#sim jaehyun

2025 is coming to an end. you should be happy that a new year is coming your way soon but you feel rather disappointed. 

you felt like you haven’t accomplished much as you would’ve liked.

you wanted to attend parties, frat parties to be exact since you’ve seen videos all over social media how fun they are and hear wild stories coming from your friends, especially that one friend, but you’ve been stuck in your dorm all night, cramming your studies or just full on sleep on your bed to reenergize the next day. 

you especially wanted to lose your virginity or full on makeout with someone. after years of “having the one find you”, you ultimately gave up after waiting for 20+ years. you hope that anyone you see hot, would fuck you.

so far, nothing. 

you’ve tried dating apps and done some talking stages here and there but they all creep you out and they all said stuff that gave you the ick. 

last year, you wanted to do so much, thinking that turning 21 would change everything.

you’ve expected so much but turned down so many opportunities due to fear and overall being tired, so you at least wanted to do something right before the year ends and you didn’t want to turn 22 with no exciting experience. 

the doorbell rung at your house suddenly threw your thoughts out of the window. you’re currently home for the thanksgiving holidays and all the time you’ve been bed rotting and binge watching netflix. 

“good afternoon mrs kim!” you hear a familiar voice that beamed throughout the house. you sighed, knowing that your energy will be all wasted and drained. 

“good afternoon jake! y/n is upstairs.” you grabbed the nearest pillow and pushed your face onto it, groaning. hard enough that you hoped to become one with the pillow. you wanted to close your eyes forever as you hear his footsteps going upstairs. 

“y/n, jake is here!” 

your mom thinks that your best friend/neighbor, jake, and you, are still little kids. back then, jake would somehow follow you everywhere you’d go since he moved in from australia and was alone.

he was a quiet kid. always looking like a lost but curious dog. there would be times that you got aggravated from outside reasons and took it out on jake, and he would cry thinking everything was his fault. but still would follow you because you were his only friend on the block. 

even now, looking back, you still terribly regret it. the sweetest little guy who strangely loved doing his homework’s and would have perfect attendance back then, has now become a party-loving, cocky brat. 

“hi best friend.” jake appeared in front of your door, peeking in. his sassy tone as if he was proud of bothering you made you whine.

“go away.” you simply said, knowing that it wouldn’t work anyways. jake pout, entering your room despite you not giving permission. 

jake doesn’t care, whether your room is messy or not, you two grew up since you couldn’t walk so.

“that’s not a nice way to greet your bestest friend in the entire universe.” jake sat down at the end of your bed, his hand learning over and touching your soft, pink silk sheets. 

“i’m not greeting you.” you replied despite jake hearing you muffled against your pillow. he chuckles. “why are you here?” your head snapping towards him.

you see jake just staring at you with his hair being middle parted, exposing his forehead, his favorite white long sleeve t-shirt and simple blue denim jeans that had a gradient. he for sure looks comfortable. 

you grumbled and put your head back to your pillow, somehow not putting up with his stare. that stare that screams “get the fuck out of your bed.”

“cmon, get out of bed, let’s go out, you and me.” jake offered. 

it’s true. every time you hung out with him, it’s always been the two of you. whether it would be a simple 5 min walk to the convenience store or 30 minute train ride to the city, it’s always been the two of you without any problems. 

“no.” 

jake clicked his tongue, shifting his seat so that he’s more closer to you. he snatched your blanket away from you, making you whine. 

your whole figure was exposed to him. your hello kitty shorts being slightly raised up and your favorite blue cami shirt also being slightly revealing more of your chest. “hey!” you yelled, whining when the cold air meets your warm body.

jake just stares. he takes in your figure in front of his eyes. and since your sideways, cuddling with your pillow, he sees a part of your chest being exposed and part of your ass cheek saying hi to him. he gulps and looks away after catching himself staring. 

“didn’t you say you wanted to do something exciting before the year ends?” 

that shot your eyes open. you forgot that you were on face time with him last week, complaining how boring your year was and almost crying because you felt that you’re so behind everyone else. you mentally cursed at him for having such a good memory. 

you turned around, your back being flat on your back as you looked at jake, contemplating. 

jake raised his eyebrows, waiting for an answer. “let’s finally get that belly piercing that you’ve talking about for months.” 

you gulped. doubt overtaking you once again. 

you’ve always wanted one since you’ve see your college friends have one and they looked fucking gorgeous in their pictures with it. it gave you fomo but it would be something to get over your comfort zone.

you thought this would be the perfect time because your parents are occupied with Jake’s parents, and you’ll be busy studying for finals tomorrow. 

“my parents would kill me.” you excused, nibbling on your bottom lip to indicate your nervousness. you’re also nervous about the pain tolerance. 

“they’re not gonna notice.” jake says casually. too casually that it made one of your eyebrows jumped. you lifted yourself up, leaning onto your headboard. your feet are now next to jake’s waist. 

“that’s a crazy thing to say.” you spoke. “usually you’d be worried too.” you said, eyeing him suspiciously.

“are you sure you’re jake? what have you done to my best friend?” you said dramatically but also not so dramatic, tone full of genuine curiosity.

you haven’t contacted jake for two years straight during high school, as junior and senior years were the most important and time consuming.

even then, you two attended each other’s graduations despite having things to do the next day and being tired from a crapload of work. and the first year of college, you two haven’t hung out either. you wondered what happened during those times with jake.

you see him shrug. “i mean, i grew up. you know im not gonna be 10 forever.” his lip tugged upwards when he sees your defeated face. you hated that he actually gave an answer instead of playing along.

you crossed your arms. “i don’t have money right now to afford a belly piercing.” you said. 

“i’ll buy it for you.” 

you looked at him, almost scoffing because how can he casually say that to you as if it was nothing to spend on.

“oh come on,” you plead “you know how i feel about people paying for me.” 

jake chuckled. he grabbed your ankles with his warm, big hands that sent electricity through your whole body. it didn’t hurt. it was gentle, just holding on.

“just pay me back later.” his lips curved into a smirk. you’re unsure what he meant especially with that smirk but you just nodded it off with a simply “sure” as a response. 

