This one is darkkkk. It takes place during the Prisoner of Azkaban, when Sirius is newly broken out of Azkaban and living primarily as a dog. He's out of his mind and unable to differentiate between the hallucination version of James he talks to that kept him alive and sane in prison, and flesh and blood Harry, both of whom he is in love with. It bounces between present day and mauraders era, and it's the closest I've ever gotten to plotting a long mauraders era prongsfoot! I have about 3k written and plenty plotted.

I usually just use the filters on AO3, honestly! Sort of depends on what kind of fic, you know? Tbh, I'm usually in the--uh--porn realm of Sirry on AO3, so my recs are more smutty...

Edit: rejoined. I've felt like. A tiny bit better. I still wanna be there for others So whategrbr I gess Okay by

that said i only have less than 6 hours of sleep left, so i better go. i’ll be dead anyway. maybe i will at least get a chance to dissociate at work and think about sirry while a bunch of 13 year olds ignore my instruction.