#shinji x reader

Later in the evening~

The weather cooled down little by little later in the day. It was still warm, but bearable. When they arrived, they were slightly surprised by how many people showed up.

- Guess everyone wanted to go out of their homes. - y/n said. - Yeah, no shit. Glad the movie theater thought of setting up some fans as well. - Shinji replied.

Several fans, both large and small, were set up around the people who already chose their spot. A few employees were setting up a stand with the drinks and snacks. The screen was already set, just a few things left to double-check. The couple found a spot to place their picnic blanket, while eyeing the snack stand. The moment the stand sign flipped to "open", they stood in sync and skipped to it. The thirst was real.

A few more people joined right before the movie started, however it was not too crowded. Both y/n and Shinji didn't know much about the movie, except it being an animation about a middle-school band teacher who was passionate about jazz.

Seems perfect for Hirako, thought y/n.

Her boyfriend had always been a music lover, jazz more specifically. He told her how back in his days as captain, he had a phonograph that played all his vinyl records. This sparked her to start saving up for his gift, one he could use there in Karakura. She thought it'll be very fun to go vinyl hunting with him and explore his favourite artists. A few jazz-styled cafes were also saved on her phone, hoping that one day they'd be able to visit them during holidays and weekends.

Y/n was happy that the theatre decided to show this movie. She had noticed how he was a bit more solemn and lost in thoughts these past few weeks. She didn't probe, only asked once or twice if he was okay and if she could help somehow. He always answered her gently, saying he was alright and only tired. Some time did pass after the exhausting battle against Aizen but not enough to recover emotionally, she guessed. Y/n knew the history between them — Shinji was very open and honest with her once they realized what they had was serious and not just a fling or silly flirting whenever they saw each other. She knew about the betrayal and how he and his friends ended up in Karakura. She also saw his wounds, both external and internal, after the battle ended a few weeks ago. Hoping that this change of pace and environment would lift her boyfriend's spirits, y/n settled next to him and waited for the movie to begin.

"So what do you think you'll do? How are you gonna spend your life?" Someone in the movie asked Joe, the main character.

"I'm not sure," Joe replied. "But I do know... I'm going to live every minute of it."

At that point, y/n looked over at him. She couldn't figure out his expression but she had an inkling to what he was thinking about. Being away from Soul Society, from his captain duties, for so long must have been heavy on the heart. Seeing all his former colleagues and friends must have deepened the wound he tried to hide behind his snarky personality. All she could do was lean on his shoulders, a silent way to tell him "I am here". He put his head on top of hers and grabbed one of her hands, squeezing tightly once, thanking her for her comfort.

The rest of the movie was spent in silence, their hands still intertwined, each of them having the same but slightly different thoughts running through their heads. As the movie was wrapping up, credits rolling and other people packing their things, Shinji and y/n stayed as they were. After the credits finished, an employee approached, asking if they needed something to be thrown away. They handed over the empty bottles of their drinks and slowly packed the blanket.

Late into the night~

The sky was clear — you could see all the stars and the moon provided a nice enough glow to comfortably walk in the middle of the night. The silence continued to follow them, slowly turning from comforting to awkward.

- You know I can feel you stare, right? - Shinji said. - I haven't even looked at you! - Precisely.

Y/n grumbled. She knew he could feel the fluctuations of her soul, he used it to his advantage every time she was bottling her emotions on matters that needed to be discussed. Most of the time he offered comfort and patiently waited for her to open the discussion, but this time it felt different. It was different. Just as he had his ways of knowing what was bothering y/n, she also had her ways. He still didn't know how she did it, but she was always there, next to him, when it mattered the most. He sighed and found a bench to sit down, head bent down, trying to get his thoughts in order.

- I was asked … tsk, damn it! They told me I can go back to being captain of squad 5, if I wanted to.

The air grew thick.

- And? - asked y/n. - And what? - Did you accept? - I'm still here, aren't I? - Shinji answered sarcastically. - That's not what I asked, Hirako. - y/n sighed and sat next to him. - You still haven't given them an answer, right?

