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I never imagine that becoming a mom I was turning into the creator of a whole new generation.

“Ano ba ‘yan Shirin ingatan mo naman ang sarili mo, noong bata ka pa hindi ko pinapabayaang makagat ka ng lamok tapos ngayon ‘di mo man lang maingatan ang sarili mo.” That is what my loving mother always says every time I get injured or get sick. It’s pretty sweet actually because although she says it with an angry voice, the message of it is caring. I really do think that once I fully grow up, I will truly miss all of her sermons and payos as a mother.

In my 17 years of existence, I only grew up with a mother that only proves that she is the strongest woman I know. She managed to raise two children on her own while facing a lot of challenges in life.

You are probably wondering why my mom is a single mother. I have a half brother who is half German, but unfortunately his father passed away when he was six. My mother then met my father but he is a muslim. Therefore, due to religious differences, they had to be separated. The religion wasn’t the only problem, my mother didn’t know that my father has a family in Turkey. Despite of these obstacles, my mother kept being strong and prayed to God to help her out.

When hard times come, I try to reach him out. I try to ask for help but he always says that his sons need help too. He promised me that I will be equally treated, just like his sons. I expected that but he failed to do it. He tells me to go home with him. He tells me not to marry because I already have my future husband in Turkey. He tells me to wear a hijab once I turn 18. Now my father reaches me out after years of no contact and I don’t know how to feel. He is now full of regrets but should I forgive him that he wasn’t by my side the whole time? Should I forgive him that I didn’t feel the support a father should give to a child? Should I love him despite of what happened? Does he deserve my respect?