we’ve been doing blow everyday for weeks now. really it’s been months with a few days break every now and then. even with having a cold and our nose already irritated and sore but we just keep fucking it up.
we’ve always struggled with procrastinating doing school work and now that we moved to a stimulant heavy state, we keep using school work as our excuse to buy more and do more.
last night i said i wanted to take a break, we’ve beat the procrastination and gotten good grades from kindergarten to college. we did things somehow without drugs.
but now? it’s too tempting. it’s right here in my drawer and i have class in an hour (online bc the pandemic). it’s worse with everything being online bc i sit at my desk all day doing it.
just like i’m about to now.
