to blonde to seemingly match his outfit. All making his red eyes shine brighter.
Guests arrived behind you in a steady stream, some carrying elegantly wrapped gifts, others presenting cases of unknown offeringsârare wines, expensive liquors, or perhaps something even more elusive.
âOh a vision in green.â
Jiminâs voice was warm and teasing as he extended a hand toward you, taking yours with effortless grace and placing a chaste kiss to the back of it. His lips curled into a knowing smile as he straightened, eyes flickering with mischief.
âJimin, this is truly something else.â Your gaze swept across the dazzling room once more, still in awe of how something so grand, so utterly enchanting, could exist completely hidden from the rest of the world.
âYou flatter me.â He hummed, tilting his head slightly. âJungkook helped a lot in getting some of these decorations, so he deserves some credit.â
Jimin shot a wink in Jungkookâs direction, though you caught the slight twitch of amusement at the corner of his lipsâno doubt remembering the near disaster that had almost cost them an entire ballroom and possibly Jungkookâs head in the process.
âWell, I canât wait to see what else you have planned for the night.â You bounced on your heels, excitement thrumming through you.
Jimin, ever the opportunist, wasted no time looping his arm through yours, effectively pulling you closer. He leaned slightly around you, peering at Jungkook, who was momentarily engaged in quiet conversation with Jin.
âCan I steal her away?â
Jungkookâs brows lifted, gaze flicking between the two of you with mild suspicion. âAlready? We havenât even gotten a drink.â
âI promise to bring her back before midnight!â Jimin didnât even wait for a response before whisking you away, your shoes clicking against the marble steps as you struggled to match his pace.
You barely managed to wave at Jungkook, who remained at the foot of the stairs, watching you go with a mixture of exasperation and reluctant amusement. But the moment your eyes met, his softened, comforted by the unfiltered excitement on your face.
Jimin led you straight into the ballroomâan even grander spectacle than the entrance hall.
A massive Phantom of the Opera-style chandelier hung from the center of the vaulted ceiling, illuminated by shifting technicolor light that cast mesmerizing reflections onto the polished floor. Rhinestone streamers draped across the ceiling like cascading waterfalls, shimmering under the glow. The same illusionary night sky from the main hall continued here, except now, the constellations moved, twinkling and rearranging themselves in intricate patterns, like a cosmic dance only the stars understood.
The music was rich and full-bodied, played live by a band on a raised stage at the far end of the room. Couples twirled on the dance floor in elegant, sweeping motions, lost in the rhythm of the night. Along the walls, guests gathered in small clusters, glasses in hand, some already deep into their drinks, their laughter and whispered conversations filling the space like a carefully orchestrated melody.
âMonique! I got her!â Jimin called out suddenly, his voice cutting through the lively chatter.
A woman with cascading dark curls turned at the sound of his voice, her deep purple gown clinging to her frame as she pivoted effortlessly. The backless design of her dress only added to her commanding presence, and as she lifted a delicate crystal glass to her lips, the deep red stain left behind told you exactly what sheâd been drinking. Her hair curly and draped around her in effortless elegance. Orange eyes shining under the lights.
Monique.
She was one of Jinâs closest confidantes and Yoongiâs wifeâ212 years old, sharp as a dagger, and the resident doctor who could mend almost any injury, supernatural or otherwise. She was a force of nature in her own right. You could only imagine what Yoongi was like if she was like this, you had never had the pleasure of meeting him. Just heard stories.Â
At the sight of you, her face lit up. âDarling!â she cheered, her voice smooth as silk yet edged with a teasing warmth.
She closed the distance between you in an instant, placing affectionate kisses on both of your cheeks before pulling back to admire you fully.
âMy God, you look gorgeous.â You gave her a once-over in return, a slow grin tugging at your lips.
âRight?â She lifted her arms and gave a twirl, letting the deep purple silk of her gown fan out elegantly before settling back into place. âAlways ready to impress.â
âAnd I am.â Without hesitation, you linked your arm through hers, Jimin still holding onto your other side, the three of you now moving as an exclusive little trio through the glittering expanse of the ballroom. The energy in the room crackledâlaughter, conversation, the clink of glasses, and the distant hum of the live band blending seamlessly together.
âSo, what have I missed so far?â You asked, glancing between them.
Monique took a slow sip from her glass, the deep red liquid staining her lips like crushed roses. When she pulled back, her eyes twinkled with amusement.
âNothing at all, darling. The party has just begun.â
There was something reassuring in her tone, but you didnât miss the way her grip on you remained firm. Protective.
These gatherings were grand, extravagant, and, by all means, safeâbut that never stopped the occasional stray vampire from giving in to temptation. You were painfully, unmistakably human, and your scent had already caught the attention of several guests. Their gazes lingered just a second too long, their smiles just a bit too sharp. Monique, ever perceptive, had already positioned herself between you and a few of the more curious onlookers, a subtle yet deliberate messageâthis one is not yours to touch.
âWith you here, my dear, I can actually get things started.â Jimin mused, flashing you a grin before gracefully slipping out of your grasp.
Your eyes followed him as he moved through the ballroom like a phantom, effortless and commanding. Without a single spoken request, guests instinctively parted for him, creating space at the center of the grand hall. The shift was immediate, the energy in the room tightening like a drawn bowstring. A hushed murmur rippled through the crowd, and then, as if bewitched, the music began to die down.
Jimin turned on his heel, his expression slipping from playful to regal in an instant. When he spoke, his voice carried through the room, smooth as silk yet impossible to ignore.
âUndead and undesired.â He began, the corners of his lips curling mischievously. âWelcome to the greatest night of your lives.â
A round of applause echoed through the hall, accompanied by knowing laughter from those familiar with his theatrics. He soaked in the attention, allowing just the right amount of dramatic pause before continuing.
âI am your glorious host for this evening.â He declared, his arms spreading wide as if embracing the entire room. âYouâve heard me say it all before the universe made earth, then man, and then the vampire.â A rounding sound of hisses left everyone in the room, a large display of teeth and intimidation. âAnd we have many great things in store for you tonightâstories that will haunt your dreams, performances that will leave you breathless, and blood that will keep you satisfied until the end of time⌠or at least until my next party.â
More laughter, the atmosphere growing lighter, though the air remained charged with anticipation.
âPlease, enjoy yourselves.â Jiminâs gaze flickered over the crowd, his smirk deepening. âIndulge as much as you wish. Tonight, we feast, we dance, and we are one with the night.âÂ
With a spin and swish of his finger, the illusion that was once on the ceiling dripped down to the floor. Making it appear as if instead of walking on marble everyone was walking on the night sky. The illusion also seemed to envelope Jimin and his hair turned black and his suit went from silver to a midnight blue. The chandelier above shimmered, the illusionary constellations shifting in a dazzling display. The band struck up a new tune, rich and decadent, and just like that, the night was set into motion once more.
Monique exhaled beside you, shaking her head with a fond chuckle. âThat boy was born to put on a show.â
âHe does it rather well if I do say so.â You say, grabbing a champagne off of a tray that passes by you. Taking a sip, and of course Jimin had gotten a very nice quality champagne for this affair. You would probably be responsible for drinking two of the bottles.
âWhereâs your boy?â Monique glances around the room seeing if she can spot Jungkook herself.Â
âJimin dragged me away before he could follow. Heâll find us.â You said, taking another sip.
The music in the air swelled as a performance took center stage, dancers twirling in perfect synchrony, their movements almost hypnotic. The glittering lights overhead cast shifting patterns across the floor, and Jimin had once again disappeared, likely off to greet more guests.
âI have no doubt heâll find us soon. You two start to implode when away from each other too long.â She teased, squeezing your arm.Â
âThat may be a little true.â You giggle, sipping your champagne.Â
âItâs sweet. Youâre really great for him. Iâve always thought that.â She hums, which was true. She has told you many times over the years how great she thinks the two of you are. She was the most encouraging of the relationship in the beginning before Jungook told everyone he was dating a human.Â
âWhat about you?â You asked, tilting your head curiously. âWhere is this mysterious Yoongi Iâve heard about for years?â
Youâd expected a flippant response, maybe even an exasperated sigh, but instead, a flicker of something serious crossed Moniqueâs face. It was so quick, you almost missed it but not quite. She schooled her features almost instantly, her smirk returning as she glanced behind you.
âSpeaking of your lovesick puppy.â She raises her glass to Jungkook who was coming in your direction.Â
You turn to look at him, a smile on his face. âFive seconds in this place, and they steal you from me.â He said, immediately reaching for your free hand.
You shrugged, feigning innocence. âWhat can I say? I think they like me better than you.â
He laughed, shaking his head. âI think youâre right.â Then, glancing toward Monique, he added, âHey, Mon.âÂ
âJungkook.â She tipped her glass in his direction. âHappy New Year. Get yourself a drink.â Without waiting for a response, she snagged a goblet off another passing tray and handed it to him.
He accepted it with a nod. âHappy New Year. Planning to steal her from me again?â He teased, resting his head lightly against yours.
âNo Iâll let you have her back⌠for now.â Moniqueâs smile remained in place, but something in her tone shifted slightly. You caught it again, that same momentary change in her expression. And then, just like that, she was stepping away, disappearing into the crowd.
Jungkook didnât seem to notice.
âWhere do you want to start?â Jungkook leaned in close to your ear. âDancing, gambling, making out in the bathroom. I like the last one but thatâs me.âÂ
You smile, hitting him in the chest, âWe need at least two more drinks before we can do that.âÂ
âBoo, youâre no fun.â He clinks his glass against yours, âGuess I need to start.âÂ
You stop him before he takes a sip, âHold on, one more kiss before you have iron mouth the rest of the mouth.â
He smiles, leaning in and giving you a lingering kiss. Wanting more but not really wanting to stick his tongue down your throat in front of all these people.Â
With that, the night raged on, a whirlwind of movement and sound. You and Jungkook drifted from room to room, immersed in stories that spanned centuries. Some vampires were impossibly old, their gazes heavy with history, while others were younger, still burning with the reckless energy of newfound immortality. There were dazzling performancesâsome manipulating fire with a flick of their fingers, others bending shadows into eerie, shifting forms. Illusions warped reality before your eyes, grand halls transforming in an instant, blurring the line between what was real and what was merely a trick of power.
The night reached its peak with a fencing match and sleek steel flashing under candlelight, footwork so precise it looked more like choreography than combat. The duelists struck with deadly accuracy, piercing and slashing in ways that would have been fatal to any human. But here, wounds were shrugged off, blades pulled from chests without so much as a grimace before the fight resumed. Laughter and applause rippled through the crowd, the energy of the gathering growing wilder as midnight loomed. Blood flowed freely, whether in ornate goblets or from the eager mouths of those who had abandoned restraint. Â
Jungkook and you got separated at some point. You had found Rehna amongst the chaos though.Â
You both were now in a drawing room which was hosting the outfit competition. Waiting for the results to be read allowed. Rehna had her hands clamped tight around yours, almost painfully but you knew she was excited. Hoseok was the hosting vampire for this yearâs competition.
âSecond place goes too,â He opened up the small envelope, âThe vampire Rehna.â
You let go of her hand and start clapping yours and join in cheers from other vampires as she walks on stage to accept her award. She was happy but you could tell she was a little bitter about not getting first. She rejoins you as the winner gets their prize.Â
âHey that was a tough call, I mean that girl who got first literally had made her dress in the 18th century⌠you canât beat that.â You try to comfort her, but she picks herself up quickly.Â
âStarting tomorrow we are planning my outfit for next year. That first place is mine.â She nods, gripping onto her small trophy so tight that it seemed to bend underneath her grip.Â
âHey, the top three get to take home some really nice bottles of blood. Why donât we go pick yours out?â You say pulling her past other guests to leave the drawing room.Â
You both make your way back into the heart of the house where you pass some tall French doors that lead to a balcony area. Some vampires were smoking and other vampires leaning casually and others in deep discussion. You almost think nothing of it before you catch a glimpse of Monique standing outside alone. It makes you stop in your tracks. Rehna noticing your pause.Â
âYou alright?â She raises an eyebrow to you, trying to see what you see.Â
You wave for her to continue on, âYou go ahead. Iâll find you later.âÂ
She wants to pry but nods and continues as you turn to head out onto the balcony. The view of the estate just looked over the woods that spanned one side of the house. You could see the stars pretty clearly out here and it would be a lovely spot to sit and think. You understand why Monique may be finding solace here. You couldnât help if you said something wrong to her earlier. She usually would be enjoying the festivities but was here⌠alone. Having that same look on her face that you saw earlier.Â
The cold air bites against your skin, sharp and unwelcome, but you push past the discomfort and step closer to Monique. The moonlight catches in her dark eyes, and thereâs something distant in her expression, a weight you canât quite name.
"Care for some company?" You offer, your voice light despite the strange tension in the air.
She turns toward you with a soft, practiced smile. "Oh, darling. Having a good night?"
"So far, yes," You admit, swaying slightly as warmth buzzes through your limbs. "Iâm a little tipsy, to be honest." You giggle, the edges of your amusement blurring under the influence, and Moniqueâs smile lingers, though it doesnât quite reach her eyes.
"Are you alright? You donât seem as festive as you usually are at these things." You press, watching her closely.
She hums, a quiet acknowledgment, then exhales slowly. "Iâm alright. Still having a good time, I promise. Just⌠some old memories getting kicked up."
"Was it something I said earlier? Iâm sorry if Iâ"
She cuts you off with a small shake of her head. "No, not at all. I already knew I was going to feel this way tonight. It has nothing to do with you."
You study her, unconvinced. "Well, then what is it? Iâm pretty good at listening. Even if I donât always understand all the vampire stuff." You shrug, trying to offer levity.
A flicker of hesitation crosses her face, but then she sighs, her gaze flicking away. "Itâs⌠Yoongi."
Your head tilts slightly. "The famous and elusive husband?"
The name lingers in the air between you. Youâve heard plenty about Yoongi. Whispers of a sharp mind, a man who seemed to exist only in the stories others told. Youâd assumed he was simply away, a researcher, a traveler always chasing something beyond your reach. Whenever the subject arose, the conversation had a way of dissolving into something else, slipping through your fingers before you could grasp any real details. The way everyone spoke about him made it feel like he was still here.
Just hidden, just unseen.
"YesâŚ" Moniqueâs voice is quieter now, careful. "Has Jungkook talked about him much?"
"Here and there.â You admit. "The subject always seems to get dropped pretty quickly, though. Iâve heard plenty of stories from everyone else. Iâve always wanted to meet him, but it feels like⌠like heâs never around."
A pause. "Makes sense.â She murmurs, gaze flickering as if sheâs choosing her words with precision. "Well, they were very close⌠Are close. Come with me."
She nods her head back inside and she takes your hand before you can ask anything else, fingers cool and firm as she pulls you through the party.
She grabs two more glasses which you assume is for herself. She leads you down two flights of stairs, away from the pulse of the party, the sounds fading into a distant echo. The air grows cooler, the flickering light from the sconces casting elongated shadows on the stone walls. You recognize this path and its one that leads to the cellars, a place youâve rarely ventured. Few people come down here during these gatherings. It feels⌠separate, untouched by the revelry above.
âThis feels like I'm being set up to be sacrificed or something.â You joke, trying to lighten the eerie atmosphere.
Monique lets out a laugh, her voice rich and amused. âWeird place to sacrifice you, considering there are over two hundred vampires upstairs.â
âTrue.â You admit, though the further she leads you, the less sure you are about anything. The air shifts, turning cooler, denser. The house above is lavish, but down here, it feels ancient. The stone walls, though well-lit, seem to close in the deeper you go.
Thereâs a shift in Moniqueâs expression, something amused yet knowing. âOh, also, your boyfriend is trying to find you. Heâs calling out.â
You groan. âHow bad?â
âPretty drunk.â
âOh no.â You sigh, rubbing your temple. âHe probably drank that mulled blood stuff. He waits all year for it.â
Monique smirks. âHeâs going to be a handful when you get back.â
Great. You were already preparing for a very clingy, very intoxicated Jungkook draping himself over you the moment you surfaced from⌠whatever this was. But for now, Moniqueâs grip on your wrist is firm, leading you deeper into the underground corridors.
Eventually, you reach a narrow hallway lined with locked doors. Some have glass doors, showing carefully preserved artifacts displayed in temperature-controlled rooms and historical relics, no doubt, kept safe from time and age. Others bear plaques reading âArchives.â You recognize the setup from the old library you used to work at, except this was older, untouched by time in a way that made your stomach twist.
Monique stops at the last door. Itâs heavier than the others, its dark wood carved with intricate patterns, a symbol you donât recognize etched into the center. Without hesitation, she opens it.
The room inside is cold. Silent. The flickering lights barely reach the high ceilings, casting long shadows across the stone floor. The walls are lined with plaques, names etched in silver, and beneath them, urns carefully placed in recessed alcoves. It looks like a crypt, and the air feels thick with something unspoken.
But what catches your attention isnât the room itselfâitâs the statue at the very end.
Itâs life-sized, eerily detailed. A man, frozen mid-motion, his body twisted as if recoiling from something unseen. His expression is caught between defiance and fear, lips slightly parted, eyes wide. Heâs propped up with supports, standing atop a pedestal, carved in a military-style uniform.
You hesitate near the doorway, the weight of the space pressing down on you. Monique, however, steps forward, placing one of the glasses of blood on the pedestalâs edge with deliberate care. Then she turns to you, her gaze unreadable.
âY/N,â She says softly, her voice carrying through the quiet, âmeet Yoongi.â
You blink. Once. Twice.
Your gaze flicks between her and the statue, confusion settling into your bones. âWhat?â
She looks at the figure, then back at you. âThis is Yoongi.â She lifts a hand toward the frozen man, as if introducing him formally.
You take a cautious step forward. âIâm confused.â
âThereâs a long story here, but thisâŚâ Monique exhales, her expression tightening. âThis is my husband. This is why youâve never met him.â
A sharp chill slides down your spine. You glance at the room again, at the plaques, at the urns. Your stomach twists. âDid⌠D-Did he die?â
Monique shakes her head, her voice dropping to something nearly inaudible. âThat would be easier.â
You step closer, standing beside her now. Sheâs staring at the statue like it might move, like it might suddenly exhale and return to her after years of silence. You donât interrupt. After a long moment, she takes a deep breath. âHow much has Jungkook told you about⌠vampire powers? Our history?â
You shake your head slightly. âJungkookâs told me details here and there. Iâve asked a lot of questions, but honestly⌠it still feels like Iâve barely scratched the surface even after two years.â
Monique hums in acknowledgment. âItâs complicated.â She says, nodding. âAs you know, we all have the speed, the strength, the mind reading⌠but beyond that, we each develop our own abilities. When a vampire has the power to manipulate something, and I mean truly change it, the only one who can undo that power is the one who cast it in the first place.â
A small pause echos between you. You watch as she seems to make a decision, deciding to tell a different story.Â
She continues, voice distant. âI met Yoongi at the beginning of the 19th century. My sister and I had just moved to England, escaping a war that wasnât ours. My father had connections and secured us a comfortable life through distant relatives. It was exciting but suddenly, we had titles, dowries, invitations to every ball. For a young woman, it was everything society told me I should want.â She lets out a quiet laugh, though thereâs no humor in it. âYoongi was a Viscount at the time.â
Your eyes widen slightly. âReally?â
âThey were having fun with it.â A small smirk touches her lips, as if recalling something fond. âAnyway, Yoongi was highly sought after that season. He had wealth, he was gorgeous, and he had absolutely no intention of marrying.â
You canât help but smile. âSo how did you get his attention?â
Moniqueâs smirk widens, her gaze flicking to the statue. âItâs a classic story. Boy meets girl. Girl spills wine on him in front of everyone.â
You wince. âOh no.â
âIt was mortifying.â Monique shakes her head at the memory, a soft, wistful laugh escaping her lips. âI spent days trying to make it right, sending notes, trying to find a way to replace his coat. Apologizing over and over, but he didnât care in the slightest. He actually found it amusing how much care I placed in a simple dress shirt.â
She falls silent then, her eyes locked onto Yoongiâs frozen form, as if trapped in the past alongside him. The weight of her grief settles over the room like a thick fog, making the air heavy, pressing against your chest.Â
âSo then what?â You ask gently, urging her on.
âHe started coming around more often. We became fast friends, though he never officially courted me. It all just⌠fell into place. One day, I realized I couldnât help how I felt. Except he beat me to it. Probably read my mind or something.â Shaking her head with pursed lips, âIt was easy, natural⌠until he had to tell me about the vampire part.â
âHow did he do it?â
âHe just blurted it out.â She huffs a small laugh, the memory clearly amusing in hindsight. âHe wasnât dramatic about it, didnât sugarcoat it, just said it. Like it was the most normal thing in the world. He didnât care if I knew. He was so sure I wouldnât blink twice over it. And he was right. I didnât.â She shrugs. âI had no idea before that. They were very good at keeping themselves hidden back then.â
You shift your weight slightly, glancing again at the statue, at the way Yoongiâs body is posed. âThen he asked you to marry him?â
Monique exhales a long breath, her fingers tightening around the glass she holds. âYoongi was actually afraid to ask me to marry him. Vampires asking for a humanâs hand in marriage is a big deal. You are asking this person to be with you for eternity. It meant Yoongi was asking to turn me, turn into a vampire. Now he had little hesitation about it, for a long time, but he was terrified of what it meant. Of taking something from me. My humanity, my chance at a ânormalâ life. He worried about things like children, about whether I would resent the decision later.â She shakes her head. âBut I never wanted children. I watched my mother have five boys and knew early on that that life wasnât for me.â
âSo what did you say when he finally asked?â
A soft, nostalgic smile curves her lips. âI told him there was nothing I wanted more. That the idea of forever with him didnât scare me. That it excited me.â Her gaze flickers with warmth, but only for a moment before the sadness creeps back in. âHe was so surprised by my willingness. But for me, it was the easiest decision in the world. That I would willingly die for him.âÂ
Silence hangs between you for a beat before you press further. âSo then⌠how⌠when did this happen?â
Moniqueâs expression shifts, her voice quieter now. âIt happened during World War One. Humans werenât the only ones at war. There was a war between vampires, too. A lot of vampire men were drafted into the human armies, fighting not just humans, but each other. And the women⌠we fought our own battles in the shadows, deep in the forests.â She lets out a humorless laugh. âNo matter how powerful we think we are, war finds a way to break everyone.â
Your stomach knots at the implication.
âOne night, Yoongi and Jin were on patrol for their unit when they were ambushed by a squad of enemy vampires. They had no idea what kind of abilities these vampires had, but they were outnumbered. Jin managed to take down two of them, but he got badly injured in the process. Yoongi, was trying to get Jin out, trying to protect him. And thenâŚâ She swallows hard, her eyes drifting back to the statue. âOne of them petrified him.â
âOh no.â
She nods. âTurned to stone instantly.â Her fingers clenched into fists. âJungkook and Hoseok found Jin, barely alive, but by the time they got there, it was too late. The vampire who did this to him was gone. No trace. No way to track them.â She exhales sharply. âThey brought Yoongi back like this⌠and heâs been this way ever since.â
A cold chill creeps up your spine as you stare at Yoongiâs statue. The idea that he isnât dead but that heâs still in there, trapped, unable to move, unable to speakâmakes your skin crawl.
âYou havenât found the vampire who did this? Even after all this time?â You whisper.
Moniqueâs jaw tightens, and when she speaks, her voice is edged with something far more dangerous than sadness.
âNo.â
Her lips press together before she exhales sharply. âItâs possible theyâre dead. But it doesnât undo the effect.â Her voice wavers, frustration and grief laced together in a fragile thread. âItâs almost ironic. Yoongi spend most of his life dedicated to understanding vampires better. Yoongi spent centuries researching vampire abilities, collecting books, studying cases, trying to understand all the different powers we possess⌠and yet, even with all his research, we still donât have an answer.â She lets out a humorless laugh. âSo heâs just⌠like this. Until we find a way to undo it.â
Your throat tightens. âMon⌠Iâm so sorry.â A small tear escaping one of your eyes. The grief that escapes her overwhelming you.
She shakes her head. âNo need to apologize.â She reaches over, wiping your tear away. âAnd no need for tears.âÂ
âButâI canât even imagine how you feel.â
âItâsâŚâ She hesitates. âItâs painful. I have to keep living in the hopes we find something⌠For the first few years, I wasnâtâI was just existing. A shell of myself, searching for answers, desperate for anything that could fix this. I hunted for that vampire for what felt like forever. We had leads, rumors about others with similar abilities, but they always led to dead ends.â
You swallow, glancing back at Yoongiâs unmoving figure. âYou know⌠Can he hear us?â
Monique exhales slowly. âWe donât know. We all talk to him regardless, just in case. We tell him about the world, about whatâs happening, about us. We try to keep him filled in⌠but honestly?â Her voice wavers. âA part of me hopes he can hear us. But another part of me hopes he canât. That he hasnât been sitting here, awake, for more than a hundred years, unable to move, unable to speak.â
Your eyes widen at the realization, he could be awake. âOh my god. I hadnât even thought about that.â
Moniqueâs eyes soften, but thereâs an unbearable weight behind them. âYeah⌠so today is hard. Itâs supposed to be a celebration, but how do I celebrate without the person I want most? Sometimes it feels like he died. The grief comes and goes, like waves, crashing when I least expect it.â
âI donât know⌠Iâm sorry.â You murmur.
She meets your gaze, a flicker of something unreadable in her expression. âI hope we can find something.â She sighs, rolling the stem of her glass between her fingers. âBut at least we live in a lasting age of peace now. Vampires have worked hard to bridge the gaps between us. We wonât have to fight like that again. We lost so manyâso many were sacrificed.â
She pauses, then continues. âWeâve had vampires come from all over, trying to help. Some of them were Yoongiâs friends, people he helped in their time of need. But no matter how many have triedâŚâ She gestures toward him, her voice barely above a whisper. âWeâre still here.â
You hesitate, glancing around the dimly lit space. âWhy is he down here? Why not up at the party, where people can pay their respects?â
Moniqueâs jaw tightens. âBecause in the â90s, some drunk idiot broke off his left arm.â
Your eyes widen. âShit.â
She nods, and now that you look closer, you can see the faint lines where the repair was made. Just below the shoulder.
âAfter that, we decided Yoongi couldnât be displayed at the parties anymore. It was too dangerous. Too much risk.â
Your chest tightens at the thought. âThatâs awful.â
She hums, staring at her glass before tipping it slightly in the direction of the other drink she brought down. âThatâs why I bring this.â She says softly. âItâs for him. So he can still celebrate. I always come down here on this night. I spend the New Year with him.â
Your heart aches at the quiet devotion in her voice. âThatâs⌠so sad.â
Monique shakes her head, offering you the ghost of a smile. âNo sadness tonight. Itâs a night of celebration.â She reaches out, squeezing your hand gently. âYou should go back up. Iâll be okay. Now that youâve finally met Yoongi.â
âWell it was lovely to meet you Yoongi.â You nod towards him looking back to her, âIÂ donât mind staying.â
âYou have so much to celebrate.â She gives you a small, reassuring smile. âGo be with everyone. Celebrate into the night. Itâs close to midnight, and Iâve kept you long enough.â
You open your mouth to protest, but at that momentâ
Baby. Baby, where are you?
Jungkookâs voice echoes in your mind, petulant and needy. He sounds whiny, which means heâs definitely had a few too many drinks. If you donât go find him, heâs liable to start running through the halls, searching for you like a lovesick idiot.
You sigh, amused. âIâll come say goodbye before we leave.â
Monique nods, her expression warm but tired. âOkay.â
With one last glance at Yoongiâs frozen form, you turn and head back up to the partyâleaving Monique to her vigil, her love for him unwavering even after a century of waiting.
With a heavy heart and a mind full of tangled thoughts, you ascend the stairs, leaving behind the weight of Monique and Yoongiâs story. Their tragedy lingers in your chest, an ache that refuses to settle. Sheâs been waiting, searching, for him, for a way to bring him back. The sorrow in her voice clings to you, and as much as you wish you could do something, anything, to help⌠you know thereâs nothing.
The party is still in full swing as you step back into the throng of people. Laughter echoes through the grand halls, music thrums beneath your feet, and the faint scent of spilled champagne lingers in the air. You weave your way through the crowd, your mind distracted as you search for Jungkook.
He could be anywhere by now, lost in the sea of guests. You sigh, dodging a pair of unsteady dancers and taking note of the slight destruction left in the wake of too much drinkingâJimin is going to love that.
âOh, Jungkook, where are you?â You murmur to yourself, scanning the faces around you.
If only you had some supernatural ability to read minds, to pull his thoughts from the noise and find him in an instant instead of aimlessly wandering.
You slip into a quieter hallway, peeking into rooms as you pass, hoping to spot him. Nothing. Itâs almost comicalâheâs likely looking for you too, both of you just barely missing each other in the chaos.
