02:28 am Thought
haha, finally I make a post again. I have been struggling with sleep again recently and it is so annoying. Maybe I keep wanting to sleep tight to restore my energy, but it just does not simply work. So here I am, just want to type out all of the thoughts.
I keep thinking about what I'd been through this week. I decided to work 2 jobs again. The first time was in 2022, with awful shift time,, and did not suit my health.. at all. At that time, I was in Sydney and lived in the city, so every time I got bored, I could run away easily to the beach or bakery or just lose myself in the park. It refreshes me, temporarily. But also ridiculously I always felt lonely. I am not in a
🧏🏻♀️ happy stage at all and tired every day. It is different now in 2025. I am in Brisbane and I always surround myself with people I like and they always cheer me up. So I guess, the loneliness problem is solved for now.
Then about my decision took the double job, it is not special at all. But I just realized how much I hate it, haha. I wish I would not work this hard. Cause I hate it affects to my sleep time and I become a cranky girl. Oh yes, I was upset and cranky for 2 days and my housemate was the victim (huhu, sorry mate). I know, I will never be that "nice girl" all the time. Life is a roller coaster, hey.
I keep reminding myself how lucky I am that I got Jesus. Maybe I do not see the solution to all my burdens, yet (haha). But in Him alone, I find true peace. This shall pass. I will have a good nite next time, without worrying about many things.












