#shifting proof

potions. sometimes it’s calm and methodical and you’re like wow i am a scholar. a scientist. a genius. and sometimes you stir one second too long and suddenly everyone’s backing up three steps. it’s humbling so to say. if you’re having a bad day and it happens to fall under a 3 hour potions lesson ?? good riddance. especially when the instructions are like stir counterclockwise until it turns vaguely silver. and you’re like. oh. right. define vaguely. when i say you i mean me sadly. BUT the moments you get it right ??? unreal. the color shifts, the potion settles, snape doesn’t glare at you for once. you get cocky for the right reasons. it’s magical in the most literal sense. and yes you will survive !!! yes you will learn !!!!! yes snape will eat you alive !!! AND yes you will secretly love it !!!

that night, i was in the trenches — like i said, a lot of personal stuff, reasons that i can’t share, but just know that i felt a lot of hurt and a lot of emotional pain, i cried multiple times before i decided to sleep

then the desperation to leave kicked in again (seeing a pattern here?) and i rolled around on my mattress multiple times before finally getting to sleep around 1am

disclaimer! in no way am i saying being in the literal trenches is part of my method but that’s just where i was at T^T

anyway, i didn’t manage to get much sleep bcs i then woke up again around 4:40 ish, plagued with dreams that made me feel queasy and uncomfortable bcs of the current situation in my cr

and to make matters worse, i woke up with cramps so bad i had to get up and properly get out of bed

it hurt to the point that when i came back to sleep, i couldn’t even shut my eyes without feeling the pain. so i stayed awake. i doom scrolled, i checked my notifications, i read, i did anything i could to distract myself, and eventually, i felt tired again around 5 smth

so i finally slept and that’s when it starts — i basically slipped from dream to dr back to dream

simply put : i unintentionally did the Wake Back To Bed method and, it succeeded !!

first dream was random — i was in an airport w my family — that’s basically it. but then i woke up, except i didn’t open my eyes

ya know those moments where you’re mentally awake, conscious of your surroundings, but your eyes remain shut, not ready to open and accept where you are? yeah, that was me

i could feel the sheets of my bed, the pillow, the covers pulled up to my chin

but then i also felt this really random and really specific feeling — that sensation of when your electric toothbrush is in your mouth .. i know I KNOW it’s so fucking random, i still don’t understand

i was laying there going “..huh??” and i like twitched my mouth a little and i could still feel it

i could literally feel the sensation of the bristles going over my gums, i could feel that slight sting when it goes over my wisdom teeth .. it was so fucking vivid

.. i don’t know why it was this feeling specifically, if there’s some spiritual explanation for this i’d LOVE to hear it bcs i know it sounds weird but just roll w it

you guys gotta hear me out on this alright? i KNEW i was between cr and dr bcs i literally thought to myself “focus on the feeling, maybe you’ll shift”

and i did

i randomly woke up in a room that looked like my own. slightly different but close enough that it didn’t ring any alarm bells in my head.

i felt cold and i looked to the left to see my window had its curtains drawn — there was a storm going on outside

when i tell you it was the most surreal experience, it felt magical

the sky was a deep purple, unreal, i’ve never seen a sky look that shade of violet and i could see the moon shining but the clouds kept swirling and hiding it. amidst all of this, i couldn’t stop observing the lightning

it was literally the most beautiful thing, beautiful despite how intimidating it looked — it seemed to unfurl in the sky, it streaked across the purple in this white glow and the thunder might have been loud but i really did not notice it because the lightning was so mesmerising

the only thing going through my head was “this is weird” bcs i specifically remembered that the weather was supposed to be sunny today, and yet there was a storm outside my room

i laid there, against my pillows, in what felt like satin and soft cotton, like the kinds of sheets and covers you’d see in architectural digest magazines that look as if they feel like clouds

the lightning seemed to dance across the sky, the rain was hypnotising and i was shivering but i was so entranced with the sight .. until a crash of thunder snapped me out of it

i climb out of bed, getting off on the left side, and i take a few steps towards my window and slide it shut, all the while thinking to myself “oh, that’s why it’s cold”

i hadn’t realised the window was open and when i touched my nose i felt the damp sensation of rain water from when i went closer to shut it

it all felt so natural, so normal, i didn’t think anything of it

i climbed back in bed and checked my phone for the weather bcs like i said, i remembered it was supposed to be sunny (in my cr) and yet the weather app showed rain, naturally

(it did say it would be sunny later on that day but that’s not the point) i just put my phone aside and decided to go back to sleep and before i knew it, i was out in an instant

my last sight before i closed by eyes being the full moon in between wispy clouds in a purple sky

i could still hear the wind blowing against the trees outside before i slipped into slumber and entered another dream, and after that, i woke up in my cr again

now, you might be wondering how i know the storm, that whole moment in time, how did i know that was a shift?

well, in my cr my bed is pushed up against the wall on the left side

i have no way of getting off the left side of my bed, it’s not possible

AND YET I DID

the room looked ALMOST EXACTLY like my cr, just bigger, more space, the kind of change that you wouldn’t register bcs it feels so bloody normal

and the way i KNEW this wasn’t another dream ?

