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Pile 1: Saturn

Zodiac signs: Aries, Sagittarius, Scorpio, Taurus, Aquarius

The Tower, The Anchor (Emperor), four of coins (rx), The World, The Lovers (rx), seeker (page) of swords

Your Future spouse is unpredictable, a strong personality that knows what they want but at the same time you can't completely pin them down to something. This unpredictability is attractive but there is also a stable energy anchoring these strong traits down making them endearing to the right people. They are lots of fun and a person that enjoys a full out vacation and partying (I’m feeling with the right people).

This energy feels like ‘don’t judge a book by its cover because you really don’t know me’ vibes. The lack of water may be balanced out by you from this personality spread. Overall, when there is a lack of water energy there is a lack of fluidity so they may be extremely emotional or pretty stoic to the point they struggle expressing emotions physically like awkward hugs and no kisses; they will need time to open up with that if that is something they like.

I also get the vibe you may not like them right away and if you do, they may do things that bother you like tease and point out things they don’t need to. I just feel this silly competitive side to them as well that may be annoying, but I see this being playful and fun as well, this doesn't come from a bad place.

I feel a very intelligent/smart vibe, but with this competitive nature comes judgment. They may be really good in school or excels/is talented at something that they may pursue; there’s always this pressure on them to be better because they are already so good at whatever they do which may be why I got the energy of chaos, they wanna have fun. They are mystery with the tower but also someone you can’t ignore.

They have seen some shit so that is something that has shaped them (many people in these piles have). The tower is next to the anchor I believe they may have had a rough upbringing and have a strained relationship against authority/parents. They may come off as judgy at times, it comes from their own pressure in being better for the people they care for.

I see they are truth seekers, people who search for the right answer to the ends of the earth. Not to be right but to do what is best for them and the people they love. They love a lot deeper than they show. So, it’s clear to me that they grew up learning to not share what they feel. An energy of having to ignore certain feelings to focus on what was important.

Your dynamic together:

Judgment, Ace of swords, The Magi (Magician), The Star (rx), The Moon, Ruler of Wands, Sovereign (Queen) of Wands

Already got hints of playful sparing probably word play or cracking jokes. Playful teasing and unhinged laughter. For people who have strong personalities you both may butt heads. I see you both enjoying having someone on your level. I see a maturity in this group which is why you both can be so fun with one another; there is trust that they won’t leave you hanging out to dry. Like if they make plans with you, they stick to them unless an emergency, they are committed the moment they get a hint of potential.

If you call and ask for help 9/10 times they will be there. When either of you feel kinda off your game I see someone picking up the slack with no complaints. I believe this dynamic between you to will stay stable because of an understanding and peace you find between the other. I see you help the other shine in their own way. For people who have soft personalities you will grow unhinged along with them I say this because they are influential 😂. From my vision I see them being practical with getting you flowers but then doing something different like taking you to a place you’ve never been, or surprising you with a personal gift that may be weird but with meaning. I see both of you just getting to know one another and your quirks just work well together, that’s all I can say. Just to add as a last note, the moon card talks about mystery, so even if I tell you this information there are still huge surprises this person holds that I can’t pick up on.

Their thoughts and feelings towards you when you are together:

The Moon (rx), Ten of Swords, Seven of Coins, Sovereign (queen) of wands, Ten of wands, Ace of cups

I see they see you as something very special. Not like a prize but something precious and that should be cherished. I see them having to change for you and they grow with you which I believe is the realest form to show your love; being willing to change for another; and obviously the changes aren’t worth holding onto which is why they are willing to change. I see them always finding something to love about you even on hard days together. I believe you both have this casual understanding of ‘we’re stuck together even if this doesn’t work out’. Ok ok I see many of you are tough cookies, you’re both on the same level (I keep saying that so many strong personalities here) find you to be a pain in the best way and love you for your flaws. Wait just got a message, that they do love you for your flaws and you love theirs; 'You may be to real sometimes, but I will always be here to take it and learn.'

Again, your both chill with your quirks and they LOVE that about you, feeling accepted but also ok with changing behaviors that can be problematic is a golden person, a relatable person. I see you both love and accept deeply the other’s work (career) and time when you come together to make the most exciting life together. You are beautiful to them, someone who has struck them as their true partner in crime. You shake up their world as they do yours. I don’t see many people around you, so I think you both prefer just chillin with the other when you get married, like others don’t matter as much as you both do to the other, strong personalities for the win.

Physical traits:

Body shapes/traits: Stocky, buff, burly, skinny, limber, scars, Tall

Hair/color: Dirty blonde, brown/light brown hair, long, shoulder length, bald/buzzed head

Eye color: green, brown

Letters: L, T, W, A, I, N, X

Hope you enjoyed the reading, head over to my ko-fi if you have more questions about your future spouse!

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Pile 2: Alien Spaceship

Zodiac signs: Capricorn, libra, Aries, Gemini, Virgo, Taurus

Ace of wands (rx), five of wands (rx), justice, conqueror (knight) of swords, the anchor (emperor) (rx), ten of coins

I see your future spouse being an overthinker and too much in their head. I see them having possible control issues and pretty reserved as a person. They are a great mediator and a pretty reasonable person, but I see that they hold a lot inside and it festers and exaggerations/intense outcomes, so I see anxiety. Many of our personalities are affected by our past so this is just what I see first. I see they may have a pretty reserved family and strict upbringing, so they are very picky of their spouses, and you are definitely the one if they picked you lol. When they get to talking though, they can talk your ear off, I love seeing their energy when they open up.

I see major intelligence and book smart learner which may be why there is such a reserved feeling, like they are pretty ‘crazy/silly’ on the inside, but they keep that under wraps for the people they love and won’t judge them. It’s like they’re the type to watch their person of interest from afar and see how they live their life and from there they plan and think of ways to approach you and start things slow.

They aren’t a slow-moving person but because I see family being something on their mind, they will consider every factor and person. If you approach them, it could go either way. They just seem like the type to really take their time to feel you out before saying anything that could give away their interest. They always have to weigh their options before doing anything.

I feel like there studies and college were their life for a time or still is. They want to make their families proud and feel worthy of a comfortable life. I see a very kind hardworking personality who just wants to do the right thing. They sacrifice a lot, but I see them just shrugging it off.

Your dynamic together:

Ruler (king) of swords, seven of wands (rx), the moon, sovereign (queen) of swords, eight of wands

Uhhhhh, ok well you may be pretty compatible because the queen and the king are here, but they don’t give off romance vibes, it’s more like power couple vibes, you both are super smart together it scares people. You both understand the others mood and click charismatically, like you guys are chill and talk about everything.

Not saying you guys are sharp tongued but with each other you may have some great banter but a lot of dry stuff. The last pile was much louder with their jokes while these ones just casually hit the mark and both of you chuckle at each other's silly moments, very low-key affection but it’s sweet. I see both of you will have a lot to discover about the other and opening them up like a book to see the colors of their soul makes you appreciate them more and their complexity as a person.

I see you being there walls down and will get to see a side of them that the cards aren’t showing me (obviously all readings should only scream h the surface of what’s to come). I do see you guys having different opinions and you both give each other the space to speak up and say how you feel even if it’s illogical (which I’m getting a sense you both follow logic more than emotion). you both understand what it’s like to be shut down for having the wrong opinion then both of you will definitely get along and will never turn away.

If this is an arranged marriage, then this person is a good fit for you logically not emotionally. A lack of cups shows me that you both will learn together about true vulnerability and that kind of work will always be a rocky ride. If this is not arranged, then you both are really headed towards the unknown with how it feels to let someone in but because you chose them, they are 100% worth the struggle.

Their thoughts and feelings towards you when you are together:

Death, the star, justice, judgment, ruler (king) of wands

I'm getting a feeling like they really don’t know what to expect from you? You’re just a new person to them, I guess. They find you very attractive even a bit intimidating. This vibe is like someone observing and just not understanding what the other is thinking.

For people who will have an arranged marriage it does feel like someone you don’t know deeply but enough. They don’t know how to pin you down and when they eventually talk the tension gets better but they still get super nervous around you; they may act out of character.

Ok so they are just struck by you, attracted but unsure of what to do or even approach that situation so they are super passive 😂 they may get hard on themselves feeling unworthy but obviously there is a point that you both get married.

