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ᴇh... ᴛh firsᴛ ᴩᴏsᴛ...
i'vᴇ hᴀd ᴀnᴏᴛhᴇr rᴇlᴀᴩsᴇ ᴛᴏdᴀy. six ᴄvᴛs. ᴛhᴇy'rᴇ nᴏᴛ dᴇᴇᴩ. jusᴛ ᴛᴏ ʍᴀᴋᴇ iᴛ quiᴇᴛ...
i fᴇᴇl ᴀshᴀʍᴇd ᴀnd disgusᴛᴇd nᴏw.
i ᴩrᴏʍisᴇd ʍysᴇlf ᴛhᴀᴛ i wᴏuld lᴀsᴛ ᴛhis ʍᴏnᴛh… i didn'ᴛ lᴀsᴛ lᴏng.
nᴏw i'ʍ siᴛᴛing ᴀnd lᴏᴏᴋing ᴀᴛ ʍy ᴛhigh. i'ʍ wᴏndᴇring nᴏw why i ᴇvᴇn ᴛry...
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"Old as I am, I know nothing. Why people in this world hate what is not them. Why they fear all they don’t know. Why they hate themselves most of all. For being weak. For being old. For being everything altogether that is not God-like. Which of us can be that? Monsters all, are we not?"
— Penny Dreadful, The Nightcomers
It's getting colder
I'm getting worse
The feelings, the situation and even the daily chores
I'm drowning
I'm gasping
I can't breathe
It's suffocating
It's frustrating
I'm really falling towards the abyss
Every day, no rest
Either it's physically or emotionally
What's worse? Draining mentally
Can I get a breather? A second or two?
A little bit more and I'm really falling apart
My sanity is only holding a thread thin line
An act of mishandling is going to cut out
Then I'll be done...............
And if I ever discover a thing that can help me recover.....
I hope it's not too late ...
A little bit
Just a little bit
itssss sooooo. foreman being like. I very intentionally and purposefully don't want to be like house. because that could be my default state. and house is like. I'm like this. intentionally on purpose.
You can tell I'm having some internalised pain/self-loathing because I was looking at my hair and had a thought about it being "shit brown". sighs. Should process/express that pain some more.
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Bro, 😭😭😭 I feel called out. Codex Entry whyyyyyyy.
i was gonna try and draw simone today but i was also at work all day and also literally everything i’ve attempted to draw today has turned out so absolutely comically awful i have been reduced to a puddle of self loathing at my own drawing ability so maybe tomorrow for simone i guess
Why Do I Hate Myself: Psychology Behind Self-Loathing
You hate yourself because of complex psychological factors like early experiences, negative thought patterns, and societal pressures. Childhood trauma or unmet emotional needs can shape harsh self-judgments that persist into adulthood. Cognitive distortions—such as focusing only on flaws—reinforce self-loathing, limiting your ability to accept kindness and grow. Understanding these causes is key…
