Iâm doing a self-assesment of myself. I want to be a better version of myself, and for that, I need to know where am I at.
I consider myself a hard worker
I try to be kind to everyone I know
I love seeing other people happy
I have big dreams for my family, country and me.
I know I will have a bright future
I like to exercise empathy in my life
I am really determined when I have to be
I am normally the one who ends up asking for forgiveness in difficult situations.Â
I worry about my family and friends.
I like to save up money $$
I consider myself a happy person most of the time.Â
I know I have what I need. And I donât need more than what I have.Â
My faith in God sometimes is shaken by situations I stupidly provoke.
I sometimes feel like a hypocrite being nice to people who I donât like or know they donât like me. (But honestly, I donât like people being mean to me, so I am not mean to them either).
Sometimes itâs hard for me to see and accept the incredible plans God has for me. It seems cazy how much God wants to bless the imperfect human being I am. But hey, He does!
Sometimes, when I get mad with someone, I stop talking to them for a while instead of fixing things from the beginning. (BAD BAD BAD BAD, pride and resentment eat your heart, mind and whole soul.)
I donât like telling people when they hurt me through their actions. Iâve noticed this is a big problem in my life. I tell them Iâm okay, and they should not worry about me. This is a huge mistake because I start slowly getting all this negative vibes and horrendous treatment, and then I get to the point where I canât stand it anymore and explode. I end up hurting people, behaving like a little girl, and separating myself.
Sometimes I feel like I have no talent at all. Everyone is learning something new, traveling, drawing, dancing, doing something. But Iâm here spending my time in tumblr, reading books, exercising, watching Gossip Girl, worrying abou my imperfections, and yeah, only that. I REALLY HAVE TO CHANGE THIS.Â
I donât trust myself in my career. Iâm studying Public Relations, and donât get me wrong, I like it. But I am not so much into it. I am really scared, and my university is great, but I feel like I still have so much to learn yet. I just LOVE NUMBERS. I LOVE GRAPHIC DESIGN. But I just have to trust God and His plans for me as a communicator.Â
I love too hard. This is a problem sometimes. If I get in love with a guy, Iâm in problems. Or if I love my friends too much, I let them do whatever they want with me, and yeah, thatâs another big problem right there.
I trust too easily. Show me some kindness, good manners and actions, and Iâll believe you are some kind of angel that fell from heaven, which turns out that not all people turn out to be âangelsâ at the end.Â
I have allowed my past to torment me. THIS NEEDS TO STOP. I was created to be victorious.Â
I fight a lot with my siblings.
Sometimes I promise things I am not always able to keep.
Iâm afraid of being weak and getting drunk. Or even worst, Iâm afraid of having sex with someone I donât love, or doesnât love me back. I learn this the bad way. Iâll just try to wait until marriage to have sex again. EMPTY sex is awful. And getting drunk is not my thing. I end up spilling secrets that can hurt other people and myself. I talk nonsense, and get really horny.
My love for money is growing. Iâm saying things like âWhen I get to be super rich....â which is not a bad thing. But my life cannot, IT CANNOT, revolve around money. It jut canât. My happiness should never depend on how much money I have. One day I can be powerful and rich, and the next one I can be living in the streets. You never know. I have to learn to be happy with whatever God gives me.
GODâS VICTORIOUS PRINCESS.Â
I love helping people. You need help? Iâll be there! Just tell me how I can help you and make you super happy.
I really like math. Iâm not good as I used to be (according to my advertising professor, this is why I am a communicator -_-), but I like it.
I love graphic design! Typography! Or web design! HTML & CSS is fantastic! I havenât updated myself in the last few years, but I grew deeply in love with it during a time in my life.Â
I work hard in everything. Iâm a 3.85+ GPA college student. I donât give up easily. If I can do something great, Iâll do it. If I can improve in something, Iâll do it. I donât care if it will take me 2-10 more hours of what Iâve planned, if the result is going to reflect who I am as a person, itâs worth it.Â
Iâm a good partner in crime. Tell me when and where, and Iâll be there. (WARNING: Killing and hurting someone does not count).
Teaching Sunday School! I love babies.
In general, I consider myself a good friend.Â
Loving pople. If I fall in love with you, and you fall for me, I will not let you down. I will love you with every fiber of my being.
So far this is what I have. Hope I improve after this self-asesment.