For the people who don’t think they will have an arranged marriage they will see you and know something is up. Death and the star? Intense. Love at first sight energy or coincidental meeting.

Physical Traits:

Body shapes/traits: skinny, limber, lithe, slim/slender

Hair color: black, brown/light brown, straight hair

Eye color: blue, green, brown

Letters: E, D, Y, W, Q, R, D

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Pile 3: Stars (warning: nsfw messages)

Zodiac signs: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Aquarius, Scorpio, Taurus, Leo

The World, The Queen of swords, Judgement, knight of wands, knight of pentacles (rx), the king of swords

I instantly got that you guys are the traveler pile, the sound of going around the world is at least appealing to some with the world card representing your spouse. I sense a public speaker or someone who has to get Infront of people to explain a plan. Could be a company leader or even a manager, someone with responsibility. I see they have a friends in many places, all different types of people.

Doesn't really matter your spouse has a tongue (wink wink) strong charisma but in a subtle way with minimal words (sorry I can't ignore their lips, they enjoy giving oral and or receiving, the messages come at random lol). So, with the queen of swords being beside the judgment card they may have a serious personality. They have to make big choices a lot, so they have no sweat when it comes to smoothing convincing and talking people out of things. A bit of sneaky energy, they enjoy a bit of playful energy.

I see from there serious persona that they had to be strong a lot through heartache, from family and the way they were treated. this isn't a bad thing because they are who they are now, but I get a feeling that they accept it because they don't like causing the issues, they like solving them. They have a habit of never being alone because they don't like it, they can take care of themselves and take care of others but they def have a problem with avoiding their heart ache and acknowledging they aren't ok on the inside when they were always having to take care of everything for people, major taurus vibes.

I see they are very well respected where they work but they are relied on too much. I don't see them as a push over, but I see them having to give up a lot in situations or manipulate people to keep the peace probably in the home or workplace. The last thing I see from them is ambition, even though they are quiet they have determination unlike any other and finish everything that they do. I sense they do a lot of things by themselves; I can see when they find something that interests them, they go full force focus on it. They are bad with patients sometimes and will be top of their job one day. Job motivated.

Your dynamic together:

The king of wands, The hierophant, the two of pentacles, death, page of cups, page of swords

I see they travel so you guys call a lot, txt a lot, facetime. When you two are together this doesn't have to be the case though. I see them asking to marry you early on in the dating game or even hinting at their devotion which I see being overwhelming for some so you'll probs set boundaries and they will respect them, they care for your comfort. So, most of the time they are the ones stoic and relaxing beside you like they kinda belong there. Your spouse is learning to communicate properly (maybe language barrier? or broken English? you just connect) I see you both exploring the world and enjoying each other's presence even when silent they seem to always be looking at you.

I keep getting a scene in my head just being in a coffee shop, getting your tea or coffee and you both just relaxing and enjoying the beauty and pleasant scenery, good libra energy. I see them determined to win your heart, but I don't see them stopping the admiration. but they are also distant lol. Sucha lonely person I can see them lighting up and really becoming who they desire to be with you. Not saying you're the reason, you're just a huge help for them to get to their goals because they have always taken care of other people's problems.

Their thoughts and feelings towards you when you are together:

The hanged man, nine of swords, 4 of pentacles, knight of cups reversed, emperor reversed, seven of cups reversed

You make them lose their minds. They don't know how to approach or talk to you, and this may put them in a cycle of failed attempts to ask you out or even just talk to you; you make them so nervous they have moments in bed hunched over embarrassed that you saw them being weird or something like that but they still feel compelled to try and talk to you. I see them falling for you quickly, but you may not know their interest until later because of their mask. They get all giddy with you and that horrifies them. (I never expected to get a reading like this? vibes that fill my stomach with butterflies, first time falling in love vibes.) Again, I'm getting real conservative or at least just not expressive person or doesn't share much emotionally which admittedly is a lot of people. They do this for a while, thinking you adorable and admiring you from afar until finally they ask you out.

High sexual tension after that, some of you built a slow friendship but for others I don't think they were friends with you beforehand so this person just kind of comes out of nowhere asking you out even if you are friends, it just pops out of nowhere mid convo. I see your future spouse instantly apologizing and repairing things with you if they freak you out (lol). You see they are genuine, and I felt that before I pulled the fool reversed, they are just really bad at social stuff (edit: they are bad at social stuff when it comes to talking about emotions. In every other social interaction they are level headed and know what to say but when it comes to their emotions and expressing those to you thats what they struggle with just needed to clarify) but that's ok and its pretty charming on my end at least but you obviously both get comfy and are happy you have met one another. This eventually grows into a great communicative relationship (like wow 180 in personality, you help them grow into the person they really are and that makes my heart so happy!)

Physcial traits;

Body shapes/traits: Tattoos, skinny, Limber, belly, burly, beauty marks, short

Hair color/type: Dreads, Brown/light brown hair, Long, bald/buzzed

Eye color: Amber, grey, brown

Letters: C, M, G, O, B, U, K

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Pile 4: Earth (warning: nsfw messages)

Zodiac signs: Aquarius, Taurus, Sagittarius, Pices, Cancer, Leo

4 of pentacles (rx), The Artist (from the ethereal visions tarot deck), knight of swords (rx), eight of cups, 9 of swords, three of swords (rx)

I can see that your person is a carefree individual who is also searching for their love. I see they are a wounded spirit feeling unsecure and making it their personality when really, they are seeking a place to find and release their love. They are a dreamer, and I bet a creator of some type: writer, artist, dancer, musician you name it they have many talents.

I see that there view of the world is a bit skewed from this rejection energy they have towards themselves and others. maybe goth or rebel vibes but I don't feel that for everyone. Besides that, I see they are great with people and can be quite social, but they don’t broadcast it. I see through their art they release a lot of their pain and that is their life, but I see that they have much more potential to explore. Big visionary energy, they are ahead of their time. Aquarius vibes and many types of friends.

I can also see hyperactive energy from the knight of wands but that doesn’t have to be the case, they can come off as arrogant and a little pretentious but it’s because of this huge insecurity they hold over themselves and try to hide their weaknesses by being silly or making fun of themselves.

I can see harsh criticism on their art and have high expectations for themselves, possibly a perfectionist. I can see their art is really good, but they doubt it (big sad). From the 8 of cups their path is a healing one, that’s pretty awesome so I see them meeting you in a good state of being. I see it’s really helping them learn how to be themselves again. They can get bored easily, but I see that they are taking good steps in trusting themselves and really putting themselves out there, lots of bravery energy.

Your dynamic together:

Knight of pentacles, 9 of pentacles (rx), two of pentacles, Temperance, 9 of cups (rx), five of cups. (rx)

You both consistently bring yourself up to the plate for one another and are full of surprises. I see you bring a sense of stability to them and for you they bring a sense of wonder. I see both of you spend time basically complimenting one another, I even see both of you helping each other out with picking outfits and colors. This is equal partner energy it’s so sweet. I see a balance of give and take, a sweet exchange of love and genuine interest in the same things but not forced or different just comfortable.

Both of you give into the other emotionally and I see tight hugs and lots and lots of cuddling, healing energy. I feel like you both hold onto each other in fear of letting the other go, both of you have been hurt but talking it out helps as you both open up and really connect, lots of Scorpio energy here and sharing secrets.

There is an energy of cutting off family or not interacting with past people who have both let you down. They are a mess of tears either way you and it’s really sweet to see. I can hear them just thanking you for existing.

Their thoughts and feelings towards you when you are together:

The star, eight of pentacles (rx), two of swords, Ace of wands, seven of swords

Effortlessly chilling and enjoying each other’s presence. I’m getting that you both don’t need to talk to just enjoy one another cause energy speaks which make you both forget to speak up sometimes. They see you as a star and I believe you return their sentiment. I see it feels natural for them to be with you and just work with you. I believe they also like to show you off and admire you like a weirdo (hehe).

I see that it’s not a hard decision when it comes to getting freaky, it could be random times, but I see you both always ready for it haha and they can’t help themselves. There may be moments that you gotta lay down boundaries because you both get to into the zone and distracted. I see a lot of physical connection. You may not completely understand their feelings and you there but you both understand other aspects of each other that others don’t see. From the two of swords, I see that they understand you best in the sheets (they are so funny, funniest pile.) They always get away with cheesy things like pecking your cheek when you least expect it or scaring you (Halloween vibes aye) and just teasing.

