shownu

will take you on a little weekend getaway to a wellness hotel

probably somewhere with mountains, maybe even with snow

intents to do nothing except soak in the pool, get a massage or a little spa treatment

will make sure you secure a double loungechair so you can cuddle & cuddle he will!!

& nap (the gentle sounds of the water hitting the edge of the pool lull you in)

on the 14th itself, you will sleep in - he might wake before you, but might as well just cuddle into you and enjoy being close

will hold you tight and occasionally place butterfly kisses wherever he can reach

once you‘re up, quiet conversations - enjoying the calmness of it all, watching the sun hit the mountain (generally i think you‘ll have a full panorama view)

the do not disturb sign is hanging from your door & thank god

because quiet conversations will turn into gentle touches, deep kisses, quiet confessions of love and some throughout love making, a lot of eye contact!!

turn up to breakfast half an hour before it‘s over, because the decision to leave the bed was a hard one (in more than one way)

you think about trying to go sledding because it looks fun & shownu giving in and going with you, bc he wants to see you happy more than anything

and it‘s fun, for a little while - until your boots are a little wet and your feet and hands are freezing, a lot of silliness but soooooo much laughter

shownu insisting on steering the sled while you hold onto him tightly

red cheeks, runny nose and shownu taking your hands between his in an attempt to warm you up

a warm drink of your choice (probably mulled wine!!) & sharing some good memories

late afternoon pool session - mostly enjoying the whirlpool and everything that bubbles - a well deserved nap before you head up for shower & getting ready for dinner

(maybe a joined shower where it‘s lots of kissing and messing with each others hair)

romantic dinner incoming!!

dessert will be consumed in your room

he orders strawberries and chocolate, before he goes for you

all in all very romantic, very relaxing and gentle

very steamy at times :))))))

minhyuk

activity date, 100% - you are not spending this day inside

will take you out for a little pottery workshop or painting ceramics

argue that your design is way prettier (even if you have no talent for it, will encourage you to keep trying and take you on more dates like this)

lighthearted conversations, a lot of laughing and playful arguments

until you smudge some paint or clay on his face after a paticular argument

then he will fight back - mostly trying to tickle you

but also if you‘re doing a pottery workshop, he will sit behind you hand guide you along and maybe you get a good look at his fingers and have thoughts

it‘s still fun, but thoughts are being thought

and sometimes you can‘t concentrate enough

after your little creative outing will take you out for a lovely little dinner, preferably in your favourite restaurant

sharing dessert!!!

on the way home he will stop at a late night flower shop and let you pick out as many flowers as you want, so you can look at the bouquet you picked and think of this day when you pass by it

romantic walk home

ONCE THE DOOR TO YOUR HOME CLOSES THO

will make sure that you put the flowers in a vase

but also, the kitchen counter is right there

and he gets a good look while your leaning forward

and well, can you blame him for brushing a hand over your back toward your bum?

and you know whats up & suddenly the thoughts from before return and well one thing leads to another

yes the kitchen counter is involved before he‘ll move toward the couch and oh well

the make out session on the couch is heated

wandering hands

first it‘s a little rough and quick, second is incredibly intimate

and and and, i‘ll leave it up to you ;)

kihyun

picks you up & comes to your door with the most beautiful flower bouquet you‘ve seen (it looks expensioso as fuuuuuuck)

has been very secretive about his plans, just told you to wear something nice & bring something elegant as well as another change of clothes

when you asked why he just went ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

and you thought to yourself what a little shit he is and how much you love him

drives you out near the sea & it‘s a little cold but a sunny day nevertheless

a walk on the beach, sitting in the sun after, he will gift you a long letter & a lovely little photobook of anecdotes to where you went over the year and it‘s sweet and adorable and you tell him you love him and he replies with „i know“ and you will hit him for that

shows you the airbnb he booked and it‘s extremely cozy, tells you to go get ready because you have a reservation

when you step out in your outfit all kihyun can think about is how much he wants to take it right off you again

bc to him you look stunning and he kisses you long, deep and passionate and you share the enthusiams bc holy hell this man looks good

after a while he will laugh a little and tell you he needs to get ready too, so you don‘t miss your reservation

if you pout a little he will give you another kiss and whisper in your ear „we can come back to this later“ and well

how frustrating

turns out the reservation is for the whole restaurant (bc he is friends with the owner)

it‘s very kdrama-esque & your like ????? are you insane???

