BG3 Companions reacting to you being stood up (when they have a crush on you) + Rolan & Raphael
This has never happened to me guys, definitely not using any recent experiences to help write this, not me, no, not at all
Karlach:
Karlach finds out by accident.
Youāre lacing your boots near the fire, humming to yourself, when you mention it casuallyātoo casuallyālike itās nothing worth noticing. āOh, by the way, Iām heading into town tonight. Iāve got a date.ā
If Karlach were less honest with her emotions, she might have hidden it better. As it is, the reaction flashes across her face before she can stop it: the way her grin falters, the way her shoulders stiffen, the brief, stunned pause like someoneās knocked the air clean out of her chest.
Then she recovers. Mostly.
āOh!ā she says brightly, a little too brightly. āThatāsāyeah! Thatās great. Awesome. You should, uhāhave fun. Big fun. Tons of fun.ā She gives you a thumbs-up that looks like it might snap off from how hard sheās holding it there. āYou deserve it.ā
You donāt miss the way her tail flicks once, sharp and unsettled, before she forces it still. Or how she suddenly finds the ground fascinating.
She even helps you straighten your collar before you go, fingers warm and lingering just a heartbeat too long. āKnock āem dead,ā she says, voice soft. āLiterallyāno, wait. Metaphorically. You know what I mean.ā
You do. And for a moment, you wonder if you should say something. But you donāt.
Youāre back far sooner than anyone expects.
The campfireās still burning when you step into the clearing again, shoulders slumped, eyes fixed on the ground like youāre hoping it might swallow you whole. You donāt say anything at firstājust drop your cloak onto a log and sit down hard, staring at nothing.
Karlach notices immediately.
Sheās on her feet in two strides, boots thudding softly against the dirt as she crouches in front of you, eyes searching your face. āHey,ā she says gently. āWhat happened? Youāre back already.ā
You shrug, the motion small and defeated. āThey⦠didnāt show. I waited. An hour. Asked around. Turns out they left town this morning.ā
Thereās a beat of silence.
Then Karlach straightens slowly, firelight catching in her eyes as something fierce and incandescent ignites there. āā¦Oh.ā
She plants her hands on her hips, jaw tightening. āFuck them.ā
The sheer, immediate certainty of it startles a weak laugh out of you.
āNo, seriously,ā she continues, already pacing. āFuck. Them. You get dressed up, you put yourself out there, and they justāwhat? Decide youāre optional? Nah. Absolutely not.ā
She stops in front of you again, crouching so sheās eye-level, her expression softening but her voice still burning with indignation. āListen to me. You areĀ wayĀ too beautiful to be stood up. Thatās on them. Entirely.ā
You blink at her. āKarlachāā
āNot done,ā she says, wagging a finger. āBecause hereās whatās going to happen instead. We are going out. Right now. On the town. Drinks, food, noise, the works. You donāt get banished to sulk-camp because some little shit didnāt have the spine to show up.ā
She grins then, sharp and feral and soĀ Karlach. āAnd if I see them? I will stamp on them. Just a little. As a treat.ā
That does itāyou laugh, really laugh, the heaviness in your chest easing as her warmth presses in around you like a shield. āYou donāt have to do that,ā you say, though youāre already standing.
Karlachās smile softens into something gentler, something almost shy. āI want to. Plus,ā she adds, rubbing the back of her neck, āIād hate for someone else to have all the fun tonight.ā
You look at herāat the hopeful spark sheās trying not to show, the way sheās offering herself without pressure, just presenceāand your heart aches in a different way now.
āā¦Okay,ā you say. āLetās go.ā
Her grin lights up the clearing. āHell yeah.ā
She throws an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close as she steers you toward the road, tail flicking happily behind her. āTonight,ā she says, āweāre making new memories. Better ones.ā
And for the first time since you walked back into camp, you believe her.
Minthara:
Minthara hears it the same way she hears most things that matter to her now: accidentally, and far too late to prepare herself. You mention it in passing while tightening a strap on your pack, voice light, almost cheerful.
āIām heading into town later. Going on a date with someone I met there.ā
For half a heartbeat, something sharp and unwelcome twists in her chest. It showsājust barelyāin the way her hand stills on the hilt of her blade, in the fractional tightening of her jaw. Then the mask snaps into place, smooth and cold and practiced.
āDo as you wish,ā she says coolly. āI fail to see why that concerns me.ā
Her tone is flawless. Detached. Unbothered. You donāt see the way her eyes follow you as you leave camp, or how she stands there long after youāre gone, irritation simmering beneath the indifference. She tells herself itās foolish. You are not hers. You have never said you were. Whatever this feeling is, it is inconvenientāand therefore to be ignored.
You return much sooner than expected.
Minthara notices before anyone else, because she always does. Your footsteps are uneven, your laughter too loud for the quiet camp, and when you stagger into the firelight thereās a flush on your cheeks that has nothing to do with warmth. You sway slightly where you stop, blinking as though the world has betrayed you by refusing to stay still.
Sheās on her feet instantly, irritation giving way to something far more dangerousāconcern.
āYouāre back,ā she says, sharp. āAnd intoxicated.ā
You grin at her, broad and unfocused. āYep! Turns out my date never showed. So I decided to drink for both of us. Very generous of me, I think.ā
You laugh at your own joke and wander past her, already humming a tuneless little melody as you search the camp with exaggerated seriousness.