Meanwhile, Jungkook has been trapped for the past hour listening to Jiminâs annual rant about how he should have won a gold medal in the 1972 Winter Olympics. He tells the story every single year, growing more bitter with time. Jungkook, slouched on a couch with his head hanging over the back, has all but tuned him out, using what little cognitive function he has left to search for your mind instead.
Itâs proving difficult.
Heâs sixâno, seven drinks in. His limbs feel heavy, his mind hazy.
His eyes are closed when he feels it, a soft press of lips against his forehead. His red eyes blink open, vision blurry before it sharpens, landing on you. Youâre smiling down at him, hands braced on either side of his head, warmth radiating from your touch.
âMy love.â You say and Jungkook hums. A drunken smile on his face. Unbeknownst to him you had left a lipstick march on his forehead. In his search for him, you took a pause to reapply it.
âYou found me.â He sighs. You kiss hip lips, a little awkward since his head was upside down. Leaving another stain on his lips. Then another on both of his cheeks. Another on his nose. All leaving lipstick stains behind.
âNow you look perfect.â You laugh at your work, Jungkook still unaware of what you had done. You pull out your phone to take a picture. It would be a good one to show him later.Â
âI need to tell you a secret.â He says staring up at you while you stare at the picture.
âYeah?â You look at him and he curls his finger gesturing for you to come closer. You lean your head close to his mouth.Â
âIâm a vampire.â He whispers. Then, with a chuckle, he giggles at himself.
You snort, pulling back to look at him properly. âOh my god, I had no idea.â
He waves for you to come close again and you comply, âI also really want to rip that dress off with my teeth.âÂ
âHot, maybe another time.â You whisper to him. Standing back up straight. Jungkook hoists himself off of the couch. Walking past you with a smug grin on his face as he leaves the room.Â
Follow me. His voice calls back to you in your mind.
You trail after him as he just keeps on walking through the house, stumbling a little but mostly keeping himself up right. You stay close behind, he manages to swiftly grab another glass for himself and for you. He caught a quick glimpse of himself in a mirror and gave you a knowing look. You just shrug your shoulders like you had no idea what you had done.Â
 Before he veers down another hallway, which was technically off limits to other party members. You knew this wing, this is where the library was. Which is exactly where Jungkook ducked into. Things that were old but could be safely kept out in the open for those to look at regularly were kept here. It was a beautiful collection that Jin had curated over the years. Some works you would never find in any parts of the world. It didnât shield from the rest of the sounds of the party but it was much quieter. Only a lamp was left on so the light in here was dark.Â
âNo Jin will actually kill us if he sees we brought drinks in here!â You protest staying a foot outside the door while Jungkook stands inside.Â
âHeâll never know, plus he likes you so he would never get mad at you.âÂ
âJungkook itâs almost midnight, we'll miss the countdown.âÂ
âWe can have our own.âÂ
âBut-â
âCome here.â He grabs your hand pulling you into the room anyways. Closing the door behind the both of you. âI just want one moment just with you.âÂ
He sets the glasses down on one of the side tables. Taking your hand again. Pulling you into him. You donât protest him letting yourself fall into his arms.Â
It was just a comfortable silence between the two of you for a moment. The hum of the music outside filled in the void as your mind was flooded. Your chest was so full and so warm because you just loved Jungkook so much. Your mind still wandered. Thinking about something like what happened to Yoongi and Monique⌠you couldnât imagine. How would you even handle that kind of thing if it was you two. Sheâs been waiting for over a hundred years now.Â
They only got a small piece of forever together.Â
You felt every word she said about Yoongi because itâs all the same things you felt for Jungkook. You would go searching the world for something to fix him. To bring him back to you. You would do anything.Â
You would die for him.Â
Your thoughts are interrupted. The sounds of people outside begin to countdown from 30.Â
âSo what do you want in the new year?â You ask him, your arms hugging tighter around Jungkook.
He thought for a moment, chewing on his bottom lip, âNever hear Jiminâs Olympic story ever again. I lived it⌠I already know what happened.âÂ
You laugh, âBe serious.âÂ
20.
âFine. I donât need anything. I have everything I want already.âÂ
âEverything? Thatâs a lot.âÂ
âI know.âÂ
15.
Jungkook leans close to your ear. âWhat about you? What do you want for the new year?âÂ
âI think I want to have everything⌠I donât have it quite yet.âÂ
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
10.
âI justâŚâ The words caught in your throat because you had wanted it for much longer than you were willing to voice. You had thought about it since the day he told you but you werenât sure if you were ready.
âWhat is it?âÂ
âI want more than this Jungkook⌠I want forever.âÂ
5.
âWhat are you saying?âÂ
4.
âI want you. I want our life. I donât think I was ready to talk about it before but I want it nowâŚâÂ
âY/N.â
2.
1.
âI want to be like you... I want you to turn me into a vampire.âÂ
a/n: woof this is a long one, I hope you enjoyed!! Let me know your thoughts plssssssss... I will try to have the next part out as soon as possible but enjoy this for now <3
âĽdescription: How to Lose A Guy in 30 Days! A guide of what you shouldn't do in the first 30 days of a relationship if you don't want him running for the hills! You get to see my experiment with the things I did wrong in the first 30 days of a brand new relationship.
You have just received your first opportunity to write your own column at Composure Magazine. This is everything that you have ever dreamed of and should be simple enough, drive a guy away in 30 days. Across town Jungkook, who hasn't committed to anyone in years, is issued a bet that he can stay with the same person for one month. Both of you being so head strong to achieve your goals cause a myriad of hilariously disastrous dates, unexpected sparks, and a countdown that neither is ready for. 30 days to fall in love or fall apart. After all, all is fair in love and war.
âĽwarnings/tags: software engineer!Jungkook, writer!reader, in the universe of How to Lose A Guy in Ten Days, comedy, crack fic??? (Yeaahhh), drinking, swearing, dirty talk, eventual smut, some angst, Y/N is a love girl (sigh), Jungkook used to be a playboy (heavier sigh), fluff, Y/N basically torturing Jungkook, Jungkook will never surrender lmao, I watched the movie recently and I haven't been able to get this idea out of my head (like seriously I plotted out the entire fic in like three hours), you don't have to have seen the movie to get this fic.
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âĽgenre/rating: 18 +explicit content, enemies to lovers, enemies to friends to lovers, enemies with benefits
âĽchapter warnings/tags: Drinking, Swearing, Fighting, multiple uses of the middle finger, some medical talk, Smoking,.........SMUT, making out, heavy petting, dirty talk, protected sex (WRAP IT UP), cum eating, fingering, multiple orgasms, oral (f.receiving), cowgirl, JK a little obsessed with your body (squint), somewhat pathetic jk? yeah its really hot and intense just trust me, like the tension is so.... Oh it all sorts of confusing for everyone's feelings. This chapter had ME giggling
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You had hopedânoâprayed, that your gas station encounter with Jungkook would be a one off encounter. You had pushed it from your mind and tucked it away because it probably would be the only time it would happen. It has been kicking up old memories these days. Old frustrations and annoyances as well.Â
Many stories for another time, but college was on your mind now. How everything played out⌠you still to this day have no idea what set Jungkook off so bad.Â
Sighing, you stirred your noodles in your ramen cup, eyes tracing little circles as you zoned out in thought. This side of the hospital was quieter, and you enjoyed the break room here. A small, cozy spot where you could actually hear yourself think. You were so lost in memories that you didnât notice someone else had walked in.
âY/N?â
You blinked and looked up, nearly dropping your chopsticks. Dr. Kim Seokjin stood beside you, his tall frame practically radiating energy. His white coat was open, slightly wrinkled as if heâd been speed-walking for hours, and he was flashing you the kind of grin that could probably be seen from space.
âDr. Kim,â you said, straightening up, a polite smile forming. Youâd wanted to talk with him yesterday, but schedules had kept you both busy. âGood morning, sir.â
âGood morning.â He laughed and held a hand out to you in a theatrical manner. âI know weâve met before but thought I should reintroduce myself. Properly this time!âÂ
âOh, no problem, sir. I feel like I know everything about you already, the others have been filling me in.â You took his hand, and his grip was warm and reassuring, with just a hint of that showmanship flair he couldnât seem to hide.
âAnd Iâve been seeing your work in the charts,â he said, barely pausing for breath. âYour attention to detail is phenomenal! Iâm really sorry I havenât been around to welcome you properly! Vicâs thrilled to have you up hereâI get why,â He puttered around the small room to the counters, taking an apple. âAnd listen, my office is always open if you need anything. Anything. Or just go and pester Yoongi,â he added with a gleam in his eye. âHe needs a good pestering every now and then.â
You laugh, nodding. âOh I have no issue bothering Yoongi.âÂ
âPerfect, you'll do great up here.â Tossing the apple up and catching it smoothly, he began to take a few small steps back out of the room, âWish I could stay and chat more, but surgery calls. But hey, weâll talk later this week. I promise!â
Right then, he bumped backward straight into Vic, who was stepping into the room with a look that could cut through any excuse Seokjin could come up with. She gave him a once-over, crossing her arms and tilting her head.
âShouldnât you be heading to surgery, Dr. Kim?â She asked, her voice dry as sandpaper.
Seokjinâs face twisted into a pout. âWow, not even a good morning, Dr. Kim, you miracle-worker? Or maybe, how was your life-changing surgery last night?â He took an exaggerated bite out of his apple, grinning at her with a mischievous gleam.
Vic rolled her eyes but humored him, voice dripping with sarcasm. âGood morning, Dr. Kim, miracle-worker. How was your life-changing surgery last night? Now can you get to the surgical floor before they decide to operate on you instead?â
âFine,â Seokjin continued to pout as he made his way out of the room, calling back. âIâll have you know I saved at least seven lives last night!âÂ
âGreat, now go save seven more!â Vic let out an exasperated laugh, closing the break room door. You laughed a little bit taking another bite of your ramen. Vic pulled up a chair in front of you, slumping down with a heavy sigh.Â
âHe certainty makes your life easy, huh?â You tease Vic, and she laughs.Â
âOh, definitely,â Vic replied, rolling her eyes but unable to hide her fond smile. âBut heâs a good guy, even with all the theatrics. A great surgeon.â
âI believe it.â You said. Even though it was only your second day up here you had already heard so many good things. You knew Seokjin somewhat but now you felt like you really knew himâeven though you had maybe two conversations.Â
Vic leaned on her hand, watching you with a glint of curiosity. âPlease tell me you have an interesting story or something to distract me with. Iâm about to lose my mind doing the same rounds all day.â
You snort, dragging out a long sigh for effect., âI ran into Jungkook last night.âÂ
Her eyes lit up, and she sat up straight. âOh really?â
âTurns out he works close to where I live. We bumped into each other at the store by my place.â You scrunch your face up in mild annoyance.Â
âBooty call on demand. Thatâs convenient.â Vic laughs to herself but can tell you arenât so amused. âSorry, so was it weird?âÂ
You paused, âA little? He⌠wanted to talk about it.âÂ
âOh, interesting.â Vic scooted her chair closer to you, like you were going to reveal some big secret.Â
So, you told her everythingânot that there was much to tell, but Vic was hanging on every word as if it were the best gossip she'd heard all week. You admitted you were hoping it was a one-off encounter; the idea of walking a couple of extra blocks just to avoid the place was tempting.
âHow fun!â Vic leaned back in her seat and rested her arms behind her head.Â
You roll your eyes, âYou and I have different definitions of fun.â
Vic smirked, a mischievous glint in her eye. âEvery time you guys meet, itâs like God flips a coin. Fight or... you know.â She wiggled her eyebrows playfully, her grin widening as you kicked her ankle under the table.
âStop.â You stood up, mostly eager to escape her relentless teasing.
You pushed the thought of Jungkook out of your mind, spending the rest of the day diving into your rounds. By the time you finished, exhaustion hit you full force, but you decided you needed a quick pick-me-up. Maybe a small snack and an energy drink for tomorrow would do you some good. So you stopped by the convenience store near your apartment again today, hoping for a quiet, uneventful errand.
Well that was up untilâ
âOh god damn it,â you muttered under your breath, spotting Jungkook at the end of one of the aisles. He noticed you at the same moment, blinking as if the universe had just pulled a fast one on him.Â
âYouâre kidding right?â Jungkook whispered into the air, looking up to the ceiling like he was talking to something else. Of course you would be here again, he had purposefully decided to show up at a different time in the hopes he wouldnât run into you again but here you were.Â
You quickly grabbed your snack, brushing past him without a word, darting to the drinks for a swift escape. Jungkook watched for a second before going back to his shopping, both of you clearly trying to act unaffected. After rushing to the counter, you checked out and slipped out of the store as quickly as youâd arrived. Behind you, Jungkook let out a quiet sigh, relieved, mentally vowing to stick to later store runs to avoid the awkwardness.
But the universe, it seemed, had other plans. The next day, the same scenario unfolded.
As you walked out of the store later the next evening, your steps faltered when you saw him entering. His expression mirrored your ownâthe wide-eyed disbelief, followed by something more annoyed and inpatient.
âOh, Jesus.â Jungkook muttered, glancing heavenward as if to say seriously, again?
Your eyes narrowed, your disbelief morphing quickly into irritation. âStalking me now, Jungkook?â Without missing a beat, you bumped your shoulder into his as you passed. Deliberately harder than necessary.
Jungkook snorted, throwing you an unimpressed glance. âYou arenât even worth the breath it would take to come up with an insult,â he muttered, turning away as if the encounter bored him.
You looked back, a mocking smile playing on your lips. âDisappointing,â you said, tone dripping with satisfaction. âYour comebacks are getting lazy.â
Jungkook just went inside, not even bothering with a response. He couldnât help but think three times in the same week? This would be the most you and Jungkook had seen each in such a short period in five years. What kind of joke was this? Was this some kind of punishment for your ill-advised night together? Did the two of you tip some kind of karmic scale somewhere so you were doomed to keep running into each other? Whatever it was, Jungkook could only hope that this was the last time.Â
Except it didnât end there, cause the next eveningâ
You rounded the corner of an aisle only to freeze, spotting Jungkook standing by the drink fridge again, his back to you. He turned just as you did, his face falling into an exasperated glare. âOkay, now I really need a restraining order,â you said, folding your arms with an annoyed sigh.
âFunny, Iâve been nice enough to come at different times every day. Maybe I need the restraining order.â He pressed his tongue against his cheek, clearly just as irked. He yanked a drink from the fridge with unnecessary force, glancing at you as if daring you to counter him.
You shook your head, unimpressed. âI live in this neighborhood, so if anyone should be giving up their convenience store privileges, itâs you.â
Jungkook let out a dry laugh, stepping closer. âMaybe itâs fateâs way of telling you to find a new place.â
You scoffed, holding his gaze. âPlease. If anything, fateâs just telling you that I was here first. So maybe youâre the one who needs to find a new store.â
âYouâre not nearly as scary as you think you are, you know that?â He smirked, but there was a hint of challenge in his eyes.Â
You raised an eyebrow. âKeep testing me, and you might find out just how scary I can be.â Grabbing your drink, you attempted to brush past him, but he shifted just enough to subtly stick his foot out. The move was barely noticeableâuntil you tripped, stumbling forward. You whipped around, eyes blazing with white-hot rage, only to see Jungkook with a look of pure satisfaction, like heâd just won some unspoken game.
âOh, whoops.â he said, his voice dripping with childish amusement. Jungkook never thought in his grown age he would be intentionally tripping someone else, but he was always surprised when it came to your interactions.
âSeriously?â you hissed, glaring at him.
Jungkook shrugged, clearly unfazed as he made his way toward the counter, all too pleased with himself. âCareful, wouldnât want you to hurt yourself.â
You let out a scoff, not caring about the stares from the other customers as you muttered under your breath, âFuck you.â
Jungkook looked back with an infuriatingly casual grin, then quickly left with a wave before you had the chance to retaliate. He was out of the store and gone before you could fully process the whole interaction, leaving you fuming and oddly rattled, wondering just how far this little war would go.
The tension between you two was unmistakably intensifying, each encounter adding to the growing irritation. Determined to avoid him, you decided to go to the store way earlier than usual the next day. Youâd planned it all out in your head, you scoped out the store through the window, even checked up and down the street for any sign of him. It had appeared to be all clear. All you needed was some ibuprofen so this should be quick. Confident, you headed on inside, grabbed what you needed and checked out, hoping to finally break the streak of unfortunate coincidences.
But, of course, fate was not done testing you.
As you stepped out of the store, bag in hand, you glanced left and there he was. This time, he had a friend with him, chatting casually as they strolled down the street. Jungkook spotted you at the same moment, his face shifting from casual amusement to a mix of disbelief and exasperation.
A laugh escaped your lips despite yourself, part amusement and part resignation. The absurdity of it was almost impressive at this point. Jungkookâs friend noticed the interaction, giving him a curious look. Jungkook just sighed, visibly exhausted by the constant run-ins. Now Jimin got to experience this chance encounter.
At this point, youâd completely abandoned any pretense of politeness. Without breaking stride, you lifted both hands, middle fingers raised, and started walking backward up the street, smirking as you saw the irritation flicker across Jungkookâs face.
âReal mature.â Jungkook called, shaking his head.
You shrugged, calling back, âI go high when you go low.â With that, you turned on your heel and continued down the street. Jungkook sighed, grateful this encounter hadnât escalated further.
Jimin watched you walk away, eyebrows raised. âYou gonna explain what that was all about?â
âThat,â Jungkook muttered, heading into the store, âwas a usual encounter with Y/N.â
âOh⌠oh.â Jimin nodded, connecting the dots. He and Jungkook had been friends for ages, so although he hadnât met you before, heâd definitely heard tales of youâand now he was seeing it all firsthand. âYou really werenât joking.â
Jungkook snorted, grabbing a snack. âI couldnât make this up if I tried.â
Jungkook began to give Jimin a quick rundown of the weekâs events as they walked back to the office after getting a few things. Jungkook describes each encounter more ridiculous than the last, his annoyance apparent. Jiminâs grin only grew wider with every detail, eyes gleaming with amusement.
âWait, so youâve really been running into each other all week?â
âLike clockwork,â Jungkook muttered, exasperated. âItâs like she knows exactly when Iâll be here.â
âWell if you go missing, Iâll know where to start looking for you.â Jimin joked and Jungkook brushed him off.Â
It wasnât a joke. If Jungkook did go missing you probably would be the first suspect. You werenât too far off from wanting to strangle him usually so it would be justified.Â
Now it was Saturday and you were back at work so you decided to just avoid the store altogether today, no way you could run into him if you just didn't show up. Plus tonight you would be going out. Ash and you planned to go to an emo night and you couldnât wait, it was your reward for making it through this week for sure.
Still, you found your thoughts drifting to Jungkookâs irritatingly smug face as you went about your work. You were so distracted that you barely noticed Ji-eun watching you, a touch of concern in her eyes.
âYou okay, kid?â Ji-eun asked, her voice pulling you out of your thoughts. She tilted her head, studying you.
You blinked, realizing youâd zoned out completely. âSorry,â you said with a sheepish smile as you noted her blood pressure on your tablet. âI got so distracted I didnât even realize you were talking.â
She laughed, waving a hand as if brushing away your apology. âOh, donât be silly. I was just rambling about my kids anyway.â She gave you a knowing look. âBut I can tell somethingâs weighing on you.â
You were a little taken aback by her question, âOh itâs just personal things.âÂ
âWell Iâve got loads of advice if you need some. Iâve nothing better to do these days.â She gestured around at the obvious surroundings, she must have been getting bored as even though its only been a few days. The room had slowly been filling up with crochet projects, the corpes of the failed pieces had piled up in the corner of the room. âCome on, you can tell me while you finish up.âÂ
You chuckled, typing a few notes into your tablet. âItâs complicated⌠thereâs this guy.â
Ji-eun cuts you off with a knowing smile, âAin't it always a guy.âÂ
You laugh but shake your head, âNot with me usually. Itâs also not like that⌠this guy is seriously justââ You paused, your mouth in a tight line and your shoulders rising just at the thought of Jungkook, âan absolute nightmare.â
âNightmare? He sounds intense. What did he do to earn that title?â Ji-eun asked, her eyes wide with amused curiosity.
âNow that is a much longer and complicated story.â You sigh, continuing to move around her, beginning to inspect her skin.Â
âAgain. I have all the time in the world.â Ji-eun really was desperate for a good story, and honestly you were a little desperate to lay it all out on the table again.Â
 You found yourself more willing to spill the details than you expected. âWe knew each other in college but had a big blowout. Then ever since, we fight and argue and it sometimes borders on physical altercations. Iâve never met anyone who can get under my skin like he does. But we ended up as the maid of honor and best man at our friendsâ wedding, and I thought maybe, just maybe, weâd be able to be civil.â
âAnd?â she prompted, amused.
You shook your head, moving to examine her skin as part of her routine. âWe just fought again. Normally, I can avoid him in most situations, but this week? Iâve run into him every single day. Itâs like heâs popping up everywhere.â
âSounds like the universe is really having a field day with the two of you.â She grinned at you childishly.
You rolled your eyes, laughing as you checked Ji-eunâs arms and made sure there were no signs of discoloration or swelling. âFeels like it. I keep turning corners, and there he is, just⌠waiting to ruin my day.â
Ji-eunâs smile softened as she watched you, nodding as you recounted the drama. âSounds exhausting,â she said gently. âSometimes, we end up running into people like that for a reason though. Especially because it sounds like there is major unfinished business here.â
You sighed, moving down to check the circulation in her legs, grateful that she didnât seem to mind your rambling. âOh, thereâs a reason all rightâto remind me that my patience has limits.â
She chuckled, shaking her head. âBelieve me, Iâve had my share of people who made my blood boil. But, you know, it made me realize that some people test us because they see something in us. Sometimes, even if itâs frustrating, itâs a chance to learn something.â
âI donât think thereâs anything he sees in me other than a chance to annoy me. Itâs been five years of this so if I was supposed to learn something I would hope I would have figured it out by now.â You note a few things in her chart. Ji-eun hadnât been showing really any signs of fatigue lately but you could tell that she was shaking a little bit when holding up her legs.Â
Ji-eun tilted her head, her tone thoughtful as she continued. âSometimes, weâre put in front of the same person over and over because itâs lifeâs way of pushing us toward something or to be better. And that doesnât have to mean romanceâit could mean resolving something. Or maybe finding a way to make peace? Maybe this is the universe saying hey, heres you opportunity to fix everything?â
You scoffed softly, checking her pulse and nodding as it came back steady. âI donât think peace is anywhere in our future.â
âMaybe, maybe not. Just donât let him control your day-to-day. One lesson Iâve learned is to live for what makes you happy, not what keeps you frustrated. You donât have to let him have so much power over your mood. Heâs just a stupid boy after all. Sometimes, itâs just about saying to yourself, Heâs not worth it.â
You considered her words, hesitating as you updated her notes on your tablet. She was right; it was draining to have Jungkook on your mind constantly, even if it was just anger. Maybe part of what frustrated you was how much headspace he took up, how he seemed to affect your peace.
âI guess I hadnât realized how much he had been ruining my mood.â You let out a long dragged out sigh, âYou are pretty good with the advice.â
âI know!â She flashed you a big cheesy grin again, immediately improving your mood. âI donât have any daughters so itâs nice to grant what wisdom I have to someone else. About boys and other things.â
 You finish up with Ji-eun and you continue about the rest of your day in a much better mood. She was absolutely right, Jungkook was an idiot and you should not let him ruin your mood. After all you finally were going to spend a fun evening out with Ash. So you picked yourself up and pushed through the rest of the day to get to this evening. Ash would be coming over since she wanted to steal some clothes and make up for you.Â
The two of you would be joining Hoseok for an emo night at the club you went too for Melanie's Bachelorette party. You had really been looking forward too it all week. It would be your reward for surviving Jungkook.Â
Once you made it home, Ash had already arrived and was waiting outside. She made herself very comfortable shuffling through your closet like she lived here herself. You had already picked out an outfit aside so now you were really just waiting on Ash to make some decisions. In her rummaging you decided to call Melanie, filling her in on your eventful week with satan's spawn.Â
âI think youâre being just a tiny bit dramatic,â Melanie said, her voice crackling through the phone as you absentmindedly scrolled on your phone. Namjoon and Melanie were still on their honeymoon but Namjoon wasnât feeling good so she had a few minutes to talk.Â
âI donât think shopping at the same convenience store is going to kill you,â Melanie continued, the patience in her tone borderline condescending.Â
âYou donât know that!â You protested, âFor all I know, he could hex the place. Next time I walk in, bam! Up in flames.â
âHighly unlikely,â she said, her voice dry.
âI mean,â Ash pipes up from inside your closet, having pulled out a dress only to toss it back in. âYou canât completely rule it out, though.â
âSee? Ash gets it.â
Melanie sighed. âFine. If you go back to the convenience store and spontaneously combust, I will issue a formal statement in your obituary that I was wrong.â
âItâs the least you could do,â you said, throwing in an exaggerated sniffle for dramatic effect. You could practically hear Melanieâs eye-roll through the phone.
âStill, itâs kind of weird that youâve lived there this long and never run into each other.â she muses.
Ash agrees from your closet. âJungkookâs been working at that firm for like two years. Itâs shocking your paths havenât crossed.â
âItâs a sick, twisted joke is what it is,â you huff, folding a pair of jeans that Ash discarded. âCanât believe he tripped me.â
âAgain, dramatic,â Melanie muttered.Â
âYeah yeah enough about me. When do you guys get back? I need some Melanie time.â This was probably the longest stretch of period you had gone without seeing Melanie. You had been attached at the hip since you met basically.
âTomorrow night, we will be in super late. Someone wanted to be back to work on Monday.â Her tone clearly pointed towards Namjoon. You let out a snort. Itâs been two weeks since the wedding so Namjoon was probably itching to get back to his routine.Â
Ash came out of your closet with a dress and leather jacket combo, âHow does this look?âÂ
You think for a moment, âIf you accessorize it I think it will be great.â Which you had plenty of accessories to dress it up just right. You also needed her to decide because it was already late and you two needed to start getting ready.Â
âI canât believe you guys are going out without me. You must hate me.â Melanie whines on the other side of the phone and you laugh at her.Â
âYou are in paradise. With the love of your life,â you laugh, plopping your phone down on the bed as you slip on your outfit. âI would take that over an emo night any day.â
âNo, you guys hate me,â she insists, fake-crying loudly into the phone. You and Ash exchange amused glances.
âAw, poor baby,â Ash coos into the phone, laughing as she rummages through your jewelry box.
After some playful back-and-forth, Melanie finally hangs up, still grumbling in betrayal. You and Ash pick up the pace, now racing against the clock to get ready. Ash is better at makeup than you, so once sheâs done, she helps you with a bold, modern emo lookâsharp eyeliner and dark lipstick that gives a bit of edge without going full 2010s throwback.
After some last-minute touch-ups, you and Ash finally head out, both buzzing with excitement. The club is packed when you arrive, but the line moves quickly, and soon youâre slipping inside to the familiar pulse of music and flashing lights. Inside, you and Ash share a grin, already swept up in the energy of the night.
Once inside, the club is already alive with energy, dark lights and neon hues casting a moody glow over the dance floor. People are scattered around, some nodding along to the beat, others fully immersed, lost in the music. You and Ash weave your way through the crowd, searching for Hoseok.
It doesnât take long to spot him by the bar, where heâs already ordered a round for the three of you. Heâs dressed to match the nightâs vibe, with dark clothes and a silver chain, looking effortlessly cool. He grins as he catches sight of you both.
âMy babies! Took you long enough!â he teases, sliding the drinks over as you reach him.
âBlame Ash,â you reply, elbowing her playfully.
Ash scoffs. âPlease, youâre the one who needed help with eyeliner!â
âWhatever, itâs time to actually get this party started!â Hoseok says. The three of you clink glasses, laughing as you take your first sips. The familiar taste mixes perfectly with the thrum of guitar filling the air, already pulling you into the spirit of the night.
A song Ash knew immediately filled the air of the club and Ash let out an excited yell, grabbing your hand and pulling you onto the dance floor. You barely have a moment to take another sip before sheâs dragging you through the crowd, laughing all the way.
Hoseok follows, and soon the three of you are lost in the sea of people, letting the music take over. Ash throws her arms up, singing along to every word, and you find yourself joining in, laughing when you miss a lyric here or there. Hoseok, usually the smoothest of dancers, isnât above a little head-banging, which only makes you all laugh harder.
After a while, you retreat to the edge of the dance floor, panting and grinning. Hoseok comes back with another round, passing you something sweet. The refreshing drink is exactly what you need after dancing up a storm.
âOh, this is perfect,â you sigh, savoring the cool, sugary flavor.
Ash, fanning herself dramatically, suggests, âLetâs catch some air.â You and Hoseok nod, following her outside. The November night is brisk, and the cold air hits you like a splash of waterâinvigorating after the clubâs stuffy heat. You take a deep breath, grateful for the moment to cool down.
