the part of being attractive nobody warns you about is the loneliness of it all. i spent the last year as my college's fashion icon, literally gawked over.. not by choice. everybody glazed everything i did, just because I'm "cunty".
I've heard that word more than my own goddamn name, yet nobody ever stopped to ask about me, hell nobody even knew what I was studying? seriously its a fucking joke. they all adored me, but not ME. and now here i am, graduated and alone because nobody cared to actually get to know me besides my outfits, because what? I dress nice, appear colder than others and im skinny and tall? seriously, worst two years of my life. I was a playboy bunny, and sixth form was my mansion.