why did i swap..? this was supposed to be the team i’m on, the team i was supposed to swap to all those cycles ago, at the very beginning. this was supposed to be the team i was on with them, but..why does it feel wrong?
why citrine of all teams? why orange? why did my eye not change color like it usually does when i get my team? it was still orange after i swapped. it was supposed to be blue…why did it stay orange?
i know citrine was my first team, and my second technically, but why does it feel like it’s more than that? i don’t know-i don’t understand any of this. i’m missing something, and i don’t know why.
i did this for you, do you remember? remember what i did last swapction? i was supposed to make it right…but i screwed it up again. like i always do.
i’m sorry, i’m so so sorry…at least you weren’t here to see it…