Whether she prefers black men or white men it doesn't really matter or change the point. When you're a beta loser the best it ever gets is the 'early' date. You spend on her lavishly, you buy her clothes, jewelry, shoes and makeup....all for her to exclusively wear for her real man later on. You feed her with expensive dinners, run her errands, complete her chores...all so that she has nothing to worry about while she's out on her 'late' date. Her REAL date. The date where she puts out over and over and over again milking her man out of every last drop. Since you'll only be involved in the early date, you'll have plenty of time home alone fucking your fist to thoughts about what she's doing with him. You should never ever allow yourself a single thought of being with her sexually. This is not your place, and she may be your crush but she is not YOUR woman. She's his and his only