As you settle into a quiet corner on the patio, mostly used by smokers, Ash turns to you. âWas that bartender from last time here?â she asks, her eyes gleaming with curiosity.
You shake your head, a little disappointed. âNope. I was hoping to see him, though! Maybe heâs just not working tonight.â
âBoo,â Hoseok pouts, placing his hands on your shoulders and giving you a playful shake. âDonât worry, we can find you someone better.âÂ
âOh yeah?â you laugh looking over your shoulder at him.Â
âHe does know like everyone.â Ash smirks, it was true. It was always a staple for your group outings that Hoseok always knew someone. Hoseok is a magnet for people. Outgoing and effortlessly charming, he always manages to bump into familiar faces no matter where you go.
Hoseok just shrugs with a mischievous smile. âWhat can I say? Iâm a people person.â
âI think Iâm okay.â You giggle leaning against one of the walls next to you guys.Â
Hoseok does seem to have something catch his eye a little too quickly. âDonât hate me but Iâll be right back.âÂ
Before either you or Ash could get a word in Hoseok hopped away over to another group that was just out of your sight. âHow does he do that?â Ash laughs trying to follow him with her eyes.Â
âI donât get it either. He just loves meeting people.â You sip on your drink for a second, it giving you a much needed buzz. Hoseok definitely made sure this second drink was a little stronger than the first.Â
âOh I think he is waving us over.â Ash grabs your wrist and starts pulling you in his direction. It takes a little bobbing and weaving past other groups out here but he eventually comes into sight. Waving at the both of you with a big smile on his face from something someone said in the group.Â
âJimin!â Hoseok gestures enthusiastically as you approach. âMeet my friends Ash and Y/N!â
Jimin turns, flashing a warm smile as he extends his hand. âNice to meet you both! Hoseokâs told me all about you.â
âOh no,â Ash teases, shaking his hand with a stare at Hoseok. âI hope he didnât embarrass us.â
Jimin laughs, his eyes crinkling in the corners. âOnly good things, I promise. Youâre safe.â
As you shake his hand, something about him feels strangely familiar, though you canât quite place it. âHow do you know Hobi?â
Jimin grins, throwing an arm around Hoseokâs shoulders. âOh, we go way, way back. I could tell you so many stories.â
âWay too many,â Hoseok chuckles, nudging him. âI donât need them using any of those stories against me.â
âToo late,â you laugh, and the three of you share a smile.
 Just then, Hoseokâs eyes light up as he glances to the side. âAh, there you are!â he says, breaking away from Jimin to greet someone else.
You follow his gaze, and your heart skips a beat as you spot Jungkook, striding over with his usual relaxed confidence. He was in a dark shirt with a printed ribcage on it and wore a leather jacket on top and fitting cargo pants, and really large combat boots. Definitely understanding the assignment for the theme. It takes you a second to register that itâs actually him standing there. You instinctively turn to Ash, who has her mouth wide open in shock before breaking into quiet laughter at the absurdity of your luck.
âJK!â Hoseok says warmly, pulling Jungkook into a quick hug.
Jungkook, still oblivious to you, is in mid-conversation with Hoseok when Ashâs laughter finally catches his attention. His eyes shift, first to Ash, and then they land on you. His smile fades, and you can see the disbelief setting in.
âYouâve got to be fucking kidding me,â you scoff.
âWhat are the odds?â Jungkook's expression turns equally unimpressed. âThis night just went downhill.â
âBelieve me, Iâm just as thrilled to see you.â you retort, crossing your arms.
Hoseok glances between the two of you, clearly caught off guard. âWait, you guys know each other?â
Ash covers her mouth, barely containing her amusement. âOh, they know each other all right.â Although sometimes you and Jungkook took your fights too far, Ash did find quite a bit of entertainment in them.
âOh youâre Y/N?â Jimin piped up after noticing the draggers you and Jungkook were throwing at each other with your eyes. âThis guy hasnât shut up about you all week. I saw your theatrics yesterday. Really funny.â
Any other time you would have cringed at your public display of hatred but you were too busy focussing on Jungkook standing here. You didnât notice it until now but he had a lip piercing. You had no idea he had a lip piercing did you? Was it fake? âWow talking about me to your friends, it seems you really are my biggest fan arenât you?â You say, disdain in your tone.Â
Jungkookâs eyes glint with mischief. âBiggest fan? More like a spectator. Someone has to make sure you donât take down the whole room with you.â
You scoff, shaking your head. âPlease. I think youâre just secretly obsessed with me. Itâs kind of pathetic, actually.â
âHey, okay, how about we reel it in.â Ash throws an arm over your shoulder, wanting to break the tension before it gets too high. You finished off your drink with some annoyance, you were just getting started.
âYes, how about another round?â Hoseok looks around the group. Ash nods a little too enthusiastically and starts pushing you away. You were giving the death glare to Jungkook until you could no longer see him over your shoulder. Hoseok trailing close behind.Â
âSheâs cute, I see why you fight with her so often.â Jimin pokes Jungkooks cheek to tease him and jungkook swats his hand away.Â
âItâs really not like that.â
âWerenât you telling me the other day that you guys called a truce at that wedding you went to or something? What happened there?â Jimin folded his arms over his chest.Â
âA temporary truce. Back to our normal selves now.â Jungkook pulls out a cigarette and his lighter from his pocket. Lighting up the cigarette and taking a long drag, brushing past the subject. He would find any reason to not have to talk about you anymore.Â
âWhat did you guys do to make it work?â Jimin found his curiosity piqued the more Jungkook tried to push the subject away, Folding his arms over his chest.Â
âWhy so curious?â Jungkook raises his eyebrow, offering the cigarette to Jimin as a way of distraction.
âWhy are you avoiding the question?â Jimin could tell Jungkook now had more to tell than he was letting on.Â
âAvoiding what?â Taehyung strolled up the both of them, Jungkook and Jimin had gotten so wrapped up that they forgot they were waiting for him to arrive. Which was the whole reason they had been hanging out here at all.
âLook who finally showed up,â Jungkook says, giving Taehyung a side hug.Â
âHeâs avoiding my questions about Y/N,â Jimin informs Taehyung, taking another drag from the cigarette before Jungkook snatches it back.
Taehyung let out a breathy laugh, âJesus, where can you even start with the history between these two.âÂ
âYou just missed a sparkling encounter between them.â Jimin nodded his head inside where you had gone. Taehyung immediately perked up.Â
âSheâs here? Where?â Taehyung glancing around to see if he can spot you.Â
âOh so you like Y/N?â Jimin asked.Â
âOh sheâs awesome.â Taehyung beamed, he really did think highly of you. Jungkook is very obviously peeved by your glowing review from Taehyung. âOh come on, she's so sweet!â
âInteresting.â Jimin nodded, rubbing his chin.Â
âMore like rotten inside and out.â Jungkook mumbled, letting his annoyance bubble up.Â
Taehyung bumped Jungkook's shoulder with his own, âHeâs an unreliable source. Sheâs never been anything but wonderful to me. Oh, if only she would accept my hand.â Taehyung dramatically sighed a hand on his forehead.Â
âPlease Iâve never seen you commit to keeping a plant alive, let alone to another person.â Jungkook laughs.Â
âTrue,â Taehyung grinned, knowing full well he'd probably leave with someone by the end of the night, just to add to his reputation. âBut sheâs gorgeous, and sheâs way too good for anyone.â
âCan we please talk about something else?â Jungkook groaned, feeling his skin prickle at the mention of you.
âOh, she really gets under your skin, huh?â Jimin smirked, clearly enjoying Jungkookâs discomfort. âIâll have to keep this in mind.âÂ
âYou donât even know the half of it.â Taehyung rolled his eyes knowingly.
Jungkook tried his best to steer the conversation elsewhere, but Jiminâs interest only seemed to deepen. Jungkook could already tell this topic wouldnât die easily, especially with Jimin's tendency to dig for juicy details.
As the night wore on the three of them eventually made it back inside and had a handful of drinks of their own. Enjoying the music, and singing along to the songs. So were you, Ash, and Hoseok. You all had basically stayed glued to the dance floor when you were not getting more drinks. Screaming at the top of your lungs and rocking out as hard as you could. Your worry about Jungkook ruining the night had melted away rather quickly with each shot you took.Â
With every shot, your confidence and sense of adventure grew. You had a habit of wandering off when you got drunk, and tonight was no exception. Ash had been doing her best to keep an eye on you, fully aware of this tendency. But as soon as she looked away for a momentâjust as Hoseok stepped away to grab some watersâyou were gone. Pushing her way through the crowded club, Ash searched for you, but you were nowhere to be found. Her concern grew with each passing minute, especially since she was fairly intoxicated herself, making her sense of direction hazy. She quickly texted Hoseok about the situation, and he, too, began weaving through the crowd in search of you.
Ash emerged out of the crowd to eventually bump into Taehyung and Jungkook trying to go out onto the floor.
âTae?â She looked at him confused but then relieved, âI had no idea you were here.âÂ
âHey!â Taehyung slurred his words as he pulled Ash into a hug, âWhere have you been all night?â
âOn the dance floor!â She grinned, grabbing his and Jungkookâs arms to steady herself. âHey, have either of you seen Y/N? She tends to... wander after a few drinks, and I canât find her.â
Jungkook shook his head, âNot since we saw you guys outside.â
âCan you please help me find her?â Ash knew asking for anything from Jungkook when it came to you would be a long shot.Â
âOf course we will.â Taehyung nodded his head vigorously and patted Jungkook on the back, âWe are on it.â
Ash gives a thankful smile between the both of them, âThank you, please text me when you find her.â Ash then without another word moves on to continue trying to find you.Â
Jungkook groaned, the alcohol making him a little too open with his emotions. âDo I have too?â
âYes. Be a good friend to Ash and look around.â Taehyung pushed him into the opposite direction of himself, thinking maybe that splitting up would make it easier.Â
Jungkook trudged around the edge of the club looking in tables and in darker corners to see if you had gotten scooped up somewhere or were clinging to a wall. He decided you probably also were going to need some water once he found you and you would need a minute to sober up. The water cup he got posed a little bit of a spill threat anywhere he went though. He was pretty tipsy himself but not enough he wouldnât recognize your annoying face or voice when he spotted it. He was having no luck this way so he decided to move around the dance area to see if maybe you had got swept away with some of the crowd.Â
Which Jungooks thought wouldnât be too wrong. You really had just gotten pulled into the crowd, you hadnât really noticed Ash had gone missing since you were just enjoying the music. You had sent a few drunk voice messages to Melanie, who you were sure would have some hilarious responses too in the morning. You had become overwhelmed with the amount of people around you and the heat though so you decided to start pushing your way out, which doing while rather tipsy was somewhat difficult.Â
You felt yourself tilt a little and bump your head straight into someoneâs chest. What you didnât immediately register was that the front of your top had become completely soaked. Shocking you almost to a sober state from the ice cold water. You immediately felt bad because you may have just accidentally bumped into someone and their drink spilled down on you.
âIâm so sorry.â You throw your hands over your mouth and look up to see the person, finding Jungkook to be on the other end of your apology, âOh itâs you again!âÂ
âShit.â Jungook knew how cold that water probably was. He really did feel bad that it got split but you had come outta nowhere at him.
You scoff and glance down at your now soaked front annoyed. Your wobbly brain not totally thinking straight. âYou totally did that on purpose.â Just as you were saying it you swayed a bit. Jungkook notices you losing your balance and steadies you.
âAsh asked me to find you. That water was for you.â He helped move you away from the center of the room and to a less crowded spot.
âYeah whatever. You wanted to embarrass me right? Cause I embarrassed you in front of your friend Jim.â You slur and start to stumble away from Jungkook. If it werenât you he may have laughed at the thought of someone calling Jimin Jim instead.Â
âBelieve it or not. I donât spare you that much thought.â Jungkook rolled his eyes, but continued to follow you. Making sure you didnât fall flat on your face, which would have been amusing in his mind.Â
Jungkook tried to keep his hands on your shoulders to guide you away but you kept swatting them off of you. âYour voice is so annoying. Youâre annoying. Get away from me, annoying boy.âÂ
âI am actually trying to help you, Iâll have you know.â Jungkook rolled his eyes. You could swat his hands away a thousand times. He was still going to get you back to Ash.Â
You sway back and forth, it had started to make you feel a little seasick and you were worried you may actually hurl. âI need to go to the bathroom.âÂ
With a reluctant sigh Jungkook nods, âIâll get you there.âÂ
Jungkook helps to guide you. Blocking anyone else from bumping into you. Getting you to the bathrooms. It was just a hallway with a handful of single person bathrooms. Jungkook manages to get you to one that was open at the end. You stumble your way in but donât go to hurl you just press your back to the cold tiles.Â
The small bathroom felt claustrophobic under the harsh glare of the fluorescent lights, illuminating the scribbles on the wallsâsnippets of humor and frustration from past patrons. You were acutely aware of the ridiculousness of the situation; the tipsy haze that had wrapped around your mind was starting to lift. The cold splash of water had brought you back to a semblance of sobriety, but not enough to chase away the stubborn annoyance that bubbled beneath the surface.
âThis is your fault.â You glared at Jungkook but then looked down at your shirt. It actually was drying up pretty good. Probably would be dry by the end of the night.Â
âEven if I hadnât done it, you would find a reason to make it my fault.â Jungkook rolled his eyes, leaning his back against the bathroom door.Â
You gave him a begrudging smile, tilting your head in fake gratitude. âWell, thank you for ruining my shirt and my night. Youâre a real hero.â
He laughed, a bitter laugh. âFuck off. Youâre the one who had too much and worried everyone. Seems like you were the one to really ruin the night.â
âOh so suddenly you worry about me now?â You roll your eyes, you know he didnât
âYou know what. Iâll be a bigger man. Yeah, you were drunk and alone and one of my friends was concerned about you. So I was too.â Jungkook leaned away from the door and crossed his arms, sick and tired of having to deal with you this week.Â
His words stung, and you couldnât shake the guilt creeping in. You had really worried Ash and Hoseok, and the weight of that realization pressed down on you. âFine. Well, mission accomplished; you can leave now.â
âNo.â Jungkook shrugged.Â
âExcuse me?â
âNo, Iâm going to walk you back to Ash myself. Doing my job as a good friend to make sure youâre okay. Whether you like it or not.â He widened his stance, as if bracing for a push that he knew wouldnât come.
You rolled your eyes, crossing your arms in defiance. âYou donât even like me, and suddenly youâre so noble. If I didnât know better, Iâd say youâre just here to be a pain.â
He stepped closer, his voice dropping an octave. âYouâre so stubborn. Itâs like youâre trying to make this difficult.â
You just leave him in an angry silence now as you continue to clean yourself up. Back still pressed against the tile. You stare at the ground instead of Jungkook standing across from you. Your sober mind would give him brownie points for making sure you were okay even though things are so difficult between the two of you. Your tipsy brain was not thinking critically now. Just wanted to fight since you had become so annoyed from seeing him every single day this week.Â
Jungkook couldnât say he didnât feel the same. Seeing you everyday had added a certain level of stress and annoyance to each day. It had been building up to a moment the two of you would blow up in each other's faces like this.Â
As you tried to move, a wave of dizziness washed over you, forcing you to lean back against the cool tiles for support. A long breath in, then out, hoping this wasnât a sign that you might actually be sick. Once the feeling passed, you leaned up again, feeling slightly better.
âAre you okay?â Although a bit forced, he thought he should ask.
âA little dizzy still.â You hold your hands over your eyes and scrunch your face up tight for a moment.Â
âWe really should get you some water.â Jungkook sighed, âOne I donât accidentally spill on you that is.âÂ
âThat would be preferable.â You laugh a little, dropping your hands.Â
âWas that a laugh? Did I manage to get you to laugh?â Jungkook's face fell into dramatic shock. âOh this needs to be documented.â
âStop. You are being so loud.â You roll your eyes at his exasperation. âYouâll never get a laugh from me again.âÂ
âAs long as it annoys you. Iâll never shut up.â He gives a shit eating grin your directions and you just shake your head.Â
âWhat a gentlemen.â
Jungkook chuckled, crossing his arms as he took a step closer to you. "Look at that. Now youâre giving me compliments? Whatâs next, a thank you?"
The defiant look in his eyes only fueled your frustration. "Youâre impossible. You donât even know when to quit, do you?"
"Funny. I was thinking the same thing about you." His voice was quiet now, and though he had not intended too he was looking at you a different way now. It actually made you⌠nervous?
âOh, shut up,â you muttered, hating the way your heart was racing from the proximity.
âIâm good.â His voice was almost playful and daring. Challenging you in a way that made it impossible to look away. For the first time tonight you actually looked him in the eyes. He was also looking into yours, Jungkook was still pretty tipsy although he was doing a much better job at keeping himself together.
âI donât like you.â
âWow news of the century.â Jungkook gave you a confused look but he was amused.
âYet somehow in this universe we managed too⌠well you know. You were there.â You gestured your arm dramatically pointing to him.Â
âDid what?â Jungkook played a little innocent now, pushing your buttons.Â
âIâm not saying it.â
âNo I have no idea what we did,â Jungkook mused, âI have a terrible memory after all.â
âJungkook,â you sighed, exasperation coloring your voice.
âWhat?â His grin widened, almost genuine, as if he enjoyed this.
âWe managed to fuck. Are you happy?â The words hung between you like a confession, and you hated how flustered you felt afterward.
âOh, thatâs right.â Jungkook closed the distance even more, invading your space, his playful tone now laced with something deeper. âI had a lapse in my memory.â
Heat flooded your cheeks, and you despised how your body was reacting to him. âYouâre insufferable,â you shot back, struggling to mask the flutter in your stomach with irritation.
âAnd yet, here I am, still standing in front of you.â Jungkookâs voice dropped lower, teasingly. You could feel the tension thickening in the small bathroom, and it only added to the growing frustration and confusion bubbling inside you.
âWhy do you always have to make everything so complicated?â You snapped, but there was a hint of uncertainty in your voice. âCanât you just leave me alone for once?â
He shrugged, a smirk tugging at his lips. âIf I did that, who is going to help you back?â His words were almost playful, but the weight behind them felt more serious than before.
You gestured between the two of you, your voice rising again. âI think youâre really here to just mess with me.â
âMessing with you is just a bonus,â he countered smoothly. âBecause, although you donât believe it, Iâm actually a decent person, I have like a sliver of care for you.â
You scoffed, arms crossed over your chest, but the way he was looking at you, that mix of annoyance and something more, made it hard to keep up your defenses. âYouâre just saying that because you feel guilty for spilling water on me.â
âMaybe,â he admitted, taking another step forward, closing the distance even further. âBut youâve had it coming, havenât you? For all the times youâve acted like a total brat.â
âOh please, like youâre any better!â You pushed back, a challenge dancing in your eyes. âYouâre an even bigger brat than I am, and you know it.â
âTouche.â He chuckled, a deep, rumbling sound that reverberated through the small space, making it hard to stay annoyed. It was a sweet sound, more than you would ever admit out loud.
âAnd I sometimes think you enjoy fighting me,â you pressed, desperate to maintain the upper hand.
âFull transparency, I donât.â His tone shifted, just slightly, revealing a flicker of sincerity beneath the teasing.
âWhatever.â you huffed, but you could hear the vulnerability behind his words, and it made you momentarily hesitate.
âItâs true. I have to fight at my job a lot, so Iâm not a big fan of it in my personal life.â His admission hung in the air, unexpected and honest. Not something Jungkook ever thought he would say out loud to you of all people.
You paused, considering him for a moment. âI think thatâs the first honest thing youâve said to me.â Your heart raced as the realization settled inâthere was more to him than the brash exterior he always showed. Which was annoying, because he was becoming human instead of monster in your mind.
âProbably.â He shrugged, but there was a softness in his gaze now that made you want to look away, even as you felt drawn in.
You both laughed to yourselves then, the sound echoing off the tiled walls, the tension easing just enough to breathe. It was a shared moment, lightening the mood even as it carried the weight of everything unspoken between you.
âAnother laugh? Wow, big night for me,â he said, eyes sparkling with mischief.Â
âShut up,â you replied, but the smile lingered on your lips, a reluctant acceptance of the warmth blooming in your chest.Â
âMake me,â he challenged, stepping even closer, invading your space in a way that made you take pause.
The space between you had shrunk, and Jungkook couldnât remember when that had happened. His heart raced, the alcohol in his system blurring what he usually felt for you with something else entirely. What was worse was that you were also caught up in the same whirlwind of confusion and longing.
The only sound in the room was the muffled music drifting in from outside the door and the uneven rhythm of your breathing, mingling in the charged air around you. This is insane, Jungkook thought, his pulse quickening as he took in the way your eyes glimmered under the harsh bathroom lights.
Your gaze fell to his lips and then shot back to his eyes, so fast it was a fleeting moment, but he noticed. It felt like time had slowed, every heartbeat echoing in the silence between you. Is this really happening? Again? Jungkook couldnât shake the feeling that everything had shifted, and suddenly, you looked different tooâmore inviting.
You cleared your throat, breaking the silence, desperate to dispel the thoughts swirling in your mind. Focus. It doesnât matter. Except it did. Jungkook was looking at you with a hunger you recognized, a look that sent shivers down your spine.
âWhat?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, thick with tension.
âNothing.â He looked away, but the moment felt too heavy, too filled with unsaid words.
As soon as Jungkook averted his gaze, he found himself drawn back to you, the magnetic pull almost irresistible. You both stared at each other for a moment, your hearts racing in tandem, minds swirling with the same thoughts. What the hell are we doing? You knew you werenât sober enough to think this through, yet a huge part of you was screaming⌠just do it.
âItâs not a good idea.â You say. The words felt forced, almost painful to admit.
âItâs not,â he agreed too quickly, as if the very notion scared him.
âWe shouldnât.â You stood up straighter, your defenses momentarily flaring.
âNo.â Jungkook adjusted himself as well, clearing his throat, trying to regain some composure. âAnd it could be⌠a problem.â
âWeâve both been drinking. So we are just confused.â You kept your eyes locked onto his, desperate for him to understand every word you were saying, even as your heart raced in contradiction.
âWe arenât thinking straight.â
You looked down, feeling the urge to reach out and touch him clawing at your resolve. Get a grip, you thought, trying to pull yourself back from the edge.
âYou repulse me. Itâs not what I want.â You said, shaking your head to ground yourself in reality. Right? This is just the alcohol talking. I donât really want this.
âI canât stand you.â Jungkook said. Any other hour day or time this was true, except for right now.
You didnât move, the silence wrapped around the both of you like a fog. You wanted it, you wanted to kiss him. Every second the two of you stood here the closer you were giving in. You wanted to give in so bad. He really was the serpent, and you were going to take the forbidden fruit he offered.
This didnât feel the same as last time. Last time it was quick and rash. No thought, just an impulsive decision. Now it was like you were making a decision that was going to change everything.Â
And yet you couldnât help it.
âKiss me.â You look from his eyes to his lips again, lingering longer.Â
Jungkook paused. Asking himself if he should do this. Except he answered it for himself, and decided to go slow. He tilted his face to meet yours. Almost like he wanted to wait for you to meet him but he knew you wouldn't. You wanted him to chase after you, to come to you. So he didnât wait a second longer. Pressing his lips to yours.Â
That cigarette taste completely takes you over again. Not as intense as before, it was almost like a hint. Yet you could care less about it, because it was now familiar. You met him with as much need as he gave you. You needed more so you took it a step forward and begged for more. Each kiss was getting more desperate and somehow your hands managed to find their way into his hair. Jungkooks finding their way onto your hips.
One sober thought slapped you in the face, âWhat are we doing?â You pulled away from him breathless but you paused just looking at him. Then kissing him again, like you needed it to survive.
âWe shouldnât.â Jungkook just soon after, pulling so slightly away but kissing you again.His whole body betraying him.
 One of his hands hiking one of your thighs up around his waist. He pressed his body into yours. You were completely pressed into the wall behind you.Â
âWe⌠I,â you pull away again, you have to swallow for a second. You take a moment and are looking between his eyes. Somehow they were all shiny and sparkly in this terribly lit bathroom. He was breathing just as hard as you and his heart pounding even louder. He didnât make any space between the two of you. âI donât know what I was going to say.âÂ
You both felt extremely sober but drunk on this feeling, on this thrill. Completely clear about what was happening.Â
âProbably some excuse about how awful I am.â Jungkook kissed along your jaw and down your neck. Your skin was so sensitive and you felt like every time he kissed you, every touch was electric.Â
âYou are.â You were trying to think of any reason to stop, you came up with nothing.Â
âYeah well, not awful enough that I can't kiss you.â Jungkook leaves a small bite on the skin of your neck, and you let out a small moan. Your eyes widen as soon as you do it and Jungkook is immediately filled with amusement.
âDonât say a word.âÂ
âDonât worry. I donât feel like talking.â He pulled himself away from your neck and kissed you again, slipping his tongue into your mouth. He had you wrapped up in him all over again.
You thought the lip piercing would get in your way but it actually went unnoticed. Your hands found their way to either side of his face. If anyone was becoming addicted, it was you. Kissing him was like sipping poison from a decorated chalice, beautiful to view but bitter for the soul. Yet, you couldnât get enough.Â
It was painfully clear how turned on Jungkook was getting. With your leg that was wrapped around his waist, you use your leverage to push him into you. The pressure breaks him out of the kiss a bit, moaning himself. You smiled devilishly, his eyes were shut. You pull him closer, you take the chance to kiss down his neck. Sucking a little on each spot. He leaned into your touch. Enjoying each one.Â
âWe-⌠oh god.â He placed one of his hands on the wall steadying himself. âWe should get out of here.âÂ
âWhy?â You say and you kiss him again. He pulls away for a second breathing hard again.Â
âAs great as bar bathroom sex is,â he was being sarcastic, âI prefer a bed.âÂ
âGood point.â You pull away for a second. Wiping your mouth. You let the tiles hold you up again. Glancing over to the mirror, whatever lipstick you had on had completely transferred to Jungkook. You look at him and you wipe off any smudges you can see. Jungkook didnât protest the action. Something almost domestic about it.Â
Gross, he thought.
You watched his movements. He pushed his hair back, eyes closed for a second. His lack of contact now felt strange. You kept looking at his hands, how delicate his fingers were. You want them inside you. You wanted them on you. You needed him wrapped around you. You shook your head, you needed to get out of here.Â
What the hell were you doing?Â
You stepped around Jungkook. Before you could open the door Jungkook spun you around again, back against the door now. His hands on your cheeks. He kissed you again and you welcomed him without issue. Warmth invoked you all over again and it was almost like you could have let your whole body go slack. You couldnât get enough, and it was clear he couldnât either. It felt very easy and you didnât hate it.Â
âJungkook.â You break away but he kisses you, you pull back again. âLetâs go.âÂ
âYouâre right.â He breaks away from you and he forces himself to take the largest step back he can from you.Â
You flatten your hair down, then you open the bathroom door and slip out. Luckily no one was in the hall. You assume Jungkook was going to wait a moment before following you so it didnât appear that the two of you were in there together. There was no way you would be able to leave without saying goodbye to Ash or Hoseok, so you needed to find them first. You couldnât even hear the music with how loud your heart was pounding in your ears.
After a minute of searching you found them both tucked in a corner looking at their phones. Probably texting you or three seconds away from calling the police. You cringed and approached them.Â
Ash looked up and her eyes widened at the sight of you. âJesus christ where have you been?â
âIâm so so sorry.â You hug her and then hug Hoseok. âI got swept away by the people and then I just needed to sit in the bathroom for a while. I was so dizzy.â Not a total lie but still bullshit not the less.
âText next time okay?â Hoseok gripped your shoulder hard and gave you a small shake. You nod in return.Â
âI promise. I will. I will never let that happen again. I do think I just need to go home. Iâve had a little too much tonight.â You nod.Â
âDo you need one of us to come with you?â Ash face twisted in concern but you give her a reassuring smile so she wonât press further.Â
âNo I live so close and I will text you as soon as I get there.â You nod.Â
It takes a little more convincing but the two of them let you go with some goodbyes. Once you break away from them you try to see if you can spot Jungkook maybe hovering close by or something. You donât immediately find him but you decide if you leave he will have to come out the same way. You find your way to the exit and make it outside. You realize this meeting up thing would have been easier if you had Jungkook's number, but alas here you were. Just waiting and hoping he wouldnât make a fool out of you.
After a minute of waiting on the street and watching people pass you by, Jungkook emerged from the door.