“okay turn around i’m gonna change.” you get off of bed, going towards your closet to find some clothes to wear. especially clothes to hide your piercing. you feel adrenaline, excited to get a new piercing and finally have something to look forward to.

jake just watches you from behind, both of his hands leaning back onto your bed as his eyes follow your every movement, whenever you bent down to get your socks or reaching to up to get a sweater.

he bites his cheeks when he sees the curves of your ass being enhanced by your shorts but you’re smiling, enjoying to doll yourself up. 

he lies down onto your bed, welcoming himself in your sheets and your scent. he puts his hands together, onto his stomach as he closes his eyes to rest for a bit since you’re taking a while. 

you turned around to see him sleeping and you take the opportunity to change since his eyes aren’t open. 

he hears you taking off your shorts and was tempted to look but before he could open his eyes you beat it before him, “do not look.” you said seriously, which made him flinch at the sudden tone. he hums as a response and lets his imagination take over. 

“tada~” you sang, another way of saying that you’re done and jake takes in a sight of you, with your low waisted jeans and a dark red long sleeve shirt that was his back then. you’re just borrowing it.

“you just have to copy me.” jake rolled his eyes, getting off of your bed. you pout. “it’s not intentional.” jake chuckled at your sad look. “i need to be comfortable.” you played the ends of the shirt.

“isn’t that my shirt?” jake paused before leaving your room. you smiled shamelessly. “mine now.” 

jake sighs. “right.” he leaves.

—

you’ve entered the piercing studio that jake took you. it had good quality piercings and gave accurate piercing spots. 

you gulped, hiding behind jake as if you’re a lost puppy. it’s exciting but nerve-wrecking.

“don’t be nervous.” as if jake can hear your thoughts, he simply reassures with his deep voice resonating the hallway. you see his hand behind him trying to grab yours and you automatically grabbed it. it was a way to calm down your nerves. he has done that since kids and til this day, it still works on you.

“welcome in~” a lovely lady smiled upon entering. “how can i help you?” she smiled at the both of you but mostly at jake and you can’t help but to roll your eyes that jake has to have a handsome face. 

“she’s gonna have a belly piercing.” jake now stood behind you and grabbed both of your shoulders, making you jump in panic. you smiled nervously. “yes.” 

the lady lowered her smile for a bit, looking disappointed. she then looked down at her desk, grabbing some papers. “cool, i’ll have a piercer come to you soon.” 

“thank you.” you said, reciprocating the energy she gave you. blunt and a little attitude. 

jake started blabbering about stuff, his arm around your shoulder as you stared at the receptionist behind you, who frowned. it made you smirk. 

after waiting on the side, the piercer was ready to pierce your belly. jake was next to you, sitting down on a chair for moral support. 

“can you lift your shirt for me?” the piercer said, sanitizing the equipment on the side. 

you hummed. “yeah yeah.” but jake can tell you’re nervous, so he eyes you carefully. the way you removed your hair tie, letting your hair go down effortlessly, lifting up your shirt, and having to expose your belly.

you grabbed your shirt and tied it to the back, making it a crop top now. 

you ignored jake’s stare, knowing that he’s gonna tease you and make you extra nervous. 

the piercer was now in front of you, marking the spot and getting the needle prep. you didn’t look at the needle but instead reached for jake’s hand. he knew you were gonna need his hand to squeeze on so he was ready on standby. 

“hold your breath in 3, 2, 1.” your eyes squeeze when you felt the needle pierce inside of you. your hand also squeezed jake’s but he seem unfazed and just stared at the process. “beautiful.” the piercer complimented and you felt a heap of confidence boost inside of you.

the piercer puts on the jewelry, making you exhale in relief that it’s now over. 

“come take a look.” the piercer offered, pointing to the mirror behind you. you smiled back and went to the mirror for you to admire the beaming jewelry. there’s a little bit of blood but you don’t mind. jake smiles, feeling proud and accomplished. 

it’s beautiful. you feel more beautiful.

you took a few flicks and went back to the piercer as he hands you the aftercare items and his contact card.

“there will be blood in the next few hours but that’s normal. if there is blood, just simply clean it with a fragrance-free soap and water. he’s my number for you to contact me if you have any questions.” you replied with a thanks and shoved everything into your bag on the side. 

you take one last look at the mirror as jake picks up your bag and puts it over his shoulder.

“thank you once again!” you smiled at the piercer, taking off the hair tie off of your now crumpled shirt as the piercer waves it off. “no problem pretty.” 

you turned around, grabbing one of jake’s arms and linking it with both of your arms in excitement as you start rambling about how you felt. 

“the pain wasn’t that bad! i-”

jake turned around and looked at the piercer with a glare before sending you off back home for dinner with both of your families.

-

“hey y/n.” you got elbowed by your friend, iris, when the both of you are at the library finding books as sources for your research paper due next week. 

“what’s up?” you asked, eyes still finding books and hands shuffling. 

“kai has been staring at you. the huening kai.” iris whispered aggressively on your ear. your eyes looked up and you see kai staring at you while his friends are talking. 

you know kai. he’s known for being smart and musically artistic, sometimes joining the school’s band and choir. you would see him at hallways, or the cafeteria, but you’re not close enough to consider him a friend. he’s pretty good looking and really nice to everyone he meets.

kai sees you staring back and sends a smile before joining his friend’s conversation.

“okay what the fuck was that?” iris’s jaw dropped, smiling in amusement at kai’s reaction. she turned over to you where you’re also speechless. your eyes widen in confusion as iris grabbed your hands squealed.

“dude he has to talk to you now!” iris suggested, slightly jumping from the shush’es she received by bystanders. she muttered ’sorry’s’. you glanced at kai again and his side profile is facing you, his sculpted face and features suddenly making you nervous.

“uhm uh-“ you turned away with a book against your chest. you gulped as you haven’t had a crush since you were 17. “i’m gonna do my paper.” and you walked away, ignoring iris’s scrowl.

you sat down in your individual cubicle and started typing away with music occupying you.

it’s been three hours since, it’s 8pm and you decided that you’re done for the day. your brain is so fried of thinking and typing nonstop.

“holy shit i’m done.” you muttered, removing your airpods and putting them back in your case. you looked ahead and saw the sunset in front of you which made you slightly smile and cheerful.

you stretched, moaning in delight when you feel more comfortable and at ease since you’re done drafting your research paper. you closed your eyes for a bit, shutting your laptop off as you placed your arms on top of it, making you rest your head for a bit.

