#siddy rambles

I MAY have talked about this before........ But I don't remember 😊 I've been getting back into Apex Legends lately, my skills fluctuate just as much as I remember 😊 But I DO like interpersonal relationships between the legends :3 Which brings me to my favorite relationship in Apex Legends ✨Fusehound✨

Let me PREFACE THIS! BY SAYING! It's fine to have an opinion 😒 BUT I really don't know what there is to dislike, let alone hate, about Fusehound .-. Lobavalk I understand why people disliked, they set up Lobalore for so many seasons only for Valk to swoop in and immediately sweep Loba off her feet, I get that. Lobalores, you're getting fed now though so that's good ☺️

Anyway, the same CAN'T be said... For Fusehound .-. From Fuse's introduction, Fuse and BH have had a storyline going ._. Fuse was interested in BH from the jump, BH was dismissive of him. But, over the course of the seasons, BH starts to let down their walls around Fuse, and then their connection deepens until the cinematic where they confess their feelings and kiss for the first time. I'm sure there's a compilation of their whole story on youtube you can watch .-. AND NOW THEY'RE LITERALLY ENGAGED! Fuse went to BH's home planet to learn about their traditions in asking for someone's hand in marriage and DID it because he knows how much Talos means to BH and he loves Bloodhound so much! It's SO cute and SO sweet ._. It's truly the PUREST form of Fell First/Fell Harder .-. Because BH is just as down bad for Fuse and Fuse is for them 😊 They got JEALOUS when Maggie was introduced because they were worried that they wouldn't be Fuse's Best Friend anymore 😊 And that was before they started dating 😊

Why can’t you enter a polyamorous relationship with The Iron Bull and Dorian? >_> I feel like it wouldn’t even be that hard to work in 😶 There’s already a special cutscene that triggers if you’ve been flirting with both of them, as a male inquisitor only of course. It could just as easily be, instead of calling you out, Bull being like ‘The Vint and I have been talking, and also not talking if you know what I mean 😏’ and then Dorian would cut in with a flustered quip before Bull continues ‘You clearly have feelings for the both of us, we both like you, and we like each other, I may have one eye but I’m not blind I see the way Dorian looks at you, and I haven’t hidden my attraction to you. So why don’t we all just share? That way everyone’s happy 🤷🏻‍♂️ What do you say boss?’ And, obviously, you wouldn’t have to accept, you can say like ‘I’d rather just have one of you’ or ‘I was just flirting for fun’ or ‘I’m not comfortable with that’.

But if you do accept, you unlock both of their romances, and more party banter between the three of you, the companions talking about it, etc. Where it DOES get a little complicated, I admit… IS the party banter I just mentioned, and also romantic cutscenes where all 3 of them are involved. Yeah, okay, I acknowledge that’s… a LITTLE bit more complicated 😶.

But what I don’t get is… why are Bull and Dorian the only pair of romance options who have a cutscene like that ._. Where they confront you or whatever .-. It’s like there was GONNA be a poly negotiation option but it got stopped. And that… just makes me mad >_> AND ALSO DORIAN AND IRON BULL GETTING TOGETHER ANYWAY IF YOU DON’T ROMANCE EITHER OF THEM SO IT’S NOT LIKE IT’D REALLY CHANGE MUCH! ._.

‘They LITERALLY just looked at each other god >_> No that isn’t pure love in their eyes it’s literally just friendship <_<’

‘Ohhhh my goood why can’t we just LET male and female characters be just friends 🙄’

‘What, you don’t vow to always protect your friends from their greatest fears until the day they die because even in death you’ll always protect them? 🤨 You need better friends then >_>’

‘You don’t look longingly at your friends while their backs are turned, conveniently when people are talking about crushes or feelings? Get better friends <_<‘

Am I crazy if I say I don't think Edelgard believes what she says about the church? .-. Like, you can't say "EVERYONE IN THE CHURCH IS EVIL AND IT NEEDS TO BE ERADICATED 😡" and then be like "Oh but not you Manuela/Mercedes/Marianne ☺️" Also, I could see Mercedes joining the Imperial Army even without Byleth because of Jeritza, and Manuela is from the Empire, but what reason would Marianne have? .-. ... Never mind, not the point of the post.

