throughout life we are blessed with the feeling of falling in love, sometimes we can control it but other times we cant, the feeling of it finally springing upon you. how they laugh a certain way or how their smile makes your day, falling in love is a feeling that is extremely difficult to portray. but when it is captured, the essence of the moment makes it beautiful, a song, a poem, a ballad or film. falling in and out of love is a very special thing we dont often get to experience in our short lives. even if it has a sad outcome or hopefully a joyous one, we look back on the times we cherished with our partner, although do no get lost in the allusion that it will all be the same if you go back. afterall, times change and so do people.

nature brings me a deep serenity inside of me, the smell of grass and the noises little bugs and critters make, the sway of the tree branches in the summer breeze and the blue sky that covers you like a blanket. the feeling of summer, the peace deep down of having no worries and staying out every night, parties, swimming, having fun. the bliss of long night drives and stealing alcohol from your parents, the music turned up high and the warm nights. something about summer and the fields of my hometown help me calm down and feel real again. life often does that funny little thing where nothing seems real for a period of time, it all feels like a dream or a movie and the thought of being back there again just brings me back to reality, or even better to the current moment you know?