“you’ve worked hard.” you heard someone mutter, opening a chair next to you. you slightly open your eyes and see a blurry figure. you squint your eyes to focus and you see a strawberry yuzu drink in front of you and ..

“kai?” you straightened your back, eyes surprised to see him. kai smiled at you, chuckling at your startled expression. you fixed your hair, conscious of your face.

“for me?” you pointed to yourself as you eyed the drink. kai hummed. “aw thank you!” you smiled. your heart warmed with his gesture as you held in the drink with your two hands.

“i came back to the library to drop off some books and still see you working there.” kai mentioned with a soft tone, admiring your dedication as you rubbed your eyes.

“yeah this research paper is killing my ass.” you frowned.

“i’m assuming you didn’t eat right?” kai carefully asked as you nodded frantically. “im sooo hungry.” you rubbed your stomach, careful of not touching your piercing since it’s still healing. kai chuckled.

“let’s get something to eat.” kai suggested, preparing himself to leave his chair as you stared.

“j-just the two of us?” you said aloud. kai stared back at you, alarmed as if he said something wrong. “o-only if you want to!” he said with panic, his hands moving in defense as you bit your bottom lip to prevent yourself from smiling so much.

“i would like that..” you looked down to avoid eye contact. kai smiled in relief especially when you shyly started packing your things in your backpack. you whined that you have to carry so many books and your laptop after you finished 3 hours of work.

kai noticed. before you put your backpack on your back, kai grabbed your backpack and effortlessly put it on his back instead. your heart fluttered at the sight, having the feeling of something new blossoming in your life.

-

“why did i liked him?” you palmed yourself and squealed frantically at jake’s couch as you barged yourself in as if you were family.

jake’s apartment was near your college campus, like a 10 minute bus ride. he’s only renting only during college as his campus was also not that far away from him.

apparently, kai and you didn’t click well enough as his interests were different from yours. it shifted a natural distance between the two before he told that you felt like a friend to him. it was a shame. you thought that there will be finally something exciting in your life. you facetimed jake every night after his classes end to blabber about your two week talking stage of kai.

everything single moment.

jake had to suffer your dramatic stories and witness every single emotion out of you.

jake grumbled, tossing your favorite strawberry milk on the table.

he scrambled your feet away from his seat. “geez what was so great about this kai guy anyway?” jake sounded disinterested, watching the tv with his palm against his cheek. your feet were placed on jake’s lap as you frowned back at your memories with kai last week and this week.

“you don’t understanddddd” you whined, turning and tossing as jake was started to get uncomfortable. he bites his cheeks, rolling his eyes as he groans. jake grabs your feet to make you stay still. his grip was strong as he glared at you. you saw him glare at you but you’re still frowning, being occupied by the thoughts of kai.

jake hasn’t heard any crush stories from you since high school, and it turned out to be one-sided all along as he kept giving you mixed signals. well.. there was another one.

“he always gave me strawberry yuzu drink from the cafeteria, helped me with physics and math—

“i could’ve helped you.” jake grumbled but you ignored him, continuing.

“texted me everyday and night, picked me up from class— ugh!” you suddenly stood up. your body facing jake with your legs in a m-shaped position. your eyes sparkled which made jake startled.

“i thought he was the one.” and you’re dead serious too. jake laughs it off as if you told the best joke possible. you huffed at his reaction.

“what are you talking about he’s the one? jake mocked you. “of course he’ll be like that, it was two weeks.” jake was crushing your spirit but he always liked teasing you. 


“didn’t you promise that we’re supossed to be married if we are still single?” jake cocked his eyebrow, resting his arm on the side which made your face flushed in red when he suddenly mentioned something you said when you were like 6.

“how the fuck do you remember that?” you spat. “besides looks like you’re the only who’s gonna die single. i’ll just find another guy soon and never marry you.” you crossed your arms with an angered expression.

jake clutches his heart, moaning as if he was in pain and you rolled your eyes. “oh quit it.” you replied, not impressed with his playful expression.

jake processed what you just said. “wait he didn’t asked you out?” he suddenly asked which made you nervous to reply.

kai didn’t asked you. it was more of testing waters. and the waters were definitely tested.

you stayed silent and gave away the answer. “no way.” jake balled his fist and brought it to his mouth to cover his wide smile. “he didn’t ask you out? HA!” jake started to cackle as you grabbed the nearest pillow and started smacking the shit out of him as he continues to laugh. “stop laughing!” you shouted then huffed, already tired. you glared at jake as he wipes his tears from laughing. “he just said i’m a friend! ugh!”

jake catches his breath. “what was this kai dude doing?” he asked to himself but you replied, “i don’t know..” you sighed.

jake notices your quick sadness coming onto your face as you started to pout and be lost in a pool of thoughts.

you looked at him. “am i that boring?”, sounding insecure and jake threw his head back when he heard your overthinking. jake immediately grabbed your hand that was resting on your thigh, rubbing it with his thumb to comfort you. jake hated this type of you. the type where you doubt everything about yourself over a guy and stating things that weren’t true. you’re almost laugh in amusement at how quick his moods changed.

“you’re not that boring.” you glared at jake’s teasing. “but really, you aren’t. he’s just a loser who’s missing out. you don’t need a guy like him.” jake scoffed, feeling a bit angered by that kai guy. he’s planning to punch his guts if he saw him. actually, he’s planning to pull up to your campus-

“we almost kissed too…” you confessed, bring the pillow to your head as you recalled the memory of kai almost kissing you but you backed away because you were worried that since you haven’t had your first kiss yet the kiss wouldn’t go smoothly as you expected and that was so idiotic of you.

jake’s mouth widened, from shock this time. and he stays silent. “he said it was surprising to not have been kissed before..” you pouted. “WHAT DO YOU MEAN SURPRISING!?” you screamed into the pillow once again as jake just stares at your figure, not quite sure how to handle it but he just lets you. he rubs his temples, distressed.

“i don’t even know how to kiss!” you yelled dramatically as if you’re sobbing and embarrassed. “how do i kiss a man!?”

“it’s simple.” jake replied. “you just kiss.” as if it was helpful to you.

“easy for you to say little bastard.” you groaned. you recalled the facetime moments when jake would brag that he kissed so many people and he has a waitlist of people who want to be kissed by him. you only replied at how disgusting he is but jake shrugged.

jake was now starting to think of an idea because you looked like you’re about to cry and he didn’t like seeing you cry. he rolled his tongue inside his mouth, hesitant of what you would say of his idea.