the food is good, the conversation even better

like i do picture warm lighting some candles and it‘s all very cozy while still being fancy

holding hands over the table top, trying each others food, talking about upcoming events

kihyun will absolutely insist on feeding you a spoonful of dessert and well you can‘t really say no to that?

at some point you‘ll excuse yourself to the bathroom but not before whispering something dirty in this mans ear

and it‘s payback, because it will absolutely rile him up

mmmh the moment you come back, things go fast, like he will settle the bill and half full wine glasses will get left behind in favour of getting you home

and home you get like, the moment you stumble through the door kihyun is on you - his mouth, his hands, his body pressed thightly against yours

and your making out against the door and he will find all the little spots you like and kiss them with precision

yes, there will be a trail of clothes back to the bed and yes your in for the night of your life

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

hyungwon

this man is proposing spending the day on the couch & you agree bc tbh since the beginning of the new year things have been hectic

so valentines will consist of pulling out the couch, adding blankets and pillows to make it as comfortable as possible

it will also entail matching sweatshirts and joggers bc yes

but hyungwon feels a little guilty about it maybe not being as romantic, so in a moment of your distraction he will pretend that rose petals are confetti and spread them all over the room, it‘s a mess sure and you can‘t help but laugh which ends up with hyungwon kissing you laughing as well and being all like „appreciate my hard work“

and you‘ll be like „i am“ but also can‘t stop giggling and like you continue to prep the snacks, put on every source of indirect lighting until you‘re falling into the couch being like „i cannot wait to not move for the rest of the day“

and it‘s perfect, hyungwon puts on the notebook and you‘re like -of course-

and after you get to put on a movie and all the while hyungwon holds you in his arms and peppers you with sweet kisses when the movie is uninteresting

but you also talk, about everything and nothing

it‘s the most relaxed you both have been for a while and while the movies keep playing hyungwons hold on you grows tighter and at some point his hands wander

and if you at some point turn around and like kiss him with your hands on his chest wandering towards his neck…no one is stopping you

least of all hyungwon

he lives for the little noises that pass between the both of you

you know maybe hands get friskier and riskier and it‘s getting a little hot under the blankets

and then the doorbell rings, which makes both of you groan

„shit i forgot about that“

„about what?“

„pizza“

you laugh and send hyungwon to the door to receive it

he comes back and the tension is going dormant at the thought of food

hyungwon wiping the corner of your mouth with his thump

smirking

and soon enough the pizza is gone and your just cuddling while a movie is playing in the background

it’s a whispered conversation that soon turns into little sounds

until it ends in the most gentle spectacular love making

and it‘s slow and attentive and like it feels special

and well, you‘re definitely in for more than one round… (＾ｕ＾)

jooheon

honestly he is sooooo excited to spend valentines day with you and i feel like he wants to do all the cringy couple things

but he settles on taking you to an amusement park and if you haven’t been as excited at him so far, it will catch onto you the moment your on your way to the park

will buy both of you cute headbands and make sure your taking a lot of selfies

holds your hand and tells you how adorable you look

if you’re up for going on rides he will definitely join you (and scream a little)

definitly one for the food trucks and sweets, until it‘s almost tooo much

and bc it‘s valentines day the park as a little firework planned and when evening hits

he is all about the booths where you can win a big stuffed animal and you set your eyes on a bee and jooheon is like „i will definitely win this for you“ and your like „my knight in shining armour, fighting!“

and he tries, a lot, like he is leaving behind a decent sum and your like cheering him on

but at some point he gets pouty and the shopkeeper is like

„no more, you‘ve tried so hard just take the bee“

and he does but he feels a little off about it, but you just kiss him and tell him how grateful you are that he tried so hard

and you say „i love you, my honey~“

it‘s like a boost of energy for him and he‘s like „i love you too, let’s go see the fireworks“

and he pulls you to a place a little away from the crowds

definitly hugs you from behind

so it‘s just you, him and the big ass bee

and he will kiss your cheek and ikyk he is like moon eyed for you and he will let you know how happy he is to be with you to have you

his rambling is so cute but you feel the need to turn around and kiss him fully and in that moment the firework starts, but you only have eyes for your man and he has only eyes for you

has your face between his hands and kisses you several times and you laugh and it feels perfect