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Physical traits:

Body shapes/traits: curvy, burly, buff, limber, petite, big eyes

Hair color/type: Afro, dye, dreads, straight, wavy, orange/red

Eye color: Hazel, brown

Letters: N, O, P, Y, K, H, F

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Pile 5: Moon

Zodiac signs: Leo, Libra, Pisces, Virgo,

Seven of pentacles (rx), knight of swords (rx), five of pentacles (rx), five of cups, nine of wands (rx), the sun, the hanged man (rx), the world

I see your person is hardened by constant patients and having to compromise being the higher person. They are smart, smarter than a lot of people. I sense genius vibes/come up vibes. A lot of underlining motivation/ambition. Your spouse is cold and distant but there is much more to them (obviously) they just don’t like sharing themselves which I see changing it’s just a part of them that sticks out in their energy.

They take a lot of responsibility for their actions which is why they seem to be reserved, they don’t see a need to over say. Otherwise, they seem pretty chill and happy person beneath there mask. I see they are a hard worker and have a lot of determination to help others and themselves. They could help many people, getting wounded knight vibes from your spouse. I see that your spouse created a space where they can be themselves and have their own soul/chosen family. Their friends and allies are people they cherish, and I see they enjoy celebrating after a long hard-earned day.

I don’t know why there’s a huge focus of energy on their job so it’s something they are passionate about. Maybe it isn’t their job but something they are compelled to do. Star vibes. They know what they bring to the table and take their time to pick you. So, a slow burn. I also see they have a few close friends.

Your Dynamic Together:

King of wands (rx), 9 of cups, the fool (rx), 6 of swords (rx), four of cups, page of pentacles (rx), Ace of cups, 9 of pentacles (rx)

I sense you both find each other at a strange time and so you both bond over certain opinions and passive conversations. I don’t think you guys realize you start to fall for one another, a pleasing fulfillment whenever you both discuss an interest. I see with your dynamic you help one another out. Maybe you hired them for something at first and you both just hit it off to easily, but it does take a few times for you both to talk. I see similar mirroring energies so you both may notice something from the other that vibes. I see them giving you a lot of comfort in moments that feel like they were wasted.

I see there is a lot that you both work on together and one of those things is confidence. You both compliment and build each other up to the point that you both feel unstoppable. They may put too much logic in certain conversations but you both can joke with one another pretty easily. Dry humor, I also feel you both find each other’s quirks pretty charming glad to see more of that in these piles. I think you both when in the dating phase, take naps together.

Their thoughts and feelings towards when you are together:

Page of swords (rx) eight of cups (rx), six of cups (rx), six of swords, page of wands, eight of swords (rx), eight of wands (rx), 2 of wands (rx), queen of wands

They feel like they don’t need to monitor their words around you and they lose the time just spending it with you. They may see you as a loner and they desire to open that up within you as they spend time with you. I feel like they notice right away that you remind them of themselves. You’re growing and focusing on your goals, finding a safe place with them and they love this. I see they want to treat you right and take things slow even though I see a little bit of a rush as you both finally reach a point where it’s obvious and is an unspoken truth.

They find you gorgeous, something that they needed to discover as they got to see you for you. Lots of respect and energy put into connecting with you and what they see makes their whole world. You may seem out of reach to them in some ways because of your similar anxieties but they are patient. I see you both discussing the future and then just staring at you adoringly as you talk.

Physical traits:

Body type/traits: belly/pauchy, curvy, fat, slim/slender, short, stocky

Hair color/type: dreads, wavy, curly, buzzed/bald, black, long

Eye color: blue, grey, brown

Pile 1: 4 of cups, page of swords, 5 of wands, 10 of wands, justice, judgement (rx)

Your first impressions from strangers pile one is that you are aloof and distant. I see some of you have a resting bitch face, or just a stoic look when you are at rest and not thinking of much. People I think get the impression that you have a lot going on or a lot on your mind. Usually pile one I see people see what you put out meaning if you are happy one day then strangers first impression of you being a happy individual. You seem to be readable and likable in that way but you may not be aware of this trait you have.

I see a lot of first impressions of you being that you must be a hard worker and possibly someone who is not afraid to verbally speak their mind. This does not have to actually reflect who you are but this is what people assume from first impression. From the back of the deck energy I can see you actually being a softy and a lovey dreamer who likes day dreaming or worrying about others and well being.

Just be aware pile one that your mood can either make you shine or darken. wow that is some powerful stuff and can be used to your advantage.

Pile 2: Queen of pentacles, Queen of wands (rx), 9 of cups (rx), 10 of swords (rx), The hanged man, page of cups

For you my pile two, I see a mix of people here. Some strangers see you as reserved yet also intimidating person but remember, those are just first impressions. You hold this respectable energy like you command respect in some way even unintentionally, you hold some regal energy. I see that others see you as patient but I see some people dislike something about you physically which is why you are intimidating. Some people are intimidated by your beauty or even your eyes, they feel like you can see right through them.

Some people will be stuck on how you look and act being misaligned, like for example you wear bold colors but you don’t talk much. I see some of you are admired with the way you hold yourself which would make sense with this regal feeling. Something min the way that you stand or sit people just turn to you. Even with this misalignment some people’s first impressions of you are very pleasant and see you as a surprising yet fun person. You hold many layers to you, hold that uniqueness close.

Pile 3: knight of pentacles (rx), 3 of pentacles (rx), 9 of pentacles, 8 of pentacles, 4 of swords (rx), strength (rx)

People first impressions of you pile 3 are that you are an independent attractive individual who knows what they like. People see you as a leader in some ways and a hard worker in others. I see with this independent energy you give off and self reliant attitude people may feel like you don’t need them or their help. It’s weird how I see that it is the opposite, that you desire help but people assume with how you present yourself that you’re fine.

I can see that see that you are tired and closer friends catch you worrying about things often. I see anxiety and hyper activity in this pile. Image isn’t everything and that being able to be open for help is another. It’s OK to not feel confident sometimes and you will find the right people who will see past your resilience, strong persona and help you out anyway. Overall for you my sweet pile 3, the first impression you give most people is that you are reliant, confident, and down to earth.

Pile 4: Ace of cups (rx), page of wands, the devil (rx), nine of swords (rx), the magician, seven of swords

For the people who pick pile four wow I see complete opposite impressions and that’s pretty funny. I get the phrase “hot and cold” so maybe with strangers you don’t give much of an expression so people feel like you are a bit cold on first impression but you are usually seen as someone excitable and free. I can see creativity, maturity and child like wonder. I can see some people are attracted to you and enjoy when you are happy, you are infectious.

On the other end some impressions from strangers and others around you are interesting. People find you attractive but you also give them heart breaker vibes like you are just totally unavailable and you having all this power over every relationships intentionally or unintentionally that causes different reactions. Some just get repelled and leave, others are a slave to it and want to impress you in some way. You give people a wake up call as well with your bluntness, you have a lot of power over how you can come off to others, use this to your advantage!

Pile 5: The Hermit, five of cups, Ace of wands (rx), the world (rx), the devil (rx), seven of swords

For you who pick pile five I see peoples first impressions of you are that you are anxious, reserved, shy and constantly in and energy of containment, like people can feel you hold back sometimes on opinions or expressions; you are a reserved individual. For others you always have a calm face that makes them a bit uneasy unlike pile 1 where people felt like they could come off as intimidating, you guys are nervous and anxious.

I get that a lot of people find you “cute”, I see soft features in my minds eye (for a short explanation of what a minds eye is, it is the space in my brain where I can day dream and imagine) yet I also feel people just find you to be a mystery, a curious puzzle of sorts. You don’t give enough for people to really make a judgment so there are a lot of assumptions here. You do not show yourself to the world enough so the world projects their own egos and insecurities onto you so all these impressions may be wrong. I can see a beautiful person beneath the mystery ❤️

Pile 6: eight of swords, The devil, The world, knight of cups (rx), the fool (rx), The hierophant (rx)

For you my pile 6 I see you guys being goth, dark cloths, punk aesthetics or something even on the other end of the spectrum, colorful, fun unique. This is the pile that is judged by people on who they are and the way they look even if it’s only by their skin color, race or ethnicity, your presence seems to be extremely loud where ever you live or lived. People feel as though they have the right to judge you because your so outwardly you. On the other hand other people admire you for who you are and are curious about you on first impressions.