dreams tend to have slightly fuzzy feelings to them, that’s the best way i can describe it, no matter how vivid the dream is, there’s smth fluid abt it, like time slips in a way that doesn’t make sense to the human psyche, and scenes transition in ways that cannot be kept up with but you just accept it as fact bcs, well, it’s a dream and your subconscious knows that

this wasn’t that

i felt the click of my joints as i climbed out of bed, i heard the wood of the bedframe creak, i heard the slide of the metal on the window as i shut it, i could smell the rain and taste the remnants of toothpaste in my mouth

it was so tangible

also, idk abt you guys, but in my dreams i tend to view them in third person, i see myself go through the motions of wtv dream me is up to

that wasn’t the case here

my memory of this is only ever through my own eyes, i WISH i knew what i looked like bcs i FELT different, for starters, no cramps

to close this off i’ll just say that this has been the third time i’ve shifted despite desperation, distraction and general anxiety, none of that stopped me

bcs i didn’t even expect it this time around

my subconscious just took the reigns and was like “hey, ya know what would be cool? if you just shut up for a sec and shifted? why don’t we do that”

and i say this to remind you all YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS KNOWS WHAT TO DO

don’t you think after all this time, after months, years, of saturating, affirming, visualising, scripting, meditating, counting to 100 in the starfish position, you’re telling me you still don’t think you have it in you?

are you serious?

you know exactly what to do and the problem is you keep trying to find this new trick, this new key, this new secret formula, this new perfect method

that’s not the solution, there is no solution

what’s that scene from kung fu panda? the secret ingredient is nothing?

YEAH THAT’S IT

THERE IS NO SECRET INGREDIENT

as shitty and as annoying as this sounds, you really just need trust

trust in yourself

you already know what to do

give your subconscious a chance, please

you got this, i got this, we all got this

i feel it in my gut

no, i haven’t consciously shifted since then, so don’t read this and think “oh she cracked the code and is pretending like there’s no special skill to it” i’m not

i’m just like you guys, trying to find my way through my muddled cr life and holding onto these successes with my hands clasped tightly bcs they’re my proof, my motivation — i’ve done it before, i can do it again

and i’m not special, i was literally in the middle of cr drama when this happened, i do not recommend waking up with anxiety as the method to shifting, it was just the circumstance i was in

but if i could do it while dealing with that? i have my full faith in you

so go shift !! and if you come back, then tell me abt it xx

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So to put it very simply, scientists are theorizing that our universe basically exists in a black hole in another universe. And that all of the black holes in our universe contain "baby universes." And if that's true that we exist in a black hole inside of another universe, and that all of the black holes in our universe contain other universes, then who's to say where that ends? Because our universe is infinite. So wouldn't all of those universes be infinite? And if that's the case then aren't there infinite universes? And I mean obviously shifters already know that there are infinite realities. But if science is confirming the existence of the multiverse then that's a game changer. I'm going to try to simplify what I've researched but if you want to look it up for yourself just google "theory that our universe is in a black hole." I was looking at the article on space.com but there's multiple sources to look at.

So the James Webb space telescope has helped scientists discover that the vast majority of our galaxies rotate in the same direction. Roughly 2/3 rotate clockwise while the other third rotates counterclockwise. But before this, they believed that it was random. And in order for it to be random, it would have to be closer to 50/50 for the way galaxies rotate. But now with this research, they're now suspecting that there's some sort of preferred direction for galactic rotation. One of the primary explanations for this is that the universe was born rotating, which is supported by the black hole cosmology theory.

The black hole cosmology theory, aka Schwarzschild cosmology, is the theory that our universe is the interior of a black hole in another universe. The idea was first proposed by Raj Kumar Pathria who is a theoretical physicist, and a mathematician named I.J. Good. The idea is that the Schwarzschild radius (or event horizon) is "the boundary from within which nothing can escape a black hole, not even light."

Which leads to the next big implication. That would suggest that every black hole in our universe could potentially be a doorway to what they called "baby universes." Which they say would technically be unobservable to us because they're also behind event horizons so there's currently no way for information to travel from the interior of a black hole to external observers.

Black holes are also formed from stars at centers of galaxies and "globular clusters" (I'm not entirely sure what that means tbh) and they all rotate, which means that black holes would then rotate too. Which would influence a universe created by the black hole. Which would manifest itself as a preferred axis. Which supposedly, it appears that our universe does (since a majority of our galaxies rotate in the same direction instead of being random).

So basically, if this theory is true, that would essentially confirm the existence of the multiverse because of the infinite number of black holes and the supposed universes within those black holes. And then the number of black holes that could be in those universes. And so on.

There's kinda no way to prove this for sure, at least right now. Like we really have no idea what is going on in our universe in the grand scheme of things. We have theories and that's it. We'll never know what it's like at the edge of our universe, if there even is an edge. We'll never know what it's like in all of those galaxies in our universe. We'll never know how the universe was even born or how we got here.

But honestly, all of that just affirms my belief in shifting. Because we truly know so, so little. And I refuse to be limited by just what we know/think we know on this one planet at this one moment. We're still learning so much. Like what I posted the other night about how a new telescope captured TEN MILLION galaxies in a short period of time and they'll be able to capture TWENTY BILLION in the next ten years. Not planets. Galaxies.

Like now we have actual scientists coming up with theories supporting the multiverse. And we don't even know everything about our own planet or how our brains work. Like psychologists are still researching the human consciousness and how it works and stuff. Just last year, researchers were successfully able to have two people communicate via a lucid dream for the first time. We're still so fresh in the grand scheme of things. We're still learning. And I'm not going to be limited when we don't even know everything. We have no idea how much we don't know.

And when you think about it, everything that we do know and is normalized is only normalized because we're used to it. Just think about how life may be on one of the planets in one of the billions of galaxies across our universe. They would probably struggle to grasp how we live our lives. They probably couldn't even imagine our planet just like we couldn't imagine theirs. Like idk were just so small compared to the vast expanse of our universe. It's silly to think we know everything there is to know.

So yes, shifting is real. I can speak from my own experiences. But also, there's so much proof to support it. Maybe one day in our lifetime we'll be able to have shifting be factually proven. That may not be the case right now, but I will say that there's a whole lot more proof to support shifting than there is to disprove shifting. We have legitimate scientists talking about the existence of multiple universes. So go shift.