at some point you actually watch the fireworks and lean back into him

and you‘re a little cold

but he most definitely has hand warmers that he will give to you

after some time, when you leave he will put your hand in his and put it in your coat pocket

the car ride back is carpool karaoke time

but the moment you get through the door it‘s all playful kisses and he proposes a hot bath and well

if there is a little lake on your bathroom floor it‘s not so bad

because the water is hot and you‘re very VERY relaxed…hehe ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

but also jooheon knows what he is doing and it‘s like the perfect end to the night

changkyun

well we all are aware that the maknae is know for being one of the most romantic and sensual ones in monsta x

so expect a fancy dinner and some very sexy clothes

he definitely takes you out to a fine dining restaurant thats all dark inside and has nice booths where you are mostly undisturbed

it‘s nice, because you sit leaning into changkyun and because it‘s valentines he is having one hand on your waist at almost all times

and you know if the moment is right he might kiss your hand and interlace your fingers and the touch is so freaking gentle it makes your heart flutter

one of the many things changkyun is good at is making your heart flutter

also you know a kiss on the hand is never enough so when no one is looking he might as well lightly kiss up your arm ending on the line between your shoulder and neck

it does make you shiver and you might as well be placing a hand on his thight and lightly caress it and he will be like „careful now or we won‘t make it to our next destinantion“

„what if i wanted to go straight back home?“ you ask while grinning at him and he kisses you

„that would be a shame, because i have so much more planned“ and you relent and it‘s okay because some time later he settles the bill and takes you through whatever city your in to some exklusive rooftop bar and well

kyun & the sparkling city lights is all very very enticing and romantic

also i feel like there is jazz music playing and it invites you into moving a little to it and changkyun can‘t help but secretly taking pictures of you

Bc changkyun definitely has a folder of candit pictures of you and if he sets one from tonight as his lockscreen no one is there to stop him

well somehow it also ends up with him talking about all the recent music he likes and you‘ll add to the conversation and i just know something will settle with you like damn

he is your person and you interrupt him mid sentence and blurt out an „i love you“

he knows bc it‘s not the first time you said it but the smile he gives you is like 10000 watts

you want to say sooo much more but the only thing you‘re truly able to atriculate is „i love you so so much and i don‘t think that will ever change“

something softens in him, but he also can‘t help but tease

„are you proposing rn?“ and the smirk is letal

yes, you hit him in the arm for that and he is like catching your hand mid hit and pulling you closer

„i‘m gonna show you in so many ways how much i love you tonight“ and he kisses you

„i love the way you talk, the way your mouth meets mine, the way you know me so well, the way you feel in my arms and i swear“ he kisses you between every line „i swear one day i will make you mine forever“

and he steals your breath and the taxi ride home????? well it‘s a damn near thing of defiling the backseat ◕‿◕

but you make it home and he will make sure you know how appeeciated you are and maybe you‘ll spend the whole next day in bed because someone got you weak in the knees :)))))))

wonho

you can 100% expect red roses from him, probably like a 100 and you‘re like?????

how am i supposed to fit that in a vase

and he might tease a little with „the way you make everything else fit“ and you laugh and he laughs and well

wonho is a classic guy and i feel like he will take you out to the movies bc there is a rerun of 2005 pride and prejudice or some other romantic movie you like (in my mind it‘s this)

and during the whole movie he holds your hand and maybe he cries during the confession scene

you‘re right there with him and you look at each other like both with tears on your face and kind of laugh at each other bc it‘s silly and romantic

he holds your hand the whole time btw

like whenever something happens on screen or it‘s intense he will hold your hand a little tighter

and later there will be milkshakes and fries, yes he will feed it to you and it‘s cute

also will take you to a photobooth were you‘ll take silly pictures and he‘ll kiss you on at least one of them

and his smile is so wide and i feel like bc it‘s later in the evening after the movie there is not so much open anymore

but he somehow finds an old tiny bookstore and you start browsing and you make the deal to find a book for each other

when you do you don‘t show it to each other, but wonho finds one first and he has a pen with him and starts writing a little love letter on the first page

and the book he found for you is like an older edition of your favourite book and you know

you had the same thought about finding each others fav book and he loves it so much

and makes you write something in it too

promises are made to read it together some time later this week

will take you home and it‘s all very cuddly later one, i feel like despite it being very late it‘s romantic and you know it‘s quick bc it‘s late and you‘re tired

but yk morning comes and i feel like it‘s all the more romantic now

Kihyun

Will happily and confidently tell you as soon as he realises. If it feels a bit early to you and you aren't ready to say it back, that's fine. He will assure you he isn't going anywhere, and you don't need to say it until you are comfortable too. Just know that he loves you and will be there for you anyway.