People’s first impressions are not to trust you, that you are a rebel of some type and someone who goes against the grain. These judgments are just peoples ignorance and the person you are is needed in the universe and space because everyone belongs here. Many people seem to see you on the surface but the gem you hold exists and the people closest to you will always cherish your love and beauty.

Pile 7: two of wands, five of cups, Death (rx), King of swords, Queen of pentacles, two of swords

For you my pile 7 I see people’s first impressions are usually pretty positive. You give off this energetic vibe, someone who is excited and ready for life but I see this contrasting energy where you are also softer and more down to earth. The death card reversed gives me someone who holds a lot of power over certain individuals and with the king of swords this also reaffirms peoples inferiority towards you which it’s kinda shocking. You might be a manager or boss, someone who takes on a lot and it impresses many.

You come off as sharp and know what you are talking about but you also hold a mystery and sarcasm; witty intelligent energy. Some people just can’t put their finger on you and they don’t know why, people’s first impressions are pretty straight forward. Many feel you are a little sad or bitter while others are turned off by your natural authority but that's what happens when your energy makes a statement, people will either love or hate it but it’s there and you make things work.

Pile one

Physically

Page of wands, eight of wands (rx), Temperance, Nine of cups, The Devil, The Sun, Nine of Wands

I see hot climate, and I get the feeling most of you are somewhere you have been planning to go for awhile. For others, this is your dream place, at least before you got there (and I can see some stress because of the move but that's expected and not the focus for this paragraph) The place you will be physically has been a long time coming and is the perfect environment for you to spread your wings and be more social and physically active. With your physical body I see you focusing on your body and looks, glow up energy.

Some of you are retiring, for others I see you renting or buying a place with a beach nearby and palm trees, very nice! “I'm moving where the money is!” Is what I see for most of you. The general feeling of this pile is “I’m going where I benefit the most, and that is in an environment where I can be outside most of the year and be comfortable.” I see you are also located in a populated area where everybody is working there butts off.

I'm hearing coastal cities and hot/warm weather that you will thrive in. There were many sacrifices to get here but you will achieve what you plan now, whatever it may be.

Mentally

Six of pentacles (rx), Seven of swords (rx), Seven of wands (rx), Page of cups, Page of coins, King of pentacles, Five of wands

I see a tendency to over spend and obviously the move is expensive already. There may be an issues with your stuff/luggage and having your attention everywhere to take care of everything on hand. So you make slip up on a few things and feel off. I think the best way to put it is even if you have physically moved out of the old, the new holds new situations you don’t expect that may trip you up this. Like maybe not being able to find your favorite water bottle your favorite ring. I just feel like something is misplaced and your stressed out about it because you expected after the move things to be simpler but nope, every place will have its ups and downs but from the physical description i think this energy of stress will pass as you grow more accustomed to your environment and focus on your health and well being. (This is huge, especially if it has been hard for you to focus on health right now)

There is an emphasis on finances here and to keep everything managed physically, in order. I feel like the best advice for this pile is just to know you are doing your best and sometimes it is enough; i mean What else can you do? Your only human, you can only be stretched so thin; so I see you approaching yourself and learning how to properly handle your money or even your earthly habits like addiction. Even if you know how to handle your money, i see unexpected payments do just have some awareness over that.

If you are moving in with an SO please be weary and always have money saved for yourself! It’s always good to have something extra to keep you guys afloat if you haven’t started saving but most of you have with the general feeling i am getting from your pile. I see you mentally doing gymnastics to try and get everything in order, you will make it through! So do not worry your pretty head.

Emotionally

(I somehow didn’t write down the cards I pulled for the emotional side but the messages are still true, sigh)

Ahhh i see how this story comes all together. Some of you moved out of a bad situation and this place you move to is very freeing but with freedom comes time and that time you may be haunted by what you left behind. Some of you got a divorce or got away from your ex because they are not healthy for you. For others of you, moving had made you feel lonely and being social may be a bit difficult with all these responsibilities you must deal with before you can settle, relax and connect. Whatever is causing these emotions it is also in contrast to your happiness, and true freedom. Even with all the heaviness of moving and getting away, i see you truly happy, free and allowed to just live. Wow some powerful energy here.

The Hierophant talks about the breaking of chains, not doing the same old thing anymore and being more emotionally receptive to your needs which is much harder then people think it is. This phase in your life a year from now is stressful but needed! your soul seeks this break, you must go and fly. This place that you are moving to will be what you have always needed and I am pleased to see you following this path. This took a lot of courage and strength and you have this all within, channel it at the right time and take the opportunity that is yours. May your future be bright.

Pile 2

Physically

Ace of cups (rx) clarified by knight of of cups, The Tower (rx) clarified by The page of cups, Page of pentacles (rx), Wheel of fortune (rx) clarified by Seven of pentacles (rx) and Eight of swords, The Sun(rx) clarified by Two of wands

You will not be in the best headspace and be stuck in a loop of indecision and confusion. I see a struggle in luck with jobs and constant doubt in yourself. I see you putting yourself out there but approaching the world in a vulnerable way and the world snapping back at you. If you are in this energy currently you will continue to be in this energy in the future because you have been avoiding the issues within your home and space. There is this huge avoidance energy and i am sorry, i do not want this reading to be too harsh but the cards are really laying it out. You need to be realistic and ignore the doom and gloom that wants to take hold because you have always have what it takes to figure it out you just need to shake this lens off, this belief that you can’t do anything right and everything you do is wrong.

You may have depressive episodes or even depression, your loved ones cannot be relied upon forever, you deserve freedom from dependence. I see physically you will be exhausted, just physically drained. You are trying to find stability through your relationships especially if it involves romance. I am sad to say you it won’t be smooth sailing and you must face the tower that must fall from the crumbling foundation beneath your feet. Things may fall through, plans you have been hoping for may not come to fruition. There is some involvement from your indecision and not committing to something because of fear it may fail. Anxiety and depression may befall you and your physical condition will take a hit.

Please make sure to go to a doctor and do not neglect your health, which is a huge message (the tower indicate intense physical pain especially being in the physical part of this pile). You may not see a way out of this mess in your physical life but that's just it. Life goes on and new things take place of the old, the same thing can’t go on. If we constantly resist the new it will fall upon us like rain and make life feel worse. The advice here is to know that your love is beautiful and your belief is true, but you cannot stay in the clouds you must ground and look at what is truly in-front of you. This is about the future so this may not make sense now but if you know you can get into your head about life and you know your worries control you, make sure to acknowledge them and try to approach this unstable foundation with knowledge that you CAN face it maybe even approach it with a therapist, someone who isn’t apart of your life and can give you unbiased thoughts and perspective. You CAN make choices now to make the future easier (maybe if your already having health concerns taking some time to focus on that would be good). Financially you will get through just start saving now little by little, it will help whatever is to come in your future. Huh it seems the physical pile

Mentally

Five of cups, The World clarified by Two of cups (rx) and Five of swords, page of cups, King of swords, The Star (rx), Four of wands clarified by ace of cups (rx)

Rigid and logic based thinking paired with thoughts of lack and never having enough. Hollow victories and unfulfilling love life; if you are with someone right now please take it slow and find what is not working, do not avoid it when your body tells you something is wrong, your thoughts aren’t lying to you about your relationship or friendships. You will have thoughts about how they have reasons for their actions but do not ignore your body signals. For me, the king of swords is someone who handles things from an logical standpoint and it will help in finding a job physically but when it comes to romance that energy may not be loose enough to relax and let people in.

There is this naive understanding of your feelings and you may have learned to distance your feelings from relationships when there is conflict but sometimes emotions are more needed then a logical approach to the situation; you are blocking your own healing by trying to be the better person all the time. This does not mean to not let out all your emotions and scream at someone, but it can become this way if you aren’t honest with your feelings. The star speaks of healing that will be painful especially reversed, mentally you will be uncovering things you didn’t expect. You may not see anything wrong in your situation or environment right now or even later but there is advice to slowly start listening to your body when it has a sudden reaction and to explore it instead of move on and forgetting about it. Sometimes if we have ignored our inner knowing for a long time it becomes habit to just keep ignoring it. Start now to acknowledge when your thoughts may turn negative and ask yourself where did this come from? Then wait for the answer to come throughout the day, it will not come immediately especially if you have ignored this part for most of your life but it will come and it will make sense.