“do you want me to teach you?” jake said lowly, eyeing every expression of you carefully.

“what?” you removed your head from the pillow, almost shrieking at the thought of practicing kissing on your friend.

jake sighs. “you’re gonna keep complaining that you haven’t had your first kiss. at this point just get it over with me.” he stares at your lips pouting in contemplation. “besides you haven’t paid me back.” he added and your mouth drops when you remembered. you glanced at jake back, and you scan him. he’s more leaned down and legs more man-spread since you almost killed him with a pillow. you glanced at his lips and you thought that they looked comfortable.

so that was what the payment he was mentioning… you kissing him?

“eyes up here princess.” jake pointed his lips and then his eyes. your eyes widened, suddenly can’t handle the view of your best friend so you looked away. how the fuck did he get more handsome last time i saw him?

jake knew you were unsure so he reassured. “it’s just a kiss y/n, you don’t have to if you don’t want.”

you whined, nibbling your own bottom lip. “i know i know.. i trust you..i’m just scared.” you weakly said the last part. he can’t help but smile at the mention of trusting him. he piped his interest for sure. you looked at him and jake almost hardens at this sight of you.

your hair is dishieveled from moving too much and you’re wearing jake’s sweatpants that clearly don’t fit you well but are so comfy. you’re holding the pillow like it’s a teddy bear and your beautiful eyes just stare at him.

he gulps, totally not imagining him corrupting you.

“don’t be scared. i’m here to help you.” jake’s tone almost makes you melt at how reassuring and soft it is. you nodded, finally giving in.

jake then moves his position sideways, so you’re both facing each other. jake then shifts closer to you as you eye every move from him.

he chuckles when he caught you staring and holding the pillow as if it’s gonna protect you. “i’m not gonna hurt you.” he snickers, removing the pillow between the both of you and feel his heat welcoming you.

jake cups your cheek with one hand, staring at you with admiration and with care. it’s too much so you looked away but jake persisted.

“trust me.” he said lowly, his eyes looking at your inviting lips then back to your eyes. you nodded slowly, almost staring at his lips. you feel his breathing onto you and your heart quickens.

his thumb rubs your cheek so you’ll be distracted from what he’s gonna do next. you closed your eyes shut. tighter every time jake leans closer to you. “relax.” was the last word you hear before blacking out.

and then you feel his lips latch onto you. your eyes fluttered shut and you’re frozen. it’s slow at first but felt burning. he starts off with slow, quick kisses to get used to it. you felt so weird, weird that you’re kissing your best friend you never imagined would happen, however there’s butterflies in your stomach when you feel his big lips.

“how was that?” jake stopped and asked with a soft voice as if you would disappear. your cheeks became red and you’re becoming all flustered at processing what just happened. it became too short for your liking “good…” you nervously said, covering your cheek with your hand. jake chuckled, he thought you’re so cute being all shy. “you’re a pro anyways.” you added, looking down.

jake puts a hair strand behind your ear that was hiding your face. his hand slides to your neck, rubbing it gently. fire within you is igniting. matter of fact, both of you.

“you can become a pro too.”

“can i?” you questioned as jake nodded. he almost loses it when you sounded so innocent yet so interested. he almost threw his lips onto you roughly. he can’t get enough of you.

“can you teach me?” you looked up and you see something shift within jake’s gaze.

you don’t know what is overcame you but the sight of jake’s sleepy, hooded eyes make you wanna continue. he just stares at you as if you’re the most beautiful painting in the museum but holding you so gently like a delicate butterfly. you cannot handle it. all of it.

“i’ll teach you everything.” his hot breath touches your lip. you feel his plush lips touching yours again and it feels so surreal and amazing. jake’s grip on your neck became stronger so you don’t move back.

his other hand goes behind your ear to fix your posture better while his other hand that was gripping your neck, cups your chin. his thumb taps your lips gently.

you opened your eyes, looking breathless. jake whispered in your mouth, “open.” he commanded as you slightly opened your lips. his thumb then opens your mouth bigger for you as you gasped. you didn’t have time to breathe as jake attacks your lips but more stronger this time. this feels addictive. god, if this is what a kiss feels like you wanna continue forever.

you also gasped when you feel his tongue enter your time, exploring your whole mouth for the first time. this’s supposed to be a kiss only but why do you go further.

“j-jake wait—“ you pulled away, your hands being placed on his chest to stop but jake kept chasing your lips, whining that you’re separated as you’re internally freaking out from his sounds, first time hearing those type of sounds from him.

jake continued to kiss you, tilting his head to get the best angle of you. you pushed him. “JESUS FUCK I CAN’T BREATHE!” you yelled, glaring at the boy who’s breathing improperly. jake then goes back to his conscience and sees you panting heavily.

“‘m sorry.” jake said, rubbing your cheek with his thumb. “went overboard.” he sheeplishy smiled as you mocked his response. you take your time breathing, seeing jake’s chest move up and down.

you suddenly got tempted seeing this type of jake. and had the sudden urge to kiss your handsome best friend.

“d-do you wanna do it again?” you suddenly confessed. although the both of you agreed that it would be just a kiss, jake nodded frantically. you chuckled.

“you seem more excited than me.” you smiled which made jake’s heart pound.

“get on my lap.” jake repositioned, leaning down and man-spreading, looking the same as before but looking more sensual with his sleepy-like eyes, like he’s enchanted by you. you raised an eyebrow, feeling suspicious. “it’s easier for you.”

he tapped his thighs, inviting you as you crawled towards him. your thighs stayed between him, caging him as this new sight was making you dizzy. him being below you, looking up at you like you’re a godess while your hands politely stayed at his chest. “you can touch me too.” he challenged. you gulped.