āNow,ā you announce, āwhere do we keep theĀ goodĀ stuff?ā
Minthara watches, jaw clenched, as you stumble toward Shadowheartās pack with all the determination of someone on a sacred quest. You crouch, triumphantly unearthing a bottle of wine, holding it up like a prize.
Before you can even tug the cork free, Minthara snatches it from your hand.
āNo,ā she says flatly. āYou are done.ā
You frown at your now-empty hand, then at her. āHey! Thatās rude. I wasnāt finished being miserable yet.ā
āYou are going to bed,ā she replies, voice brooking no argument.
You roll your eyes dramatically. āYouāre not myāā you pause, squinting as another thought occurs to you, āāwell, youāre not my boss.ā
You reach past her, clearly intending to find more alcohol.
That is when Mintharaās patience finally snaps.
In one smooth, efficient motion, she bends, hoists you over her shoulder, and straightens again as if you weigh nothing at all. You yelp in surprise, then immediately begin protesting, thumping weakly against her back.
āMinthara! Put me down! I am a grown adult with feelings!ā
āThen act like one,ā she snaps, already striding toward your tent.
You grumble the entire way, voice wobbling with drink and frustration, until she finally lowers you onto your bedroll. The moment your feet touch the ground, the dam breaks. You shove at her chest, clumsy and unfocused.
āI waited,ā you sob suddenly, the words tumbling out as your composure collapses. āI waited like an idiot. I dressed up and everything. And they didnāt even bother.ā
The anger drains out of you all at once, leaving only hurt. You curl in on yourself, crying hard enough that your shoulders shake.
Minthara stiffens, clearly out of her depth.
āEnough,ā she says, though her voice is less sharp now. āPull yourself together. You are far too pretty to be making such an awful noiseāespecially over some gods-forsaken surface dweller.ā
You sniff loudly, wiping at your face with the heel of your hand. āā¦You think Iām pretty?ā
She freezes. There it isāthe slip. The truth she hadnāt meant to bare.
Minthara exhales slowly, pinching the bridge of her nose, then straightens with a look of resigned irritationāas if annoyed not at you, but at herself.
āYes,ā she says finally, voice quieter. āI do. You are⦠infuriatingly beautiful. The most beautiful thing I have ever seen, if you must know.ā
You stare at her for a moment, then your expression softens into something warm and relieved and painfully earnest. Without warning, you surge forward and wrap your arms around her, hugging her tightly.
āI wouldnāt know what to do without you,ā you mumble into her shoulder.
Minthara stands rigid for a heartbeat, thenāhesitantlyārests a hand between your shoulder blades, holding you just enough to keep you steady.
āā¦Me too,ā she murmurs, so softly that you donāt quite hear it.
But the warmth lingers all the same.
Lae'zel:
You come back to camp long before anyone expected you to. The sun hasnāt fully dipped yet, the fire is only just being coaxed into life, and thereās still that soft, anticipatory hum in the air that usually greets you when you return from somethingĀ pleasant. This time, though, you move like someone who has misjudged the weight of their own body.
Your boots drag. Your shoulders sag. You drop your pack by the edge of the camp with a dull thud and sink down beside it, elbows on your knees, staring into the flames as if they personally owe you an explanation.
You donāt notice Laeāzel at first, but she notices you immediately.
Sheās sharpening her blade nearby, movements precise and rhythmic, but the sound falters the moment she looks up. Her eyes narrow, not in suspicion, but in assessment. Youāre off-balance. Wrong. Not injuredābut not whole, either.
She rises and approaches, stopping a few steps away.
āYou have returned,ā she says. āEarlier than planned.ā
You give a short, brittle laugh. āYeah. Didnāt feel much point in staying out.ā
She tilts her head. āWhy?ā
You hesitate, then sigh, rubbing a hand over your face. āI got stood up.ā
Thereās a pause. Laeāzel blinks. Once.
Then again, slower, like sheās checking to see if the world has rearranged itself without telling her. āā¦Explain.ā
You snort quietly. āWe agreed to meet. They didnāt show. I waited. They never came. End of story.ā
Her brow furrows, deep and sharp with genuine confusion. āThis is illogical. Why would someone arrange a meeting and then fail to appear?ā She studies you more closely. āWas the purpose not sexual?ā
The bluntness catches you off guard, and a surprised gaffaw slips out of you before you can stop it. You lean back on your hands, shaking your head.
āGods, Laeāzelāno. Not just that.ā
āThen what?ā she presses.
You stare into the fire again, the words tugging uncomfortably at your throat. āIt was for⦠companionship,ā you admit finally. āFor attention. To feel wanted for an evening. I wanted to be flirted with. Swooned over. Chosen.ā You swallow. āI wanted someone to look at me and decide I was worth showing up for.ā
Laeāzel says nothing at first. Instead, she steps closer, boots crunching softly against the dirt. You feel her gaze on youānot predatory, not dismissive, but sharp and intent, like sheās cataloguing something important.
āHm,ā she says at last. āIf you seek such attention, Astarion would no doubt welcome another opportunity to rehearse his seduction techniques.ā
You smile faintly, the edge of the hurt softening. āI appreciate the offer, but Iām fairly certain Iāve heard every single one of Astarionās lines. Including the ones he pretends are improvised.ā
Laeāzel huffs. āA pity.ā
Then, after a momentālong enough that you glance up at herāshe continues, more slowly now.
āIf attention is what you desire,ā she says, āI could provide it.ā
That makes you look at her properly. Sheās closer than you realized now, arms folded, posture rigid as ever, but her eyes are searching your face with an intensity that makes your chest tighten.
