#sheeezy

I know that this would sound like an insensitive post since everyone all over the country is literally panicking over the typhoon but here are my thoughts after several hours of power interruption.

Let me start by making things clear- No, I am not (argghs I don't want to use this line but...) NO, I am not inlove with that guy. But let me share some more...2 days ago, I woke up feeling so light, like everything's perfect. Fine, I must say yes to the fact that I am having all the signs-I am in all ways infatuated. (well, perhaps I am.) It has been years, I have been in hiatus to that thing called love, relationship, etc. You can call me allergic to that. I always say that it would just ruin the balance. I am very much in love with my career and I think there is nothing wrong with that-I am too young and too careless to take away the chance to learn. But on my way back to my home, I saw alot of people wearing the "worried face" when I try to think about it I could be the only one who could care less and think of my job more than the people I care for. 

I feel so bad that I could have died today without experiencing the joys of love. These past few days were bliss brought by my courage to accept the thought that I am human, all the more a girl- needy, clingy and hopeless romantic. I hate using these words for I would like to believe that I am very independent. But the joy I briefly encountered could be considered as one of those worth writing in the books.