“okay…” you leaned down. your hands started cuping his face, making his cheeks being a little squished but you smiled. you initated the kiss first, making the both of you be relaxed and sighed from delight. this position can make you do anything and everything to him.

jake felt your hands hesitating to move up so he moved your hands towards his hair as your fingers were exploring his soft locks. he moaned slightly into your mouth as you were playing with his hair while making out with him. both of you were going deep at it as if it was a competition. it felt so raw and intimate.

there were times where you tugged into his hair out of annoyance or simply get his attention. jake would scold at you for hurting him but this was a different situation.

jake lets go first and starts peppering kisses on your neck and his hands squeeze your hips. “fuck this kai guy is missing out so much.” he mumbled as he makes out with your neck. his hands move up, feeling your figure up and down and he moaned when he feels your curves. you started whimpering when jake starts sucking an area on your neck.

he moves his hands more upward, his hands entering your shirt and feeling your smooth, bare back. you whimpered at his big hands exploring your body. jake eyes your expression as he continues to pepper neck kisses, noticing that your neck is your weakness. he mentally notes. “you like that?” you hear his raspy voice and you nodded frantically. “more please.” you plead with desperation to feel more of his lips and he almost loses it. but patience is key.

his thumbs were rubbing circles your waist and you whimpered when he accidentally touched your piercing when moving his hands across your stomach to keep you steady. “ow..” you looked down at the jewelry and see his thumb rubbing near the area of your piercing. jake took the opportunity to kiss your forehead. “i’m sorry.” he apologized in a light tone. your lips curled into a smile. “it’s okay..just be careful.” you turned to him, as his lips touched your nose. it was a peck and you scrunched your nose.

jake thinks you’re the most beautiful person in the world. “of course..” he whispered looking both at your eyes then back at your lips. “i’ll be careful.” he signaled to kiss you more so you leaned forward.

you feel so light yet crumpled. seeing jake’s messy hair because of you made you go crazy. his touch and stare was burning you, your heart’s pace quickens when he squeezes your hip again. god, you want to kiss him again so you do, throwing away all of your conscience to the garbage.

jake reprociates strongly. “fuck you don’t know how long i’ve been waiting for this.” jake huffs, your lips attacking his neck like he did with yours. you feel more confident when jake compliments you. jake sighs in delight, rubbing your waist. “you’re a fast learner too.” he complimented again you smiled against his neck. he felt it. “learned it from the best.” you kissed him. “that’s right..” he smiled between the kisses.

your hands entered his shirt, moaning at the feeling of his abs. you moved your hands everywhere, feeling his muscles and you’re surprised at how fit he is. you moved down towards his neck. kissed his collarbone. “just like that baby.” you then sucked on it like honey as your hands kept exploring him, you sucked strongly from the nickname you just earned.

jake leaned into your ear, whispering, “no guy deserves you.” it was so short but so deep and cold that it sent shivers to your spine.

“only me.” you can only whimper when he bit your ear making your body be pressed onto him more, clutching his neck for support. his feverish touches make you whine more when he explores more of your body.

Now, she starred in movies every year and owned her own agency. Her idol career hadn't faded, far from it, but she was very precise in managing her different activities. So yes, Y/N had the nickname "Miss Perfect," and while it might have seemed derogatory, she took it with amusement.

Every trainee had definitely heard of Y/N, on the same level as BTS or NCT, those big names in K-pop. And she had admirers in every corner of Seoul's agencies. The boys of Enhypen were no exception. How did this obsession start, you ask? Was it when they first saw one of her videos on their feed ? Or when they saw one of her performances on TV? No.

It was certainly during the Circle Chart Music Awards in 2020 where they were nominated in several categories. Y/N was the MC with another idol, presented on stage in a stunning midnight blue gown that hugged her curves perfectly. Her hair was flawlessly styled, cascading over her shoulders, and her makeup illuminated her complexion like a goddess.

The two MCs were back on stage to present another award, the New Artist of the Year. "I'm really very excited for this one," Y/N smiled, her mic in hand. "There are such great artists in this category."

"Yes, they all deserve to win this trophy," her co-star agreed. "I'll let you have the honor of announcing the winner."

The young woman thanked him with a smile, taking the envelope containing the winner's name. She opened it slowly, building suspense before reading the group's name, which brought a smile to her face. "I have the immense pleasure of announcing that the group winning the New Artist of the Year award is… ENHYPEN!"

The crowd erupted in applause for this new rookie group who descended from the stands to climb onto the stage, meeting the two idols. The boys bowed to them, with Y/N handing them their trophy while congratulating them.

It was Jungwon who received the award, his fingers brushing against the idol's in the process, bringing a blush to his cheeks. The MCs stepped aside to let the group face the mic, the members thanking the fans for the award one by one.

"A first trophy is always symbolic," Y/N said into her mic as Enhypen left the stage. "And I'm sure they'll remember it for a long time. Do you remember the first award you won?"

"Yes, it was amazing," her co-star chuckled. "But maybe they'll remember it because it was you who gave it to them?"

Y/N gave him an elbow nudge as laughter resonated in the ceremony hall. The award show ended late at night, the two MCs returning to the stage to close the ceremony. "It was a great honor and pleasure to host these 2020 Circle Chart Music Awards with Y/N," said her colleague.

"And it was for me too, even if I didn't like your chicken joke," she smiled. The young man put on an offended look, provoking laughter. "I'm delighted to see all these smiling faces tonight on those who received awards, and I can't help but think of those who didn't get one. So I'll close this ceremony with these few words if you'll allow me. Not receiving an award doesn't mean your work has no merit or hasn't received the admiration it deserves. You did well, very well, and your turn will come very soon. It's true that a trophy is always the mark of recognition we expect as artists, but all our fans don't need awards to love us and our music. I hope we can all meet again at the next ceremony where we'll have fun again!"

"Thank you for having us!" the two MCs said, bowing under the spectators' applause. They left the stage, returning backstage where technicians came to remove their mics.

"Are you going to get something to eat?" her colleague asked.

"No, I'm going home to enjoy my three babies."

"Since when do you have children?!"

"I'm talking about my puppies."

"Oh. Why do you call them your babies?"

"You have three cats and they sleep with you. Tell me the difference?" The young man stuck his tongue out at her, drawing an amused laugh from her.

At the other end of the backstage area, Enhypen's members had just returned from their waiting rooms where they recovered from their emotions, their first trophy in hand. It seemed magical, like a dream they wished would never end. They spotted Y/N and her colleague chatting a few meters away.

"Oh my God, oh my God," Jake repeated, panicking. "What do we do?"

"Do you think she can sign our trophy?" Ni-ki asked, receiving an elbow nudge from Sunghoon.