He didn't say anything for a few moments.

- How do you do that? - Do what? Know what's going on inside that stubborn head of yours whenever you go silent on me? Know that you've been dying, maybe not the right choice of words here, to go back to Soul Society and be a captain again? Know that you're struggling right now because of little old me and all the "what ifs" going through your mind?

Shinji only stared at her.

- You're kinda scary, did you know that? - Mhm. I thought you liked that in me? - she smirked.

He shook his head in disbelief and chuckled a bit. A few moments passed by before he said anything.

- Yeah … I still haven't answered them. Some of the guys will not be returning, others are thinking of reprising their positions from before we were shunned. I don't know what to do, I can't lose you. - But you also can't lose the feeling of wanting to go home.

Shinji lifted his head, y/n was smiling sadly but her eyes didn't show any pain.

- You need to accept the offer. - But … - Shinji started. - No buts! You miss that place and you miss your captain duties! You should accept and go live your life to the fullest. - "Going to live every minute of it", huh. - he answered, quoting the movie they just saw. - Exactly! - And what about us? You can't really come and stay in Seireitei forever … since you are a human and all.

Y/n snorted.

- What?? - Believe me, I haven't forgotten I'm "human and all" - she air quoted. - Every time you shunpo us somewhere to avoid crowds or when you just hang in the air upside down to annoy me by holding something out of my reach or that time when you- - Okay, okay, I get it! - he facepalmed and laughed. - We will make it work until my time comes to be a permanent resident there. We'll visit each other on our days off, we'll take vacations, we'll talk every day. It'll just be a temporary long-distant relationship. I'm sure you can work something out with that old man. - Hmm … I might try and twist the Head Captain's arm a bit and let you visit more often, if not daily. - See! We can make it work, we're way too strong to let this hinder us. - Ahahah, I love you, you know what! - Oh, I know! - she smirks. - Brat! - he pinched her sides. - And I love you too, you drama queen.

Y/n stood up and reached her hand out to him.

- "I'll go with you." - she said, quoting a line from the movie.

Shinji smirked and took her hand as he stood up.

- "You know you can't do that."- "I know, but I'll go as far as I can." - she smiled at him.

The couple kissed under the clear moonlit sky, knowing they'd overcome the short storm that awaited them.

- Come on, movie nerd. I need your help to fix my bangs, they've become a bit too long for my taste. - he suddenly said. - You trust me with scissors near your face? Wow, you truly must love me.

He only rolled his eyes and smiled.

- But don't blame me when they come out worse than now! - she quickly added. - Sure, sure.

You knew walking into Shinji’s office when he was alone was a risky game, and that’s exactly why you did it in the first place. You needed your daily dose of his attention to get by, and he was happy to give it to you every time, he obviously thrived in it as well. That’s why he smirked so widely every time you poked your head through the door, and that time was no exception.

“I have some papers for you to sign, Captain.” You said softly, swaying your hips as you made your way to his desk. 

“I thought my lieutenant was supposed to bring me this stuff.” Shinji replied from his seat by the desk, eying you up and down. 

“Well, your lieutenant isn’t here.” You put the pile of papers on his desk as gently as possible. “Besides, these papers are not so important.”

“Is that why it’s you who’s bringing them?” He asked with a raised brow.

“I only have a few tasks left as your third seat, Momo is wonderful at her job.” 

You realize too late that it sounds spiteful to say it outloud, even though it doesn’t bother you at all that Momo is so good as a lieutenant. You were closer to being as messy as Shinji when it comes to work, except you had a slight sense of perfectionism in your veins that made you want things done by a certain date. Something Shinji did not have at all, and a reason Momo was necessary for her role as his second in command. 

“That sounds awfully like pettiness, sweetheart.” Shinji smiled, showing even more of his teeth, but you only rolled your eyes. 

“You know how hard it’d be to have to chase you around to make you sign some papers, Captain?” You asked with a playful edge on your voice. 

“So you only chase me around for personal matters.”

“Exactl- Wait, I do not!” You raised your voice, clearing your throat and blushing when Shinji started laughing. “I do not- When have I ever chased you?”

