Mar 22
prayed endlessly to keep my stand whenever my parents bring up marriage and i actually did today yay :]
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#it wasnt too great#i always end up bawling#but i didnt today ... bc like even tho crying is fine to push ppl back#short term#nothing happens in the long term ... they come back at u again#i need to get bettet at this#and start praying i can get out of this country#im trying on my own w all the apps but i rlly need a miracle to happen ............#tune.txt#i just rlly need to get out this year .... like rlly