âSo you didnât run away.â He teased, you roll your eyes. Hugging your arms to protect from the cold.Â
âNights not over. Still plenty of time to get away.â Was this all a bad idea?Â
âSoâŚâ he looked around, probably to see if anyone you knew was around. âMine or yours?âÂ
Jungkook could care less where you went but he just want to go now.Â
You hadnât actually considered it. You werenât sure if you wanted him in your place. You didnât really bring people back home. You always went to theirs, made it easier to detach and never talk again. Jungkook was different, there was no detachment that could be done so easily here.Â
âYours.â You say. Stick to the normal routine.Â
âOkay.â He didnât protest.
Jungkook calls a car and it doesnât take very long to pick you guys up. You both are quiet the whole ride. Jungkook didnât live terribly far so it made it quick. Too quick, too quick for you to talk yourself out of going. The moment in the bathroom kept replaying in your mind. How you got from point A to B.
 It was like one second you two were magnets that were pushing each other apart and then the next you were desperately trying to stay stuck together. When it used to be you would push each other apart.Â
After too long you arrived. Jungkook let the both of you inside and then you were going up the elevator. Still nothing, you had no idea what he was thinking. No idea if maybe he also was regretting his choice. He didnât look like he had anything to say to you, which to be fair, he never did. You followed him down a hall a ways and he unlocked his apartment.Â
Once you had made it inside Jungkook flicked on his lights. It was actually quite spacious. Everything was really clean and he had good taste in decoration. It had a large living room and a separated kitchen. There was a hall that connected off the living room that probably led to his room.
Jungkook tugged off his shoes and you followed, taking off yours.Â
He stepped inside but you almost stayed glued. The mental roadblock had finally hit. Jungkook noticed and looked back at you.Â
âCat got your tongue?â He observed you for a moment, you clenched your fists out of comfort.Â
âSomething like that.â You sigh, you donât look at him, âYour place is⌠nice.âÂ
âThen why arenât you coming in?â He leaned on the wall next to him. âDo I have to invite you in, like a vampire?âÂ
âHaha, very funny.â Your voice dripped with sarcasm, âMore like Iâm talking myself into it.âÂ
âI see. Weâll, doors right there, feel free to run.â He saunters back over to you, pointing to the door behind you. âCan get out now while you still can.âÂ
He came as close as he felt you were comfortable with. There was that feeling all over again, like everything in you was pulling you towards him.Â
âNot a word to anyone?â You clear your throat.Â
âDeal.âÂ
With that you pull him into you and you kiss him. One of his hands on the back of your neck and the other on your waist. Both of you walking backwards into the apartment. Each kiss was more and more urgent. Jungkook managed to spin the both of you around and was walking you back to his bedroom. Your hands found their way to get his jacket off and pulling his shirt over his head. He broke away from you to pull it off. Immediately kissing you again once he discarded it. Your hands wrapped around him, his warm skin welcoming the touch of your hands.
You both split again to get you out of your clothes until you were just in your underwear and bra. With your frenzied movements you have somehow made it into his room. Â
Jungkook pulled away, then got his hands under your thighs and quickly laid you back on his bed. You yelped a little at the sudden movement. Jungkook was immediately on top of you again, placing himself between your legs most of his weight on you, he kissed you again. You felt like you hadnât had a breath in several minutes.Â
He paused for a moment though and leaned back a little, he just stared. .Â
âLet me take this off.â He looked at your bra.Â
âOkay.â You sat up on your elbows. âWhy?âÂ
âI didnât get to see them last time. I want to see all of you.â He looked down to the rest of you for a moment but then back to your eyes.Â
âYou really are obsessed with me huh?â You were the one desperate to have him closer.Â
âJust for tonight. Tomorrow Iâll go back to not being able to stand you.â He finally gives in and start to suck on your neck, using one of his hands to keep your head in place.Â
A quiet moan leaves you at the feeling. He had already had you figured out. Where you tick. He didnât stay there long, he pulled himself away enough to get his hand under you to undo your bra. Pulling it down your arms and throwing it somewhere in the room. You lay back down flat on your back. Jungkook took no time to get his hands on your breasts. Holding them in his hands and massaging them. He leans his head down and takes one of your nipples into his mouth and continues to massage your other breast. You just watched him, you a little bit into the sight of him being all over you. He swirls his tongue around your nipple. You felt yourself getting wetter. You had moved your hips to find some pressure, you were dying to be touched.
âJungkook.â It came out sort of whiny and strained. You mentally pounded yourself for how desperate you sounded.Â
He pulled away from you. He also looked surprised.Â
âNeedy are we?â He had an amused smile, he held all the cards.. âWhat do you want?âÂ
âJust touch me. Please.â God you were pathetic. This was a new low. You needed it bad though, you want to cum whatever way he wanted you too.Â
âOh how the mighty have fallen,â he was very amused by the sight of you begging. He would have loved to see more of it if he didnât really want to eat you out.Â
Then Jungkook took the moment to take off his pants. He looked as if he was going to take off his underwear as well but then hesitated.Â
He hovers above you again, Jungkook thought for a moment. Something that could work you up. Something maybe a little surprising even for himself to admit, âOne more honest confession from me. You looked really good tonight.â
âWhat?â You were stunned, he sounded extremely sincere.Â
âI have never met someone who gets on my actual last nerve.â He shook his head, âbut I wanted to fuck you again so badly, didnât matter how much you bothered me.âÂ
You didnât realize words could turn on you on so much, but it was working. Let alone coming from Jungkook,Â
âWhat did you think about?â Curiosity was getting the better of you.
âHow I really want to eat you out, I wanted to make you cum on my tongue.â He moved back over you, kissing you and breaking away. âPlus I wanted to see your tits and they did not disappoint.âÂ
Jungkook hoping in his mind this was working. He wasnât out of practice but you really were the only person he had slept with in a while, and the fact that he didnât know how you worked made him a little nervous. What he didnât quite understand is that it didnât take much to work you up.Â
âWhat else?â You wanted to close your legs, you needed some relief between your legs but Jungkook wasnât going to let that happen.Â
âI could have fucked you in the bathroom, no I would have fucked you in the bathroom. If you had kissed me any longer I would have.â He came very close to your ear. You closed your eyes, just listening to him.Â
You swallow hard and nod. You wanted to play it much cooler than you had been. âI donât see why I should care at all about that.â You start to chew on your bottom lip.Â
âI keeping wondering how many times I could make you cum. How many times I could make you fall apart, with my hands, with my tongue, and my cock.âÂ
Yeah you were getting so high just on his words.Â
âGod please Jungkook,â you had enough though, âPlease touch me, please just do something.â
 âThank god.â He also couldnât take it anymore.Â
He kissed you but it was so quick because he kissed his way down your neck and then your chest and then your stomach. He started sliding off your underwear and you donât resist him at all. It was painfully clear how wet you were, Jungkook was tired of not being all over you though. He examines you for a moment and then licks over your clit without much warning. You moan apprehensively. Your words were completely lost.Â
Jungkook did it again a few more times. He wrapped his hands around your legs keeping them apart. You wanted to squeeze his head between your thigh so badly but you couldnât budge under his grip. You placed your hands on his head. Jungkook licks your clit in a side to side motion. He had you in the palm of his hand now. He knew it. You were going to come quickly at this rate, he had gotten you so wound up. You grip onto his hair at the sensation, Jungkook then pulls back from to stick his tongue into your pussy. Immediately licking all of the arousal that been coming out of you. He kept moving his tongue in and out of you over and over. So warm and he found his way around you quickly.
âFuck.â You said it long and dragged out as Jungkook continued fuck you with his tongue. âDonât stop.â
He hums against you in response, he wasnât going to give you any second of recovery. He wanted you to cum in his mouth, and he was going to take you to the end. Jungkook let go of his grip on your legs, allowing you close your thighs around him. You were getting close. You were a little impressed and so was he. You were starting to twitch a little with each touch. Moans just kept falling from you pathetically, you just didnât care. Your hips began moving on his mouth subconsciously. He followed your lead. He loved every second of this.Â
You managed to get yourself to look down at him to watch what he was doing, to your surprise he was already watching you. Mouth buried between your legs. His eyebrows furrowed, his stare so serious and full of lust. He was eating up every second watching you fall apart.Â
âShit.â You lay your head back, âDonât look at me like that.âÂ
He paused for a second but spitting on your clit and taking his hand there to rub you.Â
âWhy not?â He hummed.Â
âItâs⌠confusing.â It was confusing, you still hated him but that look. Your feelings of hate and lust weâre mixing dangerously together,Â
âYouâre just⌠so hot when you are about to cum.â He replaced his hand with his mouth again. He needed to make you cum.Â
âShut up.â You moan, as he presses his tongue flat into your clit, putting pressure on it and licking upwards. Then sticking his tongue back inside you.
You didnât have time to think. Before you could get anything else out you felt your climax hit you like a truck, you twitch and tried pulling away from Jungkook but he held onto you pumping his tongue in and out of you as your walls tried to clench around his tongue. Your cum spilling into Jungkook's mouth. He kept a tight grip on your thighs and just continued his motions as you rode out your climax.Â
After a minute you settled. You were breathing heavily and your eyes shut. Jungkook pulled himself away. It was really unfortunate how much he liked how you tasted. Jungkook took one of your hands and pulled you up so you were sitting up. You opened your eyes and looked at him but before anything he kissed you. Sort of tender at first, then his tongue was in your mouth. There was a new taste present, it wasnât bad at all. It was definitely your cum. It was nice, maybe way too intimate for the two of you but you didnât mind. He cupped your face in his hand.Â
âItâs really annoying how good you taste.â He kissed down your neck to your shoulder. They were delicate little kisses. You were trying to come back down. After all it was a pretty good orgasm.
âI would say do that again but I donât think Iâll stay awake after.â You lean your head to the side, giving him better access. âGod this sucks.â Â
âWhat did I do now?â He pulls back and looks at you unamused.Â
âBecause you are the most obnoxious person ever but this makes it much harder to hate you.âÂ
âI think it makes it more fun if you hate me.â He kisses you, you slide your tongue into his mouth and sigh comfortably.
You both were getting really impatient though. You really wanted to ride him. You needed to be fucked so you could be done with this so you didnât have to admit you wanted him to eat you out again and again. Jungkook needed to come soon though, he was so hard in his boxers he was afraid he might explode. He had any number of ways he wanted you but didnât care what you wanted to do to him.Â
You pull back from him, âLet me touch you.âÂ
âDonât say it like that.â he drops his head, resting it on your shoulder.Â
âWhy?â You were having the exact effect you wanted. He lifts his head and looks at you.Â
âLike you said, it gets⌠confusing.âÂ
You smirk and you stand up with him for a moment but then you turn him and have him sit on the side of the bed now. He takes off his underwear almost like understanding your thoughts. He was really hard and his tip was all red. He didnât take his eyes off your hands and just watched you every movement.Â
You hold his chin in your hand and have him look up at you. He almost looked a little pouty and pathetic, almost cute. He placed his hands onto your hips but letâs you take the lead. You then take both of your legs and you straddle his lap, his dick sitting between the both of you. He took in a deep breath from the contact.Â
âI guess I could just leave.â You tease, you kiss one side of his neck. âI got what I needed. Could just leave you to yourself. Since itâs so confusing for the both of us.â You tease.Â
Jungkook had closed his eyes and was shaking his head. In almost painful desperation. âDonât.â His hands moved to your ass, hanging on to you now. âSeriously, please touch me. I wonât last much longer.âÂ
âWhat would you like?â You hold yourself away from him so you can see his face clearly.
âSit on me.â He chased your lips and kissed you again.Â
You continue to kiss him but you sit up on your knees. Reaching between the both of you to grab his dick. You stroke him a few times. He groans into your mouth from the contact, his tip was leaking precum. You stop for a second.Â
âDo you have a condom?âÂ
Jungkook nodded, he reached over to a drawer next to his bed and pulled one out. You take it from him, unwrapped it. Using both of your hands and slowly roll it over his length, squeezing him on the way down.Â
âFuck.â His head falls back. He squeezed your ass in one of his hands.
You then lift yourself up again and line him up with your entrance. You knew you were going to be pretty sensitive so you just sink down just onto his tip. You were a bit overstimulated so you hiss, but you kept going sliding yourself down his length. Jungkook was letting small moans fall from his mouth. Then you fully sit down on him, filling you completely up. You moan a little yourself at the feeling. Jungkook was in complete ecstasy. You lift yourself up and sink back down onto him again. You both moan into each other.Â
âLay back.â You whisper in his ear, âItâll be easier.â
Jungkooks complys, you push him down with one of your hands. This way you are able to get your knees on the bed a little better, and it allows you to get more leverage. So you push yourself up and down in a quicker motion now. You keep your hands on his chest. With each move of your hips you begin to build a rhythm, your clit grazing his pelvic bone every time you fully sink down onto him.
âGod I hate how good this feels.â You groan but out of pleasure. You mouth falling open.Â
Heâs smirking below you, breathing heavily. Barely keeping his eyes open. Feeling every little movement you made. Why did it have to feel with you of all people? Let alone really good. You full sit down on him for a moment taking a second to breath, his cock buried all the way inside you. You grind your hips on him, you were trying to find your high again.Â
âShit. Donât stop.â Jungkook pleaded, he looked down to where his cock was inside you. Loving the way your bodies were connected.Â
âOh yeah?â Lifting yourself up and sank back down onto him again and grinding on him again.
âGod I fucking hate how good you look right now.â He sounded so annoyed but it was getting you hot.Â
âStop.â You sigh, you pause for a second. Your knees needing a second to recover.Â
âWhat?â He eyes you for a moment.
âStop talking.â You breath for a second, you were going to come soon. You could feel it, your wall were throbbing and you were breathing so heavily. You didnât want him to be able to get you off so easily.Â
Jungkook on the other hand seemed somewhat concerned, worried you may be in pain. âIs something wrong?â He sat up to meet your face.Â
âNope.â You almost cut him off holding a hand up to him, âIâm just really close.âÂ
âOh yeah?â He lets out a breathy laugh and it caused his pelvis to shift under you and you moan softly.Â
âOh I see,â Jungkook reached his hands around to your ass. Hanging on to your hips for a moment. Forcing you up and down on him and a pathetic whine falls from you. âYou want to cum again huh?â His voice was quiet and deep.
âNo.â The word came out weak, It was a sad protest, very clearly a lie.
âGetting yourself all wrapped around my dick making you want to cum?â He kisses your jaw, you had yours eyes screwed shut. You managed to look at him through your tired hooded eyes.
âYes.â You give in. Jungkook forced your hips up and down on him again and another whine falls from your mouth.Â
âWhat can I do?â Jungkook sighs.Â
âKeep talking to me, and Iâll keep fucking you.â You try to feel yourself back in, shutting your eyes again. You did not want to see his face.Â
âYou got it.âÂ
You go back slowly working up to the pace you were at before. Every once and a while sinking all the way down and grinding your hips on him. Jungkook breathing heavily, steadies his mind for a second.Â
âYouâre doing so good for me. Fucking my cock like this. God you look so sexy like that.â His hands were running up and down your back. âHating me comes with some perks right?âÂ
âFuck off.â You moan, you kept riding him though. Oh it was working, your high was building. You werenât sure how long Jungkook had left in him.Â
âIf I had known a truce could lead to this I would have offered one sooner.â He forces you down onto himself for a moment and you gasp. âCause now I canât stop thinking what it would be like to see you suck me off and come in your mouth.âÂ
Jungkook would never get to see it but he was definitely thinking about it now. So were you, what it would be like to suck him until he came? Making him wriggle above you, forcing your mouth all the way onto him.Â
âIâm gonna-âŚâ you stutter, you keep your pace but you feel it coming.Â
âCum?â Jungkook fills in the blank, âCum for me, brat.â He took the small moment to tease you.
âGod shut up.â You go a little faster and before you can get anything else out, youâre cumming all over again. And Jungkook stopped you, forcing all the way down on his cock. You bite into his shoulder. Completely losing yourself. Your walls were fighting against being filled up by him. Squeezing him over and over. This one was a little quicker than the one earlier. You could feel some of your cum leaking down into his lap.Â
You try to move again but itâs so sensitive you stop again.Â
âJust give me a second.â You breathe, placing both your hands on his shoulders to steady yourself. Jungkook had no issue waiting.Â
âNo worries, youâre a pretty good cock warmer anyways.â He jokes, you push him back down into the bed away from you. You just sit for a second.Â
âGod youâre annoying.â You push past the sensitivity and start riding Jungkook again. Going as quick as you can. You needed him to cum now.Â
Jungkook let you. He let you fuck him. He was completely taken by the feeling. He was actually much closer than you thought because before long he pushed his hips up into you. You keep fucking him, pumping his dick for everything he has, you can feel him fill up the condom in you. Once he seems to be coming down you come to a slow stop.Â
You both were spent.
You got yourself off of him. Sitting on the bed next to him for a second. Just breathing, your legs were shaking from the fatigue of the position you were in. You had to force yourself up though, Jungkook had his bathroom connected to his room. So you darted for it. Not saying a word, locking yourself inside. Jungkook watched you go for a moment but then got himself up to clean himself up.Â
You take care of what you need too. You didnât hear Jungkook moving around outside of the bathroom at all. You open the door sort of wishing you had brought your clothes in with you so you could redress. You step out of the bathroom and Jungkook was putting a new pair of boxers on. Then grabbing a shirt and putting it on, he then crashed out onto his bed. You understood the feeling. You tip toed in into the room putting your underwear on.
You had slept with Jungkook againâŚ
You found your shirt and threw it on. Turning around and seeing Jungkook on the bed. He noticed you starting to redress yourself and managed to grab his phone looking at the time. It would have been way too late for you to get a ride home.
âWhat are you doing?â He asks.Â
âWhat does it look like? Iâm leaving.â You walk around and manage to find more of your things. Grabbing your pants with the intention to put them on but getting stopped.
âWhy? Itâs going to be too late to get a ride.âÂ
âBecause this was just a hookup and I should go home.â You point between the two of you. You pull your phone out to see the time. God it was so late.
âDonât be ridiculous. Itâs like 2 am, just⌠stay.â He waves his hand to the spot next to him.Â
You hesitate at the offer. âNo no no,â you almost laugh. âThatâs not⌠no.âÂ
âY/NâŚâ he looks at you seriously, very tired, but serious. âStay.â
For a brief moment you thought about protesting. About fighting him on it but the more you stood the more your exhaustion was hitting you. The bed was tempting and it would be easier just to stay.Â
So, you lay yourself down. Jungkook then pulls the covers over you. Moving and making as much space in the bed he can for you. You stayed glued to your side with your back to him, and his back turned to you as well. It didnât take much for either of you to pass out soon after.
Just for tonight.Â
You woke up to sunlight hitting your faceâa surprising sensation since your room never caught the morning sun. Disoriented, you blinked against the brightness, and the events of last night came rushing back, crashing into you like a tidal wave. Your eyes shot open, heart pounding as you glanced around the unfamiliar room. Panic set in, and you bolted upright.
âOh my godâŚâ You whispered, feeling the dread seep into your bones. You looked to a still sleeping Jungkook beside you; the bed was a mess of tangled sheets. You threw the covers off discreetly and quickly realized that, yes, you were rightâyou hadnât put your pants back on. The sight of your bare legs only confirmed the mess youâd gotten yourself into.
âNo, no, no...â You buried your face into your hands. Not again. You wanted to blame it on drinking, but you were sober enough to make this decision and so was he.
Your head throbbed, partly from the brewing headache and partly from the sheer disbelief at your own actions. Jungkook began to stir next to you with a groan. He flipped over so he was facing you. He opened his eyes for a brief moment and looked at you and closed them again.Â
But then Jungkook took a moment to realize, yes you were in fact in his bed, so his eyes shot open and he pushed himself up with horror written on his face.
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âĽpairing: Jungkook x Reader (she/her, afab)
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Day 0
âY/N, can I see you in my office?â Yoongiâs voice cut through the ambient buzz of the office as he appeared at your cubicle. You blinked up at him, his request causing a ripple of curiosity among your surrounding coworkers, though no one dared to show it openly.
You hesitated, a flicker of doubt crossing your mind. Was I in trouble? Did he hate my last research project? Your mind raced through the possibilities. Yoongi had praised your work just last week, but what if heâd changed his mind? The thought of him taking back his compliments made your stomach twist. With a sigh, you saved your work and rose to follow him. The walk to his office felt unnervingly like being summoned to the principalâs office in high school.
Though your colleagues barely glanced in your direction, the nerves still had your palms sweating. You tried to wipe them discreetly on your pants as you stepped inside his office.
Yoongi moved behind his desk with casual ease, sinking into his chair as though he hadnât just rattled your nerves with his sudden appearance. You stood awkwardly for a moment until he waved you toward the chair in front of his desk.
âYou can relax, Y/N. Youâre not in trouble.â He said, his tone gentle but amused. It was clear he could feel the tension radiating off you.
âI know, I know. Iâm just a worrywart. You know that.â You laughed softly, though it came out more anxious than youâd intended. âSo⌠why did you want to see me?â
Yoongi leaned forward slightly, resting his arms on the desk as he watched you. âIâve have an assignment for you. Something better than your usual research work.â
You raised an eyebrow, curiosity piqued as he began rifling through the disorganized pile of files and papers littering his desk. Youâd been at Composure for a while, mostly doing background research for other writersâ articles. But youâd been hoping for an opportunity to step out of the shadows, to prove yourself as more than just a behind-the-scenes contributor. Maybe this is it?
When Yoongi finally found what he was looking for, he pulled out an old magazine and dropped it in front of you with a soft thud. You glanced down at the cover, your eyes widening as you saw the issue was from 2003.
âHow to Lose a Guy in Ten Days.â Yoongi said, leaning back in his chair with a knowing glint in his eyes.
You picked up the magazine and began flipping through it, skimming the pages until you found the article. A sense of familiarity washed over youâthis was one of those interesting pieces people still whispered about around the office. âIâm confused.â
âThis piece was a massive hit when it came out.â He explained, lacing his fingers together as he leaned back. âLana, one of the higher-ups, was the editor at the time this particular piece came out. She brought it up recently, said she thinks itâs time for something like this to make a comeback.â
âYou want me to do this?â You asked, still reeling from the audacity of the concept. You skimmed through the details, noting the original author, Andy. She had gone to extreme lengths to sabotage a relationship for the sake of the article. You couldnât help but cringe at some of the tactics sheâd employed.
âNot exactly.â Yoongi replied with a small chuckle. âThe feedback back then was that the whole experiment felt a bit too unrealistic. Readers loved it and it was a funny read, but many thought they donât do things this intense. Lanaâs idea was to take the same concept, but⌠stretch it out.â
âStretch it out?â You echoed, still trying to wrap your head around the idea.
âYeah. Ten days is too quick for something like this. We want to make it feel more genuine. Instead of a mad dash to drive the guy away, we want to see what happens over a longer period. A month, maybe two. Let the tension build naturally.â
You leaned back in your chair, letting the idea swirl around in your head. It was ambitious, maybe even a bit reckless, but there was no denying it would be a challenge.. âSo⌠you want me to date someone andâwhat? Subtly sabotage it over time?â
âExactly. Actually date but do all the classic early relationship mistakes.â Yoongi explained, his eyes gleaming with the thrill of the concept. âItâs an experiment in human behavior, relationships, and how much people are willing to overlook.â
âSo like talking about something personal way too fast, or inviting yourself into their life way too quickly and then write about it?â You prattled on a bit, it was picking at the ideas in your brain in the right way.
Yoongi smiled, clearly pleased with your interest. âI brought this to you because you have more than proven yourself here. Youâve been doing excellent research, and I want to see how you handle something of this scale. Especially because this would be a feature piece.â
Your heart skipped a beat at the compliment, but there was still a question gnawing at you. âIâm glad you are trusting me with something like this, especially with such a high-profile piece. But⌠I have to ask, sirâwhy do you think Iâm the right person for this?â
Yoongi leaned forward slightly, his expression more thoughtful. âBecause I want to challenge you. I like your research and I like how you write, you understand the people who read our columns on a deeper level. I think you have more in you. I want to see if you can handle something outside of your comfort zone.â His voice softened, but the weight of his words wasnât lost on you. âAnd after something like this, Iâd be more than happy to move you on to bigger and better pieces.â
The subtle hint of a promotion sent a jolt of excitement through you. âReally?â
âReally.â Yoongi confirmed, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
It was all you could do to keep the excitement from bubbling over. An actual writing assignment, something that could elevate your standing in the magazine, was exactly what you had been waiting for.
âI donât even know what to say other than thank you.âÂ
You fidget with the magazine in your hands, resisting the urge to curl the edges. Your mind raced, trying to think of what a realistic timeline for the piece could look likeâsomething ambitious, but doable.
âHow about⌠How to Lose a Guy in Thirty Days ? A longer timeline, more idealistic. A month in is usually when new relationships start to fall apart. Itâs after the initial getting-to-know-someone phase.â You suggest, throwing the idea out there, hoping Yoongi would take the bait.
âThirty days, huh?â He raises an eyebrow, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. âYou sure youâre up for it?â
âYes, sir.â You nod, your confidence building as you think about the possibilities.
âGood.â Yoongi replies, leaning back in his chair with a satisfied look. âLetâs start on Monday, after we get through this print run. That gives you a few days to find the poor guy.â
âRight. Thank you, Mr. Min.â You stand up, your heart racing as you try to play it cool. But as soon as you exit his office, you can barely contain your excitement.
âOh my god, oh my god.â You mutter under your breath as you rush to your desk. Your fingers fly across the keyboard as you start jotting down notes, pulling out sticky notes and scribbling ideas, trying to organize your thoughts.
Ronnie, sitting in the neighboring cubicle, leans back to peer around the divider, noticing your frenzied state. She rolls her chair into your space, sliding up next to you with a curious look.
âWhatâs got you in such a hurry?â She asks, raising an eyebrow as she watches you type furiously. A laugh escapes her when she sees the pen stuck in your mouth and the growing pile of sticky notes attached to the old magazine.
âI gob a columb.â You mumble through the pen, barely pausing your typing.
Ronnie plucks the pen from your mouth. âTry that again.â
âIâm writing my first column.â You repeat, finally turning to face her, your excitement breaking through.
âNo way!â Ronnie stands, her voice a little too loud, drawing a few glances from nearby desks. She sits back down and grabs your shoulders. âThatâs so awesome! Your first column! Whatâs it going to be about?â
You hand her the magazine, pointing to the title. âThis.â
âHow to Lose a Guy in Ten Days?â She raises her eyebrows in surprise, flipping through the article. âYouâre seriously going to do this?â
âWell, not exactly the same.â You say with a grin, watching as she reads through the outlandish tactics in the original piece. âJust similar.â
Ronnieâs eyes widen as she reaches some of the more extreme parts of the article. âOkay, this is crazy, all the things this girl did to this guy. Oh my god.â She rocked in disbelief, continuing the read through. âAwe, ends bittersweet though.âÂ
âItâs going to be How to Lose A Guy in Thirty Days this time.âÂ
âA month?â She laughs and shakes her head, you give her a confused look.Â
âWhat? I can do this!â You bump her shoulder.Â
âDo what?â Namjoon strolls into your cubical looking between the both of you.
âKid got her first column.â Ronnie sings she has a proud grin on her face. You spin around to look at Namjoon.Â
His face lights up at the news, âThatâs so awesome! Congrats!â He rubs your hair messing it up, you bat his hands away smoothing out your hair.Â
âThanks Joon.âÂ
âWhatâs it on?â Namjoon leans against your desk along side Ronnie.Â
Ronnie hands him the magazine flipped open to the article. He takes it and examines it for a moment, he reads along and his eyes widen at times. You continue scribbling down some thoughts while he does this. Namjoon was a silent reader but would always share his full thoughts when he was done.Â
âWoah, this is wild.â Namjoon flips back to the beginning of the article, like he had to read it over again.Â
âI know the original one is a little insane but we are doing it differently this time.â You explain, Namjoon had concern written all over his face reading through the article again.Â
âQuote, âafter five days I decided to go ahead and take things to the next level between us. I completely redecorate his apartment with pink attire and stuffed animals everywhere.â Namjoon reads the section out loud. âShe only knew him for five days?âÂ
You nod, âI donât know how she was so brave to do all of that. Luckily Yoongi said I donât have to be as extreme as this. Just more casually clingy and needy, do small things that most people think are normal but seem to send guys running before anything serious can begin.âÂ
âYeah, I definitely hope you donât end up âphotoshopping your baby pictures together.ââ Ronnie adds with a grin.
You laugh, shaking your head. âGod, no. Iâd sooner die of embarrassment. I donât have the energy for that level of crazy.â
Namjoon leans back in his chair, one eyebrow raised in slight concern. âSo, what is the plan then? Youâve got something in mind, right?â
You sigh dramatically. âNot sure yet. Iâve got until Monday to find a guy and come up with some sort of idea of how I want to do this.â
âOh, can we help?â Ronnieâs eyes light up as she bounces in her chair, practically vibrating with excitement.
âHelp find the guy?â
âObviously, and with the torture.â She adds, looking way too enthusiastic.
