#sillmeme

such cute bby uwu

welp, besides feeling like shit lately it seems I might have Covid o_o ugh, so next weeks might still be awful… more pain and feeling dead… Im barely doing anything and its bothers me more and more with every day. Its so upsetting that I wanted to make this year a turning point, comeback after a very awful time but my body decided it will be funny to keep this shit up. Im tired

I feel like no matter what I do or want it doesnt matter, cause my body gonna fuck up everything. Its sad, so many things I wanna do and create but being prisoner of my own body drives me insane

I try to be strong and not give up. But I feel so weak

I still hope it all will eventually get better

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Me every time I see monster. Perhaps I have odd likings 😝 Aaaand with this meme I wanna say one thing: Im working on new character, in short you can describe him as yandere boy. Aaaand you know what I plan? Lil visual novel game 🥰 in last month or two I was looking on some inspirations, saw some cool characters and games and I feel I know now what exactly I wanna do! Stay tuned for updates!

Btw I was sleeping whole yesterday lolz, like I do every week. I hope you didnt missed me too much 😛 damn, I was in so much pain, all my joints and muscles hurted like HELL. Damn, I took few different painkillers but any of them seemed to work ;-; thankfull I was able to move my rheumatologist appointment to tomorrow so I hope to get something which will actually help aaaaaaaa honestly it was so bad I just wanted to sleep and sleep to not feel anything, I couldnt stand it. Right now I feel better so Im positive about doing stuff and such, but I just really hope to get some medical help as in last weeks my pain gets worse and worse. I also think I will try have some money to start going to swimming pool as this always helped me a lot [cold water is blessing]

Thankfully I was able to make some side money so I will be able to play for my health insurance! Damn, I was so worried about this but at least this will be fine

Welp, so I guess I can say that I feel everything should be fine, I wanna do a lot of art and videos, so stay tuned and I love ya all~!!!