“You’re telling me you came in here just to give me some papers I do not even need to sign right now?”

“You can still sign them now and be done with them, you know…” You explained, trying to appear nonchalant. 

Shinji fixed his gaze on you for a long moment before he grabbed the pile of papers you had dumped on him. It was surprising he seemed to be actually reading them, and you stood in your spot, staring at him as he skimmed through the papers.

When a grin suddenly formed on his lips, you knew something wicked had popped into his mind. 

“I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do with this one.” Shinji said, holding the paper close to his face.

“You have to sign it.” You looked at him with skepticism. 

“Are you sure?” When you reached out to grab it and check it out yourself, he pulled it away. “You should come and see it from here.”

Oh. He was going down the risky path. 

You pondered on the idea of following his lead when you were in his office in the middle of your working day. But you did go there with the intention of getting his attention and Shinji seemed to be more than willing to give it to you, no matter that there were other people passing nearby.

Slowly walking round the desk to get to his side, you leaned down to look at the paper in his hand.

“Yeah, you have to sign at the bottom.” You said after running your eyes over it.

“Where?”

“Right here.”

As soon as you lifted your hand to point where he should sign, Shinji grabbed your wrist, yanking hard until you fell on his lap. You yelped when the seat wobbled, but he held you with a firm grip on your waist. 

“You scared me!”

“Nah, I didn’t,” Shinji sported his worst shit eating grin when he eyed you slyly. “You knew exactly what I was gonna do.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You said, rolling your eyes as you shifted in his lap. 

You promptly gasped when you felt his excitement through all the layers of clothing in between the two of you. 

“You have all my attention, baby doll.” Shinji purred, wrapping his arms around your waist, pressing your back flush to his chest as he nuzzled your neck. “Isn’t that what you wanted?”

“No, I-”

“Don’t play coy with me.” He pressed a kiss to your neck, sliding one of his hands down your stomach, making your breath hitch. “Are you telling me that if I touch you right now, I won’t find you all wet and dripping for me?”

You bit your lip. It was embarrassing he had seen right through you, but you shouldn’t be so surprised. You have been together for so long, you would be upset if he acted any different. 

“Will you do something about it, then?” You incited him, turning to look at him with a teasing smile on your lips. 

“Oh, baby, you don’t even need to ask.”

With a playful smirk that mirrored yours, Shinji kissed you, nice and sweet, as he trailed his hand between your legs. You moaned into the kiss, feeling the pressure of his palm through your clothes, rubbing you just right to make you even wetter. 

With stuttering hips, you ground against his hand, finding pleasure in the friction of your clothes, simultaneously stimulating him as your ass rubbed against his crotch. 

“Fuck…” Shinji cursed, hurriedly undoing the belt of your uniform. “I wish I had more time to take care of you, doll, but someone might come any minute, y’know.”

“Then stop talking and touch me.” You said breathily, spreading your legs more once he had enough access to slip his hand inside. 

“As my lady wishes.” He replied, grinning against your shoulder once his hand sneaked inside your pants.

Time was of essence, so Shinji swiftly slid his fingers under your panties to look for your pussy. You both moaned in unison when his digits dug between your folds, easily sliding inside you with how slick you were. He moved slowly and steady, easing you in the sensation that was already so familiar with you. You reveled in it nonetheless, closing your eyes and dropping your head on his shoulder, humming and sighing in joy when he rubbed your clit with expertise. 

“Was this what you were expecting when you came in here, baby?” Shinji asked salaciously, licking the shell of your ear, making you shudder when you felt his piercing against your skin. “You wanted my fingers in your pretty pussy? Or maybe you were thinking about my tongue, making you come all over my mouth?”

A long moan rolled off your tongue at his words, making that warmth in your belly surge rapidly. He knew exactly what he was doing, and he knew he was good at it. His touch set your entire body alight, his lips on your neck made pleasure travel through your body, and his words never failed to make you feel like the most alluring woman that had ever graced Soul Society. Shinji did it all in full conscience, and he was happy to indulge you because he firmly believed that he was so lucky to have you all for himself. 

