âI know I never say it, butâŚthanks.â / âI will never say thanks.â (Protective? Between these two? SIGN ME UP)
âI know I never say it, butâŚthanks.âÂ
Paris, but it feels like Shanghai, think of it as so with held hands and busy streets, but less guards, but with a talk by a dead fireside in the snow between them, but blood and flames from there, and he still holds her hand through crowded roads - and we wonât say if it was her that first reached for the hand or Malachi that made sure it didnât drop, or the other way around. Maybe it wonât matter.Â
And so she says this and he canât tell if itâs for Shanghai, or St. Petersburg, or something in Paris. If itâs for guards in between them, or almost catching tears fallen, or just standing here. (And maybe thatâs is what he thinks of, the two of them becoming the people that leave, stayed.)
âThen I wonât tell anyone you said it now either, call it a secret,â he gives back, humor in his voice, and something else too beneath it she may know him well enough to spot by now. She doesnât need to thank him, he might have said it once, that he doesnât search for it, would do what he did again without her even knowing he was there at all.