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Letter Four: Welcome to the Darkside
“I used to be so happy. Where’d that person go?”
At first, this song feels like searching for the person you used to be.
The happy version. The lighter version. The version you thought you lost somewhere along the way.
But maybe healing isn’t about finding her again.
Maybe we are mourning a past version of ourselves because we are growing, changing, and becoming someone new.
And maybe the Darkside was never trying to become the loudest voice forever.
Maybe it was only trying to teach her how to use her own. 🖤🔥
Sometimes, when your mind says, “You’re worthless,” you aren’t ready to answer:
“No, I’m worthy.”
And that’s okay.
Sometimes those words feel too far away to believe.
Maybe challenging the thought doesn’t begin by replacing it with something positive.
Maybe it begins by refusing to let it have the final word.
Sometimes the first believable answer is simply:
“Fuck you. I’m still here.”
XOXO, Luna 💋🔥
Read the full letter here:
Dear Villager, pull up a chair around the campfire.
skydxddy lyrics.
"i used to be so happy- where'd that person go?" "every time i look in the mirror, it's someone i don't know." "i hate myself. i'm not the same, the light in me is gone." "i'm crying every single day, but i'm trying to be strong." "your pity parties aren't that fun. you've been crying for a while- are you almost done?" "don't you want your power back? don't you want revenge?" "aren't you sick of always being last? you have no discipline." "when someone tries to fuck with you, you have every right to bite them." "you please everybody but yourself, you know that right?" "no, it's not my fault. i was raised to be kind." "but if i'm not nice, they'll leave." "they think that you're just not digestible so let them fucking choke." "i just can't be that person." "i won't let you fucking die." "you said i'd never get out, but i did." "you hate that you can't control me." "you hate that i know the real you- hollow, shallow, see-through." "you say that you're gonna save me, but you fucking hate me." "you don't like who i've become- only want me when i'm numb." "i've got a closet full of skeletons, but i don't think you could handle them." "there's danger in expressing & safety in suppressing." "i'd rather die than let you see me break." "they don't know you like i do." "that isn't the story i remember, someone lied to you." "damn, you act so brave until i'm calling you out." "how much more am i supposed to take?" "why is it harder just to breathe?" "maybe i'm not weak. maybe i'm just tired." "i won't quit, but honestly, sometimes it's too much for me." "you've been chasing after something you may never achieve."
I love SkyDxddy sm especially iconic sjhdfksfjfdshfdkn
It's not your job to be everybody's ray of sunshine.
─ Darkside
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"Before manipulations, cracked foundations, moments that would test my patience and prayers to god to take it all away…"
— Why Me by Skydxddy
time to bloody up my sword like the god of war
You know all your symptoms and you have the tools to fight them
And when someone tries to fuck with you, you have every right to bite them
-Darkside // SkyDxddy-
