#sensitive necromancer

Quick lunch break sketch.

Emmrich sketches and studies. Men, how I love him! Why are you so beautiful?! 🫠

( first time I post a Time Lapse, with some drawing I truly struggled DX)

Something different. A commission for the lovely @queenmuzz. Thank you for entrusting me with this emotional scene ❤️❤️.

I don't have a commission price list cause normally I do not accept them, but this time I wanted to do something nice for a friend ❤️. I would love to be able to accept them, but working full time it doesn't give me the time and energy to do so. I prefer to spend my free time focusing on the comics, drawing for myself and my personal growth, and sometimes making some gifts for friends.

With @thefadediscordserver calendar finally hot off the presses, I'm finally able to share this piece. What I'm considering my magnum opus, just in time to close out this year.

To have been a part of this experience is, for want of better, more elaborate phrasing, a life changer. And I couldn't be more grateful than I am now for the friends that encouraged me, welcomed me, and wanted me to be part of this magnificent community collaboration. I couldn't have asked for a better partner in this project than @scuttlingcrab !!!

I am leaving this year with seldom few the same people I entered it with. Emmrich's fandom found me amongst the lot I thought I was content with and said, "you are so much more than this." It costed me people and spaces I thought I would be in my life forever. It costed me my comfort zone and my resignation to the quiet edge of every social circle. But for everything I lost this year, this fandom has replaced it and rebuilt so much more wonderful things in the gaps. They revived barren soil and poisoned wells the past had long cursed anything to thrive in my heart. People who barely knew me if at all have cheered me on simply bc I was there. I've made friends who challenge me, inspire me, comfort, and genuinely want me in their life for no real reason or expectations... just for the vibe I bring to the function or something like that. I'll never wrap my head around what makes me likeable to them, but by the Allfather do I want to give them my best every day. Kintsugi would be so lucky to hold a candle to beauty and healing all these amazing people have brought into my life.

This painting wouldn't exist without any of them. Maybe it's a good one, maybe it isn't. But I have the courage to create and share my work again because of this incredible fandom. And because of Emmrich. I hope Nick and Sylvia know what an incredible thing they've created via just one fictional man. I have my spark back.

I could tag a million names, all deserving of the love and due credit for being so good to me. I'm so grateful to my Cryptlings of The Fade.

Little exercise to find a coloring style. I still struggle to understand what I want, but maybe Ami Thompson gave me some inspiration today. I don't pretend, in any way, to be barely good as her, I'm just trying to capture my essene by watching other artists. I need to find a way to make good coloring and lines while embracing my probably rough art style. Still not sure about that.