âIâm not torturing him.â You chuckle, âjust⌠irritating him a little. You know, for research purposes.â
âUh-huh.â Namjoonâs teasing grin softens as he looks at you, a hint of doubt creeping in. âBut are you really sure you can do this, like⌠casually?â
You blink at him. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, come on.â Namjoon says with a snort, gesturing vaguely at you. âYou wear your heart in a pink, sparkly basket for everyone to see. Are you sure you wonât fall for the poor guy instead?â
âI donât do that! And I will not!â You protest, but Namjoon and Ronnie exchange a look that screams they definitely think you do.
âIâve never seen you not get your hopes up after a date or two.â Ronnie says, shrugging sympathetically.
âWell, this time will be different.â You say, folding your arms defiantly. âItâs just business. I have to get the guy to break up with me anyway.â
They werenât wrong, though, and you know it. Youâve always been one of those people who swoon at love songs and daydream about movie-perfect endings. You were the exact type of person this article was written for in the first place. You did get attached too quickly and were getting hurt too often. But this? This was just an assignment. A game. You wouldnât get hurt if you knew it had to end from the start.
âYouâll see.â You add with more confidence, determined to prove them wrong.
âIâll believe it when I see it.â Ronnie teases, rolling her chair back toward her desk. It was well past time for her to get to her own work.Â
Namjoon shakes his head with a chuckle. âGood luck to this guy, I guess.â He mutters, though thereâs warmth in his voice. Heâs seen you get your hopes up too many times to believe you could really keep things casual.
But this time, you were determined. No expectations. No daydreaming. It was all just work.
Across town, though, someone else was perfectly content with his easygoing, no-strings-attached lifestyle. Jungkook, waking up in someone elseâs bed was just another morning for him. He opened his eyes but was blinded by the morning light. He rolled over and looked around, he had no idea where he was. Memories of last night vaguely coming back to the front of his mind.Â
He looks over to see a sleeping girl in the same bed. He stands from the bed and manages to find his phone. Seeing the time.Â
âShit.â He rushes to find his scattered items and puts his clothes back on. Tip toeing his way around the room and manages to get out the front door without a fuss.Â
Getting out of the building, Jungkook blinked as the morning sun hit him square in the face. He rubbed his eyes, still groggy from a less-than-restful sleep. Scanning the unfamiliar streets, he had no idea what neighborhood he was in, but that was par for the course these days. He pulled out his phone and called for an Uber, slipping his sunglasses on as he waited.
Another late night, another random bed. This wasnât exactly new territory, but he couldnât help feeling off. Normally, Thursdays were a quiet night in, but when Jimin and Taehyung wanted to go out, Jungkook wasnât about to turn them down. And, as always, the night had ended the way it usually did for himâblurry and chaotic.
By the time Jungkook made it to the office, it was later than he would normally prefer to arrive. Slipping through the doors, he did his best to avoid attention although Hoseokâs keen eyes were already tracking him. Jungkook tried to get settled quietly, but it was pointless. Hoseokâs desk, conveniently right next to his, made stealth impossible.
âLook what the cat dragged in.â Hoseok sang, swiveling in his chair to grin at Jungkook. He tapped a few keys on his keyboard, then gave Jungkook an exaggerated once-over. âDid you lose a bet, or is that last nightâs shirt?â
Jungkook smirked as he slid into his seat. âHey, Iâm here, arenât I?â
âYeah, but in yesterdayâs clothes. Whatâd you do? Roll straight from the bar to your desk?â Hoseok raised an eyebrow, clicking away on his mouse as he pulled up their latest coding project.
âPretty much.â Jungkook admitted, booting up his own computer. âIâll head home at lunch and change. No one cares what I wear to debug.â
Hoseok shook his head with a laugh. âYouâre gonna blind the clients with your wrinkled t-shirts one of these days.â
âFair enough.â Jungkook chuckled, typing in his password. âBut Iâm still better at the code reviews, so they canât complain too much.â
Hoseok conceded with a nod, leaning back in his chair. âRough night?â
Jungkook rubbed the back of his neck. âYou could say that. Taehyung and Jimin were relentless. Didnât stop until the bar kicked us out.â
âAh, classic.â Hoseok said with a grin. âThey never know when to quit.â
Jungkook smirked, though he felt the exhaustion settling in his bones. âTheyâve got energy for days, man. But, hey, what about tonight? You in?â
Hoseok hesitated, glancing at the lines of code on his screen before looking back at Jungkook. âAgain? You donât look like youâre dying to go out tonight.â
Jungkook chuckled, leaning back in his chair. âI mean, Iâm wrecked, but you know Iâm down. Someoneâs gotta keep Taehyung from getting us banned from another bar.â
Hoseok shook his head, clearly amused. âI dunno, man. I might actually take it easy tonight. Jiminâs been texting like heâs planning another big one, and I donât know if Iâve got the energy to babysit.â
âYou? Too tired to party?â Jungkook teased, raising an eyebrow. âWerenât you just complaining last week that we only go out when youâre drowning in deadlines?â
âI didnât say Iâm backing out.â Hoseok defended, though his reluctance was obvious. âIâm just... thinking about it.â
âThinking about it, my ass. Youâll be there. Iâll text Jimin, tell him to go easy on the plans.â Jungkook turned back to his monitor, his fingers flying over the keys as he opened the project files for their current assignment.
Hoseok chuckled. âYeah, alright. But if I show up and Taehyungâs dancing on tables again, Iâm leaving early.â
âDeal.â Jungkook said with a grin.
 Then Hoseokâs smirk deepened, and he shot a glance at Jungkook. âBy the way, has she called you yet?â
Jungkook frowned, glancing sideways. âWho?â
âChannel. Sheâs been texting me . Again.â Hoseokâs grin turned into a mock look of annoyance. âSeriously, bro, how is she still hitting me up to ask about you? You need to fix that.â
Jungkook groaned, running a hand through his hair. âI thought I made it clear weâre done.â
âWell, apparently she didnât get the memo. She asked me yesterday if you were âokay,â like Iâm your personal messenger or something.â
Jungkook sighed, his fingers stilling on his keyboard. âI havenât heard from her in weeks. Sheâs probably fishing for info, trying to get back in touch. She wanted something serious, and I was always upfront about keeping it casual.â
Hoseok raised an eyebrow. âAnd she didnât take that well?â
âShe acted like she understood, but... yeah, not really. I broke it off before things got messy.â Jungkook sighed. âNow sheâs bugging you instead.â
âLucky me.â Hoseok muttered. âSheâs persistent, Iâll give her that. But seriously, dude, sheâs asking me if youâre, like, in a dark place or something. I think sheâs hoping for a window to swoop back in.â
Jungkook groaned, leaning back in his chair. âTell her Iâve joined a monastery.â
Hoseok laughed. âSure, Iâll let her know youâve taken a vow of silence and reflection.â
The rest of the morning flew by in a blur of coding and testing modules. By the time lunch rolled around, Jungkook had managed to convince Jimin to keep the plans for the night low-keyâjust a few drinks at a bar they liked. Hoseok seemed more on board with the promise of a relaxed evening, and Jungkook was glad. As much as he loved the chaos, even he was feeling the need for something calmer.
When they arrived at the bar that evening, it was more crowded than theyâd expected. The hum of conversation, laughter, and clinking glasses filled the air, and the warmth of bodies packed in tight hit them as they wove their way through the crowd.
âSo much for a quiet night.â Hoseok muttered, dodging a couple who were clearly several drinks in.
Jungkook grinned, nudging him. âCome on, itâs Friday. What did you expect?â
âLess people and more chairs.â Hoseok replied, though the grin on his face said he wasnât too upset about it.
Jungkook laughed, scanning the bar for a spot to settle in. Despite his earlier exhaustion, he could feel the pull of another night out with his friends, the familiar buzz of energy creeping in. There was something about the chaos of it all that he couldnât resist.
âOver here!â Jiminâs voice cut through the noise, his arm waving above the sea of people as he flagged them down. He and Taehyung had already secured a table in the corner.
Jungkook and Hoseok exchanged a glance before making their way over, dodging elbows and weaving past groups of friends clustered around the bar. As they reached the table and took their seats, Hoseok let out a deep sigh.
âJesus, there are so many people here tonight.â He muttered, running a hand through his hair. âMaybe I should have stayed home.â
Jimin smirked, leaning back in his chair with his drink in hand. âAww, come on. Itâs been forever since weâve been out together.â
Jungkook chuckled, patting Hoseok on the shoulder. âIt was definitely a struggle convincing him to come tonight.â
Hoseok held up his hands in surrender, a playful grin tugging at the corner of his lips. âHey, I was promised a chill night with some drinks. Thatâs my kind of Friday night.â
Before anyone could say more, Taehyung appeared at the table, balancing a tray of drinks with ease. âHere you go, gentlemen.â He said, passing them around with a flourish.
A round of thank-yous followed as each of the guys took their drinks. Jungkook took a long sip, letting the cool, bitter taste of his beer settle on his tongue as he leaned back in his chair, finally starting to relax.
âSo,â Taehyung said after a moment, turning to Jungkook with a curious smile, âwhere did you disappear last night, man?â
Jungkook barely had time to respond before Jimin interjected, his tone teasing. âWhere do you think he ran off to?â Jimin wiggled his eyebrows in fake suspicion.
The grin on his face made it clear he was referring to Jungkookâs extracurricular activities.
Taehyung snickered, shaking his head. âOh, I see. Anything to tell? Did you find the love of your life?â His voice was full of amusement as he took another sip of his drink.
Hoseok snorted, rolling his eyes as he leaned back in his chair. âYeah, right.â
Jungkook narrowed his eyes playfully, tipping his head in Hoseokâs direction. âHey, you never know.â
âSure.â Hoseok said with a laugh, bumping Jungkookâs shoulder. âIâm sure she felt some kind of deep connection.â
Jimin waved a hand in Hoseokâs direction, dismissing him with a grin. âLeave him alone.â
But Hoseok wasnât ready to let it go just yet. He shrugged, glancing around the table. âI mean, as long as Iâve known him, Iâve never seen him be serious with someone.â
Jungkook felt the familiar twist in his gut at the comment but didnât let it show. It wasnât that he didnât want something seriousâit just hadnât happened in years. He took another sip of his beer, trying to brush off the remark. He had become somewhat comfortable in his solace and easy hook ups. Last thing he had to something serious was what he had with Channel, and that wasnât even hardly serious.
Broke it off because she changed her mind about what she was wanting from him, Jungkook just really didnât see a future with her and had always made his feelings about their relationship clear. He really came off looking like a dick but he didnât want to drag her along. He didnât want to drag anyone along.Â
âI can be serious when I want to be.â Jungkook took another sip of his beer.Â
âYeah for like a day.â Taehyung teases.Â
âNot even, more like an afternoon.â Jimin jumps on him with a laugh.Â
âTry thirty minutes!â Hoseok adds on to the end before Jungkook waves them all of.Â
âThirty minutes?â He raised an eyebrow, âGive me more credit than that.â
âFine, thirty-one.â Taehyung added on with another laugh.Â
âWhatever,â Jungkook rolls his eyes, âMake your jokes but I donât see any of you pulling in any serious relationships these days.â Jungkook points the top of his bottle around the group.Â
âHey, I have a date next week Iâll have you know!â Hoseok protests.
âThis isnât about us though, this is about you.â Jimin sits back in his chair.Â
âWhat about me?â
âYouâre not a relationship guy.â Taehyung sipped his beer.Â
âIâm comfortable by myself.â Jungkook crossed his arms.Â
âNothing wrong with it, I just doubt you could ever be serious with someone.â Jimin shrugs.Â
âIâd be a better boyfriend than you .â Jungkook kicks Jimin's leg under the table.Â
âYeah maybe when youâre fifty and decide itâs time to settle down.â Taehyung gives Jungkook a smirk.Â
âNo way, I bet I could be a better boyfriend than all three of you.â Jungkook was getting too serious and Jimin and Taehyug smelt a challenge in the air.Â
âWanna bet on it?â Jimin cocks his head to the side. It wasnât unlike the three of them to make bets and they were always stupid.
âArenât we a little too old for bets?â Hoseok looks between the guys but he could already tell once Jimin raised the question, Jungkook was already locked into the idea.Â
âWhat are you thinking?â Jungkook leans his elbows on the table.Â
âI will bet a hundred dollars, that you couldnât keep a girlfriend for more than two weeks.â Jimin states and Jungkook almost feels insulted.Â
âCome on, I can do better than that.â Jungkook goats Jimin, Jimin looks at Taehyung.Â
âIâll buy in. 200 bucks.â Tahyung jumps on it.Â
âYou guys are morons.â Hoseok shakes his head, Jungkook was up for the challenge but two weeks was insulting.Â
âNo, I can keep a partner around for way longer than two weeks. Come on.â
âOkay, how about a month. Weâll make it 300 bucks if you can stay with the same girl for one month.â Jimin jumps on it, between him and Taehyung they would only be out one fifty each.Â
âBut we get to pick who it is.â Taehyung quickly tacts on that little stipulation.Â
âWhat? No fair.â Jungkook pouts.Â
â Totally fair. Hobi weigh in on this.â Jimin nods his head to Hoseok who was hoping to stay invisible but it seems he has been brought on as the referee.Â
âI guess it makes sense, if you pick the girl it makes it too easy for you to win.â Hoseok logics it out but this definitely wasnât starting to feel fair.
âUgh fine.â Jungkook groaned, Jimin had extended his hand for a shake, Jungkook took it and they shook on the deal.Â
âAgain, idiots.â Hoseok knew this was probably going to crash and burn and Jungkook would be out three hundred bucks. Jungkook was feeling very confident though and perhaps a little too competitive. He felt sure he could sucker these two out of three hundred bucks. As well as get to hang out with a pretty girl for a while. Putting on all of his best charm.Â
âSo when do we start?â Jungkook looks between them.Â
âHow about right now?â Jimin taps his glass.
While that played out, across the same bar, you were sitting at a booth with your friends.
Catching Jin up on your new promotion at work and your upcoming column to be. The bar was buzzing with life, the noise blending into a background hum as you spoke, but you could feel the excitement rising between you all.
âNo way.â Jinâs face lit up as he scanned the photos of the old magazine article on your phone. You had snapped a few pictures to give him the full story, and now he was reading it with wide eyes, barely containing his amusement.
âCrazy, isnât it?â Ronnie took a long sip of her cocktail, her expression still skeptical. She shook her head as if she still couldnât wrap her mind around what you were planning. âI mean, I seriously canât believe youâre going to go through with this.â
âLook,â You began defensively, though a smile tugged at your lips, âI know itâs a little out there, but Yoongi really thinks I can do this. He has his full faith in me.â
It was true. Despite the fact that this assignment would push you far outside of your comfort zone, you couldnât help but feel a sense of excitement and determination. It wasnât going to be easy, but you were confident you could handle it.
Jin, still holding your phone, read aloud with a dramatic flair: â A friend of mine made a good point that I shouldnât allow him to have a boysâ night, so I decided to get a key from his landlord to interrupt their game night! â He glanced up with an incredulous look. âShe really got a key from his landlord? Thatâs insane!â
You snatched your phone back, eyes wide. âOkay, Iâm not doing that!â You exclaimed, shaking your head. âIâm just going to be clingy, needy. Iâm not breaking into anyoneâs house!â
âGood for her, honestly.â Namjoon chimed in, cracking open a peanut from the bowl in front of him. âThe guy she picked probably deserved it.â
Ronnie nudged him with her elbow. âDidnât you read the end? She ended up falling in love with him! Realized she was wrong and that he didnât deserve all that treatment.â Ronnie leaned back in her chair, her eyes sparkling with amusement. âClassic.â
âOf course, she did.â Jin chuckled, taking another sip of his beer. His eyes flicked back to you, a teasing grin spreading across his face. âThatâs totally going to be you.â
You scoffed, rolling your eyes. âI will not.â
âPlease,â Jin said, laughing. âyouâre such a gooey romantic. You fall in love so easily.â
Namjoon and Ronnie exchanged knowing glances, both tryingâand failingânot to laugh. They knew better than anyone how quickly you could get swept up in a whirlwind of emotions. It wasnât that you were naive, just hopelessly, undeniably romantic. And they were somewhat concerned about how this whole assignment might play out.
âLook, this is a professional column.â You said, crossing your arms defensively. âItâs not like Iâm actually looking for anything serious. I just have to scare him off. Thatâs it.â
âEither that or he will be on bended knee by the end of it.â Namjoon teased.Â
âVery funny. Thatâs why I have you guys here though, help me pick someone.â You really did want some help on this part. If you got help picking the guy then maybe you could pick someone who it would be easy to let go of.
âHow so?â Ronnie tilted her head at your request.
âWell knowing my luck I would accidentally pick a guy who is totally perfect for me and I really wonât be able to go through with it. If you guys pick then you could objectively find someone who is someone I would never go for.â You clap your hands together, hoping your explanation is enough.Â
âOh Iâm so in.â Jin rests his chin on his hands. âPlus this bar is packed, we could easily find someone tonight.â
âWell we wonât find him sitting here. Letâs go fish.â Ronnie stands from her seat offering a hand to you, Jin following close behind. The three of you taking a turn about the bar, making observations at some of the different groups that were here.Â
âLetâs see.â Ronnie taps her lips with her pointer finger and glances about the room as the three of you search from person to person. âOkay, guy at the bar. Sweater, cheesy and obviously cheap silver necklace.â
You and Jin both take a glance over to him, he seemed to be here alone. Looked nice enough, maybe a good choice. He seemed like a jock type, looked like he was trying with his looks a little too hard. You were considering it before Jin shook his head.Â
âNot him, hes rubbed his ring finger like four times.â Jin points, just at that moment the guy does it again, âHeâs either married or just got divorced and looking for another wife. Next!âÂ
âTouche.â You agree and the three of you glance around again. âOkay, how about that guy?â
You point to a small group of guys who seemed way deep into a game of pool. One of the guys sinks a cool shot into one of the pockets and he and another guy cheer too loudly, you were far away and you could still hear them. He looked like he was about to break his pool stick from excitement.Â
âNevermind. Way too intense.â It would have been a good choice but you would probably end up dumping him before you could get any work done.Â
The three of you run through a few more guys as you walk around, all three of you seemed to find some reason to veto them again and again. Some were too close to your type and some were just too annoying for you to be able to stand them long enough to keep this ruse up.Â
âGod slim pickings tonight.â You were getting exhausted. You were considering heading back to Namjoon at the table and conceding for the night. Maybe sleep it off and try again at another bar tomorrow.Â
âWe can do this.â Ronnie cheers trying to keep your spirits high. âThis guy is here, I just know it.â She had had more to drink at this point, she's a pretty energetic drunk.Â
âI agree. No throwing in the towel yet.â Jin scans the room again, you guys had moved to many different spots and more people had moved in and out of the bar at this point.Â
Jin looked around from guy to guy. Jin came this bar a lot so he had a general sense of the people who were new and the people who frequented here often. He wasnât sure himself who would work for this, they had to be the perfect combination of nice enough to stick it out but still a playboy or asshole enough that you wouldnât fall for them. Someone who maybe deserved a little bit of torture. Someone who needed a little due karma.Â
He waited for a moment, maybe all three of you just needed to let the guy reveal himself. Before Jin thought it was hopeless was just when he got exactly what he asked for.Â
Jungkook was making his way over to the bar.
âBingo.â Jin whispered. Jungkook had left the table with his friends, the booth was tucked away in the corner so it was no wonder he didn't notice them before. âThatâs the guy.âÂ
âWho?â You ask and then Jin points his finger, tracking Jungkook to the end of the bar. You watched him order from the bartender and then casually wait for a moment.Â
âHeâs perfect.â Jin was confident.Â
âHeâs cute?â Ronnie nods, Jin rolling his eyes at her. âWhat am I wrong?âÂ
He was very cute you thought, he sported this leather jacket and dark jean look. Large boots, it wasnât your usually clean cut look that you enjoyed but you understood the appeal of it.Â
âOkay why him?â You ask looking at Jin.Â
âIâve seen him here a lot. Always comes with a group of friends, but he never leaves alone. Never the same girl twice. I thought he stopped coming around, but nope. Looks like heâs still at it. His nameâs something like Jungkook.â Jin places both hands on your shoulders, looking you dead in the eye. âTotal Casanova. Leaves behind a trail of broken hearts.â
Ronnie raises an eyebrow. âWouldnât that make it harder to keep him around for thirty days?âÂ
âNot necessarily,â You say, the wheels turning in your head. âI just need him to dump me within thirty days. He doesnât have to stick around for all thirty.â
âLongest I saw him entertain a girl for was maybe two weeks? Thatâs exactly what you need.â Jin shakes your shoulders and you laugh at the movement, almost dizzy after your two drinks.Â
A playboy type who canât commit for more than two weeks. It was exactly what you needed, and lucky for you you wouldnât need to feel bad about maybe annoying him too much. You needed him to dump you no matter what. Could be fun after all, messing with a guy who is a fuckboy that Jin has seen around could be almost a perfect karma for this guy.Â
âPerfect.â You say with a sly smile as you watch him walk back to his group balancing a few drinks in his arms along the way.Â
Jungkook managed to set the drinks down gently, âHere you go boys.â
He passed the drinks outs but Jimin and Taehyung were deliberating about something. Jungkook looked between them and looked to Hobi for confirmation. Hoseok wasnât totally sure what their hushed conversation was about.Â
âI donât know, seems like he could make that work too well.â Jungkook could barely make out the sentence coming from Tae.Â
âNo it has to be someone like that.â Jimin adds on and then they both seem to come to some silent agreement. Both sitting up straight in their spots.Â
âWhat are you two whispering about?â Jungkook breaks the silence and they both have big grins on their faces, Taehyung is looking over the back of the booth to the bar.Â
âOkay, we have made a decision.â Jimin puts on an announcer voice, holding his glass like a microphone.
âYou picked someone? Already?â Jungkook was surprised they had come to an agreement on this so quickly.Â
Taehyung looks back to Jungkook and nods, âOver there, short maroon dress. Waiting at the bar. Has a tall guy and another girl, dark hair and black dress with her.â Taehyung points and Jungkook looks.Â
It takes him a moment, but then he spots you, mid-laugh about something with your friends. A small smile tugs at his lipsâyou were undeniably cute. Thereâs something polished about the way youâve styled yourself, striking a balance between playful and sophisticated. To Jungkook, though, you scream commitment. Your look isnât meant to turn heads; itâs just confident. Itâs a stark contrast to the more overtly flirty, bold style he usually goes for. That makes him curiousâwhy would Jimin and Taehyung pick someone who seems so... relationship-minded?
âHer really?â He looked back at both of them. âDo you want to just hand me the three hundred dollars now?â
âI know you think it will be easy, but that is the type of girl who wants marriage . I think her need for a commitment is going to send you running.â Jimin rubs his hands together evilly.Â
Jungkook looks back to you again, thinking. Jungkook felt like he could very well be committed, he could do it probably better than most people. He just hasnât wanted to or hasnât had the time too.
âI will be Mr. Marriage Material from here on out.â Jungkook downs the rest of his beer, âBe ready to put your money where your mouth is.âÂ
Jungkook stands up and leaves the table, they watch him go to work. Taehyung was now nervous and Hoseok was not even sure what he was watching anymore. Also confused by Jimin's choice.Â
âOkay, I gotta say he has a point.â Hoseok leans back to Jimin.Â
âYeah now Iâm kind of nervous.â Taehyung rubbed his neck, watching Jungkook who was waiting for an opportunity to maybe get a chance encounter with you. The two friends hovering around you werenât making it easy.Â
âTrust me. Iâve seen that girl here before.â Jimin smiles.Â
âDo you know her?â Hoseok raised an eyebrow to him, now even more curious.Â
âNot at all, but I tried hitting on her once. Very sweet, turned me down though. Seriously, the moment I walked up she read me like an open book.â This was earlier this year and Jimin didnât care, he had some personal things going on and did it on a whim. You immediately saw through his tactics and called him out on it.Â
âWhat did she do?â Taehyung became nervous.Â
âI tried hitting her with a line, and she just looked at me and laughed. Honestly, I mightâve been offended if she hadnât been so sweet about it. She even apologized! Said she could tell I wasnât serious. Sent me on my way before I could even react. I swear, I was a little dizzy afterward.â
âOh wow.â Hoseok is putting the pieces together now. âOkay, I see, so she is going to see through Jungkook right away.â
âExactly.â Jimin raises his glass, âIf he gives off even a whiff of insincerity. She wonât give him the time of day. She very clearly wants someone who is into the long term relationship game and Jungkook⌠never will be.â
âSo youâre not concerned, not even a little bit?â Taehyung asks one more time.Â
âNot even slightly.â Jimin clinked his glass against Taehyungs.
âSo how is this going to work?â Ronnie looks between you and Jin.
âIâm not sure. What else do you know about him?â You look to Jin for advice on this. You came here sometimes but you werenât as much of a frequent flier as Jin.Â
âHmm, unfortunately I usually see him hit on girls who are⌠obviously here for something casual.â He gestures towards another girl at the bar, she was dressed very differently than you were. More revealing, nothing wrong with that but it was starkly different to your look.Â
âSo maybe it's a lost cause?â You frown.
âAbsolutely not.â Ronnie protested waving her hand back and forth.
âJust means you might have to be the bold one. Instead of him coming to you, you go after him.â Jin nodded and rubbed his chin.Â
You stifled a laugh, âYeah right.â Not like you couldnât approach someone but it was still nerve racking. âI canât do that.âÂ
âItâll be so easy. Look heâs already coming over to the bar.â Ronnie nodded her head in his direction very subtly. You take a look from the corner of your eye and it was true. You turned your head pretending to see something else but catching a glance at him standing at the end of the bar, waiting.Â
Jungkook sees you look his direction and pretends to be occupied with something else.
âOkay well if this is going to work, shew.â You wave your hands for the both of them to head back to the table, you take an empty spot in front of the bar.Â
âDo you really think she can go up to him?â Ronnie nudged Jin, both of them push their way back to the table where Namjoon had been waiting.Â
âDefinitely. Well⌠normally Iâd say no but sheâs so determined I think she can pull it off.â Jin looks back at you ordering another drink.Â
Once they both make it back to the table Namjoon takes notice, âDid she find someone?âÂ
âYes, heâs so cute.â Ronnie gushes.Â
âToo bad she has to get rid of him.â Jin shrugs as they all take their places and watch you from afar.Â
âI know.â Ronnie sighs.
âSo whatâs the plan?â Namjoon raises an eyebrow.Â
âSheâs working up the courage to go up to him. Iâve seen the guy around before and heâs not really into her type. So she has to be bold.â Jin explains again, he looks over to Jungkook.Â
Jin takes notice that Jungkook has already noticed you. He finds it odd for a moment before he sees Jungkook start to move.Â
âUnlessâŚâ Jin starts.Â
âOh looks like heâs making a move.â Hoseok gestures over to Jungkook. He pushes himself off the end of the bar to start moving to you but gets cut off by a group moving close to the bar.Â
âLet the games begin.â Jimin raises his glass. âWe might make our money tonight.âÂ
âCross our fingers.â Taehyung chuckles and takes a sip of his drink.Â
âIf he doesnât blow smoke out of his ass you guys might be in for a long month.â Hoseok tilts his head watching Jungkook try to maneuver his way over to you. You were just barely getting a drink from the bartender.Â
From their end of the bar, your friends could see it happening in real timeâJungkook making his way toward you, not without some difficulty from the proximity of other people. They couldnât help but laugh at his struggle.Â
âGod, heâs like a moth to a flame.â Jin chuckled, crossing his arms. âPoor guy doesnât even know what's going to happen.â
âDoubt it.â Ronnie added, leaning forward. âY/Nâs got this in the bag. He wonât know what hit him.â
Meanwhile, you werenât so convinced that Jungkook was actually coming for you . After all, the girl beside you fit the typical type he seemed to gravitate towardâflirty, dressed to kill, and definitely giving him the look. Still, you had a plan brewing in your mind. If he wasnât going to make the first move, youâd force his hand.
With a slight pivot on your heel right as he came up, you forced your shoulder into his chest. Just enough to stumble.
âOh my god.â You gasp, steadying your drink that had split on your hand, âIâm so sorry. I didnât spill on you did I?âÂ
Jungkookâs initial reaction was a mix of surprise and awkward laughter. âHey, no problem,â He said, chuckling. âJust missed the splash zone.â
âI swear I have two left feet these days.â You tuck some of your hair behind your ear. Faking your embarrassment, setting your drink down and getting a napkin.
âWell itâs a good thing I have two right feet.â Jungkook easing the tension and you laugh under your breath.Â
âYou always this quick to recover?â You tilted your head, offering him your handâthe one free of any cocktail spillage. âIâm Y/N.â
âJungkook.â He took your hand with a grin, his gaze flickering over you like he was sizing up a challenge. He didnât let go right away.