Emotionally

Seven of pentacles, The Star clarified by King of cups and Page of cups, Temperance (rx) clarified by The Fool and three of wands, knight of pentacles (rx), The Empress (rx) clarified by Seven of wands, Queen of wands

Emotionally I see you being pushed into this healing and you actually taking it on well but it is still difficult with all these confusing feelings. You may not know where it starts and the healing will be inconsistent but that doesn’t mean you aren’t trying and approaching the tower to fix it. It means you are learning something new and that is valuable within itself. You may be a person who has struggled with your self image and worth, but you hold a fire that will help you through this time. I see you also have your more practical accomplishments to prove your worth like your brains or skills but those never hold up your confidence long enough. This is a time where your emotional body will be healing significantly and even though your mental and physical may not catch up this means that they will eventually from your hard work.

You will be accepting help from others and this is very good approach, it may feel shaky and confusing but i see you doing it anyway. Its ok to be defensive when you begin to open up and from there you will reveal more of your beauty from the anger, from the aggression and power that comes out. Your protector internally will finally be free to speak and say what they want while your softer side will also have the space to breathe and find a space to speak.

There are so many emotional positives in this pile and even with the physical and mental blocks, i see you overcoming all of this and finally feeling stable, finally seeing things from a better angle and place. Good luck my pile 2’s, you will finally be living fully authentically in a year from now even if it may feel difficult, later it will feel even more worth it then the avoidance which never made you feel good anyway. I'm hearing golden from kpop demon hunters. You will shine your authentic light brightly and wow the world.

Pile 3

Physically

Ace of cups (rx) clarified by Six of cups and Two of wands, King of cups clarified by Six of pentacles, Queen of pentacles clarified by Ten of wands (rx), The Devil (rx) clarified by Nine of pentacles (rx) and Seven of cups (rx), Eight of pentacles (rx) clarified by the Eight of wands (rx) and The Emperor, Seven of wands clarified by The Hierophant (rx)

For you pile 3, I see you will be struggling financially and defending what you have. This may be occurring right now as well for some of you but even with the lack of empathy or mercy from the circumstances you still stand strong even against adversity. Your internal world somehow holds it together and this really reflects in the physical how you will be seen. I believe and see that in a year from now you will have worked hard on certain goals but it also feels like everything is against you. i am sorry to say that but its also a time for releasing yourself from the confines of approval from others and to do your own thing.

This is quite an interesting spread. To expand lets talk about the clarification cards. The ace of cups tells me that this partner you may have relied upon for validation may actually be taking your focus away from the actual important part of your improvement. This person comes off as all knowing and you may have some wonderful memories with them but i get the feeling this person also left a few memories with you that are also quite painful. This person is represented at the queen of pentacles, someone with a good head on there shoulders but lets there inner control freak take over in many situations in the guise of knowing better. This person i believe has dictated your worthiness in looks and value. This person was someone you had many plans with that fell through and maybe you had a plan to move in with them but every time something stops you both and this is a huge sign to reconsider where you would like to end up. The setting you will be in a year from now will be in a more healing environment even though i see this queen of pentacles still trying to influence your choices.

This person doesn’t have to be toxic per se but when reversed court cards show up it usually depicts a persons inner demons showing themselves to you in a way that is unacceptable. You on the other hand are shown as being in a balanced place a year from now, even with the struggles again you stand strong and can handle all of this with grace (which is impressive coming from someone sensitive like me) physical body wise you will be feeling way better in your skin. I do not see you doing anything in particular, but your confidence will be in a much more peaceful and reasonable place where you can shrug off influence from the queen of pentacles judgments and critiques over your physical choices. Not to get too specific but if this is about a mother and her influence on you, you will be facing her judgements and feel stronger for it, your mind will shift positively. In a year it will be a very empowering time for you physically and emotionally even though i am not on the emotional side just yet but it has leaked through into this one.

Mentally

Nine of cups, Page of cups, The Hermit, The Lovers, Knight of cups (rx), The World clarified by Five of cups and Ace of wands (rx)

Oh my pile 3 you aren’t messing around with your peace. Your inner world is on point and pretty straight forward with these cards: you are learning to cultivate and protect your drive and dreams, this makes me slightly emotional. The hermit speaks to me about isolation but i get more that this isolation is to keep you sane from all the physical stuff happening in your world at this time. You are communicating with yourself clearly and finding the balance of people and “you time”. I also see you not pursuing others and letting them come to you if that is something you are learning now you will be mastering it in a year from now.

You aren’t rejecting anyone but more so of setting clear boundaries that people can sense and must respect. I see why you may be doing this because you have realized something for yourself and you will never let anyone step on that ever especially this queen of pentacles (rx). In a year from now you have cultivated an inner world of “safety for expression” you will be discovering a lot about yourself in the next year coming. Its a beautiful thing, to realize how much we can shift and change. Your expression of emotions and your inner world will help you a lot with coping and this in turn keeps your inner strength and belief strong. Your boundaries with yourself and others is also something truly admirable in this spread so if you are struggling with that now the future is bright. You may reminisce about the past and the good things that you had but this change, this glorious awakening will lift you to heights beyond sight, keep that hold.

Emotionally

Ten of cups, The Chariot (rx) clarified by The Sun (rx) and Two of pentacles, The Hierophant (rx), Six of swords (rx), Five of swords (rx), Queen of pentacles (rx)

On the emotional front, you will find satisfaction even throughout the emotional struggle and exhaustion others may put you through (again the queen of pentacles appeared again telling me this is a person who affects you in all positions at this time in a year from now or even now if this resonates).

I see even through the anxiety and trying to find the right balance of being with people versus you time, you will find the right dose (figuratively and physically if you have clinical depression or anxiety and take medication). I see your confidence in not conforming to the norms and going your own path will not be a problem but things will make it slow, and mental blocks will happen. There will be emotionally draining fights or even something as simple as a disagreements but you will get through all of that unscathed. You have learned to say “yes sweety” then turn around and do the opposite of what they said. You aren’t being rude doing this out of spite but because you know what’s best for you and nobody can tell you otherwise.

You will be learning but also changing the way you perceive the world and accept that you are different. You will be able to say “no” way more to others and not be dependent on them. This is definitely a “butterfly awakening”, breaking out of the cocoon that may have suffocated you for to long for reasons that only matter to you. Now, in a year from now, those fears won’t stump you just the slowness may irritate you. Sometimes we get impatient for the fruits of our labor to finally come to harvest but it says here that in a year you are close, you are going to get there just know YOU did it.

Pile 4

Physically

Ten of pentacles, King of pentacles, Four of swords (rx), Nine of pentacles, The Fool (rx), The Emperor (rx) clarified by Four of cups, Nine of wands, Eight of pentacles (rx)

For you pile 4, the number 4’s will be haunting you at this time during next year, maybe take a peak at 444 angel numbers because it may be giving you information on your future/ future struggles. But the really good news for you is that financially you will be stable and comfortable but for some reason even with all this security you may still feel insecure in other areas of life. this spread just gives me “I’m finally supposed to be happy, whats gives?”. Another plus is you are going to feel comfortable in your body if you previously haven’t. this could be true now but you may experience a glow up as time goes by or you have reached a place where you feel at your best body weight/feeling your best health wise. The strange part is you may never feel like there is no end to seeking security, like even when you feel safe apart of you still feels as though you have to be alert and that you must hold everything together or it may just fall apart like it has no way of standing up on its own. You are a type of person to stretch yourself thin and always be in an emotionally drained state where you can’t enjoy the achievements you have reached because there is always something new that you want to go for. I sympathize, you are a strong being capable of building something strong, you can let it stand and it won’t fall apart as you may feel.

There is a need to respect the pauses of life (which i get the struggle of) you need to face and enjoy what is in front of you not just indulge in the fast pleasures like foods and clothing or even doom scrolling (these only give momentary award) this time next year is probably a time where you have a desire to connect with new friendships or new romances but it doesn’t feel comfortable. This new approach to life this time next year will help you transition from a safe secure space to an exciting adventure based one. You may be working a lot which is why you may not feel like you have the time but you need to be the one to physically put yourself in situations that force you to socialize instead of just focusing on the money aspect. You may receive a large sum of money from family but for most of you this is something you achieved and deserve to revel in. You will be living where the work is so it depends on what your job is or school. Just remember to find ways to rest properly and to not get caught up in the routine where your everyday goes by fast, find hobbies, go out and shake your routine. If you learn to do some of that now it won’t be as hard in the future.