Here's the thing I agree with her that Crests Bad. And honestly, MOST characters in the game agree Crests Bad. Sylvain, Mercedes, Lysithea, Dorothea. I'm sure her campaign would've been just as successful if it was demolishing the Crest System. It's not like the church is the ONLY one perpetuating that .-. Honestly she could probably just as effectively shut down the Crest System purely by dismantling the nobility, which she was gonna do anyway. Because the Nobles are the ones disposing of children without Crests not the Church. Happened to Dorothea, happened to Hanneman('s sister), happened to Miklan and Sylvain suffered for it just for being born. Meanwhile, the CHURCH takes in abandoned people, like Cyril.

Now, I'm not Pro Church. I know the Church isn't ALL innocent, and Rhea has done questionable things, like the shit with Byleth and their family. ... But Edelgard is working with a terrorist organization 😊 An organization that is solely responsible for her greatest trauma and literally all of her siblings dying .-. I know, I know, she's just using them for their power but like... girl ._. Have some standards.

Ellie fans, I’m sorry, no I’m not, but I’m coming for your girl. But let me start by saying, I LOVE a villain. Especially a bad ass female villain. That’s why I like Fiore and Riya. But Ellie… is not bad ass. She’s just plain petty 😶 and, listen, petty villains have their place in my heart too. But Ellie is not just petty but also spiteful. For no reason .-. And yeah, yeah, I know she needs money, she’s relatable, you would do the same for a million dollars, blah blah shut it >_> Now, let’s begin with Jake ☺️

Now, imma just say, I love Jake, I’ve been team Jake since season 1, but I’m not gonna deny that Jake is annoying. He is sometimes 🤷🏻‍♂️ but he does not deserve the fuckin… psychological torture by Ellie ._. Y’all love to say JAKE is petty and obsessive but ELLIE is the one who’s pissy at Jake for being, RIGHTFULLY, upset for ruining his relationship 😶 and it looks to me like she’s been like that… the whole time? .-. Last episode, episode 6, She made Tom and Aiden kiss for NO reason other than to fuck with Jake ._. Like, she says that verbatim 😶 Her exact words are “I suggested the idea of the kiss, but the reasoning we just made up. This might be evil, but I can’t pass up the opportunity to see Jake lose his mind again. Hey, with no tv out here, it’s the next best thing.” Like, girl! This is… just ridiculous ._. What did Jake do to you? Rightfully get angry at you for betraying his trust and completely ruining his relationship? Not even Season One Grett would stoop this low 😶

And THEN, in episode 7, the latest episode so spoilers sorry, she again uses Tom and Aiden just to fuck with Jake .-. Granted, this one gets half of a pass because it WAS an actual game move and it worked out 🤷🏻‍♂️ But was it necessary? Mm. Debatable. Speaking of unnecessary. Let’s talk Tom 😊

Ellie dislikes Tom. For what reason? I couldn’t tell ya 😶 SHE fucked HIM over, SHE trash talked HIM on national TV. Not the other way around .-. Why is SHE mad at HIM ._. And why is she surprised that Tom is generous? He was a great guy, all things considered, in season 1 .-. Know what it smells like to me? ✨Projection✨. SHE’S gonna use the money for self fulfilling reasons, so of course everyone else is too 🤷🏻‍♀️ I think Ellie can dish it but she can’t take it, know what I mean? She can trash talk Jake, Tom, Miriam, AND Alec and that’s fine, she needed the money 🤷🏻‍♀️, but if any of those people are angry at her for the things she said? All hell breaks loose 😶 You can dislike Riya, but at least she owns her mess 😊 She knows she’s a villain and she owns it. She doesn’t do Villain Things, then try to revert back to her early season 2 self, no, Riya owns her shit.

