Bad Idea
Warnings: ex’s, no contact for two years, rough/rushed sex, floor sex, tribbing, Sev eats you out, groping (s! receiving), post nut clarity
Genre: smut, angst
A/n: I’m putting together two dreams I had lol, which was nice cause I haven’t had a Sevika base dream in a longgg time, also inspired by bad idea lol
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It’s been two years since Sevika and you have talked. The break up was in y’all junior year of college. She ended it without much of an explanation, three years down the drain like you were nothing. It never sat right with you. Always had a problem of letting things go especially if you feel like it happened in an unfair manner!
You also have a problem saying no to your vagina! She wants to fuck, you fuck! She wants to masturbate, bring out the vibe! It’s non-stop and honestly starting to feel like you’re sex crazed or a goonette.
That being said, this is the horniest you’ve been in a minute. Probably because you gave up one night stands for the month, none of them just did it right. Like her.
Tonight is the night you get smart, listen to anything else besides the demon in-between your legs!
So you hop off your bed and grab your tarot cards. Knocking on them, kissing them, having a swift conversation with them and the universe before asking your questions. Letting them know you need to put this energy somewhere but having nowhere to put it!
The cards shuffled and shuffled…your patience running low but needing to lean on your divination tool is essential at the moment.
The only card to fly out as you repeat the question is “The Tower.”
“So…no matter what, I’m gonna be fucked got it!”
You say your goodbyes and put your cards back on your divination table and go to your special bin.
The last time you fucked someone, you don’t know how but you just wanted Sevika to know. So reflecting on the message of the card, you should (really shouldn’t) reach out!
You grab your trusted vibrator and wiggle your already damp panties off. Laying back on your plush bed, the position all too familiar. But you don’t turn the toy on just yet.
You unblock her number without a second thought and call. A part of you knowing she won’t pick up, another not wanting her, the rest dying for her to!
It only rang once before she said hello.
That hello rocked some reality in your chest but you’re already doing this so why not!
“Hello?” She said, with a slight roughness. “Sorry, I just didn’t think you were gonna pick up.”
“Why are you calling me?” Her tone trying to come off as casual but you know she is excited. Her walls already cracking.
“To check on you…hear your voice…” you squeeze your legs close feeling conflicted cause you’re still horny but you do miss her.
“Well I’m okay, you?”
“I’m pent up, per usual” you say with a laugh, not just referring to your sexual appetite. “Anything I can do to help?” She whispers, almost like she knows.
Before giving her an answer you ask, “where are you? Are you alone?”
“I’m alone baby, let me help.”
“If you really wanna help then come over.”
With that she hang up. Fuzzy minded with an aching clit you look at the wall wondering if this is really something you want to live with. Like what if this damages any chance of getting back together? What if this is how y’all get back together?
Didn’t really matter cause her ass is here. Overthinking eats at time in moments like these…doesn’t help that she drives like a bat outta hell!
You strip your top off as you make your way to the front door. Really thinking on how fast she got her, feeling like that was two minutes.
The wind hits you as you open the door, revealing Sevika. She muttered a fuck under her breath as she walked to you.
Her hands find your waist, as your desperate lips press together. You moan feeling the cold metal in her mouth; the piercing being new.
While walking backwards, your leg hits the coffee table making you go down. Sev let you fall holding in a laugh, “asshole, you could’ve caught me!”
“You look better down there though” she says as she leans down to hover over you. “Gonna listen to me tonight?” She whispers as she kisses down your body.
“Yes! Fuck, I’m gonna listen” you moan as her breath ghost your wet cunt.
Her tongue licks a strip of your pussy and you shiver feeling the piercing bump against your clit. Your hands twist your nipples, needing the friction as they harden and throb.
Her puppy dog eyes gaze to you as her two flesh fingers push into you. Your back arches, and your toes curl. Doesn’t matter if the action is simple or the two of you just started, you always came quick with her.
Sevika pulled back and you damn-near sobbed. “Shut up” she whispers as she stripped, placing her heat over yours. Slowly she drags herself against you. Humping you as long as that meant feeling you against herself.
Your hands trace her abs, slowly rising to her breast. The breast you missed sucking or laying on. Her hips rocked sharply and short, chasing her orgasm, knowing you are already right there.
“I want you back” you moan, regret hitting your chest immediately. Hands cupping her breast and kneading them softly as you look up at her.
“I know” she grunts, looking in any other direction before hunching down to kiss you. She presses soft kisses all over your face before whispering in your ear. “I can’t give you that, but I love you.”
Emotions are high and confusing. Internally you want to find a hole and never come out, externally you want to cum and maybe fuck her again if this is the last time. Her eyes are detached and cold as she reaches her orgasm with you. Not the usual dorky smile and shiny eyes.
For the first time, you felt like you were just a fuck to her.
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A/n: This fic was gonna go three different ways but I like this transition to an angst narrative, felt like it matched the themes of the song more! Hope y’all enjoy mwah xoxo!!
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