Now that he was closer, you could really take him in. He was infuriatingly attractiveâthe type youâd usually avoid for your own good. The type who knew he had an edge and knew how to use it.Â
Now that Jungkook could get a closer look at you, he just thought that you were pretty. Pretty hair, eyes, lips. All of you was just pretty and sweet. Could see that pink glowing heart of yours on your sleeve.Â
âWhat brings you here?â He leaned an arm against the bar, his stance casual yet deliberate, like he was marking his territory. His gaze pinned you down, leaving you no room to escape.
âJust out with friends, a celebration of sorts.â You turn and point to them, the three of them suddenly acting like their drinks were so interesting to look at.Â
âWhatâs the occasion?â He didnât even glance at them; his focus was still fully on you. The intense eye contact actually makes you nervous.
âMy promotion.â Smiling like it was the full truth. Or rather, the promotion standing right in front of you.
He nodded, flashing a grin. âCongrats. Big deal?â
âVery big.â You rested your hand on the bar near his, just brushing the surface between you. âWhat about you? Out celebrating something too?â
âJust out with friends.â Jungkook gestured back to his own group at the other end of the bar. You followed his gaze, recognizing one of the guys, though you couldnât place from where.
âI should let you get back to them.â You teased lightly, leaning ever so slightly away from him.
He tilted his head with a grin, clearly not interested in letting you go that easily. âWhy rush? I wasnât planning to be gone long, but then I got the wind knocked out of me.â
You smirked, feeling the heat of his gaze on you as you playfully patted your shoulder. âJust practicing for my football career.â
âNot a football fan but Iâd watch those games.â Jungkook was going to make some form of physical contact, which is what he would have done by now but he held back. He could tell thatâs not something you would appreciate. âLet me buy you another one. Since you lost half of the that one because of me.â
âThatâs very sweet.â You wanted to test the limits you had with him here, would he chase you? âBut I should get back. My friends may think I ran off.âÂ
âSo soon?â He tilted his head at your sudden retreat.Â
âYou seem nice.â You start and lean close, âI think Iâm just looking for something⌠more serious.âÂ
âWho's to say Iâm not serious?â He gives you a puzzled expression. Jungkook had done so good with women lately that it felt strange to see such a sudden retraction.
You tilted your head, a teasing smile playing at your lips. âIâve seen you around. I know your type.â
A lie. Considering you hadnât seen him before tonight, you wanted to see if he would bite.
âSo youâve noticed me?â He stuck his tongue into the side of his cheek.Â
âIâm just saying I know your type.â
âWhat if I am serious? Youâd be running away before you could find out.â He flirted, a boyish grin on his face that dripped confidence. He was actually nervous, and the three hundred dollar bill hanging over his head was adding some pressure.
You giggled, leaning back slightly as you took a slow sip of your drink, eyes locked on his over the rim. âYou donât strike me to be serious about much of anything.â
His gaze flicked to your lips before returning to your eyes, his voice softer now, âWhat if I want to prove you wrong?â
You raised an eyebrow. âProve me wrong? You barely know me.â
He smirked, stepping a little closer, just enough to make the air between you crackle with tension. âIsnât that half the fun? Getting to know someone new?â
âWhat makes you think I want to get to know you?â
âCall it intuition.â
Any other time, a guy like this coming up to you would have meant an immediate shut down from you. They were never serious, and they only ever wanted to hook up and never speak again. Tonight though Jungkook needed to be the bug caught in your web.
You pretended to mull it over, tapping the rim of your glass with your finger. âHmm... cute line.â
âNot a line.â He shot back, more serious now. âBut seriously, let me buy you a new drink?â
You were about to decline, but his eyes held yours, that quiet confidence making you hesitate just a second too long.
âFine.â You said, sighing like you were giving in, but the small smirk tugging at your lips told him otherwise. âBut youâre still going to have to work for it.â
âI plan to.â Jungkook leaned in just a fraction, his voice dropping. âLet me get your number. Iâll take you out, show you what I mean by serious.âÂ
You fake contemplation and act like you really needed time to think about it, sucker . You tap the rim of your glass for a moment before you reach your free hand out to him, gesturing for his phone. Jungkook takes the silent victory and pulls his phone out, opening it for you. With a few quick taps and your contact information solidified in his phone.
The deed had been done.
âDonât disappoint me.â You said, handing it back, your tone playful but carrying an edge of warning.
âWouldnât dream of it.â He replied, his eyes never leaving yours.
âHave a goodnight Jungkook.â Turning on your heel leaving him there and just letting him watch you go. You b-line straight back to your table.
Jungkook was feeling good and felt like this was going to be a breeze of a month. He had to make sure that first date went well first. He would put on his best boyfriend face forward, itâs not that he couldnât do it like everyone thought. Itâs just been a long time since he last had the chance too.Â
He made his way back over to his own table, he put on a fake sad face as he took his seat back next to Taehyung.Â
âStrike out did you?â Hoseok patted him on the shoulder in comfort.Â
âYeah⌠struck off the first day of the month.â Jungkook raised his phone, revealing your phone number. Jungkook, a smug grin on his face.Â
âIâm surprised.â Jimin sat in quiet contemplation, âBut it wonât last.âÂ
âSheâs cute. You guys should have picked more carefully.â Jungkook sighed, looking back into the bar in the direction of your friends and your table. Your back was to him so he couldnât catch a glimpse of you.Â
He then remembered he still owed you a drink.
Across the bar you settled back in with your friends.Â
âI caught the whale boys.â You take a small bow and small cheers round around the table.Â
âCongratulations.â Namjoon cheers you, hitting his glass with yours.Â
Your friends leaned in, eager for the play-by-play of your encounter. You gave them the rundown. Ronnie, the first to break the silence, grinned and raised his glass in admiration.
âThat was smooth, Y/N. You had him wrapped around your finger.â
You chuckled, taking a slow sip of your drink. âItâs even better that he thinks heâs in control. There's no way he was actually serious but a fun flirt.â
Jin shook his head, a mixture of amusement and awe on his face. âYouâre scary when youâre confident. Iâm glad Iâm on your side.â
âSo whatâs the next step in this little experiment of yours?â Ronnie asked, clearly invested in the unfolding drama.
âWell,â You began, swirling your drink in thought, âI wait for him to reach out. Then Iâll play it cool on the first date, get him comfortable.â
âWhy play it cool?â Namjoon asked, eyebrows raised.
âBecause,â You smirked, âif Iâm too much, too fast, heâll bolt. But if I ease him in, Iâll have time to start slowly being weird.â
Just then, a waitress appeared, sliding a pretty pink drink in front of you. âThis oneâs from the guy across the bar.â She said, nodding toward Jungkook, who was leaning against the counter, already watching you. âHe said youâd know him.â
You couldnât help but smile at the boldness. Lifting the glass slightly, you gave him a small, acknowledging wave, your friends immediately picking up on the gesture.
âWhatâs it called?â You asked, eyes still locked on Jungkook.
The waitress grinned. âItâs a Cosmic Encounter .â
âHow pretty.â You muttered, a playful smirk forming. You brought the glass to your lips, not breaking eye contact with Jungkook as you took a sip. The sweetness of the drink contrasted sharply with the building tension between the two of you.
If the circumstances were different you may let yourself swoon at the gesture. Picking a cute drink for you. You may try to see if you really could get him to be serious. This was not that though, this was all business and you would have to continue to remind yourself.
Ronnie was the first to speak up again, a wide grin spreading across his face. âIâll admit, heâs got moves.â
âJust donât forget this is what he does.â Jin knowing how you are, felt the reminder needed to be put out there. That this is all temporary.
Just as you were about to continue, your phone buzzed softly in your hand. A text. Your eyes drifted down to the screen, and sure enough, it was Jungkook.
Jungkook: Hope you like it⌠when are you free next?
You couldnât help the smirk that spread across your lips. âSpeak of the devil.â
Namjoon leaned over. âAlready? He really wasted no time.â
âFaster than I thought.â You admitted, typing a quick reply.Â
:Weâll see, Jungkook. Maybe Iâm busy.
The thrill of the chase was intoxicating, and as you sent the message, you could feel the game picking up speed. Both of you were circling each other, waiting for the right moment to strike.
You had no doubt, you were going to eat Jungkook alive.
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âI canât believe youâre going out with him tomorrow.â Ronnie bumped her hip against yours as she sat down on your couch next to you, âAnd on a Sunday.â
It was the night after. Ronnie invited herself over to your place rather than planning to hang out, but it worked out because Jungkook took a quick step forward. he sent you a nice good morning text and asked if you were available tomorrow to go out. You had triedâreally triedâto come up with any possible excuse to put off the date but alas fell short. So you agreed, you thought sooner this got started the sooner you could be done with it.Â
 âWell we have to start somewhere.â Which wasnât a lie, even so, Jungkookâs text was a surprise. âI actually didnât expect him to act so soon.â
Ronnie laughed, clearly amused, âWhat are you guys going to do? Dinner? Dancing? Skydiving?âÂ
âI donât know.â You slumped back further into the cushions. âHe said he was planning something. I made a jab about him not being a serious guy, and now heâs all, Iâll show you how serious I can be.âÂ
âHow serious he can be ? Itâs a first date not a proposal.â
âWeâll see, I guess. Honestly, I have no idea how to go about this. Iâm supposed to date him, but then, you know... gradually become annoying or crazy.â You gestured vaguely, not even sure what annoying or crazy would look like yet.
âI know just who can help with that.â Ronnie patted you on the knee and then immediately started typing frantically on her phone.Â
âOh no.â You knew immediately what she was doing.Â
Twenty minutes later, a myriad of knocks came from your front door. Opening your door, and in walked Jin with a flourish, his signature grin plastered across his face. In one hand, he held a bottle of wine, and in the other, a notepad that looked suspiciously like it had been used for devious plans before. He paused dramatically in the doorway, like a game show host about to reveal a grand prize.
âIâve been summoned.â Jin declared, his voice as grand as his entrance.
An already exhausted sigh leaves you, âOh hi. So good to see you, come on in.â Your voice drips with sarcasm. You let your door close and you make your way back onto the couch next to Ronnie. Settling in for whatever Jin clearly had prepared
Jin had placed himself in the front of your living tiny living room, like he had prepared a full presentation just for this occasion. âI was told my assistance was needed so I am here to grant it.â He did a small bow before the two of you and you roll your eyes.
âHere we go.â You tease but Jin looked a little offended.Â
âYou,â He hits your leg with his note pad, and your mouth falls open at the gesture. âMy dear, have a tendency to stray from the goal. Youâre going on a date with this guyââ
âYou told him?â You gave a side eye to Ronnie, you were of course going to tell Jin but probably but maybe not till after the date had concluded. He had a tendency to meddle.Â
Innocently, Ronnie shrugged. âYou need a strong team to help you, who better than Jin to have around.âÂ
âExactly.â Jin perked up and you decided to surrender and listen. âAs your coach I am going to make sure we you to the end gameâŚâ He gestures to you like he is expecting and answer to the end of his sentence.Â
âTo lose the guy in 30 days.âÂ
âCorrect !â Jin pulls a pen seemingly out of nowhere, Marking something down on his notepad. âOne point for you.âÂ
âWait, we are getting points?â Ronnie perked up, her clear competitive side showing through.Â
âIndeed!â Jin confirmed with a grin, enjoying the theatrics. âAnywaysââ
âHold on.â You cut him off, curiosity getting the better of you. âWhat do we get if we win?â
Jin paused, clearly not expecting this twist. He groaned, tapping his pen against his chin, deep in thought. After a moment, he dramatically sighed. âFine. Iâll buy your dinner next time we go out.â
âDeal.â You and Ronnie said in unison, sharing a knowing look. Giving each other a sportsmanlike handshake.
Jin waits for a moment like he is a teacher in class, âMay I begin?â You and Ronnie both nod and settle back into the couch. âFirstly we need to go over your big rules for this.â
âRules?â
âImportant things to remember!â Jin cleared his throat. With a quick flip of his notepad, he glanced down, all business now. âRule number oneââ
âYou made rules already?â You interrupt him again.
He cut you off with a finger to his lips, âNumber one. We will not be falling in love with Jungkook .â
âIâm not going to fall in love with him. I donât even know him!â You sit up with some protest.Â
Jin narrowed his eyes, his glare accusing. âYou have a tendency to fall a little too easily for wit and charm! Remember, Jungkook is a serial fuck boy!â Jin paused for effect and turns around his notepad and underlines the note he has that says, in all caps: SERIAL FUCKBOY. Followed by other rules and scribbles along the rest of the page.
Ronnie letâs out a little laugh and you resign yourself back, âOkay fair point.â
 âWhatâs the first rule?â Jin repeats pointing his pen back at you.Â
âWe will not fall in love with Jungkook!â Ronnie raises her hand but blurts it out and you just huff a little. Although this rule was fair, you knew it but it didnât feel great to be called out on it.Â
âPoint to Ronnie. Rule number two.â Jin waves his pen around in the air like its a wand, âBe annoying at any given opportunity but not too annoying. So sending too many texts, memes, calling him at inappropriate times.â
âOr calling one too many times!â Ronnie added on to the end of his statement.Â
âHalf point for adding an idea.â Jin scribbled on his pad for a moment.Â
You scratched the side of your head, feeling a twinge of discomfort. âOkay, this one might actually be hard.â
Jin arched a brow. âWhy?â
You shifted a little, pulling your knees up onto the couch. âI don't like to... overbear myself. I usually let people have their space, give them time... Itâs just not who I am.â
Jin clicked his tongue, wiggling his finger at you like a disappointed parent. âThis is why you need to fight your people-pleasing instincts! A delicate task, but one you must master.âÂ
You sighed, already feeling anxiety welling in your chest from the internal battle in your mind. âI know, I know. Iâll try.â
âGood girl.â Jin praised, patting your head dramatically. âIf itâs too hard, just let one of us take over. Weâve got no skin in the game, so we can be as obnoxious as we want.â He gestured to himself and then Ronnie, who had an evil expression across her face.
âIâll take any opportunity to torture a man.â Ronnie wiggled her eyebrows at you, and nudged her with your shoulder.
Jin clapped his hands together, refocusing the energy in the room. âNow, whatâs rule number two?â
âBe annoying at any given opportunity.â You sigh and repeat it back to him.Â
âPoint to Y/N.â Jin marked down on his notepad again, âRule number three. This is not going to be a serious relationship. Period.â
âThis is a rule?â
âMore like a reminder.â Jin looked a little more serious, âYou have a tendency to fall into the I can fix him trap. That is not the case here, this guy does not want anything long term. So you have to avoid your natural attachment instincts.âÂ
âAs well as your situation will be starting on false pretenses.â Ronnie pointed out, which was true. All of this was starting on a lie. An experiment.
âOkay thatâs fair.â
Funny enough though, this is the most detached you had ever felt going into a first date. Other first dates you had been really nervous or really excited and you were thinking through every word and every touch a little too deeply. This time felt totally laid back and different. Like it might be easy and you could keep yourself from falling into your usual habits.
âRule number three?â Jin waved, waiting for the answer.Â
Both you and Ronnie repeated at the same time, âThis is not going to become a serious relationship.â
âPoint to you both.âÂ
The game continued for a while, with Jin rattling off a mixture of absurd, funny, and surprisingly thoughtful rules. Some had you rolling your eyes, others made you laugh. There was something about the way Jin played this outâkeeping you focused on the goal without letting the seriousness of it weigh you down.
In the back of your mind, you realized what he was doing. Jin was good at that, pulling you out of your overthinking spiral and making everything feel lighter. It wasnât about figuring out all the answers nowâit was just a date. All the complicated stuff? You could deal with that later. He had this way of turning every dilemma into something manageable, even fun.
Jungkook wasnât some life-altering mystery; he was just a random guy. By the end of this, it would be nothing but a funny story. One of those "remember when" tales you'd laugh about in the future. Difficult? Maybe. But funny? Definitely.Â
However much you were planning a sabotage, Jungkook was trying to plan the greatest first date ever. Except it wasnât going quite as planned. Jungkook had not been on a real first date in years. What did people do on first dates anymore?Â
âFun things to do on first dates⌠reddit.â Jungkook muttered to himself, typing on his phone.. Hoseok didnât quite hear what Jungkook was mumbling and looked over his shoulder to see what he was searching for.Â
âDonât tell me you are consulting reddit for date ideas.â He chuckled but stopped when he realized how serious Jungkook looked. âDude, come on. Since when do you care this much about a first date?âÂ
Jungkook groaned, running his hand through his hair. âI donât remember the last time I was on a real one, Hobi. Itâs been... a while. Every 'date'Iâve been on, we both knew what it was about. No expectations.â He frowned at his phone, closing the tab in frustration. âI donât want it to be lame.â
âIf I didnât know you better I would think you cared or something.â Hoseok pinched Jungkookâs cheek with some exaggerated affection, but Jungkook pushed him away.
âWell thatâs the thing. We have to be able to talk and get to know each other. Which I suck at.â To Hoseok, Jungkook actually looked to be concerned and it seemed important. Hoseok would almost believe Jungkook wanted to prove a bigger point by winning this bet against Jimin and Taehyung.Â
âAnd usually you spend your time what⌠not really talking?â Hoseok thought but felt stupid for even questioning it. âRight. I forgot who I was talking too.â
Jungkook shifted uncomfortably. âOkay, okay, I get it. I donât exactly⌠excel in the conversation department.â
âExcel in other things apparently.â Hoseok laughed and Jungkook rubbed his face out of frustration.Â
âWell now I need to change my ways.â Jungkook groaned a little before thinking, âYou know, a really good friend would help me in my time of need.â
âNo.â
âPlease?â
Hoseok looked straight ahead, trying to ignore the pleading. âNo way. Iâm not getting sucked into that ridiculous group bet you guys cooked up. I have standards, you know.â Hoseok held his ground, knowing he will fold if he saw Jungkookâs pathetic face. Jungkook was giving him that sad little pouty face anyways.Â
âPlease Hobi. Iâll owe you big time.â Jungkook whined and shook Hoseok by the shoulders. "Plus you are great on first dates.â
âYou donât know that.âÂ
âYou always have these great date stories. Youâre really good at this stuff.â Jungkook settled back and let Hoseok go.Â
Hoseok sighed and gave him a sidelong glance. âYouâre not as hopeless as you think, you know. Youâre just out of practice.â
âYeah yeah whatever, but this is the last time I will help you with any of this.â Hoseok gave a warning finger to Jungkook, âIâm only doing this for this poor girl.â
âDeal.â Jungkook nodded quickly, ready to move on, but Hoseok wasnât done.
âBe honest with me though.â Hoseokâs tone was even more serious now and Jungkook gave his full attention, âAre you going to tell this girl the truth when this is all over? Itâs messed up if youâre just dating her to win the money and then dump her.âÂ
Jungkook froze for a second. The thought hadnât fully crossed his mind in detail before now, which in itself, was a red flag. He had been so focused on the logistics of the bet and the potential payoff that he hadnât considered the real impact on you. A real person with real feelings, which was fucked up that he hadn't thought about that first. Which, made him kind of a huge dick by default.Â
âYeah. Iâll tell her the truth. Iâll be completely honest once itâs all over. And then⌠she can decide what she wants to do.â
âOkay⌠just feels really shitty. If you are only dating her for the money.â Hoseok pointed out, not fully convinced by Jungkookâs statement.
Jungkook bit his lip. Hoseok had a point, and now that it was out in the open, it ate at him. The bet really felt harmless in nature. A chance to see if Jungkook was even built for dating anymore. The money was a nice bonus, sure, and getting to date an attractive woman didnât hurt either. But now, he was starting to see the faults in all of this.
It had been⌠longer than he liked to admit since heâd dated someone seriously. Even longer since heâd genuinely liked someone. He didnât want this to turn into some shallow game where feelings got stomped on in the process.
âI promise I am going to give this a real shot. Beyond the money. I will be as real as I can be.â Jungkook was sure and confident in his answer. Even if he wasnât so confident in how he was feeling about dating again.Â
Hoseok studied Jungkook for a moment, but found he was satisfied with the answer. âWho knows maybe this will turn out really good for you. If you take it seriously, maybe this could be something really great.âÂ
Leaving the train station, all the nerves you thought you didnât have about all of this rushed through you. Your heart thudded in your chest as you made your way up unfamiliar streets. You checked in with Jungkook this morning about the plan and he had sent you and the address to what looked to be a cafe. Thatâs what youâd seen when you pulled it up on Maps, and yet, it felt like more than just a casual coffee date. A sense of unease tugged at you.
You had tried subtly fishing for details earlier, asking what you should wear, but he only responded vaguely with a simple âdress niceâ. No clues. JustâŚnice. So, you were left to mull over your wardrobe, trying not to overthink it, but of course that did not work.
Yesterday, you had convinced yourself this would be no big deal , but now? It felt like you were walking yourself into a trap you laid yourself. Yes this was for work but you couldnât help but feel so strange with all of it. You had to keep reminding yourself, this was all business. This is for your professional career.Â
It was the only thing that kept you grounded, instead of daydreaming.Â
When you rounded the final corner and spotted the cafĂŠ, your stomach did a sharp flip. There he was, Jungkook. Standing by the door, leaning ever so casually against the wall. He looked different, so different that for a second, you almost didnât realize it was him. He wasnât the guy youâd run into casually at the bar anymore. No, he looked polished. Adult.
He wore a pair of well-tailored black slacks that hugged his hips, and a white button-up with the sleeves rolled halfway up his forearms, showing off his tattoos in a way that made your heart skip. You didnât really see his tattoos at the bar so now you had a chance to actually see them.Â
Two buttons were left undone at the top, and you caught a glimpse of a silver chain against his skin. His dark hair, usually so relaxed, was flipped out at the ends, styled deliberately but effortlessly. He had on sunglasses, so you couldnât quite read his expression.
 Oh no. Oh no no no.Â
Because this Jungkook and the Jungkook at the bar were suddenly two completely different people. Jungkook at the bar was a guy you could easily mess with⌠this Jungkook⌠was exactly your type.Â
Shit.
You pull out your phone and send a frantic text.Â
:ABORT!Â
Ronnie: The date hasnât even started!
Ronnie: YOU CAN DO THIS!
:I canât. He cleaned up. You were right I canât do this.Â
Ronnie: NO
Ronnie: REMEMBER YOUR RULES
This is not a serious relationship. You will not fall in love with Jungkook. He is a serial fuck boy.Â
You could hear Jinâs words clearly in your mind. So clearly in fact, but another part of your mind and heart were speaking a little louder. That little part of you that liked that he put some thought into how he dressed for this. He actually took careful consideration into how he should present himself for you. It made that little pink heart of yours flutter with excitement.Â
Snap out of it. Heâs just a guy.
You shake your head, and ground yourself. You are a writer. You are doing this in the name of research and science. You can do this. This is just a date. A date.Â
You force one foot in front of you, walking over to him, âJungkook.â Flashing your best smile and give a small wave, the one you hope masks the unease swirling in your stomach.
Jungkookâs eyes snap up to meet yours, and his entire face lights up with a warm, easy grin that disarms you for a moment. He pushes a hand through his hair, letting the dark strands fall effortlessly back into place.
Jungkook found himself a little disarmed as well. He had gotten a lot of tips from Hoseok the night before about how he should act and carry himself if he wanted to do this right⌠but he didnât expect you to look so cute. Youâre dressed in something simpleâcasual but still pretty. Your smile was so warm and inviting he immediately felt that desire to pull any of his usual lines, but he fought that urge.Â
This is not a hookup, this is a real date.Â
âIâve gotta hand it to you,â Jungkook says, his tone teasing. âI thought for sure youâd ditch me.â
You force a laugh, though itâs a little shaky, hoping he doesnât notice the way your nerves are still very much present. âHad to see for myself if you could actually step up.â
He chuckles and steps back, spreading his arms out to his sides as if presenting himself for inspection. His confidence is palpable, and it makes it worse? Better? No, definitely worse. âTold you I could take this seriously.â
And he had. Hoseok actually decided Jungkook should go for dressy but simple. Simpler the better. Means you are seeing him and not a façade. Hoseok had warned him to not carry himself too high because it could come off as arrogant. So he retreated from his normal confident stance, trying to pull his natural instinct back a bit. Why was this so hard?
âThatâs for me to judge.â You say, lifting your chin and tilting your head at him playfully. âDateâs barely begun.â
âWell,â Jungkook held the cafe door open for you, âI thought a quick coffee and a short train ride wouldnât hurt to start.âÂ
âDo I get to know where we are going now?âÂ
âNow why ruin the magic?â Jungkook's tone is a little more flirtatious now. You couldnât help it when it makes you blush, but you try to shake it off.
The two of you grabbed your drinks to-go and quickly left the cafĂŠ, heading toward the train station. The conversation so far had been lightâsmall pleasantries exchanged, but nothing too deep. It felt like you were both easing into the moment, cautiously testing the waters. Jungkook, however, was doing a surprisingly good job of keeping things moving, keeping the energy up. He seemed determined to make sure this date went well, as if he had something to proveânot just to you, but maybe even to himself.
The city blurred past the windows, concrete and steel flashing by, though your mind wasnât really on the view. The train rumbled beneath your feet, the soft hum of people chattering fading into the background. You were acutely aware of Jungkook standing so close, his presence hard to ignore.
âSo here we are.â Jungkook said with a small smirk, leaning in just enough to catch your eye.
âHere we are.â You echoed, a smile tugging at your lips.
âI know weâve got to do the usual first-date dance.â He continued, taking a casual sip of his drink. âSo feel free to ask me whatever you want.â
âAnything?â You muse, sensing an opportunity for fun.
âAnything at all,â Jungkook replied, mirroring your playful tone. âIâm a completely open book.â
You paused for a beat, keeping the moment light. âAlright, letâs start simple. Job?â
âEngineer.â He replied confidently. âYou?â
âWriter.â Your response was met with a raised brow from him.
âVery interesting.â Jungkook remarked, almost like he hadnât expected that answer.
You tilted your head slightly. âHow so?â
âI just donât meet many writers. Journalist?â
âCorrect.â You nod, impressed with his deduction. âOkay, your turn. Hobbies?â
Jungkook's eyes brightened at the question, and he leaned in a little closer, his hand still gripping the pole above. âPhotography.â
You raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âReally? What kind of work do you do?â
âStreet photography.â He shot you a grin, clearly pleased. He didnât get to talk about his photography very much these days. âMostly just day to day things. People living their lives or things that I find pretty. I like how raw it feels.â
He didnât think he would be sharing this but Hoseok did say he should be less afraid to share the more vulnerable sides of his personality.Â
âThatâs... actually really cool.â You admitted, genuinely impressed. It was clear this hobby wasnât just for show. It was something he cared about. âDo you ever share your work?â
He looked down for a moment, a shy laugh escaping him. âNot really. I mean, Iâve shown a few to close friends, but itâs more for me. A way to... I donât know, relax, I guess. Focus.â
You hadnât realized it but you had become so laser focused on him now. You shook your head and had to remind yourself to come back to reality. Remember, heâs only saying these things to impress you; itâs not real.
Jungkook continued, âWhat about you?âÂ
âPainting. Itâs a new hobby so Iâm really terrible.â You laugh thinking about your really sad first attempt at watercolor sitting on your coffee table at home. You had tried to just do a simple flower but it definitely looks like a little creature instead.Â
âAnything I could see?â
âGod no.â You laugh a little too loud and embarrassed, âTrust me they are terrible.â You pause for a second and think, âOkay, how about your favorite food?âÂ
âEasy. Fried chicken.â His answer was quick, like it was non-negotiable. âYours?â
âPasta. Any kind, really.â
âOh I make a really good carbonara.â He threw the comment out there seeing if you would bite.Â
âIs this your invitation for a second date?â You narrow your eyes at him.
âWeâll have to find out.âÂ
You brush past his comment, âWhatâs the last movie you watched?â
âInterstellar. â
You raised an eyebrow. âNot bad. So youâre into space stuff?â
âWho isnât?â Jungkook's expression softened, eyes glinting with a bit of excitement. âYou?â
â10 things I hate about you. â
âRomance fan?â
âIâm a sucker for a good love story.â You shrug.
Jungkook laughed, glancing around the train as if to make sure no one else was eavesdropping on your banter. âAlright, one more from me: Whatâs something people donât know about you?â
You leaned back in your seat, tapping your chin like you were really pondering it. âIâm embarrassingly bad at bowling.â
Jungkook laughed again, his grin wide and easy. âAwe so youâre saying our second date should be bowling?â
âOnly if youâre okay with watching me throw gutter balls all night.â You teased.
âIâll just have to teach you.â Jungkook quipped, his flirtation bubbling back to the surface. The playful tension between you building.Â
Jungkook was surprised at himself, because he was actually good at this. Keeping things light, fun, yet somehow engaging enough to make you feel at ease. The back-and-forth flowed effortlessly, and before you knew it, the train slowed for your stop.