Now, let’s talk about Gabellie. They’re very cute :3 I like them together, they’re sweet. However… Ellie, Gabby is your ONLY friend and only true ally. She HAS Tess… but like she also doesn’t, Tess could be swayed by Aiden, I feel, and especially could be swayed by Ally if they both make the merge. Ellie’s only guaranteed number is Gabby right now. So, what does Ellie do for her only ally, and, y’know, her girlfriend? Lie to her 😶 Now, listen, I understand lying to Tess, Aiden, and Tom about the villain alliance. That’s just smart gameplay 🤷🏻‍♂️ But lying to Gabby? No .-. Pull her to the side and tell her the truth 😶 Show that you trust her >_> because it’s very clear that Gabby adores Ellie with all of her heart, she wouldn’t have said a word 😊 but no 😶 Ellie lied to her. And now Gabby knows Ellie lied to her. And now Gabby could very well turn on Ellie because if she lied about the villain alliance, what else could she lie to her about ya know?

Shipping and RWBY, let's do it :3

"I just don't see it man, it came out of no where" "I dunno it felt forced to me 🤷🏻" "their only even slightly romantic was after they killed Adam"

Okay lemme stop you get it. This post is about Bumblebee :3... And that last one is giving antis too much credit I've seen people even calling Yang tenderly holding Blake's face and pressing their foreheads together a purely platonic gesture 😊 Now, I’m gonna show you some screenshots, and 1 gif, and you tell me if they look like Just Friends, okay?

Mm hmm, mm hmm, got your answer? Good. If you chose ‘Nope they’re still just friends 🤷🏻’ then you are both wrong AND delusional, I’m sorry, would you like to try again ☺️ Hehe I still get giddy when I see the kiss :3

Anyways, let’s go pic by pic. The first one, you don’t cup your friends cheek tenderly to steady and hold their gaze. I dare you to cup your friends cheek and tilt their head up. And if they’re not weirded out, they’ll think you were confessing your feelings. And if that happens congrats on your new relationship 😊. The second one. LOOK at how Yang is looking at her! ._. Those are the most obvious ‘FUCK ME’ eyes I’ve ever seen .-. The third one. I once again dare you to cup your friend’s cheek and press your foreheads together. It’s just… objectively NOT a platonic gesture 😶. The fourth one. Look at how content and relieved Yang is to see Blake and have her in her arms. The fifth one… Now I know y’all are not the brightest but I REALLY doubt I have to tell you that that’s not a platonic moment between besties 😊

And that’s just with pictures. I haven’t even gotten to the thing I can write about .-. So, shall we? :3 Who remembers the scene after Sun is stabbed and Blake rants to him about why she’s always alone and pushing people away? Good, good. Now, if you rewatch that scene, you’ll notice that throughout the speech she IS emotional. But her voice only breaks and wavers when she says Yang’s name. The same thing happens with Yang when she talks to Weiss about Blake. It becomes clear that she's not really angry at BLAKE. She's angry because Blake didn't TELL her anything. Because sheeee...? Loves her and wants to support her, very good. Blake and Yang are the DEFINITION of pining in volume 5 .-. Like, look at how they look at each other at the end of Volume 5 when they see each other again ._.

Sheer AWE. I don't even think they had this much awe on their face when they saw Jin and Ambrosius. Ya know... Who are basically Gods?