Mentally

Nine of wands, The Tower (rx), The Moon, Three of pentacles, Knight of pentacles, Six of pentacles, Eight of swords (rx), The Magician

I see mentally is where much of the struggle is here and probably on the emotional front as well. Some mental triggers will occur in a year from now. i do not see anything specific about these mental blocks but it revolves around trust and delegating when it comes to work and projects done in the home. You will be mentally aware of the issues that you are having and taking actions to help yourself right it; this takes a lot about trust and vulnerability.

So from these set of cards your mental state in a year from now will be experiencing a time where physically you are set and feel secure but now that you are secure financially you are fully trying to understand why mentally you have blocks in vulnerability. This could be about control and feeling as though it must be done in a way that you feel is right. These are probably projections you set upon people but these will be tackled in the future and i see you will be doing it for the right reasons and overcoming it without being trapped in another cycle. This is quite beautiful but it will take time and pauses which is why it was mentioned on the physical side of the reading that you may want to rush through it but we must be patient.

Emotionally

Seven of wands (rx), Five of pentacles, The Lovers (rx), The Chariot (rx), The Hermit

Ahhh i see emotionally is going to be where you feel the most out of control. Again struggling to be vulnerable and trust. In the next year you will be trying to settle and find someone to love or even expand your already existing friendships so you can find more joy in life. I see isolation or at least social struggles in connecting because now that you have mastered your work ethic the connections within your life can finally grow but you need to learn. There have not been many connections in your life that have lasted or stood strong so this is a time where you will be challenged and have to learn to accept others even with their faults if you still want them in your life. this will put to the test your judgements and what you have been going through internally.

during peace time is when other issues that have been pushed to the side will arise so this makes sense that physically you are in a wonderful state but mentally and emotionally you must face what has been neglected up until now. You may feel confused how to navigate around this time but all this is saying is to not lose your standards just because you need to be “more vulnerable”. It is to find the balance of safety in judgment but also to learn to let loose and have fun. I assure you through this time of growth you will find new and fabulous things to discover. So exciting, i send you luck!

Pile 5

Physically

Two of wands, The Emperor, Nine of wands (rx), Queen of cups, Five of pentacles (rx), Six of wands (rx)

I see you won’t be moving anywhere, what i really see you working hard in the work place or school. I also see you taking priority in your body, meaning working out and eating better but at the same time you struggle to share what emotionally is weighing you down. If you do this now it will continue in the future, your rest/sleep is important here. The cards show me that in a year from now finances and work will be exponentially better which i am so happy for but at the same time i see sleepless nights and emotional neglect because you are so hard focused on security and getting the body you desire that your emotions are ignored or hard to acknowledge at this time next year.

This is about the physical so I’ll focus on the emotional part later but overall your physical space will be much more under control and you will succeed in the goals you plan now. I see financial freedom, excitement for the future but i also see exhaustion, imbalance in the spiritual and physical and burnout but for some reason you still keep pushing; such a resilient pile, you guys are truly impressive. You may get snippy at people and be too tired to hang out because i do see a lack of people in this spread except for one but i feel like for most of you you are alone and trying hard to be successful in life. You may not even feel satisfied from your success which is sad to see because i see you working so hard and reaching your goal but then the goal post moves and you have to keep reaching this never ending loop of trying to satisfy yourself or others expectations of you. Wow your pile feels similar to pile 4 but way more intense.

Mentally

The Sun (rx), Death, Two of swords (rx), The Devil, Eight of cups, Page of pentacles

You pile 5 do not like sharing your troubles, these cards aren’t falling out normally and that makes me feel like your holding a lot of emotions in, like you do not want to burden anyone with your thoughts and feelings because they feel too much already so i believe you may just try and ignore it to get through your day. Or you may have gotten so good at ignoring your inner world, that i can’t seem to get a clear pull and have to cut the deck to pull the cards. Very interesting.

YUP YUP YUP, YOU GUYS ARE DEF IN A VERY NEGATIVE HEADSPACE IN A YEAR FROM NOW. Like the devil and death card? Bruh, you guys are mentally going through it. I can’t wait to see the emotional side but I digress. From what I see some of you are going through a depressive episode, others of you are debating on changing your life completely which is crazy even though physically the cards said you were succeeding. So for some a job change or changing your major in college even though you may have gotten really far. I advise you to not feel shame over this if this does happen. You will feel conflicted because again you have succeeded but apart of you may still be unhappy in a year from now. I’m here to say I'm sorry if this is scary to hear but this is natural and a NORMAL thing that happens to many people, wanting to change something big in their life and who knows its in the future so it may shift and change into something different. The fear of letting go is also extremely normal especially if you have been enjoying what you have done up until that point but if this energy does come into fruition, i know in my heart that you will make that right choice when you are ready. You do not have to leave what you have worked on for so long but maybe adding something to life may make it more satisfying. Its all about trial and error, do not worry too much about this just keep working on what you got right now.

Emotionally

Queen of pentacles (rx), The Devil (rx), Seven of swords (rx), Two of wands (rx), The High priestess, Four of wands (rx), Seven of cups (rx)

Alright so emotionally i see you taking action from this depressed mood and trying to take care of yourself as best as you can. I see you won’t have an easy time even though i see you practicing your spirituality and possibly even going to a therapist/discussing these overwhelming feelings and thoughts with someone. I see you do not know what you need but your approach naturally towards it is for the best.

You feel stuck in a lot of places emotionally in the next year so as a recommendation finding a peaceful way to decompress is great! like meditation or reading a book for an hour a day to really get into that “flow” state so your brain can really work its magic and find peace in the chaos. These thoughts feel like an “all or nothing” mentality and these extremes won’t help you in the future but you will be finding ways to cope and you will find solutions to this struggle. If you feel this way right now do not give up, you will find your peace. Start now to cultivate your own space of peace like try what i have said above or even just a simple walking outside for 10 minutes mindfully not getting sucked into your worries and just enjoying the day. these are all just suggestions and if you already have some ideas of how you can keep yourself at peace then try and make it a habit now so the future will be less intense. I hope this insight was interesting and i send you all the love and luck for next year.

Tarot decks Used : The Weaver Tarot, threads of fate journeyer edition created by Brit June and Blaire Porter

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Pile 1: Vintage photo

two of pentacles, three of pentacles (rx), The Empress (rx), Queen of pentacles (rx), six of swords, nine of wands (rx)

For you my pile one I do not see many potential long term match’s. This does not mean you won’t meet anyone, on the contrary, I see a few people here. but what’s next in love is you delicately balancing your priorities and turning away from people who remind you of past relationships.

I get this feeling you have fallen for the same type of person multiple times, even if they were dressed and packaged differently, you seem to somehow attract these past energies. This time though, I see you having awareness and pushing back. You continue to believe in self love but when push comes to shove you do bend to the will of others but don’t feel bad though many people do this. We find comfort in these actions and your gonna unlearn it as you face new people.

This time your approach to love will be a lot about you going through the motions; a couple of dates here and there and learning how to recognize when you aren’t being “you” around these people. This deep insecurity will heal as you allow yourself to let love just happen. People do not realize if we aren’t open to the idea of meeting frogs then you will never meet the one. This is a time of learning your way with communicating freely and letting whatever happens happen. The only advice here is to not shrink yourself to fit into anyone’s idea of an ideal partner. Your quirks are what make you you, and the one who accepts you for those will be a beautiful accepting and open person who will fill you with so much love you won’t know what to do ❤️ Always be open to the possibilities!

Pile 2: A torch

The Magician, Page of wands, Wheel of Fortune (rx), two of coins, ten of wands, nine of wands

For you pile 2, I see someone significant entering your life but I do not see both of you meeting smoothly. What I mean by this, is that this person may actually make a bad first impression but I see this being fixed quite quickly from you both connecting on practical opinions and matters. So when you actually talk to them you see them as actually pretty fun and hilarious, a real chiller and cool person.

This could also manifest as you having known them vaguely for awhile but after finally getting to actually meet them and hang out you both connect which surprises you because obviously your first impression wasn't established or went poorly. I do see a lot of anxiety and pressure between you two but this nervousness turns to excitement and oh my does this shit get HOT. From the page I see a charm with their words and actions maybe a little out there, suggestive and spicy. They are very in tune with their bodies and instincts so they are pretty smooth with it when you guys break the ice (wow i see the tension really building). I can also see cute embarrassing moment on both sides; you both seem to find one another very endearing though even with all this pressure.