Hyungwon

Introvert energy. Even if he feels it really early on, he's hesitant to say it. Probably wants to say it a lot, but takes too long to hype himself up and the moment passes. When you inevitably end up saying it first, he's a little surprised and super happy. "Really? Oh good, because I love you too, I just didn't know how or when to say it." After a little assurance from you he is much more comfortable to say it again.

Joohoney

A bit nervous about it. Will wait a while into the relationship before saying the words aloud, even if he knows he means it earlier on. He's just worried if he says it too early, he'll scare you off. There is a chance you'll beat him to it and get the first 'I love you' in, but once it's been said, he isn't going to stop. Will literally tell you every chance he gets from then on.

I.M.

Kind of says it by accident. You are just being you, maybe reading or drawing or watching nature, something simple, and he finds you so endearing that it just slips out. His muttered "I love you" makes you look over, and he becomes flustered. "Wait - I mean - fuck it, I mean I love you. You're amazing and I'm so pleased you're mine"

Hyunwoo (Shownu)

Hyunwoo is a caring and simple man, so if you ask him for something, he usual don’t mind doing it

“ You want to record us having sex? Okay.”

Like I promise it’s not something to stress yourself about when asking him about it.

To make sure the video is good for you to watch back again and again, he’ll probably try to aim you as the camera so you can see everything

High key would really enjoy watching it over with you

Hoseok (Wonho)

He would be a little shocked at first because he wasn’t expecting it, but best believe he would do it

Trying so hard not to be biased BUT that sex tape would be chef kiss

He would make eye contact with the phone when he’s making you feel really good.

“ You look so pretty on camera like this~”

10/10 believe he would pose for the camera in a cute way after blowing your back out

Minhyuk

He wouldn’t be too shocked if you asked him that you wanted to record yourself fucking

He would make little comments when it comes to you recording it. Making you verbally say how good he’s making you feel or how much more you wouldn’t.

“ Don’t you feel embarrassed saying all of this now?”

He’ll tease but he’s enjoying the camera on him just as much as you

He will be replaying it once in awhile or ask to see it from your phone

Kihyun

He would triple check with you that you were comfortable doing this on camera, but it’s really because he’s a bit nervous

After reassuring him, he would be down for it and would try to put on a show for the camera

Kihyun would be talk so much the whole time, but not an unappealing way. He does it just to add a little ✨spice✨

“ Wish you could see how well your taking me right now”

Would love watching it all back with you and lowkey be embarrassed with himself cause wow he did that

Hyungwon

Hyungwon would probably be the one that has a chance of saying no, but maybe after some thought he would agree to it

Could see him doing those ‘p.o.v’ type of sex tape. Whether you hold the camera or he does, it’s all in pov

Would get extremely turned on when watching you both through the phone if he is recording it. He discovered that it gets him hot and bothered

After watching it back when you two finished, it might be more opened to doing it more often

“I guess your right. Recording ourselves was really hot”

Jooheon

Honey is in between wanting to do it but then second guessing himself about it.

Would overthink if he looks good on the camera or about how he sounds, so maybe the first time take the reins and have him relax

Once he gets more comfortable, he’ll dirty talk some here and there, does things to specifically make you moan and things of the sort

“It feels really good like this doesn’t it ?”

He actually would be really happy looking back at what you both recorded.

Changkyun (I.M)

The moment you bring it up, he would say yes. Y’all been together for awhile and he loves you so he’s willing to try everything with you

Changkyun is the type that would have the camera angled somewhere and then makes you look at the camera while he’s pleasuring you

“Let the camera see how good your feeling right now”

Would deliberate do stuff to make you loud and whenever you make him feel good, his deep groans or grunts could send anyone to the moon

He’ll be a cheeky bastard afterwards so just pluck his forehead or something and then he’ll go back to the cute Kyunnie

“Hey, I’m heading out now to take our little rose to her grandma.”

You look down at your beautiful baby all snuggled up and strapped in tightly in her car seat. She was a mere four months old, but she had you and Shownu both wrapped around her little finger.

You tuck her blanket around her tenderly, asking, “Are you sure she’ll be ok?”

