#sierra's

What am I worth to you? Do you even care about me? How could you when I hardly care about myself.

Why do I cry over you? Why do I do that when I know in my heart you're sleeping the night away without a single care. Before I go to bed I think about you, about the future, about giving up on you. Before you go to bed you think about the next day, what you might have for breakfast the next morning, I bet I don't even cross your mind. You're getting a good night's sleep while i'm up here sobbing my heart out until 3am. Sometimes I wish you never talked to me that night, sometimes I wish you would have just left me alone. Why did you talk to me? Did you view me as someone you could just toy with? What am even I worth to you? Do you even care about me?