âSo how am I doing so far?â Jungkook asked, as you both hopped off the train.
You took a slow sip of your coffee, drawing out the silence to keep him in suspense. Humming, you finally raised an eyebrow at him. âWell, the coffeeâs good, so points there.â You mused, âBut the scenery? It's left a lot to be desired.â You joke, gesturing subtly to the less-than-charming view from the train window.
âWell our next location will have a much better view I promise.â Jungkook assured, chewing on his lip.
Before long, the two of you arrived at your destinationâthe aquarium. To your surprise, despite the clichĂŠ of an aquarium being a typical first-date spot, there was something about it that immediately felt special. Jungkook had already secured the passes online, casually pulling them up on his phone as you neared the entrance. His relaxed demeanor seemed to contrast with your initial nerves, but seeing him here, comfortable in a place like this was calming in itself.Â
âIâve never been here, actually.â You observed, taking in the murals that adorned the entrance. Sea creatures, some extinct and some from modern day stretched up toward the high ceilings. It was both beautiful and intriguing, the imagery setting the tone for what lay inside.
Jungkook followed your gaze, a small smile tugging at his lips as he leaned a little closer. âWell, youâre in good hands. Youâre with the foremost aquarium expert in the city.â He said with a playful glint in his eyes. âIâve been coming here since I was a kid, so I can probably tell you more about the fish than the staff can.â
You raised an eyebrow, amused by his confidence. âOh? A fish expert, huh? Iâm expecting a seriously educated tour then. I want to walk away knowing everything about aquatic life.â
Jungkook chuckled, his grin widening. âTrust me, by the time we leave, youâll be able to name at least three species of jellyfish without googling it.â
You laughed softly, shaking your head. âThatâs quite the promise.â
Jungkook then guided you inside, the cool, dimly lit interior of the aquarium enveloped the both of you, contrasting sharply with the bright, bustling world outside. The gentle hum of water filtering through the tanks that expanded both walls of the exhibit, mixed with the occasional murmur of other visitors, created a serene atmosphere. It was pretty busy, most with other families and some teenagers running around. Jungkook led the way confidently through everyone, his playful energy still very present, but with an ease that was contagious.
Jungkook caught a glimpse of your profile as you took in the vibrant sea creatures. She looks intrigued, he thought. His heart raced a little, and he couldnât help but smile at the thought. Maybe Iâm doing a good job so far.
âAlright, letâs start here,â He pointed towards the first exhibit, a massive floor-to-ceiling tank filled with vibrant schools of tropical fish darting through the corals. âFun factâmost of these fish are native to the Indo-Pacific region.â
âImpressive,â You say, glancing between him and the fish, already intrigued. âWhat else?â
Jungkookâs grin widened as he launched into an impromptu lecture about the ecosystem of coral reefs, his enthusiasm making it hard not to be drawn in. As much as you were supposed to be trying to find little annoyances for your plan, you couldnât help but enjoy the flow of the conversation. It didnât feel forced. Instead, it was comfortableâlighthearted, but surprisingly informative.
âOkay, okay.â You interrupted at one point, leaning slightly into him as you looked up at the jellyfish exhibit. The tank glowed softly with blue and purple lights, jellyfish gracefully floating like little underwater ghosts. âWhat about these? Teach me about jellyfish, Mr. Expert.â
âAh, jellyfish,â Jungkook said dramatically, pausing like he was about to unveil a great mystery. âJellyfish have what are called hydrostatic skeletons.â
âAnd what are those?â You blinked, you expression clearly saying you had no idea what that meant.
âThey have no bones, they have circular muscles and they have to contract their muscles to move along the ocean.â He nodded. âThere is also a species that is essentially immortal. Turritopsis dohrnii. They can reset to their juvenile form after reaching maturity, which allows them to avoid dying of old age. So, yeah, immortal jellyfish.â
You stared at him for a second, half-expecting him to say he was joking, but the serious expression on his face told you otherwise. âOkay, thatâs actually super cool. You werenât kidding when you said your probably know more than the staff.â
As the two of you wandered through the aquarium, it surprised you how easily the conversation flowed between the both of you. Jungkook pointed out different fish, talked about their unique traits, and asked you questions too, like what your favorite animal was or whether you had any pets growing up. It didnât feel like an interrogation, but more like a genuine curiosity, and that put you more at ease.
You reached the penguin exhibit, and Jungkook stopped in front of the glass, his eyes lighting up as a group of penguins waddle by. âPenguins are the best.â He declared, âThey mate for life, you know?â
âNow that I did know. Iâve seen the march of the penguins.â To be fair is was when you were extremely young and that may be the only fact you could pull from the movie.Â
âI used to sit here and watch the penguins for hours. I just thought they were so cool when they would slide along on their bellies.â Jungkook mused and realized he had been guiding the conversation for a while now. âSeriously stop me anytime though. I can go on and on about animal facts.âÂ
âDonât stop! I think itâs cute.â You said, nudging him playfully with your shoulder. The moment felt light and playful, and you liked it.
âOh, so you think Iâm cute?â Jungkook smirked, wiggling his brows. The thought sent a flutter through your chest, and you felt heat creeping up your cheeks.Â
âOr just a nerd.â You pull yourself away in front of the exhibit and start to press on to the next section. âCome on geek!âÂ
It was hard to remember you were supposed to be finding ways to be annoying or difficult when things were going this smoothly. Maybe Jin and Ronnie would have to help more with that later because, right now, this was actually...fun. More fun than you had expected.
As you both continued on through the aquarium, the awkwardness that often accompanies first dates seemed to be non existent. By the time you reached the final exhibitâan enormous tank filled with sharks and stingrays gliding overhead. It surrounded the entire room and there were section you could go and stand and watch fish swim above you. You and Jungkook found a nice spot to sit and to just watch. You had a found a fascination with a rather large stingray floating around the tank.Â
âIâm in heavy anticipation for your shark facts.â You kick your feet back and forth and glance to your side at Jungkook who was enraptured with the tank.Â
âMaybe not a fun fact, but hammerheads will trap sting rays with their heads to the seafloor to catch and eat them.âÂ
âHuh,â He was correct, not so fun but still interesting, âI always wondered what their heads were good for.â
Jungkook hummed, a smile on his face. He had started the day nervous but he felt so comfortable now. The aquarium was actually Hoseok's idea, told Jungkook he should go somewhere where he could be at ease and maybe show off a little bit. Now showing off fish facts may have been unconventional, it was working here. You seemed to be really enjoying yourself, and laughing at most of his little jokes.
In that moment of silence, as he observed a sleek shark swim by, he glanced over at you, his voice softening. âSo, how am I doing so far? Honestly.â
You looked at him, taking a beat before answering. âWell, Iâll admit I didnât expect you to actually be this...interesting.â You teased, keeping it light. âBut youâve definitely surprised me.â
Jungkook raised an eyebrow, a hint of amusement in his expression. âSurprised you in a good way, I hope?â
It was good, but horribly horribly bad. Because you werenât sure if you could go through with this, Jungkook was nice and goofy. He took you somewhere he clearly really enjoyed and spent his day trying to make you laugh and smile. It was one of the best first dates you had been on in a long time. Maybe Jin had the completely wrong idea about Jungkook? Maybe this was all a mistake? Maybe you could find something real with Jungkook.Â
You would have to find a different guy for your experiment, not ideal but you admittedly were already having a small crush on Jungkook. A small voice in the back of your mind was screaming, I told you so. I knew you couldnât do this. You are too much of a gooey romantic to pull this off. Â
âGood so far.â You smile, and turn your body to face him, âOkay, ask me anything you want. My turn to be an open book.âÂ
âOh really?â Jungkook raised an eyebrow but also adjusted to face you. âOkay. What made you become a writer?âÂ
âOh, good question.â You thought for a moment, âI used to be a mini reporter when I was younger. I used to dress up like an old 40âs style detective or journalist and I would write news stories about things happening in my neighborhood.âÂ
âDid you pick up anything juicy?â
You shook your head, laughing at the memory. âNot at all. It was usually just anything I saw happen. Like breaking news: Ryan fell off his bike, or Mrs. Johnson bought apples and milk from the store. It was never anything groundbreaking, but I loved it.â Excitement seeped into your tone. âAs I got older, I realized I liked reporting and journalism of any kind, even trashy magazine writing. I just wanted to be one of them. Have my name on something like that.â
Jungkook listened intently, fascinated. He found himself wrapped up in how animated and alive you looked talking about your passion. He admired the way your hands danced through the air as you spoke, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to picture you living out your dreams, pen in hand, telling the stories of the world.
âSo what are you writing now?â Jungkook wanted to hear more, hear more about what made you excited.Â
You paused, because even though Jungkook didnât know, that was a heavy question. âThe promotion I mentioned the other night? Iâm getting promoted from research to an actual writer for the magazine Iâm at.âÂ
âI know. Itâs a huge deal and the piece Iâm working on is⌠well.â You chewed on your lip, âItâs a research heavy piece and requires me to go out and do some actual field work.âÂ
âI want to read it when itâs done.â Jungkook had a genuine smile on his face and he hadnât taken his eyes off of you since you started. You had just now noticed and all of those first date nerves came bubbling up in you.Â
âOh, no.â You let out a breathy laugh, âItâll be just a silly little think piece when itâs done.â
âSo?â Jungkook tilted his head trying to meet your eyes, âI want to be your first reader when itâs published. Then I can walk around and brag about it.âÂ
You nervously laugh to yourself, âIâll make sure you get the first copy.âÂ
Even though inside you were thinking, absolutely no way in hell is that happening .Â
âPerfect,â He said, nodding eagerly. âIâll hold you to that.â
The two of you settled back into a comfortable silence, your gaze drifting back to the mesmerizing display of fish swimming above. You couldnât help but feel lighter.
âSo what do you think your ultimate goal as a writer is?â It surprised you little when he continued, you didnât think he would want to know more about it.Â
âI thinkâŚâ You said for a moment, watching a school of fish go by in the glass. âI want to be a funny writer but also someone who makes you think. I want my work to feel real but also force you to really examine yourself.âÂ
âWell when you get famous and stuff,â Jungkook stood from his seat, âI get to say I knew you.â He extended a hand out to you. He hadnât offered his hand the entire date, but he felt like now was appropriate.Â
You stared at it for a moment, heâs just helping you up thatâs all, then you slipped your hand into his and stood with him. So to your own surprise, he didnât let you go. Jungkook laced his fingers into yours, and it made your heart race in your chest. Goosebumps rising on your skin.Â
âNow we still have plenty of other things left to see.â With a swift movement Jungkook began to pull you along into the rest of the aquarium.Â
You both bounced around exhibits you had already seen and joked around a lot along the way. Jungkook also had plenty of more fish facts to throw out when you would encounter something you may have missed before. After a while the both of you managed to make it back to the front of the aquarium and found the gift shop.Â
âOh these are cute.â You pull up a pair of tiny penguins that had magnets in the fins that held them together. âI think you can split them up so you can give one to someone.âÂ
âThatâs really cute.â Jungkook really wasnât looking at anything, he was having more fun watching you look around at the items. Everything is a bit too overpriced.Â
You had a thought in mind, and took the penguins up to the counter. After the cashier rang you up and you took the penguins out of their package and gave one to Jungkook. He looked confused.Â
âOne for you.â You smiled, âFor such a nice first date.âÂ
âThey mate for life, you canât split them up.â Jungkook fake pointed and you rolled your eyes, you eye the pocket on the front of his button up and tucked the penguin into his pocket. It fit perfectly so the head was sticking out.Â
You giggle a little at it and Jungkook smiles at your amusement, you then stick the other penguin to the shirt to see if the magnets would still stick and to your surprise they do indeed stick together. Jungkook also laughs at the gesture and then hands the other penguin back to you.Â
As Jungkook handed you the second penguin, you couldnât help but feel a rush of warmth at his playful smile. It felt like a little secret shared between the two of you, an inside joke that was unique to this moment. You turned the penguin over in your hands, admiring the tiny details.
âThese little guys can be a reminder of our first adventure together,â You said, glancing up at him. âEvery time I see mine, Iâll think of you and all your random fish facts.â
âI knew all of this aquatic knowledge would come in handy someday.â
The both of you made your way out to the entrance of the aquarium. You werenât even really sure what time it was but the sun was starting to set and it was raining outside to both of your surprise. You and Jungkook had been so wrapped up in the day you hadn't even thought to even check your phones or check the weather for the day. Jungkook hadnât either, he really hadnât expected to enjoy himself this much but here he was. He really didnât want the date to end.Â
âWe might have to make a run for the subway.â Jungkook glanced out the windows, it was really coming down hard now.Â
âIâm so going to get sick.â You laugh, but with some confidence and you push the exit door open, stepping into the rain and looking back waiting for Jungkook to follow. The rain hitting you and icy cold hug made you gasp.Â
Jungkook laughed too, the sound brightening the dreary weather. Without a second thought, he dashed out into the rain after you, grabbing your hand as you both braved the elements. The rain was relentless, and you quickly found yourselves sprinting up the street toward the nearest subway station.
The air was crisp, and the rain felt like little stinging needles against your skin. âDefinitely an unexpected twist for a first date.â You called to him, the sound of the rain a little deafening.Â
âWhat do you mean? Running in the rain? Itâs a totally rom com clichĂŠ.â Jungkook calling back to your love for romance movies.Â
The both of you kept moving but began to shiver a little bit. The only heat between the both of you coming from your hands wrapped in each other.Â
The both of you could see the station just up ahead. The both of you tried to keep a quick pace so you could get in and catch the train. You and Jungkook and you spot a puddle you both try to gracefully jump over, but the slickness of the ground betraying Jungkook. He slips a little and almost takes you with him. laughter spilled from your lips, mixing with the sound of rain splashing against the pavement. It was pure chaos, but it felt exhilarating. Jungkookâs eyes sparkled with mischief as he glanced at you, and for a moment, all the worries of the world faded away.
âAn interesting way to close out the date.â You try wiping away some water from your face but it was useless at this point. âMy outfit is definitely ruined.â
âI donât know, I think the wet look is in.â His hair was sticking to the side of his face and forehead, he was clearly shivering but was still managing to have a boyish grin on his face. As you both reached the subway entrance, you paused, leaning against the wall, your laughter dying down into soft giggles. The rain still poured down around you, but it felt different nowâintimate, almost magical. Jungkookâs eyes were bright, his expression softening as he looked at you.
For a moment, everything else faded away. The world around you blurred, and it felt like it was just the two of you in that cocoon of raindrops and laughter. Despite the biting chill of the rain soaking through your clothes, a warmth blossomed within you, igniting a spark that felt impossibly bright. Your heart pounded in your ears, drowning out everything else.
Jungkook stepped a little closer, his gaze flickering between your eyes and your lips. You felt your own gaze drawn to his, mesmerized by the way his pink lips glistened in the dim light, kissed by the rain. He looked so cute, his expression a mix of surprise and delight. Before you could think about it, you closed the distance and pressed your lips to his.
Initially, Jungkook seemed taken aback, but the moment was electric, and he quickly melted into the kiss. What had started as a tentative peck transformed into something more quickly. He responded with surprising warmth, his hand gently cradling your cheek as he kissed you again, pulling you closer as if he wanted to shield you from the cold.
That kiss was sweet and tender, a balm against the rain. The warmth spread through you, wrapping around your heart like a cozy blanket.Â
When you finally pulled away, breathless, your cheeks flushed from both the cold and the moment. Jungkookâs eyes sparkled with a mix of surprise and happiness, a wide smile breaking across his face.Â
âIâm pretty sure kissing in the rain is the biggest clichĂŠ of them all.â Jungkook broke the tension in the air and made you roll your eyes, you taking his hand again and pulling him into the station.
You both managed to make it to your train in time. You werenât sure if Jungkook also lived this direction but he was coming with you nonetheless. The two of you were leaving puddles behind the both of you everywhere you went.Â
When you got off at the right station you realized how hungry you actually were now. Starving in fact, you and Jungkook had been so wrapped up in the aquarium food was the last thing on your mind, âAre you hungry?â
âReally hungry actually.â Jungkook was now realizing he was beginning to fade away with the lack of food.Â
âYou want to get something to eat?â
The two of you found the closest place you could find to eat nearby and there was a crowded restaurant. The two of you managed to get a table really easily and settled it. You both got a series of weird looks at the state the two of you were in, but the two of you didnât really care.Â
As you excused yourself to the bathroom, your heart was still racing from the high of the day. You needed a moment away from the intensity, a breath of space to gather your thoughts. The date had been so easy, so natural. Nothing like what youâd imagined when you first got involved in this whole thing. But you couldnât let yourself get lost in the fantasy.
Once inside the bathroom, you didnât even bother to check the mirror. You pulled out your phone, pacing frantically as you called Ronnie and Jin, knowing theyâd be waiting for an update.
âGuys,â You blurted out, your voice low but panicked, âI canât go through with this. I swear heâs just⌠a regular guy. This isnât what we thought!â
There was a pause before Jinâs voice came through loud and clear. âBad writer!â He scolded you. âDo not waver now. Heâs playing you, just like we suspected.â
âIâm telling you, Jin, it feels real. The way heâs acting⌠heâs not some player. This all feels too genuine.â You caught your reflection in the mirror and grimaced, frustrated with yourself for even saying it out loud.
Ronnie chimed in, clearly less invested in your emotional rollercoaster, but supportive nonetheless. âSounds too good to be true if you ask me. Stay strong, Y/N. This guyâs probably a master at making things feel real. Thatâs what they do. Youâve got this.â
You sighed, adjusting your hair with your free hand as you continued pacing. âYou guys arenât here with me! You didnât see him todayâheâs been amazing. Itâs not like other dates where itâs all surface-level stuff. We were wrong.â
âIâm never wrong.â Jin insisted with that trademark smugness of his. âTrust me, his true colors will show soon. Stick to the plan.â
With a little more argument. They forced you to not give up and continue, Jin convinced he is still right about Jungkook.Â
They didnât see him today though.Â
You rejoined Jungkook back at your booth and you were sitting right next to each other. Jungkook was typing on his phone, which managed to survive the downpour. You were also surprised that your phone somehow managed to survive it. Right now though, Jin and Ronnie were completely blowing it up with messages following your call.Â
âWhat is it?â Jungkookâs curiosity gets the better of him, glancing at your phone briefly but then looking away.Â
You shake your head, âNothing my friends were just worried about me because I wasnât responding. They thought you might have murdered me or something.â A lie but it would disarm his curiosity.
âHow do they know you havenât killed me?â Jungkook jokes, and you smiled.Â
You shrug and set your phone down on the table. âNights still young. That could very well happen.âÂ
âFun.â Jungkook laughed at your obvious sarcasm. âIâll be right back.âÂ
Jungkook placed his phone down next to yours and excused himself away. Probably to go to the bathroom. You felt a warm glow in your chest just from the day. Everything was so nice and so fun, and easy. Jungkook was not what you were expecting, he probably wasnât what your friends thought either.Â
It would be just your luck to accidentally pick a really great guy.Â
Or so you hoped.Â
At that moment a buzz came from the table and you thought it came from your phone since Jin and Ronnie were continuing to blow up your phone with reminders to stick to the plan. You glanced down and in an instant you wish you hadnât. You really wished you hadnât. Because the text did not come from your phone, it came from Jungkook's phone.Â
It wasnât a text from just a friend either.Â
You looked away as fast as you saw it but it immediately brought you back to reality.Â
Hey baby, are you free tonight? I really want to do that thing againâŚ
You really wished you hadnât looked. You didnât even register the name because you flipped Jungkook's phone over. For a moment, everything inside you froze. It felt like someone had just yanked you out of a dream, dropping you back into reality with a crash. The words, the suggestive toneâit wasnât just a friendly text. This was someone else, someone calling him âbabyâ, someone who clearly thought they had plans with him tonight.
Because this is who he was, and why you set all those rules.
Of course Jungkook was texting another girl. Because that is the guy he is. He could be dreamy all day long but this was his nature. Not whatever façade he put on for your benefit today. For a second, your mind spun with questions: Who was she? What did they do? But no matter how many answers you wanted, one fact remained: this perfect day wasnât as perfect as it seemed.
Your waitress brought over the drinks you two had ordered. You sipped it so you could give your hands something to do. The disappointment swirled in your stomach for a moment before you pulled yourself together.Â
You were here for your own reasons.Â
That text just proved why you picked Jungkook in the first place. He is a playboy, and you had a goal. Day one, twenty-nine more to go.Â
You spotted Jungkook returning to the table and he had a big smile on his face. You put back on a big smile yourself. Acting as if nothing had changed and nothing was different. You took a quick moment to send a quick text to Ronnie and Jin.Â
âĽdescription: How to Lose A Guy in 30 Days! A guide of what you shouldn't do in the first 30 days of a relationship if you don't want him running for the hills! You get to see my experiment with the things I did wrong in the first 30 days of a brand new relationship.
You have just received your first opportunity to write your own column at Composure Magazine. This is everything that you have ever dreamed of and should be simple enough, drive a guy away in 30 days. Across town Jungkook, who hasn't committed to anyone in years, is issued a bet that he can stay with the same person for one month. Both of you being so head strong to achieve your goals cause a myriad of hilariously disastrous dates, unexpected sparks, and a countdown that neither is ready for. 30 days to fall in love or fall apart. After all, all is fair in love and war.
âĽwarnings: set in the universe of How to Lose A Guy in Ten Days, comedy, sort of a crack fic???, drinking, swearing, dirty talk, eventual smut, some angst, Y/N is a love girl (sigh), Jungkook used to be a playboy (heavier sigh), fluff, Y/N basically torturing Jungkook, Jungkook will never surrender lmao, I watched the movie recently and I haven't been able to get this idea out of my head (like seriously I plotted out the entire fic in like three hours), you don't have to have seen the movie to get this fic.
âĽdisclaimer: Might be a bit before I start this fic, I want to get Wounds We Never Show a little further along before I decide to juggle two Jungkook fics (sigh). (Also sort of want to get an interest check on this fic hehe)
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âĽpairing: Jungkook x Reader (she/her, afab)
âĽgenre/rating: strangers to lovers, 18+
âĽchapter warnings/tags: software engineer!Jungkook, writer!Reader, flirting, some family drama, crazy and manipulative mom stuff, movie night, some domesticity, they are cute for like five seconds before everything goes to shit (whoops), Jimin and Tae being little shits, Jin being a real homie, some heavy misunderstanding and miscommunication
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a/n: Hi everyone I know this is a short chapter but I hope you enjoy anyway, this chapter introduces some important stuff so I really like it. Enjoy <3
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Day 07
â12 dates is hilarious.âÂ
Jin, Ronnie, and Namjoon all snickered as you explained your last date with Jungkook, explaining the end and your sorry excuse to get out of his apartment.Â
âI couldnât think of anything else! I needed some excuse to leave and then he asked me how many dates, and I just thought of the first number that felt ridiculous.â You run your hands through your hair, laughing at yourself. The four of you gathered in your small living room, you had taken to laying on the floor. Picking out fibers from the rug you had. Jin sitting next to you and Namjoon and Ronnie on the couch.Â
âWhat did he say?â Ronnie asked.
Suddenly a buzz from your phone, a small piece of you wondering if maybe it was a text from him. Seeing who it was, your disappointment became evident but you tried to play it off. Not in the mood to respond to who that text actually came from. Setting your phone down on the coffee table face down.Â
Thinking back to the shocked and then cool and collected look Jungkook had on his face was amusing, âOh he was fine with it, maybe a little surprised. Said he just needed to plan for ten more dates.âÂ
âAt least heâs got some class.â Jin poked your forehead. The disappointment from whatever text you got was evident on your face.
He had a lot more class than any of you had given him credit for. âSo what comes next for the two of you?â Namjoon asked, curiosity had filled the room the whole morning about what your next steps would be.
Another buzz comes from your phone, you donât need to check it. You know who itâs from. You ignore it and continue, âWell I think I can start to turn up the heat.â You sit up. âWhich is the hard part of all of this.â
âOh youâve got this. If you can almost break your own nose in front of him, surely anything else will be a piece of cake.â Ronnie assured you with a wink and you roll your eyes.Â
âStill sore to be honest.â You say touching the end of your nose. Remembering the concern on Jungkookâs face when you had hit yourself, it was sweet.Â
âWhen are you going out next? I want to help you plan.â Jin bounced in his spot next to you.Â
You placed a hand on his shoulder to hold him in place. âDonât get ahead of yourself, I havenât even heard from him.â Another buzz from your phone, you ignore it again. Wishful thinking would make it be Jungkook.Â
âWhy not call him? Who says you have to wait on the guy?â Namjoon suggests.Â
âYou think I should?â You felt a little nervous and unsure.Â
Ronnie nods, giving Namjoon a pat on the shoulder. âNamjoon's right, plus youâve already called him so the ice is already broken!âÂ
Jin, grabs your phone from your coffee table, holding it to you, âOh do it now! We can help!âÂ
You take your phone but right at that moment you get another text. Putting it at four already, your face dropped a little as you just ignored them opening your phone. Finding Jungkookâs contact and almost pressing call but suddenly you realized how close everyone was and they were all staring at you with big and intent eyes. You very quickly understood what it felt like to be a fish in a bowl.Â
âOkay freaks, Iâm doing this in the other room.â You stand to your feet, but Jin pulls you back down and they all protest.Â
âNo! No no weâll be good I swear.â Ronnie said, sitting straight up in her spot like you were a teacher.Â
âSwear.â Jin crossed over his heart.
â...Fine.â You groan. You decided to press call. Waiting for a moment, immediately regretting your decision. You didnât have a single clue what you were going to say.Â
The phone rang and rang, it was possible he was busy and you were almost going to hang up. Just as that moment line picked up, there was shuffling on the other end before the line cleared.Â
âHello?â Jungkookâs voice came through the line, he sounded groggy and probably not awake. It was 11 you didnât think it was too early to call.Â
âHi.â Your voice is turning lighter than you would normally use it. âUhh good morning! Did I wake you?âÂ
You look to the others and Namjoon is gesturing for you to put the phone on speaker but you wave him off. One, for the off chance one of them laughs and completely embarrass you. Two, you didnât need every second of this situation invaded by your friends.Â
Jungkook let out a tired laugh, âYeah but I donât mind⌠Good morning.âÂ
"I was just sort of calling to say hiâŚ" You hesitated, then smiled. "Which Iâve already done, so I guess I could just hang up now."
Jungkook hummed, amusement slipping into his tone. "Well, itâs a good thing you called. I was just having a crazy dream about us."Â
âOh us?âÂ
"Yeah. Something about you coming over and us having a movie night⌠details are fuzzy, but that was the gist of it."
âHmm sounds like a pretty lame dream.âÂ
"Lame?" Jungkook scoffed. "I thought it was sweet. A classic date formula."
"Iâm teasing, canât mess with a classic. Well, speaking of that." You started, shifting your phone to your other ear. "I was actually going to see if you were free today⌠or tonight, I guess."
Jungkook made a dramatic show of shuffling around on the other end of the line, as if checking a nonexistent schedule. "Let me see⌠yep. A whole lot of nothing planned for today."
"Wow, what an eventful life you lead."
"I know. Truly, Iâm booked and busy."
You bit back a laugh. "Okay, can I come to yours again? I have some errands on that side of town."
A small fib. You didnât actually have errands, but you werenât ready to have Jungkook over at your place.Â
"Yeah, thatâs fine." Jungkook said easily, followed by a yawn. "Text me some snacks you like, and Iâll go get them."
"Oh, you donât have to do that."
"I have nothing better to do today anyway." There was a sound of sheets rustling, like he was stretching. "Text me when youâre on your way."
"Alright. See you later."
With that, you ended the call, exhaling deeply before finally looking upâonly to find three pairs of eyes locked onto you with identical expressions of giddy anticipation.
You groaned. "Okay, Iâm leaving."
Namjoon smirked. "Itâs your house."
You stand just to go into your kitchen, honestly trying to step aside. Because you got five more texts in the span of that call. You knew exactly who from, and you were finding your anxiety building on your stomach. Twisting and turning as you read the messages, Jin coming over to you in your focused concern.Â
âItâs happening again, isnât it?â He says it quietly, Namjoon and Ronnie distracted with some conversation by themselves.Â
You donât look at him shielding your phone, âThat easy to tell?â
âYou looked like you saw a ghost when you looked at your phone, then continued to intentionally ignore it. Iâm a bit of a detectiveâ He leans on one hip bringing his pointer finger and thumb up to his chin. Obviously trying to make you feel better. âLet me guess, back in the country?âÂ
âI guess soâŚâ You pause, you get another text.Â
Are you going to respond to me? Hello?
You sigh, shoving your phone in your pocket, Jin sighs. âYou can talk about it if you would like.âÂ
"No." You shut it down quickly, then, realizing how defensive you sounded, cleared your throat. "No⌠itâs fine. Iâll be fine. It goes like this every time."Â
Jin arched a brow. "Yeah, and every time, you give in."Â
"I know." You murmured. "Itâs just⌠sometimes hard to say no."