You stand, worried eyes now gazing up at your husband. He chuckles in amusement, giving your hand a reassuring squeeze.

“Don’t worry so much, ok,” he then pats your head affectionately. “My mom knows how to take care of a baby. Jangmi will be just fine. I’ll be back soon.”

He leans down to drop a brief kiss on your lips before picking up the car seat and heading out. You stand there in the unusual quiet, fretting. This was the first time since having the baby that you were getting time to yourself. It was Shownu’s idea, of course. You would never have fathomed asking for a day off with your baby being so small and fragile still. But he had insisted you needed time to relax, sleep and recharge before you burned yourself out.

He wasn’t wrong, you felt like a zombie, but it still felt like you were abandoning your baby. It felt strange not having anything to do. And with him arranging this and saying he would be back soon, you couldn’t help but think he had other intentions in mind for this little day off.

You sigh, your anxiety rising. It had been so long since you and Shownu had been intimate. You were surprised to find you were nervous. Almost as if this was your first time. In a way it practically was. You two hadn’t made love in about… You pause to think back and count.

9 months!!

Shownu had been so worried towards your last trimester, that he had refused to do anything for fear of harming the baby. No amount of research you showed him advising that intercourse would not, in fact, hurt the baby, proved to be convincing for him. Not that you tried too hard to find evidence, if you were being honest. By then you were a waddling mess that fell asleep at the drop of a hat. Sex was the last thing on your mind.

Then after giving birth and allowing for the 40 day healing period, it just never seemed to be the right time. Either he got home too late and was tired or you were just deliriously exhausted from waking up at odd hours of the night to feed your baby that always seemed to be hungry. Any attempts in between were always interrupted by ill timed crying from baby Jangmi. Before you knew it, days turned to weeks and then to months.

You sigh as you head into the bathroom. Stripping down quickly, you take a hot shower, enjoying the heat seeping deep into your tired body. Twenty minutes later you are standing in front of the mirror, black lace boyshorts covering your private area. You stare down at your belly that pudges at your midsection and your lips turn down in disgust. As you don the matching bra, your eyes wander over the two globes filling the cups...perhaps a bit too overflowing. You definitely need a new one, you think to yourself. You turn this way and that as you take in your mom bod that reflected back at you, blinking back tears that sheened over your eyes.

Why was it taking so long to get rid of this fupa? You squeeze the pudge of excessive skin on your lower abdomen. It was no wonder Shownu didn’t touch you anymore. Exhaling forcefully, you turn around and gasp, hand lifting to your throat.

“Shownu!”

How long had he been standing there? Your skin flushes as he steps fully into the bedroom.

“Did you have a nice shower?” he asks quietly as he approaches you.

You squirm under his gaze fighting the urge to cross your arms over yourself.

“Uhm, yea,” you nod, glancing down. More loudly, “Yes.”

You see his sock covered feet stop mere millimeters from your own bare feet and feel your heart begin to thud fiercely. Your body starts to tremble, unsure of what was about to happen.

He hugs you to him, his arms engulfing you in his warmth. You let your cheek cradle against his chest, eyes closing as you accept the affection.

Shownu was a man of few words. Which you never minded. He preferred to show his love for you with thoughtful gestures. A card given randomly, leaving you your favorite sweet on your pillow before he left in the morning, a book you had mentioned wanting to read. It all showed that he was listening when you mentioned things you like.

But sometimes...it was nice to hear ‘I love you’.

He strokes your hair as he tells you, “Jangmi fell asleep on the ride over. Eomma was so happy to see her.”

You hum softly to let him know you heard him. Quietness surrounds you as you both remain in each other's arms. It’s so natural and you feel your souls slowly reconnecting.

“What were you doing when I walked in?” he queries, breaking the silence. You tense at his question, the embarrassment at being caught staring at yourself in the mirror burning the tips of your ears. When you don’t reply, he pulls away a bit to look down at you. “You know you are still so beautiful to me, right?”

Pulling away from him you scoff. “Yeah right.”

You roll your eyes as you plop cross legged onto the bed. Habitually, your arms come to rest on your stomach, trying to cover up as much of your body as you can. You hear Shownu sigh before he strides over, stopping before you. He doesn’t say anything, but you can feel him staring down at you. Unable to take it anymore, you look up and find a frustrated expression on his face, the muscle in his jaw twitching.

