#shitchat

Also on social media: I always kept fandom and original art/ATC art kinda separated on tumblr, insta and twitter bc I'm too afraid that some people might see my pathetic loser fangirling. This also results in me neglecting half of these accounts sooner or later. (Usually the original art accounts bc y'know fanart gets you more attention.) I also hate that I'm going by different names and did some name changes in the past, so there is art circulating from me with all kind of different watermarks on them. Idk if that's a good thing. So I'm thinking about uniting all my art under one (yet another) new name. But I'm afraid of uniting all the different followers or that people get annoyed and me always creating new accounts. Also if irl people stumble across that account they will know all 50 shades of Ashy. That account actually already exists, but I haven't really posted anything there. So far I only have like 5 followers there from a German ATC discord and idk if I should tweet in German or English. I make everything unnecessarily complicated and act as if this was a big scientific problem and not just a haobby that I am supposed to bei enjoying.