"She was so beautiful on stage," Heeseung whispered, the tips of his ears red. "I wonder if Y/N sunbaenim is with someone."

"Go ask her if we can take a photo," Jay urged, pushing Jungwon forward.

"Huh?! No! Never!"

"You're the leader, go for it!"

As they bickered in hushed tones, they didn't see Sunoo timidly heading towards her until the maknae whispered for him to come back. Sunoo wiped his sweaty hands on his suit, his heart pounding as he was just a few steps away from Y/N. Her co-MC saw him before she did and pressed a hand on her arm.

"See you later, Y/N. Enjoy your babies."

"Shut up, idiot," she chuckled as he walked away. He gave her a little wave before she felt a tap on her shoulder.

Y/N turned to find Sunoo in front of her, visibly stressed and sweating buckets. "Hi, sunbaenim..." he stammered, bowing.

"Hi, Sunoo ! How are you?" she smiled at him.

"You know my name?" His eyes were wide, giving him a cute look that made the idol giggle.

"Of course I know your name, I handed an award to your group tonight. It would have been awkward if I didn't know you." Sunoo nodded vigorously, his fingers playing with the ends of his suit sleeves.

That was what was easy about her. Y/N took the time to get to know everyone and was so approachable that it chased stress away. "What do you think he's saying to her?" Jake asked.

"I hope he's not embarrassing us..." Sunghoon muttered. The boys could see Sunoo talking to her but couldn't hear what they were saying.

"I'm a big fan of you," Sunoo confessed. "I have all your albums and I managed to go to one of your concerts once, it was fantastic ! You made me want to become an idol too."

"Aww, Sunoo-ya, that's so sweet," she smiled, brushing a strand of hair from his eyes. "Are your members fans of me too?"

"Uh… yes?"

"Great! Let's go say hi to them!" Sunoo couldn't answer before she already linked her arm with his, leading him towards the idols. They widened their eyes seeing them coming, subtly fixing their hair to look presentable. "Hi, guys! I'm happy to finally meet you!"

"W-We are too, sunbaenim," Heeseung stammered, cheeks red.

"Ahh, call me noona! Sunbaenim is too formal," she assured with a wave of her hand. "And we're going to cross paths often from now on ! Hybe is right next to my agency, you know."

"Really?" Jay exclaimed.

"Don't be surprised if I come to visit you," Y/N joked, provoking a few more blushes. "Sunoo-ya was telling me you listen to my songs. I'm very flattered!"

"You're really talented, noona!" Ni-ki smiled, excited. "I hope one day we can collaborate together!"

Y/N laughed, the sound of her laughter so pure and warm that it spread a gentle warmth in their chests all the way to their hearts. "I'd like that, yes. But in the meantime, work hard, alright?"

"Yes, noona!"

"Okay, I have to go," she said, hearing her manager call her. "Take care of yourselves, guys."

"Thank you, noona!"

"You too!"

The young woman gave them one last smile, patted Sunoo's shoulder, and then walked away, her manager meeting her on the way to escort her outside. The boys were still left speechless by their interaction with their idol.

And yes, that's how this obsession with Y/N formed in them. Every MV, every song, every vlog, every TikTok or Instagram post was liked by the boys on their secret accounts. They never missed a video or a song, and although they had never been able to go to one of her concerts, too risky to be spotted, it was what they wished for most.

Truth be told, since the Circle Chart Music Awards, they hadn't had many chances to see her again. Of course, it wasn't rare for them to cross paths at award shows or on M Countdown, but being able to talk to her was something they missed.

It wasn't until the end of 2027 that they heard about her again. The end of their contract with Hybe was approaching, and it shook the internet when they announced they wouldn't renew with the agency that founded BTS. Fans were sad and panicked, fearing they wouldn't see Enhypen as artists anymore, while they received a huge number of recruitment offers from many agencies.

Getting a group as renowned as Enhypen was a huge gain. The boys carefully studied the contracts sent to them, but none suited them. After leaving Hybe, the last thing they wanted was to become products again, objects to be used at will while forgetting their own wishes.

"This is the last proposal," Yuki said, handing them the file. Jungwon took it and let his mouth fall open upon seeing the logo on the cover.

"Hyung… Is this a joke?"

"What is it?" Sunghoon asked as the leader opened the file, which was empty, accompanied only by a note.

"It's Y/N noona's agency! Noona wants to recruit us?!" The idols widened their eyes, turning to their manager who nodded.

"I thought you'd want to read her proposal last."

"What does it say, hyung?" Ni-ki urged.

Jungwon looked back at the paper note, reading it aloud. "No fake contract proposals. Come to the agency as soon as you're free if you want to talk. Y/N."

"Let's go!" Jake and Heeseung exclaimed in unison.

"Not so fast," Yuki stopped them. "I'll call first to arrange an interview with her. Y/N is a busy woman, we can't just show up at her agency hoping to talk to her like that."

"Hyung, I'm sure noona would be delighted to see us if we went right away!" Sunoo assured, a wide smile on his lips.

The manager rolled his eyes, not doubting it but still leaving the dorm to make a call. A silence fell over the living room as the boys processed that they might end up under the label of the idol they had admired for so long.

The meeting was scheduled for the next day. They absolutely hadn't spent hours getting ready to make a good impression in front of Y/N… Not at all. They arrived at Y/N's agency, Harmony Production, whose building was still imposing but smaller than Hybe's. After all, Y/N hadn't debuted any groups yet, although she had many trainees training there.

The receptionist showed them the right floor, and they took the elevator to get there.

They emerged from the elevator into a small waiting area, a high reception desk on the right partially hiding Y/N's secretary. "Hello !" she smiled at them.

"Hello, we have an appointment with Y/N," Jungwon stated.

"Of course! Follow me."

She pushed her chair back and led them a few meters down a small hallway, knocking on an opaque glass door. She entered the room once permitted and stepped aside to let the boys do the same. The room was spacious, the bay windows offering a beautiful view of the city. There was a lounge area on the right, an open door on one wall leading to another small room. A large desk was placed in front of the windows. Y/N was sitting behind it, examining a beautiful white cat.

"Unnie, the idols you were expecting have arrived."

"One second," she said without looking up from the cat. "He just ate a post-it note and I had an extremely important number on it." The secretary rolled her eyes, visibly used to this spectacle. She finally managed to retrieve the post-it from her cat's mouth and tapped his head. "I don't pay fifty bucks for your kibble so you can eat paper."