Shownu kneels down in front of you. Now that you are face to face, his features soften and he smiles hesitantly at you.

“I know I’m not the best at telling you sweet words,” he begins. “I’d rather show my feelings than talk about them, ya know?” he shrugs a shoulder.

“I know,” you mumble.

Feeling a bit guilty, you glance away, no longer able to meet his gaze.

“So, how about you just let me show you how I feel about you?”

Do what now?

Your eyes flick back to his, searching for what he means by his words. You are met with a tender look, longing, and desire that he is trying so hard to reign in. You want to say no, too ashamed of how you look, but you miss being with him. And truly, how could you resist when he was looking at you like that?

You give him a slight nod, and it is all the confirmation he needs.

His hands reach for your ankles, unfolding your legs and pulling you towards him. Nothing has happened yet, but you can feel your heart rate quickening already. Your legs dangle on either side of him and he stretches up to meet your lips, his hands skimming over your thighs to rest on your hips. You inhale sharply as he grips your waist tightly and deepens the kiss. Wrapping your legs around him, you close your eyes when he pulls away to trail scalding kisses down your neck. He sighs when he buries his face in your breasts.

“Shownu!” you protest.

“Shhh,” he breaths against the plump flesh. “Let me love you.”

You shiver as he presses open mouthed kisses over the sensitive skin, but you don’t stop him. You let Shownu kiss along the lace of the bra until he reaches your already perked up nipple. His flattened tongue rasps over the material and arousal pools in your underwear when he draws the pebbled nub into his mouth. You let out a soft moan as he begins to suck.

Letting your head fall back, you concentrate on all the sensations. It had been so long and your body was igniting more and more with each kiss, each touch. His fingers trace the same path his lips had taken before slipping the covering away from your skin. His lips, now with no barrier between them and your tender globe, teasingly sweep side to side over your nipple. Your hips involuntarily grind up into him, drawing a groan from the both of you. Shownu gently pushes down at your waist with a trembling hand, trying to keep the friction from his hardened cock.

He wanted to take his time.

You whimper as he draws away from you, resuming to pepper your chest with kisses. His mouth reaches your abdomen, his fingers tickling across a stretch mark and you tense. Your hands shoot down to push him away. The tingling in your body begins to dim as insecurity and shame replace it.

“Please, don’t,” you turn your face away embarrassed, now trying to cover yourself up with the bedsheets. “Maybe we should just wait til night time. We can turn off the lights and you won’t have to see me…”

You untangle your legs from around him.

“If that’s what you really want,” he shifts away from you. He’s quiet and you peak at him from the corner of your eyes. “But I want to see you. All of you.” Your cheeks flush as you turn to face him fully. His eyes gaze back at you patiently. “We made something beautiful together and you should never be ashamed of it,” he whispers earnestly as he looks at you with eyes filled with adoration. He leans forward. “The extra softness of your skin here shows the safe place that you carried our baby.” He removes the covers over your abdomen, replacing it with his large hand, patting it gently. You swallow, resisting pushing it away. “Each of these stripes tell me what a strong woman you are,” he continues as he bends down to kiss the stretch marks on either side of your hips. “I could never do what you did, go through all that pain. You are fierce and you should wear them proudly.”

“You really believe all that?” you ask, still unsure.

He smirks, “You know I don’t talk a lot, so if I say something, I mean it.”

He drops a kiss at the hem of your boy shorts and you inhale sharply, the desire returning. Propping yourself on your elbows, you watch as he kisses further and further down.

His face hovers over the apex of your thighs as he asks, “Are you sure you want to wait til night time?”

Nightfall was not for another eight hours or so! Your mouth has gone dry and you find you have to swallow a few times before you can answer.

“No,” you breathe and he smiles seductively at you.

Shownu’s fingers tug at your lacy shorts, pulling them down your legs slowly. Your breath quickens as he tosses them aside. You feel your core contract in anticipation, dying bit by bit as he teases light kisses back up the inside of your legs. Reaching your center, he twirls his finger in your arousal and smears it over your pulsing clit. You moan his name, eyes threatening to close as pleasure shoots throughout your body. Your walls clench wanting him inside you already.

“Shownu, please,” you whimper.

He chuckles softly before bringing a finger into your entrance. You groan as he slips in easily, you are so wet now. Shownu introduces another finger, stretching you, prepping you for what was to come. He languidly slides them in and out, seemingly enjoying the sounds you are making.