I made a post before DCAS started about Jake where I pretty much said, to sum it up, ‘Sure he’s a mess but he’s a justified mess 😊’ now that All Stars has started airing… I have some thoughts 😓. I’ll get to Jake another time. Maybe 😊. This is about Tom. Because I have a bone to pick with Officer Tom <_<

Let’s start with a flashback to Season 1. I cover the gist of what happened between him and Jake in the aforementioned Jake post. But what I didn’t mention is at the END of Disventure Camp season 1, Tom and Jake have a final conversation and they agree that they while they both still have feelings for each other, they shouldn’t get back together yet because they’re both pretty messed up. Jake asks if he’ll still talk to him and Tom says “I think we should take some time and grow as people. We are on the right path, but starting anything could ruin that. We’ll see where we are later in 🙂” and earlier in the finale he’d promised to keep in touch with Miriam. Sounds promising no? :3

Come All Stars, we find out Tom hasn’t talked to Jake OR Miriam at all in the last two years! ._. Now, listen, Jake and Tom’s relationship was… tumultuous. To say the least. And Tom DID say they should take some time apart. But he did NOT say… ‘Hey let’s go out of our way to avoid each other like the plague’ 😶 All Jake wants is clarity on where they stand. Are they friends? Are there still feelings between them? Is there even a chance they can reconcile at all? That’s all Jake wants.

If Tom can’t give him that, he should just say that. If Tom doesn’t want to be Jake’s friend, he should just say that. If Tom has moved on with someone else, say it with me now, he should just SAY that ._. And the kicker is… Tom was the one who got onto Jake so hard about communication in season one! .-. Now, Jake is TRYING to get Tom to talk to him and nothing .-. It’s understandable if Tom is still hurt over what happened in their season. All Stars has shown he can still hold a grudge with Ellie. But if he IS hurt… You know the pattern 😊 He should just say that >_>

Oh ho, and I’m not done. It gets worse. On top of avoiding Jake like the plague… He’s also being a massive hypocrite in regards to Jake 😶 In episode 4 the challenge is to get a sandbag and bring it back to the starting point, and the other players can use any means necessary to get the bag from you. Tom takes and throws Ally’s glasses then ALSO trips Grett later on. When Jake tackles Aiden to get the bag he has and gets the point, Tom gets petty and says ‘Wow! Real nice Jake 🙄’ .-. Tom… come on now ._. You know you’re being a dumb ass 😶

Episode 6, our latest episode, Ellie insists for their performance the two couples, her and Gabbie and Aiden and Tom, HAVE to kiss at the end of the song. Now… I don’t think I have to hold your hand and explain to you why that’s fucked up 😶 Especially because she EXPLICITLY said the only reason she did it was to psychologically fuck with Jake .-. Ugh >_> Sorry, this ain’t about Ellie, this is about Tom <_<. Tom, in a confessional, says “I haven’t talked to Jake yet and this kiss with Aiden will make it even weirder between us than it already is (who’s fault is that Tom >_>). What should I do? >_<“ And it’s like… Gee Tom… I dunno. Maybe you should TALK TO JAKE! ._. And yes, I know they’re on different teams. But Alec pulled someone from both of the other teams to form the villain alliance soooo… not like it’s impossible to talk to people from other teams .-.

I recently started watching Hazbin Hotel, I haven’t finished it 😊, but I… have something to say :3

I was scrolling tik tok, as I do, and I saw someone say they didn’t like Huskerdust, which obviously is fine, we’re allowed our opinions 😗 But I went to the comments and they said ‘I can accept that it’s canon, but that doesn’t change that it’s objectively a pro ship 😕’… What? ._. A ship between 2 consenting grown men is a pro ship? 😶 That’s not- no .-. Just because a ship… has an age gap doesn’t mean it’s a pro ship 😶 if Angel was like, barely legal, sure. But Anthony died in his 30s. It’s not like he just graduated high school .-.

Someone said ‘He’s an addict he can’t consent’ but the thing is, Husk BLATANTLY wasn’t interested in Angel until AFTER he really started to work on himself and be his real self. Angel threw himself at Husk like every episode up to 4, where the ship ACTUALLY started IMO, and Husk said ‘I ain’t interested pretty boy 😒’ in episode 4, the episode where Angel decides he’s ready to work on himself for real, THEN Husk starts seeing Angel in a different light. Husk never like… took advantage of Angel being high, that’s why- that’s the point of the ship .-. That Husk respects Angel ._. Feel like people are confusing a cat for a moth with that 😊