"But you have to." His tone was firm but not unkind. "It wonât be like last time, right?"
You swallowed. "Right."
Jin was clearly not convinced, but he let it go. "If you need backup, let me know. Iâll hover around you like a helicopter if you need."
You let out a weak laugh. "I wonât need that. I just have to keep details short. If I talk about my promotion at all, itâll turn into a whole thing."
"I know. I was there last time." Jin said, voice laced with frustrationânot at you, but at the situation. "Just⌠donât let yourself get guilt-tripped into giving her money again. You know itâs not going to where she says it is."
âItâsâŚnot always like thatâŚâ A lie, a knee jerk excuse. One you had been trying to stop making.
âUh-huh." Jin gave you a look. "Just try to remember how bad things got. I know sheâs your mom but she has a way of convincing you things arenât so bad.âÂ
There it was. Mom. Or as she liked to put it, your best friend.
"As long as she doesnât start showing up at my house, itâll be fine." You said, picking at your nails. "After that, itâll be hard to get her to leaveâŚ"
Jin watched you closely, eyes scanning your nervous fidgeting, but instead of pressing further, he simply bumped his shoulder against yours.
"Come on," He said, his voice deliberately lighter. "No more talk about her. Take out your anxiety on Jungkook instead."
You snorted, shaking your head. "Thatâs not how that works."
Jin smirked. "Could be. Just make his life a little difficult for fun." He gave you a playful shove back toward the living room.
"So," Ronnie said as you rejoined them. "Whatâs your plan for tonight?"
You let out a slow breath, feeling a familiar little spark of mischief flicker in your chest.
Jungkook spent the day tidying up his apartmentânot that it was messy to begin with, but he wanted things to be nice. After all, you were coming over. He even grabbed some snacks, per your request, carefully picking out a selection he thought you'd like. It had been a while since he spent a Saturday night in, but honestly, he was looking forward to it.
Last week getting to know you had been easy, comfortable in a way he hadnât expected. If the next month went like this, heâd coast through without a hitch. That is, as long as there werenât any more unnecessary interruptions. Like Channel.
Except tonight, he had a different interruption to deal with.
A series of loud knocks echoed through his apartment just as he was pouring chips into a bowl. He sighed, already sensing trouble before he even reached the door.
"Jungkookie!" Taehyungâs familiar voice called from the other side, followed by the sound of muffled laughterâJimin, no doubt.
Jungkook frowned as he swung the door open, revealing both of them standing there with far too much excitement for two people who werenât supposed to be here.
"Youâre not dressed." Jimin pointed out immediately, gesturing to Jungkookâs sweatpants and oversized t-shirt like they personally offended him.
"Am I supposed to be?" Jungkook asked, already feeling the beginnings of a headache.
"Uh, yeah. We have plans." Taehyung said, pushing past him into the apartment without hesitation. Jimin followed, shaking his head in disappointment.
Jungkook turned, face scrunching in confusion. "No, we donât."
Jimin scoffed, crossing his arms. "We always go out on Saturdays. Itâs tradition. Like breathing, or me looking better than Taehyung."
"You wish." Taehyung muttered before grabbing a handful of popcorn from Jungkookâs snack spread.
"Well, not tonight." Jungkook said firmly, closing the door and facing them with finality. "Y/N is coming over. Weâre hanging out."
Jimin raised an eyebrow and did a slow scan of the room, eyes landing on the array of snacks, the neatly arranged couch, and the cozy atmosphere Jungkook had set up.
"Oh. Hanging out." He echoed, a teasing lilt in his voice.
Jungkook narrowed his eyes. "Not like that. Actually just hanging out."
"So youâre ditching us?" Taehyung asked, feigning a dramatic pout as he stuffed more popcorn into his mouth.
"To hang out with her? Absolutely."
Jimin gasped, clutching his chest. "Who are you, and what have you done with my party animal Jungkook?"
Jungkook rolled his eyes. "Nothingâs changed. Iâm just taking our little bet seriously."
The moment he mentioned the bet, Taehyung and Jimin exchanged glancesâsilent, knowing, mischievous. They werenât about to lose to him that easily.
"Come on, we came all this way." Taehyung tried again, leaning dramatically against the counter like he was truly heartbroken.
"Yeah, and I feel so bad." Jungkook deadpanned. "Now, please leave before I throw you out."
He ducked into the bathroom before either of them could protest further.
The second he disappeared, Jimin and Taehyung snapped into action.
"Okay, we have to do something." Jimin whispered.
Taehyungâs eyes flickered around the room before landing on Jungkookâs phone sitting on the kitchen counter. A slow, devious grin spread across his face.
"Donât." Jimin warned, though he didnât actually mean it.
Taehyung was already moving, snatching the phone up swiftly.
"Weâre just gonna... help him out a little." He said, winking.
Later, another knock sounded at Jungkookâs door.
He wasted no time opening it, revealing you standing there, smiling brightly. You were also dressed down. To his surprise in some very bright pink sweatpants, which were Ronnieâs, but he would never know. You also wore a very cutesy graphic t-shirt with my melody on it to match the vibe. Nothing wrong with them at all but not your usual vibe but this choice of outfit was more of an experiment.Â
Jungkook didnât seem to blink at it.
"You wear glasses?" The words tumbled out before you even said hello, your eyes locked onto the frames perched on his nose.
Jungkook blinked, caught off guard. "Uh, yeah. My contacts were irritating my eyes, so I went with these tonight."
He stepped aside to let you in, watching as you barely moved, still staring at him like he had just unlocked a whole new level of attractiveness.
"No, theyâre super cute." You said quickly, almost tripping over your words.
You actually pull your eyes away though as you make your way to the living room. Needing to bite on your something since you were a stupid sucker for glasses on anyone. Realizing Jungkook had indeed gotten most of the snacks you requested and some you assumed were to his preference.Â
Everything was spread over his coffee table with some precision it seemed, like he thought about where to place things intentionally.Â
This was a great opener to turn on your new âCharmâ that Jin had helped you perfect most of the day earlier. âAwe! This is so sweet Jungkook.â Pitching up your tone almost borderline in a baby voice. Having to fight back at cringing at yourself. Taking a seat down on the couch.
Jungkook didnât seem to notice, âI tried. I got a couple things for the both of us.â Acting all nonchalant. Strolling around the couch and taking a seat next to you.Â
You force yourself to giggle a little too obnoxiously. Hitting Jungkook in the chest with a little too much force but in a playful manner, âSo what are we watching?âÂ
Jungkook rubs the spot where you hit him, you had much more strength than he gave you credit for. âI was going to let you choose. Iâm not too picky when it comes to movies.âÂ
âOh yay!â You clap your hands together, god you really hated this. This was not you, Jungkook seemed to be a little thrown by your giddiness but it was whatever. You grab the remote he strategically placed on the table. Guess he had prepared for this. âWhat to pick, the choices are endless.âÂ
Which it actually had you in a small panic, you werenât ready to have to pick the movie. You had a hard enough time just telling Jungkook what snacks you wanted. While you began to pursue, Jungkookâs phone sounded with the dig from a text. You glanced sideways for a quick second, Jungkook pulling out his phone to see who it was from.Â
Jungkook's expressions seemed throne and confused by the text that came through. Then another ding. The expression seemed to twist further. Your interest peaked.Â
âSomething wrong?â You look at him, glancing down to his phone then back to him.Â
Jungkook locks his phone and sets it down on the couch beside him. âNo, I think a wrong number is texting me.â His tone is casual, but thereâs a flicker of something in his expression. Â
You nod, turning back toward the TV, scrolling lazily through the endless options. âOkay⌠are you opposed to any genres?â
âNope.â He smirks, stretching an arm across the back of the couch. âDo your worst.â
You hum thoughtfully, but youâre already scheming. The goal isnât to pick a good movieâitâs to pick the worst one possible. Something Jungkook would definitely find boring. But just as youâre debating between a painfully slow documentary or an overly dramatic romance, his phone vibrates again.
And again.
You donât glance over, but you hear itâpersistent, insistent.
Jungkook sighs quietly and checks his screen. More texts.
Taylor: Hey remember me? ;)
Taylor: Busy 2 night?
Taylor: Wanna get a drink??
Taylor: Hello?
He hadnât hooked up with any Taylors recently. At least, not that he could remember. He locks his phone again, deciding itâs best to ignore it. Hoseok had drilled it into his head not to be on his phone when hanging out with someoneâit was rude, and Jungkook actually wanted to be present.
But the buzzing doesnât stop.
Meanwhile, you keep scrolling, eyes fixed on the screen, but youâve already started keeping count. How many texts? How many times is he checking? The more his phone vibrates, the more you start tallying numbers in your head.
âOh! Miss congeniality!â You cheer, a pick that actually really was a favorite of yours. Not a total favorite of any guys you had watched it though.Â
Jungkook raises an eyebrow, glancing at the banner image. âWhat is it?â
You tuck your legs under yourself, shifting to look at him. âSandra Bullock is an FBI agent who goes undercover at the Miss United States Pageant to stop a terrorist attack. She gets a really awesome makeover halfway through.â
Jungkook tilts his head. âAlright. Iâll bite.â
âIf you hate it, we can change it.â
âNo, I always commit once I start a movie.â He didnât seem to be bullshitting you here.
âPerfect.â You donât hesitate to hit play.
The movie starts to play and Jungkook seems to actually be true to his word, the two of you sat close but he didnât try to make a move or anything. He had these big brown doe eyes watching and would smile or laugh a little too himself.Â
But something still gnaws at you.
His phone sits in his lap, and every time it vibrates, you hear it.
And itâs vibrating a lot.
Jungkook ignores it for as long as he can, but eventually, he caves. One quick glance at the screen, and his stomach drops.
Over thirty new texts.
From Taylor.
Taylor: I CANT BELIEVE YOU
Taylor: YOU DONâT REMEMBER WHO I AM
TAYLOR: WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
The texts continued like that. Not to mention he was also getting texts from another girl who he seemingly had no recollection of, Jemma.
Jemma: You arenât going to tell Taylor that we hooked up right?
Jemma: Jungkook she canât know she like⌠super likes youÂ
Jemma: Like for serious likes youÂ
Jemma: Jungkookie?
Jungkook stares at the screen, brain scrambling to place the names. Who the hell are these people? His memory isnât that badâif he had hooked up with someone recently, heâd remember. Right? Jungkook sighs and quickly types a response, hoping to shut this down before it gets any worse. Whatever was going on was certainly getting noticeable.
Which you had indeed noticed. You kept tally, and you were trying to find a window when you could use this. When could this play to your advantage tonight?Â
Jungkook begins to type furiously trying to find something to say that will end this for the night or until he can figure out what is going on another time.
Which is when you take your moment to jump, âWho are you talking too?â You ask casually, looking over at his phone. You had already seen the girl's names on his phone already.
Jungkook immediately pulls his phone closer to his chest. âItâs no one.âÂ
Which was not a lie because Jungkook was trying to figure out who these people were.Â
Your eyes flick to his phone, knowing full well thatâs not true. âYou seem to be getting a lot of texts.â You remark, folding your arms. âSeems like someone really needs your attention.â
Jungkook notices but figures he can diffuse the situation once he figures out what's going on. He doesnât respond but continues wracking his brain for a moment as he looks at the texts trying to place these names.Â
You take the silence as a good opener, having to psych yourself up a bit. âWho is she?âÂ
Jungkook blinks, finally looking up at you. Your eyes are locked onto him, sharp and expectant. âHuh?âÂ
âThe girl you are clearly talking to, who is she?â You pressed, your voice was now more accusing and you were waiting to see what kind of answer he was going to give.Â
âIâm notââ Almost like on cue Jungkookâs phone begins to ring in his hand. The big bold name Taylor is fully visible on his screen for the both of you. âOh my god this canât be happening. I swear I genuinely donât know who this is.âÂ
âYou expect me to believe that? Your phone has been going off all night.â You huff and look away from him and keep your eyes locked on the movie. Having to bite the inside of your cheek so as to not laugh at how ridiculous you sound right now.Â
Jungkook looks lost. Completely lost. He declines another incoming call, his frustration growing. But the silence only fuels your âannoyance.â He was confused how you immediately Jumped from A to Z so quickly. Jungkook grits his teeth and scrolls through the messages again. He scans every name, every interactionâuntil finally, it clicks.
Only to come to the realizationâŚ
âOh those fuckers.â Jungkook says under his breath. âI will be right back.âÂ
Your eyes widened because was he really going to leave while you were upset right now? Fake upset but still. âYouâre actually going to take that call?âÂ
âItâs not what it looks like, just let me take care of this. Then I will clear this all up.â
âNot what it looks like? It looks like youâre going to take another phone call with another girl during the movie? Are you serious?â You wave your arms around a little dramatically but it sells it.
Jungkook is unsure of how to navigate this. âI just need to resolve this so that we are no longer interrupted. I swear itâs not what it looks like.âÂ
Jungkook gets another call from the âmysteriousâ Taylor. Jungkook answering it and stepping out the front door of his place to take the call, âYou guys are really fucked up you know that?âÂ
Thereâs a dramatic throat clearing on the other end, followed by an overly high-pitched voice. âWhat do you mean, Jungkookie? Iâm Taylor.âÂ
Jungkook closes his eyes, exhaling sharply. âHad your fun? Played your games?âÂ
Thereâs muffled laughter, and then Jiminâs voice replaces Taehyungâs. âWe were just screwing with you, man. We were pissed you bailed on us. By the way, howâs your date going?â
Jungkook pinches the bridge of his nose. âThanks to you two idiots, she thinks Iâm screwing around. So not great.â
âOh no.â Taehyung deadpans. âSo sad. Taehyung's voice mocked Jungkook but Jungkook was actually mad.Â
You were already hesitant to date him in the first place and this looked really bad. Your reaction may have been a little strong⌠and confusing since you were pretty rational. It did look bad though and Jungkook couldnât deny that.
âFuck you guys.â He mutters. âWe were actually having a nice time.â
âYou never said we couldnât interfere.â
Jungkook ran a hand over his face. âBecause thatâs fucking insane? I didnât think I had to say it.â
âFine, youâre no fun. We wonât interfere from here on out.â Jimin swearsâ Jiminâs voice was mockingly sincere but Taehyung wasnât going to make the same promise.
âGoodnight.â Jungkook was too annoyed to deal with them anymore.Â
âI hope she dumps you-â Taehyung calls into the phone as Jungkook didnât even dignify that with a response; just hung up and shoved his phone into his pocket. He let out a slow breath before heading back inside.
The apartment felt heavier than before, quieter, except for the hum of the movie still playing in the background. You were still on the couch, but your posture had changed. You werenât curled up comfortably anymore; instead, you sat stiffly, chewing on popcorn in the kind of silence that was loud. You wish you could see yourself, it was a very convincing performance after all.
Jungkook hesitated before stepping closer. âIâm sorry about that.â
You didnât even look at him. âYeah, okay.â
He winced. âYouâre mad.â
âWell, duh, Jungkook.â You exhaled sharply, shaking your head as you stared at the screen. âYou were texting and talking through the movie when we were supposed to be hanging out. If youâd rather be somewhere else, you couldâve just said so.â
Jungkook sat down beside you, carefully, like you might bolt at any second. âI donât want to be anywhere else.â His voice was quieter now, sincere. âIâve really liked getting to know you. I actually wanted to watch this with you, but my idiot friends decided to mess with me.â
You shot him a skeptical glance. âFriends. Right.â
âI swear.â Jungkook ran a hand through his hair, exasperated. âThey were pissed I bailed on them tonight, so they changed their names on my phone, spammed me, and set me up.â
You hesitated, but Jungkook was already unlocking his phone. He scrolled up in his messages, showing you the texts. âSee? Just last week, their real names were still here. This whole thing was just them being assholes.â
You narrowed your eyes at the screen, scanning the evidence. A pause. Then, finallyââWow. Your friends kinda suck.â
Jungkook let out a relieved laugh. âJust a little.â He shook his head. âThey thought it would be funny. And, okay, maybe it wasââ
âIt wasnât.â You deadpanned.
He smirked. âYeah well, not for me.â
You sighed, your shoulders relaxing just a little. âI guess I⌠overreacted. I just have a thing about people being on their phones during movies.â You scratched the side of your head, looking slightly sheepish.
Jungkook grinned, happy to take the win. âNo more phone.â He picked it up and placed it far away on the couch. âEasy.â
It was a nice gesture but completely unnecessary. âYouâre cute but itâs alright.âÂ
âNah. No more phone. Iâll never look at it again.â He teases as he scoots close to you, âYouâre much more interesting to look at anyways.âÂ
âWow, that was really cheesy.â You teased, shaking your head.
Jungkook just grinned.
Despite the earlier hiccup, the night had settled into something easy and comfortable. You rewound the movie to the parts he missed, both of you sinking back into the cushions as if nothing had happened. There was no tension, no lingering frustrationâjust soft laughter, playful commentary, and the occasional reach into the snack pile.
âOkay, but like, I would let Sandra Bullock beat me up too.â Jungkook commented, nodding in approval at the screen.
You turned to him, raising a suspicious brow. âMasochist?â
âIâll never tell.â His smirk was effortless, teasing, but what you hadnât quite realized was how close the two of you had shifted throughout the night. Your legs had found their way over his lap at some point, and his arm was draped lazily around your shoulders, his bicep doubling as a makeshift pillow. His other hand rested absentmindedly over your calf, tracing absent-minded patterns against the fabric of your sweatpants.
Jungkook couldnât remember the last time he had just sat with someone like thisâno expectations, no rush, just the quiet hum of companionship. It was⌠nice.
You, on the other hand, were still determined to find another opening to be difficult, but as the night wore on, you were reluctantly realizing that you might have to try again another time.
Jungkook had kept his word, his phone untouched for the rest of the evening. Not that he was missing much. Whatever was happening in the group chat could waitâhe was too busy being here. With you.
âYouâre all techy and whatever.â You mused, tilting your head up at him. âWould you ever be an FBI agent?â
Jungkook scoffed, shaking his head. âNot a chance. I donât think Iâm smart enough to foil a terrorist plot⌠or go undercover without blowing my own cover.â He absentmindedly played with his lip ring, his voice dipping into something thoughtful. âWhat about you?â
You exhaled a small laugh. âYeah, no. Iâm a writer, not an agent, thatâs for sure.â You paused, considering it for a moment before adding, âAlthough, I think I could do undercover.â
Jungkook glanced at you, intrigued. âOh yeah? You could be a Gracie Lou Freebush?â He referenced Sandra Bullockâs alias in the movie.
âOh, absolutely.â You said with zero hesitation. âPlus, Iâve interviewed and hung out with a lot of pageant girls in the past for my writing.â
His brows lifted in genuine interest. âWait, what? How come?â
âI did a piece in college about pageantry and got to know a lot of girls who did it professionally. They were really sweet, honestly.â
âThatâs so cool.â His voice was laced with admiration. âWhat else have you written?â
You hesitated, suddenly shy. âOh god, Iâve written about a lot of things, but nothing worth the time.â
âThat canât be true.â Jungkookâs voice softened, his curiosity undeniably genuine. âIâd love to read something⌠I mean, if youâll let me.â
You blinked at him, caught off guard. His big, expectant eyes searched yours, but there was no teasing, no ulterior motiveâjust pure interest.
A warm flush crept onto your cheeks. âOkay.â You murmured, cursing the lovesick way your voice wavered. âMaybe I can find something thatâs not totally terrible.â
Jungkook grinned like youâd just given him a prize.
Neither of you had been paying much attention to the screen, and at some point, the movie had ended.
âAlright, your turn.â You pat Jungkookâs arm, the one still draped around you, before shifting your legs from his lap, giving him space in case he needs to move.
Jungkook leans over to the coffee table and retrieves the remote from the coffee table. Shuffling through the choices. He thought for a moment what he should select. If he should stay on the romance vein or go down another path.Â
Eventually landing on, definitely a left turn movie for the night.Â
âOkay, I know this totally changes the tone, but I love this movie.â He clicks on Across the Spider-Verse. âThe animation is insane, and I really love Spider-Man.â
You laugh. âYou donât have to sell it to me. Iâve seen it before.â
âGood.â His excitement is almost tangible. âIâve been wanting to rewatch it.â
Without a second thought, Jungkook casually lifts your legs back over his lap, a move that catches you off guard.
âI was cold.â He feigns innocence.
âUh-huh, I super believe you.â You giggle, settling back against his arm just as the movie begins.
You couldnât have gotten a minute in before you felt your phone vibrate like you were getting a call. It was in your pocket and you intended to silence it but you wouldnât be so lucky to ignore it. Your momâs ID popping up on the screen. You pretty quickly decline it, hoping, no praying it wouldnât be pushed further than that. That was until the text that it was immediately followed up with.Â
Mom: Baby Iâm coming over. You keep ignoring me.Â
Mom: I have so much to tell you about!!!!!!
Oh no. Oh no no no.Â
She was going to your place. You arenât at your place.Â
Panic spreads like ice through your veins. You sat up in your place away from Jungkook, hiding the sick feeling that spread across your face. You had to call her. If you didnât call her back she would go to your place and ask so many questions. She didnât have a key but she would still manage to get in. Right after you just made that whole stink about Jungkook being on the phone earlier.Â
You couldnât ignore her. You have to call her back.Â
She wonât let it go.Â
Jungkook was worried for a second when you moved away from him so suddenly and now you were suddenly standing.Â
âIâm so sorry.â Your voice is tense. âI need to take a call.â You hesitate before meeting his gaze. âItâll just be a secondâI need to step into the hall.â
Jungkook for a second almost doesnât think about it but you just made a whole fuss about him taking a call. âAre you serious?âÂ
âI know.â You say quickly. âI know what I said.â
âIs this a joke?â
âNo.â Your phone vibrates again. Another text.
Mom: Iâll be there in 30 minutes.
Shit.
âIâm sorry.â You say again, already moving. You weave around the couch, heading straight for the front door before Jungkook can protest.
You shove your feet into your shoes and step into the hall, needing somewhere private; somewhere your mom wonât hear even the faintest trace of Jungkook in the background.
The elevator.
You dial her number and you press the button for the elevator to go to the first floor. The phone on the other end ringing for what felt like forever in your ear. Feeling more and more sick to your stomach with each ring. Dreading hearing her voice on the other side.
The line picked up as you reached the first floor. âBaby!â Your momâs voice bursts through the speaker, cheerful and chipper like she hadnât just threatened to ambush you. âIâve been trying to get a hold of you all day.â
You squeeze your eyes shut. âYeah, I know. Mom, why are you going to my place right now?â A headache forming in the back of your mind.Â
She sighs dramatically. âI miss you, baby. Iâve been gone for three months!â
âYes Mom-...â
âAnd yet, you donât even want to talk to your own mother?â Her voice shifts, just enough to press guilt into your ribs. Her saddened voice on the other end, hitting you in the same familiar place in your gut.
You exhale slowly, biting down the automatic frustration. If you say the wrong thing, sheâll cry. If she cries, youâll have to go see her. âOf course I want to talk to you.â You say carefully. âIâd love to talk. But Iâm busy.â
âBusy with what? Where are you?â Her interest clearly piqued that you could possibly have plans that had nothing to do with her.
âIâm out with some friends. Nothing special.â There is zero chance youâre mentioning Jungkook.
âOh no, no, no. How many times have I told you those friends of yours are no good?â Her voice is all silk. âCome meet me somewhere instead.â
âHow about I come see you later this week mom. I am busy with a work project but Iâm all yours later this weekâŚâ You grit your teeth. You hope this might be enough and she hums on the other end.Â
âAll weekend?â She counters. âI get to have you all weekend? I just miss you, baby. And I have so many clothes from Europe that donât fit me rightâyouâll love them.â Typical. Dumping overpriced, ill-fitting designer pieces onto you so she doesnât have to feel wasteful.Â
âYes. We can go through them together.â You nod to the air around you almost like she was here or that she could see you. Like the look on your face right now wouldnât send her into an immediate spiral.Â
âOh, perfect! Iâm so excited.â She cheers on the other end and it in some sick way brings a smile to your face.Â
âOkay I really do have to go.âÂ
âAlright, baby. Call me tomorrow!â She sounds almost⌠normal. But you know better. If you donât call tomorrow, she wonât let it go.
The moment the call disconnects, you sag against the elevator wall, pressing your palms to your face. Needing something to bring the anxiety that had welled up in your chest back down to a normal level. Your fingers tremble slightly, the weight of the conversation settling in like lead in your stomach.
This was such a bad time for your mom to be back in town. If she got even a whiff of your promotion, sheâd find a way to turn it into something about her. And if she caught onto whatever this⌠thing was between you and Jungkook, sheâd find a way to ruin it.
Maybe you should just sic her on Jungkook. That would send him running for sure.
In hindsight, if this were any other date, it would probably look bad. You had disappeared in the middle of the night, left without much of an explanation, and now, you were returning like nothing had happened. It felt messy, inconsiderate even. But everything with your mom is an emergency.
The problem is, you canât say that.
With that thought, you start the slow walk of shame back to his apartment. The door is still unlocked from when you left, and as you step inside, the difference is immediate. The air feels stiff. The movie was stopped. The room is too quiet. You slowly stepped further inside, Jungkook was leaning against his counter looking at something on his phone.
You hesitated, stepping inside and slipping off your shoes. "Sorry about that." You said quietly.
Jungkook doesnât look up right away. "Itâs⌠fine."
It isnât.
Not really.
Itâs obvious in the clipped way he says it, in the tension sitting in his shoulders. Heâs irritated, trying not to show it, but you can feel it lingering between you.
And honestly? You get it.
You were the one who had made a big deal about him being on his phone earlier. You were the one who rolled your eyes at him answering a call, told him to be present. Then, the moment your own phone rang, you left the apartment with little word.
So yeah, you get it.
"It was just an emergency." You offer, though even you can hear how weak of an excuse it sounds.
Jungkook finally glances up then, dark eyes flicking to yours. "Right. Just a little frustrating though, donât you think?"
Your stomach twists. "I know."
He exhales sharply, shaking his head as he sets his phone down on the counter. "I mean, you gave me so much shit about being on mine. Accused me of something you didnât have any information about. Then you not only take your callâyou leave the floor for it."
"I get it." You say quickly. "I do. And youâre right. It was hypocritical of me."
Jungkook studies you for a moment, expression unreadable. His voice is quieter when he speaks again. "Was there a reason you had to take your call downstairs?"
âWhat?âÂ
âWell I stepped into the hall to make sure everything was okay but you had totally fled the floor. Whatâs up?â Jungkook coming off even more defensive now
You freeze for a fraction of a second, caught off guard.
"Iâ" You start, before quickly regaining composure. "It was private."
You inhale, feeling an edge of frustration creep in now, not necessarily at him, but at this entire situation. At how suddenly complicated something as simple as a movie night had become. How your mom had complicated a simple movie night. Something for your job.
Then you remember. This was for your job. The thing that got you into this situation, for one reason onlyâŚ
So you switched gears "You were being really suspicious and weird about who you were talking to. Plus who even calls people anymore.â You say, keeping your voice measured.
Jungkook lets out an incredulous laugh. âYou literally just took a call.â
âYeah, but mine was an emergency,â You stress, as if that explains anything.
He narrows his eyes. âOh, so when I answer my phone, Iâm talking to some girl, but when you answer yours, itâs a crisis hotline?â
You shrug. âCorrect.â
Jungkook pauses having to think about what was even going on before bouncing back, âYours seemed much more like a call from another guy than mine seemed like a call from another girl.â Jungkook was frustrated but he was falling back on an old habit. He was falling into that old routine of finding an excuse to run. Except he couldnât in this situation, so he needed to switch gears just like you.Â
You let out a slow breath. Acting a little too casual for the situation at hand. "Maybe we call it a night, doesnât seem like we will see eye to eye on this.âÂ
Jungkook doesnât say anything for a moment, but eventually, he nods, stepping away from the counter. "Yeah." He mutters. "Probably for the best."
You donât miss the way his voice shifts, slightly more closed off than before, and something about it stings more than you expect it to.
But you donât say anything else.
Instead, you slip your other shoes back on, grab your things and leave. It wasnât okay for him to just automatically assume that you were talking to another guy. Then again that's exactly how you started. It didnât matter though, having this night go wrong actually helps. It helps push Jungkook away and maybe after tonight he might ghost you who knows.Â
It would certainly make your article short but you could make a good narrative, losing a guy in 6 days.Â
Still a small pang of guilt was eating at your stomach. Usually you would fight to explain yourself but you were doing your best to fight those normal instincts. This was the assignment, even if a part of you was actually starting to like Jungkook a little bit. He put in a lot of effort for just a few dates which was completely unexpected.Â
Maybe in another life where you didnât have to act insane.