Ugh you’re so lucky, I don’t see the spicy night but definitely in the future if you guys end up together. They are very sweet on the inside and don’t show everyone the depth they have which makes sense if they are a joker, they hide a lot of there pain through jokes. I send you luck with this connection keep manifesting! ❤️🥰

Pile 3: Star lights

Knight of pentacle’s, Queen of pentacle’s, Page of wands (rx), six of swords (rx), Temperance

For you my pile 3 I see there are many potential partners. If you are polyamorous then this is gonna be a blast for you! You will be able to enjoy all these people who hold many different energies but for my monogamous folks you will have choices but it may be a bit hard to choose which one to follow through with. The knight of pentacles talks about a reliable and stable yang energy where they have a focus on you and will be pretty consistent on there pursuit. On the other hand I see the queen of pentacles being another consistent presence who loves and nurtures your growth, strong yin energy from this person who will connect to you not just physically but emotionally.

The last court card seems to be the more wild one (page of wands) with a childish attitude but a bit intense for my own tastes even though I can see good "partying" energy from them I also get a sense they may not take a relationship too seriously and may be more back and forth with commitment if you want to choose them. The six of swords shows me this stumped energy and you not being able to pick a person but let me just say you will, do not rush this process and get to know what you like.

Even though I do suggest to always be open, I sense you know what you want and all these people hold something you enjoy about life so just take your time and befriend them, grow with them and see where your heart leads! Temperance is your guiding energy and that just means to take your time and find the sweet spot that a good partner can fill. Good luck love!

Pile 4: Polaroid camera

Ace of swords, four of wands (rx) six of cups, six of wands (rx), 9 of swords (rx), strength, wheel of fortune

Pile 4 I can see you having been hurt in the past and that person reaching out (sorry, I'm just reading what I am seeing). I see you shutting it down real quick if that is the case. I also see you being quick to tell them to fuck right off and from this interaction you feel better about yourself and life which is a plus but not a fun experience if it happens. I also see you talking to someone else new online, maybe dating apps but it can be from any platform really. This doesn’t HAVE to mean long distance but you will meet someone who is the opposite from the people in the past and gives you a fresh perspective on what you have gone through. I sense sympathy and long txt talks, even phone calls or video calls.

I see you may have confidence issues but this person you will be talking to will make you feel comfortable, secure while aggressively loving and caring for you (pile 1 has similar vibes). When I say aggressive they will make you feel sexy, desirable and someone that people should be pining for because you are what people should be pining for! They will also make you feel really loved with how they act and react to things you say/do like staring at you silently with a goofy smile while your talking about your interests, so sweet. This person was meant to meet you and you them, maybe not a soulmate and you may not end up marrying but this person is someone who will impact your life. The wheel of fortune card always is too vague for me to really pin down but it being beside the strength, this feels like you are getting something you have been asking for; someone to lean on as support and its really beautiful feeling. Be open to the possibilities and good luck in your future ✨

Flower One: Queen of wands (rx), King of Wands (rx), The sun (rx), Two of pentacles, The Fool, Five of cups (rx)

For the people who pick pile one I see your anger and strong personality as the first thing that draws people to you. The rage within you is a powerful thing, the injustice and the empty-headed people who surround you only make this side of you worse. I see plenty of attractive things like your maturity, and yet you also have a really fun side that's equally attractive; you’re gorgeous when you relax btw. I see this balance of sass and feistiness paired well with the fun and free side. Some of you are jokesters, making people laugh will always draw them in, very flirty energy even if you’re not trying. You look like you have your life together even if you don't, you may give off this energy of always having the answer but it’s more like you know what you can do and you’re confident in yourself or at least in your abilities. You always seem to handle things with grace as you go through life; people see this about you and are like, wow (I’m getting you have a lot of admirers).

I can see a few rebels in here, lots of different clothing styles in this pile and enjoying your self-expression; you enjoying yourself is just breathtaking. I see people also think your attractive even when you are in a negative mood which is interesting (resting bitch face?); maybe it's more like they (people around you) see your layered personality plus how you handle situations so maturely yet still so you. I'm also getting a message of you being able to call out something for what it is. You candidly pointing out someone's lies is suuuuuper admirable thanks for existing. Just to add if you don't think you're attractive the energy says otherwise; much thirst from your admirers in this pile, that’s all I'm saying.

Flower Two: Ace of Pentacles, Seven of pentacles (rx), Page of wands (rx), High priestess (rx), Nine of wands (rx), Ten of pentacles (rx)

There is a natural magnetic energy that comes from you. I see with a steady hand and some time investment you attract everything pretty easily but I can see this slow taking your time thing being a bit difficult for you because you are an excitable person or at least with the things that interest you. With this, people find very endearing, I’m getting your charming in your own way. There is a naivety here, a pure fun and positive person. You are a light bulb in a room, someone different and refreshing to experience and this is what makes you magnetic to many people. I cannot see what you do exactly, but there is this passive charm I keep having to mention. I also see a giver, someone who is thoughtful and considerate.

I feel like a lot of the people who have picked this pile have a bit of a lack of awareness at times when it comes to social stuff (maybe like cues or just not reading the room right). This is an attractive trait because it means you have no ulterior motive, people may read you pretty clearly and know you mean no harm; someone you can let your guard down with, that is you. This can be charming, but this can also attract the wrong people too so be aware. You are a magnet to many types of energies which just gives me a peak of how many types of people picked this pile but also gives me the vibes of intuitives and psychics; this is the mixed bag pile for sure so remember to just take what resonates.

I see a stubborn streak with half of you, someone who won't back down which is similar to the first pile; Both piles won't turn away from something that is in their way but for you it’s more about defending the ones closest to you. These things make you magnetic to others and they want to open you up. I see a down to earth person, someone who cares and wants to learn but also can sympathize. Ok Ok, some of you are shy, people who feel restricted when trying to connect with others but that is ok, you do have attractive traits, and your voice deserves to be heard. huh, it's kinda silly that even when you try to stay unseen people still see you.

Flower Three: Three of wands (rx), Five of cups, Nine of swords, Three of cups, Six of cups (rx), Page of swords (rx)

So, I am instantly getting that even with the burdens in the past you seem to always bring joy and love to the people you surround yourself with; similar vibes to pile two but you are way more active and try to show your love and care through actions. You're a person who lives in the moment, a great listener and partier all at the same time. I keep hearing someone saying you are a great friend and have a trustworthy opinion because you give unbais straight thoughts even if you have your own opinion you don't just stay ignorant, you hear and listen to truth. I see you take accountability for the things you say and do, holy crap that is so attractive to read haha. You are a fair person and try your best which is all anyone could ask of you, this humble yet thoughtful energy makes a lot of sense if a heavy past has shaped you.

It's interesting to see a duality in this pile, what I see is a person who can let go and have fun in the moment enjoying their friends and the ones they love yet also able to reflect and understand deep dark concepts about reality, philosopher energy. I see you may not show everyone every part of you and may be shy but some of you just don't see the need for everyone to see what you're doing with your life which brings a mystery energy, this draws people too you believe it or not. There may be some smart mouth people in this pile who enjoy dark humor. Interesting to see this as something others around you are attracted to. I don't think your hardcore dark humor (maybe some of you are), but I see you being able to crack a joke about hardship and the bull that has happened in life because it's a way you let go and heal. Healing looks different for everyone, you know who you want in your space and that is something respectable and a sign of an intelligent person.

- ShiningMystic 🦢

Pile I: colors of light 🧚🏾‍♀️

The lovers (rx), 6 of pentacles, 9 of pentacles, the heirophant (rx), 9 of wands (rx)

Back of the deck: ace of cups (rx), knight of swords, 7 of cups

Pile one to begin, your guides sent me images of the sun peering through glass and reflecting rainbow colors which really makes me feel as though you are a deep person but from day to day you may feel dull. Your guides are reminding you, sending you messages of your inner light and how it shines out even if you hide it and reflects back in people places or things. There is a lot about beauty here and how to stay genuine to yourself; your beauty is unique and comparing your beauty to someone else’s is a crime against them and you. If you genuinely don’t think you’re beautiful on outside, then there are always ways to work with what we have when we are ready to tackle it (honestly sometime i need to cry it out). Now on with the card pull:

Wow, I feel a lot going on with so many messages, I’ll try and keep it concise.