His plush lips wrap around your throbbing nub. Alternating between sucking and licking, his fingers scissor in and out of you and you can no longer control your hips. You grind up and down as your fingers thread through his dark hair, trying to keep him in place as you chase a release you haven’t had in so long. Shownu moans against you and it vibrates against your cunt, drawing out a powerful orgasm that has your eyes squeezing shut tight as your hips lock in the air. He shakes his face against you, drawing out the pleasure until you collapse onto the bed.

“Damn,” you croak as you throw an arm over your face.

You hear Shownu laugh followed by the sound of his clothing hitting the floor before he joins you in the bed. His fingers trail over your bare skin, sending goosebumps to prickle all over you. Dropping your hand away, you curl into his warmth and he kisses your forehead sweetly. You were exhausted now, sleep tugging at you, but as you look down his muscled torso, your eyes take in his very rigid erection protruding from his body.

You def should take care of that before succumbing to sleep, you smile to yourself.

Raising up to all fours, you throw a leg over his thighs before climbing up a bit clumsily onto him.

“여보 (yeobo)?” His eyebrows quirk up in question.

Leaning over with your hands on either side of him, you whisper, “You didn’t really think I’d fall asleep and leave you like this, did you?”

You kiss him gently, swallowing up any reply he may have had. His hands reach over to grasp your ass, the kiss intensifying. He gives you a light smack on your cheeks and you moan against his mouth.

Sitting up, you keep your eyes on his as you palm him in your hand. He was hard as a rock, the tip weeping in anticipation. You glide your thumb over the head and his eyes fall shut as his head tilts back. You stroke him, your grip tightening as you quicken your pace. His hips jerk upwards, moving in time with you, and holy hell, his flushed face, the moans, you find your body is winding up again.

Releasing him, you give him a moment to catch his breath. His hands reach up for you, pulling at the bra you didn’t even realize you still had on. You unhook it swiftly and throw it over your shoulder with a laugh that is quickly cut off by his hands cupping both of your breasts. His thumbs brush over the peaks and you arch into his touch, needing to feel more of him.

“I need to be inside you,” he whines and you moan at the mere thought of feeling him filling you up.

You can’t help but giggle as his strong arms and legs crab walk backwards until his back hits the headboard, your tits jiggling in his face. Once settled, he brings one of your breasts to his mouth. His other hand slips between your bodies to tease circles around your clit. Though you had cum only minutes ago, your body was revving up and ready for another.

Wanting him to be inside you when your next one hit, you take him in your hand, rising up to guide him towards your entrance. Shownu releases your nipple with a lewd pop, his head tilting up towards you. His pleading eyes make you feel powerful, sexy even and you bring your mouth near his as you slowly lower yourself onto him.

You breathe in his panting breaths and moans as your walls clamp around him. He takes your bottom lip between his teeth and you gasp, your core contracting as you take him all the way in.

“Aish!” He groans before releasing your lip and kissing you roughly.

His hands snake down your back until your ass fills his palms, pinning you tight against him. Before you could brace yourself, he begins to roll his hips up into you. The exquisite sensations that radiates from your joined bodies is almost too much to handle. Your nipples grow more taught as the coil of pleasure begins to tighten and tighten threatening to snap at a moment’s notice.

Your heart pounds much too loudly as Shownu brings you up and down over and over again on his thick cock. His head falls to your shoulder, his lips latching onto your neck.

“Oh God!” you moan as his mouth on your throat mimics what he had done to your nether lips earlier.

You feel him kick inside you and you roll your hips, trying to match his velocity.

“I’m so close!” he pants against you.

Your fingers slip into his hair and then you yank forcefully at the strands, pulling his face away from your neck. His eyes widen in surprise, but the mixture of pain and pleasure brings him to the edge. You claim his mouth just as you feel him explode inside you. His grip on your ass grows more forceful as he grinds up into you with a drawn out groan. Within moments you are cumming all around his twitching dick, your walls pulsing and milking him until he falls back against the headboard and you fall limply atop him.

Slowly, you feel him soften inside you and you try to push yourself up on your arms made of jelly, but he stops you by wrapping his own arms around you. His head rests on your chest and you stroke his back gently.

“I love you,” he murmurs, twisting to look up at you. “Just the way you are. Don’t ever forget that.”

As you stare down at his dark eyes you smile, all your doubts and insecurities now long gone.

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