She gestures vaguely. āYour eyes are swollen. Red. Puffy. You look as though you have been awake far too longāor crying.ā
You prepare a defense for yourself but in the breath it takes to ready it, Lae'zel continues:
āAnd yet⦠even like this, they are striking. The redness only draws focus to them.ā Her jaw tightens. āThey are the most entrancing eyes I have seen.ā
Silence crashes down between you. Laeāzel freezes. You canĀ seeĀ the moment she realizes sheās gone too farāthe slight widening of her eyes, the stiffening of her shoulders, the way her mouth snaps shut as if the words surprised her as much as they did you.
She straightens abruptly. āāYour posture is atrocious,ā she snaps, pointing at you. āYou slump like a wounded animal. It is unbecoming. Sit properly.ā
The whiplash is too much. You laughāreally laughādoubling forward, pressing a hand to your face as the sound spills out of you, half hysterical, half relieved. The tightness in your chest finally loosens.
āThank you,ā you manage between breaths. āTruly. I feel significantly better after being emotionally validated and then immediately insulted.ā
Laeāzel scowls, clearly flustered. āThat was not validation.ā
āSure it wasnāt,ā you say warmly, looking up at her with a smile that still carries a bit of rawness around the edges. āBut it helped. A lot.ā
She clicks her tongue, turning away slightly. āGood. Then you are no longer distracted by foolish customs.ā She pauses, then adds, more stiffly, āAnd⦠anyone who would fail to appear for you is a fool.ā
You soften at that. āThanks, Laeāzel.ā
She doesnāt respondābut she stays nearby, blade forgotten for the moment, keeping watch like she always does.
Shadowheart:
You barely make it back to camp before the ache in your chest turns sharp enough to sting behind your eyes. You donāt announce yourself, donāt linger by the fire, donāt even look to see whoās around. You slip straight for your tent like a guilty secret, ducking inside and letting the flap fall shut behind you with a soft, final sound.
You sit there in the dim, knees drawn up, forehead pressed briefly to them as you try to get a grip. You tell yourself youāre fine. That it was silly to expect anything. That youāll laugh about it later.
You absolutely will not cry.
Outside, the camp carries onālow voices, the crackle of firewood, the familiar comfort of people who donāt yet know youāve already come back, empty-handed and hollow.
Except one of them does.
Shadowheart had been pretending not to watch the path. Pretending very carefully. Sheād told herself she was just being vigilant, just keeping an eye out, just⦠coincidentally glancing up every time footstepsĀ mightĀ have been yours. When you finally appearedātoo early, shoulders slumped, moving like you hoped the shadows would swallow you wholeāher heart dropped straight into her boots.
āOh,ā she murmured to herself.
She didnāt follow you right away. She didnāt need to. The way you disappeared into your tent said everything.
So instead, she acted.
She ducked into her own tent first, emerging moments later with herĀ goodĀ wineāthe one sheād been saving, the one she absolutely pretended she wasnāt emotionally attached to. Then, without a shred of guilt, she veered toward Halsinās tent. She slipped inside like a whisper, emerged with a small cloth bundle, and smirked to herself.
Honeycakes. Of course he kept honeycakes.
āWorth it,ā she muttered, already heading for you.
When the flap of your tent lifted again, you scrub hastily at your eyes, hoping the low light hides the worst of it. Shadowheart steps inside without hesitation, arms full, expression infuriatingly gentle.
You blink at her. āWhat⦠what are you doing?ā
She drops down across from you, arranging the loot between you like this is the most natural thing in the world. Two goblets appear. The wine is uncorked with practiced ease.
āDrinking,ā she says lightly. āWith you.ā She nudges the bundle of honeycakes closer. āAnd eating these before Halsin realizes I stole them.ā
You stare at her, caught off guard, emotions still too close to the surface to hide properly. āYou⦠stole from Halsin?ā
She lifts a brow. āPlease. I liberated them. Nowāā she tilts her head, eyes sharp but kind, āāare you going to join me, or are you planning to rat me out?ā
For a moment, you just look at her. Then your shoulders sag, the fight draining out of you. You swipe at your face one last time, inhale, and nod.
Shadowheart smiles, soft and victorious. āGood.ā
She pours the wine and hands you a goblet, her fingers brushing yours just brieflyāwarm, grounding. Then she settles back, legs folding comfortably beneath her.
āNow,ā she says, voice lowering conspiratorially, ātell meĀ everythingĀ about this stupid human being.ā Her lips curve, dark and amused. āPreferably in great detail, because I am absolutely going to imagine finding them tomorrow morning and killing them to shake off the hangover.ā
A laugh slips out of you before you can stop itāsurprised, shaky, but real. You take a sip of the wine, let the warmth spread through you, and then you start talking.
You describe the way theyād spoken, the stupid confidence, the way theyād promised to be there. Shadowheart reacts to every bit of it with escalating commentaryāsnorts, eye-rolls, muttered insults that grow increasingly creative.
āGods, what an idiot,ā she says at one point, shoving a honeycake toward you. āEat. You canāt properly slander someone on an empty stomach.ā
You do. You drink. You complain. And with every shared laugh, every exaggerated insult, the weight on your chest eases just a little more.
Shadowheart watches you over the rim of her goblet, jealousy still thereābut softened now by something warmer, steadier. She doesnāt say anything about it. She doesnāt have to.
Tonight, sheās here. And thatās enough.