He meowed, completely innocent, and jumped to the floor. She put the saliva-covered paper in one of her drawers, grimacing, before standing up. "Thank you, Cha-won."

The young woman smiled at her and left the room, closing the door. Y/N pushed her chair back as she stood, walking over to the boys to smile at them. "I'm so happy to see you again! It's been so long!"

"We're happy to see you too, noona," Jay smiled. "How are you?"

"I'm well, thank you! Juggling between different projects, but I'm used to hellish schedules. You too, I suppose." They nodded as she indicated the sofas and armchairs where they could sit while she grabbed a stack of files, placing them on the coffee table.

"Do you have a lot of cats?" Heeseung asked.

"Two. But I have no idea where the second one is. They love playing hide and seek."

Ni-ki settled into one of the armchairs and jumped as a ginger cat came out from under the cushion, meowing. "Ah, there he is! What, don't look at me like that," she said to the cat, who hissed. "You shouldn't have sat under someone's butt."

He meowed furiously and stalked away, head held high, amid the idols' snickers. Y/N rolled her eyes and distributed their contracts before sitting in her padded swivel chair, which she had pulled closer. "I assume you received my proposal."

"We're very excited about the possibility of being under your agency, noona," Jake smiled. "We admire you a lot, and being able to work with you is a dream."

"You don't even know what your contracts will consist of, but you're already eager?" she chuckled.

"Believe us, nothing could be worse than Hybe," Sunoo asserted.

She could only believe him, knowing Hybe's reputation. "So! Here are your new contracts. You can take your time to read them and see if there are things you want to modify."

"Can we just sign them right now?" Sunghoon asked.

"Yes, of course, if everything suits you. But wouldn't you prefer to discuss them with your lawyers or staff?"

"We trust you, noona. And since we left Hybe, we're on our own."

"Okay… We'll still go over some things together if you'd like."

"Of course!"

"So, let's start at the beginning. Your former agency agreed to relinquish the rights to the name Enhypen, so you'll be able to continue under that name with us. Which is cool. We might just change the font of your logo to stand out a bit, you see?"

"Yes, of course."

"Then, regarding album creation, we'll of course keep all the vampire lore, etc. But if you want to participate in the creative meetings, you're welcome. If you want to write your songs or produce your sounds, you can. Even though our production teams will always be there to finalize things or take over."

The boys nodded, liking this approach where they could voice their opinions without fear of being dismissed and forced to perform things they didn't want to. Y/N continued to take notes throughout the meeting to ensure everything was clear.

"Ah yes, and you'll have to move. I had a penthouse prepared for you just in case, but a pipe burst and it's a real footbath now!"

"A penthouse?" Ni-ki repeated, awestruck.

Y/N nodded and grabbed the remote from the coffee table, pressing a button to turn on the TV mounted on the wall. Immediately, photos of a magnificent penthouse scrolled across the screen like in a real estate agency.

"We're going to live there?!" Heeseung choked, a hand on his heart.

"You don't like it?"

"We do!" they exclaimed.

"It's way too much, noona!"

"Of course not! Anything for my boys, you know." She smiled at them as they fidgeted in their seats, exchanging impatient glances. "Anyway, the penthouse has become a swimming pool and your move being necessary, you'll come live with me temporarily."

"Huh?"

"I'm alone in a house that could house a football team, some company would be nice for me ! Unless you don't want to live with me. I can always find you something else."

Y/N crossed her legs elegantly, resting her chin on her fist as she contemplated them. They shook their heads vigorously, assuring her it was fine. "Perfect! You'll also have drivers and bodyguards for your public outings. Hmm, what else? Ah yes, no dating ban."

"Really?"

"I think you're old enough and responsible enough not to do anything foolish. And it's none of my business, so date whoever you want, but I'm counting on your discretion. At least in public. We still want to avoid scandals."

"Yes!"

"Good. For your vacations…" The idols exchanged anxious glances, knowing they didn't have many vacations at their previous agency. "You have weekends off and one mandatory month of vacation between each comeback."

"HUH?!" They had never had so much vacation and free time in their seven-year career. These numbers seemed foreign to them.

"You need to stay in shape and not burn out. That month will not only allow you to recover but will also be beneficial for us while we arrange the new comeback with the new songs, schedules, and so on. So, no coming to the agency. No interviews, no videos, or anything else will be promoted during that period. You'll be free to do what you want."

"You're serious, noona?"

"I rarely joke," she declared. "Unless they're funny. Your health is a priority. Also, a slightly sensitive question : your salary. I'm offering you 20% of the revenue."

They looked at each other, not sure what to think. They were already at 15% at Hybe, and splitting that among seven was already complicated. "Does that not work for you?" Y/N asked, noticing their silent exchange. "I can increase it to 25%, but individually, that starts to be a lot after that."

"Individually?"

"Yes? 20% each?"

"EACH?!" they exclaimed in shock.

She raised an eyebrow, surprised by their reactions but nodded. "Yes, you didn't think you were splitting 20% among seven, did you ?" she said, perplexed. "That's too little."

"We were at 15% for seven before," Heeseung stated.

"Oh… So 20% each works for you?"

"Yes, of course!"

"That's more than generous of you!"

"Excellent," the young woman chuckled. "What else can I tell you? Oh, if you want to do lives, you don't need permission, but just send a heads-up message to the manager. Any questions?"

"Nope."

"No, everything's good!"

"Perfect! I'm glad that's settled. I'm happy to have you at Harmony!"

"You have no idea how happy we are!"

Y/N giggled as they hurriedly signed the contracts, none of which had clauses written in size -7 font to trap them. The young woman collected the contracts and had them sign a second copy to keep for themselves.

Her secretary knocked on the door and entered after being invited. "Unnie, I'm sorry, but you have your photoshoot at three."

"Shit, I forgot," she swore, checking her watch. "Thanks, Cha-won! I'm sorry, but I have to go."

"Of course."

Y/N grabbed her purse and coat, emerging from the office with the boys to lock it behind her. Cha-won was typing on her tablet while walking beside her, talking about an important meeting with the trainees at her agency.

"Schedule that for tomorrow. And for heaven's sake, go tell Eun-jin and Seon-gu to go home. They train so much the studio is permanently soaked in their sweat."