“You’re so gorgeous, my pretty girl.” He praised you as he trailed kisses down your neck. His voice was breathy, grunts spilling every time your hips jerked into his hand. “You should see yourself. I should fuck you in front of a mirror next time, so you can see all the pretty faces you make.”

You whimpered in response, dripping even more slick onto his fingers. Shinji groaned into your neck, pumping his digits faster and deeper, reaching that spot he was already so familiar with, the one he knew would make you melt in his arms. 

And soon enough, your legs shuddered when he pressed the tip of his fingers against that spongy spot. You moaned, loud and unashamed, rolling your hips against his hand, feeling that heat inside you starting to bubble up. Shinji groaned the more you started writhing, and you felt his cock twitching through his clothes against your backside. 

Groping your tit through the fabrics, he squeezed and dug his fingers at the same time he fingered you, pressing his thumb to your clit. Your vision soon started to get fuzzy, and you gripped the armrest to get some kind of stability as your hips moved on their own, looking for that sweet release that was just around the corner. 

“Fuck, baby, baby, baby.” Shinji grunted into your hair, hoarse and ragged as his own hips jerked into you, creating friction. “Feels good, doesn’t it? Are you gonna come for me?”

“Yes, yes, yes!” You replied, already too far gone because it felt so good to have all the nicest spots in your body being stroked by his skilful touch. 

With a pump of his fingers and a good caress on your clit, you tipped over the edge. Your back arched, body trembling, and you would have fallen down if it wasn’t for Shinji’s firm grip on you. He coaxed your release out of you, slick dripping down his knuckles, making a mess of your clothes as you came. You could hear him spilling praises against your ear, but your moans and the sound of wet strokes invaded your mind. 

Shinji gasped and sighed, keeping his fingers buried inside your pussy as his hips snapped against you. You quivered when he took them out, giving your clit one last stroke. 

Slumping back against him, you rested your head on his shoulder as you tried to steady your breath. The nice warmth after an orgasm settled in, and you immediately turned to give his jaw a kiss. With a cheeky smile, Shinji pressed his lips to yours, humming as he slid his tongue in to roam your mouth. You accepted his affection with ease as your hand sneaked behind you to look for his erection, to return the favor. 

“Don’t.” He said, grabbing your wrist. When you looked at him quizzically, he offered you a lopsided grin. “I already came.”

You blinked, taken aback. Something about him having an orgasm while he fingered you made you feel so hot, and you felt a surge of lust and affection that made you want to make love to him right away.

But you’ll have to wait.

“I’ll have to take care of you tonight.” You batted your eyelashes, peppering kisses on his neck and jaw. 

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"Blegh!" He wiped the back of his hand across his thin lips, catching any of the whip cream that had coated them. "Disgusting darlin'," he drawled a grimace on his face as his amber eyes slid to you.

"Aw I quite like it, it fits the season!" You pouted, pulling your cashmere scarf down so you could take another sip of the drink. The warm mixture of cinnamon and spices with a dash of sugar and caffeine danced across your tongue. Your toes wiggled in your boots as you both sat on the park bench, a hum of delight leaving your lips.

He looked at you, running his tongue over his teeth. With a huff of defeat as he readjusted his hat, "As long as yer happy, I just have simpler taste buds I reckon." he flashed that charming toothy smile with a hint of a predatory look in his eyes when he noticed your flush. You brought the warm drink to your lips once more, thinking how Karakura Town was no bigger than a pinhead on the map yet somehow this is where you had landed in your studies abroad. Right into the lap of the exquisite and somewhat eccentric, Shinji Hirako.

"Tell me then. What do you enjoy eating, Shinji?"

He grabbed your hand then, bringing the back of it to his lips with a mischievous smirk, "Wait till we get home."

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"Shinji, what are you doing?" you spoke, walking into the scene of your boyfriend in his boxers and an apron stained with pumpkin puree.