First message: you will always be enough is a huge message. It doesn’t matter even if they left you, even if someone who you loved told you that you were too much or even feeling that way towards yourself and your guides do not agree. The more we believe that the more we hurt ourselves and continue to prove it right. Even if you are ‘too much’ there are people out there that would disagree. - huge lesson I’m learning is that two truths can exist at the same space even if they oppose the other. For example, when I talk about my trauma, I feel vulnerable and fearful yet after the fact I feel both emotions, strong and weak. Both fear and strength. You are not to much and even if they couldn’t handle you, your a whole lot of love and light especially from the energy from the image.

Message two: some of you are away from family or your country, things are changing and it’s overwhelming in many ways. There is a lot of choices and a lot of overwhelming feelings towards making them. Your guides are advising you to trust in yourself and ignore the voices around that do not harbor understanding. Trust in your own judgment and believe in what you’re doing because it is your life and your actions that shape it; you will be the one living with it so always believe in yourself, you know what’s best for you and even when we make that mistake, we need a gentle reminder that mistakes are apart of success. if you don't give yourself the space to learn then you will continue to never know what is for you.

Message three: it’s always you pile one that always gets the message to be kinder to yourself; life isn’t a strict fast paced all or nothing (obviously life is very hard now for many.) but your guides are reminding you life will have its downs and if you can’t take time for those downs then they will be crashes. I’m feeling loved ones coming through this pile, so just know your guides understand your struggle and want to remind you as well that they are always with you.

Lots of burn out energy, you are so strong, please believe me when I say you are enough.

To the lovely humans who broke up with someone or let go of a person who you love but was toxic, you did the right thing for yourself, i send you love my love.

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Pile II: Stepping stones ☄️

8 of cups, the hierophant, 7 of cups (rx), ace of pentacles, temperance, the moon

Back of the deck: queen of wands and 2 of cups (rx)

Right now you’re stepping up to the unknown, it’s natural to be fearful of risk. Pile 2 I sense that good things will come to you when you make the choice, even with hesitation don’t doubt the choices you have already made. all we can do is what we know now. the effort you put into your work will pour back into you. I can sense a lot of hesitation but still moving forward and that takes courage! Your guides are proud of you stepping up to the plate.

I can see some people going back to school and graduating scared that they will never find stability. Some of you are taking chances and starting businesses especially creative ones (relatable content). Your guides are supporting you on your financial endeavors and know the future feels scary for many.

It’s very unstable in many places right now so I understand the confusion and the fear but the pendulum always swings back and things always go back into balance again even by force (which we shouldn’t let it to come to an extreme but whatever.) You are strong people but this creativity needs to be grounded in reality when it comes to money; be realistic and continue with your motivated attitude towards your endeavors. honestly some of you are and are focusing to hard on the little details, relax and just do what's in front of you.

Believe in yourself pile 2. You have grown to doubt yourself and abilities at times because of push back and it’s actually super healthy for intelligent people to question themselves but to much self doubt only leaves us frozen. Now is the time to go ahead and shine!

The energy for you is ripe with opportunities your guides are saying go ahead, take the calculated risk, do the thing you want to but just know take time to do it with love and integrity you will succeed.

The moon and the 7 of cups reverse tell me about your doubt, anxiety and not knowing what may happen is the worst but life is all about the mystery and discovering your path. dear wanderer, not all souls who walk a lonely path are lost, maybe you'll run into another.

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Pile III: Glowing mushrooms 🍄

Page of cups, Death, The Emperor, King of pentacles, strength (rx), Ace of pentacles, 4 of pentacles, Page of Swords

Your path to transformation takes determination and strength, but understand the power is within you and how you have gotten far.

Mushrooms are pretty crazy! They grow in so many places and are resilient; I’m not saying you’re a mushroom (even though honestly, it’s a vibe) but your guides are bringing it up. Every photo is connected to the pile it is above and yours is about your strength and resilience (pile 2 as well but it's much more emphasized here).

I mean so many people are keeping it together right now and you’re no different but I feel an extra sprinkle of shit being thrown your way recently or this could be a theme. Keep doing what you’re doing is a message for many but to keep taking the steps to this new life and I mean new life. I don’t mean moving away and starting over (unless that resonates) but you are changing it up, starting new habits and new routines, taking steps constantly at a different pace but never stopping, (it’s a lot that you have been juggling I’m surprised I don’t see the 2 of pentacles) Your guides are like Dang they got this.

Lots are taking big steps in life atm and your frozen on a choice (pile 2 also has some of that energy) there is a message of that you’re only human and sometimes it’s alright to be vulnerable and look back at the good times but the here and now is calling, stay focused and channel your emperor energy guys.

Please don’t neglect your mental health, many of you may be overworking even when you feel like you haven’t pushed yourself hard enough *whacks head* stop! You are working enough it’s just that things in reality are kinda messed up and that’s why there so many of us like this. the world is dysfunctional so of course we will be too. But of course that doesn’t solve the issue of having to keep on when your anxious and depressed, but a minute of your day is all you need to cry, to get a hug from someone, I always recommend self care. You can be strong and vulnerable at the same time and I’m willingly absorbing the information from my therapist on how two truths can exist at the same time even if they oppose the other. Be upset and when you can get up and finish that assignment, project, shipment, sale, you seriously got this but I know this is more about the stress and anxiety all this work carries with it.

Stable energy is present in the spread which makes me feel like your guides are just cheering you on knowing how hard it has been and that you are reaching positive new things especially with Death and this transformation that been going on. Be wary of spending for right now (as i assume you are tbh) but know that finances energetically will grow , just stay on task and carry yourself with pride because you are amazing!

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So those were the messages I picked up on, I hope they comfort and support you in some way, or even give you advice. Stay humble and lovely my friends.

Tarot decks used: Rider-Waite tarot deck

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Pile 1 🕊

The cards: crown chakra (crown center), 6 of cups, 2 of cups

Symbols of confirmation: Moths, love, swans and ducks (ugly duckling)

The mind is a powerful weapon and it can be a double edged sword. We get distracted and punish ourselves but we also triumph and overcome. I see you are reminiscing about times of love that have passed, let these memories fuel you or hold you back. Sometimes it all ends with a choice, make a choice instead of reaching for something that is gone. You have grown to radiate understanding and love; you are much more beyond then what you judge yourself to be. You attract kindness and opportunities that will make you shine because you do. You radiate light; Let your mind run free and create what may have been dormant for to long. I feel your energy to be a flower blooming so follow your bloom.

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Pile 2 🐞

The cards: The devil, 6 of wands, the hanged man, death

Symbols of confirmation: Dragonfly, bugs, wings, trampoline, trumpets, keys

Oh wow, you guys are really going through it but you’re gonna win. Don’t hold back! I feel your guides are riding this wave with you. Powerful energy, you guys are giving up on addictive unhelpful habits. This could range from drugs to coffee, like seriously anything can be addictive and hard to let go. It could even be a role you have been playing for to long and your breaking free; fantastic! I’m really feeling this energy guys, it’s a sacrifice you’re making for something good and you are transforming into what you choose to become. Even if your resisting this change (which most are not) you should be proud of how far you have come and accomplished even if it hasn’t been smooth ride. I’m honestly honored to channel this message to you. Keep rising to your highest potential and good luck, your guides are cheering for your next victory.

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Pile 3 👁️

The cards: 3 of pentacles, 3 of swords, base chakra (base energy center), 7 of cups, 7 of swords

Symbols of confirmation: Eyes, people, choices, reds and blues, masks

You could have chosen deception, manipulation and gone back to your old ways with yourself but you didn’t. You learned and stuck it out even from betrayal. You have been insecure and unappreciated a lot throughout your existence and you know what? You have the right to be angry at the people who have hurt you, the hand you were dealt and how you could continue the cycle of pain; but you didn’t choose that path. You have chosen one of renewal and moving on. Maybe not moving on completely but enough to change, to move in a different direction that is you. Have pride in that, maybe pride is a bad thing for some but sometimes we deserve recognition and you have earned it. True strength comes from within, you have endured deep sorrow, know that you are recognized and heard, stay true and you will be alright.

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