Maybe it’s because I’m feeling sleep deprived and thus a bit off my rocker lol but I think I’ve developed a bit of a fantasy.
See, I’m usually a soft/playful/gentle tickle kinda girl. That’s what I like to give, that’s what I like to receive, and I still love it a lot. But I keep seeing videos and posts pop up about CNC tickling and honestly… I find it really intriguing.
Now don’t get me wrong, it would HAVE to be with someone I completely trusted, because of my own issues with anxiety. I would need to know with 100% certainty that I was perfectly safe and that I had an out at any point (which tbh I feel like is the bare minimum). And obviously if we have a good enough rapport here I don’t mind elaborating further privately haha
But the more I see posts about being completely immobilized, completely subjected to tool after tool, completely wrecked and worked over despite the lee’s pleads (which if anything are just spurring the ler further on)… I find it to be kind of hot actually. That the lee can’t get away, that the ler has no intention of stopping, that they are going to attack every single spot, however minuscule or typically overlooked, until the lee is beyond giggling, but laughing, babbling, begging. Maybe that’s why I’ve always found interrogation scenes so intriguing. I like the idea of being helpless and tortured—not so extreme that I want anyone to call me awful things or slap me (totally cool if that’s your thing, but not mine… unless it’s on my ass, but we can unpack that later 😂), but something a little more… intense. If that makes sense? Idk maybe I’m just venting to the wind lol