Jaheira:
Jaheira knows something is wrong the moment you return to camp. Not because you say anythingāyou donātābut because you come back too early, and you move like someone trying not to be seen. Your shoulders are tight, your steps careful, as if you could fold yourself small enough to slip between the trees and disappear. You donāt stop by the fire. You donāt greet anyone. You just angle straight for your tent with your head down.
Jaheira watches from where she sits, fingers stilled around her mug. She exhales slowly through her nose. āSo,ā she murmurs, already on her feet, āthatās how it is.ā
She doesnāt follow you immediately. Jaheira has never been one to crowd pain the second it appears. She gives you a momentājust long enough for you to think you might have gotten away with it. Then she moves, steps purposeful but quiet, ducking into your tent without ceremony.
You startle slightly when the flap lifts. āOhāJaheira. I was justāā
āSaving me the trouble of pretending I didnāt notice?ā she says dryly, settling herself down across from you. Her eyes sweep over you in one quick, assessing glance: the stiffness in your posture, the way your hands wonāt quite still, the faint redness around your eyes you definitely think you hid better than that.
She clicks her tongue once, sharp and displeased. Not at you. At them.
You huff out a weak laugh. āItās fine. Really. They probably justāforgot. Or something came up.ā
Jaheiraās brows draw together, her expression going flint-hard in a way youāve seen directed at far more dangerous foes. āPeople do not āforgetā when they have arranged to meet someone,ā she says. āThey choose. And that is very different.ā
You open your mouth, ready to deflect, to soften it, to make excuses the way you always doābut she lifts a hand, stopping you.
āNo,ā she says firmly. āDonāt diminish it. Not to spareĀ them.ā
Thereās a pause. The tent is quiet except for the sounds of camp outside, distant and unreal. Jaheiraās voice softens when she speaks again.
āDid you wait long?ā
You hesitate. That alone is answer enough. Jaheira sighs, long and slow, and leans back, rubbing a hand over her face.
āGods above,ā she mutters. Then she looks at you again, and this time there is no sharpness leftāonly something steadier, older, and unexpectedly gentle.
āYou know,ā she says, āI have survived gods, tyrants, and more fools than I can count. And still, I am perpetually surprised by how casually people can wound one another.ā
You swallow. āI just wanted⦠I donāt know. To feel wanted, I guess.ā
Her gaze doesnāt waver. āYouĀ areĀ wanted.ā
The words land heavier than you expect.
Jaheira seems to realize it a heartbeat later. Her jaw tightens slightly, and she clears her throat. āBy people with sense,ā she adds, a little gruffly. āWhich admittedly narrows the field.ā
Despite yourself, you smile.
She allows herself a faint, satisfied huff. Then she reaches outānot touching you yet, but close enough that you feel her presence grounding you.
āYou took a risk,ā she continues. āThat takes courage. Being disappointed does not mean you were foolishāit means you cared. And I will not have you shamed for that.ā
You look down at your hands. āStill feels stupid.ā
Jaheira snorts. āOf course it does. If it didnāt, Iād be worried.ā She pauses, then adds, more quietly, āBut for what itās worth⦠if someone stood me up after being given the chance to spend time with you, I would consider it a staggering lapse in judgment.ā
You glance up at her, startled.
She meets your eyes, steady as a mountain, and though she doesnāt smile, thereās warmth thereāreal, unflinching. The kind that doesnāt ask for anything in return.
āWell,ā she says briskly, standing and offering you a hand, ācome sit by the fire. You can brood in isolation if you like, but Iād prefer you do it with decent company. And if anyone asks, Iāll tell them you had better plans.ā
You take her hand.
As she helps you up, her grip lingers just a second longer than necessaryāprotective, reassuringāand though she says nothing more, the message is clear:
You were not wrong to hope. And you are not alone now.
Gale:
You come back to camp with your jaw set and your heart in pieces, which is a frankly awful combination.
You donāt go to your tent. You donāt go to the fire. You grab an axe and head straight for the perimeter like the trees have personally wronged you.
The first strike bites deep into the log with a vicious crack. The second is harder. The third harder still. Wood splinters fly, your shoulders tense, breath coming sharp through your nose. Each swing is too forceful, too angry, too desperate to beĀ feltāand it shows.
Wyll notices almost immediately.
He watches you from a distance, brow furrowed, lips pressed thin as the axe rises and falls again and again. āThat,ā he says carefully, āis not how someone chops wood when they are well.ā
Karlach follows his gaze and winces. āOof. Yeah. Thatās a ādonāt talk to me or Iāll biteā chop.ā
Wyll turns to her, hopeful. āKarlach, perhaps you couldāā
She cuts him off instantly. āNope. Absolutely not. I like my limbs attached, thanks. Iāve seen that look before.ā She squints at you. āTheyāre sadĀ andĀ angry. Thatās dangerous. You need loverboy.ā
Thereās a pause.
Gale, mid-sip of tea, sputters violently. āI beg your pardonāā
āOh,ā Wyll says, eyes lighting up. āThatās brilliant. A wonderful idea. An inspired one.ā
Gale splutters again. āWyllāā
āThis is the perfect opportunity,ā Wyll continues cheerfully, already steering him by the shoulders. āYouāve been meaning to say something for ages.ā
āI haveĀ notāā
Karlach grins, nudging Gale forward. āGo on, wizard. If you die, Iāll avenge you.ā
āI would prefer not to require avenging!ā Gale protests, but his heels dig uselessly into the dirt as heās propelled closer and closer to you. āThis is highly irregularāemotionally volatile individuals and edged toolsāā
Before he can finish, heās there.
