What are Vaard's thoughts on the Light?
Oh boy, it’s a complicated subject for him. Really old art alert through here, but he was brought up with his very successful Vindicator father held above his head by his mother. No other path was open to him despite not being a gifted child whatsoever when it came to actually practicing what he was being taught, to the point his mother carved his crest trying to get SOMETHING to happen. (His father was furious when he came home later that day and saw it).
He did become a Vindicator, by the absolute bare minimum. Although they were better then, his skills in the Light were seriously lacking and he had to improvise his whole life. The Light was more an expectation to uphold than an actual drive for him so he treated it more like a tool.
He eventually inherited his father’s hammer, and then after everything that went down on Draenor, Shattrath happened and he lost his family. He had been somewhat devoted to the light up until then. He asked for their protection as the city was under siege and he lost them all.
Ever since then he’s barely been able to use Light. He blamed it for the loss of his family but ultimately it was himself he was blaming and redirecting it to something less painful. He was a Vindicator, he was supposed to be the Light that protected them and yet he made a bad decision and trusted they would escape with the rest of the refugees.
He’s too stubborn to pursue something else after all these years. Being a Vindicator/Paladin is all he’s known but he about as useful as a warrior now. He can sputter some flashes, bubbling is about all he can do well and he can keep up Avenging Wrath maybe 2 seconds tops, but the wings are faint and fractured so he avoids it as a last resort to hide them. He obsessively keeps himself strong to compensate, but bashing things is about all he’s good at anymore and he’s more useful with a box of band-aids than he is trying to heal anyone with Light.
All and all, he’s all but fallen out of favor with it, but he’s also quite good at hiding his shortcomings. Plus on the battlefield there’s hardly anyone paying attention to him unless it’s a small group. It’s only going to get worse as time goes on unless he has some serious soul-searching.