#shiroshark

honestly that's something i've not intended in doing ever, but i may take a break from art as soon as i can. not today anyway, still have stuff to finish - i just wanna vent about being a bit tired. as you can see my recent artwork isn't as polished as i wished, i'm struggling to draw a lot.

it kills me a bit. i'm trying to take my time to study and maybe learn new drawing techniques (what i've been doing before!) but honestly i'm not as hyped up as before and i do struggle with depression so that strikes double. i'm mostly focusing on commissions, adoptables, art projects and everything that has a schedule, i try to sketch my ocs from time to time because they are my stress relievers alongside taking naps.

I think one of the best things since i started focusing in "getting better" is that i got better face proportion ideas. It makes me glad to see Stella with a face of a tired woman on her 40's instead of... some kind of anime face with dark circles. my little Meryl Stryfe ripoff <3 i love you to bits!!!!

Maria's been always my favourite to sketch, ever. I just love the lines of how I do her face it is somewhat "entertaining" to do. Stripes is another one, i kinda like how i can just play around with expressions with him-- but that art is kind of just me experimenting on his neutral face so, not much in there.

i've been working on *this* AU for a long time and still have *nothing* to actually share. it is an AU mixing my own OC universe with DE's. the universes are kind of alike so it was not that difficult, just the idea of adding another "country" in there for my chars, the drug and the whole inframaterialism stuff, that's the big change. all I can share that could be interesting is that Jean has a special taste on there. i kinda wrote my own Jean for it to work so, it might be a bit out of character, but I don't mind i'm just playing with dolls and having fun.

The Jean story with Will is actually intended to be a sidequest since Harry and Kim are still the main characters, but I just love my OC Will way too much so..................................... yeah you can see I have a favourite plot to write.

there it goes a version mixing my universe's communism symbol and DE's, for this AU only. just wanted to make something for fun :)

although... the idea of the AU of them (RCM) meeting my characters is also investigating a murder. my universe has a lot of that so, even if it is cliche for Disco i wanted to keep that in there. i think as i've been writing this i'm not going to be able to finish ever the comic i tried to start and happened to delete everything i did by frustration. so i might write some stuff here and there in some yap posts, then this silly AU of mine just doesn't disappear forever and I can have memories to cringe on later years /pos. i never know if someone actually reads the stuff i write, specifically if it is OC related, so these are mostly for archiving for myself and if someone else's interested in my characters... it makes my mission accomplished.

some guys in their pasts, Marcos and his brother. Will is in there too as a simple bust. i've been listening a lot to Heligoland album by Massive Attack, that's why many artworks of mine have its songs lyrics.

bye. i'm tired. gn. i hope i can recover soon and get back to drawing Disco. well, i really miss Disco. when i got invested on it i knew it was something i wanted to make my *whole personality* about, and now that i'm quite tired it makes me sad for not having that one special thing to sprinkle me happiness.

i am trying to stylize it once again !!!! i know they look SO different from the past artworks - that's the reason xD am trying my best and also working on other stuff (also DE related), one of them is an Animatic, but I want it to look cool and such. it will be something like a Visualizer of a song i strongly relate to Harry. i'll try my best to not give up- but if you wanna wish me a good luck it is appreciated lol

do not wanna spoil things so i'll gatekeep this and also i'll feel bad if it doesnt look as expected lol. so, that's all.

I like to create character designs and stories! Though I might not share much about OC content, feel free to engage about these topics.

Multifandom ; I draw random fanart of anything I like. Love seeing OFF, UTDR, Trigun, Vocaloid... random but I also like seeing anything Punk or Robotic.