Standing directly in front of you.
You lift the axe again, breathing hard, eyes bright with unshed tears and fury. Gale freezes for half a heartbeat, instinctively flinchingāthen forces himself to stay put.
He swallows. āAh. Hello.ā
You stare at him like you donāt quite recognize him, like heās wandered into the path of a storm.
āAre youāā Gale begins gently, āāare you alright?ā
Something in his voiceāsoft, earnest, utterly unconcerned with his own safetyāsnaps the last thread holding you together.
You let the axe fall.
It hits the ground with a heavy thud, embedding itself into the dirt inches from Galeās boots. He startles despite himselfābut then he sees your face crumple, your shoulders hitch, and the anger drains out of you all at once, leaving only raw, shaking hurt.
āOh,ā he breathes.
You donāt even manage a word before youāre cryingāproperly crying, the kind that steals your breath and makes your chest ache. Gale doesnāt hesitate for a second. He steps forward and wraps his arms around you, pulling you in firmly, one hand coming up to cradle the back of your head, the other pressing you close to his chest.
āItās alright,ā he murmurs immediately. āIāve got you. Youāre safe. You donāt need to be strong right now.ā
You clutch at his robes, fists bunching in the fabric as you cry into him, tears soaking through. Gale rocks you gently, a steady, grounding motion, murmuring nonsense reassurances and quiet comforts, his voice low and warm and constant.
He lets you cry as long as you need.
Eventually, the sobs quiet into shuddering breaths. Your grip loosens. Gale shifts slightly, just enough to look down at you.
āHey,ā he says softly. āLook at me a moment, will you?ā
You hesitate, then lift your head.
The world changes.
Suddenly, the camp is goneāreplaced by a soft, endless night sky. Stars bloom into existence around you, dozens of them, then hundreds, glowing gently in familiar constellations. The air seems calmer here, quieter, like the universe itself has leaned in to listen.
Your breath catches. āā¦You did this.ā
Gale smiles, small and fond. āI did. I remembered you like this one. You once said it made you feel⦠less alone.ā
You let out a watery laugh, wiping at your cheeks. āYou remembered that?ā
āOf course I did.ā His thumb brushes gently beneath your eye, wiping away a tear without even thinking about it. āIām very glad to see that smile again. It suits you far better than swinging axes in a murderous rage.ā
You snort despite yourself.
Galeās expression softens further, eyes warm and earnest. āWhoever failed to show up tonight,ā he says quietly, āis a fool of the highest order. Anyone who could miss the chance to make you smile like thatā¦ā He shakes his head. āWell. Itās their loss entirely.ā
The stars shimmer softly around you, and for the first time since you came back to camp, the tight knot in your chest loosens.
And Gale stays right there, holding you, as if thereās nowhere else in the world heād rather be.
Astarion:
Youāre nearly finished getting ready when Astarion makes his presence known in the most irritating way possibleāby saying absolutely nothing.
You catch his reflection first, lounging against a tree with all the casual elegance of someone who has absolutely nothing at stake. Arms folded, one boot crossed over the other, red eyes following your every movement with pointed interest. The silence stretches just long enough to become deliberate.
Finally, he clicks his tongue.
āOhĀ my,ā he says lightly. āLook at you. Polished. Preened. Almost radiant. One might assume youāre trying to impress.ā
You donāt turn around. āI am.ā
That earns a slow, lazy smile. āHow tragic. And here I was hoping this was all for me.ā
You snort and reach for your cloak. āDonāt flatter yourself.ā
āImpossible,ā he replies, pushing himself upright and circling you like a bored cat. āYouāve clearly put thought into this. Clothes chosen with care, hair fussed over, perfumeāgods, is that perfume? Someoneās serious.ā
He leans in just a little too close. āDo I need to remind you how dreadfully unreliable strangers tend to be?ā
You finally look at him. āYouāre one to talk.ā
He places a hand over his heart in mock offense. āDarling, IāmĀ exceptionallyĀ reliable. In my own way.ā
You shake your head, smiling despite yourself, and shoulder past him. āIāll be back later.ā
āMmm,ā he hums, eyes tracking you as you walk away. āDo try not to be murdered. Or seduced. Or worseādisappointed.ā
You laugh it off, but you miss the way his smile falters the moment youāre gone.
When you return, itās well past dark.
You donāt stride confidently into camp. You stumble.
Your steps are uneven, your cheeks flushed with too much drink, your eyes rimmed red and glassy. You pause near the fire as if unsure where you meant to go, then sink down heavily, shoulders slumping as the weight of the evening finally crashes in on you.
You stare at the ground. Then your hands. Then nothing at all.
Astarion notices immediately.
Heās on his feet before he realizes it, crossing the distance with uncharacteristic urgency. The teasing expression heād worn earlier evaporates the second he sees your face.
āā¦Well,ā he says more gently than he intends. āThat was quick.ā
You donāt answer.
He crouches in front of you, tilting his head, studying you closely. āThat bad, hm?ā
You sniff. Once. Then again. āThey didnāt come.ā
His jaw tightens. āDidnāt come.ā
āI waited,ā you say thickly. āLike an idiot. I thought maybe they were late. Or nervous. Orāā Your voice wobbles. āāor something.ā
Astarion feels something twist in his chest, sharp and unfamiliar. It makes him angry in a way he doesnāt quite know how to handle.
