#self produced

my cool awesome musically talented boyfriend just posted an album announcement for their album that’s coming out this summer and they’re REALLY excited about it. However, it hasn’t gotten many views yet and they’re kinda bummed about that so if anyone wants to check it out that would be AWESOME

also. If you send me a screenshot of you liking their video (or anything from their account) or leaving a nice comment or subscribed to their account then I’ll draw something for you!! For free!! Any character or oc you want!!

🐚 Sandcastles 🐚 is OUT NOW

These songs are about holding on, and letting go. Time is a river, but love ebbs and flows like the tides. The seasons may change, but they always come back around…

1. Treehouse 🍃

2. Sandcastles 🐚

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Well I Ate the pills Gave confessional spills But still I had the blues

And I Did all the drills So I’d sit still Just to be able to pay my bills

And I Changed my life Cut my vices Just to make it through the night

And I swear I Read the signs Drew my lines But still I couldn’t try

All these F’s for effort Killed any thought of a fighting chance I guess if sanity won’t deliver I’ll fake it till it gets better

I took all the advice Rolled the dice Read the rules and broke them bad

If this is as good as it gets I’ll take it But I’m not crying in my bed

Fuck it, I’m done being sad

Na na na Fuck it, I’m done being sad

Well I Watched the shows Missed the jokes But still I felt the same

And I Lost the days Rot my brain Just to make the time behave

And I Let it play Wide awake Till the credits said my name

And I swear I Tried to laugh Did the math But still I felt erased

All these F’s for effort Killing time just to feel okay I guess if silence won’t surrender I’ll drown it out in HD pain

I took all the advice Rolled the dice Read the rules and broke them bad

If this is as good as it gets I’ll take it But I’m not crying in my bed

Fuck it, I’m done being sad

Na na na Fuck it, I’m done being sad

Na na na

Fuck it, I’m done being sad

And I Breathed it in Sun on skin Just to give myself some help

And I Hugged the trees Fell to knees Tried to wish myself to hell

And I Stayed too late Tempted fate Kissed a stranger, went to bed

And I swear I Felt alive For a night Then I woke up just as sad

So I  Tried the shit They say wouldn’t fix A time or two or six

And I Chased the buzz Lost the rush Just to feel something at all

And I Swore this time I’d be fine If I didn’t feel so raw

All these F’s for effort Rebranding pain as growth I guess if healing won’t deliver I’ll market sadness as a joke

And all these F’s for effort Killed any thought of a fighting chance I guess if sanity won’t deliver I’ll fake it till it gets better I’ll fake it till it gets better I’ll grade myself on effort Fuck it, I’m done being sad