"I'll try, but I can't promise anything, unnie," her secretary giggled.

"Trying is already good."

They left the agency, stopping in front of a magnificent black Lamborghini that one of the security guards had just parked. He held the door open, inviting Y/N to get in. The young woman perched her sunglasses on the bridge of her nose as she turned to the idols.

"Ask Cha-won for my personal phone number and my address. She'll give you everything you need for your move. I'll see you this weekend at my place!"

Y/N climbed into the car and settled behind the wheel, waving at them before driving off.

God, they had just signed a contract with their idol...

During the following week, the idols packed their bags and boxes to move out of their dorm. They had spent many long years here with good memories, but it was the end of an era. With three vans filled with their belongings, they headed to Y/N's house as planned on Saturday.

They felt their jaws drop as they stood before the gate of Y/N's enormous villa, located in a chic, private neighborhood of Seoul. Many celebrities likely lived nearby. The young woman's bodyguard came to open the gate to allow the vans to park in the courtyard.

The front door opened and Y/N stepped out to welcome them, her long silk robe flowing with each step. "Hey, guys! Ready to settle in?"

"Noona… you live here?" Sunoo marveled.

"Yep! This villa cost me a big check, but at least I'm peaceful and no one can get onto the property. Come on in!" The boys grabbed their suitcases and followed her inside, staring at the villa with wide eyes. Was this really where they were going to live ? It looked like a villa in L.A. "I know you have dogs, so if you want to bring them here, it's not a problem."

"Really?" Ni-ki perked up, missing Bisco terribly.

Y/N nodded, smiling, as two Malinois and a small Dachshund came gamboling towards them to sniff them closely. She scooped up the small dog in her arms, scratching between its ears.

"This one is Honey. And the two Malinois are Choco and Caramel."

"Original names," Jake chuckled, petting Choco.

"I like sweet things," she smiled, linking her arm with Jay's. "I'll show you to your rooms." She released Honey, who ran to the living room, while Caramel followed them closely. "They're ex-police dogs, so they still have some reflexes. Once they tried to bite the gardener, thinking he was an intruder. You'll be well protected if there's ever a break-in."

Very reassuring. They went upstairs to a long hallway of doors that were open, illuminating the corridor. "My room is at the end of the hall. You can choose whichever rooms you want and get settled. Call Min or Tao if you need help with the boxes. They're my bodyguards, they live here permanently. See you later!"

Y/N patted Heeseung's shoulder, then turned on her heel to go back downstairs with Caramel. The members exchanged looks before squabbling over the rooms. Hearing them, the young woman could only smile as she asked her cook to prepare some snacks.

Once settled in their rooms, with closets filled and decorations unpacked, they went down to the enormous living room where Y/N was sitting on one of the sofas, Choco lying beside her and Caramel at her feet. A documentary about birds was playing on the TV, the volume of which she turned down when they arrived.

"Do you have everything you need?"

"Yes, thank you, noona!"

"Everything is perfect, noona."

"I'm glad to hear that." Her cook emerged from the kitchens to place a tray of snacks and cups of tea on the coffee table. "I want you to meet Nana, she's my chef. Her cooking is so divine you won't be able to live without it."

"Compliments won't make me add more sugar to my cakes, Miss," the woman teased. "You know it's bad for you." Y/N rolled her eyes as the boys giggled. "Boys, come see me whenever you want ! You can tell me what you like, what you don't like, or if you have any allergies! I want to take care of Miss Y/N's guests. Unsociable as she is, she never has anyone over."

Y/N shooed her away before she could reveal any more embarrassing things about her, leaning over to pick up a cup of tea. "So, we're special, noona?" Sunghoon smiled. "If you don't let anyone else come to your home."

"You could say that. Maybe I brought you here to kidnap you and keep you for myself." She rested her chin on her fist, smiling at them, causing a blush to appear on some of their cheeks.

Life at Y/N's was decidedly much better than at their dorm, more pleasant and fun, at any rate. The announcement of their contract signing with Harmony Production, the agency of the renowned Y/N, certainly shook the internet. Enhypen would no longer be produced by Hybe but by an agency that would surely make them even better.

Yuki had also followed them to Harmony Production, remaining their manager with his salary doubled by Y/N. Nothing but good things for them. And being able to live alongside Y/N, seeing her come down in the morning without makeup in her little nightgowns, having movie or game nights just to be close to her was only a welcome bonus. They truly felt this new career under Y/N would allow them to flourish both as artists and as men.

They gathered in the living room one evening after dinner, arguing over the movie choice, as always. Y/N was tapping on her phone, dropping the news that would change everything.

"I didn't tell you, but the penthouse has been repaired. You can move whenever you want."

A silence fell over the room, even the dogs sensing tension mounting. The boys stared at Y/N, who placed her phone beside her, crossing her arms over her chest. "What…?" Jungwon breathed.

"Yeah, you'll be able to leave and have your own place." They weren't arguing about the movie anymore, a heavy weight pressed on their hearts at the thought of having to leave. It had been almost three months they'd lived here and didn't want to just give it all up like that.

Seeing their crestfallen faces and disappointment, Y/N giggled. "Or…" They looked up at her, attentive. "If you don't fancy living alone and this villa suits you, you can always stay here."

"And you'll stay too?" Heeseung hoped.

"No, I'll go to the penthouse."

"Noona, are you playing with us?!" Ni-ki complained, throwing his hands in the air. She started laughing, breaking the tension, and shifted to put her arms around the maknae's neck, one knee on his thighs.

"Yeah, I'm playing with you," she chuckled, brushing a strand of hair from his eyes as he pouted. "Of course you can stay here, and of course I'm staying too. It's my house as well. And yours now." Her warm breath fanned his lips, making him swallow. "Why would I want you to leave…" She slid her hands onto his shoulders. "When I've got you…" She pushed him so he sank back into the sofa. "Right where I want you." Ni-ki swallowed, his hands gripping the sofa as he could feel his hyungs' eyes on them.

"So… Can we stay?"

She smiled, planting a kiss on the tip of his nose before straightening up. "You can. Now, let's watch the movie !" She pulled Ni-ki and Heeseung so she was between them, the boys settling on the sofas or at their feet on the thick rug, with the dogs keeping them warm.

Yes, this life was definitely perfect.

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