āForget them,ā he says immediately, voice edged with heat. āAn absolute fool. Clearly lacking vision.ā
You laugh weakly, then drag a hand over your face. āI liked them, Astarion. I thought they liked me too.ā
That ache deepens, settles somewhere uncomfortably close to his heart.
He scoffs reflexively, trying to smother it with cynicism. āDarling, please. It was probably a con. Someone charming you just long enough to get something out of you. Or lure you somewhere unpleasant. Or sell you out. Or kill you.ā
He waves a dismissive hand. āYou dodged an arrow.ā
You blink at him, processing through wine and hurt. āā¦So Iām not even worth being tricked, kidnapped,Ā orĀ murdered?ā
He freezes. āThatās notāā
āFantastic,ā you interrupt, pushing yourself to your feet with wobbly determination. āI see my destiny now. Iām going to dig a hole. Live in it. Become some strange little hole creature. No expectations. No dates.ā
You start toward the tree line.
āOh no you donāt,ā Astarion mutters.
Heās up instantly, catching your arm and smoothly redirecting you toward your tent instead. āAbsolutely not. Hole creatures donāt get blankets or decent wine, and frankly I refuse to watch you commit to that lifestyle.ā
You grumble but let him guide you, leaning into him more with every step.
āWeāll deal with this properly in the morning,ā he continues darkly. āTrack them down. Decide whether to trick them, kidnap them, or murder them. Iām open to suggestions.ā
You nod solemnly, then abruptly turn and throw your arms around him, clinging tight as if heās the only solid thing left in the world.
He stiffensājust for a heartbeat.
Then he exhales and wraps his arms around you, pulling you close, one hand settling protectively between your shoulder blades. His voice softens despite himself. āAlright. Iāve got you.ā
You stay like that for a moment, breathing him in, grounding yourself.
He pulls back just enough to look at you, thumb brushing gently beneath your eyes, wiping away tears with surprising care. āHonestly,ā he murmurs, āabsolutely wasted, emotionally devastated, and still far too charming for your own good. Itās infuriating.ā
You huff a small, broken laugh.
āNow,ā he says, guiding you into your tent, āinto bed with you. Iāll fetch some water. We cannot have you waking up with a headache when we have suchĀ brilliantĀ revenge fantasies to plan.ā
As you lie down, he pauses at the entrance, glancing back to make sure youāre settledāreally settled.
And when he returns with the water, he lingers just a little longer than necessary, sitting nearby, watching over you like heās guarding something precious⦠even if heād never admit it.
Wyll:
Wyll is already in full heroic mode before youāve even finished getting ready.
He leans against a crate near your tent, arms folded, a grin bright enough to be seen from the Hells, watching you pace and fuss with your clothes like they might betray you at any moment.
āYou look incredible,ā he says for what must be the fourth time. āTruly. Any fool would be lucky to spend the evening with you.ā
You stop pacing long enough to groan. āYouāre biased.ā
āI amĀ correct,ā he replies easily, then softens when he sees how tightly youāre wound. āHey. You alright? Youāve been chewing your lip for ten minutes.ā
āIām nervous,ā you admit. āWhat if I say something stupid? Or they donāt like me? Orāā
Wyll lifts a finger. āHold. Iāve got this covered.ā He steps closer, lowering his voice conspiratorially. āHereās the plan. You go. You give it an honest shot. And one hour in, I check on you.ā
You blink. āCheck on me how?ā
āIāll find an excuse,ā he says smoothly. āUrgent hero business. Camp emergency. Karlach accidentally set something on fire again. If youāre having a terrible time, you latch onto the excuse and we make a dramatic exit.ā
You laugh despite yourself. āAnd if itās going well?ā
āThen I vanish,ā he says, smile just a touch tighter than before. āAnd Iām very happy for you.ā
He means it, even if it costs him something.
An hour later, Wyll steps into the tavern, already rehearsing his cover storyāand stops short when he sees you.
Youāre sitting alone at the bar, shoulders hunched, staring into a drink you havenāt touched much. Your face is flushed, but not with excitement. Mortification clings to you like a second skin.
Heās at your side in an instant. āHey,ā he says gently. āWhat happened?ā
You look up at him, eyes shining. āThey⦠never came.ā
His smile drops. āWhat?ā
āI waited,ā you say, voice small. āAsked the bartender. Apparently they werenāt even planning to show. Just⦠didnāt bother.ā
For a heartbeat, Wyll is utterly stunned.
Then something resolute settles into him, like a shield locking into place.
āā¦I see,ā he says carefully. āAnd youāre telling me this person willingly chose to miss an evening withĀ you.ā
You let out a weak, humorless laugh. āSeems so.ā
Wyll straightens, fire lighting behind his eyes. āWell. That simply will not stand.ā
Before you can protest, he sets a coin on the bar and offers you his hand. āCome on.ā
āWyllāā
āTonight,ā he says firmly but warmly, āyou are not going to sit here wondering what you did wrong. Because you didnāt do anything wrong. And I intend to prove it.ā
He pulls you onto the floor when the music swells, spinning you into a dance before you can overthink it. He laughs when you stumble, steadying you easily, praising you for every step like itās the most natural thing in the world.
He compliments your laugh. Your smile. The way your eyes light up when you relax. He fetches you water, then another drink when you want one, fussing just enough to make you feel cherished instead of pitied.
For the first time that night, you forget to feel embarrassed.
You have fun. Real fun.
By the time the two of you make your way back toward camp, youāre laughing freely, legs aching pleasantly. When you finally admit youāre tired, Wyll crouches in front of you without hesitation.
āUp you go,ā he says.
