#set free

Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!...

I cry during worship.

And for a long time, I’d catch myself trying to hold it in…telling myself, “get it together.”

“you’re doing too much.”

“why are you like this?”

Like feeling God that deeply was something to be embarrassed of.

But now?

I’m not trying to stop it anymore.

Because I never want to become the version of me that can stand in His presence and feel nothing.

I never want to get so used to Him that I forget the weight of His love.

The kind of love that meets you in your mess…in your past…in the parts of you nobody else understands.

So if my voice shakes, if my hands lift, if tears fall down my face in the middle of a song, that’s not weakness.

That’s a heart that remembers what He pulled me out of.

That’s a soul that knows I didn’t save myself.

God wrecks me. Over and over again.

And honestly? I pray He never stops.

Written by: Cheyenne Traficante

My opinion: To say I don’t care what others think would be a lie. I care, because I want you to know how good God truly is! I want you to know His peace, to have His joy that really does surpass human understanding. Especially when you’re going through hard times, to have His joy will get you through anything. So if you want to judge, because I lift my hands in surrender, in praise and worship, then I forgive you and pray that you truly surrender your complete self, open heartedly, to God and watch what He does in you.