He shook his hips with a smile, the jazz music blasting through the speakers in the living room of your tiny shared apartment. "Just tryin' to be festive." he flushed at that, scratching his cheek with a sullied hand. You couldn't help but giggle, motioning towards the pie on the kitchen counter top, "Do you even like the taste of pumpkin pie?"

He took a bite from between your fingertips after you held a piece up to his lips moments later, licking his lips and peering at you, "It's alright. Not as bad as that drink ya made me try."

"I love those lattes!"

"And I love you," He mumbled into your lips to hush you. His hands gliding down your waist to hold you still, pull you to him. The taste of cardamom, pumpkin and flakes of dough ran across your mingling tongues. Hot breathes with the smell of sweet cinnamon between you both. He cupped the back of your head, groaning as he worked his lips down your neck, chuckling at your giggles of protest.

"Think I am ravenous now, babe." Lust and humor lighted his eyes as you smiled, kissing him again.

"Lead the way."

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He held your hips firmly to stop your squirming as he crawled between your legs. The sheets below you crinkled and creased as he spread your bare legs apart, a hazy look in his eyes as he made himself level with your cunt.

"Told ya I had simpler tastes, something sweet-" he hummed at your gasp when his pierced tongue made its way between your folds. "-something juicy." He smiled at the way you moaned, languid laps from your entrance to your clit. He twirled his tongue around the sensitive nub, watching you through lidded eyes.

"Somethin' that's only mine to taste," he purred, already having securing a hand to keep your legs still as his tongue plunged inside of you. It was maddening, the teasing licks to your pussy, the tender tastes with teeth to your inner thigh. He had you mewling and drooling as you clutched the sheets below you. His slender fingers scissored you open, his tongue came next as you both groaned. His face was flushed watching you, his blonde locks in disarray from your hands tugging at pulling with each new sensation.

"Shinji," you whined weakly, "please."

He pulled his head up from between your legs, resting his head on your lower stomach. Eyes full of mischief as he continued fingering you with a grin, "Please what?"

The softness of his tone had you raising your hips trying to gain friction for the heat that was building in your lower abdomen. "Shinji dont make me beg..." your eyes met then, his pupils were dilated in the low light of evening, a huff of air escaped from his lips and ran across your skin.

It was then his tongue made contact with you once more, eager laps at your wetness, simple swirls across your clit till you came undone. Came on his fingers, his mouth savoring every last drop.

"Did I ever tell ya this is the best thing I've ever tasted, Pumpkin?"

Gin

Gin was a menace. He wouldn't give you anything until you told him exactly what you wanted.

You couldn't respond to his kisses anymore, your attention distracted by his hand roaming over your body, barely touching you and leaving you shaking, especially when it was between your thighs.

"Gin, please—“

He muttered questioningly, pulling your shirt with one hand while the other continued to explore your legs, and his warm kisses had reached your stomach, above your waist.

"I don't know what you're referring to, Y/N. Can you say in your own words what you're asking me to do?"

"Gin, w-why are you doing this to me—Ah!" He brought you where he wanted you, as his kisses skipped over the area where you wanted him, kissing you only in safe areas. "Eat me, Gin. Eat me, please!"

He chuckled softly, enjoying himself at your begging words. "With pleasure."

Ukitake

You don't have to say anything to Ukitake, it's like a ritual for him. Like a form of meditation that calms him to hear you moan with pleasure as he eats you, until you end up saying his name like a mantra.

"Uki, you're so good, so good to me—" Your hips buckled more into his mouth as his own moans sent vibrations through your pussy.

His eyes were full of love as he looked at you, admiring the flush on your cheeks and the shattered breath he had made himself.

"My beautiful angel, anything for you."

Starrk

Starrk isn't the type to do this often, unusual perhaps, but he certainly doesn't leave things unfinished when he starts them. On the contrary, he discovers that it's a battle to be finished, one he wants to win.

"Starrk, right there! D-don't stop."

He wouldn't have stopped anyway, but it made him even more determined not to have to tell you how to do it because he already knows your body like the back of his hand. He groaned when he felt your orgasm invading his taste buds.

"Yes, that's right. Give me more, Y/N."