You climb onto his back, arms around his shoulders, and he carries you the rest of the way, talking softly about nothing and everything just to keep you smiling.
At the edge of camp, you lean forward and press a gentle kiss to his cheek.
āThank you,ā you say quietly. āFor tonight. For⦠everything.ā
He freezes for just a second, then smilesāsoft, sincere, a little bittersweet.
āAnytime,ā Wyll says. āTruly.ā
And if his heart feels a little too full as he carries you the last few steps home, well⦠thatās a burden heās more than willing to bear.
Halsin:
You make it back to camp under the cover of early night, the fire already lit, its glow spilling outward in warm, familiar shapes. Laughter drifts toward youāKarlachās booming joy, someone groaning theatrically at one of Astarionās remarks, Galeās voice weaving in like a calm thread. It should feel comforting.
It doesnāt.
Your steps slow as you take it all in, your chest tightening with something sour and heavy. You know the moment you step into the light theyāll look up. Theyāll ask how it went. TheyāllĀ care. And right now, that feels unbearable.
So you donāt let them see you.
You turn away instead, slipping past the perimeter of camp and into the woods, the shadows quickly swallowing you whole. The sounds fade behind you, replaced by the soft creak of branches and the hush of night insects. The air smells of damp earth and leaves, grounding and cool, but it does little to settle the storm churning inside you.
You stop near a fallen log, pressing your palms to your face and breathing hard through your fingers. Your shoulders shake despite your efforts, tears slipping free no matter how fiercely you try to will them back.
āIdiot,ā you mutter to yourself. āGods, you knew better.ā
You swipe at your eyes angrily, pacing a few steps, then stopping again as your breath catches. Youāre so focused on not falling apart that you almost donāt hear the footsteps behind youāsoft, deliberate, unmistakably familiar.
āHells,ā you say, turning away sharply as you recognize them. āDamn it, Halsinādonāt.ā
He doesnāt retreat.
Instead, his presence fills the small clearing, solid and steady as a great oak. āYou disappeared,ā he says gently. āI thought you might need company.ā
You shake your head, covering your face. āIām fine. I just needed a minute.ā
He steps closer anyway, the forest seeming to make room for him. One warm, calloused hand closes gently around your wrist, not forcing, justĀ asking, and he lowers it from your face so you canāt hide anymore.
āLook at me,ā he says, low and calm.
Reluctantly, you do.
Your eyes are red and swollen, lashes clumped with tears you havenāt quite managed to stop. Halsinās expression shifts immediately, concern deepening into something heavier, more personal.
āHow are you?ā he asks.
You let out a breath thatās half a laugh, half a sob. āClearly not well. My date never showed.ā
For a moment, Halsin says nothing. Then he exhales slowly, like heās tamping down a spark of anger, and lifts both hands to your face. His thumbs brush beneath your eyes, wiping away tears with such care it nearly undoes you all over again.
āThey are a fool,ā he says, voice firm and unyielding.
You scoff weakly and look away. āYouāre just saying that because youāre you.ā
His hand slides to your jaw, guiding your gaze back to his. āNo,ā he says, eyes steady on yours. āI am not.ā
There is no indulgence in his tone. No gentle lie meant to soothe. Only conviction.
āI mean it,ā he continues. āAnyone who could arrange to meet you and then choose not to showāwithout explanation, without honestyāhas revealed their character. And it is lacking.ā
Your throat tightens. You swallow, blinking hard.
āYou did not imagine the connection,ā Halsin adds. āYou did not do something wrong. Their failure is not a reflection of your worth.ā
He leans closer, forehead resting briefly against yours, his presence grounding, his warmth undeniable. āYou are thoughtful. You are brave enough to hope. That alone makes you extraordinary.ā
The forest feels quieter, like itās listening, holding the space for you. Your shoulders sag, the fight finally draining out of you as the hurt settles into something softer, easier to bear.
Halsinās arms come around you then, broad and sure, drawing you against his chest. āYou donāt have to be strong out here,ā he murmurs. āNot with me.ā
And for the first time since you turned away from camp, you let yourself believe him.
Rolan:
Youāve been sitting at that table long enough that the chair across from you feels accusatory.
The candle has burned low, wax pooling unevenly, and the tavernās hum has shifted around youāpatrons coming and going, laughter rising and falling, the bartender polishing the same glass for the third time while pretending not to pity you. You stopped watching the door a while ago. Thereās no point now.
Thatās when Rolan spots you.
Heās meant to be enjoying a rare pause in his relentless studies, spellbook closed for once, sleeves rolled up, trying very hard to look like a wizard who knows how to relax. He doesnātānever really hasābut seeing you alone, shoulders drawn inward, gaze fixed on nothing at all, makes his chest tighten in a way he doesnāt have a spell for.
He knows you. Well enough to know somethingās wrong.
He hesitates only a moment before crossing the room.
āā¦You look like someone whoās been waiting,ā he says gently, stopping beside your table.
You glance up, recognition softening your expression immediately. Your smile comes out of habitāpolite, practicedābut it falters at the edges. āOh. Rolan. Hi.ā
He pulls out the chair across from you but doesnāt sit yet. āAre you alright?ā
You donāt bother lying. āNo,ā you say, with a little shrug. āBut I will be.ā
Rolanās brows knit together at once. āThat,ā he says firmly, āis simply not good enough.ā
You laugh under your breath, rubbing at the rim of your glass. āItās fine. Really. These things happen.ā You look up at him, eyes bright with unshed disappointment. āActuallyāwhy donāt you sit? I want to see what youāve been working on lately. Your new spells.ā
He stares at you for a second. Then he snorts softly. āNow IĀ knowĀ youāre not fine.ā
You tilt your head. āAnd howās that?ā
āNo one whoās fine tries to distract themselves with magical demonstrations,ā he says, sitting at last. His tone softens. āThatās what I do.ā
You smile, sheepish but warm. āPlease?ā you ask again, quieter this time. āIād like to see.ā
Rolan exhales, lips twitching despite himself. āHow am I supposed to say no when you ask like that?ā he mutters, ears warming faintly as he looks away. āYou know I canāt refuse you.ā
He lifts a hand, murmuring a careful incantation. Light blooms between his fingers, spilling outward in delicate threads that weave themselves into small, floating sigilsātiny illusions that shimmer and drift like fireflies, changing color as they move.
You watch them, shoulders slowly relaxing, something in your expression easing as the magic dances between you.
āTheyāre wonderful,ā you say softly. āYouāve gotten so good.ā
Rolan ducks his head, embarrassed and pleased all at once. āI had an excellent reason to practice,ā he says before he can stop himself.
Then he clears his throat and adds, more quietly, āWhoever stood you up is an idiot.ā
You glance at him, surprised. He meets your gaze this time, unflinching.
āYou deserved better than that,ā he says. āAt the very least, you deserved honesty.ā
Your smile this time is small, but real. āThank you, Rolan.ā
His heart stutters at the sound of his name on your lips, and he looks away again, pretending to focus on keeping the spell steady.
āStay,ā he says after a moment, casual as he can manage. āAt least until the lights fade.ā
And for the first time that evening, you donāt feel quite so alone waiting at the table.
Raphael:
You decide, quite sensibly, that if youāre going to be abandoned like an unwanted side quest, you might as well enjoy yourself.
The tavern is warm, loud in that comforting, lived-in wayāmugs clinking, a fiddle whining somewhere off-key, laughter bursting out in uneven waves. You slide onto a barstool and order something strong, then something fruity, then something strong again just to prove a point to no one in particular. Youāre not drunkāfar from itābut thereās a pleasant looseness in your limbs, a soft buzz behind your eyes that takes the edge off the disappointment.
You lift your glass in a private toast.Ā To me,Ā you think.Ā For showing up.
Thatās when the air shifts.
Itās subtle at firstālike the tavern has inhaled and forgotten to breathe out. The candle flames bend ever so slightly, shadows stretching where they shouldnāt, and then a familiar, infuriating voice curls around your ear like smoke.
āWell, well,ā Raphael purrs, appearing beside you as if heās always been there, crimson smile sharp and satisfied. āIt seems the little mouse scurried all the way to the trap⦠only to find no cheese waiting.ā
You close your eyes and sigh into your drink. āOh gods. Not tonight. Go away, Raphael.ā
He places a hand over his heart in exaggerated offense. āAnd leave myĀ favoriteĀ adventurer to drink alone? How dreadfully impolite of me.ā He slides onto the stool beside you without asking, coat immaculate, presence far too large for such a mundane space. āHonestly, you wound me.ā
You squint at him. āFine. Stay. But youāre paying.ā
A snap of his fingers and the bartender stiffens, nodding faintly as if compelled. Raphael smiles smugly. āAnything for you.ā
You take another sip, eyeing him sidelong. āSo. What do you want?ā
He studies you for a moment longer than strictly necessary, gaze sharp but oddly attentive. āI was curious,ā he says lightly. āWhat could possibly possess someone as⦠interesting as you to waste an evening mingling with a mortal so painfully dull?ā
You scoff. āWhy do you care?ā
He gasps, hand fluttering to his chest again. āCare? Me?ā His eyes gleam. āDarling, ofĀ courseĀ I care. You wound me twice in one night.ā
You snort. āYouāre impossible.ā
āAnd yet,ā he murmurs, leaning closer, āhere I am.ā
You swirl your drink, watching the liquid catch the light. āIf youāre so all-powerful,ā you say casually, āwhy did my date stand me up?ā
Raphaelās smile sharpensānot amused now, but intrigued. āAh,ā he says softly. āThat sounds suspiciously like the beginning of a deal.ā
You glance at him, unimpressed. āDonāt even think about it. Iām not bargaining my soul because some idiot couldnāt show up to a tavern.ā
He chuckles, raising his hands in mock surrender. āPerish the thought."
"How about if you tell me, I won't ruin the ambiance of this lovely place by trying to smite you." You smile at him, eyes narrowed and he nods his head in agreement. You study his face, searching for the trick, but he only looks⦠sincere. In his own infernal way.
āThe truth, then,ā he continues, voice lower. āYour would-be companion was a coward. Intimidated by you. By your presence. By the idea of being seenĀ nextĀ to you.ā
You blink. āYouāre just saying that.ā
āI assure you,ā Raphael says, eyes flicking to yours with something dangerously close to honesty, āI am not.ā
You huff a laugh, warmth creeping into your cheeks that has nothing to do with the alcohol. āWell. Thatās flattering. Infuriating. But flattering.ā
He lifts his glass in a toast. āTo cowards who flee greatness.ā
You clink your mug against his. āAnd to devils who know when not to push their luck.ā
He smilesāslow, pleased, and far too fond.
Popping in to write my heart out, added rolan and rapahel as an offering of my love and gratitude of you all as I crawl back into my hole, hope you enjoy!! - Seluney xox
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